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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 30)

Postby willove1 » Fri Oct 17, 2003 4:15 am

I finally caught up with this fic and I have to tell you how much I like it :clap

I like the way you write Willow and Tara and their growing love,they're tender and sweet, passionate and sexy all at the same time. Not to mention the detailed background you've built around them. Awesome !!! I'm sure it's not so easy to do.

Thank you :bow

Now I'm quite worried about the girls and those goat-men so I can't wait to "see" our heroines safe and...in bed

:eek ...:p

Oh well, a promise it's a promise :wink



Ciao :wave

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Willow:I don't know what to do,I want to know,but I don't

Tara :Do what makes you h-happy



willove1
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 30)

Postby Artemis » Fri Oct 17, 2003 10:04 pm

Thanks everyone :) The next chapter is underway. Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow night, certainly no later than that.



Firesign: Thanks :)



sabina: Well, that's Willow's theory, which I'll let her explain in more detail next chapter. But yeah, someone in the demonic realm may be holding a tiny grudge against her :)



Grimlock: It wasn't nails, the guard had been caught in the fire blast that opened up the tunnel beneath the road, and that side of his body was kind of messed up. What cut Tara's arm was the broken remnants of his finger bones (ick, I know). Incidentally, you've hit on the exact strategy for dealing with Carvers and their kind in Diablo - kill the shaman first. For one thing his fireballs are the only ranged attack Carvers have, and for another, if you don't he'll just keep resurrecting every Carver you kill. (The worst thing is when you run into a pack of shamen, who keep resurrecting each other until you kill the boss shaman, amid a storm of fireballs from his minions. I hate shaman packs with a passion.)



It's a calculated guess on Willow's part - that she'll explain, as I say - but as to why her and not Tara, she's the one who's pissed off a really powerful demon. And while it's true that leaving Willow and Tara behind them would have been a tactical error for the goat-men, there are circumstances (again, which Willow will explain) that suggest there's more to it than that.



Massage, eh? I might have to work that in somewhere. Thanks, I probably wouldn't have thought of that otherwise. That's the best bit about writing this story in serial, rather than writing it all and then posting later - if someone suggests something cool, I can do it :)



justin: Not a coincidence, unfortunately - more like continued enemy action. Incidentally, I have no idea where that 'silly underwear' line came from - it just popped into my head. I reccommend Diablo 1 highly. It's got next to nothing to do with this story, but it's a hugely atmospheric game, easy enough to draw you in, hard enough to keep you at it for a while, and very well made. So far as it relates to this, Tristram (the town) is far north, in Khanduras, and the events of the game are the beginning of The Reckoning.



Arwen: They're not really carrying that much - not more than a camper would. Amazons have refined the art of self-reliance, and a lot of their gear is strong but light. Obviously all that wasn't necessary just to do a little archery, but the spare quivers are strapped onto the pack, so Tara just picked up the whole thing rather then bother undoing them. In hindsight, lucky (that was my intentional good fortune for them, Willow wearing the armour was just a random idea).



I thought (I hoped, anyway) that their thoughts during the night were an effective demonstration of their different ways of approaching the crisis. Tara considers herself and Willow, how they're affected and what possibilities they may have to confront from a personal point of view, while Willow goes into knowledge-girl mode, analysing what she knows and trying to find useful conclusions to help get them through in safety. Together, they're a hell of a team :)



Puff: It occurred to me that I hadn't gone inside their heads in detail in a while, as I tended to now and then earlier in the story. Which I suppose is natural enough, seeing as they're together and more inclined to talk to each other than brood silently. But given the chance - having to stay awake while the other is sleeping - I like being able to see what they're thinking now and then.



jackie: Thanks :) Yeah, there's plenty of reason to keep going. Willow's not all that unused to exertion, too, the Zann Esu like their sorceresses to be athletic rather than bookwormish, and Willow (though definitely major bookworm material) is quite fit. But half a day's cross-country running is a bit more than she's used to :) She won't have any problems keeping up, though.



shuyaku: Yeah, sadly no sexcapades while in demon territory. There's another reason to hate demons :)



Anna: Thanks :) Scurry? I don't get it. And yeah, they really do complement each other well in all sorts of ways.



Willove1: Well, it does take a little work now and then, but largely it's just a pleasure to write :) And yep, Tara is going to keep her promise.

Artemis
 


Re:

Postby chilled monkey » Sat Oct 18, 2003 3:00 pm

Yep, Willow and Tara are definately a team. They are partners in every way.



I've had a thought about the Goat-Men. They are clearly more powerful than the Carvers, so does that mean that they are higher up in the demon hierarchy, or that they are slightly 'purer', that is more demon than the Carvers. If Willow is right that they were after her, that suggests they were acting on orders from above.

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Re:Hellebore

Postby unixrules » Sat Oct 18, 2003 11:09 pm

This is agreat fic-with plot & characterizations & pretty cool smut.I de-lurked myself,just so I could comment on this fic.:)



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Re: Re:Hellebore

Postby Artemis » Sun Oct 19, 2003 10:34 am

chilled monkey: Goat-men are more powerful than Carvers, but less intelligent, and notably far less able to get craftier as they get older. Goat-men just get more brutal as they get older. It's not so much a matter of hierarchy, as all demon hybrids - Carvers, goat-men, blood hawks, Scarabs, the lot of them - are despised by true demons, and treated as little more than animate weaponry (of course, most of them don't merit better), and hybrids all despise each other on a fairly democratic basis. Carvers are a sort of low-level demonic pest, intended to just cause misery and hardship on a general basis. Goat-men were originally a fairly lowly, brutal, not very bright species of demon in their native hell, and were just picked up and hybridised en masse by the Prime Evils, to serve as foot soldiers on Sanctuary (the world) during the Sin Wars (no-one asked if they wanted to be made into hybrids of course).



Among pure demons, though, there is a very strong hierarchy, and only the very powerful have the willpower to defy their superiors. The highest are the Prime Evils: Mephisto (Lord of Hatred, an emaciated floating torso with tentacles and a whispery voice - also with the bad fortune to be killed over 7,000 times per day by adventurers hoping he'll drop something valuable when he dies), Baal (Lord of Destruction, supposedly the worst of the three in terms of sheer damage to Sanctuary) and Diablo (Lord of Hatred, the big red thing that looks like a velociraptor on steroids, plus lots of horns). Below them are the Lesser Evils: Andariel (Maiden of Anguish, she of the pierced nipples and bad hair), Duriel (Prince of Pain, aka the world's biggest, nastiest grub), Belial and Azmodan (Lord of Lies and Lord of Sin respectively, neither of whom appear in the games). Shadai is ranked just below the Lesser Evils, but is an exile from hell's hierarchy for having defied the Prime Evils during the Sin Wars. Even so, the vast majority of demons below her lack the willpower to oppose her, and would follow her unless one of the Evils intervened to stop her.



Of course all demons hate each other - contemptuous of those below, envious of those above - and a certain amount of extremely painful jockeying for position goes on, usually with a great many lesser demons inflicting untold suffering on each other in order to further their master's bids for power. Up at the top of the hierarchy, however, it's pretty much a stable state of affairs - the hell wars if two Evils fought would be so cataclysmic that no-one would really win, so they just brood and hate each other from a distance. The Prime Evils have a certain kinship - they regard each other as brothers - and the Lesser Evils are loosely allied, more or less just to balance out the Primes.



All in all, it's surprising any of them have the time to inflict suffering on all the evil souls that get sent to hell, but demons are nothing if not industrious.



unixrules: Hi :) Always nice to see a lurker de-lurk, thanks, and I hope you continue to enjoy the show.

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby Artemis » Sun Oct 19, 2003 10:38 am

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: R

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Thirty-One

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Tara awoke to Willow kissing her, the tip of her tongue gently brushing her lips. Her first thought was to respond in kind, and she did, opening her mouth and accepting Willow's kiss with a playful swirl of her own tongue. Even when she remembered with a twinge of disappointment where they were, she had to admit it was one of the best ways to wake up she could think of. Certainly the only viable one to use in the middle of potentially hostile territory.



"Morning, love," she mumbled, stretching briefly then wriggling out of her bedroll. Willow gave her another kiss, just a quick one, then together they set about rolling up the sleeping bag and blankets so they would fit back into Tara's pack. She noticed Willow seemed ill at ease, speaking little, her face slipping into the beginnings of a frown now and then, when she seemed not to be concentrating. Whenever she saw Tara glance at her, she favoured her with a warm smile, and Tara put it down to anxiety over their uncertain path back to safety. She wondered briefly whether to try to talk to Willow about it, pondering a few ways of bringing the subject up, and trying to ease her concerns, but ultimately decided that it could wait at least until they had got a start on the day's journey. Already the sun, which had been a mere glow on the horizon when Tara had awoken, was high enough to cast real daylight across the land.



As it turned out, finding a way to approach the topic proved unnecessary. As soon as Tara had taken their bearings and decided on a path to follow, Willow, walking by her side and carrying the three quivers of arrows slung over her shoulder so as to spread the load of their possessions, began to lay out her concerns.



"I was thinking, during the night," she explained, "you know, about the demons, and everything that happened. I'm not sure... I mean, I could be imagining things, well, I really hope I am, actually, but I don't think so, and anyway, you should know, because it affects you too, you being out here with me and all-"



"Willow?" Tara prompted gently, smiling despite herself at Willow's nervous babble.



"Right," Willow grinned sheepishly, "concise, got it. Okay, the thing is... I think maybe they were after us. Well, me. Specifically me." Tara stopped in her tracks and turned to Willow, who shrugged with a helpless half-grin and took her hand, nodding ahead to indicate they should keep moving.



"W-why do you think that?" Tara asked, as they continued on their way. Even as she asked, she admitted to herself that it might be possible - Willow knew these kinds of things better than she did, unquestionably, and the sudden appearance of the monstrous creatures had brought to mind Hydris's attempted attack in the court room. One moment all had seemed peaceful, the next hell was reaching out for them. But Tara didn't want to believe it, and it took some effort of will to acknowledge the possibility, rather than dismissing out of hand that foul, evil creatures were consciously working to take her Willow from her.



"It fits the facts," Willow explained with a frown, "unfortunately. Did you see any of the goat-men attack anyone else?" Tara frowned herself, then shook her head. "Me neither," Willow went on, "I couldn't see much of the caravan, but it sounded like there was a pitched battle going on between the Carvers and the guards. But the goat-men all ignored that, and went for us."



"Maybe they saw us as the greater threat?" Tara asked. "I mean, we kind of, well, annihilated the Carvers that went for us."



"I'm not sure," Willow said, "so far as I know, goat-men have worse vision than a human, I don't think they could have seen us through the dust, before we saw them. And by the time we'd seen them, the Carvers were panicking, and neither of us were attacking them. We would've just looked like a couple of young women at the side of the road. Okay, young women with a bunch of demonic corpses at our feet, but from what I've read about goat-men they're not big thinkers. They're basically in it for the violence, and I think they would have gone for the battle. Maybe a couple would take a swing at us, but not all of them."



"I see what you mean," Tara agreed reluctantly, "and they certainly wouldn't have all followed us when we ran."



"Well, again, maybe a couple would," Willow allowed, "they're kind of bloody-minded, but yeah, not all of them. And between you and me, I'm the only one who's pissed off a major demon."



"That settles the why," Tara concurred grimly, "she's holding a grudge?"



"Undoubtedly," Willow nodded, "demons aren't exactly the forgiving type. And for them, being summoned is like all their dreams coming true. If they dream, I'm not sure on that. A demon like Shadai would get maybe one chance in a thousand years, if that, to find a mage who's powerful enough to summon her, and insane enough to want to. So, put yourself in her spiky cloven hooves: you've been imprisoned in hell since the Sin Wars, when you finally get a chance to return to the mortal realm, full of humans to be unpleasant to, and with very few mages strong enough to threaten you. And the moment you get there, this little girl of a sorceress pops a banishing spell on you which, dumb idea though it was," she admitted with a rueful grin, "keeps you busy just long enough for a bunch of really powerful sorceresses to show up and blast you back to hell. Plus you're a demon, and therefore full of every negative impulse and personality trait in existence, with none of the positives. How do you feel?"



"She's holding a grudge," Tara said.



"That's one way of putting it," Willow agreed. "And I'm starting to think, maybe instead of just moping around hell, she's sort of fixated on getting back at me. Maybe the others, too - Ember, Cyan, Symphony, Prospera, they were all there, they were the ones who destroyed Shadai's form, weakened her enough that my banishing spell worked. We have to warn them, I have to send a message back to the Order as soon as we get out of this."



"We will," Tara said reassuringly. "I'm sure they're okay, the way you describe them they're all powerful sorceresses."



"They are," Willow nodded, "some of the best."



"Well, if the best Shadai can do to us is chase us with goat-men, they're probably not going to get into any danger they can't get out of. We'll send a letter as soon as we reach Kotram, give it to a rider going back to Kingsport, or to Duncraig, whichever is quicker."



"Right," Willow agreed, "okay. Okay, that'll work. You're right, they'll be okay, a-and if anything happens they'll probably be able to figure it out themselves anyway..."



"Okay," Tara said, giving Willow's hand a squeeze. "What about the goat-men?"



"I don't know," Willow admitted, "somehow she's influencing them, it's the only explanation that makes sense... but she can't be, even a demon as powerful as she is can't project her will out of hell without someone actively helping on this end, doing a ritual to contact her."



"Goat-men can't do that?" Tara asked. Willow shook her head.



"Too dumb. They can barely tell humans from other demons - you saw what they did to those Carvers. They probably didn't even realise they were on the same side. Well, as much as demons ever cooperate."



"Are there demons that can do those kind of spells?"



"Some," Willow said thoughtfully. "I've read accounts in the Order libraries from sorceresses who've seen liches and ghoul lords practice demonic magic to communicate with their masters in hell. And, yeah, some of them were supposed to have goat-men as their slaves, sort of their personal fighters, 'cause ghoul lords are physically pretty fragile..."



"That must be it," Tara concluded, "if they were trying to get to you, then there must be one of these ghoul lords, or some other kind of demon like them, controlling them."



"I can't think of any other explanation," Willow said. "Of course, that doesn't mean there *isn't* one, just that I can't think of it. But yeah, that's probably it."



"It doesn't change our plan, though?" Tara asked. "We get to Kotram, then rejoin the caravan as soon as a rider shows up."



"Yeah," Willow said hesitantly, "but... it means that-"



"What?" Tara asked, as Willow shook her head and took a breath to try to steady herself. Willow stopped abruptly and looked around, as if she couldn't meet Tara's gaze.



"It means I'm putting you in danger," she said angrily. "You weren't at the hospice, but now there's demons chasing after you, a-and mages trying to kill you, and, and gods know what else! Just because you're with me. I mean..." she stopped, gulped down a breath of air, and lifted her hand to lightly touch the bandage on Tara's arm.



"This is my fault," she said quietly. Tara immediately gathered Willow in her arms, and held her as her tears started to flow.



"Shh," she soothed Willow, as her body shook with sobs, "it's not your fault, Willow, it's not. These are evil creatures, Willow, and you're, you're not one of them, you're good, you're the most wonderful thing in the world, and you can't blame yourself for what they do."



"But they hurt you," Willow said in a tiny, pleading voice, "because of me..."



"They tried to hurt you," Tara said, "I will never let that happen, Willow, not if there's anything I can do to stop it. I'm okay, and you're not hurt, and we'll get through this together, okay?" Willow clung to her, her sobs becoming quieter, but not entirely gone. Tara took her head in her hands, lifting her so she could see her face, and wipe the tears from Willow's cheeks with her thumbs.



"I can't leave you," she said, "I can't, and I won't. I will stay by your side Willow, always, there's simply no other choice for me to make, and no other choice I would make even if I could. Okay?" Willow nodded, tears still shining in her eyes. Tara leaned forward and kissed her, very gently.



"Okay?" she asked again, softly.



"Okay," Willow said. They let go of each other, keeping their hands held, and continued on their way along the outskirts of the wood, towards the rise ahead.



"I know you feel this is something that's your problem, not mine," Tara said gently, "but it's not. If these creatures, and Shadai, threaten you, then they're threatening me too. You're mine, Willow, just like I'm yours. That's... you're the most perfect, beautiful part of my life, and I won't let anything take you away from me. What would you do, if demons were hunting me?" Willow nodded her understanding.



"Freeze them so hard they'll take centuries to melt in the hellfire," she said firmly.



"That's my sorceress," Tara grinned.



"Thank you," Willow said sincerely, "thank you for... gods, for being you, for being amazing."



"All yours," Tara said, "and more. You're welcome. Come on," she added, quickening her pace, "are you okay for a bit more speed?"



"Ready when you are," Willow grinned.



"If you're right about the demons, they'll definitely be looking for us. Do goat-men sleep?"



"Um, I think so. Yes, definitely, I read once about them sleeping underground whenever they can. I'm not sure for how long, though."



"Well, we've probably still got a decent lead on them," Tara went on, "and like I said yesterday, they'll have to go carefully or risk going past us without noticing, so that gives us the edge. With luck, we'll reach Kotram tomorrow, before they get anywhere near us again."



"Lead the way," Willow nodded, and the pair set off at a brisk walk.



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The walk up the rise was tiring, if not particularly difficult to persevere with, and more than once Willow envied Tara, who didn't seem to be feeling the exertion at all. She spent some time in admiration of Tara's legs, noting her strong, elegant muscles and the light sheen of sweat that built as they neared the top, but eventually her curiosity got the better of her.



"Do you do a lot of walking normally?" she wondered out loud.



"At times," Tara said lightly, "in training, of course, but sometimes I just go walking in the forest. Amazons have to be able to keep up on long marches, of course, we don't have lots of horses so if for some reason, for example, we had to send a group of prides from Tran Athulua to the coast, to repel invaders or board a fleet for one of the other islands, it'd be on foot. One of the final training stages includes a march from the city all the way to the eastern shore, along the old forest tracks. Each girl starts one day ahead of the next, and we have twenty-five days to make the journey, surviving just on what we can carry, and what the forest provides."



"How far is that?"



"Here to Kingsport, roughly," Tara guessed.



"Wow," Willow murmured, the path up the rise suddenly put in perspective for her. "And you did that on your own?"



"Yep," Tara said, "twenty-three days, plus an hour or so on the next day. I could've jogged the last part in the evening of the last day, but there wasn't any need to hurry."



"So this is just a stroll for you in comparison," Willow grinned.



"Physically? It's not that hard," Tara allowed, "but it's not the same. There I was at home, I knew the forest, there were no dangers I didn't know about, and in the unlikely event of something happening, there were instructors tracking us all the way. Here... the land is unfamiliar, I'm still getting used to the feel of it, and getting an idea for how to live off it, if need be."



"How's that?" Willow asked.



"Just observing," Tara explained, "seeing where the edible plants are, how frequently they grow along our path, how many we can expect up ahead if we need them. What kinds of animals are around, what sort of camp site we need to find to be secure... whether we'll have good weather or bad, how much warning there'll be if a storm comes." She offered Willow a smile, and squeezed her hand warmly. "At least I still have my home with me."



"Aw, and now I just have to kiss you," Willow said, stopping briefly to press a kiss against Tara's lips. They continued up the rise arm-in-arm, smiling.



"And what do your Amazon senses tell you about the land now?" Willow asked.



"There's more useful plants than I thought at first," Tara mused, "probably as the ground gets less rocky towards the river we'll find more. Could be a reprieve for the rabbits, even if we do have to supplement our rations."



"Well that's good," Willow agreed.



"I'm starting to get a feel for the woods, as well," Tara went on, "the trees, the plants beneath them, the animals sheltering there, it's different to those on the islands, but in a way it's similar as well. Like sisters, each their own, but like each other."



"No kidding," Willow said, fascinated with how Tara saw an environment that, up until now, she herself had considered scenery between cities.



"It's something I've thought about before," Tara explained, "it was actually when I was doing my training march that I got the idea. Something... well, odd, happened, and it got me thinking."



"What was that?"



"Well," Tara recounted, "it was on the eighteenth day, I was in the deepest part of the forest, the eastern basin between the city plateau and the hills by the coast. It's probably the oldest part of the forest on Philios, and the only area apart from some wild lands in the north that's actually dangerous - not for a trained warrior," she hastened to reassure Willow, "but for someone who couldn't track and defend themselves, there are some animals that defend their territory aggressively, and it could be easy to stray near their nests or dens and make them think they were threatened. That didn't happen, though, I saw signs of a couple of nests but stayed clear of them.



"Anyway, I was walking along, just sort of letting my senses guide me - I knew I was making good time, and didn't have to hurry - and I suddenly felt like I was being watched. And when an Amazon feels like that, it means she *is* being watched, after enough training you can sort of feel a... a parallel, I suppose, in the tiny reactions of whatever's watching you. In tiny little ways - breathing, small motions, tension - when you watch someone, you react to them. Well, I felt something nearby reacting to me, to my motions. But it didn't feel threatening, just... curious? It's a sense I can't really explain, maybe it's just a development of tracking skills, but I could feel a faint echo, or something like that. It wasn't afraid of me, or hostile in any way, it was just watching me to see what I was. And after a while, it was sort of... satisfied, I guess, and it blended in with the forest until it wasn't there any more."



"What was it?" Willow asked. "Did you ever find out?"



"Not for sure," Tara replied, "I never felt it again, and I never saw anything. I think, though, maybe it was a bramble hulk."



"Really?" Willow was surprised. "I thought you said they were only on Lycander."



"They are," Tara said with a shrug, "so far as anyone knows. At least, there's a part of Lycander, the deep forest there, that we leave pretty much alone, apart from veteran warriors who're welcome there, and conduct all the trade between us and them. But from the way that hulks are described, what I sensed felt like one of them. It was like the forest, but slightly more... focused, more alert. Like the difference between a normal person and a warrior, which I guess they are. Guardians of the forest, that's what they're supposed to be."



"So there might be one on Philios as well?" Willow wondered.



"Actually," Tara said, "a while later I found something that made me think back on that, and that maybe explains it. There's some legends - really old ones - that say when a bramble hulk is in danger, it can become part of the forest, just merge completely with the big, old trees. Its bark becomes the tree's bark, its blood becomes their sap, and its spirit... I guess its spirit is always part of the forest anyway. And they can re-emerge in different places, because the forest is all one thing."



"Like, it could go into one tree and come out of another?"



"That's what the legends say," Tara said, "and in a way it makes sense. Like I said, a forest is one thing, more than just a collection of individual trees. The whole forest, all the trees and plants and even the animals to an extent, all grow and feed and wither and die together, not individually. If one tree is hurt, it affects the whole forest, and if part of the forest is strong, it can spread and make the whole forest strong. So there's all these links between the individual living things, as if in spirit they're all one living thing. I suppose hulks can move through the whole forest because of that. And I was wondering, what if it's not just true of one forest?"



"But Lycander's an island," Willow pointed out, "there's, what, how many miles of ocean between it and Philios?"



"But the living forest isn't completely isolated," Tara observed, "the streams that flow through it flow into the ocean, and the plants on the shores, mangroves and so on, drink those waters, and there are tides that move between all three islands. And the smaller plants, flowers and those sorts of things, some of them spread their seeds on the wind, and they could be carried from one island to another. Not the big trees, of course, it's pretty difficult to fly an acorn across fifty miles of ocean... unless it falls in the water, and floats... maybe even that's possible, once in a while, perhaps. And of course it's all very slow, and mostly they're isolated from each other, but..."



"I get it," Willow completed her thought, "forests are slow things naturally, like... if you measured a person by heartbeats, the equivalent for forests would be years, the seasons coming and going."



"Exactly," Tara went on, "and in something that slow, and... and massive, all those little points of contact between one forest and another could build a sort of bond between them. And maybe the hulks can move through those as well."



"So the bramble hulks think you're satisfactory?" Willow concluded. "Well, I can agree with that sentiment... even if I'd use stronger terms." Tara smiled.



"Thanks," she murmured, "and yeah, when I wondered if that's what it was, it was kind of... pleasing. I like the forest, I like the living world, so it's nice to know that, I guess, it likes me as well." She started to say something else, but stumbled.



"Hey, whoa," Willow exclaimed, clutching Tara's arm to steady her, "are you okay? What's wrong?"



"I don't know," Tara said, frowning, "I just felt kind of faint for a moment... like I'd just stood up too fast, you know?" She shook her head. "It's passing now, it was just..." Her frown deepened, and as one she and Willow looked at the bandage on her arm.



"Does it hurt?" Willow asked, as Tara started unwrapping it.



"No," Tara said, stopping for a moment to prod the bandage, "actually it's a bit numb... I changed it last night, I didn't feel anything wrong, but it was dark..." She finished removing the bandage, and Willow let out a little gasp. The cuts in her arm seemed to be clean, with no sign of infection in the wounds, but the skin around them was tinged with grey.



"That's not good," Tara said distantly. Willow tentatively touched a fingertip to the discoloured skin, looking for any sign from Tara that it hurt.



"Feels cold," she said with a frown. She guided Tara to a rock to sit on, and unfastened the pouch on her hip.



"What're you doing?"



"I remember Ember saying something about cold skin once," she explained, producing the journal, "she was talking about cold magic mainly, about making your skin cold - you know, like I did with my tongue that time - but she said something about it being like you'd had a run-in with a zombie. At the time I didn't think to ask..." She lapsed into silence for a moment, turning the pages and scanning through them with impressive speed, her lips silently framing unfamiliar words as she did so.



"Here," she said at last, "here it is, 'undead have been known to cause a sickness, the grave's touch, especially those who died recently' - well, that fits, that poor man hadn't been dead sixty seconds. Let me see, open wounds, skeletons, herbs, ah! Oh no... 'if untreated, the grave's touch will proceed through the body over the course of approximately two weeks, aided by cold and hindered by warmth, until it reaches the brain, where," her voice dropped to a choked whisper, "it will end in death." She held her breath, reading furiously, her other hand tight around Tara's.



"Come on, come on, please please please," she muttered to herself, "yes! Yes, here, treatable by healing potions of Kurast manufacture," she looked up at Tara, with desperate excitement in her eyes, "I've got those! I've got two, this says you only need one!" She fumbled at the tiny leather cylinders on her belt, opening one and producing a slim vial filled with ruby red liquid, which she handed to Tara.



"I just drink it?" Tara asked. Willow nodded.



"It only takes a few seconds to work," she said quickly, "they're designed to be used in battle if need be, so they can't afford to take too long to work, only," a frown crossed her face, and she hugged Tara around the waist, "only, when it works, it's going to hurt."



"How much?" Tara asked with a deep, steadying breath. Willow looked almost as distressed as she had been a moment ago.



"A lot," she said, "it's... the way it works is partly by nullifying toxins and poisons, but also by magically accelerating the body's own healing. So it can repair cuts and so on, even broken bones if they're set first-" She halted herself before she could start to babble aimlessly. "All the healing that would normally take, oh, weeks or so, happens in a few seconds, but all the soreness, a-and the little twinges of pain and aches and stuff you'd get while you were healing, all that is compressed as well. The alchemists are always talking about figuring out how to do one without the other, but no-one's got it yet..." she trailed off miserably.



"Oh well," Tara said, with a resigned shrug, "a-at least it kind of fits in with the whole balance concept." She gave Willow a weak smile, which Willow returned. "Do one thing for me?" she asked, in a quieter, more serious voice.



"Anything," Willow said.



"Hold me."



"Oh gods, always," Willow said at once. Tara nodded, kissed Willow tenderly on the forehead, then pulled out the tiny stopper in the vial.



"Wait," Willow said, fumbling with her belt. She undid it and slid off the empty potion cylinder.



"Um, maybe," she said, offering it to Tara, "if it hurts too much... maybe bite down on this?" She cringed as she said it.



"Thank you," Tara said gently. She held the cylinder in one hand, the vial in the other. Carefully she leant into Willow's embrace, her arms around Willow's back. In a swift motion she tipped the contents of the vial into her mouth and swallowed, then steeled herself against the expected pain, ready to bite down on the leather if need be, and hoping she could weather the worst of it without crying out or clutching too hard, or anything that would upset Willow more.



The liquid tasted faintly of apples, and though it wasn't cold at all, it sent a chill through Tara as she swallowed, like ice water. She closed her eyes and concentrated on breathing, slow in, slow out... and then, a twinge of pain shot through her arm, and another, and suddenly it was burning hot as if she'd plunged it into the molten steel of a forge. There was no dizziness or nausea, which she was just aware enough to be thankful for, but the pain itself was the most intense she had ever felt. For a moment it felt as if the heat had got into her blood, that white-hot metal was flowing through her veins, through her whole body - she bit down hard, then opened her mouth to scream, the cylinder falling to the ground, but she stopped herself by force of will, allowing nothing but a tiny whimper to escape.



Then it was over, and she was panting, sweating, clinging to Willow like the last survivor of a shipwreck, tossed on the ocean and clutching at driftwood for her life's sake. The sudden cessation of the pain left her confused, and it took a moment for her to realise Willow was whispering fiercely into her ear.



"-gonna be alright baby, I promise, you're gonna be fine, I'm so sorry, gods I'm sorry, I'll protect you, I'll make it okay, I'm so sorry..."



"Willow," Tara said, surprising herself with the sound of her own voice - she had expected a weak whisper, but her voice was strong and level. Willow paused, and Tara searched for something to say to reassure her, to stop her blaming herself. And then she realised:



"You saved me," she said, kissing Willow's neck, hugging her warmly.



"I wha?" Willow asked as Tara pulled back just enough to look at her.



"You did," Tara said, "I'd never have known what to do on my own, and I wouldn't have had any potions. You saved my life."



"I..." Willow hesitated, pausing as if to test the unfamiliar idea. "Well, okay," she said dismissively after a moment, "but it's not like it was me, technically... I mean, I just had the potion on me, and I had to look it up to know what was wrong... anyone could've done that."



"But you did," Tara smiled. She leaned forward again and kissed Willow firmly, and the vigour with which she opened Willow's lips and explored inside her mouth seemed to be heartening for both of them.



"Um..." Willow said with a bemused smile once Tara released her lips, "so... you're feeling okay?" Tara stretched, keeping an arm around Willow, now for comfort rather than support.



"Actually, I feel great," she said. "I feel... refreshed, relaxed... like I just woke up."



"Oh," Willow nodded, "oh, well, good. Good. You're okay," she added to herself, and lunged forward to return Tara's kiss, this time seeking, and gaining, admittance to Tara's mouth and taking her time enjoying it.



"You're okay," she repeated, leaning back. "It's all good. Yay!" Tara smiled, and quickly touched the tip of her nose to Willow's.



"And you're adorable," she grinned.



"I'm relieved," Willow explained.



"And adorable," Tara pointed out. She stretched her arm and looked at it. "Hey," she said, surprised, "all better." Willow nodded and ran her fingers down Tara's arm, which was perfectly healed, without a trace of the cuts that had been there moments earlier, or the discoloured skin around them.



"That's the idea," she said. Tara stood up and offered her hand to Willow.



"Shall we go?" Willow took her hand, stood up, and looped her arm around Tara's.



"Certainly," she replied with a smile. "Oh, wait, let me get that..." She quickly gathered up the fallen potion pouch and replaced it on her belt, then went to put the journal back, but reconsidered and kept it in her hand.



"Going to do some reading?" Tara asked as they set off again.



"Can't hurt," Willow said, using her thumb to flip the pages of the small book over as she held it one-handed. "Actually I want to see if there's anything about Carvers controlling human undead, I got the impression from what I remember that they only resurrect their own... maybe we can get a better idea of whatever's controlling the goat-men." Tara smiled, spreading her senses around her once again, but otherwise just enjoying being with Willow, and listening to her absent-minded narration as she read.



"Lemme see... undead... come on, it's got to be around here somewhere... one of these days I'm going to go through this book and write up an index or something. Could be a ghoul lord... I mean, undead are their thing, hence the name, lords of ghouls... that's a kind of zombie, they're a bit more energetic than the everyday sort, takes more concentrated necromantic magic to raise them, I think... never really paid that much attention to necromancy, I mean, undead aren't like demons, it's usually easier to just ice them than try to counter the magic animating them... icky stuff anyway..." Tara stole occasional glances at Willow, biting her lip at the cuteness of the intense expression of concentration on her face, and together they walked on.



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It was almost midday when they reached the crest of the rise and looked out across the Kingsway valley. In the far distance, visible only as a glitter of reflected sunlight, the river peeked through the small hills surrounding it. Nearer, beyond another large ridge perhaps two dozen miles away, a grey-brown blob surrounded by patches of uniform colour suggested a town and its fields.



"That must be it," Willow observed.



"It's in the right place," Tara said, "and as large as the map showed it. Stone buildings on the central hill, with smaller wooden buildings lower down. A keep and surrounding villages, I guess."



"You can see that?" Willow asked. "I can only just make out that it's there at all."



"Amazon eyesight," Tara replied with a grin.



"Ah, so those gorgeous blue eyes of yours aren't just decorative," Willow said, nodding to herself. Tara's hand, around her waist, snuck lower to swat her on the bottom.



"Come on, my cheeky sorceress," she said, taking Willow's hand again, "we've still got a lot of ground to cover. I think maybe... wait a moment."



"What?" Willow asked, as Tara changed direction slightly, kneeling down to examine the ground after a few paces.



"Something's walked here," she said as Willow knelt beside her, "lots of people." Willow looked either way along the top of the rise.



"Doesn't look like a trail," she observed.



"No, not people," Tara frowned, "clawed feet, there's indentations in the dirt... if that rain we had passed over here at all, maybe... ten days, two weeks ago."



"Carvers?"



"They're the right size," Tara sighed, "it could've been a band of them. Moving at night, they wouldn't have worried about being seen, so they kept to the ridge..." She peered off into the distance, northward where the rise curled around to the west. "I wonder if it was the band that attacked the caravan?"



"They can't have known we were coming," Willow said, "ten days ago we hadn't even set out from the castle."



"I suppose something comes along the road sooner or later," Tara mused. "I don't see any other tracks, nothing more recent certainly... well, no matter then." She stood up and inspected the terrain ahead of them, absently fishing a pair of wrapped rations from the satchel slung over her shoulder.



"We should try to reach the foot of that next rise by evening," she said, handing one to Willow, "it looks like there might be a stream, maybe even a building. Something wooden, I don't think it's trees..." Willow peered where Tara was looking, which was obscured by distance and haze.



"I'll have to take your word for it," she said with a grin, "that's pretty impressive."



"It's just a vague shape," Tara shrugged, "maybe a hunting cabin or something like that. But if it looks safe, I wouldn't say no to having a roof over our heads for our last night out in the wilderness. You?"



"Me too," Willow nodded. "Do you think we'll make it?" Tara again inspected the ground between them and their impromptu destination.



"It's not too far, but the ground is a bit broken, some more hills down there... I think we'll reach it before the sun sets."



"Well," Willow said, holding out her free hand to Tara, "let's cover some ground then."



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby JustSkipIt » Sun Oct 19, 2003 11:29 am

Hey Chris,

I missed one update for commenting but I'll kind of combine. Just to say, I'm loving this adventuring. I love the way the girls are taking care of each other and learning what they are doing and how to survive. They seem to be really putting their brains and bodies to work. Love it. Debra

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby justin » Sun Oct 19, 2003 12:57 pm

That was a great update. :clap



It was nice seeing Willow and Tara working together and each using their particular fields of expertise to overcome their problems.



Willow's explanation seemed reasonable but I can't help feel that this is all part of something larger than simple revenge.



Looking forward to reading more



Anya in a wimple...I'd pay full admission for that. Gods Served And Abandoned - by Antigone Unbound


You know the worst thing about people in a relationship? The fact that they're in a relationship. - Hilda Spellman





justin
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby Arwen276 » Sun Oct 19, 2003 4:09 pm

I love them being in the wilderness! It's very "team work-y"...

It's good that Willow opened up to Tara instead of choosing not to worry her, or leaving the task to Tara to interrogate her...

They've grown really comfortable with each other, but on the other hand Willow has some guilt issues.

It's very natural, that she feels responsible for dragging Tara into it.

I loved Tara's way of dealing with it and explaining to her that they belonged to each other.

This is how a couple should be, the perfect example of a healthy relationship, well as healthy as one can be, while in the loose and trying to evade goat-demons.



It was very exciting the way you dealt with the whole zombie-infection thingie. Thank god for those vials huh?

and well you know, I'm ready to take that pain if it spares me from weeks of healing, will you sell some?



so I've been wondering, is this the shed you promised us a long time ago?

I know they're in danger and all, but you know me, always with the curious mind...so? is it?



Lol



Anyway, it was great, enticing and beautifully written! Very tolkien-ish...better even, because there's our favorite couple!



~Arwen



ps: I so knew it was Shadai!!!! grrr! yay me! :)

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby sabina » Mon Oct 20, 2003 12:19 pm

Hi there Artemis :wave



This was another great update :applause



I liked the way each of them supported the other. Together they can overcome anything :wink



Hum... I was kind of wondering... Is this next night the "all alone" nigh they have been talking about for quite some time?



Yeah, I know they are in the middle of nowhere being chased by demons... but at least there isn't anyone in sight to bother them :whistle



Update soon? :pray




"I know I was born and I know that I'll die.

The in between is mine.

I am mine!" - Pearl Jam

sabina
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby Grimlock72 » Mon Oct 20, 2003 1:54 pm

Even IF they get to sleep in a shed alone I wouldn't pick that as their first 'night' together so to speak. Either they would think to much about the danger around them or they would forget about it and be attacked. Best to march on to the town, get in there and be protected. Now if there's a nice 2-person room in the local Inn... heh.



I noticed Tara babling a bit too, must be picking that up from Willow. I liked this quote a lot;
Quote:
"Freeze them so hard they'll take centuries to melt in the hellfire," she said firmly.



"That's my sorceress," Tara grinned.
Had me laughing for quite a while :lol



It's too bad Tara had to endure that pain thing but it saved her life. Though Ember's journal (make note; must thank Ember for journal.. hopefully she's alright and not attacked by other goaty demons) mentioned a period of two weeks, during which they would have been in a town already.



Suppose a ghoulmaster IS controlling those goatmen, why would it do that ? Certainly not because it just likes to obey other demons. I really think there should be a rule that no demon can stand sunlight or something, got to have some advantage one way or the other.



Good thing they can at least see the town, I figure that means they can reach it in one day if they continue walking ?? (don't know how hige that rise is)



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 31)

Postby shuyaku » Mon Oct 20, 2003 8:03 pm

I just love how you weave their individual histories into the overall story. And I realize it is info we really need as the story continues and facts come into play at a later time. You do an amazing job of dropping the tidbits in little conversational drops. Sometimes it's just cool stories to fill in the knowledge gaps and sometimes it's more important to the story arc. And I love trying to figure out what is what.



Their teamwork is perfect. Each one has their own strengths and weaknesses and they are comfortable enough with each to know this, which makes it very cool! I can't wait 'til they figure everything out - but the slow ride there is just awesome!



-shuyaku

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"Oh God, Willow—you’re giving me the gift of Karen Carpenter. Just when I think I grasp the full extent of your love." - Tara

"Why do birds suddenly appear? It’s because, you are queer…" - Willow (Gods Served and Abandoned by AntigoneUnbound)

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Re: chapter 31

Postby chilled monkey » Tue Oct 21, 2003 4:05 am

Very good update. Once again, we see Willow using her intelligence and analytical skills to try and find a solution.



Very clever way to have Willow heal Tara. That is something I have often wondered about. Magick basically follows the natural order of the world, and as healing is a natural process, it should be possible to heal someone with magick by speeding up the rate at which it happens. However the drawback you described makes sense as well.



I love the way that they vow to protect each other. That is perfect characterisation on both their parts.

chilled monkey
 


Re: chapter 31

Postby sam7777 » Tue Oct 21, 2003 11:43 pm

The plot thickens. I like how the demon attack ties back to Willow's encounter with Shadai. And it's beautiful to see the love between them as Tara stands by her woman. This is completely AU and yet you have captured Willow and Tara perfectly and have a great story to boot. Thanks.

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Re: chapter 31

Postby Artemis » Thu Oct 23, 2003 11:08 am

Thanks everyone :) The next chapter is close to completion - it's about two-thirds written, and the rest is substantially plotted out in my mind already - but it's 2:30am and I'm tired, so I think it'd be better to write it tomorrow when I'm feeling fresher. Sorry 'bout that :) But, as something to offer in my defence, it'll be NC-17 rated.



Debra: Hi :) Thanks, and yes, that's what I'm trying to achieve - particularly the girls using their brains. Diablo is pretty brainless most of the time, so I thought it'd be a nice contribution on my part to have knowledge be the important thing. I didn't really have this in mind back then, but it's kind of why I gave Willow Ember's journal to begin with. I think she and Tara are a great team - faced with a problem, Tara looks within, to find out how the danger affects them and how they can remain strong in the face of it, and Willow looks without, to understand the danger and figure out how to neutralise it. Together they've got their bases covered :)



justin: More than simple revenge? Could be... then again, never underestimate a demon's ability to hold a grudge :) I'm not giving away anything just yet, except that it's probably fair to say that there's more to learn than Willow's worked out already.



Arwen: Heh, if I had those potions, you bet I'd be selling them :) They're another nod to the game, with its 'reds' (healing potions, coloured red). Of course when you're playing they just boost your Life back up, with no side-effects, but I thought it didn't seem right to have such a benefit without some sort of drawback.



Yes, Willow has guilt, which I think is understandable - I mean, on the face of it, she is the cause of Tara being in danger, and I thought that needed to be addressed. I like to find little issues and dramas like that for the girls to overcome - after all, how much fun would it be if they just went happily along without a care in the world the whole time? Well, okay, I did that for a while with the smut-in-a-wagon chapters, but it would've got boring pretty soon :) And if their demon-fighting was just a matter of jogging along aiming an ice bolt or an explosive arrow at anything horned, that'd get a bit dull soon as well. So I try to work out how all this would affect them, what might be upsetting on more than just a practical demons-are-chasing-us basis. But then, I like to see them overcoming the obstacles in their way, both external and internal.



Did I promise a shed? I remember a shed or something similar being mentioned, but I don't recall actually committing to any shed-related action. Of course, back then I still had it in mind to hold off on the making love until they got their own room, but Willow and Tara had other ideas :) Things don't always go the way I plan. There will be NC-17ing next chapter, though I can't guarantee it will take place in proximity to a shed.



sabina: I guess I shouldn't mine this for suspense - no, this coming night won't be the Big Night. They're still out in the wilderness, and need to be on their guard, especially at night. But don't worry, it's coming :)



Grimlock: Yep, don't want to end up fighting demons with no clothes on. (Actually, there's an unofficial patch to Diablo that allows the assassin to do just that. When you think about the literally thousands of custom-built animation frames that would have to be created entirely from scratch, it's quite a staggering effort to go to just to get a one-inch-tall naked woman. The things people do...)



Willow-babble is just too cute not to unconsciously pick up. I lapse into it occasionally, along with my other habits acquired from watching too much TV - using Janeway-esque hand gestures when I'm explaining something at length is one that I notice now and then.



I wouldn't worry about Ember, she's survived far worse than a bunch of goat-men. Save your concern for any demon that goes near her :)



If a Ghoul Lord is commanding the goat-men, it'd probably be willingly. Despite the fact that true demons consider earth-born hybrids only one step above humans (i.e. they despise them), hybrid demons are pretty much incapable of disobeying a true demon. If it were something like a Liche - a human mage who tried to cheat death, and brought upon himself an undead-like state without actually dying - it would probably be a Faustian bargain kind of thing, the demon offering power in exchange for allegiance. Liches are kind of insane anyway.



There are some demons that can't stand sunlight - spectres come to mind, some tribes of Carvers (called Dark Ones) are almost exclusively nocturnal, and things like gloams stalk their prey at night. (That's me making this up, not the game - there is night and day in Diablo, but it's purely cosmetic, and makes no difference to the gameplay.) There are vampires, as well - Nosferatu types, ugly, not the suave Dracula types. They dutifully burn in sunlight.



The town, Kotram, isn't quite close enough for them to reach this day - if they pushed themselves, they might reach it a couple of hours after dusk, but it's more sensible to wait out the night somewhere safe and move on tomorrow. It's just on the edge of Willow's vision (which is about as good as a human gets without having the advantage of being an Amazon), but the ground between here and there is up and down, broken and rocky, with no path to follow, so it's not as quick to cross as it might seem.



shuyaku: That's exactly what I'm hoping for - there are lots of tidbits that are miscellaneous trivia, that won't be vital later on, and exist just because, well, things happen without any great purpose all the time. Then again, there's things I'm setting up for later in the story, and things I'm setting up for the sequel (Elisabeth was an obvious one of those, but there are more subtle ones), and hopefully it's not easy to tell which are which. That way - so the theory goes - it'll be satisfying, but also surprising, when the pay-off arrives to details dropped in earlier.



(A line I heard ages ago and remembered, supposedly from the playwrite Chekov - if someone gets shot in act three of a play, the gun should be hanging on the wall in act one. In other words, don't just pull plot twists out of nowhere. I think the trick is to have the gun on the wall, but do it in such a way that the audience doesn't think anything of there being a gun on the wall until act three, when the lead guy takes it down and shoots his rival, or whatever.)



chilled monkey: Magical healing is a Diablo thing, but I like it, given the drawback - besides, it gives alchemists a genuine claim to being 'mages', and they need something to do, the poor fellows. All the game lets them do it stand around in town and sell potions to the heroes :)



sam7777: Yep, Shadai is definitely involved - I couldn't bring myself to create a creature like that and then just use her in a momentary flashback :) 'Stand by your woman' is pretty much the theme I'm going for, so I'm glad it comes through.

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby Artemis » Fri Oct 24, 2003 8:22 am

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: NC-17

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Thirty-Two

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The ground was broken and rocky on the downward slopes of the rise, but smoother and greener the further Willow and Tara walked. With an hour and a half, Tara guessed, of sunlight before evening, they reached a small wood growing in the bottom of the valley, beneath the final ridge, and skirting around to the north of it they found the cabin Tara had seen from afar.



"Do you think there's anyone here?" Willow wondered as they approached.



"No," Tara said, "I don't think so." She had her spear held protectively in front of her, but Willow felt a sense of calm about her that suggested her instincts weren't warning her of any close danger. Nevertheless, she slung her bow over her shoulder, keeping her right hand free to cast, and a firm grip on her staff with the other.



The cabin was a simple, rugged building, barely large enough to be considered a house more than a shed. On the far side, peeking over the top of the roof, was a stone chimney, while the walls were rough-cut wood. The two windows they could see were closed with shutters, but the door was half-open, its bottom corner resting against a stone in the patch of hard-packed dirt that served as a path in front of it. Rough tracks led off north, north-east and south, the last heading into the trees.



"Deserted," Tara murmured. Willow nodded absently - her nerves were still a little shaky from the day's events, but she wasn't getting any sense of foreboding from the crude little cabin. It didn't look as if it harboured dangerous people or skulking demons, merely that it was unused and neglected. Reaching the door, Tara tapped it with her spear-point, listening for any movement from within. Hearing none, she peered into the gloom inside, with Willow close behind her.



The cabin proved to be empty, and a cursory search suggested it had been for some time. There were two rooms, the first, which the front door opened into, little more than a wide hallway with a sturdy, simple table at one end, and hooks on the side wall for coats or weapons. There was a patch of dirt just inside the door, on the floor and on the doorframe, where boots had been scraped free of mud, but it had long since dried out. A few leaves had blown in through the open door, but on the table and all over the far end of the hall, sheltered from the wind, was a thick layer of dust.



The other room, through a side door at the end of the hall, was larger and suggested that it had once been more comfortably furnished. The stone fireplace opened there, with a few half-burned logs on an iron grate, and the floor in front of it was covered by an old rug, worn through to the floorboards in places, its colours long since faded to dusty browns and greys. There was a single chair, a shelf on the wall beside it, and a bed with a bundle of worn, dusty blankets draped carelessly over one end of it. Of who had once lived here, or what they had done, there was little trace.



"Maybe it's a hunter's cabin," Tara suggested, breaking the silence as they stood in the room, "someone from Kotram might come out here during the summer, and leave it empty the rest of the year. It's definitely more than a season since anyone was in here." She pushed open the shutters, which moved with a protesting creak, and checked the views from the three windows.



"Do you think it might be safe?" Willow asked. Tara stared thoughtfully out of the window she stood in front of, which faced back to the west, into the sun creeping towards the rise they had stood on hours earlier. For a moment she was lost in thought, then she glanced at Willow and gave her a smile.



"I think so," she said. "I haven't seen any sign of demons since the trail up on the hill, and I haven't sensed anything dangerous. I suppose, if we're careful, we'd be as safe here as out in the open. At least this way we're out of the wind, and we'll be dry if it rains." She caught Willow's hand and gave it a squeeze.



"Yay," Willow said with satisfaction. "No fire, though? Thought not," she added when Tara gave a rueful half-grin.



"From the outside, there'd be nothing to indicate this was anything but an abandoned cabin," she said, turning her attention back to their surroundings, "and it's been left alone so far. We'll stay here. But there's plenty of sunlight left, I'd like to find that stream I thought I saw. Coming?"



"You even have to ask?" said Willow wryly, giving Tara a quick hug and kissing her on the cheek.



After a couple of minutes following the trail into the woods Tara heard the sound of running water, a few paces before Willow noticed it as well. Ahead the trail passed by a large boulder, sitting incongruously in the middle of the trees, and when they rounded it they saw the sparkle of water in the sunlight ahead. The trail veered close to the stream, then back into the woods, while Willow and Tara brushed through the handful of bushes in their way and stood on the grassy bank, grinning at each other. The scene was unexpectedly lovely: the stream, winding through the woods, trickled into a shallow depression, forming a tiny lake before bubbling on its way. At the south end another boulder lay half-submerged, a great, flat rock tilted over so that it slanted gently beneath the water. The far bank was covered in wild flowers, blooming in red and white, and the sunlight came through the foliage in erratic rays, shifting lazily as the taller branches swayed in the gentle breeze above.



"You know, I think whoever built that cabin was on to a good thing," Willow observed with a smile.



"Are you thinking of staying a few extra days in the wilderness?" Tara teased.



"Oh, that's tough," Willow frowned, "fresh sheets on the bed, hot food, no prowling monsters... civilisation has its good points. But then again, this..." She gestured vaguely around.



"You remember the house I told you about?" Tara said, hugging Willow from behind, "the one we'll make our home? The lake comes right up to the back of the house... a little ridge goes out from the shore on the left side, and curves around, almost enclosing it, like our own little private lake, with trees growing along the sides... we could plant flowers by the banks, just like this." Willow sighed happily, then turned and kissed Tara, very slowly and gently.



"I love you," she murmured when she finally leant back from Tara's lips.



"I know," Tara replied, "I love you." She returned Willow's kiss, just as gentle and peaceful, her tongue leisurely tracing Willow's lips, in lieu of any more frenzied activity. Willow moaned quietly into her mouth, and put on an adorable pout when Tara finally stepped back.



"We can't just kiss all day," she pointed out.



"Can't we?" Willow asked, raising her eyebrows.



"Okay, correction," Tara conceded with a grin, "we can't kiss all day *today*. Anyway, if we did, there wouldn't be any time for a bath." Willow's eyes lit up, and she glanced at the tiny lake.



"Really?" she asked. "You think it's safe? I mean... I don't want to end up fighting demons with no clothes on. Me with the no clothes, not the demons, they typically don't bother anyway." Tara laughed to herself and kissed the tip of Willow's nose.



"I don't feel any danger around," she said, "I think we can afford to be out of armour for a little while. Quickly though, we should get back to the cabin before the sun goes down."



"Gotcha," Willow said, "what do you think, an hour?" Tara glanced at the angle of the sunlight coming through the trees.



"Pretty close," she said, "no less than that. You get started, I'll just check the view from that rock." Willow nodded and sat down on the grass, pulling her boots off. She took a speculative whiff of one of them, and then gingerly put both boots down at arm's length.



"Okay," she said to herself, undoing her skirt, "cross-country walking equals intense need for regular bathing." She unslung the waterskin from her shoulder and put it and her belt aside, with Tara's pack.



"Hey Tara... Tara?" She looked down towards the big rock, but Tara was nowhere in sight. "Tara!" She breathed a sigh of relief as Tara straightened up from behind the rock.



"Willow?" she asked.



"Sorry," Willow said sheepishly, as Tara walked back to her, "guess I'm a bit jumpy." Tara sat down next to her and put a hand on her shoulder.



"It's alright," she said gently, "I can understand why. I was just looking at that rock, I only crouched down for a second."



"I know, I just glanced over at the wrong time," Willow said, embarrassed at herself, "I just... for a moment everything was starting to feel kind of normal again, and then you weren't there, I guess... my overreaction, sorry."



"No, don't be sorry," Tara said soothingly, helping Willow take off her armour, "it's nothing to be embarrassed about. We had a scare today, and I think maybe it was worse for you than it was for me."



"How?" Willow asked, feeling strangely vulnerable. "You were the one who... who was..."



"I had you," Tara said, "but you were the one who had to be strong."



"Strong how?" Willow asked, almost pleading. "I was... what could I have done? If I hadn't had the potion, if I hadn't had the journal, or if it had needed some other cure I didn't have with me, I... there would've been nothing I could do, I-" She choked back a sob. "I feel like I came so close to losing you, a-and I... I was so scared," she finally admitted. In an instant Tara was holding her, and she was crying on Tara's shoulder.



"Shh, it's alright," Tara murmured, "it's alright Willow, I'm here, I'm with you, just like I always will be."



"I-I'm sorry," Willow sobbed, "I don't know why I... why this is-"



"It's alright," Tara repeated, "it's alright... you had a scare, that's all. You just need to heal." She kissed Willow on the top of her head, then leant down to whisper in her ear: "and I know exactly the potion to cure you." Willow paused at the seductive tone in Tara's voice, confused.



"Tara?" she asked.



"Make love to me," Tara whispered, "run your hands all over me, feel how alive I am... how alive you make me..."



"I-is it safe enough here?" Willow asked hesitantly, her body responding to Tara even as her mind was still caught between conflicting impulses.



"Yes," Tara purred, "I promise, nothing will hurt us. You want to, I know..."



"Oh gods I want to," Willow gasped, "I just... don't want to be careless, not after almost... losing-"



"I promise," Tara said again, "I would never risk myself, or you. You know that."



"I know," Willow echoed. Her tentative grin turned sultry, then almost predatory as she hugged Tara against her, and then quickly went to work on the buckles holding her armour on. Between her hands and Tara's the leathers were lying on the ground in no time, and Tara was left in her boots and underwear. With the sudden inflaming of passions so unexpected after their enforced abstention of the past two days, Willow was left breathless for a moment, gazing down the length of Tara's body, across her full breasts, the curves of her hips, her long, elegant legs, down to the points of her boots and back up again to meet her gaze. Tara leaned back on the grass and kicked off her boots, dipping her eyes momentarily. Willow followed her gaze down, then reached for the leather underwear around Tara's hips and dragged them down her legs, making herself wait until she had tossed them aside to join the rest of their clothes before looking back, granting herself the sight of her lover's naked form.



"Oh my gods," she breathed, all thoughts of making love to Tara momentarily displaced by the joy of simply seeing her, devouring the sight of her. Tara smiled, stretched, then slowly got to her feet and reached a hand down for Willow. Willow took it, was drawn to her feet in a daze, and followed Tara hand-in-hand over to the big boulder slanting out of the water. She blinked as she felt her feet cool, and realised belatedly that they had walked a little way into the small lake. Tara turned to her, leaned forward, lifted Willow's hand and pressed it to her chest, then to her lips for a gentle kiss. Then, all languid elegance, she lay down on the smooth surface of the boulder, glowing in the afternoon sun. Willow took a step forward and knelt next to her, breathing in little gasps. She gulped and licked her lips as Tara looked up at her, and nodded.



Without a word Willow leaned over Tara, almost kissing her. She could feel Tara's breath against her lips, tempting her, but still she hovered just beyond contact, staring into Tara's eyes, where she saw desire, anticipation, need, but above all peace. Leaning on one arm, she gingerly touched her free hand to Tara's stomach, eliciting a soft whimper from Tara, who writhed gently under her touch. Willow leant a fraction further, brushing her lips lightly on Tara's, not enough for a kiss, merely hints of contact, tantalising tastes of the softness of her lips. Her hand crept steadily upwards, her fingertips teasing the underside of Tara's breasts, straying into the cleavage between the two soft, flawless mounds resting like pillows against her chest. Tara gasped, tilted her head backward, reaching for Willow's lips, but still Willow held herself back, touching her, teasing her, her tongue darting out to taste Tara's lips, but never quite sealing the kiss. When Willow finally stretched her hand across Tara's right breast, squeezing gently, Tara let out a long, deep sigh, and her attempts to reach Willow dwindled away, replaced by a blissful calm where she stared into Willow's eyes and simply accepted whatever touch or caress she offered.



Willow slid her left leg over Tara's hips and straddled her, pressing her silk-covered sex against Tara's stomach while her other hand joined the first, completing her embrace of Tara's breasts. Tara smiled wider, if that was possible, and arched her back, pressing her waist up between Willow's wide-spread thighs, stretching her arms out above her head and using her body to please Willow. Willow bit her lip, resting more of her weight on Tara and more aggressively massaging her breasts, feeling her fingertips press into the yielding flesh, and Tara's nipples hard in the centres of her palms. Small, musical sounds emanated from Tara's through, escaping her lips as she gasped and clenched her teeth, writhing beneath Willow as if her climax was already near. For a long time Willow lost herself in the experience of pleasing Tara, feeling the delight of holding her breasts, their softness and weight, pressing against them and cupping them, and in Tara's answering gyrations, the firm pressure against her sex, knowing the pleasure she was giving her.



Finally she could wait no longer. In a smooth motion she slid to one side, her sex still pressed against Tara's hip rather than lifting away from her, and her hands moved. One cradled Tara's head, her fingers slipping easily through the silky blonde hair, the other moved down her stomach and through the soft curls of hair at the apex of her thighs. Tara nodded, wordlessly pleading. Willow's fingers found her wetness, already soaking her sex and glistening on her inner thighs, and for a moment she smiled down at Tara, noting every tiny moan and whimper as her fingers played in her sex, stroking close to her clit, brushing against her lips and then at last seeking the crevice between them. She readied the tip of a finger at the entrance to Tara's passage, then almost kissed her, nipping her bottom lip and holding it for a moment. As she leant back, a second finger joined the first, poised to explore Tara's depths.



"Please," Tara whispered, and no voice bearing edicts from rulers, angels or gods could ever have achieved such total command of Willow's heart as that simple, heartfelt plea. Feeling as if somehow it was Tara making love to her, Willow slid her fingers into the tight, welcoming confines of her sex, and as Tara's lips parted again in a gasp Willow kissed her.



In the first gasp of pleasure at Willow entering her Tara had let her mouth open wide, and she made no effort to pull away when Willow's kiss claimed her, their lips sealed together, Willow's tongue venturing deep into the warmth of Tara's mouth. Tara sighed, moaned, whimpered, arched her back, bucked her hips, all without any thought of restraint, the sounds from her throat muffled by Willow lips, the motions of her body serving only to enfold Willow's fingers deeper into her sex. Willow's steadily thrusting fingertips searched out Tara's sweet spot and caressed it, first with soft, tender care, and slowly, building as Tara neared climax, more firmly stroking over the especially sensitive place within her. When Tara was an inch from climax Willow pressed the heel of her hand firmly against her clit, and buried her fingers in her, probing and stimulating the wet interior of her sex, again and again crossing over her sweet spot, pressing just a little firmer each time.



Tara brought her hands up to cup Willow's face as their kiss reached its climax, and her body heaved and let loose its bounty of arousal. As she came her lips moved against Willow's, closing on her tongue of lips and again opening wide, inviting her in. With every renewal of the kiss Willow flexed her fingers, sending another bout of sweet tremors through Tara. Tara let all the strength out of her body, completely relaxed in Willow's hold, and when at last the kiss ended she smiled up at her.



Willow returned her smile, feeling no urgent need to have her own body's wants attended to, but simply a great sense of satisfaction and peace. She realised that all afternoon she had felt uneasy, a remnant of the quick panic that had gripped her as she had frantically searched through the pages of Ember's journal for a treatment for Tara's wound. Even when she had found it, and Tara was well again, a part of her hadn't let go of the icy fear she had felt then. But now, it was gone.



"How...?" she began to ask, before being silenced by Tara's finger on her lips.



"Better?" she asked. Willow nodded, smiling and wondering. "Something I learned, in weapons training in fact," Tara went on, "some things you can understand perfectly with your mind, but your body has to learn as well. Like wielding a spear - you can see it done a hundred times, memorise every motion, but until you hold it in your hands, feel your own body going through those motions, you never quite grasp it."



"Uh-huh," said Willow, confused.



"When you were worried about me today," Tara said, running her finger up to rest against Willow's temple, "when it was over, your mind understood I was safe, that you weren't going to lose me. But your body," her hand travelled down Willow's neck to brush against her cleavage, "was still afraid."



"And now I'm not," Willow finished, marvelling at how Tara could know what she needed, when she herself hadn't really known.



"Now you're not," Tara echoed. "Now you've felt me in your arms again, felt me move under your hands... felt the pleasure you've given me... now you know in here," she tapped Willow's temple again, "*and* here," her fingers returned to her chest, "that you're not going to lose me."



"So I just needed a, ah, physical reminder?" Willow asked with a grin.



"Something like that," Tara nodded, sitting up slowly, "I'm sure it would've sunk in in a day or two that I'm not going anywhere, but," she leaned close, as if imparting a secret, "I kind of liked this way better."



"That's what I love about you," Willow said, "you make everything a joy."



"Just that?" Tara teased.



"That, and many, many other things," Willow purred, lifting her soaked fingers to her mouth, wetting her lips and then sucking them clean.



"Careful," Tara warned, "you might tempt me too much, and then we'll be too exhausted in the morning to walk anywhere."



"Oh, don't worry," Willow grinned, "I'll wait until we're safe and snug in an inn or something, *then* I'll lick you 'til you can't move a muscle."



"Hmm, that's a claim I'll have to investigate further when the time comes," Tara murmured, idly dragging Willow's silken underwear over her hips and down her legs.



"It's not a claim, it's a promise," Willow corrected, lifting her feet free of her last article of clothing.



"Come here you," Tara said fondly, reaching one arm beneath Willow's knees and the other around her back, picking her up with just a slight exhalation of effort.



"Ooh!" Willow exclaimed. "Hey, wow you're strong."



"You're not that heavy," Tara pointed out, walking slowly out into the water. Willow looped her arms casually around Tara's neck.



"So now that my lovely Amazon warrior has come and swept me off my feet, now what?"



"Bath time," Tara said, and abruptly let herself fall backwards into the water.



"Wha- AH!" Willow squealed as the cold water splashed around her. Her legs flailed uselessly as Tara rose up, grinning a mischievous grin through strands of wet hair plastered over her face.



"That was thoroughly evil!" Willow protested, not quite able to keep herself from grinning in return.



"I'd say fortuitous," Tara pointed out, "who knows how long we'd have been out here if we hadn't cooled off?"



"Oh yeah?" Willow shot back, sweeping an arm across the water's surface, splashing Tara. Tara let go of her and dived backwards, splashing out of Willow's reach before regaining her footing and sending an answering wave towards Willow, completing the task of thoroughly soaking her. The two splashed and laughed for a few moments, finally coming to rest not far from the shore, hugging each other and giggling uncontrollably in waist-deep water.



"Truce?" Willow gasped.



"So long as we're agreed it's a draw," Tara replied, catching her breath and smiling, "an Amazon never accepts defeat."



"Heh," Willow chuckled, "sorceresses aren't exactly known for it either."



"Truce then," Tara agreed.



"Okay," Willow nodded, "but I'm not promising not to get you back at an undetermined future date." Tara grinned, kissed Willow on the forehead, and took her hand. Together they made their way back to the shore where their belongings were piled.



"Think you can catch me off guard, do you?" Tara teased.



"Oh, I know it," Willow replied. Tara handed her one of the blankets from her pack.



"It'll do as a towel," she said, "we won't need it while we're in shelter." Willow dried herself off and dressed, lastly wandering over to the boulder where her underwear was lying. She picked the silk up and examined it critically.



"Hmm?" Tara wondered, seeing her thoughtful expression.



"Got an idea," Willow said. Kneeling by the water she dipped the underwear in and scrubbed it for a moment, cleaning the fabric as best she could under the circumstances.



"What if the hosts of hell descend on us before they dry?" Tara asked lightly. "You're going to fight evil panty-less?"



"There's something I've occasionally wanted to try," Willow said, laying her underwear back on the rock, "it's tricky, but I might as well give it a shot..." She concentrated, and a misty haze formed around the soaked article of clothing. Tara finished pulling her boots on and came over to watch, as Willow closed her eyes, her brow furrowing as the mist swirled around, little streams of vapour moving in tight spirals within it. Finally, with a relieved exhale, Willow opened her eyes and dispersed the chilly vapour.



"What did you do?" Tara asked. Willow picked up the briefs and handed them to Tara, who jumped when she touched them.



"Yipes! They're cold... and dry, how did you do that?"



"Motion by temperature variance," Willow said with a grin, "same way I make ice bolts fly. Only, that's pretty simplistic, whereas drawing the moisture out of a pair of panties without accidentally shredding said panties... tricky. Interesting, though, much more delicate and subtle to the exercises I'm used to."



"You're a woman of many talents," Tara observed, handing Willow her underwear back.



"Want me to do yours?" Willow asked. Tara smiled her thanks, and wriggled out of her leather briefs.



"Never say no to clean underwear," Tara mused, scrubbing the leather in the stream's water. She watched, fascinated, as Willow bit her lip in concentration and drew the moisture out, leaving the leather as dry as if it had spent a day resting in the sun.



"There you go," Willow said, handing them back to Tara, "now we're sparkling and pristine again." They picked up the rest of their things and started on their way back to the cabin.



"You know, you never cease to amaze me," Tara said fondly as they walked.



"Thanks," Willow smiled, "yeah, who'd have thought Zann Esu training would make me the perfect travelling laundry service?"



"Oh, I never assume you can't do anything," Tara replied. "Just as well, though. I was thinking we should clean at least our underwear tomorrow, but I didn't really want to travel cross-country with nothing under my skirt while they were drying out."



"Yeah, imagine if you had to high-kick a Carver," Willow pointed out. Tara shuddered theatrically.



"No thank you," she said, "I'm a one-woman Amazon. You're the only one who gets to see the, um, intimate side of me."



"Good," Willow said, squeezing Tara's hand affectionately.



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They reached the cabin just as the sun was starting to set, and in the little remaining light Tara did her best to clean up the old blankets they had found there, taking them outside and whacking them against a nearby tree to try to beat the dust out of them, with marginal success.



"They're still kind of dirty," she said apologetically when she returned, to find Willow laying out the sleeping bag on the empty bed frame.



"Doesn't matter," Willow said, "you're right, I don't think we'll need more than one blanket tonight. That padding on the back of your pack is kind of soft, it'll make an okay pillow. Do you think they'd be okay if we washed them? We could tomorrow, before we set out, and then wring them dry, I don't know if I can dry out something that big all at once, but we could get them dry enough to carry them, and they'd dry out properly during the day, so if we need them..."



"We'll be in Kotram by tomorrow afternoon," Tara reminded her. Willow grinned a sheepish grin.



"Oh, yeah," she said, "I forgot. Well, not really, I guess I was just kind of getting into the whole survivalist thing, us against the wilderness, with just our wits and whatever we can scrounge up to help us. Plus I'm a natural scavenger." Tara retrieved a serve of rations from her pack, which broken in half and combined with a share of berries she had found on the way back from the stream was enough to keep their stomachs from complaining.



"You know, back in Kehjistan I used to accumulate all sorts of junk," Willow said idly as they ate. "I always figured, 'hey, it might be useful somehow', and kept everything I ever bought or found. My room back in the Order city's full of little trinkets and things that looked useful at some point, and bits and pieces from everywhere I'd been. One time we, Ember and me, we took a boat across to Lut Gholein, and I came back with a statue."



"A statue?" Tara echoed.



"Yep. Life-sized bust of a cat priestess - like, cat-person, not cat - with this big ornate headdress, all painted with shiny black fur and green eyes and everything. They had some trouble, back in the Reckoning, in Lut Gholein with cat people, the chaos energy from the Prime Evils turned them savage, and some caravans crossing the Aranoch desert got attacked by bands of them. There used to be lots of them living in the city as well, but when that happened either they were affected by the chaos, or they got chased out anyway, and their houses got torn down. That's what Ember told me, anyway, I think she was around there during part of it. I found this old statue in the back of this dusty little antique shop, mostly just selling junk no-one in their right mind would want, and when I mentioned I was thinking of buying it, Ember just shrugged and arranged to have it loaded on our boat for when we went back to Kurast."



"That's sad," Tara said. "About the cats, I mean, not the statue-buying, that's just adorably quirky. Are there any left?"



"In Lut Gholein, no," Willow said, "maybe somewhere in the desert, no-one knows, but there's rumours that after the Reckoning ended, the tribes out there that had survived went back to normal, but stayed out there because they were ashamed of what they'd done. There's lots in Kehjistan, all over the place - it's where they come from originally - but they keep their distance from people most of the time. Ember said they all vanished about a year before the Reckoning, as if they felt it was coming and wanted to avoid it, so they weren't driven savage like the ones in Aranoch. But they still prefer to keep to themselves, apparently, and from what Ember's told me they never came back to the big cities like Kurast in the kind of numbers they'd had once. I've actually never seen a cat person up close - there's one, a male called Night Claw, who comes to the Order every few months to exchange information, but I only ever saw him from a distance. I wish I'd met that one in Kingsport."



"Marela," Tara remembered, "well, we can see if she's still around if we ever go back there. I think she'll like you."



"Really?" Willow smiled.



"Well, how could anyone not?" Tara replied.



"Aw," Willow said, leaning in to kiss her. They finished their meal quickly, and Tara closed the shutters after one last look out at the dark landscape. She returned to the bed, where Willow had wriggled into the bedroll, and gave her a goodnight kiss on the forehead as she settled down and prodded the pack beneath her head, making it comfortable.



"Sweet dreams," she murmured.



"The sweetest," Willow smiled, "love you."



"I love you too."



The moon, already some distance on its path across the night sky, shed just enough light through the cracks in the shutters for Tara to watch Willow as she settled down and soon fell asleep. She leaned back on her chair beside the bed, listening to the night-time sounds from outside. She found that, without a fire going in the hearth to warm the cabin, she actually preferred to be outside, where the sounds were a little less muffled, the breeze blew gently on her face, and all in all the world seemed a little more alive. Then again, she mused, hearing the treetops sway in the wind, it was a little more than a gentle breeze out there, and shelter from the wind and the chance of rain was not something to be scoffed at either. She wondered idly if a balcony could be added to the house by the lake back home, so they could sleep out there on calm summer nights. That led her to imagining the house populated with Willow's collection of 'trinkets and bits and pieces', which she imagined as a assortment of magical, mysterious relics of far-off lands and traditions lost in the mists of time.



Unwilling to leave Willow's side to check the sky, Tara found herself marking time by the shaft of moonlight coming through a particularly wide crack in the shutters above the bed, and hazarded a guess at where it would fall on midnight. When it reached there - the right-side edge of the fireplace - Tara waited a while longer, then reluctantly woke Willow with a kiss and swapped places with her. She was surprised and pleased when, after lying down, she felt Willow's lips against hers in a long, passionate kiss that brought to mind their brief, carefree moment by the little lake in the forest. Willow pressed another kiss, light and tender, against Tara's forehead, then gently stroked her hair as she fell asleep.



Willow unknowingly found herself constructing a similar system as Tara's to tell the time, though in her case she compared the set-up of shutter, wall and moonlight to various intricate sundials the Order kept in its libraries, which Willow had studied during the occasional periods she had gone through in which mechanisms of all sorts were the focus of her fascination. Once satisfied that she had thought through all the measurements accurately, she passed the time by going over in her mind how to best explain her drying-by-cold-variation spell, as if she were writing one of the papers that sorceresses wrote and kept in the Order libraries whenever they hit upon a particularly novel use of their elemental powers. Willow smiled to herself, imagining sorceresses the world over studying Willow's Laundry Dryer and practising on bits of damp cloth.



She was drawn slowly out of her reverie by a vague sense of unease, and she frowned, listening intently for a sound from outside that might have disturbed her. She couldn't hear anything, no matter how hard she pushed herself to detect every tiny sound, filtering out the creaking of branches and the whistling of the wind, yet the uneasiness remained. She was on the verge of discounting it and relaxing when, at last, her ears pricked up to something from outside. Somewhere nearby, on one of the trails to the north, she had heard a footstep.



Holding her breath she turned to Tara, only to see the tiniest reflections of the moonlight on the opposite wall in her eyes. Straining her eyes, Willow saw Tara blinking in the darkness - she must have just awoken, she guessed, her honed senses alerting her even in sleep that all was not well. Willow placed a hand gently on her shoulder, and felt Tara start a little, then relax under her touch. Slowly, not making a sound, Tara slid out of the sleeping bag and crouched beside Willow's chair. Willow carefully lifted herself off the chair, thankful she had managed it without the wood creaking, and waited beside Tara, listening.



For several moments Willow could hear nothing more - had the sound been something else that she had mistaken? Or had it just come during a lull in the wind, and was now being obscured. Her hand closed around her staff, and she glanced at Tara. Tara held up a hand, just visible in the gloom, touched a finger just below her left eye, then to her left ear, then pointed across the room, towards the fireplace, northwards. Willow nodded, understanding well enough - Tara had sensed something as well.



The sound came back, just as it had been before, the dull thud of a foot on the hard-packed earth on the trail. A pause, then another thud, as if something were walking very slowly, halting each time it put one foot in front of the other. Willow's mind worked incessantly, sifting through ideas and possibilities - what could she tell from the sound? A claw? A boot? A hoof? What would each sound like, how could she tell them apart. With a frown she realised she didn't have the experience to do so - that was the kind of thing Tara had proven herself far more adept at. Yet there was no way Tara could risk making a sound. Willow glanced at her again, and drew strength from the way Tara crouched silently, alert as a hawk, but even with all her senses focused on the distant sound, aware enough of Willow to offer her a quick glance and, Willow felt, though she could not see it in the dark, a smile. She could feel the tension in Tara's body, but it wasn't the tension of a small animal fearful of a predator - Tara was tense like an athlete watching the starter's flag, waiting for it to fall, ready to explode into motion without a moment's hesitation.



The sound came closer: thud, pause, thud, pause. Willow began to hear something in the pauses, a kind of scratching, scraping sound. Thud, scrape. Something being dragged, step by step? Willow had a sudden image of a man with a twisted, lame leg, lurching forward and dragging the limb behind him - her imagination supplied rotting flesh, horns, glowing eyes, claws and all manner of demonic attributes until she clamped down on it. 'Who needs monsters when you can freak yourself out just as well?' she thought with a self-deprecating smile.



The sound was definitely coming closer - along the north path, she guessed, not that it really made a difference, but she found more use in setting her mind to drawing conclusions than imagining nightmare monsters. Thud, scrape, thud, scrape. Willow glanced at Tara nervously, and was absurdly thankful when Tara's hand found hers on the darkened floor and held on. The sound approached the cabin, coming around it to the west. The thuds grew softer, and Willow realised that it had left the path and was walking through the unkempt long grass. There was a rustle of a small plant being brushed past, then silence. Willow gulped and willed herself to remain totally silent, to be so still that even Tara's Amazon senses wouldn't detect even the faintest trace of an air current from her. She suddenly felt as though her breathing was far too loud, her chest was rising and falling too much, that the motion would give them away.



Only her determination to remain still and silent kept her from jumping when a shadow fell across one of the shafts of moonlight shining on the opposite wall. Tara's hand in hers squeezed warmly, lovingly, reassuring her and calming her at the same time. Whatever it was, it was right outside the cabin, standing by the south wall, blocking the light. One by one the shafts blacked out, then the first one reappeared as the thing moved on. Willow held her breath - it must be almost at the path leading to the door, any moment now-



Thud. It was a boot, she was sure from the sound of it against the hardened ground. Not a demon? A person? Willow wondered fitfully what to do - remain silent? Call out? Even if it wasn't a demon, that didn't mean it would be a friend. What would anyone be doing trudging slowly through the wilderness at this hour? Thud, then the dragging sound again. One more thud, one more scrape. Willow sensed rather than heard Tara raise her spear, covering the door to the hallway.



There was a faint sound from the other door, a tiny rap, as if someone were knocking but trying not to be heard. Willow wished now they had closed the front door - they had left it open, to give the impression that the cabin was just as abandoned as when they had found it, but now Willow wondered whether the thing outside was stealthily slipping through the half-open door, creeping along the hall - no, of course not, they would hear its feet on the wooden floorboards far louder than on the dirt trails outside. Again a tiny knock on the wood of the door, then a fitful scratching, scrabbling sound, as if fingers were running over the rough wood, the nails catching on knots and splinters.



Then thud, scrape... the moonlight blacked out from right to left, then appeared again. Something - an arm? - knocked against the corner of the cabin as the thing rounded it, then after a moment more of silence, again the slow, dreary footsteps sounded on the northern trail. Willow listened, trying to defy the trembling that threatened to overcome her, as the sound faded away into the distance, and finally there was nothing but the whistle of the wind, and the creaking of branches from the south.



Tara stood slowly, and Willow stood with her, still doing her best not to show her fright. She felt Tara's hand squeeze hers once, then Tara sat back down on the bed, gently tugging on Willow's arm, asking her to join her. Willow sat down at once, letting out a long, shuddering breath, and when she felt Tara against her, their arms touching as they sat side-by-side, she was surprised to feel Tara trembling just as she was. Willow reached for her, her own fear forgotten, just for a moment, and Tara reached for Willow. They stayed that way, embracing, waiting for the dawn, the rest of the night.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby sabina » Fri Oct 24, 2003 12:00 pm

As always this was a great update :applause



The lake scene was really beautiful. I liked your notion of the body needing to be convinced just as the mind :)



And then I loved that image in the end of them drawing strength from one another. Tara seems so strong all the time that I thought it was sweet the way she held Willow close for comfort.



Now I'm curious to see what happens next :bounce



Update soon? :pray




"I know I was born and I know that I'll die.

The in between is mine.

I am mine!" - Pearl Jam

sabina
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby Grimlock72 » Fri Oct 24, 2003 12:30 pm

B00000... I want Tara to tell Willow what it was outside the house. She probably recognized it better than Willow, being trained for that kind of thing after all. Besides that, *I* want to know as well.



Can goat-men smell things by the way ? I'm assuming it wasn't a carver for sure since those would have come in hordes and be LOTS more noisey :-).



Very touching how Willow was still afraid of losing Tara. It can be quite shocking when you realize such things later on, takes some time to adjust indeed. Tara's method worked just fine for speeding up the process :-). I wondered for a moment if they were going to sleep together in that shed, but thank goodness they decided to do guard-shifts... lost time can be recovered once they're in a nicely walled town.



Willow might smile on the thought of herself writing down her use of magic to wash underwear, but I can see her as a scholar/teacher easily. She's exactly the type to think up new ways to do things once she understands her powers.



Tara has their home all pictured doesn't she ? Makes me wonder if that is based on a existing home or just a place. I hope the rest of the caravan have survived that carver attacked, I was starting to like Tryptin :)



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby justin » Fri Oct 24, 2003 1:45 pm

That was a great update :clap



The beginning was very nice. Tara's method of comforting Willow sounded fun :thud



The ending was very scary, what was that outside?



It was good they were able to comfort each other.



Looking forward to reading more.



Anya in a wimple...I'd pay full admission for that. Gods Served And Abandoned - by Antigone Unbound


You know the worst thing about people in a relationship? The fact that they're in a relationship. - Hilda Spellman





justin
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby DarkWiccan » Sat Oct 25, 2003 2:25 am

Wow. I am so freaking out right now. I read that all alone, in the dark, in my office which is in the very back of my apartment...



I have got a serious case of the shivers right now.



Right on.



Cheers

DW





"Promise me you'll never be linear." "On my trout."

DarkWiccan
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby Puff » Sat Oct 25, 2003 9:36 am

My well the end of that was just creepy. I am sure I held my breath as I was reading. I'm glad they will both be reaching civilization soon. I loved Willow's way of drying laundry that was fun.



I'm really enjoying this story and looking forward to more.



So, the day started and I knew my name and had my pants on. So far, so good. Yay.
Amber Benson

Puff
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby Arwen276 » Sat Oct 25, 2003 5:15 pm

This part held it's share of fun, deep emotions, finding one another, and scares!



First with the fun! witchy-laundry-service was such a thrill to read! and the teasing,and the cuteness...and I'm running out of adjectives.



And then the emotional part. It simply was beautiful. I totally understand Willow's fear, disbelief, and sort of daze. It's always like that when you almost lose someone you hold dear in your heart. Getting physical, touching and making love, Claiming in a word, and feeling, that's how people get over it. They need to feel that their special someone is still there, still okay, and still reacting to their touch. Because nothing is worse than receiving no reaction, that's the blow I say, when someone dies in your arms.



Anyway. On to the scary part, now that was some suspence you wrote there! I was practically at the edge of my seat, knowing the inevitable was about to happen, and then... Nothing!

I have a feeling it's not someone nasty, for they wouldn't just have knocked...they would have entered...unless it's something really vicious...

Musings aside, I really love the way Willow was comforted by Tara's presence, calm enough to actually keep herself from reacting to the scare as a shadow passed by the windows.

And then, the grand finale, our two lovers, both exhausted by the events, comforting each other, the protector and the protegee, roles shifting and never settling.





More?





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

Arwen276
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby JustSkipIt » Sun Oct 26, 2003 8:09 am

Jeez Chris,

Way to scare the crud out of the reader. Very creepy and scary. Just as scary for what we never see as your sensuality is always beautiful.



JustSkipIt
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 32)

Postby HOPE REIGNS » Mon Oct 27, 2003 1:21 am

What's scurry he asks. The end of that update is "scurrrrrry".



Scary in a childish I want my mommy sort of way!! :cry



Great update. Loved the beginning, Tara is so thoughtful trying to put Willow's fears of losing her to rest. Of course hurrah:bounce for the way she went about it too. :p



The ending was scary, but I am glad that whatever it was decided to leave, at least it better have... it did right Chris...umm Chris... right. Fine, be a :devilish .



Can't wait for the next update



Anna:bow





Thank you Amber and Alyson!!

HOPE REIGNS
 


Re: Update

Postby chilled monkey » Mon Oct 27, 2003 6:34 am

Oh dear. A spooky deserted cabin in the middle of the woods. Never a good sign. Was that a reference to a favourite horror film of yours?



Tara is just wonderful. She always knows what to say or do to comfort her Willow.



Very inventive use of Willow's ice powers. :)

chilled monkey
 


Re: Update

Postby shuyaku » Mon Oct 27, 2003 9:53 pm

I agree with everybody - the ending scared the crapola out of me!! That was very well written - I could almost hear the scary background music. I was reading this in my upstairs office, at night, alone. And I'm a big ol' chicken... Thud, scrape, thud, scrape. If anyone would have startled me, I quite certain I would have pee'd myself :spin



So who the heck was that? Just another question on my ever-growing list...

Great update!!

-shuyaku



ps: but I think we need "do not read alone in the dark" disclaimers :whistle

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"Oh God, Willow—you’re giving me the gift of Karen Carpenter. Just when I think I grasp the full extent of your love." - Tara

"Why do birds suddenly appear? It’s because, you are queer…" - Willow (Gods Served and Abandoned by AntigoneUnbound)

shuyaku
 


Re: Update

Postby Artemis » Tue Oct 28, 2003 10:41 am

Thanks everyone :) I've made a start on the next chapter, and with any luck I'll be able to finish it tomorrow.



sabina: I like the way Tara's strong - she's very practical, so if something frightens her, but she feels she need to protect Willow, she just pushes her fear out of the way. Of course she's not an emotionless stern warrior-type Amazon (thanks the gods), so once the need to be strong is past, she can still need some comfort. I didn't really plan that, but I did think it turned out very sweet. In a stressful situation, I like that neither of them feel they have to hide their fear from each other. Willow's already been through that, of course, when she was freaked out by the near-summoning during the trial.



Grimlock: Next chapter will reveal as much as Willow and Tara can work out about their interloper, but I can't promise exhaustive detail - they can't really afford to go off on a fact-finding detour when they really should be heading for safety. After it's all over I might tell the rest, not in the story, but just as an aside.



It certainly wasn't a Carver - they don't wear boots, they're quick and impatient, and tend to chitter to themselves. Plus, as you say, it'd be quite rare for one of them to be about on its own. Goat-men have a rudimentary sense of smell, but nothing about them is particularly exceptional - they're muscle, not brains.



I agree Willow is the type to be a research mage - especially with cold magic, which hasn't always been regarded as the most flexible branch of magic, so there's a lot of interesting possibilities for her to ponder. I think she was just amused at the idea of having a spell for doing your laundry.



The home Tara is imagining does partially exist - as she said, it was Jenavria's house (Eponin's daughter), though it's empty now she and her husband have a larger house. It's a one-person place, but Tara is imagining expanding it into a home big enough for two.



justin: That love scene was interesting to write - I had an idea it was going to happen, but it was only as I was writing it that I really worked out why, what Tara and Willow were both thinking and feeling. Seeing as they're in a somewhat precarious situation, I didn't think they'd make love just for the hell of it, but I felt (just instinctively, until I worked it out) that there was a very good reason for it.



DarkWiccan: Heh, I *wrote* it all alone... and I freak easily. That's the drawback of having an active imagination :)



Puff: Thanks :)



Arwen: Well, what you described is exactly what I was trying to convey, except that I hadn't really figured it out myself... I'm glad it came through somehow :) And yes, 'roles shifting and never settling' is an important thing to include. As I said above, I wanted to show Tara opening up and being vulnerable to Willow, as much as the other way around.



Debra: Heh... I like to have a scare now and then. And Diablo is a horror-themed game, after all (though that only really applies when you first start playing - it's a bit tough to be afraid of monsters lurking in the shadows once you've had the experience of blasting whole groups of them to bits in a single shot).



Anna: Well, I can at least assure you that the Thing In The Night won't be coming back. Or, maybe it will tomorrow night, but Willow and Tara will have moved on by then.



Have I ever mentioned that's a gorgeous avatar image? I don't know why I mention it now, but hey, it is.



Scurry... I get it now. I like it :)



chilled monkey: The cabin wasn't a reference to anything (not consciously, anyway. When I mentioned the step-drag sounds of the Thing's footsteps to my mother she cited some movie I've never heard of featuring a killer with a damaged leg, whose victims always heard him limping towards them. I didn't know at the time where I got the idea from, but on reflection I think I must've had Resident Evil in mind. The third zombie we see (after the one in the water-filled room, and the one that bites Rain), walking along on a broken ankle.



shuyaku: See, this is why I love writing - a few days ago, I'd have had no idea it would be possible to play with sounds like this, just using text, but here we are :)



'What the heck was that' will be partially answered next chapter. The complete answer won't ever be known to Willow and Tara - as in real life, sometimes they just don't find out the answers to everything - but I'll explain it later next time I'm answering feedback.



And while I'm on feedback, let me just say I'm so grateful to everyone who leaves a note here. I know I don't say thank you enough, but, well, thank you.

Artemis
 


Re: Update

Postby 2DIAMONDS » Wed Oct 29, 2003 12:23 pm

:glasses Hey there Chris :glasses



Love scene on the boulder? :thud :thud :thud

That was sexy as hell. Willow and Tara weren't the only ones that needed that.



I love your writing style by the way. You're mixing it up really well - the love, romance, comedy, adventure and now suspense. :clap



I'll be checking for your next update - like I have a say in the matter anyway. I'm hooked!!!!



Helen

xoxo

2DIAMONDS
 


Re: Update

Postby Artemis » Fri Oct 31, 2003 12:11 am

Helen: Thanks :) That love scene wasn't exactly planned, but I've got all these scenes backed up in my head for when the danger is past, so if only for my own sanity I needed to give them *something* :)

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 33)

Postby Artemis » Fri Oct 31, 2003 12:16 am

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: R

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au

Note: Hope you like this, I'm not entirely sure this chapter turned out too well, but at any rate I promise there's some good stuff on the way :)



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Chapter Thirty-Three

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Willow gave a quiet sigh as, at last, she saw sunlight filtering through the cracks in the cabin's shutters. After the night's events she hadn't felt safe so long as the dark endured - particularly when the moon set, leaving no light to see by or mark the time by its progress across the wall. Tara hadn't let her go, though Willow was relieved that she had managed a couple of hours of fitful sleep, still leaning against her shoulder, her arm curled around Willow's waist. Willow gently kissed her on the top of her head, and nudged her.



"Mmmwha?" she murmured. Willow felt her stirring, then she started, her arm tightened, and when she spoke her voice was anxious. "Willow?"



"It's alright," Willow whispered soothingly, "it's fine... just the dawn." Tara sighed and relaxed, reaching her other arm around Willow for a proper hug.



"Good," she said firmly, a shudder running through her.



"What do you say when we get a room at the inn tonight, we leave a candle burning?" Willow suggested. Tara squeezed her gently, then disentangled herself.



"No objections here," she said, standing up and stretching.



"We should get going," Willow suggested automatically. "If you think it's best, I mean... I was just thinking... well, honestly, I'd kind of like to get out of here as soon as possible." Tara turned and brushed a hand gently over her cheek.



"Me too," she admitted. "And anyway, the sooner we leave, the sooner we'll get to Kotram. I'll carry our bags, you take the blankets." She glanced at the shuttered window. "I don't think there's anything around here that wants them."



Willow felt a lot more like herself once she was outside in the sunlight, trying to shake a bit more dust out of the old blankets while Tara searched her pack for something to eat to start the day. She handed Willow a packet of dried food and crouched down, inspecting the ground just outside the door.



"Anything?" Willow asked.



"I'm not sure," Tara shrugged. "The ground's so packed down and dry, there's only tiny traces. Not just last night, though... I think perhaps whatever it was has been here before." She stood up with a frown. "I should've checked more thoroughly yesterday," she muttered. Willow stood beside her and touched her gently on the arm.



"Be honest," she said, "if you hadn't known for sure something had been here, would you have been able to tell just from the ground?" Tara sighed, then the tension left her shoulders.



"No," she shook her head, "no, I doubt it. Maybe with twenty years' more training."



"Then it's not your fault we didn't know," Willow said firmly, "and seeing as no harm came from it, it's not worth worrying about. Come here." Tara gratefully turned into Willow's hug, burying her face in her hair.



"I was scared," Tara admitted in a whisper, "I know it... whatever it was, it probably wasn't anything worse than what we've already faced, but... I wish we'd just come across it out in the open, in broad daylight. Seen what it was, fought it if we had to... I wish it hadn't been like that, so... slow. And hidden." Willow held her, and ran her fingers through Tara's hair soothingly.



"Me too," she said. "I wanted to just crawl into a corner and hide, but you know why I didn't?" Tara shook her head. "You," Willow said simply. "You were so alert and, and ready, I... no matter how frightening it gets, part of me always feels safe with you."



"Thank you," Tara smiled, pulling back just enough to see Willow, while remaining in her arms.



"Hey, I'm thanking you," Willow protested. She was relieved to see a genuinely amused smile on Tara's lips at that, and returned the grin when Tara leaned forward and the tips of their noses touched.



"I feel safe with you too," Tara said.



"That's all I need to know," Willow replied. "Now, shall we get out of here?"



"Let's," Tara agreed. Munching their bland rations they set off, Tara carrying her satchel and pack, Willow carrying the spare blankets. She wondered if they would return to the lake to wash them - today the shadows beneath the trees didn't look so inviting - but Tara evidently felt likewise, as they skirted around the north edge of the wood, finding the stream that fed the lake a mile or so from the cabin.



"Um, I was wondering," Willow began as they soaked and wrung out the blankets, cleaning them thoroughly, "do you have any idea what that thing might have been? Not to dwell on a scary subject, you know, but the curious part of me is kind of... well, curious."



"It's alright," Tara said, "I-I'm feeling better now."



"Not that curiosity is all-important," Willow admitted, "I mean, if you don't know, my curiosity can go jump in the lake, 'cause I'm not going back just to find out..." Tara chuckled.



"I think maybe an undead," she said as they started walking again. "I could feel something very faint, almost like an echo of a living thing. It definitely wasn't a demon, I'd have known in an instant if it were. It felt like something that was part of the natural world, but not quite right." She frowned. "Undead aren't demons, are they? I mean, it's not a demon sort of inhabiting the body, or anything like that?"



"No, that's possessed," Willow said, quite casual now that her mind was working in its accustomed analytical fashion. "Undead are caused by demons, but they're not demons themselves. Usually caused by demons, that is. Humans can do it too, but that's necromancy. Normally it's the presence of demonic energy, for example," she cast an arm around, "if the area happens to contain a bunch of wretched little demon hybrids prowling around making trouble. The life force in them isn't natural - part of it is, the part that used to be a normal creature, but part of it is demonic, which is probably what you sense when you sense them."



"They're not supposed to be part of this world," Tara surmised.



"Got it in one," Willow agreed. "Demons being here upsets the... well, the world, I guess, the balance of nature, whatever you want to call it. Like the world is a big clockwork engine, with all the parts working together, with each other - demons are like pebbles dropped into it. They get in the gears and jam things up."



"That causes undead?" Tara asked.



"Essentially," Willow said. "They upset all the balances in nature. And one of those balances is between life and death. Sometimes, when the balance is upset, the energy can run the wrong way - a dead body can actually gain energy, come back to life, sort of. Only there's no soul to guide it, to make it properly living, so they're just," she shrugged, "hungry. Most primitive instincts, I guess, survive and feed. That's why they attack people. But they're really not aware like people, the accounts I've read say they're prone to random behaviour, suddenly turning aggressive or passive for no reason, losing control of their limbs, going berserk. Sometimes the energy in them just fails for no reason, and they fall over dead. Deader. Or re-dead. Something like that," she shrugged. "True demons can use necromantic magic deliberately, and control the undead they create, but they make lousy soldiers anyway. That's why they created hybrid demons, according to the accounts of the Sin Wars."



Tara took Willow's hand to help her up over a jagged boulder blocking their path, and kept hold as they proceeded up the slope.



"Are there really human necromancers?" she asked. "You've mentioned them once or twice, I think, but I wasn't sure if you were joking or not."



"Did I?" Willow asked.



"Oh, days ago," Tara explained.



"Oh, right. They exist, somewhere. You're sure you want to know? I don't want to give you nightmares or anything..." Tara grinned and brought Willow's hand up to her lips, kissing her palm.



"You can tell me," she said, "I'm a big girl."



"Yeah, I noticed," Willow replied, licking her lips and deliberately looking elsewhere than Tara's face. Tara gave a lopsided smile and swatted Willow on the bottom. "Oh!" she exclaimed.



"Tease an Amazon, will you?" Tara retorted.



"Is that supposed to discourage me, though?" Willow enquired, prompting Tara to roll her eyes. "Okay, okay... let's see, necromancers. Well, for a start, I really doubt that a necromancer is what's causing all this, the one thing that's consistent about all the stories and myths about necromancers is that they hate demons, and demons hate them."



"Why's that?" Tara wondered.



"Probably the same reason demons hate each other," Willow supposed, "they're rivals. Nothing about necromancers is really solid, all there is is legends and stories that might be true, or maybe they were true once and then got embellished over the years. The Order has some books about them, solid facts supposedly, but they're kept in a special library that only the Council is allowed into. Once or twice Ember let me look at a book from the Council library - she's not a Councillor herself, but the Council basically let her do whatever she wants, seeing as she's one of the best sorceresses there is. Those were just really advanced texts on cold magic, though, I never saw any of the necromantic volumes. But there's plenty of stories flying around, I guess there's grains of truth in most of them."



"There's a couple of Amazon myths about men who could command the dead," Tara said, "but they're really old, they're pretty much just figures of darkness, like goblins and bogeymen."



"What's a bogeyman?" Willow asked.



"You know, a monster in a children's story," Tara said airily. "Hide under the bed, behind the wardrobe door, that sort of thing."



"Don't they scare the kids?"



"A bit," Tara said, "but in the stories they're always defeated in the end. They're usually big and scary, but afraid of people who stand up to them."



"Learning to be brave at a young age, huh?" Willow grinned.



"I guess," Tara said, with a slight blush. "Mind you, some of the stories we told each other when we were kids had me hiding under the blankets now and then."



"My mother used to say an evil cow would come get me if I didn't eat my vegetables," Willow said reflectively. She noticed Tara's incredulous look. "What?"



"An evil cow," Tara echoed.



"Yeah," Willow said defensively, "like, a cow standing on its hind legs, with a big axe, and it'd creep around the farms at night and hide outside the bedroom window, and the last thing I'd hear would be this 'moo' and then it'd be too late..." she trailed off. "Well, hey, I was five years old."



"How did it hold the axe?" Tara asked innocently.



"Well it," Willow began, then frowned in thought, "I guess... hooves, huh? Actually, I don't know, I never really thought about it. Um, I guess it sort of, balanced it on its arms, I mean its fore-legs, like," she held her wrists together, miming holding something between them, "and then sort of swung it around... only it'd probably end up hitting itself..." Tara laughed and pulled Willow close for a kiss.



"You have too much fun listening to me ramble," Willow griped.



"But you're so adorable when you do it," Tara pointed out. Willow looked at her sidelong for a moment, then grinned.



"Well, okay," she said, "but only because I love you."



"I love you too," Tara said fondly, "my cutest sorceress in the whole world." Willow smiled widely. "Moo," Tara added, in a quiet voice just as Willow turned away.



"What?"



"What?"



"You just said 'moo'," Willow said levelly.



"Why would I moo that?" Tara asked with a straight face.



"Argh!" Willow groaned in mock-exasperation. "I'm never going to live this down, am I?" She watched Tara laugh, waited until she glanced away, then gave her a light whack on her leather-clad backside.



"Yipes!" she squeaked.



"Anyway, necromancers," Willow went on, as if nothing had happened, "there used to be mmph!" She was cut off as Tara leaned over and kissed her firmly on the lips.



"I love being with you," Tara said softly, no longer teasing at all, but with gentle humour shining in her eyes.



"Yeah I got that impression," Willow breathed, her lips still tingling.



"You don't mind being teased, do you?" Tara asked sincerely.



"Not a bit," Willow said, equally sincere. "Moo," she added with a grin.



"Moo," Tara replied. "What were you saying?"



"What was I saying? Oh, yeah... okay, according to the legends - the ones that might be a bit reliable on some level, anyway - there used to be a whole cult of mages who practiced necromantic magic. They lived somewhere out in Kehjistan, really deep in the jungles where it's dangerous to go, far away from Kurast or the other cities. Of course the other mage clans wouldn't have anything to do with them, I mean, no surprise there... but there was kind of a hierarchy, the most powerful necromancers ruling the others, I guess because they could control the biggest armies of undead."



"Did anyone ever find them?"



"Only in stories," Willow said with a vague wave of her hand, "you know the kind of thing, the noble prince has his princess stolen away by necromancers who want to sacrifice her for... I don't know, something or other... and he has to track them down and rescue her. All pretty fanciful, just stuff made up by people who didn't know the first thing about necromancy... well, that's not a surprise, I guess. But for real, no-one knows. According to the histories the Zakarum church declared a holy war on them a couple of centuries ago and send an army of paladins out to track them down and destroy them."



"What happened?" Tara asked. Willow shrugged.



"They didn't find anything," she said. "Not really good story material... actually I read one book that said the same army went out again, determined not to fail a second time, and they were never heard from again. But that's definitely made up, because several of the more reliable histories actually name some of the paladins who were in the army, and they were involved in other campaigns at the same time as they were supposed to be out in the jungle being overwhelmed by armies of darkness."



"But the story of the army that trudged through the jungle for a few weeks and then came home without finding anything doesn't really work for a bard," Tara grinned.



"Not unless they're very good at singing it," Willow agreed.



"So are they all gone?" Tara asked.



"Officially, the Order maintains that there are still necromancers somewhere. Probably there's just a few, maybe a dozen or so. Even an army couldn't find a dozen people hiding in the Kehjistan jungle, it's just too big. There was a story that said the necromancers had a huge city, deep in the jungle, called Rathma, this great big empire of the undead that they ruled. Even in the jungle the paladins would have found that, if it really existed."



"More bogeymen," Tara mused.



"Probably," Willow agreed, "I mean, what good is a big scary sorcerer if he doesn't have a creepy lair with giant spiders and spooky architecture and stuff? I tell ya, I wouldn't like to be a bard plying my trade if the best I had to work with was 'Prince Charming ventured forth into the spooky camp site in a jungle clearing to rescue has maiden.' But yeah, what it boils down to is, necromantic magic is real, necromancers are real, but if you're seeing undead it's a whole lot more likely that it's demons causing it."



With the sun still rising in the east Willow and Tara reached the crest of the rise, and looked out over the landscape beyond. Willow glanced back, over the valley behind them to the ridge they had stood on the day before.



"We're covering some serious ground," she said. Tara nodded.



"I don't mean to sound condescending," she began hesitantly, "but you're really keeping up well. I mean, I've had plenty of proof you're energetic," she added with a sly grin, "but this kind of thing isn't easy if you're not used to it."



"I've had a bit of training," Willow said as they started down towards the grassy plain, "mostly just general keep-fit stuff with the Order. Healthy body, healthy mind, and all that. Though just between you and me, I like our way of being energetic a lot more than fitness training."



"Me too," Tara smiled, "I'd recommend it to Solari, but I'm keeping you to myself."



"Darn right you are," Willow grinned. "I used to have to walk a fair bit anyway. Some of the trips Ember would take me on were to places that weren't really easily accessible. Take a boat as far up river as it went, then walk the rest of the way to some tribal village where they've never seen stone buildings or steel weapons. Spending half a day tramping through a steaming jungle makes temperate grasslands look pretty inviting by comparison."



"The jungles get hot in Kehjistan?" Tara asked.



"Oh, like you wouldn't believe," Willow said. "It's not so bad downriver near Kurast, or around the Order's city, but when you get into the deep jungle it's stinking hot, so humid you feel like you can't breathe..." she made a face. "There were times when I'd flare off magic just to cool myself down."



"How did Ember cope?"



"If you ever meet her, don't tell her I said this," Willow warned, "but I think she kind of likes being the go-anywhere do-anything sorceress who never gets bothered by anything. I asked her if the heat was getting to her once when we were up-river, and she said she'd been in hotter places. The Aranoch desert, I guess. I've never been into the desert itself, just to Lut Gholein which is on the coast, but it was hot enough there. After we'd been there I stopped complaining about going up-river."



"What did you go for?" Tara asked.



"Magic," Willow said, "always magic. Sometimes I think Ember personally knows every single mage in all of Sanctuary. Everywhere we went she'd bring me to see people, from all the mage clans, and all sorts of other mages. The Order doesn't strictly approve of training with outside mages, unless they've gone through some exhaustive approval process with the Council, but Ember just does what she likes and no-one ever objects."



"Not that different to what you're doing now. What you're *supposed* to be doing now," Tara corrected herself.



"Yeah," Willow agreed thoughtfully, "yeah, it is... I wonder if she meant it that way?"



"What?" Tara asked.



"I was just thinking," Willow said, "if I hadn't, you know, got into that mess in Entsteig, I wonder if Ember was going to take me on a trip like this anyway... then I'd have met you anyway," she added with a grin.



"That's a nice thought," Tara said.



"Yeah, it is," Willow agreed, "maybe there's something in this destiny stuff after all. Heh, I wonder how Ember got the Council to decide to order me to do something she was going to have me do anyway. That'd be just like her, always half a dozen steps ahead. Next time I see her I'm teaching her your Command game, I bet she'll pick it up right away."



"I'd like to meet her," Tara said softly. Willow looked sidelong at her, smiling.



"I'll make sure you do," she promised. She kept her gaze on Tara for a moment as they continued down the slope. "You're not tired, are you?" she asked. "You didn't get much sleep. Do you want to stop for a bit?"



"I suppose it wouldn't hurt," Tara admitted.



"You look like maybe you could use it," Willow added, as they continued a little way further down to a suitable scatter of rocks half-buried in the slope. Tara sat down, and held out an arm for Willow to sit with her, nestled up against her.



"Yeah, well," Tara said vaguely, "creepy stalking undead-things don't make for a restful sleep. Tonight will be better."



"Yup," Willow agreed, "nice hot bath, and then a loooong rest for both of us. I've missed sleeping with you cuddled up against me."



"I have too," Tara smiled.



"And then when we wake up," Willow went on, with a thoughtful grin, "we can take advantage of the other benefits of sharing a bed... and then have another nice long nap after we're all tired out... or maybe another bath together... back to bed..."



"Someone's imagination is running full speed," Tara said, nuzzling into the side of Willow's neck. "What if there's a rider from the caravan waiting for us, and we have to set off right away?"



"Oh now that just wouldn't be fair," Willow proclaimed. She paused, and peered out into the distance. "You don't see any riders, do you?"



"Too far," Tara said, "I can see the villages and the keep, nothing smaller. No towers though, it's not a castle..."



"I'll look it up," Willow said, reaching for the journal.



"Will it be in there?" Tara asked.



"One advantage to studying with a go-anywhere do-anything sorceress like Ember," Willow said, flipping pages idly, "she's gone everywhere and done everything." Tara stared out into the distance again, as Willow skimmed through the pages.



"I wonder if it's a church, or a temple of some sort," she said to herself. "At home some of our outlying towns are built around a temple, it's always the biggest, strongest building."



"I don't see anything," Willow said after a moment's searching, "maybe it just wasn't notable enough for Ember to write down. I'm sure she's travelled through Westmarch at some point. Or maybe she came a different way, along the river or something." Tara nodded, but something had caught her eye. Willow noticed her attention waver, and looked up.



"What?"



"Something," Tara said, "I can't quite tell..." She gazed up into the cloudless sky. Willow followed her gaze, but couldn't see anything.



"Something up there?" she asked. "A bird?"



"Something small," Tara said, "not strong... are there demons that fly?"



"A few," Willow said, her hand closing around her staff, "small ones, like birds."



"It's coming closer," Tara said, "hold this..." Willow took her spear, and watched as Tara stood and drew her bow from her back. She gave a quick glance to the sky, where Tara was staring, but couldn't see anything.



"I can feel it more strongly," Tara said, nocking an arrow to her string, "it's not a natural animal..." She aimed, and Willow again stared into the sky. She imagined she could just see a tiny speck, moving in the blue, then Tara fired, and her arrow shot away, quickly becoming just a speck itself.



"Got it," Tara said.



"I'll take your word for it," Willow said, impressed. "You could see that? I just saw a dot, and I'm not even sure I saw that."



"I saw its wings," Tara said, "and I felt it. It was like a bird of prey, but... hateful. Birds don't hate, they just hunt because it's how they live."



"How could you sense that?" Willow asked, getting to her feet and handing Tara her spear back. Tara shrugged.



"Instinct," she said, "the way it moved. I'm not really sure." Willow leant against her back and hugged her.



"You're a woman of many talents," she said reassuringly.



"Thanks," Tara said quietly.



"I don't suppose you saw where it landed?" Willow asked.



"Down there a way," Tara said, pointing down the slope.



"We should probably see what it was," Willow said with a frown, "not that I think a skewered demon bird sounds inviting, but we might learn a thing or two if I can figure out what kind of creature it was."



"Well, I'm ready," Tara said, "let's go then." Willow nodded and they set off again, Tara slotting her bow back into place on her back, Willow returning the journal to its pouch. On glancing at Tara, she noticed her looking somewhat disturbed.



"What's up?" Tara blinked at Willow, then shook her head.



"Oh, just thinking," she said, "you know, I was sent here - on the diplomatic mission, I mean - because Solari didn't think I had the 'killer instinct' to be a soldier. I guess she was wrong." She sounded less than pleased, and Willow immediately put a hand on her shoulder, hoping to comfort her.



"You're bothered that you shot a demon?" she asked, hoping for a grin. Tara just shrugged.



"Not really," she said unconvincingly. She glanced at Willow and saw in her eyes that she hadn't reassured her. "It's just how it happened," she said, "I sensed it, and the moment it was close enough - boom," she mimed firing an arrow. Willow trailed her fingers down Tara's arm and took her hand.



"Why does that bother you?" she asked. "It's not as though it might have been a peaceful demon. There's no such thing. Trust me, I know."



"I know," Tara said, managing a small smile for Willow, "I know... I just never really imagined I could be that... efficient."



"It's not the first time," Willow pointed out gently, "the Carvers that attacked us..."



"That was different," Tara said with a shake of her head, "they were attacking us."



"This one would've," Willow said with certainty. "Believe me, you didn't kill a harmless animal, or something that might've just flown by and left us, or anyone else, alone. Look at me," she insisted, gently halting Tara and turning her so they stood face to face. "It was a demon. I've studied them, I've read the journals of hundreds of sorceresses who've fought them for centuries, and I've seen one of the biggest, nastiest ones right up close. They don't belong here. They don't create, they don't nurture, they don't respect anything that does. They're absolutely not worth feeling the least bit guilty over, especially not when you're out in the wilderness being chased by them, and especially not for the most compassionate, gentle, noble person I have ever known." Tara looked surprised at Willow's vehemence, then an odd, sad smile came over her face.



"Thank you," she said, with a sincere smile.



"You're welcome," Willow replied, brushing the corner of her lips with her thumb. "Better?"



"Better," Tara said gratefully. "I guess... I just needed to hear that. Reassure myself I'm not turning into something I'd rather not be."



"You're not," Willow said as they continued down the hill, "you're so not. You may be coming to terms with the dangers out here, and adapting to them, but you will never, ever become careless with life. I just can't believe you have it in you. And I certainly haven't seen any evidence of it. Trust me, if I did, I wouldn't hide it from you."



"I do trust you," Tara said warmly.



-----



The creature had fallen in a disorderly heap, pierced through the body and quite dead. Willow knelt down to examine it, while Tara maintained a distance that kept her from smelling the black fluid leaking out of it.



"It's a blood hawk," Willow said, "a bit of a big one, according to the texts I've read. Wingspan's almost a metre." She poked it with the tip of her staff, and shrugged as the patch of wing she touched disintegrated into a small puddle of goo. "Yuck. Do you want the arrow back?"



"Um, i-if it's possible without either of us having to touch that thing," Tara said hesitantly.



"I think I can manage that," Willow said, flexing her hand. She directed a stream of condensation down onto the dead creature, freezing it solid. A tiny shard of ice leapt from her palm and struck the icy mass, shattering it into a small pile of cracked pieces, from which Willow withdrew the arrow. She inspected it, aimed a quick burst of cold over the shaft and head to clean off any remaining black blood, then handed it back to Tara, who took it gingerly.



"They're scavengers," Willow explained as they set off, now near the base of the hill and the beginning of the plain, "the small ones feed on dead animals, but once they get bigger they go after larger prey, and living creatures. They're pretty common, not much of a threat on their own. Farmers sometimes organise armed parties to find their nests, where there's usually a bunch of them hanging around. They're not difficult to kill, just pesky. Fast little things, and vicious."



"Have you ever seen one before?" Tara asked.



"Nah," Willow replied, "sketches of them, in the bestiaries the Order keeps in its libraries. One of them had really detailed drawings someone had done of a dead one being dissected, that wasn't exactly the most fun thing I've ever read. Put me off my lunch. They say their claws can be used as charms, but only if you can get them off while they're still alive. Not very powerful anyway."



"What do the nests look like?"



"You'll know if you see one," Willow promised, "big, slimy, pulsating masses of yuck."



"I think I just lost my appetite too," Tara grinned.



"Sorry," Willow said with an apologetic smile. "With luck we won't see one, they don't usually nest on plains anyway. They're supposed to prefer more secluded places, where they won't be easy to find. It's not difficult for half a dozen men to get a few swords and smash up a nest, so they don't build them where they're likely to be found. They're not intelligent at all, but they've got enough animal instinct for that."



"Well, I guess that's one less for some farmer to deal with," Tara said with a glance over her shoulder. In a few paces they reached level ground, and Tara took a deep breath.



"Last stretch," Willow commented.



"Uh-huh," Tara said, "only an hour's walk or so. Do you want to stop for an early lunch, or finish it off now?"



"Let's go for the town," Willow said with a grin, "I wouldn't mind lunch to include a table and hot food, how about you?"



"Lunch including me?" Tara smiled slyly. "I like the sound of that." Willow laughed.



"It doesn't take much to get you thinking vixen-y thoughts, does it?"



"Not when it's you I'm thinking about," Tara replied.



"Well then, let's go," Willow said, looping her arm through Tara's elbow, "the sooner we're there the sooner we can have lunch. And then dessert," she added with a sidelong grin.



-----



The road to the west-most of the villages surrounding Kotram ran away to the south, so Willow and Tara had to skirt around the high wood and earth wall to reach the gate.



"Looks like they're used to keeping trouble at bay," Tara commented, glancing at the protective wall. Hard-packed earth rose up two metres, sharply slanted and reinforced with wooden spikes driven through it. From the top of that, a wall of three metre long trunks rose up, their tips sharpened to points. There were more than a couple of scratches and marks in the wood, but they were big, sturdy trunks, and nowhere in the wall was there any sign of serious damage.



"Suits me fine," Willow said, "I could do with a big wall between me and open ground for a while."



"Me too," Tara agreed, "sleeping under the stars is a lot nicer back home where you can do it without being interrupted by things that go bump in the night."



"Or be interrupted when *we're* going bump in the night," Willow added, prompting a laugh from Tara.



"Yes, or that- ...oh," Tara said, training off as she rounded the reinforced wooden pillar at the side of the gate and looked through, into the village. Willow noticed her expression, incomprehension mixed with shock, and quickly came to her side to see for herself.



"Oh hell," she said flatly. As far as they could see, across the village square, in the tavern, the store-houses, the barns and stables, and the houses and workshops, there was not a soul in sight. The village was completely empty.



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