New fic - Growth

[willohand]

umgaynow im working on the next chapter as we speak.no more hissy fits. please it will be posted by sunday.okay?im working on it as i try to calm you.just breath...inhale exhale good now sit and drink some water and think happy wilow/tara thoughts. there. feel better? i didnt think you would.i thought id give it a shot.okay okay im getting it done. more hissy fits .or ill well i wont do anything but feel bad.you dont want that now do you?

[umgaynow]

I sorry I just really love this story and I want more Also maybe pitching a hissy here might distract from the fact that I haven't updated in a few days either



I just love vixeny Tara in the last few updates, trying to get Willow to notice the rest of her...big snaps for the back worshipping, one of my personal faves

[willohand]

hey umgaynow, its okay that you hd a mini hissy fit.it just shows me that your into my fic.and yes vixeny tara is something else isnt she? well your just going to love her in this chapter.much vixeny tara to be had. i promie.now you have to promise to leave me a reply or im going to be the one having the next hissy fit and mine will probally cause a delay in chapters being written so u have to leave me something.ill be checking for a reply to this about your no more lurking and how you intend on leaving me a reply.

[willohand]

Here you go, a whole two days before I said it'd be posted, I do spoil you kittens



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The feelings hit her like a thunderbolt and consumed her. It was too intense for Tara to express it.

She would have appeared asleep to the outside observers. With a naivety of a child, there are types of happiness you lose yourself to. For Tara this was one.



Willow placed her hand over Tara’s breast. Her hands were trembling.

"See what you do to me?" She signed. "Can I have your hands for a minute, please Tara?" And she took Tara hand and gently brought it up to her mouth. Then one by one she sucked each finger.



‘Oh, God! What is she trying to do to me?’ Tara thought to herself. ‘God I'm so wet but it’s early. I still have the rest of the night... the rest of the night for her hands to be on me, all over me.’

Her body then relaxed further into Willow’s hands and the mattress. When Willow’s hands slid down Tara’s body she felt herself go weak. She shuddered at the contact of Willow’s warm skin against hers.



In spite of all her practicing Willow did not know where to touch next. So she laid out next to Tara and did what she had rehearsed in her head almost every night since meeting Tara. Once stretched out next to her, with her left hand she started to stroke blond hair. Then the hair that framed her blue eyes was pushed back. Tara’s cheeks were flushed.

Cherry red full lips came into view. Willow traced Tara’s lips, tracing all the way to her cute chin, leading to a very smooth long neck.



Tara, in her own way, let Willow know there were no forbidden zones. She wanted, no needed Willow to touch her.

And touch Willow did.

She let her fingers and mouth and nose and body explore Tara. With every unexpected kiss at sudden moments Tara could feel her excitement building. Her body was warm and tingly from Willow’s touch. The more Willow explored the more she needed it. When Willow thought Tara couldn't take anymore, she spread Tara’s legs wider. She saw wetness on Tara’s inner thigh. She stopped all exploration of Tara’s body to investigate a certain area. She traced the source of the wetness, but not before requesting permission.



"Tara can I touch your… I mean I promise I won’t hurt you. Your just so wet... I mean god I can smell you. And I, I never ..." She stopped signing and dropped her eyes back between Tara’s legs.

Tara answered the only way she was able to. She spread her legs further apart, giving Willow a full view of her pussy.



Willow leaned forward and inhaled deeply. Tara’s pussy was throbbing and she couldn't resist it any longer, her body was trembling under Willow’s gaze. Willow’s face was right in her most private area and she was comfortable and relaxed. Extremely turned on, yet totally relaxed. She was sure she would come any minute but instead she grabbed Willow’s hand as she was gasping signing

“Wait.”



Tara sat up and began to kiss Willow. As Tara’s passion intensified all that existed was their touch, their kisses and the sounds Willow was making as Tara ran her nails up her back.

Slowly she began to touch Willow. She pushed Willow back and spread her legs apart, then she directed her own hips between them.

"Do you feel me? Do you feel how wet I am for you?" She signed slowly with trembling hands.

Willow’s head was spinning.

She took Willow’s hands and guided them to her body. As Willow listened to the unspoken language of Tara’s body, they felt one another’s emotions. Their heartbeats became as one. Their minds and bodies merged. Their sweat poured off one another down to the sheets beneath them.



There was so much more Willow needed to and wanted to know about, to explore. As they were holding one another Willow broke the embrace and began to trace Tara`s body with her tongue. The saltiness of her sweat and the sweet scent of her shampoo guided her through the unknown. She took a nipple inside her mouth and sucked gently while using her tongue.

Tara signed something that Willow couldn't understand.

In ecstasy, Willow kissed and tongued her way up Tara’s neck to her ears. Suddenly Tara became still. Then as Willow’s tongue was tracing the outside of Tara’s ear she clawed the sheets as she tried to control her wild signing.



Overcome with passion Willow grabbed Tara’s thighs. A sound rose in Tara’s throat, almost like a cry. Willow stopped for a moment and nervously she signed

"Did I hurt you?"

Tara just kissed her with all the passion she had. There were no words for the peace Tara had found.



Willow looked up and found her baby beckoning her to hold her. They embraced. Tara rolled over and Willow curled up behind her. Wet kisses were being left all over Tara’s neck and back. Tara wanted to call out Willow’s name but was scared of how she may sound and Willow being disgusted.



It made her feel shy. She doesn't use her voice and she gets scared, because she’s not in control and can’t hear herself and she’s afraid what she will sound like. She’s scared that she even wants to talk at all.

‘God this feels so good. I can’t believe how relaxed with her I am. Why is it so different now? Why wasn't I able to be this free with other women? It’s so easy now.’ Then all thoughts were gone and a wave of pleasure flowed through her whole body.

It felt emotional to Tara. Like being home and safe and warm. Like with Willow is where she belongs and where she needs to be.

‘I can’t believe anything can feel this good. Oh shit I'm going to... NO I CANT! I have to control this. I can’t let this happen. What will Willow think if I come? Just have to calm myself down. Oh there she goes with my e-ears...’Tara lost control and she turned to face Willow, breathing heavily.

"I, I, I'm too turned on and I'm going to come if you don't let me go. Please I should get up." She signed. She wouldn't look Willow in the face.

Willow held Tara tighter.

"What? I, I'm doing that to you? Are you sure?"



Tara takes Willow’s hand and places it between her legs but not in or on her pussy. Her thighs were coated with a warm, slippery texture. Willow’s eyes went large. They stayed that way for a few seconds. Then Willow slowly started to move her hand in the direction of Tara’s pussy. She simply held it in place but using pressure.

Tara grabbed Willow’s hand as she came. It was a small orgasm, but it was powerful.



Willow felt a warm liquid on her hands and quickly brought that hand to her face. She then looked Tara in the eyes. Holding eye contact, Willow licked her hand clean.

Tara’s eyes grew big as she witnessed her Willow taste her. She looked in Willow’s loving eyes and shook her head, then she leaned over and ran her fingers through Willow`s hair. Grabbing at her hair she pulled Willow into her.

Then Tara completely lost control and the room filled with her loud cries of Willow’s name.



"It’s okay." Willow wiped away Tara’s tears looking into teary blue eyes. "I love to hear you say my name. It’s beautiful, I promise. You sound..." Tara cut her off. She sat up, pulling Willow’s face to hers. Tears ran down her face. She kissed her and signed

“You like my voice? Promise?"

“Yes I do."

They hugged for a few minutes.



Somewhere between her cries and Willow’s, their body’s merged. Her taste possessed Willow. She had the uncontrollable urge to taste her again, to feel her lose control in her mouth. Tara clutched at Willow as the redhead caressed Tara with her hands and mouth. Making Tara want. Need.

"Kiss me Willow." Tara signed.

Willow kissed her with such passion. They spent the rest of the night kissing and touching.



At one point Tara put her hand on Willow’s neck to feel every noise the redhead was making. At first Willow didn't understand.

"I want to be able to feel what your feeling." Tara explained

Willow’s response was that of

"Please…"



Switching positions Willow was on top straddling Tara. Reaching her hand up, Tara placed it lightly on Willow’s neck while her other hand was stroking her cheek. The minute Tara’s hand touched Willow’s neck she felt a shudder just as a whimper escaped from deep in Willow’s throat. Tara’s other hand slid into Willow’s hair as she kissed her. Tara couldn't believe the noises she was feeling from Willow.



"How does it feel? What you do to me, how does it feel?" Willow signed.

She received her answer when Tara leaned forward and kissed her lightly, at first on the cheek. Then she kissed her lips, slowly opening them with her tongue. And the second their tongues touched Tara felt such deep moans that had her hand vibrating. Her eyes closed as she deepened the kiss, eliciting more noises from Willow, who now tilted her head back so Tara could slide her hand up and down along her neck.



‘Oh God I can feel everything. I can feel every breath she takes. I can feel every time she cries out my name. God she’s crying and moaning out my name.'

"Say my name." Tara signed to Willow. Willow smiled as she read what Tara was signing. "I want to feel you saying my name."

"Tara oh god...Taaaaarrrrrrraaaaaa..." Willow sings out.



Willow is soaking wet from pleasure and Tara can smell it.

‘Oh this is going to be a long night.’ Tara thought to herself.



They were both sweaty from hours of exploration. Willow was about to suggest something when Tara read her mind. She allowed herself to be turned over and ravished by Willow who started with the back of Tara’s knees this time.

‘Um, I mean that feels really different.' Tara thought as she lost herself to the feelings.



For both Willow and Tara it lasted forever and ended too soon as sleep finally over took the girls.





Willow was the first to wake the following morning. Tara was wrapped around her. She gently slid from the blonde’s grasp. She put on a t-shirt and left the room. A few minutes later she was back placing Tara’s cell phone next to her on the pillow. Then she was off to make Tara’s breakfast.



‘Okay now what am I feeding her? Wow the fridge is stocked. Oh shit I have to call Mrs. Maclay. Have to find out Tara’s favourites. Want to serve her in bed like the queen she is. My queen.’ Willow was dancing around Tara’s kitchen as she cooked for her.



Tara was woken by her strong sense of smell. She sat up and a smile was on her face as she remembered the previous night. She peeks at herself under the cover.

‘I'm naked. Yay. It wasn't another dream. God, last night really happened. Mmmmnnnnn..... that was just so... so breathtaking. God she was all over me. And inside of me.’ She smelled herself and picked up Willow’s scent. ‘God I can smell her all over me. She was looking at me last night. That had to be the sexiest and scariest thing I’ve ever done in my life. And the way she was looking at me. She sees right past my body and looks into my soul.’ A single tear was slowly making its way down her cheek. ‘She loves me. I love her too. With all that I am.’



She wiped the tear away and looked at her phone which was flashing. She flipped open her cell,

‘Oh it’s from Willow.’

She read the message with a smile. She text messaged Willow and was just about to head downstairs when suddenly she was being tackled back into the bed.

"And where do you think your going?" Willow signed as she breathed heavily. Blue met Green. Faces moved forward until their foreheads touched. They kissed. It was magical as always.



In between kisses Willow signed, or tried to anyway.

"Baby I'm serving you in bed this morning. I'm almost done. Don't you dare get out of this bed baby, promise me."

Willow pulled Tara in for more kisses.

"I promise.” Tara signed.



Willow walked out talking to herself. Tara lay back with a goofy smirk. She then picked up her cell phone and texted her mother, leaving a long text message talking about the party and Willow.

‘I have to call Lanetra and tell her what happened. Well not everything.’ She thought to herself smiling.



Just then Willow entered with a huge tray that was covered from end to end with different foods that bombarded Tara`s senses. Her mouth began to water while her stomach rumbled.

Setting down the tray Willow signed

"Well I see somebody is hungry. Good because I wasn't sure what to make you, so I made it all. Here let me set this up for you." Willow eased the tray between the two of them and both ladies began to eat.

Willow started by feeding Tara.

"A girl could get used to this." The blonde signed while taking a mouthful of eggs.



They took their time eating. When Willow was satisfied that her queen was full she took the tray away. She ran Tara a bath and while Tara was bathing she cleaned the kitchen.



It was Sunday and they had planned on making a weekend out of it. It was to be movies, snuggling and anything Tara wanted.



They finally dressed and left the house. They drove to Willow’s to get a change of clothing and drop some off.

Willow gave Tara a tour of her house. When it was time to show the bedroom Willow became very shy, but Tara helped to ease her tensions. Once inside Tara took Willow over to the bed and sparks started.

What started out as a quick trip for clothing, turned slowly into them moving on to Willow’s bed, and one kiss led to another then another and yet another until Tara had straddled Willow and was kissing the redhead with such passion that Willow was unable to speak or think coherently.



Tara loved the smell of her girls bed.

‘Mmnnnn...strawberry.’ Tara thought.



After finally tiring themselves apart they laid holding one another.

"You’re so beautiful you know that?" Willow signed.

Tara leaned in kissing Willow all over her face and neck. Pulling back she signed

“So umm...um...Movies?”

Willow slowly agreed with a head nod.



Tara was reluctant to climb off Willow. She made sure that her body would be missed. And the second it left Willow missed it terribly...



'No, no, NO! Don't let her go. Brain to hands: Grab her by the waist and pull her back into us. Brain to mouth: Kiss her the second she’s close enough. Brain to legs: Wrap around her hips and pull her in.

Willow to brain: What the frilly heck are you doing?

Brain to Willow: Trust me.

Willow to brain: Oh no...she wants to get up. Doesn't she?

Brain to Willow: What if you’re wrong? Brain to mouth, legs and hands.

(in unison they all answer): Yeah let’s do it.’



As Tara was pulling away suddenly she felt herself being pulled back down by a strong pair of hands. She went to sign but her couldn't as she was distracted by a pair of legs slipping around her waist. Her lips were then crushed in a kiss that was hard and deep and long. She let herself be guided back into Willow’s warm body. The feeling was arousing.



‘Oh my god what is this? Well it would seem that she doesn't fancy you leaving her. She’s making me wet again. Mmmmmmm... aggressive Willow. I like this side of her.’ Tara thought as their tongues fought for control over Willow’s mouth. Hands came in to play as Willow’s body enjoyed the fact that Tara’s body was back. And it wasn't going to let her go so easily. Tara didn't mind a bit. She loved the fact that Willow was pulling her back and not wanting to separate.

This time it was Willow who placed Tara’s hand on her throat so Tara could feel the sounds she was being driven to make. Willow spoke slowly so Tara could read her lips.

"You’re making me crazy, but in a good way. I love you so much Tara Maclay."

Tara kissed Willow softly, slowly, with such love.

"We should get going ‘cos I want to cuddle up with you on your couch as I pretend to watch the movie but really stare at you." Willow said.

Tara blushed and buried her head into Willow’s neck.



They kissed a few more times then extracted from one another.

"I'm just going to get my...things." Willow signed.



Tara sits on the edge of the bed watching and smiling.

‘God she’s adorable. Look at her. Oh yeah she wants to watch me? I can give her something to watch. Movie night was never this enticing with other women. Who are you Willow Rosenberg? And where have you been all my life. Oh girl, forget all that. She’s here now and, unlike your ex Karen, Willow wants to be here for you fully. You’re not just some show piece to be taken out so people could see the body on her arm. You’ve known her for over a month and she only discovered your body thanks to you. She’s a keeper.’



Tara was taken out of her thoughts by a pair of warm lips on her forehead.

"I'm ready baby. Let’s go." Willow signed.

They left hand in hand. As Willow was opening the door for Tara she had a thought.

"Hey you want to pop by Buffy’s?"

Tara smiled. She really liked Buffy and thinks they will be good friends.

"Sure lets go pay her and Faith a visit. But a short one, because you’re mine this weekend." She smiled as she signed.





Buffy and Faith were in the middle of rearranging Buffy’s apartment. Willow called out as she entered using her set of keys.

"Will? Oh hey we’ll be right out. I hope Tara is with you."

Willow signed their conversation to Tara, who smiled at the idea that Buffy wanted her there too.



Buffy walked out carrying several trash bags.

"Will hey how are you?" She asked as she dropped the bags. Walking over she hugs Tara tightly.

"So is my best friend perfect girlfriend material?" She signed to Tara.

"BUFFY!?" Willow yelled and signed. Tara smiled and decided to share.

"As a matter of fact she is. And if I'm lucky she’ll want to be my girlfriend as much as I want to be hers.”

Buffy smiled at Willow while hugging Tara.

"Welcome to the family Tara." Buffy signed.



Willow stood with her mouth open. Faith walked by

"Close your mouth red." She winked and walked out the living room smiling, taking Tara with her.

"Give her a minute to digest it and watch." Buffy signed as she pulled Tara to the door to watch.



Willow did a shout and a little dance as it dawned on her that Tara had indeed said she wants to be her girlfriend. Tara stood with a smirk, as did Faith and Buffy.

"Don't ever tell her I brought you to see that." Buffy signed. Tara shook her head in agreement.



Buffy cleared her throat so Willow could hear them coming, Willow stopped dancing and ran and sat down. Tara walked in and smiled at her. She joined her on the sofa, kissing Willow softly on the forehead. Willow had a giant goofy smile.

"Hey there girl with the doofus smile, care to help? Or are you going to sit there with that goofy smile all day?" Faith asked her.

Willow signed to Tara she was going to help a bit then they could leave. Tara signed that that was okay.



She sat watching Willow using her muscles, wishing she was the one the redhead was picking up and carrying to the bed.

‘Easy girl. She looks good but we’ll have her to our self in no time. Just breathe for now. Inhale exhale, inhale exhale… Good, now just wait until we’re back at the house snuggling up. We have to change into something else. Oh nothing special. Just some short shorts. Oh God, hips are you ready? No but we will be. That mouth of hers...’



Faith tapped Tara on the shoulder

"What you thinking about? Red huh?" She smiled and nudged Tara. Both women watched Willow and smiled. Faith then passed Tara a note and got up to join Willow and Buffy moving things.

Tara read the note.





Tara, hi.

I just wanted to apologize again for my behaviour at the party. But you have to understand how much Willow means to me. We went through a lot in college. She was the only one there for me when I needed a friend. See my parents were killed at a young age and I was very angry. I still managed to get a scholarship, but I was lost there. Willow befriended me when no one else did, even when I was mean to her and tried to push her away she wouldn't let me destroy myself. Then she was beaten up by some guys who attended our school after they tried to rape me. And theses guys were by no means little. Yet Willow, without even thinking about herself, went to find them. They hurt her pretty bad but nothing compared to the damage she caused them. So you see, when I heard this Carly person hurt her I just lost it. So this is my letting you know that something like that wont happen again.

I also wanted to tell you that I'm so glad she has you. You are just such a sweetheart you know that? Take care of my Willow.

Faith





Tara read the note and watched Willow and Faith interact. Faith looked up and smiled at Tara as Willow grabbed her from behind and was pulling her into a hug. She winked at Faith who smiled back.



Half an hour later Willow and Tara were entering Tara’s house.

"Ummmm I'm going to go changed. Can you set the things up for the movies? And I will be right back." Tara signed.



Willow started to go through Tara’s DVD collection.



In her bedroom Tara was deciding on what to wear.

‘So what am I wearing for our movie night? Well since we will be in the comforts of my own home, with just the two of us…’ She smiled a devilish smile as she picked the top and shorts.

As she was changing she looked at herself in the mirror.

‘Oh I can be so wicked can’t I? Well, she said she was going to be watching me instead of the movie. I just want to give her something nice to view.’

With that she walked out of her room and quickly downstairs to be with Willow.



When Willow looked up and saw the half shirt that was clinging to Tara’s breast she dropped the remote. Her eyes travelled down past a tight stomach leading into a pair of tiny shorts that barely covered Tara’s sweet ass. Her cheeks were peeking out and calling to Willow.



Tara bent over and picked up the dropped remote, handing it back to Willow. She added a little extra something to her walk because she knew Willow’s eyes were on her.

Willow licked her lips at the sight of Tara’s hips and ass.

‘Gulp. What is she trying to do to me? She’s naked almost. Well if not for the shorts and small top that’s barely there. Oh God this is... it’s really warm in here. Look at those hips. Mmnn..... I can’t wait to get my mouth all over her. And inside her...’



Tara saw the look on Wilow’s face and patted the empty space on the couch next to her. Willow took a deep couple of breaths and walked over and sat by this incredibly sexy woman. Tara leaned in letting her breast graze Willow’s hand as she reached for a movie

"So what do you want to see first?" She signed, leaving her sentence open for all kinds of thoughts which popped into Willow’s mind.

[DreamLover]

Oo my goddess this is so Sexy I just need a cold shower right now.



Please more soon



DreamLover

[willohand]

well thank you dreamlover. so i did a good job with willow finally realising how much more to tara there is? so let me know what you guys think.reply,reply reply, i live for it.Iwrite faster cxhapters when i can know what it is you guya are thinking.have a good and naughty willow/tara weekend.

[amazonaa]

That was great. It inspired me to go take a shower and get away from the computer. Even if it's a cold one.





More soon.





brittney







~Good friends help you move. Real friends help you move the body.~

[DreamLover]

O yes it was hot.....but maybe ...makes it hotter

[Stroke of Luck]

Geez that was hot indeed! I love their slow love-making *sigh* nothing goes over a slow loving...well a wild and passionated isnt bad either, maybe that will come in the next chapter



Its great to see that Buffy and Faith r loving Tara so much. I bet those 4 will have lots of fun...in the friendship fun way of course



Cu

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

[Artemis]

Ooh, they... and with the... and... (faints)



Nice choice of outfit from Tara at the end there. I guess having gotten Willow to notice all of her, she's taking no chances she'll forget (not strictly necessary, the word 'unforgettable' floats to mind). I know they're not going to *watch* the movie, but with Tara looking like that I have my doubts Willow's even going to remember that there *is* a movie.



Yay for aggressive Willow too. Maybe Tara's passing fancy to be swept off her feet and carried to bed won't be too long coming true. Swift thinking by Willow's brain there

Chris Cook

Through the Looking-glass

A Willow and Tara for every world.

[alysagoddess85]

oooo...yes that was definately hot enough in my opinion...and you were wonderful for throwing knees in there...we dont want the knees feeling all neglected and whatnot.



oh and the letter to tara from faith was just so adorable. its nice to see both buffy and faith making the effort to welcome tara.



oh oh...and then the outfit and 'evil tara' at the end..haha...that was just great. no doubt willow will be all over here before the coming attractions are over.



~mel

'The Cat in the Hat' is fine, just not during sex.--Alyson Hannigan

[WickedReds]

... short shorts.... ... WooHoo



-reds



my banana dances for smut

Tara in a wet shirt, Tara in a wet shirt. Tara in. A. Wet. Shirt. “Of course.”-Willow From Remember to Breath By Yellow Crayon



Now that just sucks- me

[LizPuRR]

That was a super HOT update!!!

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i'm hot homeboy, never get it twisted!!

[Willster]

Really awesome update!!!



So hot and sexy, you have such a nice way to write it.. incredible!



Everytime i think it couldn't get hotter, it does!!



Can't wait to read what's "coming" up next!

[umgaynow]

I can't post a real reply right now...I need to focus all my attention on trying to remember how one goes about swallowing...also must wait for my hands and other body parts to stop shaking

[Nicole023]

Ok.. I just.. Oh.. uhmm.. WOW









Loved it again..

[Shy One]

OMG!!!

That was SO freakin' hot!!!!

Oh please............update soon!!!!



Shy One

[WillowTara Addict]

Hey there! I really gotta do this right now! This chapter is fuckin' fantastic! The love scene was so sizzlin' HOT! Wait! *long pause* It was so good and orgasmic!

Even that part where Willow was having a mental debate was so damn HILARIOUS!



You better keep it up until the end because it is always good until the last drop!



Love ya,

 “I guess I am more fucked up than I have anticipated.”~ Me

[Spikeizmine87]

Hoorah for smut!! woot woot woot! That was really emotionally, so full of emotion and feelings...man oh man...that was just great!! I love this story! Hope you update soon!!!

-rose

I didnt know what being happy was till i found you, i didnt know what love meant till i loved you.

[Tempest Duer]

That was hot. That was really, really hot. I just... gah...

It's insulting to the whole gender[sic] of rap.



~Eminem

[willohand]

oh you guys aint read nothing yet.im jut getting warmed up.just like willow and tara.next chapter is going to be schoring tara hot.boy is she going to turn the tables on willow.tara has noticed a few body parts she`d like to get to know on willow.next chapter is going to make you all and

not to mention and but for all the right resons.

[WillowTara Addict]

(stammers) That was a warm-up? Oooh....Please don't drive me umm... ! But knowing you, you will STILL drive me with those hot scenes! Keep up the great job! I love it! Am so looking forward to your next chapter. Love ya!

[photographer02]

OH MY GOD!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!



Wow...oh wow....



I love it!!



Please continue?



photographer02

[wimpy0729]

HOLY CRAP!



I've been away a few days and come back to this amazingly long and steamy update.



OMG the way you described it all was overpowering and still so sweet. I just can't imagine them trying to sign when their hands are um...wanting to do other things. It was so intense.



Great job!



Okay, so now Tara's going to have a turn exploring Willow Wonderland, huh? I so cannot wait!



Soon please!



wimpy

"There was plenty of magic." ~ Tara

[RaVeN]

Hi at the moment I cant remember my name.. or your name.. or where I am.. but I do remember this one huge thing..





THAT WAS HOT!!



whew Im going to go raid the ice now..

[Irishgrl3]

Uhhh... errr... Well that was frickin HOT!

[willohand]

well i think its time that tara does a lot of her own discovering. dont you? well ive been away for the last week coming up with a storyline for tara getting to be in charege. i think ive come up with something to make thw kitties and oh not to mention me arond like a druken writer.as always im looking to post the next chapter by Sunday night the latest.prepare yourselves for a different kind of Tara. .

lets just say willow is going to...

[Shy One]

*jumping up and down waving hand in the air*

I'm Definitely in favor of it!

Ooooooh! Take charge Tara is coming soon?

By the sounds of it, we'll ALL be coming soon!



This story is so hot I think I've burnt my eyeballs.



I can't wait for the update!



Shy One

[willohand]

are you kitties ready for this?This is so hot.nc17 is not a good enough rating for this chapter. factor is off the charts.your going to be and with a little in the mix.dont be too .this is some hot babe who knows what she likes.andf is... well is .

hope you all enjoy.remember replies help me to write more.so everybody reply please.ill be post it by tonight.spread the word.so im off to do the dance of the drunken writer .

[willohand]

Okay, here it is, the moment you've all been waiting for, hot Willow & Tara NC-17 goodness



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Her appearance made Willow go weak in the knees. Barely making it to the couch she sat next to Tara and couldn't stop her body reacting to Tara’s outfit. She tried to hold herself together but when Tara leaned in and her warm breast grazed Willow’s hand, the sudden warmth caused her head to spin. Her eyes widened as if opening them more could stop the walls, the floor and the room from swirling.

Tara made sure to position herself on Willow’s left hand side so that she had to lean over or past Willow to reach anything.



She repeated her question from earlier

"Willow what do you want to see first?" She leaned back into the pillows as she asked.



The shirt had risen up a few inches and Willow’s eyes lit up with lust. Visions of her and Tara rolling around on the couch kissing had the redhead breathing heavily with desire. Tara noticed this and decided she liked how Willow was getting all flustered. She also noticed that Willow’s eyes were slowly changing from the normal light green to a darker shade as she watched her.

‘Oh god her eyes... her eyes are changing color as she looks at me. That happens when...she’s ...really turned on. GULP!’ Tara sat smiling as she waited for Willow to answer.



After a few more seconds Willow was back to the world.

"Popcorn and belly goodies are needed. Can’t watch movies without munchies." She signed. Tara shook her head in agreement.



Before Tara could get up Willow started to get things in order. She picked out the DVD’s and adjusted all the controls for color, sound and so forth.



They headed for the kitchen, Willow trailing behind Tara, watching her ass. Tara could feel Willow eyeing her. She was enjoying the attention.

Once in the kitchen Tara was going through the refrigerator looking for seasoning for the popcorn. There was popcorn in a lower cabinet and an extra bag above the stove. The blonde decided to get the bag from above, where she had to reach on her toes.

Willow watched as Tara’s shorts inched up her ass and showed more cheek.

‘Okay I can’t take much more of this without pouncing on her.’ Willow thought to herself. Taking a deep breath she slowly walked up behind Tara and waited for her to grab the popcorn. As Tara came back down to the floor she instantly felt Willow’s warm body pressed up against her. Willow hands pulled her making sure her feet were planted squarely on the floor. Then she pulled Tara into her and just held her tightly.

Tara snuggled back into her girlfriend.



Willow’s mouth found its way to Tara’s body a bit roughly.

‘OH what’s this? My Willow is getting rough. Mmmmnn...I like this. More please.’ As if reading Tara’s mind, Willow guided Tara to the counter and made her bend over, exposing her ass. Then she started to touch and feel Tara’s ass underneath the shorts.

‘Oh shit. This feels gooooood.’



“Tara, oh god I'm sorry, I just need to touch you, to feel you.” Willow signed.

She went to move her arms from around the woman she loves and was stopped by a pair of hands, holding her in her spot.

"No. Don't move, it’s okay Will. I want you here." Tara signed.

So Willow held Tara even closer. They stayed that way for a few minutes.

"Um... the popcorn..." Tara signed as she stood and relaxed into Willow.



Willow continued to hold Tara close. Slowly she turned Tara around and kissed her, hungrily, needing, desperate. Tara responded, kissing her back just as hungrily. Mouths fought for control as tongues went back and fourth between mouths.

They slowed down their actions long enough to regain some control.

"That was... it was um." Tara signed.

Willow signed as well as she could under the circumstance, which where beyond her control.



They went about making the popcorn and drinks.



Thirty minutes later...

They entered the living room with enough food and drinks to make it through two movies. Tara once again decided to sit on the left, so no matter what, she had to reach over Willow; brush up against Willow; or walk past her and Willow was being driven crazy with all the small contact.



‘Oh god this is true torture. Her breasts are peeking out her shirt, well if you want to call it a shirt, ‘cos, well more holes than shirt. Mmnnn...Tara breasts...’



Out the corner of her eye Tara watched Willow.



‘Oh I just know her mind is working double time with this outfit. Come on Will, just do whatever it is that mind of yours is thinking.’





‘Brain to Willow: We can’t take much more of this. We had a meeting.

Willow to brain: What? A meeting? Without me? What the...

Brain to Willow: We have decided the best form of action is to...

Willow to brain: To what? Oh no, what are you going to do?

Brain to Willow: Look at her. God she’s as sexy as anything we have ever experienced. And we’re in her place, watching movies in the dark and we haven't kissed her yet. So we’re going to go slow. We’re going to give her our virginity. She will take such beautiful care of it. Okay, so we all agree it’s Tara who we want making love to us.’





The next thing that happened caught the redhead off guard.

As Tara sat watching Willow she couldn't help herself. She needed to taste Willow. Badly. And the fact that Willow was trying to control herself only fuelled Tara’s need.



‘Look at her, sitting there pretending to be watching this movie. I can feel her eyes on me even in the dark. God she is driving me horny... I mean nuts. She’s so in control. Or at least, she’s pretending to be. I wonder if she’ll be in control after I do this...’



Tara reaches over into the popcorn bowl that’s on Willow’s lap. Grabbing a handful she made sure to drop a few pieces onto Willow’s lap. She smiled and with her free hand began to grab for the few stray pieces.

Willow’s eyes go wide as Tara fumbles with her efforts to find the dropped popcorn. Popping into her mouth the handful she had she then had both hands free.

"I'm sorry about the mess I made all over you. It’ll just take a minute to find it." She signed.

Willow was reacting to the effects of Tara’s hand and was unable to understand a word of it.

"Here let me try to see if I can find them." she signed.

With that Tara hands were all over Willow lap. Tara found a small wet area and she smiled a devilish smile as she kept up her search, letting her hands drift close to Willow’s wet pussy until she finally found some popcorn.



Of course all the while her search was slowly killing Willow. She tried not to move too much so Tara wouldn't know that she was really turned on by the way she was feeling just for the popcorn. As Tara pulled away the piece of popcorn from between Willow’s legs her hand rested on the redhead’s thigh causing Willow to moan out before she was able to stop it.

Tara looked at Willow signing

"Hey you okay? You looked flushed."

Willow abruptly stood up but Tara was right there close to her. So close in fact that their bodies were touching.

"Willow sit down I want to talk to you.”



As they sit Tara captured Willow’s hand and brought it to her mouth. She looked Willow directly in the eyes as she started to lick her fingers.

Willow’s eyes slowly closed as she gave in to her feelings. She moved closer to Tara and began to push her fingers deeper into the warm mouth. Tara sucked harder on the fingers presented to her. Willow kept switching fingers for Tara to suck. Then Tara goes about licking Willow’s palm and wrist. She left a warm trail as she continued her exploration of Willow’s skin, all the way up her arm. Once she reached her shoulders, Tara then found the cutest area of freckles that held her attention. She bit and sucked the area leaving a big, dark mark.

"You belong to me. And Willow, I belong to you. Every single inch of me is all yours. Yours only Willow, to do with anything your heart desires." Tara signed. She then backed Willow up towards the couch. Once there Tara gently pushed Willow down and laid on top of her.

"Open your mouth so I can give you something I know you like to eat." After signing that, she then pulls her shirt up and her breasts fall forward in Willow`s face.



Willow licked her lips and sat up, grabbing a breast with her mouth. Tara moaned at the contact. She suddenly pulled back signing

"NO! Eat it as if you can’t get enough of me." She grabbed Willow’s neck and shoved herself into Willow’s face, rubbing her breast all over it. She cried out in pleasure as Willow took a hard bite of her flesh.

"You want it like this don't you?" Willow quickly signed.

Tara, after biting her lip from joy and lust shook her head yes.

“Oh god, Tara baby so good... breast ... warm...” She continued to sign as she feasted on Tara’s breast.

Of course by now she wasn't making much sense but Tara didn't mind, she wasn't able to think straight anyway, because of all the attention being given to her breasts.

Willow went back and forth between them, licking, sucking, biting, trying to swallow Tara up. Tara’s pussy was soaked. So much that Willow could feel the wetness on her stomach.

Willow’s hands swept around pulling Tara even more on to her stomach.

"Tara... Tara, oh god I can feel you dripping on my stomach... it feels so hot. Baby you’re so wet. I want to smell you. Come up here." she signed.



Tara was shocked at first. Then it being Willow... she inched her way up Willow’s chest, stopping to hover just above her face. Willow took a deep sniff and loved the way Tara smelled.

Tara almost passed out when she felt Willow’s nose near her pussy. Tara was balancing herself on the edge of the couch.



Tara felt Willow’s hands opening the lips of her pussy. Then she felt Willow’s face rubbing against her wetness. She looked down to find Willow’s face in her pussy. She was rubbing her entire face in Tara’s pussy, getting her entire face wet. The front of Willow’s hair, her eyebrows and eyelashes, her nose and lips were now covered with Tara’s wetness. The sight of Willow covered in her own juices just got Tara more wet.

Willow was licking off Tara’s juice from her lips and Tara watched with lustful eyes.



"I want to make love to you Willow. I want you to make love to me. God I want it so much. But if you aren't ready... if for any reason you don't feel comfortable..." Willow stopped Tara’s hands

"Tara I'm ready. I want us to make love too. God I want you so much baby. I need to be with you, please Tara.” Willow begged through signing.



Easing down with shaky legs Tara sat face to face with Willow and she could smell herself on Willow’s face. She starts to sniff and smell.

They kiss one another hungrily as hands roam soft skin.



‘I can’t believe she did this. She was... oh God, she was rubbing my wet pussy all against her face. God look at her. She’s covered in me, my j-juices. Oh God yes...’ Tara grabbed hold of Willow’s face and started to lick and taste herself.



‘Willow to brain: Oh okay, did we just do that? Did we just do that? Did we just bury our face in her wet pussy? What the heck...

Brain to Willow: Hellloooo wet pussy. Mmmmmnnnnn... Very wet pussy being the important phrase.

Willow to brain: I don't care that we made her that...wet... Wait we made her wet? We made her that wet? WE MADE HER THAT WET! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

Brain to Willow: Yes we did. She’s dripping and it’s because of something we did and said.

Willow to brain: Well now what? What else? God look how she’s looking at me. Her...eyes...are so much darker. Oh Boy you know what this means right?

Brain to Willow: Yes, it means that she`s really turned on. She really wants us. Maybe even more than we want her.

Willow to brain: Oh okay. I'm just going to faint right now.

Brain to Willow: Uh fainting is not an option.

Brain to body.’



All of a sudden Willow’s entire body was alive. In unison they answer the call.



‘Body to brain: Yes? You called us?

Brain to body: Tonight is a very important night. Change of plans. Instead of us giving our virginity to Tara there is something else we have to do first. But I promise we will give ourselves to her, but first she needs something very special from us in another way.'



In unison her body asked:



‘What? What does Tara need? We’ll give her anything.

Brain to body: She needs us to just love her. She is so beautiful and god knows she’s so special...’





With that Willow pulled Tara in close and kissed her ears back and forth. Tara let herself be pulled tightly into Wilow’s embrace. She felt kisses all over her face, neck, shoulders and ears.

"Oh god Willow." Tara signed.

Using all her strength Willow changed position to lay on top of Tara. Tara saw all the love and lust and passion in Willow’s eyes and knew that tonight was going to be something special.

"Willow? Will, I want to show you how to love me." She signed.

Willow smiled and slowly shook her head in agreement.

"But not here Tara. I want to make love to you in your bed. Please." Willow signed.

Tara smiled and nodded her head. As she was about to stand up and walk Willow stopped her.

"Tara wait." She signed. She stepped closer to her and picked her up, to Tara’s surprise.



As Willow is carrying her, she’s kissing her neck and signing

"God Willow no other woman has ever..." Willow stopped her by kissing her.

"That’s because the other woman were poo poo heads and didn't know what they had in you. But Tara I know you are a queen. My queen and I’m going to spend every day showing you if you let me." She spoke to Tara slowly.



Willow kicked open the bedroom door and laid Tara down gently. She pulled Tara’s top off over her head as Tara raised her hands above her head. Willow couldn’t take her eyes off of Tara’s breasts. Tara felt so vulnerable, but looking into Willow’s eyes she started to feel calm.

Willow then reached for Tara’s shorts. She slowly pushed Tara on to her back as she pulls off the shorts. Tara’s pussy was wet and her juices are all along the hairs of her pussy. Willow closed her eyes for a split second.

Taking a deep breath she started to undress herself, until she looked at Tara.

"Baby can you undress me? I want to feel your hands on me please." She signed to Tara, who smiled and sat up on her knees and pull off Willow’s shirt.

Willow’s breathing was heavy and coming in quick short spurts. Tara knew she was getting nervous and she wanted to calm the redhead.



"I don't know how, but you somehow know my body already, so don't be too nervous. It’s okay if you are. If you weren't, then I’d be nervous. Just do what your body tells you. I promise to show you how to love me. Oh baby are you okay? We don't have to do this tonight." She signed slowly to be sure Willow understood.



Willow read Tara’s hands.

"Come here." She said as she grabs Tara by the wrist, her voice completely different from normal.

Tara noticed Willow’s eyes were so dark they no longer looked green. She let Willow pull her towards her.



"I need you to do something for me, to say something." Tara’s eyes got large with surprise and fear. "Just one word baby please. Tara look at me." Tara lifted her head and looked directly into Willow’s eyes. "Just one word Tara. Yours. Just say to me, I’m yours. Okay that’s two words, but you get what I mean." Tara shook her head yes.

Willow then took Tara’s hands and placed them on the front of her jeans.

"Undress me so I can make love to my wife… I, I'm sorry. I-I meant my girlfriend. Um oh wait, we’re not girlfriends yet. Oh shit, Tara I'm sorry. But to me you are my wife. I know you’re probably thinking; oh hold on there Missy, wife? I don't want to be your wife..."



Tara cut the redhead off with a tender soft kiss. She looked Willow in the eyes.

"Y-y-yours. I'm yours." Tara said in a soft voice.



Willow grabbed Tara, pushing her down on her back and was happily kissing her all over her face. They both were crying and holding one another tightly. Tara rolled a shocked Willow on to her back and straddled the redhead. A little bit more confidently

"I'm yours." She said to Willow as she looked down at her. Their eyes lock.



‘Oh god she talked again. She’s mine. Oh she said she’s mine.’



Willow was out of her pants and wearing just a thong. Tara was having difficulty breathing. The sight of Willow was more then she could take.

"Mine?" She asked as she pointed at Willow. Willow’s mouth fell open in shock.

"Mine?" She asked again as she touched Willow’s stomach. Willow snapped back and answered.

"Yes. I'm yours. All yours baby.”



Tara closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

“Wife? Your wife?” She pointed to herself. Willow was crying now, as was Tara.

"Baby you’re talking. Oh god Tara you’re talking to me again. Yes wife. I'm your wife." She hugged Tara. "I'm going to make love to you tonight. I want to show you just how much I want you, how much I need you.”



Flipping Tara on to her back Willow then ran her hand up and down Tara’s body stopping to sign the word “wife” and “yours. I'm yours”.

Tara was feeling so loved and adored.

"My wife." Willow said as Tara watched her mouth.

"Kiss me Tara, my wife."



Tara kissed Willow with pure passion, it overwhelmed them both.

“Look at you. So sexy. So hot. Willow, I, I mean…" Tara signed.

Willow looked Tara in the eyes.

"What is it baby? Tell me. You can tell me anything.”

“Make love to me. Please.”



Willow shook her head yes and hovered above Tara for a few minutes. She slowly lowered herself on to Tara’s warm body.



‘Willow to brain: This is where we belong.

Brain to Willow: Where we shall remain.’



Hovering above Tara, Willow had no idea what to do first. Tara could feel that she was nervous.



"I'm scared." Willow whispered as she turned away from Tara. "In my head I do all these things that you enjoy and want more but..."

"Show me.” Tara signed. “Show me what it is you do with me in your head."

Willow looked down at Tara and closed her eyes and kissed her. But Tara needed to be with Willow completely. She touched Willow’s shoulder. Willow slowly opened her eyes and looked at Tara through her tears.

“I will show you what I like. I will show you how to love me. We’ll go slow. All night if that’s what it takes. Willow’s eyebrows shoots up."

“Why Ms. Maclay, all night just making love? Are you sure?" Willow smiled as she signed.



Tara grabbed her face and kissed her passionately. Willow smiled and licked her lips.



"Hey that tongue is supposed to be licking me, not yourself." Tara signed as she pouted.

Willow started to kiss Tara everywhere. Then she concentrated on her ears. Tara was in heaven.

After a few minutes of Willow licking her ears, Tara was soaked and Willow didn't seem close to stopping her attention to Tara’s ears.

Tara was breathing heavily and clinging to Willow. As their bodies melted into one another, each body in unison screamed out from pleasure. No introductions were needed. Their bodies merged as naturally as could be.



Willow’s mouth moved from the ears but not until Tara was gripping the sheets so tight. Just when Tara felt herself calming down Willow’s mouth was sucking at the pulse point at her neck. Tara knew she was being marked and she enjoyed the idea that Willow wanted the world to know that she was hers. She did belong to Willow too. In her heart she knew from the second their eyes connected that faithful first day when Willow was being interviewed and got lost...





As her mouth was making it’s home on Tara’s neck Willow’s hands were roaming all over Tara’s body. Tara’s fingers were entwined in Willow’s hair, pulling it roughly. This only made Willow more turned on.

From Tara’s neck, to her breasts.

Tara was now squirming around beneath Willow. It was as if Willow was just learning how to eat for the first time. Her mouth was everywhere. Or at least, it felt that way to Tara.

Willow feasted off Tara breast for what felt like hours to Tara, who loved every moment. Biting, licking, sucking and devouring Tara’s breast had Tara on the verge of passing out. She willed herself not to pass out in order to enjoy it all. There was still so much of her for Willow to have and take.



‘Oh shit. This is so good. God she’s going to make me come just from sucking my breast. Wait is that even possible? Can I actually come from no contact with my...my oooooohhhhhhhhh ssssssssssshhiiiittttttt! OH GOD, I THINK I'M COMING.’



Tara grabbed hold of Willow’s head and pulled a handful of hair. This made Willow stop and look up.

Tara was trembling and her eyes were shut really tight. Willow gently kissed her face. Tara opened her eyes and grabbed Willow to her. Willow felt Tara’s body go stiff. She was scared. Tara opened her eyes in time to see the look of panic on Willow’s face.

She couldn't sign it. She had tears in her eyes from joy but Willow didn't understand it. She was afraid she had hurt Tara. Tara wasn't able to sign what was happening so she did the only thing she could. She took Willow’s hand and put it between her legs. Willow felt something hot escaping from Tara’s pussy. She blinked a few times as if trying to understand. After a few seconds, it made sense.

She watched Tara as she finally opened her eyes again. Willow looked up to see smiling blue eyes. Tara was drenched in sweat. Willow kissed her way back to Tara, who wanted to just hold the redhead. They kissed. Willow’s hand went back down to Tara’s pussy and was touching it lightly.

Tara watched as Willow brought that hand to her face and licked it. She smiled as she began smelling Tara’s essence.

Something happened in that moment. Tara sensed it too. Willow gave her such a look as she was tasting her. A look that Tara felt to her very soul.

"Mine." She mouthed as she touched Tara`s pussy again. Tara felt her body respond to watching Willow mouth that one word.

The next thing she knew Willow was on her. She roughly opened Tara’s thighs with her knee as she kissed her long and hard.

"I'm yours." Willow signed. Tara shook her head excitedly. More kissing. More touching.

"Turn over." Willow signed.



Tara did as Willow asked of her. Once on her stomach she felt Willow’s mouth on her ass. Light kissing that soon turned to long licks and sucking of her cheeks. Then something happened...



Tara felt her ass cheeks being separated and Willow’s hot mouth was on her in that area. She was shocked and froze.

She had never told Willow or any woman for that matter how she wanted to try anal sex.

Willow was the only woman who had gone down there and not knowing Tara’s secret fantasy about wanting anal sex. She wasn't sure how to react. But then she knew Willow was the woman she’s glad discovered her want for this.

Tara’s breath began to come in gasps as Willow’s tongue ran over her asshole again and again. Tara was getting light headed. She could feel her clit was hardening as Willow licked her asshole.

Willow was deeply taking in the scent of Tara as she was ravishing her girl. She decided Tara tasted sweet and sweaty at the same time. She grasped Tara’s hand that was gripping the cover next to her.



Tara had thought of anal sex for some time now. She always knew it would feel good but she was still scared to express this desire to any of her previous partners. And now here she was with Willow’s face buried up her ass.



‘OH MY GOD! How... how did she know? Sh... she... this feels so good. Oh shit I'm going to...oh shit, hot mouth. Oh Willow how...?’



Tara came and she came hard. Willow kept licking as Tara’s body shook from the second of many orgasms.

The next thing Willow did was slide a finger inside Tara’s asshole. Tara opened her legs wider in hopes that Willow would fill her up completely. And all her deepest desires were answered on this night.

Slowly Willow did just that, she filled Tara’s asshole with her entire hand. She fisted Tara into oblivion. And just as Tara’s body was on its way to a comfortable slumber Willow turned Tara on to her back, roughly opened her thighs and ate her pussy.



Lowering her mouth Willow could feel Tara’s fingers in her hair and on her back digging in deep. Willow licked Tara’s clit over and over again. After a few minutes, Tara was pushing and bucking into Willow’s face.



All of a sudden Tara cried out Willow’s name. Tara was crying as she came. Willow ate her until she stopped moving.

Willow quickly wrapped herself around her wife. She pulled Tara into her, holding her as the blonde slowly came back from her high.



"Are you alright?" Willow signed. Tara could only smile. She pulled Willow into her and held her tightly.

"God I'm a pig, I think." Willow signed. Tara gave her a questioning look. "I want you again. I have to have you again. Please Tara."



Tara read Willow’s lips and turned on her side giving Willow her hip. Willow’s eyes grew wide with excitement. Her mouth was on Tara’s hip, kissing and biting, as her hands were gripping Tara’s ass. As she bit her hip she was massaging Tara’s asshole with her finger.

Tara spread her legs and helped Willow to fuck her up the ass by wetting Willow’s finger herself with her own mouth. She and Willow both pushed two fingers inside her. Tara slowly raised herself up into the doggy style position giving Willow more access to her asshole. Willow started slow so not to hurt Tara, but it was Tara who, within moments was pushing herself back more on to Willow’s fingers.



Willow added another, then another and finally her whole fist was in Tara’s ass once again and Tara was riding Willow’s hand.

Tara’s body was on fire. Willow was banging her harder and harder and it was feeling so good. A little painful but so good at the same time.

Willow’s hand was disappearing inside of Tara and she was watching it with excitement. They both were dripping in sweat. Willow felt Tara’s body changing.



‘Brain to Willow: Tara is about to come so don't stop no matter what.

Willow to brain: Of course.’



Tara looked back at Willow as she began to come. Willow kept pumping into her as she was coming. They locked eyes as Tara exploded. Her body went limp on to the bed.



Willow left her hand inside her for a little while after.

Tara was shivering so Willow covered her then jumped up and started a fire in the fire place. It took her a few minutes. By this time Tara was sleeping again. Willow curled up behind Tara pulling her in close and gently stroked the wet hair from her face. Willow kissed her a few times on her cheek and face.

"Sleep my baby. I will be right here when you wake up. I love you Tara Maclay.”