fic: straight to hell and back!

[willowsgrrl]

i shgould have change the lock, i should have made you leve your key

[willowsgrrl]

this is for piper



i i had know for just one moment you'd be back to bother me

[foreverpiper]

hehe, thanks!

It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on. - My mantra on a bad day.


And never let it be said that I left a Tara craving unsatisfied. - Willow in Wilderness

[willowsgrrl]

no prob

christina

[Tarahand]

i can't take it! i've been waiting and waiting and waiting and nothing happens! GAH!!! please let something happen.... pretty please

[spazz07]

Oh now go.

Walk out the door.

Just turn around now.

You're not welcome anymore.



Please update sooooon!



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

[gertie1]

argh the levels i will go for an update. Here's the WHOLE song... PLEASE i really need an update. I now ruining your game, but i'm desperate. *thinks to herself, i hope i have the right song*



First I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

Without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

Thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

And so you're back

From outer space

I just walked in to find you here

With that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

You'd be back to bother me



Go on now go walk out the door

Just turn around now

'Cause you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

You think I'd crumble

You think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

As long as I know how to love

I know I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

And I'll survive

I will survive



It took all the strength I had

Not to fall apart

Kept trying hard to mend

The pieces of my broken heart

And I spent oh so many nights

Just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

And you see me

Somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

Still in love with you

And so you felt like dropping in

And just expect me to be free

Now I'm saving all my loving

For someone who's loving me

[funkyasian]

woohoo!! now we've got everybody singiing... ...okay trish...that's your cue to start posting...i'm not sure how long we can all hold out for!!



*steph decides to not only sing but start dancing around the room listening to the mp3 of the song...*



steph

Edited by: funkyasian at: 7/29/02 5:36:06 am

[shootingstar]

*walks into thread pretty darn late*



Ah, well I had to say something here, cos I don't think I've posted here....I'm a bad kitten, sorry.



Brilliant story so far guys but I wanna update! *Stamps foot* I could pout or whine or....sing? or lord how you don't wanna hear me sing...can I ask a stupid question?, is anyone else thinking of the weetabix advert?



as long as you've had weetabix you know you'll stay aliveeeee*



Teehee, I loved those adverts!



Luv Star x (who wants an update...please? )

***
No it was the frogs! Take them! They stole the pie...
-Sleeping Willow in Loco2's >insert imaginative title here<

[willntlover]

Dear lord i feel stupid for missing the beginning of this fic.



It totally rocks!!! I jeard the writers could be tempted with singing, is it true?? Because while i can't sing that well, i will justa see more of this story!



Jeez, i feel like a crack addict. I wonder if that's how- wait not going there.



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[TheWhiz]

If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me!





Edited to add: Jeez, everybody must have posted at the same time!! I look a right dunce now, never mind!

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

Edited by: TheWhiz at: 7/29/02 11:50:51 am

[SquishyTrishy]

We'll I must say my wonderful fans that while your singing is alright your enthusiam is just, well it makes up for it. Do I have the best fans or what? I say I do. Me and Loco totaly love you guys...though I have to wonder where Loco is. I write her an email, talk to her on here and I cant seem to find that girl. Not that I am blamming her..or anything. I promise you will get ur fic ASAP! Trully, i havent even read the next part of my own fic. I loved your singing it really inspired me, *dances around the room signing that song* Has anyone ever seen the movie the replacements..hehe you see big ass football players dacening around to this song..it is as funny as hell. If your wondering why I choose that song. So, you'll get your fic soon, I promise. ( I hope ) Loco, where is you???



Dont Stop now anyone..I wanna hear those sexy voices..(Steph, my baby..SING!)

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?

[TheWhiz]

I've seen the film 'The Replacements' and yep, I agree the dancing to 'I Will Survive' was really funny!

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

[saule77]

*** Looks frantically for Loco2 in every dark corner of the Kitten board... to no avail ***



I want, no wait I NEED my update ... Or else I'll sing, er... cry... (Trust me, the sheer idea of me singing has been known to scare grown men )



***********************

You can tell it's not gonna have a happy ending when the main guy's all bumpy (Tara in "Crush")

[WillowsSlave]

HI!! Just now catching up and I have to say I love it! *Laughs as everyone is singing, and joins along merrily, dancing around my room, singing to my twinkily fairy lights.* I can('t) wait for the update. Until then, more of the sing along! *laughs*





Kerri

Willow: Were more centered on the girl-on-girl action. ~ Talking with Anyaka in Entropy
~`~`~`~
Tara: What about the (furrowed Tarabrow) "trio's evil skeem"?
Willow:(Grin) Well, I'm kinda working on my owwn...(Complete with Willowleer.) ~ In Seeing Red (duh!)

[foreverpiper]

hehe, i for one, am most definatly not dancing around merrily! I dance like Riley on crack, and lemme tell you, that is NOT a pretty site!



I can't believe it! *sigh* Making us sing and dance for an update!



*looks around for Steph* WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *sob* I'm having withdraws!!!!



I'm not talking to u till there's an update!

It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on. - My mantra on a bad day.


And never let it be said that I left a Tara craving unsatisfied. - Willow in Wilderness

[funkyasian]

*humming and still dancing around...looks up* wait...the music end? hmmm...should we start a new one and see how many it would take for loco to show?



side note...has everyone seen bound? jennifer tilly and gina gershon...holy sh*t ...pulse racing...gina gershon's body...oh my god...*panting* - baby i'm sorry...but wow...and oh god...and...*walking over to trish* i'm sorry baby girl...you know how much i love smut like this...*gives sad puppy eyes while stealing glances at the tv*

*getting a strange feeling i'll be in the dog house tonight*



steph



btw - foreverpiper - which steph are you looking for? me or loco? it's a little confusing sometimes when there are two steph's...

Edited by: funkyasian at: 7/29/02 7:34:36 pm

[foreverpiper]

hehe...i wuz talking 'bout loco. But your right, it can be very confuzing.

It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on. - My mantra on a bad day.


And never let it be said that I left a Tara craving unsatisfied. - Willow in Wilderness

[SquishyTrishy]

Hey Everyone, your singing has given me a great idea. I met this girl steph (funkasian) and I like her alot, I was thinking of something I could do for her and suddenly this idea came into my mind. I am going to sing her. I know this thread is just suppose to be for Tara and Will so i hope no one gets mad at me. But I cant do any Tara and Will stuff on this thingy here cuz I seem to have lost my Co-writer. And I just have to say that all you fans are abslutely wonderful, waiting (which i am really sorry about) and singing. By the way, i invite you all to sing in order to pass the time. This song isnt very romantic but it is how i feel in some ways and I just wanted to sing it for you, my baby. So um..here it goes..



Goo Goo Dolls

Iris



And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

'Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight



And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

And you bleed just to know you're alive



And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am



I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?

[funkyasian]

i..umm...i...nobody has ever done anything like that for me before...i don't even know what to say...*runs over to trish and holds her tightly*...thank you baby...but that hardly feels enough...i wish i can tell you...*tiptoes to give you a kiss, nibbling lightly on your bottom lip*



thank you for giving me something so sweet...



steph

[SquishyTrishy]

Did I just break all my fans *grins* Oh, well..I suppose it was worth it. *grins* Right back to point..If loco doesnt show up today i will write the next part and post it cuz i think some either happend between her mom and her or the comp died. Cuz usually you can't keep her away from the board. Thanks to you guys for being the best..*yawns* I think ill go back to bed...



Just gotta say morning to my baby...

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?

[funkyasian]

nah...forget them baby...song's for me...and i'm the only one who can judge right? and i think it is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me...so there *sticking my tongue out at the crowd hoping i don't get pelted by rotten fruits/veggies*



*la la la - steph is skipping around her office singing to disco today...love caffeine...*



steph

[SquishyTrishy]

Stands infront of her baby, just in case there are some rotten vegs and fruits hidding out there. Baby, please turn of that evil horrible disco music before I die..*starts to pale* PLease..*starts melting* Or, ill just have to start playing u country..*melts into a puddle on the floor*







Ps. Never fear my kittens, i am writting an update for u! I am sorry it took so long.



PPs. By the way, if anyone is wondering P.S. mean post script (has no idea why she just said that) But then again i have no idea why it is post script cuz that doesnt make sense to me....i think i should go back to bed.

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?

[funkyasian]

damn it...now what am i suppose to do with this puddle...hmm...*scooping up what used to be trish into a tupperware bowl* - baby? okay...i'll turn off the disco...how about some beatles? that's okay right? will that change you back?



*hurries off to switch the music*

[SquishyTrishy]

Straight to hell and back chapt 4

By Trish and Loco (if i can find her)





OH. MY. GOD. WILLOW. WILLOW. WILLOW. Willow is here! Willow is the big honcho computer lady. I should have known it was going to be her. She was always so good with that kind of stuff. My baby, she looks so beautiful. I should say something. Tara, say something before she walks away. SAY SOMETIHING, YOU IDIOT! Tara just simply stared and Willow in shock and disbelief. Afraid to move or even breathe, Willow , the word rang out in her head as a sound of awe and fear, as searched her ex lovers eyes. But Willow quickly looked away from Tara’s stare.





Willow’s walls started falling down. Walls that she had built so high on all her lonely nights. She told herself she wasn’t going to cry anymore, as she covered her self with a blanket in a vain attempt to hide from the world. These walls had kept Willow rather numb and away for the sinking hole in her soul. Now they fell, as if nothing touched them. Simply the wind blowing over tiny insignificant blades of grass and she was powerless to stop it. Sobs were already choking her in her throat.



“ I need to use the bathroom, please excuse me.” Willow mumbled through her pain with what control she could manage and dashed off to hide. Again.



Jake looked utterly confused and just stood there trying to figure out what had happened. He turned to Tara looking for some answers, only to find that his date had run off after his computer programmer. I will never understand woman, and thank God I don’t have to.



…….



Willow burst into ladies room, her face twisted in pain and breath stunted by hyperventilation. She couldn’t even see where she going anymore. She moved against the wall, and just leaned there.



Tara ran past everyone, after the redhead. When she got the doors of the washroom she stopped. Scared of entering but not being able to stand seeing Willow is such pain. They had needed to talk for so long, she didn’t know if she could get the right words out. She heard a whimper of pain come out of the washroom and lost all hesitation. She pushed past the door and looked at her ex-lover.



“ Willow.” Tara said shakily.



Willow turned to look at Tara but didn’t meet her yes.



Tara didn’t know what to say, of all the things she wanted to say to Willow so many nights she couldn’t get out a single one of them. She had thought a thousand times what she would say to Willow when she saw her again. But it wasn’t supposed to be like this, and she was searching in her being for anything to say. She turned to her small wiccan decorated purse, and pulled out a brown paper bag. She emptied the contents of the bag, a ribbon she had given to Willow as a bookmark, and gave it to Willow. She didn’t say anything but moved cautiously towards Willow. She put the brown paper bag in Willows shaking hands.



“ Breath, just breath.” She told Willow in a slightly soothing voice. The touch of Willow’s hand against her’s, even if it was for a second gave her the courage to say what she needed. “ I thought a hundred times a day what I would say to you, when I saw you again. I didn’t think it would be like this. In my mind, I would be at Buffy’s house. You would open the door for me, and I would say hi. I would ask if I could talk to you, and then I would tell you this, whether you wanted to hear it or not. I would say I miss you. I miss you so much. I would tell you how hard it has been for me without you. I’d tell you how proud I am of what you have accomplished. I’d look in your eyes, and wonder why we can’t be together. At first I was so hurt that you chose magic over me. I got tired of hurting, so I tried to make you see…see that you don’t need magic to live. I sent you a dream of what our life together would be with out the major use of Wiccan magic. Do you remember? I thought for sure you would at least try and stop. I didn’t know. I didn’t know it would make you worse. I started to think that I had lost you forever. That I should have stayed with you, then maybe everything would still have been ok. I often wonder why I still stayed away even though I know you have been better for several months. I thought it was good, giving us both time to heal. I realize I was just trying to hide from the pain of being away from you. Shutting myself out of the world. I can’t do that Willow. I don’t want to be a coward. Not anymore. Please baby, stop crying.” Tara moved towards Willow, slowly, as if approaching a wild animal. “ I am sorry.”



Just then there was a knock on the washroom door. Jake spoke through the other side of the door. “Tar, I am sorry to interrupt but I just got a phone call. Chester got out and he, he got hit by a car.” He waited a couple of seconds but got no answer. “Tar, we have to go.”





More soon! I promise. Sorry this took so long.

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?

[snuggle79]

An Update!!! Great!!! But tooooooo short!! Come on! I need some more!!!

Tara:"Maybe we dreamed it."

Willow:"Right. Right. Wrong! (points at her head ) Different Brains." Tara:"Oh yeah."


Can we just skip it? Can...can you just be kissing me now?

[Loco2]

*shuffles into thread looking very very very sheepish*



um...... sorry?



i really am very sorry, guys. some shit happened and i live with a whore who makes my desicions for me, apparently, so i haven't been around. oh well, two more years 'till i can move out.



there was singing? i missed it. but that's probably a good thing for you guys,



i have sent the update off to trish, now.



sorry, again.



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Oh, bugger off, you brolly!" - Anya to Giles on his use of the english language
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[spazz07]

Wow very moving speach by Tara. Poor Chester though. Hopefully we dont have to wait as long for the next update sorry to hear about the problems at home Steph.



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

[willntlover]

Thanks for the update Trish!!!!



And Loco, don't feel bad If ya want i'll sing to ya.



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[SquishyTrishy]

EVERYONE STOP READING NOW!!!!! STOP STOP STOP! LOCO WAS IN CHARGE OF WRITTING THE NEXT PART BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHERE SHE WAS AND I AM LEAVING SOON FOR A WHILE AND I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE YOU HIGH AND DRY. SO PLEASE INGORE THE LATEST POST AND I AM GOING TO POST WHAT LOCO WROTE. SORRY

" If you cant be a good example you will have to be a horrible warning."

Guess Which one I am?