Finding You
By: Sleek
Disclaimer: All characters belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. Just borrowing them for a while
Pairing: W/T
Rating: PG (for now, I am definitely cookin somethin steamy for later)
Spoilers: S6 and then this will spin off into an AU
Distribution: Yes, with credit and disclaimers in place
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sleek@poetic.com Summary: Without the help of Fate, this is how Willow finds Tara. Love, dark passion and mushy goodness ensue.
Part 1
The Visit
Willow watched, with weary sadness, as horrid images of the past months trickled by in her mind's eye.
"Your shirt." Tara's voice. Tara falling to the floor.
Willow cradling Tara. Blood seeping. Her light, gone. Crimson eyes. Black anguish. Scarlet rage.
Someone had to pay.
Willow shut her eyes at the deluge of other memories.Memories of vengeance. Taking a life. The searing pain of the world. A world without Tara.
Bolts of agony shot to Willow's throat and threatened to spill. Her chest heaved, but the redhead contained her sobs.
No, she thought, no more crying. Tara wouldn't want me to pathetically wallow like this. She would want me to live. Breathe. She'd want me to be happy.
Clutching desperately at this thought, Willow summoned a happy memory.
A picture swam before her eyes and stilled her sobbing heart. Full, lush lips quirking into a silly grin. Sapphire eyes brimming with love for her. Sandy brown tresses caressing Willow's face as Tara leaned into her, whispering something…
"Make a wish."
Huh? Willow thought. Did someone--
"Make. A. Wish."
The voice was clearer now. Willow surveyed her room--well Giles' guestroom technically but her room for now.
A silhouette shimmered against the pastel wall. Willow gasped as a form of a woman rippled into view.
She had long flowing ebony hair spilling in sharp contrast against her pale skin.She wore a sheer black material that clung to her like the night sky. Her eyes glittered--two small suns that bore into Willow's desolate haze.
"Enough with the crying already." A deep ancient voice sprang from unmoving violet lips. "Yada. Yada. Yada. Your love is dead. You tried to end the world. What else is new."
Willow didn't know what to make of this and fixed a blank stare at the stranger.
"Make a wish. Before I change my mind."The woman huffed, a bit unkindly.
"Wh-who are you?"
"The tooth fairy! What do you think?"
"I don't think I summoned you. I better find Giles--"
"Okay. I get that you are cautious, you recovering from being almighty evil and all. But it's about time we do something to really fix what happened."
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Part 2
Meeting Fate
Fix what happened? The woman's words took time to sink into Willow. There is only one thing she wanted to fix. And given that chance…
For the first time in a long time, Willow felt a tiny shard of hope slip in her heart.
"You can bring Tara back?" Willow asked, almost in a whisper. Afraid that this fragile moment might pass or that she dreamed it.
"Yes." Came the woman's voice. And it was as if she hummed the word directly into Willow's ear.
Truth always sounded near. Especially truths that you wanted to hear so badly.
"How?"
"Simple." She said and Willow glimpsed a small smile from the lady. "Wish that you hadn't met Tara and she wouldn't be with you in that room when the gun fired."
"What?!" Willow could not process this new thought. Not meet Tara? Not at all? Is she crazy?
"Look. My power is capable of undoing events only caused by love.It was because of love that Tara was with you that day. It was because of love that Tara forgave you of your nasty memory manipulation."
The redhead cringed at those words.
"It was also because of love that made you kick some Glory butt. Drinking in dark magic as if there are no consequences to be thought of.I can undo this and more, right from the moment Tara came banging on your door when the Gentlemen came after her."
"You mean, undo everything so I won't meet Tara?!" Willow asked incensed and shook her head at how wrong those words felt.
"But she would be alive." The raven-haired lady said almost gently. "Isn't that what you want?"
Willow was silent. She wanted Tara alive, yes, but so that they would be together. Not live separately as strangers.
"I will not," Willow carefully worded, "exchange anything in the world for what I had with Tara. Not for a life wherein she lives, breathes, smiles but does not know me or love me."
"Who said she won't love you?"
"But I thought--"
"Listen. Let me introduce myself properly. I am Fate. As in F-A-T-E. I happen to be Cupid's sister."
Fate took in the redhead's dubious gaze.
"Yes, Cupid exists. You believe that love exists. Why not believe that Cupid exists, or I exist? Anyway, big bro's job is to seek hearts that complement each other. Alone, these hearts are fine, but together, they can create an amazing power in the life force. Cupid has the ability to see, and he points out the matching hearts to me. We agree whether it is the proper lifetime for these two hearts to meet, then he leaves it all up to me."
"Uh, so the bow and arrow thingie is a myth?"Willow couldn't help herself and suddenly found that she was genuinely curious.
Fate dismissed the idea with a wave of a slender hand. "Tut! Twanging bow is just a prop. Your silly hearts do the work. Not the arrow. Love is already in there." Fate pointed a bony finger towards Willow's chest. "The right person merely sparked it into life."
Willow smiled at this and nodded her head. Tara certainly sparked something wonderful alright. Something tingly, tender yet potent. Magnificent feelings that Willow never felt for anyone before. Not even for Oz or Xander.
Fate continued, "My job is to set the scene wherein those two hearts meet. I was the one who nudged you and Tara to go to that particular Wicca meeting. I also used some reinforcements to make her write your name and address down so she could run to you whenever something bad happens--which happen often in Sunnydale--so I was sure she'd be bumping into you in no time. It's the little things Willow. The quick thoughts that make you do things you otherwise wouldn't have done have I not whispered or nudged your souls to seek each other. Now, nothing changes the fact that you two belong together. Your life will be reset to the day before you met. This time, you won't have lil ol' Fate to help you find each other."
TBC "Part 3 Bargaining"
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