FIC: Summer Loving (AU)

[KathleenWolf]

wow... I just caught up... the pace is lovely... and I really like how Willow is torturing Buffy, nice to see her feeling empowered enough about her feelings to hold out and talk when she is ready and not before...



okay though time to tell Buffy so she can go pop Mr. Maclay...



can't wait for more

bravo

kathleen

"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

[witchbitchwillow]

cheers Kathleen, im glad that youve caught up and like what youve read Buffy beating up Tara's dad hehe.



more soon i promise.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[snuggle79]

witchbitchwillow: Glad you liked my hole expression about Mr. Maclay. Cool, well if you chose to use it next time, that would be an honour!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[witchbitchwillow]

awww, okay thanks snuggle, i may just do that

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[The Rose24]

Rane. Camp Flutie. Yaaayyyy!!!

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Hey Ellie!

Just got caught up on this part...Great update!! When do we get more?!?! You know I love this fic..poor Willow, she has to put up with Buffy rambling on about some guy..



Can't wait for more!



Aimee

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



Rose24- id just like to through in a wahooooooo! for camp flutie. hehe



Aimee- urm, update im not sure when im afraid. i have my last exam in an hours time and so after that i think that i can write i based the rambling Buffy on my best mate Hannah, shes a man hunter :s i just love to hear all her stories, *note the sarcasim* heheh



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Whoa..now that's scary. I have my last exam in an hour, too! Take your time on the update...but I hope you will have it soon!



Aimee

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[witchbitchwillow]

wahoooo!!! i just got out of my last exam!! i ca n now write tonight without feeling bad about not revising lol. god that feel soo relieved, and my exam went really well which i sa pls. hope you did okay in yours aimeee, what subject was it? mine was history.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Hey!! I just got out of my last exam, too!! It was also history...but I don't think I did as well as you did! I didn't do too bad, though..



Can't wait to see more from you! I'm gonna tell you a secret..I've been writing, too! And now that school is out..I think I'm going to start posting it!



Aimee

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[ally02]

heya,



Just read the update cos u get cranky if I dont lol well i actually did want to read it of course. Anyway - great update. Liked Willow's little babble thing. Glad ur exams are over. I had skool today - Philosophy! My brain hurts, too much thinking!



love Aly xxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



aimee- yeah you should definately start posting, ill be looking out for it ill off to write some more now, ive been playing rounders and just went out on a bike ride, i think ive burnt my nose :-s



aly- me get cranky! never lol. omg aly u poor thing u actually had to think!!!! i go into sixth form 2morro and get to see tara every single day!!! oh oh and i also told my history teacher i was gay, wlel i wrote her a letter but still. i havent actually spoken or seen her since so im really scared. any way im coming on messenger now. speak to you in a second.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ally02]

grrrr of course I think...sometimes. Also wow about seeing Tara everyday - that was sarcasim by the way. And u actually talk to your teachers - oh yeah cos u go to private school where they make u write on gold paper and drink champagne!! And I cant even spell Chamapagne but still!



love Aly xxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[Ginner WTluv]

Heya Ellie, i read a couple of parts to this story when it was first posted on willtara (you might remember me as raye_raye2001 ) and i loved it!! Still loving it now!! Need more!! And we must have Buffy beating up Tara's dad That or Willow going crazy when she finds out he's trying to take her girl away and beats him up herself

Keep on writing!!



Ginner ~ A happy, fluffy, slightly neurotic, purple kitten from the planet Twong.

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



aly- god i wish we got to drink champayne!! and look i cant spell either lol. i also just had my suit on and it looks dead sexy! it will be kool seing tara everyday, except shell probably drive me insane and youll have to counsil me. oh wlel, it will be worth it if i get to see her everyday! also in dance lessons together! wow. okay im calm. im gunna stop doing a wilow babble.



Ginner WTluv- heya!! thanx so much for the feedback when i was posting the fic on the willtara list. im really glad that you've decided to continue reading.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[shootingstar]

Hey



I just realised I haven't posted here for ages, even though I've been following the story and reading the updates. I'm a bad, bad kitten. Sowwie Ellie, can you forgive me?



Loving this so far, poor Tara her Dad is such an a$$ everyone should hate him! Grrr....okay done now. Looking forward to the next update.



Luv Star x

***
'I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the outside'
-Girl, Interrupted.

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Hey ellie...just stopping by to ask for more, and to say I'm sorry about Brazil...



Aimee

*****
"Pope John Paul today confirmed his opposition to gay marriages, said they're unnatural. Gay marriage is unnatural. Then he put on a pointy hat, his dress, and returned to never having sex at all." -Bill Maher

[witchbitchwillow]

yeah i know that totally sucked!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. now we'll just have to wait for euro 2004 im going to write my update tinight but im not sure when ill post it.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Ginner WTluv]

*crawls out of lurkdom and mumbles incoherently* Ellie.... fic.... need.... more.... *gasps for breath* may die if.... do not get more.... *Eyes roll into back of head* uuhhhh.... *opens one eye* And we have to have Willow beating Tara's dad to death with a shovel. It just wouldn't be that same without that! *Stands up and walks quietly back into lurkdom*



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T: Things fall apart.... they fall apart so hard....

W: Tara?

T: You can't ever put them back the way they were....

W: Are you okay?

Tara: I'm sorry it's just.... you know, it takes time. You can't just go out for coffee and expect-

W: I know.

T: There's just so much to work through. Trust has to be built again, on both sides. You have to learn if you're even the same people.... if you can fit into each other's lives. It's a long, important process and.... can we just skip it? Ca-can you just be kissing me now?

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



sorry it took so long, thanx for the feedback.



lol lol, you crack me up Ginner WTluv!! hehe.

well i can't have any kittens dying on me now can i! although it did bring you out of the pits of Lurkdom.



so as promised heres the second half to chapter five. its not to long but i promise the lext one with be back to normal sozed chapters.



no Tara dad bashing i'm affraid for this chapter, but patience is a virtue! i think hmmmm.



enjoy!!



love ellie x x x x





Title: Summer Loving

Part: 5b/?

Author: Ellie Walsh aka. Witchbitchwillow

Email: witchb1tchwillow@hotmail.com

Feedback: yes please. Be brutal I can take it. “Strong like an Amazon right!”

Spoilers: none

Rating: PG

Pairing: Willow/Tara

Disclaimer: Joss owns it… Mutant enemy blah blah blah etc…

Summery: Based around series 4 when Oz left Willow. Willow then

goes on holiday to Orlando, Florida, goes into a bar, and makes

a new acquaintance.

Authors Note- well I don’t really have one this time so blah blah, oh yeah I proof read myself so sorry for any errors, but u can actually blame aly as well no because she got a sneak preview.





       



        Tara was lying in bed watching the suns dusty rays seep through her burgundy curtains. She wanted to curl up in a ball and just live in the memory of Willow’s kiss. She had relived the moment so many times, mesmerised by every movement the red head made. The feeling of Willow’s sweet caress across her hands and lips, made a feeling she, couldn’t describe, well up in the pit of her stomach. She just wanted to reach out and touch her again, but she knew that her time was up with Willow. She was to much of a wimp to stand up to her Father, so why would Willow want to be with her anyway. She knew what she would have to do that night when she met Willow. It was going to be the most horrific thing she’s ever had to do, but she felt that it was probably the right thing, even though it felt so wrong.



* * * *



        “So what you’re trying to tell me is, that because you’re on holiday it doesn’t count?” Willow’s face was scrunched up in utter confusion as she tried to understand the logic of the Slayer, that was sitting in front of her nibbling casually at her forth blueberry muffin of the morning.



        “Well” Buffy said between bites of muffin, “I just don't think that it matters. I mean I love Riley and all, but I do feel that her can be a bit clingy and mopey sometimes. I just need some fun you know? Without all the initiative talk and dates that involve walking around a graveyard all night with stakes and holy water.”



        Willow took another bite of her bagel so that the Slayer couldn’t see the little giggle stretching its way across her face. She said in a mocking tone. “Well, I mean if your sure that that’s what you want Buffy, I’m not going to tell you that it’s the wrong thing to do.” She gave a little nod with her lips pressed together in a smile “Go for it.”.



        Buffy was now the one that was completely confused by Willow’s reply. She put on her winge face, “Willow, what do you mean ‘go for it’. this isn’t some football team talk! You’re meant to make me feel bad about Riley and tell me that its totally the wrong thing to do and” Willow was looking straight over Buffy shoulder to the window to the swimming pool were a very attractive girl was getting in.



        “WHY AREN’T YOU LISTENING TO ME!!!” Buffy shreaked across the table, startling Willow so much that she jumped out of her seat.

       

        “Huh?” she replied completely gob smacked at the Slayers outburst. The whole breakfast room had turned round and were now all whispering to one another and pointing.



        “I was talking and you were just,” Buffy turned round to see what the red head had actually been staring at the whole way through her very important speech. “Willow were you checking the swimmers out?” The hacker went bright red and couldn’t believe that Buffy had caught her checking out the extremely hot girls through the window.



        “I was urm, well Buffy. Coz well you know” Willow was completely unable to make a sentence. She was preparing in her head how she was going to explain her new found love.



        “Well I must admit they are kinda hot.” Buffy turned her head to the side to check out the possible talent in the other room.



        “Huh”, Willow wasn’t sure what she was meant to say to such a remark.



        Buffy turned back to see Willow tensed and shocked to the bone. “Oh Will, chill out its okay, I mean every girl doesn’t it. I think that its like in our genes or something”.



        Willow’s mouth hit the floor, she tried to make a sentence again. This time being a little bit more successful. “You mean that you look at, well them, like that too?” Willow was in disbelief at the Slayers instant honesty.



        “Hell yeah!” The Slayer let out a little giggle at what she thought was Willow’s innocence. “Men in those little Speedo shorts.” Buffy made a suggestive hand gesture, leaving Willow mystified. “ Just leaves nothing to the imagination.”



        Willow just sank into her chair, relieved that the Slayer wasn’t saying what she thought she was. She then realised what Buffy was looking at and felt instantly sick. She couldn’t look at a man in the same way after being with Tara, the intimacy she’d had with Oz was just so different. She loved the way Tara’s body moved and felt, she enjoyed the soft curves and lines. It wasn’t so much the hating of men. She was just more centred around the girl on girl action.



        “Willow are you okay? That was what you were looking at right?” Buffy was baffled by the look that had crossed Willow’s features.



        “Yeah sure Buff, I’m just fine” she sighed deeply and crammed another chunk of bagel into her mouth. Trying to disguise her relief that her best friend hadn’t found out, but also a sudden rush guilt that she hadn’t told Buffy yet.



        Buffy just shrugged off Willow’s weirdness and carried on eating and talking, at the same time. “So should it be the blue or the white?”



        “Again with the ‘huh’” Willow didn’t have a clue what Buffy was talking about and didn’t really care at that point. She knew that she had to tell Buffy, her conscience was killing her. She hadn’t really thought how Buffy would take it. She was so scared that she was going to lose her best friend, people could be fine about the gayness when it wasn’t someone they knew. What if Buffy thought she liked her more than just a mate, and refused to sleep in the same room. She would have destroyed the strong bond that her and Buffy had created.



        She built up the confidence and decided that it was now or never. “Buffy there’s . . .”she was rudely interrupted by a wide eyed slayer staring over her shoulder.



        “KEN!!!” Buffy got up from her chair and ran towards the ‘walking talking Barbie’ companion.



        Willow stared at the empty chair in front of her. “Maybe later then” she picked up her bagel and finished off the last few bites. She was actually slightly relieved that she didn’t have to tell Buffy. Maybe Ken walking in at the exact moment was an omen that it wasn’t the right time to tell her. Willow mused to herself whilst staring straight ahead at the swimming pool. “mmmm, bagels and bathing suits.”

       

TBC . . .

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ally02]

Heya ellie



Great chapter! Want more smoochies though! Grrrr! lol

You totally caught me out with the part about looking at the swim suit girl...I thought Buffy was going to become a lesbian or something! lol That would be funny! Oh did u hear that apparently Britney Spears is bi and has a g/f now. Maybe thats just my weird friends pulling me leg!! Ok dont know why I gave you that piece of useless information! Leaving now cos I am being over taken by exclamation marks!!!!!!



love Aly xxxxxxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[Ginner WTluv]

Ellie, i'm hooked. We're not talking slightly hooked either. We're talking "i'll kill to get the next part of this fic" hooked. This fic is amazing! And also pulling at this Ginner's heart strings. You can't let Tara's dad take her away!! You just can't!! Introduce me into the story and i'll beat him to death myself!! Ahem... yes well... keep writing!



Ginner ~ A happy, fluffy, slightly neurotic, purple kitten from the planet Twong.

[witchbitchwillow]

hey,



aly- hehe, i caught you out!! i wasnt sure whether that bit was going to work or not so i took the chance because im a risk taker like that lol. more smoochies will happen, but it may have ti be make-up smoochies if thats okay lol. there the best ones though i think



ginner- he he he, omg women ure mental!! lol.



** Ginner ~ A happy, fluffy, slightly neurotic, purple kitten from the planet Twong. **



he he he.



im glad that you like my fic so much! but the killing spree probably not a good idea he he.



ill start writing again tomorrow for you, and maybe post then or sunday. you recon you can hold out till then?



so whats this planet twong like then??? would i get a sun tan?



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[ally02]

grrrr catching me out! It did work very well. Make up smoochies are always the best! But any smoochies will do!



love Aly xxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[Ginner WTluv]

*sighs* Oh how i miss my home planet. Twong is an amazing place. It's the small multicoloured planet next to Neptune. You can't miss it It has three moons and eleven suns, so i'm guessing you'd get a pretty good sun tan But it's kind of hectic, so you'd have to go to one of the craters on the other side of the planet. I'd be happy to show it to you

And as for waiting until sunday.... i think i might be able to manage that without fainting. Oh! Maybe you could put me in a two day coma?

[WbBuffyfan00]

Just letting you know that I'm really enjoying this fic and can't wait for another update.



-Amy

"You want to take a picture of my butt? um...ok...you've got two seconds". -Amber

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



ginner- i think that i may come and have a look round, maybe you could give me a little tour to that private crater you were talking about? as for the coma, i dont think ill be able to manage it but you could always go write another chapter of your fic to keep you busy!



amy- im glad that your enjoying it and next update will be either tonight or sunday.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Ginner WTluv]

ginner- i think that i may come and have a look round, maybe you could give me a little tour to that private crater you were talking about?



Anytime, Ellie. You need only ask

[Grimaldi]

this is a great story and can't wait to read more

really hope that Tara's father gets dropped off a tall building or turned into a worm or something for being such a butthead and interfering with Tara's happiness

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

Worm, are you ready to die in the cleansing apocalypse?

Here she comes, never get enough of her sex action

[witchbitchwillow]

heya,



ginner- so what word would that be?



Grimaldi- lol, well at this rate i think that if i don't kill him off im going to get killed by a whole load of very angry kittens lol. more should be up this weekend.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*