NEW FIC: The Sex Journals

[everbreeze]

Thank you~!

I read it and it was great. Such love... and power! Can't think of anything else.... You guys should try reading this with "fever" by Ella Fitzgerald... wow... I think I made a mistake by doing that.... Quiet a story you got here.... as usual.... good day~!

[Washi]

Hey all,



I know it's been a while, and to be honest, I haven't even had time to write an update, but I will... soon. I promise to finish this story, as well as all my others. I'll hopefully have something up in the next couple of weeks.

Thanks for the support!

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :. .:Blink.Flash.Sparkle.:. .:My blog:. .:Blood and Ink:. .:Washi's 70s Site:.

[Tempest Duer]

That's the best news I've heard all day, and I was planning to go to bed soon. It's good to have you back, Washi, O Smut Goddess Supreme.

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

[Artemis]

Good news indeed! I'll be right here, waiting patiently - I've been wondering for ages how Willow and Tara's precious journal would make its way back to them

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

[ambersagoddess]

I hope me bitching at you in chat has caused you to get your pen a writing, and getting those juices flowing (creative and otherwise)



I hope for more soon, hell, I beg



Not that I would read it if you did....





-Rei

"I am vindicated, I am selfish I am wrong, I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along. And I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well, I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself so clear." -Dashboard Confessional

[Washi]

Hey all, I'm gonna answer some feedback, and, I'm letting you know that I am working on the next update. I got one page down, and suddenly, I feel inspired.



Oracle Of Magic: Hey! Well, I'm glad you liked it, and thank for the compliments. I wasn't exactly tryng to kill ya'll, but something like that. More is coming up, seriously! Thanks!



Tempest Duer: Hey! Thanks for replying, and well, some people may not like the smut? I don't know, I'm just glad you liked it.



Apache138: Hey! I'm glad I didn't disappoint, and hopefully, will never do so. Thanks so much.



DreamsToDream: Hey, I'm glad you liked it! I'm glad I got a 4-drool-y smileys rating. Thanks.



SJ: Hello my friend. I'm glad you liked it, and thank you for your support.



Stroke of Luck: Hey! I'm glad you liked it, and I'm glad the 3D effect works. Thanks so much.



onyxsundrops: Hey luv! I'm glad you thought it was realistic, but I personally believe it doesn't hold a candle to FFT. I mean, come on, so poetic and sensual and just plain out yummy. But, thanks.



Lt Sticks: Hey you! It's been a while since you've' been on chat or on Pens at all. Get back here!

I hope that date went well. Thanks.



littlecrazy80: Hey you! I'm glad you liked it! Thanks.



AmberAlysonlover: Hey! I'm glad you liked it, and I'm glad it stayed in your mind for a while. Thanks.



wimpy0729: Hey! I'm glad my avatar has drool-making abilities, and glad you're wearing your bib. Wouldn't wanna get wet, now would we?

I'm glad you like my evil. Thanks.



sam darls: Hey! I'm glad they weren't tears of pain, cause, no one should cry like that. I'm glad you liked it, and thanks.



everbreeze: Hey! I'm glad you liked it, and "Fever" is a great great song. Maroon 5's songs are also top of my list at the moment, because, sex just oozes from them.

Thanks.



Tempest Duer: Yes, I know, I said two weeks like 5 months ago, but it just hit me today.

Quote:

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O Smut Goddess Supreme

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I have to be modest and say that a lot of Pen writers are far better than me. But thanks.



Artemis: Hey! Actually, I have been wondering that too. And, the answer just came to me. Today. Thanks for the support.



ambersagoddess: Hey! It's amazing how just one phone call can kick start my imagination. Thanks for the support, and I hope you don't read the update.



Ok, working on it, maybe it'll be up tonight, or in the few next days. Cross your fingers for my damned muse to stay.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :. .:Blink.Flash.Sparkle.:. .:My blog:. .:Blood and Ink:. .:Washi's 70s Site:.

[WillowWise]

I found this fic when I first became a member, and then I had to stop reading coz it was getting late, Im so glad you posted that you will be updating soonish and I was able to find it and finish reading it!



I really like how you have written the characters so far, you are doing an awesome job. I really love how you have writen Anya and Buffy... Both are challenging.



I really like how you have capture the love Willow and Tara show without words, it takes a great writer to accomplish that and you have.



Good to know you are still working on the fic and not letting it get lost unfinished like many writers have done in the past.



Aly

[Washi]

Finally! An update!



A ton of thank yous to Marcia, who confirmed my muse is back by so gracefully reading a bit of this update. Thanks.



Enjoy everyone!



TITLE: THE SEX JOURNALS 19/?

AUTHOR: Washi (ZWS)

EMAIL: washi@dark-bliss.net

RATING: NC-17 – overall. This part is PG-13 I think. Sorry.

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own the characters, Joss does or whoever. If I owned them, do you really think I would let season 6 happen? And why the hell would I be writing this?

So yeah, all belongs to Joss, ME etc...

Also, I'm not saying that Thandie Newton is gay or bisexual. She is straight from what I know. I'm not trying to gossip about the girl, or anything of the sort. So, don't sue me for slander or whatever, cause I meant nothing by it.

SPOILERS: Up to the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. The rest is just crap IMHO.

TIMELINE and NOTES: This is set about two years after the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. Tara doesn’t get ‘shot accidentally.’ She’s happy and alive here. Buffy was shot, but she lived and the three nerds are in jail. Xander and Anya got back together after a while, and finally they got married. Dawn is in college. You’ll get details of all these events as the “Journal” will reveal many things.

FEEDBACK: I love it, I live for it, either here or by email, although here is better.

ARCHIVE: It's on Blood and Ink and Mystic Muse for now.

Ask and ye shall receive.

THANKS: To all the naughty Kittens in the chat and smut authors who inspire me. Thanks to tkheaven for one of our chats where we thought of Anya finding something about our girls. Something more detailed I mean.

OTHER THANKS: To Alyson Hannigan and Amber Benson who gave spirit to these wonderful characters! You girls rock my world!

ANGST? WHAT ANGST? Maybe minor stuff, but nothing to be worried about.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: I don't have a beta, so all mistakes are mine. Hope it doesn't suck too much.



Thoughts are in <>. Journal entries are in italic.



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Buffy walked into Dawn’s bedroom. She was a woman on a mission: find her black see-through top. She had seen her the way she had been looking at it and knew her sister had taken it.



She looked around the room, searching for any clues on the whereabouts of her top when she saw something entirely different. Something familiar, sitting on Dawn’s night table, among the magazines and other books.



she thought before it stuck her in the face.



“You read their journals!” she shrieked, waking up the lump that had been snoring lightly under the covers.



Dawn shot out in bed, her hair sticking out in twenty different directions, with most of it covering her face.



“Where is it? What kind of demon?!” she yelled as she tried reaching for the closest thing she could use as a weapon. She fumbled around until she caught the cross she hid under her pillow. She raised it up to where she thought the demon was and shrieked: “Back, Unholy creature!”



Buffy looked at her silently, her face redening in anger, humor and embarassement.



“Yeah, that’s not gonna work on me you little sneak! You read Willow and Tara’s journals?! How could you?” she replied, crossing her arms over her chest.



“Wha?” Dawn said as she lowered the cross and swept her hair back. “Buffy?”



Buffy nodded and looked at her sister expectantly.



Dawn finally realized what her sister said, and she blushed furiously. “Of course I read them. I asked for some advice, and they sent it to me, by giving it to you. Which is like totally weird, cause I wouldn’t think that Willow or Tara would let me read their personal stuff.”



Buffy looked down and blushed.



Buffy felt like she was a child all over again. “Um, they didn’t exactly give it to me... And... what kind of advice were you asking?” she suddenly asked, her head snapping back up.



It was Dawn’s turn to blush. “You know, about stuff. Dating stuff. And, they didn’t exactly give it to you? Buffy, what have you done?” she said in a tone that obviously tried to change the subject.



“I didn’t do anything... much! I found it at Anya and Xander’s, and I thought it would be a good idea for me to give it back to them, but then, I saw... and the couch... you’ll never sit on that couch again, by the way... and, I ran home. What have you done?” she asked.



“Nothing! I just read...” About to confess, Dawn backed out. “Nothing! How do we give it back to them? And, Anya had it?”



Buffy looked at her feet and thought for a while. “She did, and I don’t know, but we have to give it back. And, I’m Shanghaiying Anya. She has some great ideas on stuff like this. Get dressed, and we’ll go to the Magic Box to discuss it. Until then...” Buffy walked over and grabbed the journal before Dawn could react. “I’m keeping this with me. No way am I letting someone else read it.”



“God, it’s not like I made copies of it and published it on the net.” Dawn huffed, crossing her arms over her chest.



“I’m glad, cause if you did, that would have you grounded for a long long time.” Her sister replied, stalking out. She did, however, manage to hear Dawn’s loud reply.



“I’m not a kid anymore! Buffy! I’m talking to you!”



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The sweet smell of vanilla was the first thing that attacked Willow’s senses that morning, She took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, before she wrapped her arms more securely around the warm body next to her.



“Mmm, my furnace.” she whispered in the morning air, snuggling even deeper into the comforting embrace.



She was rewarded by a sleepy chuckle as Tara woke up slowly to find herself looking into her lover’s smiling face.



“Mmm, good morning.” Tara said, blinking before raising a fist and rubbing her eyes.



Willow shook her head softly and laughed lightly. “Best Morning. The bestest of the best.” she corrected, her smile almost engulfing her entire face.



“I had the weirdest dream last night. You proposed to me and I said yes.” Tara said matter-of-factly. She blinked and fixed her eyes on her lover.



“It wasn’t a dream my soon-to-be wife. It’s better than a dream, it’s reality. You’ll become Tara Rosenberg. Or Rosenberg-Maclay, or Maclay-Rosenberg. Or, anything you want, it doesn’t matter.” Willow replied excitedly, her tongue poking between her teeth as she grinned playfully.



Tara looked at her and also smiled, grinning wildly. Her smile faded some, and she looked at Willow directly in the eyes. “I don’t want to keep my father’s name.”



Willow recognized the old pain that never quite left and took her lover’s hand, kissing it lightly. “Whatever you choose my love.”



Tara’s smile came back, just by the feeling of complete glee that was taking over her. “Tara Rosenberg sounds nice.”



Willow sat up in bed, her hand never leaving her beloved’s. Her wide eyes searched Tara’s. “You want my last name?”



Tara smiled at her lover, no, fiancée, she thought gleefully, and nodded. “That’s precisely what I said. Willow, darling, you changed my world, from a cold empty place, and you gave e everything. I want your last name.”



Willow smiled, her eyes watering and her throat clenching with the emotion she felt. She had never expected her lover to want her name. To want to become a member of her family, her wife. She nodded.



Tara’s eyes softened and they leaned towards each other, their lips merging softly, before passion overtook them once more.



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“Good morning. How may I help you spend your money?” Anya asked happily as the door bell rattled. Her back was to the door as she continued helping the customer she was with. Not getting an answer, she turned her head around briefly and looked at Buffy and Dawn.



“Oh, it’s just you.”



She turned back to the customer and the girls walked into the shop, before sitting down on one of the small benches. They watched as Anya finally made her way to the counter and the woman paid for her goods, smiling and bidding them a good day before leaving.



“Is she hopped up on caffeine already? It’s only 10 am on a Saturday.” Dawn said as she looked at her watch and at the woman walking outside.



“Some people have to work on Saturdays Dawn. People like me.” Anya said, smiling brightly.



“Are you hopped up on caffeine?”



“I believe I am. Coffee is a wonderful thing.” Anya replied, smiling before taking another sip from the cup sitting on the counter. She made a yummy face and walked to sit with the other girls. “Xander isn’t here. He’s at work, telling other men what to do in a very manly way.”



Dawn and Buffy looked at each other and tried to hold in their laughter. “We’re not here for Xander. We’re here for you.”



Anya’s eyes shifted from one girl to another before asking, her voice suspicious:



“Me? I didn’t do anything.”



Buffy shook her head and Dawn raised her eyebrows at her. “Yes you did! Reading Tara and Willow’s sex Journals is something alright.”



Buffy looked at her sister before crossing her arms and raising an eyebrow at her. Dawn blushed and looked down at her lap, fiddling her fingers.



“If it’s such a sin, why did you do it little girl?” Anya replied, a smug grin on her face.



“Um...” Dawn replied, before turning pleading eyes to her sister.



“That’s not why we’re here. We’re here to elaborate a plan to give the journal back to them. We can’t keep it, they even asked me if I had seen it. I didn’t know what to do, so I lied. Oh God, I lied to my best friend. We need to give it back to them anonymously.” Buffy said, her face scrunching up at how much she had betrayed her best friend. By the end of her small speech, she had a determined look on her face.



“Ok butch. You have an idea?” Anya asked, her expression empty of any interest.



“I do. When did Xander schedule the party?” Buffy replied, chiosing to ignore the dig at her. she told herself.



“The party is every night in my bedroom, and you’re not invited.”



“Ok. Ew? I meant the housewarming party! I don’t wanna join you two in anything. Yuck.”



“Definitely yuck.” Dawn added, looking at her sister, her eyes supportive of her choice.



“Fine. Whatever. The party is scheduled to be on next Saturday. He’s still planning the music and things of the kind. Why? Tell me. I’m curious.” Anya said, leaning towards Buffy.



The Slayer looked around before putting her arms around Dawn and Anya’s shoulders. “This mission, if you accept it, is called “Mission black book”. Our goal is to give them back their journals without them knowing we had it.”



“Really? I thought we could sign it with our names. Or maybe put little comments on the pages.” Anya replied, her voice dripping with sarcasm.



“Yeah Buffy, have you been rewatching the Mission:Impossible movies?” Dawn asked her sister.



“What? No, of course not.” Buffy told them, trying to hide her blush. “Hello? Bisexual now? Though, it’s a shame Thandie Newton is straight.”



“Every woman is bisexual Buffy. It’s a proven fact. It just varies with the intensity of the feelings.” Dawn said matter-of-factly.



“Really? So that cute girl I’m giving lessons to could be bisexual? I like that.” Buffy replied, her eyes glazing over as she pictured said girl, her long black hair tied up as she mimicked Buffy’s movements, the exposed parts of her body glistening as she worked.



“We lost her.” Dawn told Anya, before leaning over and yelling Buffy’s name in the Slayer’s ear.



“I’m awake!” she yelled back, her eyes snapping back to reality. “Anyways, this is what I think we should do...” she told them, before elaborating her plan.



*****



TBC...

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :. .:Blink.Flash.Sparkle.:. .:My blog:. .:Blood and Ink:. .:Washi's 70s Site:.

[ambersagoddess]

Hey, where's the lala?



Oh well, it was adorable anyway.



Or...that's what I'd say if I'd have read it.



But as a respectable underaged lesbian I did no such thing.



peace love and orgasms



-Rei

"I am vindicated, I am selfish I am wrong, I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along. And I am flawed but I am cleaning up so well, I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself so clear." -Dashboard Confessional

[TemperedCynic]

Washi's muse has returned - let Pens rejoice! Wonderful to see you back writing, sweetie. So Buffy and Dawn want to do the right thing. Well, after they read the Journals and are changed forever, of course. Might take them days to stop blushing or glazing. Anya is the perfect foil for returning the Journals to Willow and Tara - underhanded, unscrupulous and unaffected by guilt or conscience. The three of them will get the Journals back, but during the party? This could be one of the most interesting parties ever! Welcome back, Washi.

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

[Tempest Duer]

Let's all throw a party of our own for Washi's muse...

I got bitten by a drunk lesbian! Does that mean I'll turn into one?



~my friend Mary

[hidden watson]

Quote:

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“Every woman is bisexual Buffy. It’s a proven fact. It just varies with the intensity of the feelings

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I never expected to hear this from Dawn of all people, gave me a chuckle.



The lack of "action", as compared with the previous parts, is redeemed by the Buffy/Dawn interaction and the Buffy/Dawn/Anya scheming. How will the Terrible Three get the journal back to its rightful owners? Know something, I don't think it'll get back to W/T anytime soon . Looks like we're in for a very interesting housewarming party.

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quiet thoughts

[SJ]

Glad you updated this fic and a great update it is too

[sam darls]

So cute..I loved it.. . Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

[onyxsundrops]

Excuse me while I faint! About freakin' time, geez. Even though it was worth the wait, I'm glad your muse is back and I hope she decides to stay for a very, very long time. As usual, I love the way your mind works... the update was okay too . Great job, and thanks.



Yvonne

[DreamsToDream]

Is That Fact Really True? Are All Females Really Bisexual? Yessss Then There Might Actually Be Hope For Me, See I Tend To ALWAYS Fall For The Straight Girls Its Really Not A Good Thing I Have Found Out.

D2D





Oh Wouldn't It Be Wonderful If I Turned Out To Be A Homosexual?!! - Stewie Griffen Family Guy

[Artemis]

Why do I get the sneaking suspicion that this plan to covertly return the journal is going to fail in some hilarious and embarrassing-to-Buffy,-Dawn-and-Anya fashion?



Willow and Tara's conversation was soooo sweet Oh, and Dawn waking up was hilarious

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

[littlecrazy80]

A big YAY!!! for the update!



*lil´c*

"I am S-E-X-Y" Amber at the FedCon



SweetAmber ~~~ Sam´s melody

[stillrunning]

Oh boy, I just sat here for the past 2 HOURS and read this whole thing so far and I must agree with everyone when they say you are the absolute SMUT SUPREME!! This has got everything: humor, smut, romance, smut, smut, smut, smut, s&m, smut...oh yea...and some smut! Wonderful!!!!!! Can't wait to read more.

"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die...it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive"

[Irene73]

Washi, Washi, Washi...how the heck have you been? I haven't been around in a while...computer went wonky...holidays crept up...and on a much sadder note my father in law passed away ...but I'm back and ready to resume much needed reading.



Sooooooo...what happened to your muse...bring her back!!!!!



And I'm still wondering if Dark Core is still alive...quick begin appropriate fanfic saving measures...bring out the paddles...call in a specialist...begin CPR!!!!!!



Updatey Goodness Soon?

Irene