hi kittens on this really sad sad day..i dont cry.. i never cry, but this news just made me do that, and i was all depressed.. and i'm all sad.. and anxious.. .. but.. i still have hope.. in the writers...in how fake spoilers can be, even coming from the most reliable source...
what do i think? well that's this season was a nightmare for everyone. xander not getting married 'cause someone from his future shows him a marriege like his parents.
anya gettin' bumped the day of her wedding, letting her alone dealing with the guests.
willow losing the love of her life, the one who loved her completely, becausef her magic addiction, then she gets out from her addictions, return with her love, and her love is killed.
tara: well her soulmate betraying her, manipulating her mind, making up withher.. and then.. getting killed
buffy: having sex with spike, riley returning with a happy life,and a beautiful perfect wife and working in a stupid place with stupid clothes and stupid people.
dawn: everybody just treating her like she doesnt exists,a nd the onluy one that treats her like a teenagers, like she want to be treated is killed.
this season will be a dream, a horrible dream for everyone.. and yes.. i'min denial.. and i'm not.. and i'm just going crazy with this stupid spoilers..
first i'm ding the happy dance with the kiss at the end of ep 18 .. then i'm all sad and crying.. i hate crying.
i need a chocolate.. and a ticket for the denial bus.. or the other bus..
and if the spoilers are true and tara is dying.. i will not be watching buffy anymore.. i started to see it because of my two beautiful girls... the hug in ep 2 of S5 just melted my heart... and now.. my heart is all broken and.. and.. i need to get a life... i really need toget a life.. its just that they developed tara's character so well.. and if she kill her after the make up, after she has growed up it will be like saying "growing up is bad because, if you are not killed by a bad guy accidentaly, you will be in serious danger"
damn.. i'm babbling.. damn..i need to go to that bus now..
i hope you guys goteverything , or most of all tings i said.. cause.. my english is awful... really bad... likethe weather here.. it's windy.. and all depressing.. why is everything all depressing?
BTW.. if tara dies.. what will happen to the kitten board? is it going to disappear or is itgoing to change its name for "the disappeared kitten, the evil crazy witch, and her dead soulmate with the bad wardrobe" or for"let's kill BTVS writers" or "I hate joss whedon and marti noxon" or "the former w-t board, 'cause one of them is dead and we dont watch the show anymore"?
and whats going to happen with the fics?
and with my life? will i get one soon?
will people stop askin me if i'm gay?
ok .. i'm still babbling... goddess.. i need to calm down.. i'm hiperventilating....
sorry for the typing... and plz.. can someone send me a hug.. and a ticket.and a life?
we can do this dear kittens.. we can... or not..