Veeeeeery interesting episode. I've only just watched it once so far, but I will be watching it several more times in the near future, I think. Many layers of commentary going on here, and I think there was much forshadowing to the rest of the season. I think, in fact, this eppy may turn out to be this season's "Restless." To me it was extremely significant that the last scene we see is Buffy in the asylum, and not in the basement. Also, the fact that we do not see Buffy take the antidote. IMO, this leaves the entire rest of the season wide open to be manipulated by the "alternate reality" card, that is, unless we see Buffy taking the antidote in the next ep. Hmmmmm.
Also, I found the doctor's discussion's of Buffy's delusions very interesting, and worth more scrutiny. I will have more to say about that once I rewatch the episode, and I will probably end up having to post my thoughts in the spoiler thread. *Italiangirl sends a sideways grin towards the mods*
Another interesting thing that too me bears more discussion is Buffy's statement to Willow when she appears in her room with the antidote in the mug. Buffy says that Willow always comes through, but the way she says it...her intonation, I thought it was almost sinister, or disappointed. Almost as if Willow had "come through" before by bringing her back from the dead and pulling her out of "heaven" (I use the quotes on purpose...I've never been convinced of that) and now Willow is on the scene "coming through" again with an antidote that will draw Buffy out of her delusions and world of 'safe' institutions when Buffy wasn't really ready. I felt like there was a major undercurrent of resentment when Buffy said that, and I also think it is a statement that will have significance in episodes to come. Anyone else have any thoughts here?
Regarding Spike, I still truly believe he loves Buffy. I'm not interested in a whole redemption/evil vamp debate, but I do think he wants her happiness. I viewed the scene where he was telling her to tell the scoobs about him as evidence of his compassion. I don't think the scoobs knowing about him was his main concern at all. He said to her that if she told them, it would either set her free and send him into the backdrop again or make her realize how much she loved the darkside, but either way it would set her free, and make her START LIVING AGAIN. He knows it is killing her to have him be her dirty little secret, and he's right when he says that getting their liason out in the open will be one more step to her overcoming her shame/detachment. I think he also knows that the scoobs would never betray her/shun her/punish her for it, even if they would him. I thought it was a selfless act on his part.
Finally, the fluff:
VAVOOM TARA! I love it when she wears her hair swept up like that, and when she came into view in the hallway for me it was like she moved in slowmotion with bars of "Foxy Lady" playing in the background, albeit Wayne's World.
Also, Willow...how much did she look just like her old self tonight? With her ponytail and clothes, and the hat! How long has it been since we've seen a Willowhat. Yay! I thought it was the first time all season that I looked at her and really saw the "Good old Willow" looking back.
I also loved seeing Buffy, Xander and Willow patrolling together in the cemetery. It has been a long time since we've seen that. It was like old home week.
And, of course, all the fuzzy lesbian goodnes of this ep. I won't go into detail because everyone else already has, but I will hold up my little pennant that says "YAY LESBIANS!" on it and wave it around like a big geek.
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"You're in my blood like Holy Wine
You taste so bitter, and so sweet
Darling, I could drink a case of you
And still be on my feet;
I would still be on my feet."
-Joni Mitchell