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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Tue Jul 05, 2005 5:24 pm 
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Keep writing!!! Please!!! I want Willow and Tara to get married...and Willow needs to get Tara pregnant so we can see Willow's maiesiophilia in action! Okay, so I wanted to use that word... :-D Lol and while I talk about "philias," I love how this fic is different becuase Tara turned Willow into a pygophile.

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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Tue Jul 05, 2005 7:41 pm 
And reading feedback is educational as well. Thanks Arielle!! Looked up maiesiophilia and oh yeah I want to see that in action from Willow as well.


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Hello, it's me, Artemis, standing in for Willohand with the latest chapter, all beta'd and everything (at least, it should be, so any spelling/grammar errors that remain are my fault). Enjoy :D

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As Willow made her way to the other side of the building where she and Chris held their practice session she couldn't help but smile. She opened the door to find Buffy signing and kidding around with half the student body from the college, most of which were Tara's students. They were all excited for their favorite professor. With the help of Raven, the students had their very own section. Tonight's show was to be picked up by some local television news stations and a cable network. Willow and Buffy got the student body organized, into the main building, and seated without a hitch. Wilow was in contact with Buffy through walkie talkies. Raven and Chris each wore one also, so everybody knew what was going on at all times.

As Tara sat getting her make up applied Jamie was getting her dress put on her. Tara could feel Jamie eyeing her. Just then Buffy came bouncing in. Seeing Jamie nearby Buffy cleared her throat as she entered, talking as she signed.

"I have something for a Tara. Is there a Tara Rosenberg-Maclay here?" Everybody looked at Tara. Buffy ran out and was back in seconds holding roses of every color. Tara blushed and dropped her head. Buffy purposely read who its from. She changed her voice.

"Yeah, so it's like from a woman name tree." Everybody looked at her. She continued, "Oh, I'm sorry. From a woman name from a tree. That would be a tree called... um, oh yeah, Willow. Your flowers are from Willow."

Tara couldn't help but laugh as she read Buffy's lips. Then Buffy walks over to Tara and lifts her chin so she was looking her in the eyes.

"Tara Rosenberg-Maclay, my best friend couldn't have met and fallen in love with a more beautiful human being than you." Buffy leaned in and hugged Tara. Everybody was, "awwww thats so nice."

Buffy turned and looked Jamie square in the eyes and said, "Tara, Willow's heart belongs to you.You had her from your first hello." She was signing this as well. Tara had nowhere to hide. One of the others whose make-up was done moved the flowers. Buffy walked over to where Jamie was.

"Um excuse me. Can you just give us two minutes please?" she asked the make-up artist. The woman walked away and it was just the two of them. Buffy made sure to give Tara her back while also standing directly in front of Jamie so Tara couldn't read Jamie's lips and know what they were talking about.

"I don't know you but I know I don't like you. You're trying to break up my best friend from Tara, who I happen to like very much." Looking back to smile at Tara, Buffy then left the area. Tara and Jamie both were getting dressed at the same time just a short distance from one another. Jamie glanced to see Tara's body. Her jaw dropped. Tara is... she's just... She's gorgeous. Oh shit where did that body come from? She's a god damn hottie. Tara was standing in her black backless bra and a white thong. Tara could feel Jamie eying her. She just concentrated on getting ready.

Raven came into the room and gathered the entire 35 people together. "Okay here we are. We all worked hard on this for so long. And tonight we go out and do it. Just remember you're representing me, my dance company's name is on the clothing you're wearing. That means one thing..." Her voice raised and everybody got nervous. She continued, "This means I demand attitude. I want a lot of swagger in your steps. I demand it. My name in this business has always meant one thing. I'm known for my attitude. So girls and boys... I want you to strut your stuff. I want you to prance out there. I want you to make me look good. I expect you to sashay. I expect hips in motion. I expect pelvic pumping. Girls and boys, this is it." They all could feel it growing and coming off one another. Putting her hands on her hips, "Now go out there with more then just some simple pep in your step. S W A G G E R... Give it to me. And remember I want long arms. I want heads held high. You are no longer just wives and husbands. You're not just a brother. Or a sister, or an uncle and mom or even just a grandmother. No, tonight for one night of your life you are and forever will be a 'Ravenette.' Now show me what that means to you."

Willow clapped her hands, "Okay line up. Line up people. And Tara you're last. Where is she?" Willow asked. Everybody looked at Willow. "Don't look at me, it's Raven's idea."

They all turned to see her with Tara standing next to her. Jaws dropped all around the room. Willow couldn't help it. "Eep" managed to squeak out. Jamie couldn't believe what she was seeing. No one could find the words. Everybody was staring at her. Buffy walked in and wondered what what was going on. Until she herself looked into Willow's smiling eyes. They are turning into a really dark green. Which means my best friend is... really aroused and oh my god... Tara was right. Willow's eyes do turn a different shade of green when she's ah ppfftt um yeah okay... Wait a minute if Willow's eyes are turning then that means... where is Tar...

Buffy's eyes followed Willow's eyes to see Tara standing with Raven. Buffy's eyes went wide with surprise and pride. Softly, but loud enough to be heard by others, she said, as she took in Tara's appearance: "Oh my god. Angels are real. They do walk the earth. You're really an angel." But she also noticed Tara's eyes. Ohmygod... ppfftt I think I see what Willow means about her eyes. Whoa... so blue. So... so...

Then Buffy, as she looked directly into Tara's eyes, almost as if in a trance, she started to speak. "Under Her Spell. With hypnotic eyes, how easily she seduces. With her beautiful personality how readily we succumb. With a glimpse, a look and stare from those amazing blue eyes, all resistance fades."

Buffy reached Tara and stood in front of her. Everybody was watching and listening. Willow was reciting the very same words as if she knew them by heart. Tara's heart skipped a beat while she was reading Willow's words of love. I always felt a little uncertain even though I know Willow loves me with her pure soul. This amazing woman always seems to surprise me, first by being here then by asking me to carry her child and now... she wants me. She really wants me and... needs me. She needs me. But still the scars that others before her had left cuts were deep. Deep marked in my soul. I never fully opened up to the others and even with Willow I still have parts of me I protect. And she still wants me. Why? Tears welled up behind Tara's eyes.

Willow... my Willow, do you really mean all those words? My heart screams out wanting everything to be real and not a daydream. Every single last word? You mean the world to me. Reading every single word Willow said, trying to capture every tiny emotion, to remember it forever. I don't want to lose you either. You are the first person that really cares who I am!!! I, Tara Maclay, not the perfect person, who can't even hear, and still... you want me... you need me. Do you even know what you do to me? Ohhhh god Willow I love you so much. Tara continued to watch Willow's mouth. You have given me so much love and... letting me be the first to touch you... to make love to you. I will always cherish that moment deep in my heart.

Tara's love grew and grew since the first time they met and was still growing. She never felt love like this before. She couldn't believe this. Nobody ever done anything like this for her before. Never!!! But then again, Willow wasn't just anybody. Such beautiful words coming from the most gorgeous loving woman on earth. I'm not letting you slip away! You're mine! You're mine and I'm yours eternally.

Buffy (and Willow) continued, "With her warmth, kindness and gentleness we surrender to the magic that is Tara Maclay."

Chris cleared his throat and Buffy was pulled from her trancelike state. She smiled and said, "Original poem by Willow Rosenberg, dedicated to Tara Maclay." Everyone looked at Willow and started to applaud. Tara looked at Willow and went to take a step, then courage overtook her. Not caring who was watching them Tara took a step towards Willow, with tears running softly down her cheeks. Tara stopped and knelt down in front of Willow, reaching for and holding her left hand.

"All I want to do is show you how much I love you and make you mine forever by name and in my heart." Willow froze. Buffy grabbed hold of Faith and jumped up and down excitedly. Faith covered her mouth holding back a squeal. The room went silent as all eyes were now on Willow and Tara. "Willow will you marry me? Will you be mine forever? Will you marry me?" Tara asked. Raven smiled at Chris. Jamie was shocked. Chris smiled at Faith and Buffy...

Willow was staring at Tara with watery eyes. Blue met green. Green met blue. Everything around them faded to black. Willow got down on her knees, level with Tara. She leant in and kissed her passionately. She said, in a husky emotion filled voice while touching Tara's eyes, "How can something be so warm and inviting yet so intense at the same time? I mean, with just one look into your eyes, suddenly I feel like I'm free falling off the highest mountain. Your eyes the-they pull me in, and what's more I want to take that leap into your comforting eyes."

Willow kissed Tara again on each eye. They sat staring into one another's eyes until Buffy walked over and gently touched Willow's shoulder. Leaning near her best friend's ear she whispered, "Willow? Will, you haven't answered her. Will she's waiting for your answer." Then Buffy stepped back into Faith's waiting arms.

Willow's eyes went wide. She stood up, bringing Tara with her. Grabbing Tara by her waist and spinning her around, "YES! Yes I'll marry you. I love you so much Tara. God baby yes. My answer is yes." The room erupted with cheers and awwww's and applauds. Raven could see that the girls needed a moment so she ushered everybody out into the corridor. "Make it fast we go in three minutes," Raven whispered as she closed the door.

Tara walked over to Willow. As Willow went to speak Tara stopped her by kissing her. In between kisses Willow was trying to sign. Tara stopped her hands by pressing her body to them. The kisses became heated. Tara is so touched. A light knock on the door brought them back as Willow pulled away gently and pointed to the door. Tara smiled as they headed toward it. Willow stepped back as Tara paused for a moment. She closed her eyes and concentrated. Willow watched for Tara's fingers. Thats where it started. The feeling. Tara's eyes fluttered and her breathing got heavy. Her eyes opened slowly as the rest of her started to feel the music too. Her body slowly moved to the exact beat. She made her way to her spot at the back of the line. Her dress was caressing her every curve. Willow watched her with love and lust.

"Easy there Red." Faith whispered. Willow's breathing was in short gasps. Aggressive Willow had now entered the psyche.

Faith pulled her out into the night air to calm her friend down. "Red? Red, you okay? Just calm down some. I know Tara looks amazing. Really, really, really amazing, but you can't have her just yet. Not until after the dance,"she promised.

Aggressive Willow was imaging all sorts of dirty little scenarios in which she took Tara. Now Tara's body was voluptuous, and she was no stick figure like some women today. In a society obsessed with youth, haunted by the spectre of ageing and all too ready to return to the waif look of the early seventies, Tara Maclay with her hourglass figure all but shattered the myth that thin is in and proved the old cliche that size does matter, while subtly announcing, "Curves are back." That's right, she wasn't a stick figure like her counterpart Jamie Srtrends. There was no child's play here. She wasn't a twelve year old girl, and didn't want to look like one. She was a woman and her body was that of a woman.

Buffy popped her head out to check on Willow. She noticed her. "Uh, Buf? A word?" She then snatched Buffy off her feet and out the door before Buffy or Faith knew what was happening. "Buf what the heck was that back there?" Buffy looked down at her feet.

"Um what? What do you mean Will?" she asked sheepishly. Willow glared at her. "Oh, you mean the poem thing? Pfftt... oh I don't know. I-I-I just..."

Cutting her off, "You saw it didn't you? You looked and saw what I've been trying to explain about her eyes didn't you?" Willow yelled excitedly. Faith stepped forward. She just stared at Willow and Buffy.

Just then Chris came out. "It's starting." The group ran in.

Willow took her place behind the scene. Buffy and Faith went out and found their seats. The music was pumping and the audience was clapping to the beat. Then Raven made her way to the stage. She danced there and the crowd went nuts.

"Ladies and gentlemen my name is Raven, and welcome to the fourth annual 'Ballroom Dancing in The Park.' My dance group and I are thrilled to be here for another year. Washington has always welcome us with open arms. This is our way of saying thank you for your support. Now sit back..." She paused. "No, in fact don't sit. Stand or dance in the aisles if you want."

Raven leaves the stage as the lights went down. If you'd listened, you'd have heard something that resembled heels clicking. As the lights went up the dancers were dancing their way onto the floor, with everyone hitting their marks perfectly. Tara and Chris were the last to emerge. Willow was lost in the the image of Tara. Chris had Tara by her right hand, held high above their heads. Chris was spinning Tara on to the dance floor with perfect flicks of their wrists. Tara comes to an abrupt stop and dropped into a full split directly in front of Chris. The crowd erupted.

Then out of nowhere came a small, high-pitched voice: "That's my mommy. The one in the pretty red dress... Whoa... Mommy you are so pretty," the girl breathed out. The dancer in the red dress was Elaine Right, stay at home mom to seven-year-old Morgan, and her sister, three-year-old Lizzie. Elaine, with the encouragement from her husband, came into this very nervous. She soon gained confidence in herself, her kids and family being her biggest supporters.

After Morgan sat down and the crowd hushed there was an announcement. "Ladies and gentlemen, the first dance will be the Rumba. Followed by the Cha Cha. Then the Salsa leading up to the meringue and ending with the Tango." The music was cued and the dancers started to move. Starting from a group each couple paired off and was dancing. Chris and Tara were the couple that everyone took their cues from. They were in the middle of the dance floor at first. But each couple got their time in the spotlight in the middle of the floor. Tara was in heaven. She had forgotten all about the news channel and the cable company that was broadcasting the event live. All Tara knew is she was having the time of her life. Willow too was just watching Tara. Her mind drifted back to Tara proposing to her. It made her breath catch in her throat. God she asked me to marry her. She asked in front of everybody. Now they all know she loves me. I'm so lucky to have her. I love you Tara Maclay. There was a flash of light that brought Willow back.

Tara didn't know it, but Raven had set up all the dances with Chris for Tara to get three minutes to do a small solo. It wasn't until they were dancing the rumba that Tara saw it. At first she thought perhaps she was seeing things. One of my students here? No of course not. Just wishful thinking. Why didn't I just yell them about this. I wish I had. It would be great to see them see me. Then it happened. The lights were flashing on each student one by one. It was Willow's idea. She knew how much Tara wanted to have her students here. Oh my god... it's Kelly. And Tarrance and John... ohgod it's the entire student body. How? When? Who? Oh Willow... I can't believe she did this.

Tara danced her way over to her students. They were signing and clapping. Two students held up a big sign written in bold bright red letters. The sign read: 'We may not have a sports team but professor Maclay is our M V P four years running.' Tara read this and was tearing up. The anchor noticed the sign and had her camera man zoom in on it. Others whom Willow told watched and saw the sign too. In all whoever was looking at that channel at that time saw the sign. Willow was beaming with pride for her girlfriend.

Tara continued to dance. Her students couldn't believe this was their teacher. This was the first time most of them were seeing her outside her professor attire. The camera man started to zoom in and out of the crowd of the student body. When the students noticed the camera on them they wanted to talk about how proud they were of Tara. Buffy spoke to the anchor woman explain who the students were. Right away the news woman saw a great human interest story unfolding. She quickly pulled out her cell and called her boss, explaining what was happening. Her boss gave her the okay to run with the story. Buffy wanted to be in the background for obvious reasons, her job being the main reason. She didn't think her supervisor would be to pleased seeing one of his agents plastered all across the news. So she made a deal with the news woman that she'd help with her talking to the students as long as she was behind the scenes.

Once they came to an understanding Buffy escorted the news woman with her cameraman over to the student body. The students were excited at the idea of being on television. The news woman was from channel forty-eight. Her name was Sharon Kertz. The cameraman's name was Chip.

"Chip, I want you to zoom in and out of the students and get their reaction to Ms. Maclay. Got it?" she asked as she turned her attention to Tara too as she danced. This young lady is deaf? I'd never know it by the way she is moving and dancing to the music, exact timing. Amazing. This is going to be really good human interest subject. Home town professor, who's deaf... "Okay Chip, don't miss a thing. I want footage I can go through to jump start this baby." The students reading her lips were clapping and cheering at that piece of information. Buffy managed to snag Willow for a few minutes to talk to Ms. Gertz.

"Ms.Gertz this is Tara's girlfriend and my best friend Willow Rosenberg." Extending their hands the two met.

"So Ms. Rosenberg, what's it like having someone who is so obviously loved by so many people as your girlfriend?" Willow smiled as she watched the student body.

"Uh, well it's great. Her students love her. I love her," Willow stated simply. The news woman couldn't help but smile at her. They talked a little longer as she and Willow went through some of the students talking about why they were there instead of out on dates or with their friends.

"I mean here you all are indoors and you're mature young adults who on a friday night are here watching your professor instead of being on dates or hanging out with friends or partying. And I guess I'm wondering why?"

One student signed. Buffy spoke as the girl signed. "Because it's professor Maclay. She's the best I could ever wish for in a professor and a friend. And besides, look at her out there."

On the other side of the room Faith was chatting it up with Willow about Tara's sweet proposal when something caught her attention. Actually more like someone. She looked again.

"Is that? God, isn't that..." Faith looked again and the person was gone. Faith excused herself by saying she had to go to the ladies room. They both took off in opposite directions. Faith stopping momentarily to to check her weapon. Then she was off running again. I'm going to really do some serious damage to this bitch if it's her. Damn why can't people see that she doesn't want anyone else. Oh this woman is going to pay if she's back to hurt my Red. And Buffy isn't going to stand for her best friend getting hurt. Oh and Tara... I wouldn't want to be the one on the opposite side of Buffy when you're the one messing with Tara. She sort of adopted her as her sister. They seem to have adopted one another. Wait is that her? Shit she spotted me. Damn she's making a run for it towards the exit. Damn it! Where's Buffy?

Just then Buffy came into view but as a blur. She was out the exit door as well. By the time Faith got outside Buffy was standing there with her gun in hand cursing. Faith ran up besides her. Buffy turns to her, "You know who that was don't you?" she asked as the grip on her gun tightened. Faith put her gun back in its holster in her boot.

"Yeah I recognized her.What are we going to do? We can't tell them tonight. I want to do some footwork of my own first while you use your job to see if you find anything out," Faith said in a calming voice. Buffy shook her head in agreement. They hugged and right away Faith felt Buffy shaking. "B? Buffy? Oh baby don't. It's going to be alright you know. Nothing is going to happen to her. Promise you that. As long as she has you in her corner she's always safe. Okay?" Buffy looked into caring brown eyes and knew Faith would rather die than let anything happen. She kissed Faith and calmed herself down as she pulled Faith along inside.

Once back inside Willow came running up to them with a huge smile. "Hey you two. So, needed some alone time I see. Well get back in there because Tara's solo is coming up." Both Buffy and Faith smiled and bum rushed Willow dragging her along. Willow decided she herself needed some Tara time. She walked into the large dressing room and Tara was being helped out of her dress only to have another waiting. Willow couldn't control it. What happened next was beyond her control. She walked over to Tara and started kissing her back. Tara knew Willow was in need but she had to be in that dress so she was on her spot when the music started. Raven would kill her. But her Willow... (vixeny Tara has now entered the Psyche) Tara grabbed Willow, surprising her. Shoving her down into the chair next to her she straddled Willow and what happened next was beyond their control. From the outside you could actually hear them. There was loud moaning and screaming of names and a crash. Luckily it was Buffy who was witness to this. After a few minues Buffy decided to knock. The door was almost ripped off its hinges by Willow who was bleeding from her lips.

"Um, Will? Um, your, uh, lip... are you alright? How did it happen?" Buffy asked, as she couldn't hold in her laughter. Willow turned as red as her hair as she smiled and excused herself to the bathroom. Buffy walked in and watched Tara carefully. Tara turned to her signing "Oh, um, h-hey Buffy. How long have you been here?" she asked nervously as she dropped her head.

Buffy touched Tara's arm, smiling she signed, "Um, oh, I might have heard something, but it was only me so don't worry." Tara was at ease with Buffy.

"Buffy you have no idea what your best friend can do to me. Oh god shes just... just so... and the way her eye color changes. It's just..." They both started laughing.

"Oh god Tara... your dress. Raven is going to be here in a few minutes. We have to get you dressed or your main worry is Raven coming in and you not dressed. Here let me help you." They got Tara dressed within a few minutes of Raven appearing with advice and jokes and when Raven did leave Buffy couldn't help it. She had to ask.

"Um Tara, what happened to Willow's lip?" she smirked. The question caught Tara off guard so she answered it honestly and dreamily. "Oh that. I straddled her face after pushing her down into the make up chair. Oh and it was the one you could adjust and I..." Tara caught herself but a little too late. Buffy eyes grew large as she had trouble hiding her shock to Tara's truthfulness. She started to laugh nervously.

"Oooooooookay. There will be no more telling Buffy such details while I'm on an empty stomach. This is great talk for our first girls night. Save it for then and I want details. Wait! Do I? Do I want details?" she asked Tara.

Signing with a huge smile Tara signed, "Oh you want details. You wouldn't believe your best friend. She's such a little VIXEN!" Buffy stood staring at Tara.

Finally after a few seconds passed, "W-willow? Will? My Willow is a vixen?" she asked in surprise. Tara just smiled a huge smile and turned away from Buffy, leaving her new close friend in a state of shock. "Wait we are talking about Willow right? Um, Willow Rosenberg? You know about so high and with really green eyes and red hair... that Willow? She's a vixen?" she asked as she let the information sink in.

Buffy went looking for Willow. Meanwhile, Aggressive Willow was in the bathroom cleaning up her lip. Well that didn't go as well as I planned. But it was good. God she was so strong. She just whipped around and throwing me into that chair and attacking me. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I loved it. She was so... so...
Brain to Aggressive Willow. She was so aggressive and take charge you're mine to do as I please with attitude.
Aggressive Willow to Brain. She certainly was, and it felt good having her want to ravish me. Whoa look at what she did to my lips. Okay I think I have to invest in a movable make-up chair for the house. She rode my face as if I was her personal horse.


Willow was brought back by a hand on her shoulder. She turned and saw Buffy with a big smile. "So Will, how's the lip?" Buffy held back her laughter.

"It's fine. I, um, well something ran into it. I mean I ran into something, but I'll be fine. Just needs some TLC from Tara and I will feel much better. Come on I have to be out there." Willow turned and walked out. Buffy was grinning fighting the urge to die from laughter. Oh Faith is never going to believe this about her little Red.

Willow popped her head back in the bathroom, "Hey? You coming?" Buffy followed behind smiling all the way.

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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 1:29 pm 
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:bow :applause :drool :party :lol


Ahhhhhh...good stuff...so hot...MORE!!!


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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 7:09 pm 
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hey my little kittens, im working on chapter 20a and will be finished in a matter of days. Ppfttt...real life , who knew it would be so cold during this hot summer here in New York. But just know that the next chapter is going to take a wild turn. I feel its very important that I finish what I started
with the whole faith Psychological matters concerning her childhood. Its
important to me. I mean either we as fans loved her or really hated her.
Things happen in ones childhood that can cause one to grow cold an distant. Through no fault of their own. Faith is to some fans a cold unfeeling B I T C H. but she wasnt always,well at least not in my fic.
So yeah kitties Im going to open a few doors in her mind, make her naked for all you kitties to see.
Children have the ability to love their parents no matter how deeply they hurt or abuse them. So I have decided to go further into Faith`s pain from her childhood that makes her the woman you all LOVE TO HATE. Many of us have this really strong LOVE/HATE relationship with Faith. No matter which side your on we can surely say that she does evoke strong feelings from us. Good or bad she has the ability to stir emotions up.
So answer me this kitties,in a paragragh, why is it you feel she stirs up such strong emotions from us, the fans of Buffy and here on the kitten board? please let your thoughts be in at least a full paragraph and be as detalied as posible.
God...this should be interesting to read your thoughts and comments.


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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
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Hmm...well I don't think I have the strongest opinon. It's been awhile since I've really watched too many episodes with Faith, so for me my opinion is mostly based on how she's behaving in each individual fic lol. In the series itself, I think she's cool and sexy but that sometimes her Eliza's acting or Faith's personality, however you want to think about it, is a little strange. Other than that, even when I know I shouldn't really like her, I still like her or at least feel sympathetic towards her.


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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
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willohand wrote:
make her naked for all you kitties to see.

Naked Faith is good... oh, wait, you meant psychologically... yeah, that's it, I wasn't thinking smutty thougths at all

I'm one of the 'love Faith' group, in spite of the horrible things she did in canon Buffy. She's a character of extremes, whatever she does, she does it fully. She's just got a knack for trying too hard, and being afraid of not succeeding. I think she's definitely got issues from her parents, either or both of them seem to have been pretty crappy to her, yet she really wants to feel love from them, and can't put that absence of love out of her mind. She wants validation, she wants to be appreciated and loved, but she's very afraid of rejection, so much that she sabotages herself. On some level her parents' neglect/abuse? still keeps her from believing that she's worth loving, so it's difficult for her to believe any indications that she is. But any hint, whether true or not, that she's being rejected and she'll act pre-emptively, push everyone away from her before they get the chance to hurt her.

Yet at the same time she's got a surprising spark of resilient honour in her - even when she was at her worst, some part of her knew she wasn't supposed to be this way. So she ended up trying to force punishment upon herself (this is where she appeared on Angel, as I recall), putting herself in a position where some worthy hero would have to take her on and kill her, as she believed she deserved.

Obviously your Faith in 'Growth' hasn't had to contend with mistakenly staking people while patrolling for vampires, or being manipulated by guys wanting to turn into giant stakes and so forth, but the analogues remain just as valid. She's a tough girl with a fragile centre, and it's really difficult for her to admit that she is fragile, even when she really needs help. Now she's got Buffy, and she's got Willow and Tara who care for her as well, and she's been through the trauma that Tara helped her through and knows they've seen that fragile side of her, I'm interested to see how she'll cope with all that in the long term.

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PostPosted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 12:07 am 
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Finally after a few seconds passed, "W-willow? Will? My Willow is a vixen?" she asked in surprise. Tara just smiled a huge smile and turned away from Buffy, leaving her new close friend in a state of shock. "Wait we are talking about Willow right? Um, Willow Rosenberg? You know about so high and with really green eyes and red hair... that Willow? She's a vixen?" she asked as she let the information sink in.
Oh yeah. Great update!! The love between them is palpable, burning and wild. Liked the turn around on Aggressive Willow. Buffy is not the only one left smiling.

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PostPosted: Sun Jul 31, 2005 9:09 am 
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Okay yesterday while watching cable guess what I stumbled across?
The episode of 'angel' where Faith helps to save angel coz he is now angulas again. So Wesly pays her visit in jail.He tells her about angel changing. Without a second thought she tells him to stand away from the glass. then she crashes through it head first. Beats up any and all guards who try to stop her then snatches wesley and doeas a header out the window.
now if I sound excited its because I am.Im not an angel fan per say.but it dawned on me,hey she could break out anytime she wants yet she is serving her time...
that hit me hard.im thinking everything Im going into about her is almost dead on.God she really is an amazing character isnt she?oh you guys are going to like the chapter I have sent to be edited.ita all about Faith and her trouble Psyche.


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Okay hi everyone I am willowhands well online buddy lol whos in the military Dude girl awesome fic ur a good writer keep it up hope to see more of this fic soon..later chika and i called you today hope your roomate gives you the message hope to hear from you cause i leave back to Japan in 4 days we decided to stay a few more days it nice here we decided New Mexico is nicer got a place there instead of seattle give me a call since i lost your email also sorry love ya!!

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For those of you who havent heard, Alyson Hannigan is going to be in a show on called'how I met your mother.' Its part of CBS,channel 2 in New York fall primetime line up.And from the trailers its a funny little hit just waiting to happen. And of course Alyson is just as cute and adorable as always. If you want to see the trailers for it go to: cbs.com and scroll to the fall prime time line up and look for the show 'how I met your mother' and watch the longer clip it has Aly in it. And she`s funny,there is a part with her in ther cab where she...


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As the dancers waited for their turn, all eyes were on Tara and Chris as they whirled by. Tara's very sexy white dress was a true compliment to her curvy hourglass shape. It was form fitting while not being too constricting for the moves she was performing. It was, in color, that of a soft white. It was long with splits on both hips.You could see every muscle in her legs through it. Her hip muscles were on show.With every move Willow was finding it hard to remain calm. She tried to reason with herself but Aggressive Willow was not trying to hear it...

Aggressive Wilow has now entered the Psyche. If you were standing near her you could hear it. And Faith was the first to hear it, the low growling. She looked at Willow.
Willow to Aggressive Wilow: OHMYGOD! Look at her. And the way that dress is fitting her... fitting her bod...dy
Aggressive Willow: Now you're talking my language. Snatch her up and take her back to that chair she fed me in earlier. My lips still throb at the thought of how she rode them. God we are getting so wet.
Wilow to Aggressive Wilow: SHUT UP! I-i-i... god look at her hips, the way the muscles are... gulp. Okay we have to get control. The both of us have to come together...
Aggressive Willow: Now that's my girl. I'm all for us coming together. Or coming all over Tara's...
Willow to Aggressive Willow: HEY? THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT. I mean you and I have to get ourselves under control. Look how Faith is staring at us. And you are making me with all the naughty thoughts...
Aggressive Willow to Willow: Oh no you don't. You're not going to blame that on me. You want her just as much as I do, if not more. So you go take care of Faith and I'll just enjoy the show. God we are so wet. We are damn near dripping. Oh god that Tara is too much.

Willow turned to Faith but continued to stare at Tara. Her eyes steadily changing from one shade of green to another. And Aggressive Willow was loving it. She was beside herself with lust towards Tara. Faith was looking towards Tara as well and smirked to herself. Finally she attempted to get Willow's attention one last time.

Vixeny Tara has now entered the psyche.
Tara to Vixeny Tara: You can fe-feel her can't you? I can smell her arousal. It's strong.
Vixeny Tara to Tara: Yeah I can smell her. It's strong. I need to let her know I'm here. Please...please let me. I want her to see through you to me and know I'm here too.
Tara to Vixeny Tara: Oh of course. But how? How are you going to let h...

Before Tara could finish asking the question Vixeny Tara was dancing her way to her lover's scent. Both Willow and Aggressive Wilow could sense her. They both could feel her coming and they had stopped looking and were finally trying to pay attention to Faith. But the closer Tara got the less they heard anything Faith was saying.

Tara to Vixeny Tara: Her... her scent is... Gulp, okay we have to get over there. Must get closer to her.
Vixeny Tara to Tara: God she is really aroused isn't sh-she? Is it just me? I mean I really can smell her. Okay she's making me all tingly and and...
Tara to Vixeny Tara: Oh god yes she's making me so... uhhhhhhhhh soooooooooooo... god I want her. Her eyes are a different shade every time I look at them. Ohmygod...
Vixeny Tara to Tara: She certainly is. Now let's get closer so she can see I'm here too.

What happened next was beyond Tara's or Chris's control. Vixeny Tara was partly controlling Tara's body as well as Tara. She eased away from Chris in a manner that had both Chris and Raven in awe. Chris was just completing a double spin out of Tara and was about to snap her back into him when she slunk away in a slow pace, but one that carried her into a full split.

Seeing this Wilow and Aggressive Willow all but creamed in her panties.

Tara's body to Willow's body: I can feel you. You like me in this position don't you? You're now imagining me in that chair in this position over your waiting hungry mouth aren't you? How much more of this can you take? Should I drive you crazy right here in public in front of Buffy and Faith knowing you will have to wait to get me home and straddling you? Tell me. Talk to me.

Willow's body, every part of it cried out in lust.

Willow's body to Tara's body: Oh fffffffffuuuccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! God yes. Need you so much. Please stop. Stop teasing. I'm so hot right now. You are the only thing that can quench this thirst.
Tara's breast to Wilow's mouth: We need some attention. We need you sucking us. Licking us. We need you biting down into us. Please... oh god we are on fire. Look at us carefully.

Willow's eyes went straight to Tara's nipples. She gulped and stumbled back into Faith. Faith looked at Buffy who in turn stared at the fallen Willow.

"Willow? Hey Will are you alright?" Buffy asked as she pulled Wilow to her feet.But not before catching the look in Tara's eyes. Oh my god. Tara is putting Will under some spell with those eyes. Sh-she's really sexy tonight. Okay whoa... what the hell was that? Okay Buff get a grip. That's your best friend's girl and your adopted sister. Just look away from her eyes, she thought to herself. But then it happened. Faith looked into the direction along with Buffy and Willow. But what she saw was something totally different. Their eyes locked.

Faith eyes grew large with fear and anger. Little Faith has now entered the Psyche.

Faith couldn't believe what she was seeing."No way. What the hell? This cant be. She... Oh God... I'm losing it. I have to get out of here," she said to no-one, but Buffy heard and her head whipped around and saw the look on Faith's face. She also heard the child like way in which Faith spoke.

Little Faith to Adult Faith: It's okay Faith. It's really okay. You have to listen to me.
Faith to Little Faith: Wha... who are you? What are you? Is Tara a...? I mean how did you get inside my head? And why am I even talking to you?
Little Faith to Adult Faith: It's me. I'm you. I'm you only much younger. You have to listen to me and trust me. Can you do that? It's very important you try. Tara is a friend. Our friend. Your friend. She isn't going to hurt you. She helped me. She helped you too. She's our friend. Don't be afraid. Don't get angry and lose control and go after her. Please Faith just listen.

Just then it happened. Faith's angry side emerged. Angry Faith has now entered the Psyche.
Angry Faith to Little Faith: Don't tell me what the hell to do. Now what the hell is she? I'm going to hurt her for tricking me.
Little Faith to Angry Faith: NO, you can't hurt her. She's good and she helped us. She helped me. I like her. She's a friend.
Angry Faith to Little Faith: She's no friend of mine. SHE'S NOT EVEN HUMAN! WHAT THE HELL IS SHE?
Little Faith to Angry Faith: NO! I WON'T LET YOU HURT HER! She is a good person. She cares for me and you. Please whatever you do, don't hurt her. It will destroy me. If we hurt her it will kill me. She helped me when I was so close to the edge of... I almost gave up. All these years of blaming myself for mommy leaving us...
Angry Faith to Little Faith: What the hell are you talking about?
Little Faith to Angry Faith: You know what I'm talking about. That's why your so angry. You and I blame ourselves for mommy's leaving. But Faith it isn't true. We didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't us. We didn't... we...
Angry Faith to Little Faith: We didn't kill her. We didn't kill her? SHUT UP! It was us. They told us it was our fault. I remember them saying it. They said I was the reason mommy had to leave me. That I killed her. And now you want me to believe otherwise? Why, because of that Tara? She doesn't know shit. I'm going to beat the hell out of her. Tara is just playing games. I don't like being toyed with. Nobody plays with my emotions. You want to listen to her you can. I'm not listening. She's going to be sorry she fucked with me.

Willow and Buffy both felt the mood swing in Faith. Wilow looked into her eyes and quickly recognized that cold look. She stepped toward Faith and touched her shoulder. "Faith what is it? What's wrong?" sne asked. Faith snatched away from her coldly.

"Your girlfriend is what's the matter. And I'm going to take care of her." Faith went to step by Wilow but was caught by Buffy.

"Okay I don't know what just happened but you and I need to get some air." Buffy pulled Faith by her arms but Faith fought Buffy off. "Will help me. We need to get her away from here. NOW!" Both Wilow and Buffy got hold of Faith and dragged her outside. On the dance floor Tara witnessed the whole thing. She knew she had to have a talk with Faith.

Buffy quickly slipped her handcuffs on Faith and handcuffed her to the bench.

"Buffy what's going on? Why is she being like this?" Willow asked.

"She knows Will. She figured it out, about Tara and the talk about her... her mother," Buffy explained.

Little Faith to Angry Faith: Please... please stop it. You have to calm down.You cant hurt Tara. She helped me and if you just let her she can help you too. Why are you so angry? She didn't do anything to hurt us. She was helping.
Angry Faith: NO! SHE'S JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. SHE WANTS TO HURT ME. SHE... I DON'T TRUST HER.

Just then Faith closed her eyes trying to drown out all the voices in her head. Then she slumped over. Buffy and Willow were both quickly at her side. Faith eyes fluttered open.

"Buffy? Buffy help me," came a small voice.

"Faith? I mean Buttercup is that you?" Buffy asked with fear building. Willow was holding Buffy's hand. "Tara. You have get Tara." Willow dropped Buffy's hand and ran inside to get Tara. Inside the dancers were changing for the next routine. They had a 20 minute break until they had to be back on the floor. Before Willow even said a word Tara jumped up from her seat as soon as Wilow came trough the door. They both ran out.

"Is she okay? I saw what happened. She knows doesn't she? Is she alright?" Tara asked as they were running outside. She ran straight to Faith and knelt down in front of her. "Faith? Faith are you okay? I need to explain if you let me." Calming blue met a cold and confused brown pair of eyes.

"Why are you doing this? Your just like everybody else.You want to hurt me. Or you want something from me. Which is it Blondie? What do you want from me?" Faith asked as she looked into Tara's eyes. Tara looked to Buffy.

"Buffy uncuff her please." Tara stood up. Buffy did as Tara asked but was fearful. "It's okay Buffy. Don't worry, she's not going to hurt me. I trust her," Tara said.

Faith gave Tara a look. "Oh I wouldn't be so sure of that Blondie," she said.

Little Faith to Angry Faith: Why are you saying this? You know deep down inside she would never hurt you.
Angry Faith to Little Faith: Oh do I? All I know is people can't be trusted. They say anything to get you to trust them then the first opening they hurt you.
Little Faith to Angry Faith: What about Buffy? What about Willow? You trust them. You and Buffy are lovers... girlfriends. You love Buffy and I know you love Willow. If you didn't you wouldn't have shown up to talk to that woman who hurt her and tried to steal Tara. OH... oh Tara... I know you trust her so why are you acting this way? I trust Tara with our wellbeing so stop this. Please don't hurt her.Don't do something you may regret.

On its own Faith's hand went out and lightly touched Tara's check. She leaned in and stared into Tara's eyes. They were a beautiful blue. A blue just like her moms. The deeper she looked the heavier her own eyes became. She blinked a few times as Tara concentrated on being perfectly still. Her mind reached out to Faith.

Tara's mind to Faith's tortured soul: I'm not trying to hurt you. Please just let me help. I want to help ease your suffering. You're not the person you think you are. I think part of you knows it. You just need to see for yourself. I can help you if you let me. Will you let me hold you and show you you? Faith we all love you. I care for you. You're not just Willow's closest friend. And you're far more than just Buffy's girlfriend to me. You're someone I call a friend. I know we have had our problems but only due in part to your caring so much for the kids we are going to have. I understand your fears. I do. Just let yourself finally be free. You don't have to hurt to feel alive anymore. You don't need to hurt to feel anymore. You're not that person your father made you to believe you are. I can see you Faith. I can see it all. There is something you need to know about your mother. Can I help you to see it? There is something that you have been holding on to and its time you let yourself be free. Please Faith...

Faith pulled her hand away and eased away from Tara with a look of confusion on her face. She pulled further back from Tara, Buffy and Willow. They all just watched. It all seemed to have happened in slow motion, Faith pulling her gun from her boot leg. With trembling hands she held the gun at Tara. Buffy grabbed Willow who tried to get to Faith.

"Will don't move. You could get Tara hurt."

Tara looked into Faith's eyes past the gun pointing at her and studied her. Faith's hand stopped trembling as she slowly pointed the gun to her temple.

"Get out of...my...head. Please don't hurt me. M-mmake it stop. Make all the pain just stop. I-I-I don't want to hurt anymore. I hurt so much. I want to not feel like this anymore," Faith cried as she heard the words that haunted her very being. "YOU KILLED YOUR MOTHER! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU STUPID DIRTY LITTLE BITCH!" Faith tried to not listen but part of her was convinced he was right. It was her farther telling her this so it must be true. Tears ran down her cheeks as she backed away from the people she loved and and took off the safety. Buffy's eyes grew large with fear. The positions changed as it was Willow now holding Buffy back from Faith.

"I have to make it stop. I HAVE TO MAKE HIS VOICE GO AWAY! DADDY STOP IT! Just leave me alone. I-I-I I'm sorry I killed mommy. I didn't mean it. Please daddy don't hurt me anymore." Faith was whimpering and her breathing was heavy. Her face as was her shirt was covered in sweat. Tara continued to look as deeply into Faith eyes as she was allowed.

Tara to Faith's tortured soul: Faith no... no it's not your fault. Your daddy... h-he he lied to you. You're not to blame. You have to let yourself remember. Stop being angry for a short time and let yourself feel it.

The mind is powerful. It can keep protect us from memories it knows we are not able to face. It makes us forget certain horrors we have suffered. It represses memories that are too damaging for one to feel. Depending on the amount of suffering it will hide from us the pain for as long as it sees fit. A week, a month, or for years. For Faith the psychological mechanisms of suppression, repression is all but an illusion she's is safe from harm. Her inner child is at constant war.

She wants and needs love but once given she sees it as a way of someone hurting her. Love comes with a price tag. To love means her getting hurt. She pushes it away before it can hurt her. While at the same time craving it. The danger to her is inseparable from love. She feels especially threatened because when she lets herself love it makes it easier to be open to being hurt and/or betrayed. Still she tries to reach for and grab hold of it.

Looking around Faith sees the look of horror in Buffy's eyes. She doesn't want to hurt the woman she loves. She then looks to Willow, whose green eyes are in so much pain. Finally she looks into Tara's eyes. There she finds a calm. She finds peace. She finds a new found hope. She looks deeper into those calming baby blues and her eyes flutter. Her hand holding the gun begins to tremble. Taking a step back she looks around and starts to mumble again. Tapping her temple with the gun she speaks to her farther.

"God... why wont you leave me alone? I didn't mean to kill her I was just a kid. Please just get out of my head," she says over and over again, all the while tapping the gun against her temple. Then without warning she starts to pull the trigger. There are bodies flying at Faith in slow motion from different directions. Her body goes limp and hits the ground hard as Buffy's fist connects with her jaw. The gun falls as Willow dives to catch it so it doesn't fire from the impact of the ground. She barely catches it as she falls over Tara's body that is sprawled out on top of Faith's who's on the the ground unconscious.

Everybody looks at Buffy. "I had to do it. She was going to... to hurt herself," she whispered. Both Willow and Tara shook their head in agreement with Buffy. Suddenly there was Chris at the door looking around for Tara. Buffy noticed first. She signaled to Willow.

"You have to go. They need you inside. The dance remember? Tara you have to go. It's okay. Go, I will take care of Faith. Go," she told them. Neither Tara nor Willow moved from Faith's side. "I mean it guys, just get in there or I will be forced to knock you both out too," she smiled at her best friend and her new close friend. The two got up and first helped Buffy to get Faith into Buffy's car. "Don't worry, I'm going to take her to the hospital and try to come back for the end of the show," she said smiling at Willow.

With hesitation both Willow and Tara walked off. Buffy climbed into the back seat where Faith lay unconscious, gently touched her face.

"Oh god... I love you so much. I'm sorry I hit you. I'm really sorry but I had to. I couldn't let you hurt yourself. I refuse to let you get away again," Buffy whispered into Faith's hair. She then used the seat belt to strap Faith in and was off to the hospital.

Back at the dance hall Tara was upset and worried. But outwardly she didn't let on to the others. Then just when things couldn't get any worse, Jamie happened. She strolled in and brushed up against Willow. Willow thought Tara didn't see it but she did. What happened next was beyond her control.

"HEY? THAT'S IT! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU COMING ON TO AND HITTING ON MY GIRL. IT STOPS NOW. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" Tara yelled as she crossed the room to get into the woman's face. Everybody stopped getting changed to see what was happening. Willow was the most surprised. Chris signaled to Raven, who simply pulled Chris out of Tara's way. She knew this was something Tara obviously had to do. Tara was in complete control. She let Jamie have it with honesty and the things she said had everyone applauding.

"She is mine. She isn't interested in you in any way, shape or form. So I am asking you for the last time to leave Willow alone. No more looks, no more accidental feels and no more hitting on, in front of me or when I'm not around. I'm going to be a lady here. But if I ever catch you even giving her a look I think is not appropiate I will kick your ass. Are we clear?" she asked calmy. When Jamie didnt answer Tara snatched her up by her shirt.

"I said are we clear?" Tara growled in Jamie's face. Jamie shook her head yes and Tara dropped her back into her chair and took Willow by her hand and walked back to her area to continue getting changed. The room was deathly silent. No one knew what to do or say. It was Willow who broke the silence by giving out orders of the dancers. Willow silently smiled to herself as she did so. Ohmygod... did my baby just get total butch? Oh that was scary, yet very sexy. I never knew Tara had it in her. Well that takes care of my Jamie problem, she thought to herself as she eyed Tara. Tara winked and went about her dressing for her last dance, which was a short solo of 10 minutes. And as far as Tara was concerned it might feel like a lifetime. As she nervously went over her steps in her mind her hands did a small dance of their own. Only Willow noticed. She walked over and wrapped her arms tightly around Tara's waist and signed something that seems to stop the hand twitch. She kissed Tara's ear and walked away. Tara smiled and began to stretch. While deep inside her Psyche Vixeny Tara lay waiting to appear. It was decided between them she would make her entrance.

Vixeny Tara to Tara: You sure you want me to control us? I mean like you I get lost to the music and well... I have a tendency to get really...
Tara to Vixeny Tara: I kinow and it's what I want. For us both to go out there and lose total control. There is going to be a certain sexy redhead watching. And that bitch Jamie. I want to let her see what I have in store for her at the competion for that spot in the Britney video and for our dance-off. Want you to give her something to think about.
Vixent Tara to Tara: Say no more. I'll give her plenty to fear and to think about. You better hold on to. This is going to be fun and maybe a little exhausting for you.
Tara to Viexny Tara: Gulp. Ummm o-o-kay.

Back at the hospital

Buffy stood at Faith's side gently playing in her hair. "So soft. Have I ever told you how much I love your hair? It's so soft and long. God... I remember the first time I saw you. I thought it was the sexiest thing. Well that and your mouth."

Flashback... Buffy stood outside Willow's dorm room waiting for her best friend to let her in. But when the door opened Buffy came face to face with a very sexy brunete."Hi. I'm Buffy. And who are you? You can't be Faith. Willow didnt tell me you were so sexy." God look at all that sexy hair. A girl could have lots of fun playing in it.

Before Buffy could stop herself she was reaching out, stepping closer to Faith and playing in her hair. Faith eyes grew large with confusion and surprise. This is Willow's best friend? She never mentioned Buffy being gay. And wait she's coming on to me? Wait is she coming on to me? Did she say I'm sexy?

Faith got nervous and looked away from Buffy and down at her shoes. Buffy didn't back away but she did pull her hand slowly out of Faith's hair. "You know you have beautiful hair." And a really sexy mouth too, Buffy thought to herself.

end flashback.

"You were so cute back then.You were nervous and couldn't even look me in the eyes. I think I started falling for you right there and then." Just then the nurse walked in.

"I have to check on her. Can you wait over there please and I will call you when I'm done." Buffy walked to the other side of the room as the nurse checked on Faith.

Little Faith to Angry Faith: See? Look at her over there. She loves us. She's in love with us.
Angry Faith: LOVES US? SHE PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE! SHE KNOCKED ME OUT!
Adult Faith: She had to. You were about to... to pull the trigger and kill us all because of your anger. I'm glad she stopped you. I don't want to die. I think I've been dead long enough. I want to live and live with Buffy loving me and us loving her back. COMPLETELY! Tell her. You have to show her it all or she's going to stay angry and risk harming us all.
Angry Faith:What are you talking about tell me? Tell her what? Show her what? What are you talking about?
Little Faith: Tara was and is right. You have to know the truth. And Faith is right, I risk us all if I don't show you. I'm ready to face it again. I have to. If I don't you will take us over and be dominant and, no offense, but I'm not wiling to lose Buffy, Willow, Tara and ourselves because you want to be angry for something we didn't do.
Angry Faith: OH YOU'RE NOT GOING TO START WITH THAT AGAIN ARE YOU? TARA HAS NO FUCKING IDEA ABOUT ME OR US. WHY ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO THAT FREAK OF NATURE?
Little Faith: STOP IT! She's not a freak. She's our friend. Okay I was hoping you would come to terms with who it is that generally cares for you and who doesn't but I see you're letting your anger cloud your thinking. I'm sory Faith, I had hoped to do this another way under different conditions but you leave me no choice. You were wiling to harm us all in your fit of anger. I won't be harmed anymore. I have suffered enough. We all have. It's time you let go and allow us to move on.

Angry Faith was about to speak when suddenly she was flooded with thoughts and voices and memories. It was all too much for her. She passed out.

Adult Faith to Little Faith: It has to be done. If we let her continue we all will be in danger. If she controls the personality we are in serious trouble. She's too angry and now she has it in for Tara. You know she's dangerous when she's angry like this. She tried to kill us all. She knows we are all part of the same mind and soul. Killing herself we too die. That makes her a danger not only to herself but to us as well. I don't want to die.

Just then the moniters hooked up to Faith started to go off. Buffy flew across the room. "WHAT IS THAT? WHAT'S GOING ON? WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?" she yelled frantically. The nurse pushed past her to hit a button. Seconds later the room was buzzing with activity.

"We have to ask you to leave the room Ms. Summers. When we have her stable we will let you know." Buffy fought to be near Faith. The doctor called for security and had her taken out the room, but not before she was able to bring a security guard, who was 6'8 weighing at least 210lbs, to his knees.

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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 7:54 pm 
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Whoa! That was intense.

I am glad Tara finds the guts to put Jaime in her place once and for all.

Also, I am glad to see an update on this, but I hope the next update is less stressful.

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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Tue Aug 09, 2005 5:18 pm 
Poor Faith! At least her friends are helping her out. I also like the telling off of Jaime. There's certainly alot going on in everyone's head. :)

With all this there's little time for W/T to think of a family but I hope they can get back to that. Looking forward to the proposal.


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Tara's certainly not short on courage - facing down Jamie was fun, sure, but Faith was something else. I think after that, her reaction to Jamie was purely not wanting to waste time on her any more - she's got friends and loved ones who need her love and compassion, she's not going to put up with some self-centred tramp like Jamie mucking things up.

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I just read this fiction again for the 6th or 7th time and I have to say I really enjoy how you mix the characters thoughts and feelings in with whats happening in the physical world. I also find some of Willow and Tara's arguments and discussions with their psyche's hilarious. It creates an intense story that is leavened with humor and love. I hope you continue this fiction not the least because I want to find out what happens to Faith and who the person they saw at the dance recital was.

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PostPosted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 1:28 pm 
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Due to difficulties beyond her control Willohand may not be able to finish her fanfic due to computer problems. Im her friend and she is really upset with the situation. If you guys could take the time to drop her some replies it would make this time better. She`s distraught. All the chapters following her last posting are gone.I think its the work of some computer glich or something. She has been having problems for a while now. She is in the process of re-writing all of them again. I think its a total of 6 new chapters.And you all know how she loves to write long chapters...
she is up day and night re-writing.Come on guys drop her some replies to show your support.


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Aww, Willohand...that sucks. Don't take it too hard though sweetie, it happens to the best of us. Take your time, and don't stress too much. It sounds like now, would be a good time to invest in some floppy disks huh? hehehe

take care, sweetie.

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 Post subject: Re: New fic - Growth
PostPosted: Thu Dec 22, 2005 4:37 pm 
Sorry to hear that Willowhand. I work in IT and jknow what a pain computers can be at times. Hope things get better.


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ok i just want to say great fic :clap i love it, but you dont havent gotten an account here so i couldnt send you a personal message. but i really like the fic. kudos!!

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Hi there,

Just take your time don't worry about anything ....next year will be better.

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

YOU HAVE TO FINISH THE STORY!!! I LOVE THIS STORY!!!!!!!

especially sexy Tara

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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oh umgaynow she really wants to finish it up for all of you who read it and send your thoughts. She is in a really sad mood as of late because of this. I try to talk to her about it but she says to leave it alone. I cant because I know what this fic really means to her this is why I let you all know whats going on so you didnt think she just forgot about it. Far from it. So keep sending your thoughts and let her know its a new year and things will be better and different this year. I have a friend who is something of a computer whiz on the job doing everything he can to see what happened. Hes trying to find them. I THINK ABOUR 6 CHAPTERS AND WITH HER WRITTING SUCH LONG CHAPTERS...oh sorry my cell is going of. hold on.
:clap :clap :clap :clap :bow :bow :bow :bow :bow :dance :dance
OMG...OH SHIT! oh sorry but I got a text message with some news.The guy I was just telling you about just texted me saying he think he found something.No wonder Im paying him the big bucks for this. Let me go.I will let you all know when I talk to him.CROSS YOUR FINGERS .


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How do you americans say it? I have good news and bad news. What do you want to hear first?
The guy has found some chapters but not sure which it is. From going through it I think the next chapter due is chapter 21. If this is correct I think he has it. Now the bad news. I have no idea on how I get it up here.I am by no means gifted in the computer department. Is there anyone who can put it up? And if so how do I get it to you? It looks like everything is already done. I mean its already fixed...um edited I mean. I would love to hear from someone. Anyone. And again Willohand doesnt know about it. Shes not talking about it to anyone so I know its hurting her. I want to surprise her.My and your way of a new year present. Can someone please get back to me AS SOON AS POSSIBLE? Want to drag her to the computert and make her come her fic and let her see its been found and put up.

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Didn't mean to make anyone feel pressured...was just trying to convey to Willohand how much her talent is appreciated and make her feel better and all...I know how it is...I just got my computer back two days ago after the hard drive crashed on Christmas Eve...

I'm no whiz either...but maybe you could get the file from the guy...send it to yourself or a friend as an e-mail and then copy and paste it here? Just a thought...don't know what kind of files and system you are running good luck {{{{evilcomputerhugz}}}} to our intrepid author

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Hi everybody. No sorry its not willohand.Im her close friend. Im trying my best to keep her spirits high and to get her to write again.Its hard. But I have something that will help. We all know she is a huge Amber Benson fan since amber is her muse. But ahe does have a lot of love for alyson too. There is a movie started this past thursday. Guess who is in it? Thats right none ther than Wilow herself.alyson. Its called 'date movie' and it may be just what she needs to get her going again. So as a surprise Im taking her to see it.No she doesnt know her favorite redhead is in it. Will be taking her tomorrow night. And something tells me this is just what she n eeds. I wil let you guys know how it works out by friday evening.
Keep up your suport with emails. Thanks again.


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This is just a small note to let you guys know that willohand had a great time at that alyson(wilow) movie the other night. I even got my farther involved in helping me surprise her. The movie was prety funny. She laughed herself sily. I had my farther keep her busy all day til I was able to run and get the tickets early. We surprised her with dinner and hanging out then the movie. Keep your thoughts and emails coming. I know they are making her feel better. I saw that look in her eyes.That certain twinkle...keep your fingers crossed she wil be ready to start writing again.


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Hey everybody.Its me.Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkkkk! I have good news and not so good news. The good news first. My computer troublesd are over as of Monday evening. The bad news.I lost all the chapters I had written out for this fic. Good news.I may be able to retreave them. If not I will start to go to work on re-writing them Saturday morning. Bad news.Not sure how long its going to take.Good news. Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacckkk! More good news. I will be finishing this fic. I promise. So have you guys missed me? Show me some love why dont ya.Drop me some replies letting me know what ya been up to.
Have you guys been missing my fic?


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:pinky glad you are back cant wait for more!!!


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OMG! Am I really seeing a dancing ela... oh no wait I dont drink so I cant be seeing it. Ha hey you...glad I can make you dance with my return. Its been too long. I have missed you guys so much. You wouldnt believe me if I told you what the hell was happening. So on with the show. who loves ya kitties? Willohand does.Who missed her kitties? Willohand did. Who is going to have her good little kitties drooling over sexy tara again and the ever so aggressive willlow? Willohand thats who.
Oh I will say Tara has fgone through a transformation. You guys want me to start from weeks later since I might not be able to get the 7 chapters I lost.
I could pick up with the new Tara if ya like.You guys talk amoung yourselves and let me know. nighty night.


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