Fic:1.1 Vergilius <Updated 5/9/03>

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Update:

1.1 Vergilius part 5



It was now a week later and Tara was very dissapointed she hadn´t met the redhead anymore this week. There were so many things she´d like to talk to her about. She couldn´t help herself, but everytime she was thinking about the beautiful redhead she was feeling all weak inside.

She was sitting in the café staring at her cup of coffee. The coffee they served here was really gros she tought. Tara´s classes were over, so she hadn´t had the foggiest idea why she was still sitting her at the café, but she didn´t feel like going home aswell. She stood up and just got herself another cup of coffee.

At the corner of the café there was a cute couple sitting and Tara couldn´t help staring at them, not to obvious of course.

She was wondering when she´d ever get the chance to be happy and in love with someone. She never had the chance to meet anyone nice, because of her father. He couldn´t stand the magic and other surreal thing let alone that she ever brought home a girl and telling her father that she liked girls, that she actualy was gay.

Tara had know she was gay for a couple of years now. When the girls at school were falling into guy after guy she just didn´t see what was so nice about them, but she would sure turn around if a nice girl walked by.

At first she thought she wasn´t into the boys because of her father bullying her, but know a lot of miles away from him she still couldn´t feel the interest in boys coming up.

She had her own life now and she could bring anyone she liked. That thought pleased her so much that a big grin was covering her face now.

She emptied her second cup of coffee but still didn’t feel like going home. Mainly because there was just no one there when she came home. Sitting over here she could enjoy the view of other people, but she now was kinda boring of staring at the couple in the corner. They were getting a little too sticky with eachother, so looking at that kinda embaressed Tara.

If she wasn’t feeling like going home she could just go to the library and do some homework over there . Altough she wasn’t feeling like doing homework aswell she grabbed her bag and went to the library.

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Willow was walking trough the campus. Her classes were over now but she didn’t feel like going home, she had way to much energy to sit at home and stare at the television. She hoped that she was meeting Tara again this week but luck just wasn’t on her side it seemed. Every time she saw a blonde girl she watched carefully if it was Tara but it just wasn’t ever the case.

Willow walked along the stairs to go up to the library. She needed to do some history homework and maybe the pressence of the library would be a good use.

Willow settled down at one of the tables and started to unpack her bag. Her different colored pens were also there in case she needed to underline something important.

The first exercise was about the Viking-effect on Europe. Willow sighed with annoyance. Why on earth should she do research on the Vikings in Europe for god’s sake!

She hadn’t a clue about Vikings or Europe or let alone the effect they over there. She definitly needed books to complete this task.

She stood up and walked towards the bookcases. Within a few minutes she found a book that seemed useful to her. She grabbed the book and slowly walked back to her table. She sat down and started to absorbe the words written in the book. Like always she was instantly caught by the words and was fully concentrated to it.

She was so into it that she didn’t notice a girl walking straight to her.



Tara was sitting in the library for a while but she couldn’t find the energy to get her to work. She was just staring when she saw the redhead entering the library. Tara had hoped Willow would notice her but obviously she didn’t.

She saw the readhead stand up and her heart was beating like crazy. Did Willow see her and was she coming to her? She felt kinda dissapointend when she noticed Willow was walking at the bookcases. It was obvious the redhead hadn’t noticed her else she would have walked over, would she?

Tara decided this time it was her who needed to make the move. She stood up and started to walk towards the table where Willow was sitting on

“Hey!” Tara said

“Huh.. what?” Willow woke up from her concentration. “Oh hey sorry I was kinda into reading”

“What were you reading” Tara asked

“Well it is so not interesting, about Vikings and stuff”

“Ah you started your history exercises,” Tara noticed

“Yeah I did, how do you.. have a seat by the way, but how do you know it’s my history homework?”

“Well I have this same homework to be done,” Tara couldn’t help but smirk at the look Willow got on her face right now.

“What! So you’re in the same year as I am then?”

“It’s my first year here, so yours too?” Tara asked

“Yeah I’m new... I mean it’s my first year aswell Wow! I can’t believe it. How come we never met in class before?” Willow just couldn’t believe it. She had actually more in common with this girl that she knew of

“I don’t have a clue Tara said I guess I’m in another group then you are, this campus is so huge. I got lost the first time I got here and there are so many students.”

Willow suddenly remembered the coupon that was still in her pocket. She opened her pocket and grabbed the coupon.

“I uhm... have somthing I have to give you” Willow was suddenly feeling like a ten year old girl showing a drawing to her parents. She gave the coupon to Tara.

Tara stared at the coupon, she had absolutly no clue what it was about.

“So uhm... I guess you like coffee?” she said doubtful.

“I do but... no I mean... the other side of it” Willow said confused “You need to turn it around”

“Oh”Tara said as she turned around the coupon “Oh!” she exclaimed “It.. it’s your adress” she said a little more calm now. She got Willow’s adress! The girl gave her her adress she was so happy. “I’m glad y...you gave it to me” she told Willow “Do you have a piece of paper for me?”

“Yeah sure I have!” Willow eclaimed she ripped a piece of paper out of her notebook and gave Tara a pen.

Tara started to write down her name, adress and phonenumber on the paper. As she was finished she shove the paper back to Willow.

“Here you go now we’re even, you can call me anytime!”

“This is so cool!” Willow said “Maybe we can look at the book some time and maybe try some spells from it. I mean I can’t do it by myself but maybe you... you can teach me.. if...if you like”

“Of course I like” Tara replied “When do you have time? I’d love to see through the book sometime and I’d love to teach you some more things”

Tara suddenly got scared of her reaction. She was being a little pushy here to make an appointment with Willow. What if the girl wouldn’t want that. But here doubts were taken very quick by Willow.

“Well what about tonight? Maybe we can off to have a drink at the Bronze? To get to know eachother a little more?” Willow asked

“Tonight is perfect!” Tara exclaimed. “Only what is the Bronze?

“You don’t know the Bronze?”Willow exclaimed “The Bronze is the coolest place in Sunnydale... well actually it’s the only place in Sunnydale, it’s not super special but it’s ok to hang out sometimes.They play nice music and a lot of people dancing”

“I like going out with you” Tara said softly almost whispering her words “B...but can w..we maybe go some place more quiet? T...then we... we can t...talk better” Tara started to stutter again, because her doubts were overwhelming. Would Willow like her proposal of going somewhere more quiet?

“Quiet is good” Willow responded “You are absolutely right, the Bronze is not exactly the place to talk and get to know eachother. I kinda forgot that, sorry.”

“N...no it’s ok don’t worry” Tara said. “Do you know a place where we can go then?”

“Uhmm I... the Bronze is kinda the only place in Sunnydale to go out to” Willow didn’t have a clue where they could go to to have a nice talk

“Well...” Tara started to hesistate, should she ask this to Willow? She decided to risk it. “Maybe y...you l..l..like to come over to my place? We...we could watch tv or r...read the b...book?” She looked at her shoes waiting for Willow’s response, she sure hoped that she wasn’t being to direct in inviting someone over, but she’d love to have someone visit her for kinda the first time in her life.

“Oh!” Willow exclaimed. “I’d love to come over, great idea, what about 8 o’clock? Is that ok with you?”

“Eight is great!” Tara responded.

With that line both girls started to giggle.

“Eight is great” Willow repeated

“It rhimes” Tara said

“Yeah!” Willow bursted out in giggles again “Rhyme is good”

Both girls were laughing out loud and they kinda forgot they were in a library, where you supposed to be studying and remain silent.

“Hey! You two” A guy yelled at them “Can you please either shut of just go away!”

“Whoopsy” Willow said, trying to keep her giggles down

“Big whoopsy” Tara smiled at the redhead in front of her. “I think I’ll just go then, I didn’t feel like doing homework anyway.

“Yeah, same here” Willow nodded. “Death to the Vikings!” she exclaimed

With that Tara started to laugh again “You are so funny!” she said to Willow. She noticed the guy who was yelling at them before watching in their direction again. “I really need to go now, before someone is going to kill me” she glanced at the guy.

“Oh yeah I’m off here to, negative atmosphere now”

The girls grabbed their bags and left the library as soon as possible. When they closed the door behind then they started to giggle again.

“I... I’ll see you tonight then” Tara said

“Definitely” Willow answered giving the girl a wide smile.

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So as i promised this update is a longer then the one before. i hope you all like it, and I hope to maybe update this story everyday or so, I have holidays and no things better to do so I have a lot of time to spend on this fic and I already thought of some nice things :D

- Ilse

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[muFFin1811]

Hi there.

That was awesome. Great Update.

muFF'

All they gave me was this ticket to heaven, a damn ticket to heaven...

Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything - 3 Doors Down

[LostWithoutTara]

Another great update



Meeting in the library... Tara is so sweet when she's nervous. But at least they know the other is interested. Looking forward to more!

[Drumbly]

Ilse!!!



you're the bomb!! i love the update ... i can't wait to read the next one ...



Spreak to you later!!



Love: Jesse



" Jesse, stop playing with my hair and go do night night!!? " My GF

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Update:

1.1 Vergilius part 6



When the evening fell and daylight was fading, Willow was all set to go over to Tara’s

She had been nervous all evening to go over. She felt a connection with this girl from the moment she first saw her and allthough she never mentioned it again to Tara she sure was wondering what that spark was when she touched her hand for this brief moment. Maybe it was just because Tara is a very powerfull witch Willow thought, but somehow she had this feeling there was more to it.

Willow noticed it was getting darker every minute. She didn’t like going throught the darkness on her own, buti it was still a little early to got over to Tara’s but she hoped the blonde wouldn’t mind. She walked towards her bookshelf and grabbed Vergilius and put it into her bag. She bought the book the other day because Anya was getting all pesky about her reading it and no one paying for it. So to please Anya she gave her the money and so now she at least could say the book was officialy hers. At first she felt kinda sorry for herself she needed to buy the book, but now she was happy. She now had something to discuss with Tara and the thought of them doing some spells out of it pleased her. Maybe Tara could teach her some things that she would finally be able to cast a more complicated spell.

She took one last look in the mirror before she left her dorm and headed off to Tara’s.

Willow was walking along the streets, she was a little nervous for her visit.

As she finally came to Tara’s dorm she knocked on the door. She hoped she was not too early.

Tara was still busy cleaning up her room. She made a big mess of it the other day. There was homework and books all over the floor. She needed to clean that up before Willow came. She wanted her room to be nice when Willow came over, but as she heard the knocking on the door she knew she was too late. Willow was there. She rushed to the door.

“Howdy!” she said as she opened the door.

“Hey!” Willow said “I’m sorry that I’m early, but it was getting dark and I hoped you wouldn’t mind.”

“It’s ok, I...I was still cleaning up my room though” Tara was blushing, “It’s a mess, I hoped I got enough time to clean up but I guess I didn’t”

“Oh well” Willow responded “It’s not that messy” she tried to have a look behond Tara’s back to see what the room was like.

“Oh whoops Tara said “Come on in” she noticed Willow was glaring behind her.

“I hope you like it besides the mess.”

“ Like I said, it’s not that messy, I’m sure I can do better” Willow smirked. “But if you like to I can help you clean first”

Willow could tell Tara was slightly discomforted by the mess in her room so that’s why she was suggesting to help the girl out.

“N..no I’ll just do it myself, you’re my guest no cleaning up for you” Tara said firmly to Willow

Willow was actually kinda happy Tara refused her offer. She hated cleaning up with all her heart.

“You just take a look around have a seat or whatever while I clean up the rest of the room. It won’t take long I think.”

“Ok I will” Willow said as she walked over to the bookshelve.

She started to take a look at the books Tara had and she found a couple of interesting books.

“Can I have a look at the books?” Willow askes

“Oh yeah sure go on, feel like you’re home!” Tara said while she was bending to grab a book from the ground.

“Here I have this one too” she told Willow as she showed her the book.

“Oh wow!” Willow exclaimed “Where did you get that one, it’s so hard to find.”

“It was my mother’s” Tara said “Almost all the spellbooks I got were her’s”

“Oh that’s so cool” Willow was amazed by the amount of spellbooks the girl had. In comparison with herself, she had far too few.

She grabbed the book Tara had just placed back on the shelve and sat down at Tara’s bed. She started to turn over the leaves of the book. She wanted to read the book, but she was getting distracted. She could help herself glaring at Tara. The girl was walking around the room picking things up and place it somewhere else. Willow loved the way the blonde seem to have special places for everything in her room. She absolutely loved the room. The little lights on the ceiling, the little attributes that were in there, really everything. She didn’t think there was a more perfect room then Tara’s.

When Tara bended to pick up a tank top from the ground, Willow sighed. She had a perfect vies of the blonde’s butt and it left her breathless. Her butt was just perfect, it was round and very well shaped. Willow could instantly feel the blood rushing through her veins, but what was she thinking! Looking at her friend like that! Why was she looking at her friend like that. Willow couldn’t take more and tried to concentrate on the book again, but she couldn’t prevent herself for looking over de edge of the book once in a while.

“All done!” Tara smiled “What you wanna do now?” she asked Willow.

Willow was blushing so bad for looking at her friend. She was absolutely amazed and shocked at the same time.

“I.. uhmm…oh yeah right I brought the book you liked to have a look on. Willow stood up and walked towards her bag, which Tara had replaced to the other side of the room. She opened the bag and got the book out of it.

“Here it is, where should I put it?” she asked Tara.

“Oh you can just leave it on my desk, it doesn’t really matter”

Tara wasn’t interested in the book at all. It was Willow she wanted to know more about, but how was she going to let that be known to the redhead. She decided she would just ask questions and hoped that there was a nice talk coming from that.

“So” she began “Do you like movies?

“Oh yeah I love them, what about you do you like them?” Willow returned the question to Tara, being awfully glad that they had something to talk about because the glaring and gazing was all to much for her.

“I love movies!” Tara exclaimed “If you like we can watch one. I have a couple of my favorite movies over there in the closet, you can take a look if you want”

“Willow walked towards to closet. As she opened it she saw more then a couple of movies. The girl was obviously a movie freak

“Wow you have so many great movies here!” Willow exclaimed “Which one do you want to watch?” she asked

“It’s fine with me, you can choose, if you like”

“Ok then I choose Miss Congeniality” Willow said “I love that movie!”

“Yeah with S...” Tara was going to say Sandra Bullock, but she swallowed her last words.

“Yeah that movie it will be!” Willow tried not to pay attention at Tara’s words.

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





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[Eelzuhtjuh]

Another update today. Hope you all like it. It's kinda like part 6b or something but I just called it part 7 (like it would matter)





Update:

1.1 Vergilius Part 7



Willow settled at Tara’s bed while Tara was putting the video into the player. Willow couldn’t help herself for staring at the girl. “She’s just wow!” Willow thought. Willow was truly amazed by the girl’s apearance. She thought everything on her was just perfect. Her soft and shiny blonde hair, her perfect blue eyes, her so well shaped butt, just everything.

As Tara was done with installing the video she grabbed the remote control from the telly and settled next to Willow on the bed.

“You wanna see the trailers?” she asked with a soft vioce. She loved the trailers herself, alltough the trailers were old and she’s probably seen every movie that was in the trailers it always brought back some nice videos. Since she was almost locked to her house everyday in the past, she had this huge collection of videos. She went through almost everyday by watching one so that’s the main reason for having so many videos.

“I love the trailers” Willow exclaimed, “It’s nice too see if maybe you missed another great movie or else it brings back nice memories.”

Tara couldn’t believe it, she was just feeling the same way about the trailers like Willow was. “Jeez, girl” she thought, “what’s so special about some stupid trailers” But she couldn’t help being happy that Willow felt the same way about them.

When Tara was settling next to Willow she was kinda insecure. Maybe she should have taken a chair, because now she was sitting on the edge of the bed, which wasn’t quite comfortable. She could either grab a chair or just move closer to Willow, but would the girl like that? She decided to take the risk. Not only because of the lack of space she had on the edge of the bed and the discomfort that gave her, but she also loved to be closer to Willow. The girl was simply amazing, she was just amazing. The cute babbling once in a while she love that and speaking of those emerald green eyes in combination with the shining red hair. She wondered how it felt to feel Willow more near her. She touched the girl once and that went totally wrong. She accidently released some of her energy while touching the girl, which scared her so much she ran away. It was just like she couldn’t control it back then, what if that happened now if she moved closer to Willow. Would she lose control again? She wanted to know.

She lifted her body and moved a little closer to Willow. After moving a little she wanted more. She wanted to touch the girl, be near her. So she lifted her body again and moved more to the right so that now her thighs were agains Willows. Tara loved the feeling of Willow’s tighs against hers.

“Hey” Willow said as she noticed Tara moving closer. Her breath was stuck in her troath. Willow wanted to put an arm around Tara but she thought it was just too soon for that now. Instead of putting her arm around Tara Willow decided she needed to feel just a little more of the girl’s presence and she moved a little more to the left

“Hey” Tara smiled back at Willow with a satisfied grin. The girl wasn’t complaining with her moving nearer. Instead of that she moved even nearer to her. Tara’s heart was racing. She was almost affraid that Willow could here it.



As the movie was almost at the half of the playing time Willow felt kinda sleepy. She lay her head down at Tara’s shoulder and started to use Tara’s shoulder as a pillow. It didn’t take long before the redhead fell asleep.

Tara was just watching her. Here she was, the one with having no friends at all, having this beautiful girl leaning on her and sleeping in her bed. Tara hesistated a little but she wanted to feel. She lifted her hand and started to strike Willow’s beautiful red hair. It was so soft and Tara like the feel of it. After striking her hair for a little while Tara wondered what the girl’s skin would feel like. She moved her hand over the the redhead’s cheek and stroke it with one finger

“Mmm” Willow let out a soft moan. The moan instantly brought Tara back to earth. What on earth was she doing, touching the girl like that? What is she woke up?

Tara brought her attention back to the movie, which was almost at the end. As soon as she was watching again she started to feel all sleepy and almost instantly fell a sleep.

As she was sleeping she put her arm around Willow.

There they were, both girls lying on the bed, a little wrapped into eachother and sleeping tight.

It was almost 2 am as Willow woke up. She looked over to the alarm clock. “Oh my god” she tought. “I fell a sleep.” It only took her a minute to become aware a the way Tara was holding her. Willow loved the feel from Tara’s arm aroung her she was getting all light-headed from it. The girl was so sweet while she was sleeping. Willow couldn’t help glancing at her for a while. As she became aware of the situation she was in she decided she needed to wake Tara and tell her that she was leaving. And Tara might want to put on her pajama’s before she was going to sleep for real.

Willow moved a little, letting go of Tara’s embrace. Tara instantly feel the lack of Willow-warmth and she woke up.

“Mmm...” she moaned sleepy “What time is it?”

“It’s 2 am.” Willow replied

“What!” Tara exclaimed as she instantly sat straight in her bed.

“I need to go” Willow said with a sad voice “I have classes tomorrow, no actually today already”

“Yeah..b..but it’s late” Tara said still a little sleepy “I.. I think you should stay here, you didn’t like going alone in the dark right?”

“Yeah I know” Willow replied “But I can’t stay I don’t have any pajama’s I dont have clean clothes I don’t have any sleepover stuff with me.”

“Y..you can borrow some of my stuff” Tara told Willow. Tara was hoping Willow didn’t leave she loved the feeling the girl gave her while holding her. Tara had no clue how she could have ended up hugging the girl in her sleep but she sure wasn’t complaining she loved it and the thought of holding Willow all night was making her crazy with longing.

Willow really didn’t want to leave aswell. She felt so save and warm here in this room in Tara’s embrace. Now she had a nice preview of it she wanted more.

“I... uh... ok… I’ll stay” Willow nodded at Tara

Tara was suddenly feeling all jumpy. She didn’t think she’d been happier ever in her life.

“I’ll get you something to wear then” Tara said “What do you like to wear at night? Pajama’s or just a shirt and shorts?”

“Pajama’s are fine” Willow said, she was always wearing pajama’s at night. The more fluffy they were the better.

“I’ll get them to you” Tara walked over to the closet and got the first pajama she found. “Is this one ok?” she asked

“It’s perfect” Willow said.

Tara grabbed a pair of shorts and a shirt for herself.

“Do you want to freshen up a bit or are you gonna do that in the morning?” Tara asked

“No I’ll do that in the morning, I kinda want to get some sleep, before my classes tomorrow”

“Ok that’s fine, I’ll go to the bathroom for a little while. I won’t be long”

“Ok see you in a minute”

Tara was unsure how they were gonna do all the changing clothes in front of eachother so she decided it was best for her to go to the bathroom, so Willow was comfortable in changing her clothes and of course that was the same for her. She’d been hugging this girl already, and she sure wasn’t able to tell how she was going to act if she saw Willow’s bare skin. “Are you falling in love miss Maclay? Is that what this is all about?” She asked herself that question. Could it be she was feeling love for this girl? Tara never knew what it was like to love someone but she could tell by the way she was feeling about this girl that it was definitly something great!



As Tara walked back in the room she saw Willow was already back in bed. Willow smiled at her “Het welcome back”she said. Tara gave the girl a wide smile as she walked towards the closet.

“What are you doing?” Willow wanted to know.

“I’m just gettin myself a pillow as I see you already claimed mine” Tara smirked at Willow

“Oh I... I didn’t mean to” Willow felt a little embarased.

“It’s ok Will, I was just kidding you know”

“Oh” Willow sighed. Why was she always buying jokes one other made.

Willow watched as Tara was re-organising her side of her bed. Tara took a deep breath and climbed into the bed and lay herself down next to Willow. She was laying on her back with her arms straight next to her own body. She was suddenly very nervous about laying here next to Willow. She was affraid to move and affraid to touch her friend and scare her away.

Willow was doing the exact same thing as Tara. She really didn’t know where this was going too and the last thing she wanted was to scare her friend away. So she turned around to lie on her side, turning her back to Tara.

Tara could sense Willow was feeling just the same way as she was. They were both affraid of sacring eachother.

“I just should have slept in the ground, that would have saved me a lot of head spinning troubles” Willow thought.

Tara noticed that in this way there was no way they will get a proper night sleep. She gathered all her courage and moved closer to Willow.

Willow was happy Tara made a move. She hadn’t had the guts to turn around the other way and putting an arm around her friend, but know Tara was moving closer she decided to take the risk. She turned around towards Tara and placed her arm around the girl’s waist

“That’s better” Willow said, “good night and sleep tight”

“Yeah sleep well” Tara said.

Tara could feel Willow’s breathe against her face, it was intoxicating. She loved just everything about this girl.

Willow loved the feel of her friend against her. Tara was so soft and warm, she loved her smell, it was the best thing she had ever experienced lately, but it was also kinda scary. Why was she enjoying this so much. It’s not the first time she shared a bed with a friend. Buffy and her had done that like a million times but she never felt this way before.



As Willow drifted off to sleep she snuggled even closer to Tara satisfying her more.

Finally Tara fell asleep aswell with a big grin on her face

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





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[muFFin1811]

That was so great. I wanna read more soon....PLEASE.

See this is me begging.



muFF'

All they gave me was this ticket to heaven, a damn ticket to heaven...

Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything - 3 Doors Down

[Stroke of Luck]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh how cute

The snuggle time starts right now!!!YAY for it



That where 3 gorgeous chapters/updates.

I am so happy that Willow stayed at Taras room.



Hope they have lots of snuggles while they were sleeping.



Want another update soon really soon



Cu

SoL/Natti



There are two kinds of tears, tears for those who leave you, and tears for those you never let go - Gabrielle/The Quest

[Drumbly]

Hellow there!!



i really liked the update .. always into snuggleS!!!!





can't wait for more!!



Love: Jesse





" Jesse, stop playing with my hair and to do night night!!? " My GF

[LostWithoutTara]

Excellent.



I loved the scenes in Tara's room, the way they both feel connected to each other but are worried about what the other one might think.



Plus, Willow staring at Tara's butt.

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Thanks again for all the replies



I liked the scene where Willow stares at Tara's butt, kinda like my own fantasy I love her butt

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[Yvette]

Hey you're writing a great story here. Love the way Willow and Tara want to be with eachother but are to nervous and to confused to actually do anything.



I'm looking forward to the rest of the story

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Update:

Vergilius Part 8



Willow was the first one to wake up that morning. She slowly opened her eyes as she watched her friend who was completely snuggled up to her. Willow loved the feel of Tara’s arms around her, her soft but steady breathing against the bare skin from her upper arm and the soft feeling from Tara’s tighs against hers. She just keep watching her loved, she felt the urge to touch her friend, strike her fingers against her cheeks, to whipe away her hair so her face will be more shown to her, but she just didn’t. She was affraid to move, to wake her friend.

Maybe her friend would wake up and be scared by the way they were lying under the sheet. It was obvious Tara had snuggled more during her sleep then she did last night. Would that frighten her?

Willow moved a little to replace her arm under her head as she heard a soft moan coming from Tara. The blonde was waking up. As she opened her eyes Willow could feel a rush of energy run through her.

”Good morning” she said to Tara

“Hey good morning” Tara said still a little sleepy.

As Tara woke up more from her sleep, she noticed the way she was holding Willow. “What am I thinking?!” she suddenly was more awake then before and she pulled back from Willow.

“I... I’m s...sorry” Tara said with a shaky voice “I didn’t mean to... I... I mean”

“It’s ok!” Willow said “I like it”

“Did I just say that!” Willow went a little freaky inside. “Why on earth did I say that, what would she think?!”

Tara’s heart was beating like crazy. Willow liked the way she was snuggling to her and she sure could say she liked it aswell.

Tara let out a sigh, missing the touch of Willow and felt ashamed for pulling back. She could sense Willow’s inner strubbling against her last words. She really felt like she needed to make it up for her, letting Willow know that she liked it aswell, but she’d never been a girl of many words. She decided it was best to make the girl feel it’s allright instead of talking. So Tara took a deep breath and snuggled back to Willow. She moved closer and now her tighs were again touching Willow’s

Willow was surprised by Tara’s actions and she was entirely hapy. She didn’t freak the girl with her words and that thought was giving Willow more confidence. She lifted her arm and put it around Tara’s waist, just like it had been when they got to sleep.

They just lay there was a little while as it was Willow to wake up for real this time. It was like she was waking from a coma as she suddenly realised she had classes in half an hour.

“Oh no” Willow exclaimed.

Tara pulled back in a reaction. “What is it?” she asked

“Look at the time! I have classes in half an hour!”

“Oh no!” Now it was Tara’s turn to exclaim the words “Same here! I’d better hurry! There is no way professor Jones will let me in if I’m late!”

“You have professor Jones for the first class? Willow asked

”Yeah he’s such a...”

“I can’t believe it!” Willow exclaimed as she interrupted Tara’s words “I have Jones aswell the first class! We can go together that is so cool! But you’re right we need to hurry else he will kick us out” Suddenly the thought off being kicked out of class pleased her. She could imagine her and Tara being kicked out of class and spend some quality time together in their spare time.

“Uh-uh we need to hurry” Tara agreed. “I’ll go to the bathroom to freshen up a little.”

“Ok then I’ll get a quick breakfast” Willow replied

Tara grabbed some clothes and Willow fixed some simple sandwiches.

When Tara came back after a couple of minutes it was Willow’s turn to go over to the bathroom.

“Uhmm Tara can I borrow some of you shower gel? I don’t have any” Willow asked.

“Oh yeah sure, I kinda forgot, but I left mine in the bathroom so you can just use them. Do you like some fresh clothes aswell. Maybe I have something that fits you?”

“Fresh clothing would be nice” Willow answered.

Tara walked over to her closet wondering if she had anything that would fit Willow.

“Maybe this will fit you” Tara handed Willow a purple sweater and a blue pair of jeans. “The jeans might be a little big for you I think”

“Oh” Tara let out a soft sigh as she noticed the underwear issue was coming now. Why hadn’t she thought of that yesterday when she told Willow she could sleepover. She suddenly remembered a black boxer in her drawer which was a little too small for her, maybe that would fit on Willow. She opened the drawer and grabbed the boxer and after that she immediately closed the drawer again.

”I...I t...think, t...this one w...will fit” she told Willow with a soft voice. Her eyes were pinned on the ground. She just didn’t want to see the look on her friends face, she was too embaressed.

“I…I d...don’t t...think...” She was just about to tell Willow she haven’t got a bra that will fit her as Willow interrupted. Willow could sense the girl’s nerves aswell as her own.

“It’s ok, I can do without the rest” she told Tara

Tara was relieved the girl was interrupting her because her stuttering became worse with every word she tried to pronounce.

“I’ll see you in a minute” Willow told Tara “Thanks for borrowing your stuff. I’m sure to have then clean and shiny before I give them back, oh and there are some sandwiches on your desk. Not much of a good breakfast, but it’s food.”

“Food is good” Tara answered “I’ll see you in a minute”

“Food is good, what kind of remark is that, food is good” Tara could smack herself in the face for saying that. She didn’t want to have a start on the sandwiches yet. She wanted to have breakfast together with Willow so instead of having breakfast she already packed her bag so she was ready to leave.



As Willow came back from the bathroom she noticed the sandwiches untouched.

“You don’t like sandwiches?” she asked Tara

”N...No it’s not that” Tara answered. “I wanted to eat them together with you”

“Oh I see” Willow replied “But there isn’t any time left. We really need to go now else we’ll be late for class”

“Yeah y...you’re right, we can eat them on our way over maybe?” Tara looked at Willow. She knew it wasn’t the best way to have breakfast, but it was better then going without any breakfast at all.

“Yeah that’s fine” Willow told her “Let’s go then”

Tara took the sandwiches and gave one to Willow as they walked out the dorm ready for class.

***

Willow didn’t have a very good day at college. She’d been thinking about the night before all the time and even now she was, walking over to Buffy’s. She really needed to talk to her best friend about this.

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[willntlover]

lol



They both have the same classs. I'm loving how this story developes out. More soon



-Will

"I think finding her soulmate would have made Tara a more confident and secure person" -Amber Benson

[Drumbly]

*does the snoopy dance*



i so love this fanfic!!! it rules so much!!

i can't wait to more about this ...



Love: Jesse



" Jesse stop playing with my hair and go do night night!!? " My GF

[LostWithoutTara]

W/T are so sweet together. I'm loving the progression of their relationship. And having the same first class... yay!

[Stroke of Luck]

Ahhh what a morning for both of them. Lots of snuggles

Hope they get a morning like that again really soon



I just wanna know if the follow class or if they are lost in their minds Remembering that beautiful morning.



Hope to more your story is so cute



Cu

SoL/Natti



There are two kinds of tears, tears for those who leave you, and tears for those you never let go - Gabrielle/The Quest

[muFFin1811]

hey there.

I like this fic sooooo much. And the snuggles where cool. Will there be smoochies soon??



Hope 2 read more soon, too.



Katrin

All they gave me was this ticket to heaven, a damn ticket to heaven...

Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything - 3 Doors Down

[the vamp nurd]

hmm, sharing classes is good....











I love smilies....



G8 fic.

Edited by: Warduke at: 4/29/03 9:15:28 am

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Update

Vergilius Part 9



Willow was walking along the streets of Sunnydale. She really wanted to talk with Buffy about Tara but how was she going to tell her best friend that she’s in love with another woman. How would the Slayer react? Would she freak?

Willow just didn’t know how to start that conversation with Buffy, her belly was tickling like a milion of butterflies just flying against the edges of her stomach it absolutey made her crazy. All her insecurities came out. What if she just thought that she was in love with Tara, myabe it was the witch-bond between them that was making her feel all weak around her.

Willow started to rethink the conversation in her head “Hey Buffy how are you, you know I’m in love with a girl” No way! That was SO not the way to start that, Buffy would probably run away at once if she did it that way.

Willow tried another attempt “Hey Buffy, you know... there is something I wanna talk to you about” Yeah that sounds good” Willow thought, but know what?

Willow decided that there was no easy way to tell this, she just need to do that and hopefully the Slayer wouldn’t freak. As she couldn’t just whipe the thoughts of how to do this conversation from her head she noticed that she was already at Buffy’s. She just walked over there on her instinct, she wasn’t aware of anything around her. It was just her, little Willow and her thoughts untill she reached Buffy’s door.

Willow took a deap breath before she knocked on the door. Suddenly she didn’t want to do this, she wanted to run away. Was this what Tara was feeling when she first met her? Was this why she ran away?

Willow didn’t have the time anymore to run away. The door already opened and Buffy appeared in the doorway.

“Will?” she asked “What are you doing here? Not that it’s not okay for you to be here, but I mean why knock? You can always come in. You never knocked before.”

“I know” Willow said with a soft voice. She didn’t know why she knocked on the door. It was probably because in that way she had some time to get herself together.

“So come on in” the Slayer said “I really need to show you my new sweater!”

“Oh great just great!” Willow thought “Now what?”

Willow followed Buffy inside, who practically ran towards her closer in desperate need to show her sweater. Buffy had a clothes obsession, everything that she saw she needed to buy.

Willow wasn’t interested in the sweater a all, she wanted to clear her heart, clear her mind, tell her best friend what was going on inside her.

“Buffy,” Willow started

“Yeah I know isn’t it the most beautiful, but affordable sweater you ever saw!”

“Buffy,” Willow tried again her voice was sounding more confident now. “I’m here with a reason, I uhmm wanted to tell you something”

“Oh” the Slayer responded “What is it Will is there some new evil in town that I can kick asses again?”

“No Buffy, just... just listen ok?” She wanted the Slayer’s full attention so she was waiting for a confirmation to continue.

“Ok” the Slayer said while sitting next to Willow on the bed. “What’s on your mind? Tell me”

“There’s no easy way to tell you this.”

The Slayer was amazed with the sudden seriousness in her best friends voice

“I think I might have a little problem” Willow was blushing so bad that she thought her cheeks were about to catch fire.

“A problem?” the Slayer said “I’m good with problems, spit it out!”

“Well” Willow continoud. “I think I’m in love”

“In love?! Is that your problem? That isn’t a problem” the Slayer exclaimed “Love is beautiful and powerfull and... unless there is something more you need to tell me” Buffy said cathing Willow’s uncomfortable sigh.

“Yeah there’s more,” Willow continued “I uhmm not sure how to tell you this”

“You not in love with me right?” Buffy joked

“NO! Oh no I mean” Willow was relieved Buffy was joking a little and she brought the girl to girl thing into the conversation which made it a little more easy for Willow to start things.

“I mean not with you in love no, but... with an another girl” Willow looked at the ground waiting for Buffy’s response.

“But Will that’s great!” Buffy exclaimed “You don’t need to be embarresed about that, I mean we all already knew, but we just never told you but...”

“Already knew what?” Willow interupted

“Well the you-liking-girls-thing”

“Oh but... how? I mean ... how can you know if even I didn’t knew untill know.”

“Oh come on!” Buffy almost shouted “You knew! You must have known I mean You were checking out girls on the streets, in the Bronze everywhere”

“Oh” Willow sighed with relieve “It was that obvious, I think I didn’t realise it just untill well a couple of days ago” she told the Slayer.

“So tell me more! How did you meet, what does she look like. I wanted to know all the details!”

“Well uhmm let me start with the beginning then” Willow told the Slayer. “I was in the magic box and I found this book, which was weird because I’d never seen that book around in the shop. I was teasing Anya a little and then started reading the book. As I was reading that stupid bell went off and someone entered the shop. I didn’t pay attention to it untill the girl approached me because she was looking for a book”

”Will breathe!” Willow’s word just didn’t seem to stop.

“I’m sorry Buffy, I guess I’m just exited about all this, but the girl wanted to ask me about the book she was looking for and then I dropped the book to the floor and then we both wanted to take it from the floor and our hands touched.”

”WOW!”Buffy exclaimed, “that’s just so romantic” she let out a sweet sigh.

“Well not exactly” Willow continued her story “There was something like a spark between us and it frightened Tara so she took off.”

“Oh! Her name is Tara” Buffy said “Nice name” as she gave her friend a wink “But why did she leave?”

“That comes later in my story” Willow said “But anyway, I liked her and I was wondering about so many things.

A day later she returned to the shop and started talking to me and she was so nervous, she was stuttering and we just didn’t know what to say, but finally she asked about the book and it appeared that she was looking for the book I was reading that’s why she couldn’t find it on the shelves. Then we started talking and she a witch aswell! I was so excited when she told me and I thought she could have the book because she has more power then I have, but she didn’t take it.

”Why not?” Buffy was giving full attention to her friends story

“Well she wanted me to have it because I found it first and then we made a deal that we would kinda share the book, reading it together but we forgot to change adresses and I could really smack my head for not thinking of that.”

“Haha”Buffy started to laugh really loud. “That is the Willow I know”

“Yeah thanks for that” Willow said with a harsh voice “But anyway, again anyway, you keep interrupting me!”

“Sorry Will, go ahead I’d like to hear all of it”

“Well after a couple of days we ran into eachother again at school and I was so happy, but then the bell rang and we went diffrerent directions wothout giving eachother’s adresses. I wrote mine on a paper and gave it to her a couple of days later to her when we saw eachother again and she gave me hers too and then we made an appointment yesterday and it was really nice, we watched a movie and fell asleep and I spend the night over at hers, which is why ‘m wearing these clothes right now”

“WOW!” that was all Buffy culd say for a moment. Willow’s words were like a moutain river, they just didn’t stop flowing

“I am so bloody happy for you Willow! Does she like you too? I mean you’re in love with her you think but how is she feeling?”

“That is the part I’m not sure about” Willow let out a sigh “How do you think I can find out? I mean it’s not like saying hello Tara I’m in love with you how do you feel about me?”

“Well”Buffy thought for a moment “I think you need to pay attention to the look in her eye.” Buffy had no clue why she was saying this, but she really wanted to help her best friend and it seemed right to say it. “Look at the way she looks at you, I think you’ll find out then”

“Well I already sort of did that and we snugggled last night and she told me she liked it” Willow was suddenly at the point where she thought she’d been sharing too much information, but she just couldn’t help herself. She was so happy for her best friend helping and understandig her.

“Then I think she likes you too Will! You scored yourself a chick!” Buffy exclaimed.

“Buffy!” Willow shouted “It’s not liek scoring! You talk like a guy!”

“Uhmm al with the whoops here, but you need to make work out of it Will! You need to show and need to be honest with her. She sounds like a shy person so I think it’s you who need to make the first step.”

“Oh yeah she’s shy and about me making the first step, great just great. How on earth am I supposed to do that?” Willow was panicing a little.

“Well Will, I can’t help you with that, I don’t know Tara, I just can’t help you with this. Ou need to do it by yourself, but I’d love to meet her sometime and of course I wanted to have an update as soon as there is one” with that she gave Willow a wink. “Just be yourself and let her in, I think she might do the same thing.”

“Ahw thanks Buf! You really helped me here. I’m not sure how to handle things but it sure made me feel better now that you know!”

“Well” Buffy said “I like being supportive, alltough I’m not the most supportive girl in the world, but I like to see you happy”

Buffy gave Willow a big hug and they just sat there for a while on the bed, just hugging.

“That’s what friends are for” Willow said after a while.

Buffy looked at her best friend

“Exactly!”





I hope you'll all like it :D

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[willntlover]

awww. Go Buffy! All with the advice, too cute. LOL I can imagine Willow freaking over how tomake the first move on tara.



-Will

"I think finding her soulmate would have made Tara a more confident and secure person" -Amber Benson

[LostWithoutTara]

Another great update.



Hee-hee, Buffy already knowing Willow was gay because she was checking out other girls

Quote:

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I am so bloody happy for you Willow!

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Hee, looks like Giles and Spike's speech patterns are beginning to rub off on Buffy...



Look forward to reading more!

[Stroke of Luck]

Well I would say Willow has the best friend ever. GO for Buffy



Checking out the girls how cute, just too nice to see that Buffy already knew that Willow is gay



Next update soon?



Cu

SoL/Natti



There are two kinds of tears, tears for those who leave you, and tears for those you never let go - Gabrielle/The Quest

[the vamp nurd]

'bloody' is very useful.



Ah understanding Buffy, much better than gawping Buffy i.e. NMR the eyebrows!

Willow (with pointy ears): "NO kissing and gay love?!!!! That's illogical!" The Sci-Fi Bard W/T trekkie ramblings.



Bardlet no #27



"Why Mother because I won't be baking cookies for the mental patients at the county Hospital?" Alex It's In The Water

[Drumbly]

*hihi* hellow ilse ... your fic is getting more and more fun!!

i can't wait for the next update, Buffy is so funny with the 'talking like a guy' thing-y



Love: Jesse



" Jesse, stop playing with my hair and go do night night!!? " My GF

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Thanks to everyone for the sweet replies

as for the bloody thing hehe I don't know what I was thinking but Willow coming out sorta reminded me of Giles BLOODY HELL! I loooooooooove that scene it's so funny

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[muFFin1811]

Hey there.



This update was great again. I love Buffy ( ) in this fic. Go Buff' ....hihi



Keep on writing such excellent updates.



Katrin/muFF'

All they gave me was this ticket to heaven, a damn ticket to heaven...

Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything - 3 Doors Down

[Eelzuhtjuh]

I wanted Buffy to be all supportive right now, because Willow could sure use someone being supportive and who else could be better then her best friend?



and I write this to tell you the update is coming soon, maybe tomorrow or this evening!

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

[Eelzuhtjuh]

Update:

Vergilius part 10

Rating: R - I think

Special thanks to Washi for beta-ing the update and sharing her ideas!



Part 10

As Willow was walking back to her dorm she just couldn’t believe how relieved she felt. She was so happy with Buffy’s reaction to all of this, she had been really supportive, but nevertheless Willow was still confused about what to do next. Somehow she needed to find out if Tara was into the girl-girl thing aswell.

As Willow was walking along the streets of Sunnydale she suddenly didn’t feel like going back to her own dorm. She wanted to go over to Tara and spend some time together.

“Would that be ok with Tara, me coming over without calling her first? Maybe I’m rushing things? But how can I know without going over?”



Willow’s mind started to babble. She looked down at her shoes as she noticed the black pants she was wearing. She was wearing Tara’s clothes. Tara’s scent was all over her and she loved it.

She decided to take the risk and go over to Tara’s, if the girl wasn’t pleased with her visit she would know soon enough.



As she reached Tara’s dorm she knocked on the door.

Tara was wondering who would knock. She was wondering who came to visit her, but when she was thinking of that only one name was going through her mind: Willow.

She rushed to the door and opened it a little wildly.

“Hey!” Tara said with full entousiasm as she saw that her thoughts from before were right. It was Willow at her door and Tara felt extremely happy she came to visit her.

Tara invited Willow in and both the girls settled on the ground.

“D-do you w-wanna do a s-spell?” Tara asked Willow as the sat down on the floor.

Willow loved the idea of doing a spell together with Tara, but that wasn’t why she was there at the moment. She wanted to get to know this girl better, she wanted to show her how much she already loved her, but she wasn’t sure how to do that.

“No, actually, I was, um, just wondering if, you know, you’d like to, um, just talk. You know, um, get to know each other better?”

Tara started to smile. She loved to get to know Willow better, there was nothing she could wish more at the moment than getting to know this girl who came over especially for her.



Tara crossed her legs and made herself comfortable on the floor, the smile she gave Willow was enough to courage the redhead. Willow followed Tara’s example and crossed her legs aswell, while she rested her back against Tara’s bed.

“So where are you from?” Tara asked

“I’m kinda born and raised over here in Sunnydale” Willow answered the blonde’s question.

“So, y-your whole f-family is here?” Tara asked again

“Well, my family is really composed of my friends. My parents are kinda… away a lot.” Willow laughed, trying to hide her pain.

“I see them three times a year if I’m lucky. They kinda always neglected me. The one time when my mom noticed me, she tried to burn me at the stake.” Willow continued, laughing again.

“How about you? You said your mother was a powerful witch. Tell me more about your family, mine is so boring it’s really not that interesting.”

Tara knew that question was coming one day, but she didn’t feel like talking about it at all. She hated the bad memories and she wanted to get rid of them in every way.

“I…um…I-I d-don’t r-really w-wanna t-talk ab-about it? They’re the r-reason I’m h-here. I k-kinda d-didn’t t-tell them w-where I w-was going?” she said, running her hand absentmindedly on a scar on her hand.

Willow noticed it and she took Tara’s hand in hers. She was all shocked about the impropriate question she had just asked the girl next to her. She felt so sorry, but she was curious, she wanted to know more:

“Did they hurt you?” she says with a soft voice, caressing the little scar on the blonde’s left hand.



Tara started to cry silently, the tears that were forming behind her eyes falling down slowly without a sound. She had learned not to cry out loud, because that would piss her father even more off then he already was at that moment.

Willow got on her knees and hugged the blonde girl next to her.

Tara was feeling a little more comfortable in the redhead’s embrace then she was before, but she really didn’t like to talk about this and let her emotions get the upperhand like now. She leaned in, in the embrace, enjoying the comfort Willow was offering.

“M-my m-m-mother...” Tara started to talk a bit, but it was hard due to all the emotions that were coming out right now.

“Shhhh baby.” Willow whispered, “You don’t need to do this, it’s too painful I can tell.”

Willow didn’t want the girl crying because of her curiosity.

“N-no,” Tara said again. “I-I w-want y-you to know ok?” she kept staring at the ground as eye-contact with the girl would have been to much for her at the moment.

“It’s ok, whenever you want, you don’t need to do it right now.” Willow said while stroking Tara’s beautiful, silky blonde hair.

“M-my m-mother d-died w-when I w-was still l-little, s-she w-was the o-only o-one who ever l-l-loved m-me” Tara said with a shaky voice. Her stuttering was bad, she needed to focus really hard to get the words out, but she wanted to tell Willow.

Willow was shocked. She felt like climbing on the highest rooftop and scream out loud that she loved this blonde girl.

“I-I w-was l-l-left w-with my f-f-f-f-fat-ther and b-brother.”

“Ssshhh baby,” Willow whispered again. “Why don’t you relax a little before continuing. Do you want a glass of water?”

“N-no d-don’t go!” Tara said firmly. She loved being in Willow’s embrace and wished it would last forever.



They just sat there for a while when Tara started trying to continue her story.

“M-my father hated m-magic s-so he l-locked me in the h-house…”

“He WHAT?!” Willow exclaimed. “Oh my god, sweet goddess!”

“H-he just didn’t u-understand” Tara continued “He c-could get s-so m-mad if he f-found out I w-was d-doing m-magic…”

“Did he hurt you?” Willow asked with a soft and warm tone in her voice

“Y-yes.” Tara answered as she began to cry again. “He a-always t-told m-me I w-was ugly and that n-no one w-would e-ever l-l-love me.”

Willow could feel her heart being ripped to pieces. This girl had been through so much and Willow didn’t even hear every detail and she felt like killing Tara’s father already.

“I-I’m j-just u-ugly and s-stupid and n-no one w-will e-ever l-love me a-again.” Tara burst out in tears and Willow couldn’t take it anymore.

--There was no way Tara is allowed to think so bad about herself!-- she thought.



Willow pulled slightly away and cupped Tara’s cheeks in her hands, pulling her face up. Tara refused to look up. She felt so ashamed of herself and crying like a baby.

“Tara, look at me. Come on, show me those beautiful blue eyes. Please, for me.” Willow said.

Tara raised her head and her eyes were looking straight into Willow’s. Willow’s heart broke when she saw the wet eyes of the girl she was in love with. She needed to end this now! She needed to let the girl know she was loved and that there’s more to life than this. It seemed like the perfect moment to let the blonde know how she was feeling about her.

“Never listen to anyone who says you’re not beautiful. Never!” Willow exclaimed with a loving voice. “You, Tara Maclay are gorgeous! From the top of your head to your lips to your toes. You’re…You have the most amazing eyes, and when I look at them I get lost.” Willow said losing herself in Tara’s eyes.

“As for the loving part, I also gotta disagree. You are the most lovable person I’ve ever met. In fact, um, I love you. No, make that I’m in love with you.”

“D-did you just s-say you l-loved me?” Tara asked, hope clear in her eyes. It was like waking from a bad dream, like feeling all secure when you find out you are in your own room.



“Yes, I did. Let me show you how much.” Willow says, leaning forward and pressing her lips to Tara’s in a sweet loving kiss.

It wasn’t a big and hot kiss, but it was an important one.

Willow pulled back and Tara could feel her lips tingle where Willow-lips had been. She let out a big sigh. No one had ever kissed her like that. She missed the feel of Willow-lips already.

Willow was feeling all giddy inside. She kissed a girl for the first time in her life and she wanted to do it again, but she wasn’t sure. She bit on her lips and glanced at Tara.



She could see the girl’s eyes starting to glow.

Tara could sense Willow’s insecurities as silence fell between them.

Neither of the girls knew what to say or what to do.

Tara pulled Willow closer as she ran her fingers through the red hair. It was her turn now to break the uncomfortable moment and she knew it.



Tara cupped Willow’s face as she pressed her full lips to Willow’s. She didn’t move until she felt Willow’s lips answering her call. Slowly, enticingly, Willow began opening and closing her lips slowly, brushing her lips against Tara’s. Never had she felt something softer, smoother. Tara’s heat began to pummel in her chest as she realized that Willow was tasting her, tasting her lips. Tara parted her lips slightly and began giving a countermovement to the way their lips were brushing. The contact alone was enough for them. Neither moved to deepen the kiss, they simply weren’t ready. Willow broke the kiss, stealing a peck on Tara’s lips before pulling completely out, sighing as she did so.



Willow lifted her hand and started to trace the track of tears that had been there a little while ago. She made sure there was nothing left of the tears as she pressed a small kiss to Tara’s cheek.

“And don’t you dare say that ever again” Willow said with a flirty voice.

“No Miss!” Tara answered while pressing her lips back to Willow’s.

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"Aww, baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I...stop explaining things."-Tara





Amber Online www.amberbenson-online.cjb.net

Edited by: Eelzuhtjuh at: 5/9/03 1:13:11 pm

[Drumbly]

ILSUUUUH, am speechless, i loved the smoochies, i knew it!! ghehee....



can't wait for the next update!



Love: Jesse





" Will you stop the drooling for a sec Jesse? " My GF