Here's my small list of songs, from the start of Willow and Tara's relationship onwards...
MR MAN by TWARRES
(New Moon Rising - when Willow chooses Tara and Oz leaves)
Hey Mister Man I really do think you should go now
I really don't want to be with you,
You know, so go now
Hey Mister Man
You've got to leave
I don't believe you
Just understand me
You've been here for a long time, so move on
Find yourself a new place, where you belong
Hey Mister Man
You've got to leave
I don't believe you
Just understand me
Hey Mister Man
You've got to leave
I don't believe you
Just understand me
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
Hey Mister Man (go now...)
It's time for you to understand
Forget about it Mister Man
It's time for you to understand
Forget about it Mister Man
Oh, oh, oh, go Mister Man
Oh, oh, oh, go now
Oh, oh, oh, go Mister Man
Oh, oh, oh, go now
YOU GOT IT by WHOOPI GOLDBERG, from the Boys on the Side soundtrack album
(Tough Love - Tara is brain sucked and Willow decides to take care of her)
Every time I look into your lovely eyes,
I see a love that money just can't buy...
...One look from you, I drift away,
I pray that you are here to stay
Anything you want, you got it
Anything you need, you got it
Anything at all, you got it, baby
Every time I hold you I begin to understand
Everything about you tells me I'm your best friend
So I live my life to be with you
'Cause no one can do the things you do
Anything you want, you got it
Anything you need, you got it
Anything at all, you got it, baby
Anything you need
Anything you want, you know that you've got it
You got it
Anything you need, you got it
YOUR DECISIONS by TWARRES
(Between Once More With Feeling and Tabula Rasa - Tara finds out that Willow has been magically tampering with her mind)
I hear your voice every minute, every hour
And time and time again you say you must go on,
Walking up and down the stairs all afternoon
'Cause if you don't then you will die tomorrow
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, then I'm really gonna go crazy
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
I see your face every minute, every hour
And time and time again you charm me with your lies
Your magic eyes are so beautiful and deep
'Cause when I look in them, they make me someone else
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, them I'm really gonna go crazy
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
When you were too tired and gave up the fight
You lost your hold on me, I left you to yourself
Now I'll see things I really want to see
No one will tell me what to do anymore
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, then I'm really gonna go crazy
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
I can hear you talking
I can hear you talking
I can hear you talking
Talking in my head
I can hear you talking
I can hear you talking
Talking in my head
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
MY HEART IS HURTING PART 1, from the Xena episode The Bitter Suite, adapted from the original song
(Immediately after Seeing Red - either Willow to Warren in Villains, or the W/T fans to JW)
My heart is hurting beyond words; the pain is tearing up my soul.
These days have seen my spirit die; my life propelled out of control.
My wounds lie naked to the world, my depth of suffering exposed.
This damaged past can never heal until this nightmare book is closed.
My heart is hurting beyond words; the pain is tearing up my soul.
Please tell me how can I retrieve the life that all this sadness stole.
Because of you this happened, because you had to carry out your vengeful little plan.
It's you who should feel guilty, because of you my [Tara's] dead; [her] blood is on your hands.
If only you have never brought me there.
If only you had done what you were told.
It's you who's to be blamed.
And you should be ashamed.
It's your fault.
No, it's yours.
How could you?
How could you!
STANDING STILL by TWARRES
(After Seeing Red - Willow after Tara's death)
Walking around at the place, there where you lost sight of your life
Trees were green, sky was blue and the train was yellow and hard
Did the birds stop singing for a while, did they see you at all
Did the world's heart miss a beat
Standing still for a while, try to follow the train of your thoughts
Questions rise in my mind, I'll just let them take their course
If the birds stopped singing for a while, if they had a story to tell
Then my heart would miss a beat
When you closed your eyes, did you know what was wrong
If you could open your eyes again, would you be more strong
I'll move on, in a while but for now I'm standing here
Not a word through the years, but you meant so much to me
I still have so many things to ask to you, but you only said good luck girl, and goodbye
When you closed your eyes, did you know what was wrong
If you could open your eyes again, would you be more strong
STREAM by TWARRES
(Willow remembers the good times)
(No lyrics, but a hauntingly beautiful tune)
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