NEW FIC: The Sex Journals

[intricate mirage]

Sigh Washi... Evil little you, leaving all us kittens like that.. You have to update soon, really you have to

Cassie





Ask me if I loved you yesterday. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I love you today. I'll say 'Yes'

Ask me if I'll love you tomorrow. I'll say 'Always'

[2DIAMONDS]

Eeek! I'm not online for 2 days and I miss 2 updates! Okay, I'm better now





What a "welcome home, dear" for Willow! Mmmhmmm



Need I say, update soon please!!!



Helen

xoxo

[Washi]

Hey Kittens!



I'm back, and with update-y goodness to boot.

I know I told a couple of people that I'd try to update a couple of days ago, but I couldn't do it. Hope you forgive me.

Thanks to all those who read it!

I'm gonna repost the whole part, cause it's funnier that way.



Replies:



TemperedCynic: Hey you! I'm glad you liked it, and yeah, you so anticipated the general reply. Hope you like the rest! Thanks.



YMKA: Hey B! I'm glad you don't hate me.

Yeah, poor Willow, but I think the wait was worth it. Thanks, and hope you like the rest!



ambersagoddess: Hey Rei! I'm glad you would've liked it if you would've read it, nd it's nice to leave a couple of days between updates, builds up the anticipation. Thanks



BloodSuckinFiend: Hey Elmo! Yeah, I did use it, and I'm glad you liked it. Hope you enjoy the rest and thanks.



JustSkipIt: Hey Deb! I'm really glad you liked it. Thnks, and thanks for your awesome fics, I'm glad I could wink at it. Thanks.



KinKness: Hey! That was evil? Really? I'm glad you thought so. Thanks



The Angry Lion: Hey you! And me, Queen of smut? No way. So no way, but thanks for thinking it. Thanks.



littlecrazy80: Hey! Me? Evil? No way! I hope you'll like this. Thanks.



sam darls: Hey Sammi! I'm glad you liked this and found it "fucking hot". Thanks, and hope you like the rest.



AmberAlysonlover: Hey! Glad you liked this, and yeah, I stopped there. But I'm evil, I'm supposed to act like that. Thanks, hope you enjoy the rest!



intricate mirage: Hey Cassie! I'm glad you liked this, even with the evil cliffhanger. Update's here. Be happy and thanks.



2DIAMONDS: Hey! I'm happy you liked the welcome home. I wish I had a welcome home like that. Thank, and hope you enjoy!



And repost of whole Part 17, with the new stuff.





This part contains Dom/Sub, if it's not your style, don't read!



TITLE: THE SEX JOURNALS 17/?

AUTHOR: Washi (ZWS)

EMAIL: washi@dark-bliss.net

RATING: NC-17 – Really! Really! Very NC-17. Some B&D and fucking in this part.

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own the characters, Joss does or whoever. If I owned them, do you really think I would let season 6 happen? And why the hell would I be writing this?

So yeah, all belongs to Joss, ME etc...

SPOILERS: Up to the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. The rest is just crap IMHO.

TIMELINE and NOTES: This is set about two years after the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. Tara doesn’t get ‘shot accidentally.’ She’s happy and alive here. Buffy was shot, but she lived and the three nerds are in jail. Xander and Anya got back together after a while, and finally they got married. Dawn is in college. You’ll get details of all these events as the “Journal” will reveal many things.

FEEDBACK: I love it, I live for it, either here or by email, although here is better.

ARCHIVE: It's on Blood and Ink, Lil-c.de and Mystic Muse for now.

Ask and ye shall receive.

THANKS: To all the naughty Kittens in the chat and smut authors who inspire me. Thanks to tkheaven for one of our chats where we thought of Anya finding something about our girls. Something more detailed I mean.

OTHER THANKS: To Alyson Hannigan and Amber Benson who gave spirit to these wonderful characters! You girls rock my world!

ANGST? WHAT ANGST? Maybe minor stuff, but nothing to be worried about.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: I don't have a beta, so all mistakes are mine.



Thoughts are in <>. Journal entries are in italic.



NOTE: In this part, I wink at JustSkipIt's Please. I hope you'll like this, even though I know it won't be as good. Thanks for the great fics Deb.



Also, thanks to Arron for telling me what she thought.



*****



Willow arrived home later that afternoon. She dropped her keys on the end table near the phone and noticed her lover’s key set was there too.



“Tara?” Willow called out. “Baby? I’m home!”



She heard footsteps upstairs and then her lover’s voice drifted down to her ears.



“Honey, could you start cutting the salad? Dinner’s pretty much ready!”



“Sure baby.” Willow said as she walked towards the small bathroom. She washed her hands and went to the kitchen. She got out the vegetables she needed and started cutting them, as her mind drifted to the proposal scene again.







Willow was startled from her thoughts when she felt two very cold hands drift under her blouse.



“Eep!” she squeaked as the cold hands touched her warm skin.



She tried to turn around, but she was pinned against the counter by a warm curvaceous body. She felt warm full lips placing soft delicate kisses behind her ear.



“Mmmm… someone’s feeling horny…” Willow breathed out as the lips continued their tasting.



“I missed you… I want you.” Tara’s husky voice replied before she lightly sucked on the skin behind Willow’s ear.



Willow moaned softly before replying. “Mmm, I do too.”



“So, can I have you? Right here, right now…”



Willow’s hands joined Tara’s under her shirt and she laced their fingers together before moving both hands to her own satin-clad breasts. She squeezed them, muffling a groan as her nipples swelled under her lover’s cold touch.



“Take me. I’m yours.” she whimpered as Tara’s fingernails started scraping lightly over the satin covering her erect nipples.



“Baby, that feels so good…” Willow continued as she felt the contact sending sparks to her center.



Willow closed her eyes and rested her head on her lover’s shoulder while Tara continued kissing and licking her neck, trailing her scorching lower lip up the smooth flesh. Tara’s nimble fingers squeezed and rolled Willow’s nipples through the fabric of her bra, and Willow could do nothing to refrain from rocking her hips slowly, looking for friction.



And suddenly, the hands, lips and body that were touching her body withdrew.



“Wha…?” Willow tried asking.



She found Tara’s lips on hers, tasting, teasing, and her tongue inside of her mouth, flicking and swirling against hers. And suddenly, they were gone again.



“Take off your clothes and get on the counter kitten.” Tara demanded, her voice husky but controlled.



Willow knew what this meant. The simple use of the word kitten triggered a whole other way of acting and Willow lowered her head.



“Yes Tara.”



Willow quickly disrobed and moved to kneel on the counter, her head bent and her hands behind her back.



Tara let a pleased grin flicker on her lips as her heart swelled with love for her lover.



My kitten…> Tara thought proudly.



When they had started this game a few years ago, she had never thought they’d enjoy it that much. She had never thought, or dreamed about some of the things she had done before she actually did them, and since then, she did dream about them at times, in very vivid detail.



She looked at her kitten, still kneeling on the counter and smiled.



“Oh, kitten…” she called.



Willow immediately responded. “Yes Tara.”



“Lay down on your back for me kitten, but on the width of the counter.”



“Yes Tara.” Willow replied as she shifted her position, her legs dangling down one side of the counter, her neck straining to keep her head up.



“Relax kitten. You can let your head down.”



“Thank you Tara.” The kitten replied as she let her head fall back.



Tara removed her own clothing and opened the freezer and pulled out a tray of ice.



“Kitten, I wanna play. You know the rules?”



“Yes Tara.” The kitten replied immediately.







“Good kitten.”



Tara took the ice cube tray and put it near where her kitten was laid down. She pondered for a minute about what she wanted to do before she dragged a chair to where her kitten’s upper torso was. She took out an ice cube and moved it to her lover’s right breast. The melted ice dripped on the kitten’s aureole and nipple, making it swell even more.



Tara put her left foot on the chair before giving her kitten direction.



“Kitten, you will pleasure me like this, and if you’re a good kitten, I’ll give you a reward. You can use your mouth, tongue and your fingers.”



“Yes Tara, thank you Tara.” The kitten said before moving her head a bit and plunging her tongue into her Mistress’s wet folds.



Tara moaned and lowered the ice cube to rub it over her kitten’s breasts. When Willow’s breasts reddened, Tara stopped rubbing the ice cube and pinched the right nipple hard.



The kitten’s tongue stopped lapping for an instant as she moaned, but she quickly got back to her task. After licking at her mistress’s wetness, she licked upwards until her tongue collided with her clit. Willow stiffened her tongue and started rubbing the hard nub in circles, her Mistress’s moans showing that she liked what the kitten was doing.



“Good kitten! I love your tongue kitten.”



Willow nodded and kept circling Tara’s clit until she felt Tara pull hard at her hair.



“I said I love your tongue kitten.” she repeated.



“Thank you Tara, I’m glad it pleases you.” Willow replied, feeling bad for not having replied directly to her Mistress’s praise.



“Good kitten. Go back to pleasuring me.” Tara replied as she let go of Willow’s hair. “But I will punish you later for your lack of response when I praised your tongue kitten.”



Willow moaned before replying. “Yes Tara, thank you Mistress Tara.”



Willow’s tongue now took a different path as she circled her lover’s dripping opening, before dipping in.



“Mmm, that feels so good kitten.” Tara moaned before she bit on her lover’s left nipple.



Willow hissed. “Thank you Tara.”



“No more talking now kitten. You have to pleasure me.” Tara ordered as she took Willow’s cold and hard right nipple into her mouth, sucking it hard.



Willow nodded and kept herself from bucking her hips. She concentrated on giving her Mistress pleasure, like the good kitten she was. She entered her Mistress’s tunnel with two fingers and began pumping into her.



“Oh yes Kitten! That feels so good.” Tara panted.



Tara continued teasing her kitten by sucking on her nipples and her hand began its journey to her kitten’s center. She parted her swollen pussy lips and stroked her briefly, proud that her kitten hadn’t bucked her hips.



“Oh kitten, you’re… soo… wet…” Tara gasped out as her kitten’s fingers thrust deeper into her. “I think you’d like me to… push my fingers… into you… just like you’re doing… and make you come… But you’ll have… to wait… goddess kitten! That’s amazing!” Tara moaned out as her kitten started sucking on her clit while her fingers were still thrusting into her.



One of Tara’s hands moved to hold the counter as the thrusts got more powerful, her hips rocking against her kitten’s face and fingers as they pleasured her. The other hand was now leisurely fingering her Kitten’s opening and stroking her hard smooth clit.



Willow tightened her muscles, not wanting to come, her Mistress’s teasing words and actions having brought her up to the edge. She focused on sucking harder on her lover’s pearl and thrusting harder into her. She felt her Mistress’s inner muscles start to quiver and she knew that she was close, so she sucked even harder on her clit, her fingers tapping against her lover’s inner walls.



“Oh Kitten! My Kitten! Oh Yes! YES!!!!!” Tara gasped out, the volume of her voice raising as she came, drenching her kitten’s face and hand.



But the kitten didn’t stop. Even though her Mistress’s walls were clamped tightly around her fingers, she continued moving them, rubbing against what she knew was Tara’s pleasure-spot.



And Tara came again, her hips jerking, her whole body tensed up.



“Stop… No more…” she gasped out, panting.



The kitten immediately stopped moving and when Tara’s muscles relaxed, she slowly pulled out and began gently licking her clean, revelling in the taste of her Mistress’s pleasure.

When Willow was done. She looked up at her Mistress.



“Thank you for having let me pleasure you Mistress Tara.”



Tara smiled down at her kitten and bend down to give her a quick kiss.



“I love you my kitten. You may now come as many times as you want.” Tara said walking to the other side of Willow’s body, and in between her legs.



“Thank you Mistress.” Willow uttered before letting her head fall back as she felt Tara’s tongue in her pussy.



Her Kitten had done a good job on her and Tara felt she had to reward her kitten’s efforts. She went straight to her lover’s opening and thrust her tongue in, her kitten’s hips moving with her. She started fucking her kitten with her tongue while her fingers were pinching and rubbing her lover’s swollen clit.

Tara just loved the feel of this, being inside her lover with her tongue, feeling the inner muscles squeeze her tongue, warm, wet, inviting. She paused for a second to tease her kitten some more.



“You like it when I fuck you with my tongue kitten? Or is it better when I fuck you with my fingers or with a dildo?”



“Whichever pleases you Tara.” Willow moaned, tossing her head from side to side as she felt even more of her essence gush out with her Mistress’s teasing. The position she was in was weird, and she felt herself become light-headed.



“I think I’m going to get the harness kitten. You can sit up, but don’t play without me.”



“Yes Tara. Thank you Tara.” Willow said, sitting up, the throbbing between her legs almost painful.



Tara gave her a slow kiss before going upstairs to get the leather harness.



*****



The kitten heard her mistress come down the stairs and she ducked her head, strands of red hair falling over her face, obscuring it. She could feel her juices dribble down her thighs as she thought of the possibilities her mistress had in the kitchen to punish her for not replying when her mistress had praised her tongue. From her position, kneeling on the counter with her head lowered, the Kitten could see Tara’s legs as she walked towards her.



“Kitten, I trust you haven’t played alone while I was getting the harness.”



“I haven’t played by myself Tara.” the kitten obediently said.



“Good kitten. Now, let’s give you your reward for pleasuring me so well. Put this on me.” Tara said, dangling the harness in one hand and the transparent red dildo in the other.



But instead of the ‘yes Tara’ she was used to, she heard her kitten say:



“But Mistress, weren’t you supposed to punish me for not having responded to your praise on my tongue?”



Tara thought for a second before she replied.



“Make that double punishment now. I told you to put it on me, and you should have. But your intentions were good. Get down from the counter kitten.”



“Yes Tara.” The kitten said as she got down, her eyes behind her back and her head lowered.



Tara looked around the kitchen for a second before dragging the chair she had used to prop up her leg towards Willow. Then, she went to a side drawer and rummaged through the various utensils, before her hand touched a sturdy wooden spatula.



she thought as she twirled it in her hand, finally choosing it.



She left it on the counter before she crossed the room and went to stand behind her kitten.



“Kitten, hold on to the chair’s back.”



The kitten did as she was told, leaving in her tight ass in the air for her Mistress’s punishment, her breasts dangling lightly.



Tara looked at her lover, noticing the wetness on her inner thighs and the round curve of her ass.



Tara thought just before she reached out and caressed her kitten’s firm ass.



“You may not come. I changed my mind. You can only come when I tell you to.”



“Yes Mistress.” she replies, the tension in her body showing her anticipation.



Tara circled the chair before bending slightly to twist on her kitten’s hard left nipple, earning her a moan. Her mouth was near her kitten’s ear.



“Kitten, I’m going to spank you, fifteen blows, and then, I’m going to fuck you on the counter. Would like you that? Ramming Mistress deep into you, but you not coming until I tell you you can. Feeling the tension in your body rise, while I pump into you and taunt and tease you, my hand in your hair, pulling it. And, then, finally telling you to come, to come all over me… That would be so nice kitten, wouldn’t it?” Tara said, twisting her kitten’s nipple once more.



Willow felt her clit throb and her juices trickle down her thighs.







“Yes Tara.” she whimpered, breathing heavily.



Tara moved and pinched the other nipple hard, twisting it. Willow moaned again, the contact sending trails of arousal to her soaked pussy. Her clit was hard and swollen to it’s maximum. Tara had climaxed already, but the kitten was still waiting for her Mistress’s command to come. And her Mistress’s teasing wasn’t helping her control.



Tara continued pinching and twisting her kitten’s nipples for a few minutes, varying intensity, before moving to the counter and getting the spatula. She moved behind her kitten, raising her hand.



“Count!” Tara said before the first blow of the spatula ended on her kitten’s smooth ass.



“One! Thank you Tara.” the kitten moaned, the throbbing in her clit become painful.



Each blow Tara laid on the kitten’s ass left a bright red pear-shaped mark on the pale skin. By the time the kitten called “Fifteen! Thank you Tara!”, all the skin of her ass was bright red.



“Are you okay, my love?” Tara asked her lover, checking to make sure.



“Yeah. Don’t worry, if it’s too much, I’ll safe word.” Willow replied, smiling at her lover, even though tears of frustration were leaking from her eyes.



“Okay love.” Tara whispered in a soothing voice before kissing Willow lightly. She stood up.



“Now Kitten, put this one me.”



“Yes Mistress.” The kitten replied, taking the harness and the dildo from her Mistress.



She crouched down, her cold heels touching her reddened ass, making her moan at the change of temperatures. She slipped the harness onto her lover’s legs, sliding it up until the base of the dildo sat against Tara’s core. She tightened the straps until the harness was snug, but not too tight, and the dildo was pressing firmly against Tara’s clit. The kitten got back up on her feet, head bowed and waited for her Mistress’s orders.



“Scoot onto the counter kitten, but not fully, just enough for your ass to rub against the counter top when I fuck you.” Tara told her kitten, her voice thick and mellow.







“Yes Mistress.” The kitten whispered as she got on the counter top, her ass rubbing against the counter top, the moisture from her center not quite letting her flesh slide as much as it was dragged across the surface, reviving the pain.



“Does it hurt kitten?” Tara said, looking up Willow’s body lustily.



“Yes Tara.” The kitten replied, her eyes fixed on the ground, even though she was dying to look at her Mistress, her once shy lover who was about to take her for one hell of a ride.



“Look at me Kitten.” Tara said, sensing that her kitten wanted to look at her, to watch her.



The kitten raised her eyes and was struck speechless. Her Mistress was gorgeous, and Willow’s heart filled with pride.



my Mistress… I wonder what I did to have this wonderful person in my life, but whatever it is, I’ll do anything to keep her.>



“Mistress, you look amazing.” The kitten said, looking at her lover’s body, shining with sweat and arousal.



“Thank you kitten. Now, spread your legs open for me.”



The kitten immediately complied, spreading her legs as much as she could, restring more of her weight on her arms, which were resting on the counter top.



Tara’s eyes dropped to her kitten’s glistening pussy, and she licked her lips. She was open and ready for her, her wetness smeared all over her inner thighs. Tara could smell her kitten’s arousal from where she was standing, and her mouth watered at the thought of tasting her kitten. But right now, all she wanted to do was to fuck her kitten.



She walked over to the kitten and teased her ultra-sensitive nipples, twirling her tongue lightly around them. The kitten moaned and her arms started trembling lightly, but she had to remain up, and so, concentrating, she straightened her arms, and the trembling lessened.



Tara continued teasing the kitten, until she pulled a nipple in her mouth and sucked on it. The kitten couldn’t do anything but toss her head back, moan and push herself into her Mistress’s mouth.



Tara continued sucking while she ran the silicone dildo up and down her lover’s soaked inner lips and clit, lubricating it and teasing the kitten mercilessly. Tara stopped sucking and her mouth migrated to her kitten’s neglected nipple, while one of her hands went to the kitten’s right hip, steadying her as she simultaneously bit down on the sensitive nub and slipped the extension into her kitten’s flooded well.



The kitten let out a long drawn-out moan, the double feeling of being filled by Mistress and of Tara’s teeth skittering around her nipple almost overwhelming.



“You like this, don’t you kitten?” Tara teased as she began slowly rocking her pelvis back and forth, the extension moving inside her kitten.



“Yes Mistress, I…. Love it.” The kitten moaned.



“Wrap your legs around me kitten so that Mistress will reach deeper into you.” Tara said as she began thrusting faster and deeper into her kitten, the redhead’s hips moving with her, rubbing her ass on the counter.



“Yessssss Tara.” The kitten hissed as she wrapped her legs around her Mistress’s hips.



Tara continued pounding into her kitten furiously, occasionally twisting a nipple or biting it. Willow’s face was contorted in agony, she couldn’t come until her Mistress told her she could, and the sensations building inside her were almost overwhelming. She kept biting her lower lip, trying to hold on, and the pressure broke the skin.



Tara could feel her orgasm getting closer and closer with each thrust as the base of the extension pressed against her clit. Willow was so wet, there was a squishy sound every time Tara drove the dildo into her. Tara felt the tightening in her body and knew that the next thrust would make her come.



“Come kitten, come for me!” she commanded.



As soon as the words registered in Willow’s brain, she let go, her inner muscles clenching tightly around the extension as she came, screaming on top of her lungs.



“YESSSSSSSSSSS TAAARRAAA!”



And Tara came with her, the trembling of her body making the extension vibrate inside of Willow as she came again and again, drenching Tara’s leather-clad pelvis.



As they finally relaxed, Tara pulled out of her kitten and Willow fell back on the counter, panting from exertion.



“Are you okay baby?” Tara checked.



“Yeah… I love you.” Willow replied, her voice showing her post-coital bliss.



“Mmm, love you too.”



Tara smiled and took off the harness, before moving on top of the counter and laying down with Willow. They rested for a while before moving to clean up their toys and taking a shower together, wrapped in a cocoon of bliss.



*****



TBC...

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :..:My blog:..:Blood and Ink:.

[TemperedCynic]

To be honest, I only have one thing to say...



Bloody hell !!!

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More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly. Woody Allen (1935 - )

[ambersagoddess]

I didn't read it.



But if I did.



I would have to sigh and say that I love toys.



And I also love WT.



As well as loving your writing.



Thus, I would have loved it.



-Rei

Spero eorum amo donbit tu animus magnamus



Why yes, the rumors are true, I have patted the Great One's ass...

[YMKA]

Hey dude

The only reply ya going to get from me on this one is:



Love,



M.

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"..I feel you, I taste you, I cannot forget, everytime it rains I get wet..." (c) Ace of Base

"I want to go back to...Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.."(c) Evanescence

[Lt Sticks]

OH MY GOD WASHI! *faints*

A fire in my heart, reborn from the ashes...just call me Phoenix


I'm Under Your Spell, nothing I can do, you just took my soul with you...

JediBites.Com Forums

[sam darls]

Oh my god..That's all I can say right now.. Love sammi xx

[2DIAMONDS]

Hey Washi







They're not the only ones who needed a shower.

Hey!!! How's the proposal coming along?



Helen

xoxo

[Stroke of Luck]

OI Washi...



what can i say!



Wow i really like the "lil" game between Willow and Tara. Does it get hotter or is there the end of this lil hot story? I mean they ran out of ideas someday NO?



Hehehe well i hope, that it wont be so soon...its great to read this story....



CU

SoL/Natti

This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[littlecrazy80]

No coherent thoughts. Need a cold





*lil´c*

Let´s get happy and let´s be gay. germany´s grand prix song



Check this out

[AmberAlysonlover]

That was worth the wait I say more soon please hehe

[intricate mirage]

Washi, your update has melted my brain into mush.

Cassie





I don't mind being alone

I just don't want to be alone without you

[Tempest Duer]

Washi, I think my eyes have glazed over permanently. Luckily, I have happy images playing in my brain now...



I to your brilliance.

I believe in the madness called "now."

[justkazy]

Ok now that there some blood returning to my brain, WOW



this fic rocks, more please



O

Lead me not to temptation....I can find it myself

[SJ]

Great update

[Fuzz WT]

Oh god! They seemed to always find a new hotter way to do it! Did they ever get tired? Who's know!!! They probably secretly going at it again when they're taking shower...



God! You write it hot, baby!



*Fuzz*

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Hey! You're gonna back off! She said no and that's it. ~ TARA

[Artemis]

I really love this series, the progress of Willow and Tara's relationship over the two years that have passed is fascinating (and adorable) to read, the present-day segments are equally lovely, and of course the love is completely hot I'd like to ask permission to host this story, if that's okay with you? I'm putting together a new site, sort of a 'sister-site' to Through the Looking-glass ( alia.customer.netspace.net.au/glass.htm ), which will have the same format but a different theme, which this chapter fits into perfectly (of course, I'd host all the chapters). The site isn't online yet, I'm hoping to get a few stories on board before I launch it, so if you'd like me to include The Sex Journals just let me know and I'll get to work. Thanks, and keep up the excellent work

[Washi]

Artemis, I'd be honored. You can host anything you like from me, just gimme the URL.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :..:My blog:..:Blood and Ink:.

[Artemis]

Thanks I'll let you (and everyone else) know as soon as the new site is online.

[Taras Shadow]

Baby!



*faints* Man, that was soooooo hot! I mean...I melted and yup...hmm, just on time for me to go and have a nice looong bath...heh.



I can't believe I missed this when I started coming back online...I must be punished.



Again, so h-o-t!



~Holly~

"I've got this ache, and I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces." Ginger - Ginger Snaps

"I am a tongue whore...you gave me tongue, what am I supposed to do...sit back and keep my mouth shut?" -Me-

"I know who you really are...you're the one who cries when you're alone." - Where Will You Go? - Evanescence

[warriorlove]

So, when's the next update?



BTW, you write sex GREAT!!



I personally love scenes...but that's me for ya...

[ambersagoddess]

*sigh*



If I read this fic, I would see that there was a post, and come running in at top speed, hoping for an update.



But since I don't...



*shrug*



-Rei

There were only first days following one another.The third was the first,the fourth was the first,the seventy-first was the first.The first day was the three thousandth.-The Fixer

[Washi]

Hey everyone! I wanna thank ya'll for reading and replying to this. I've started to write an update for this last night, got about 1 page and a half done, but I now know exactly where this update is going. Yay.

I should have the next update up tonight or tomorrow at the latest.

Replies for now.



TemperedCynic: Hey you! Hehehe, I'm glad ya liked it, and woo and hoo, I get thuds too! Thanks, and I hope that you'll enjoy the next part.



ambersagoddess: Hey Rei! Well, if you had read it, and told me that indeed you had loved it, I'd say that I'm glad you did and that I hope you'd like the next part. I'd also thank you for your reply. But since you didn't, then I won't. And sorry for the false alarm, I guess I love being an evil person .



YMKA: Hey B! Oooh! Thuds! Yay! Glad ya liked it and thanks!



Lt Sticks: Hey! Was that an orgasmic scream of bliss? Cause it sounded like one.

I'm glad you liked it, and sorry it made you faint. I will continue trying to do that though. Thanks.



sam darls: Hey Sammi! I'm glad you liked it! I really wish the next update will give me this same response. Thanks



2DIAMONDS: Hey Helen! I'm guilty of being behind the cold water shortage the night of the update. And, I am prous.

I'm glad you liked it, and the proposal isn't coming along well, I mean, I know what I want it to be like, but there's the issue of the journal that needs to be taken care of before that, and I'm at a loss right there. ut, I will get it done, eventually. Thanks.



Stroke of Luck: Hey Natte Natti!

I'm glad you liked it, and I'd like to think that the next update is hotter, but I guess we'll see how it comes out. Running out of ideas? Hell no!

Thanks.



littlecrazy80: Hey you! I'd be lying if I said I was sorry for making you uncoherent, cause, well, I'm not. I'm glad you liked it, and thanks.



AmberAlysonlover: Hey! I'm glad you think it's worth the wait! More soonish, promise.



intricate mirage: Hey Cass! Wow, that hot, huh? Well, to tell the truth, I really think that my own updates don't even compare to Deb's, cause last night, I read the lastest Please, and just whoa! I had to, well, cool down by stripping to my underwear and staying for a while in front of an open window. But, thanks, I'm glad that this story is really making people hot...

Thanks, and update coming soonish.



Tempest Duer: Hey! I'm glad to have inspired such images. Glad ya like it and thanks. Ooh, and no worshipping please.



justkazy: Hey! Blood flowed south, huh? I'm glad you liked it. And more soon, really. Thanks.



SJ: Hey! I'm glad you liked it, and thanks! More soon.



Fuzz WT: Hey! I'm glad you liked it! I think they do get tired, but they have stamina.

Thanks, and update soonish.



Artemis: Hey! I'm really glad you like this fic, I've been trying to make it into a smut fic with a twist. Using the journal, a lot of things can be explained with flashbacks or entries. I think that's what attracted me to actually write this one, cause I have a ton of ideas in my head. Thanks, and I hope you'll continue reading this one.

BTW, I love the new site!



Taras Shadow: Hey baby! Yes, you must be punished.

I'm glad you liked it, and ooh! long hot bath? Yummy. Thanks.



warriorlove: Hey! I'm glad you liked it, and thanks. Update coming sonish. I promise. Thanks.



Hopefuly, update tonight!

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :. .:Blink.Flash.Sparkle.:. .:My blog:. .:Blood and Ink:. .:Washi's 70s Site:.

[Stroke of Luck]

Damn Washi! i thought u updated, but NOOOOOOOOOOO tz shame on u missy. U need a good spanking huh jk hehe but pwwwwssss me wants to read the next part



Cu

SoL/Natti



ps. geez u will never forget that nickname huh

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

[Washi]

Natte Natti, update coming, now.



Kinda sort, I know, but there'll be more soon, can't leave kittens like that, now can I ? . I wanna thank Deb, who's Please update jump Started my creativity!



TITLE: THE SEX JOURNALS 18a/?

AUTHOR: Washi (ZWS)

EMAIL: washi@dark-bliss.net

RATING: NC-17 – Really! Really! Very NC-17. Some B&D and fucking in this part.

DISCLAIMER: I don’t own the characters, Joss does or whoever. If I owned them, do you really think I would let season 6 happen? And why the hell would I be writing this?

So yeah, all belongs to Joss, ME etc...

SPOILERS: Up to the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. The rest is just crap IMHO.

TIMELINE and NOTES: This is set about two years after the first thirty minutes of “Seeing Red”. Tara doesn’t get ‘shot accidentally.’ She’s happy and alive here. Buffy was shot, but she lived and the three nerds are in jail. Xander and Anya got back together after a while, and finally they got married. Dawn is in college. You’ll get details of all these events as the “Journal” will reveal many things.

FEEDBACK: I love it, I live for it, either here or by email, although here is better.

ARCHIVE: It's on Blood and Ink, Lil-c.de and Mystic Muse for now.

Ask and ye shall receive.

THANKS: To all the naughty Kittens in the chat and smut authors who inspire me. Thanks to tkheaven for one of our chats where we thought of Anya finding something about our girls. Something more detailed I mean.

OTHER THANKS: To Alyson Hannigan and Amber Benson who gave spirit to these wonderful characters! You girls rock my world!

ANGST? WHAT ANGST? Maybe minor stuff, but nothing to be worried about.

AUTHOR’S NOTES: I don't have a beta, so all mistakes are mine.



Thoughts are in <>. Journal entries are in italic.



*****



“Are you sure?” Willow asked again, looking at Tara intensely in the eyes.



“Yes, I want to give myself to you Willow, I want to try it.” The blonde replied, not one ounce of shyness in her tone.



The redhead nodded and got out of the bed, her skin glistening with sweat. She moved to the closet, the blonde’s eyes riveted on her lithe figure, on the muscles moving under the damp, shiny skin. Willow bent over, giving her lover a clear view of her shapely ass and her puffy outer lips, glimmering with arousal. The redhead smirked, feeling her lover’s gaze on the juices that were smeared on her upper thighs. She rummaged in the box in front of her and finally pulled out a blue dildo and black harness. She swayed her ass to and fro for a few seconds, and heard the blonde’s sharp intake of breath. She straightened up and turned around.



Her lover’s eyes were dark, her pupils almost shadowing the deep blue of her eyes. She sat there, lips parted, her eyes riveted on Willow’s body. The redhead smiled and walked over to her lover, swaying her hips provocatively. She stopped right in front of Tara and looked deep into her eyes.



“Like whatcha see?” the redhead purred.



The blonde could only nod. She felt her arousal coming back again, even though Willow had just relieved her of the tension. She slowly extended her hand and tried touching the redhead, but Willow moved just out of arm’s reach. Tara whimpered.



“No touching, at least, no touching me.” Willow told her girl, a lecherous grin on her face.



Tara’s eyes widened. “What do you mean?”



“I want to see you.” The redhead repeated, running a hand slowly down her own stomach.



“You’re looking at me right now.” Tara replied somewhat dumbly.



Willow giggled. “I know that silly, but I want to see you touching yourself. Loving your own body.”



Tara blushed and Willow quickly backpedaled. “I mean, if that’s what you want. I mean, I’d love it for us to, you know, be able to be comfortable with masturbation. I know it’s kinda, sorta taboo, but I think it’ll add to the intimacy of our couple, but if you don’t want to, that’s, that’s fine too. I mean, I just thought that, maybe…” Willow stopped babbling as her lover laid back some, opening her legs, displaying herself.



Tara looked back up at Willow, sending her a scorching look that made the other girl just gulp, any thought that Tara wouldn’t like the idea flying out the window.



Holding Willow’s gaze, Tara slowly reached up, cupping a firm breast in her hand. She started massaging it, squeezing and rubbing, occasionally tugging on a hard nipple, moaning at the contact. She spread her legs wide open, her pussy lips also opening, showing Willow how wet she was. The redhead watched, entranced, as a new sluice of wetness trickled out from her lover’s entrance. The redhead wished she could just lay down and lick it off, suck it off, taste it in her mouth. Willow leant forward and her nose twitched with recognition, she could smell Tara, could see Tara’s wetness, and yet, she couldn’t touch her. She tried though, slowly reaching for her lover’s neglected breast, only to have Tara swipe her hand away.



“You did say no touching.” The blonde replied, her voice breathy and shallow.



Willow pouted and swallowed. “I want a closer view. I won’t touch, just want closer view.” She inwardly berated herself for her lack of oral skills.



Tara smiled and decided she was going to tease her redhead even more, so she nodded, moving backwards on the bed, and Willow laid herself face down just in front of Tara’s weeping pussy.



The blonde’s fingers slowly made their way to her own core and, once arrived, she slowly ran her forefinger though her wetness, moaning and hearing Willow’s muffled reply.



Tara woke up to find herself on the bed, with Willow sleeping deeply beside her, their arms wrapped around each other.



Images from her dream came back to her, and she shuddered with arousal. She felt sticky, and she shifted slightly, only to find that every move she made rubbed her puffy pussy lips against her throbbing clit, driving her further into madness. Slowly, she moved her right hand down and found that her wetness was almost dripping onto the bedspread. She whimpered at the slight contact her index finger made with her swollen nub and knew that she needed to release the tension. A cold shower wouldn’t suffice, and she craned her neck to get a glimpse of the alarm clock on her night table. The soothing green numbers showed proudly that the time was four am. Turning back to face Willow again, she took in her deep, steady breathing and knew she shouldn’t wake up her lover.



Tara decided that touching herself while her girlfriend was sleeping right next to her was rude, perverse as well as tacky. She made a decision and got up slowly, making sure she didn’t wake Willow up. The redhead whimpered in her sleep, and Tara quickly put a pillow in the now empty arms. Quickly putting on her terry-cloth robe, she slipped from the bedroom quietly.



She padded her way to the first room on her right. It was Willow’s office. The whole room was furnished in deep dark colors, and Tara thought it was very sensual, especially after she and Willow had made love on the big sturdy desk. Licking her lips, Tara quickly walked to the midnight blue velvet chaise lounge and draped her robe over it. She then sat down, biting back a moan as all of these simple movements rubbed subtly her clit. The darkness of the room was soothing as she relaxed herself and closed her eyes.



She started touching her breasts fleetingly, barely brushing her fingers on her hard, swollen nipples. She wanted to go slow, to prolong her pleasure as much as she could. She lightly massaged the full globes of flesh and teased herself lightly, running the pads of her fingers up and down her collarbone. Biting her lower lip on concentration, she decided to move on to the next stage and quickly raised two fingers of her right hand to her mouth, quickly coating them with her saliva before circling her rock hard left nipple with them. She groaned and flexed her hips, trying instinctively to find something to rub herself against.



After giving the same treatment to her other nipple, she squeezed both of them hard, sending bolts of white-hot pleasure to her core. Once again, her hips bucked, and she could barely restrain herself from just plunging two fingers inside and pumping them until she exploded. Instead, she kept squeezing and tweaking her nipples, watching them as they grew even more. She pulled on one while her other hand was massaging her other breast almost roughly.



Closing her eyes, she thought back to that night when she had touched herself for Willow before the redhead had put on the strap-on and they had ‘fucked’ until they collapsed from sheer exhaustion. She bit her lower lip again as the images almost overpowered her and she slowly moaned out loud.



Like that night, she spread her knees and slowly touched herself, rubbing the palm of her hand against her swollen and weeping pussy. She could feel her arousal dripping out of her and she wished that Willow was there at that moment. But, the redhead was asleep and quite exhausted, so she needed to finish this herself. She increased the pressure of her palm and hissed with pleasure. Her palm was pushing her puffy lips against her clit, effectively rubbing it. One of her hands drifted up to her left breast and squeezed it hard, intensifying her arousal, her need for release and her pleasure. A new gush of wetness soaked her hand, which only started slipping against the soft, swollen flesh faster.



Tossing her head back, she moaned low in her throat as her palm continued rubbing wetly, and as her fingers twisted her nipple. Groaning, her hand sped up and she knew she could come just from that. But, she slowed herself again, restraining herself. She didn’t want to come yet. Taking her hand from between her legs, her hips protested as her hips bucked upwards again. She liked the moisture from her hand and purred. Her taste wasn’t as good as Willow’s but it would do for now. Her whole body glistened with moisture and she decided to finally finish what she started.



Slowly, both of their hands drifted down to her mound and slowly parted her outer lips. Her fingertips rubbed the inside of them, slowly, teasingly. Closing her eyes once more, she decided to touch her clit and just come, she needed it. She lightly touched her hard swollen nub, groaning.



“Whatcha doing?” A voice suddenly piped up at the same time the light came on.



*****



T.B.C.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa



The course of love doesn’t always run smooth, especially for the neurotic and accident-prone. ~ LadyB



.:Dark-bliss.net :. .:Blink.Flash.Sparkle.:. .:My blog:. .:Blood and Ink:. .:Washi's 70s Site:.

[tinnakaren]

Washi!!! You tease!



Well, crap... that was just bloody tension-building-brilliant! And I'm going crazy with the !'s ... usually I'm not a ! kinda person.



Anyway, please continue



And oh, btw, just saw your wallpaper .. me likez. The color and the font are perfect for that picture.

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Tinna Karen

-tölvunörd í fyrsta ættlið

[onyxsundrops]

Whines dramatically. Finally! I got that little embarrassing/tingling feeling toward the end.. I just knew she was going to get caught . Absolutely loved the update Washi. Thanks.



Yvonne

[willowsgirl]

Hey Washi!

I gotta say, I was so excited when I saw your name in the update thread, and then for it to be 'sex journals'... woohoo!

This was just...

Great stuff Washi, though I do have to say..

you cant stop there!!!!!!

More please...and soon!!



Stacey xx

Tara ignored him. "Your interruption has left me high and, well... I hardly think dry is the word." Returning home by tempest duer

[Oracle Of Magic]

Washi, once again you have managed to write an outstanding update. Cruel to leave us hanging like that, but I'm sure you already knew that. Just reading that got me all worked up, I'm sure glad my fiancee is coming to visit tonight... Truely well written, it was both sensual and sexual, with loving emotional undercurrent that makes a wonderful fic. I eagerly await your next update.



Blessed Be,

Sarah