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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby WintersDreamer » Mon Oct 27, 2003 11:11 am

Ok... Worked my tail feather off so I can now enjoy my vacation...



Great Updates ! :applause



questions.. (as usual)



How come Buffy and Giles KNEW about Nalps and never told anyone?

I'm not trusting either one of them right now. :miff

Shouldn't the NALPS have some the powers that vampires have? just curious....

Second update VERY romantic..... (sigh) :bow

Anywho update soon please.....







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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Tue Oct 28, 2003 6:13 pm

hi there again my fellow kittens. Another update. hope you like



Disclaimer: I invented none of the Buffy characters. Please don't sue me





A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Tara covered their bodies sometime during the night and they lay in the thick blanket as if it was a cocoon, the warmth of the wool encapsulating them from the cold.



Willow stared around her for a moment, taking in the beauty of the nearby shimmering lake, the peacefulness of the surrounding trees. She looked up and felt humbled by the infinite winking stars that spread like a sparkling carpet across the dark sky.



Tara reached up and touched her face gently.



"What are you thinking of, darling?"



"I don't know," Willow shrugged, smiled. "I guess I'm just happy."



Tara shifted on her side, wrapped her arms around Willow.



"When I think how miserable I was," Willow shook her head.



"Don't think about it," Tara said, softly. "We'll only think about happy things now."



Willow nodded. Then she looked across at the lake. "It's so beautiful here."



"Yes," Tara leaned forward and kissed Willow's shoulder, then pulled the blanket around them more closely. "The Nalps come here during the day. It's our secret place. This is where we bath and wash our clothes. I use to come here almost every night. Sometimes I got so depressed and anxious I didn't know what to do. I missed you so much that I thought I might go crazy. The lake made me feel peaceful. I would just lie here and look up at the stars and everything would be better."



"Poor baby," Willow reached up, brushed a strand of blond hair behind Tara's ear. "I guess we were both in a pretty bad way."



They were quiet for a short moment. Then Willow sighed.



"How many magic books do you have here, Tara?" She asked after a while.



"Two," Tara replied, watching her curiously. "Why?"



"I want to have a look at them," Willow said. "I want to get you out of here. Somehow I'm getting this feeling that the answer to the mystery of why you're here lies with magic. It's a hunch but i'm going to research it. We have nothing to lose. If the magic books don't help me, then I'll try something else. I'm not going to rest until I get you out of here and safe at home where you belong." Willow took a deep breath. Then her face tightened. "I told Buffy you were here but she didn't believe me. Well, she believed me, but she didn't think it was you. She was trying to conviced me that you were an imposter."



"That's understandable," Tara replied, quietly.



"It's not understandable," Willow frowned. "Buffy, of all people, should know how connected I am to you. I'd know immediately if you were an imposter."



"Think about it, baby," Tara reached under the blanket for her hand. "I was shot four months ago, and now I'm here. Anyone would have trouble believing it."



"Well," Willow took another deep breath. "I don't care what Buffy thinks. I'm just happy and grateful you're alive. The next step is to get you out of here. We'll do it together. Hey, we're two powerful witches. If anyone can do it, we can." She saw a look of worry flash suddenly across Tara's face, and Willow frowned. "What's wrong?"



"My Powers..." Tara shook her head. "I-I'm not as

p-powerful anymore."



Willow stared at her. "What do you mean?"



"I'm sorry," Tara replied. "I should have told you earlier, but I've been very distressed about it. I can't do the simplest spells anymore. That's why I took the magic books. I wanted to see if they would help me but they didn't. My powers seemed to have vanished."



"Your powers can't just leave you, Tara," Willow continued to stare at her, feeling deeply confused. "It's the essence of who you are."



"I know. B-but it did."



Willow digested that thoughtfully for a moment. Then she realized that Tara was beginning to get upset and she said, quickly, "It's okay. Well, it's not really okay, but I guess it's just another mysterious thing we have to solve. We can do it, Tara. It's all connected somehow. There's nothing wrong with my powers. We have the magic books. That should be enough for me to work with."



Tara did not respond. She rolled on her back, looked up tensely at the stars.



"Hey," Willow leaned forward, ran her hand along Tara's shoulder. "Don't you trust me?"



"You know I do," Tara turned. "With my life."



"And you want to get out of here, right?"



"How can you ask that? Of course. I want to be with you."



"Then I'll do it," Willow pursed her mouth determinedly. "I'll get you out of here. I don't know how yet, but I'll do it."



Tara shifted her body so that they were facing each other again. Then she relaxed,brushed her fingers across Willow's cheeks. "If anyone can get me out of here, you can, Will."



"And now I'm feeling absolutely no pressure," Willow teased.



Tara smiled, leaned forward and kissed her softly. "My hero."



"You bet your ass," Willow grinned. Then she wiggled slightly. pulling closer Tara. "Speaking of asses, mine feels pretty cold right about now and I have this terrible feeling that it's bare to the world."



"Is this better?" Tara giggled, wrapped the blanket around Willow so that she was fully covered.



"Much better."



Their hands and legs met under the sheet. Willow moved her fingers across Tara's warm back snuggled against her for a moment. But then, they were not able to resist each other for too long and soon they were kissing passionately.



Tara tilted her head and sucked in her breath as Willow kissed her neck, moved her lips along the sensitive skin of Tara's throat.



They made love again, under the cascading stars and the moon that glowed like a giant ball amidst the dark trees.





******



Just before dawn Willow awoke. She sat up groggily,felt the cold immediately and wrapped her arms around her body. Then she glanced to her side and her heart stopped. The thick blanket was flipped to one side but there was no one lying next to here. Tara had vanished.





Edited by: bijoux2 at: 10/28/03 5:20 pm
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Tue Oct 28, 2003 10:34 pm

Hi,
OK what have you done with Tara?Have you misplaced her?Will she return soon?This is starting to depress me.OK panic over Cleo(my blue-eyed kitty)hopped on my lap.Love your story need more soon.
Be well,Karen also regards to Lily.

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bluehippocampus » Tue Oct 28, 2003 10:41 pm

Arg!! :rage How could you!! That´s not fair, really so not fair, miss Cliffy :no . See now you have to update real fast cause

I won't be sleeping until I know what will happen next. :p

Very interesting story. Update soon, pliz?



BH

My tactic is to remain in your memory... My strategy is that one of these days I don't know how nor with which pretext you finally need me.Tactic and Strategy - M.Benedetti

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Wed Nov 05, 2003 6:54 am

Disclamier: I invented none of the buffy characters bla, bla bla. I couldn't if I tried :cry







A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Willow flung the blanket away from her body in a panic. She got up, dressed quickly and began running at once towards the dark trees. She shouted Tara's name over and over, but got no response. Tara was nowhere to be found.



Willow turned around and ran back towards the lake. Terror had gripped her entire body. She stood near the blanket again breathing heavily, barely able to think, feeling the tears beginning to well up in her eyes.



"Tara!"



Her voice echoed across the serene lake. And then, as if hearing her complete desolation, the woods to the left of her revealed a sound that was so beautiful, it nearly stopped her heart.



"Willow, I'm here."



Relief weakened her entire body, paralyzed her for a split second. But then she found her wits again, ran towards the voice.



She found Tara among the trees, sitting in the dark near the thick roots of a giant Hemlock. Tara tried to smile, but Willow knew at once that something was not right. Tara's face was deathly pale, and she was slightly bent over, clutching her stomach in pain.



Panic seized Willow again. She rushed quickly towards Tara, knelt down next to her and grabbed her hands. "What's wrong?"



"I...I don't know," Tara shook her head. She bit her lip and grimaced, sweat glistening her brows. "I was lying there and then I felt this...s-strange f-feeling..."



"Why didn't you wake me?"



"I thought it would pass..."



"Tara?" Willow stared at her, not knowing whether to be angry or simply petrified.



"I know," Tara shook her head. "I-I'm s-sorry."



"Okay," Willow took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down. She lifted Tara's shirt, pressed her palms down on her stomach. "Show me where it hurts."



"I-it doesn't h-hurt exactly," Tara bit her lip again and she watched Willow in confusion. "I-it's a-almost the s-same feeling I g-get when-when I need to feed. Only worse. Much worse."



Willow looked back at her, squeezed her fingers. "Okay," she said again. They were treading on ticklish ground, but this was no time for awkwardness. "Well, have you done that yet? Feed, I mean."



"Yes," Tara closed her eyes. Sweat was beginning to show on her upper lip. "A few minutes ago. I-it h-helped a little."



Willow shifted. She couldn't stand seeing Tara in pain for a second longer. She placed her hands on Tara's stomach again, muttered a spell softly to herself, and they both jerked back a little, as energy suddenly ignited Willow's fingers, glowed in the darkness for a moment, and then passed through Tara's body.



Tara leaned back on the thick Hemlock root. She took a few deep breaths, and then opened her eyes.



"Is it better?" Willow watched her worriedly.



"Yes," she whispered. The color was coming back slowly to her face.



Willow reached up and touched Tara's cheeks, and then she sighed as Tara covered her fingers over hers.



"I think we've just been given a time limit."



Tara frowned. "W-what...what do you mean?"



Willow looked up at her thoughtfully. Suddenly she felt extremely calm. The adrenaline from her first spell in months had snuffed out all fears, and filled her with impatience and a kind of crazed determination.



"This means that I have even less time than I thought to get you back to normal."





********



They made their way back to the lake, picked up the blanket and flashlight, and then moved again through the trees towards the Hidden Barracks.



Fifteen minutes later they were safely there, walking among the Nalps. Dawn was now beginning to lighten the night sky and so the noise and celebrations that Willow and Tara had left behind hours earlier, was coming to an end. Nalps were clearing out of the woods quietly, searching for somewhere comfortable to rest their tired souls.



Willow and Tara moved on, heading for the dark ruins of the Hidden Barracks. They were almost there, when suddenly Willow had an uneasy feeling. She noticed two Nalps walking towards them, and although they were no different to the dozens of other Nalps around them, the more they got closer, the more Willow's uneasiness grew.



She narrowed her eyes, and watched them intensely. One of the Nalps was male and very tall, and his body was shrouded with a dark cape that billowed eerily in the wind as he walked.



He had his arms wrapped loosely around a female Nalp with a narrow, pale face, and even at ten feet away, Willow could see the tiny incisors poking from her mouth.



They passed Willow and Tara as if in slow motion, and then suddenly the male Nalp muttered,



"Witch."



Willow stopped and looked back at him.



The Nalps turned around too. The man pointed to Tara and said,



"It's your blood she craves. She will not be able to resist you for long. You will both break and when you do, she will suck you dry."



The woman Nalp pressed her arm around the man, and she looked at Willow and sort of smirked. Then the two Nalps turned around again and walked away.



Tara gripped Willow's hand in confusion. "What did he say?"



Willow frowned. She was trying to seem nonchalant, but her heart had suddenly lurched to her throat.



"I wish I knew. Everyone is speaking in codes here."



"He said I crave your blood."



"He's crazy." Willow waved her hand. They continued walking quickly towards the Hidden Barracks. "Come on. Bargo and Hexall should be back by now. I'm sure they're wondering where we disappered to all this time."











Edited by: bijoux2 at: 11/5/03 6:03 am
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby allykat » Wed Nov 05, 2003 8:40 am

WOW!! Amazing!!:bow



I just found this fic, and I'm totally loving it!:bounce



More soon?:pray

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Wed Nov 05, 2003 10:49 pm

Hi,
OK what's with this Tara wants to drain Willow dry bit?Is there a light at the end of this long dark tunnel?I love your story but you could make a hyena cry.More soon please.
Be well,Karen

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby AntigoneUnbound » Wed Nov 05, 2003 11:21 pm

Hey, Bijoux2 This is a great story. I love how unique it is; what a great world you've created. I think that the success of a story like this depends a lot on the author's ability to paint the setting with detail and artistry, and you've done that extremely well. I can "see" the Barracks, the characters, the ambiance of the place. You write good mood, Bijoux, and it's a delight to slip into this story.



I understand Buffy and Giles' concern, but I was so relieved when Willow refused to be deterred. Trust that remarkable heart, Ms. Rosenberg--it shall not fail you!



The notion of Tara craving Willow's blood is distressing, certainly, but I can't imagine this story without such an element. I can't wait to see where you take this!



Great work.

Mary

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Sat Nov 08, 2003 5:49 am

hi kittens, I just got a promotion on this part time job that I have and they're sending me away for a week. I wanted to update before I left but alas I couldn't do it. don't know when the next update will be but i never leave anything unfinished so this story WILL BE FINISHED! I hope





allycat your excitment made me smile :) I swear, I will never lose motivation again!



Good2cats, sorry for torturing you this long. I know how you feel. I do want to lighten up but to do that I will have to change the story. There is light at the end of the tunnel, i promise, but you're going to have to get through one or two more chapters to get there. I feel your pain but don't bail on me now!



AntigoneUnbound, I love responses like yours, detailing everything you like about this story. I think my head swelled twice its size. Thanks for reading and I'm glad you like.





now off to the airport. Update...well who knows when it will be, but soon I hope. take care:flower





bijoux

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby WintersDreamer » Fri Nov 14, 2003 11:59 pm

Got to catch up ... Finally!!

Congratulations on you promotion!



Very glad that Willow and Tara got to have snuggle time!

the lake scene was wonderful!



Ok... where did I miss that NALPS turn in to vamps? I'm not real thrill with that thought. :( Is it a eventual thing or to certain critria have to be met?



What is up with Tara and the cramps and how is Willow going to change her back to "normal"?



And we haven't even gotten to the Buffy meltdown yet... yikes!



Hope everything goes well, please update when you have a chance!



:read

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Sat Nov 29, 2003 10:40 am

Hi kittens! Seems like I've been away forever. I didn't want to be but it's just been well...work, work, work and more work!!! I'm also trying to put myself through school and there's a project that I have to hand in by the end of December but of course that's not going to happen. Somehow I feel extremely calm about it all. I keep wondering WHY AM I NOT PULLING MY HAIR OUT?!! Anywho, enough about my miserable life, and back to the matter at hand.



Hi there WintersDreamer. Questions as usual. I love the fact that you always have a list of them. It keeps me on my toes. About Nalps being vamps. I didn't mean to imply that Nalps turn into vamps at some point. Tara is an unusual case in that she craves Willow's blood, but this does not necessarily mean that she's now a vamp. And as for finding out how Willow will change Tara back to normal? You're just going to have to read on to find out. :)



I feel I have to say again folks, that this is a dark tale. I can't turn back now and change it because it's all been planned out in my head. If you can't handle it I'll understand. But if you decide to read on just remember there is hope at the end of the long, dark tunnel.





Disclaimer: I invented none of the Buffy characters, bla, bla, bla.





A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Willow and Tara hurried up the dark, crumbling stairs of the Hidden Barracks, and then they entered the familiar room in search of Bargo and Hexall. Three burning candles were flickering serenely in a corner, as if only just lit, but the room was empty.



Tara dropped the thick blanket she was holding near the sleeping bags, and then suddenly she crouched foward and reached once again for her stomach.



A cold shiver of fear enveloped Willow's entire body. She moved swiftly towards Tara, grabbed her by the arm.



"Is it back?"



"I..." Tara stared at her. And then slowly, her face began to pale. "Oh God," she whispered. "What if it's true?"



"Lie down," Willow commanded. She was deeply shaken as well, but fear and panic was not going to get them anywhere. She guided Tara down on the sleeping bag, helped her so that she was lying on her back, and then reached for her shirt.



"Willow," Tara gripped her hand. Already sweat was beginning to show again at her temples. "I don't ever want to hurt you. I'd rather die."



"Don't talk," Willow said. Her entire body was trembling and she hoped that it was unnoticeable as she placed her fingerss on Tara's stomach.



"I-if the s-spell doesn't w-work..."



"Tara, please," Willow did not want to think about that possibility. She needed to focus. "Don't talk, baby, please. Let me do this."



She decided to use a much more powerful spell. The effects of that would cause havoc to her body, but it was either that or watch Tara suffer and so for her, the choice was simple. She took a deep breath and concentrated, and just as she was about to utter the spell, Bargo and Hexall walked through the door.



Willow looked up wildly, thrown off by the distraction, and she felt herself gritting her teeth as she tried to hold back the power coursing through her veins.



The two Nalps remained by the door, not moving. Hexall was watching Willow and Tara with concern, but Bargo's face was cold and rigid.



"There's a shift, isn't there?" he said, cryptically. And then his eyes traveled upward and he looked around the tiny room as though he had the power to see the invisible. "Something has changed. I can sense it."



*******



His words seemed to draw Hexall from her trance. She hurried pass the sleeping bags, picked up one of the burning candles from the ground. Beneath the saucer was a small bag with a mysterious white powder, and she grabbed that and then moved quickly towards Tara.



"What are you doing?" Willow snapped, leaning her body protectively over Tara.



"It will help her," Hexall replied calmly. She knelt down, poured a tiny bit of the white powder in the middle of her palm. Then she reached forward, placed her fingers on Tara's lips and gently prodded her mouth open. Willow watched intensely as the Nalp fed Tara the powder.



Tara's eyes were close and her body was shaking violently. Sweat glistened her face, and she was gripping Willow's hand so tightly that if it had been any other time, Willow would have most certainly groaned loudly in pain.



But then, seconds after receiving Hexall's stange elixir, Tara's body relaxed and her breathing slowed down, became shallow, and then so imperceptible, it was as if she was dead.



"What..." Willow turned to Hexall in alarm. "What did you give her?"



"Dried Linn Root," Hexall stood up, and she looked down at Tara thoughtfully. "It will help the cravings. She will be asleep for many hours. Her suffering as ended. For now."



Willow stared at her. Then she looked across at Tara, watched her features change slowly from agony to peacefulness, and the tears welled up in Willow's eyes. She was unable to control herself.



Hexall patted her comfortingly on the back. Bargo moved from the door. He knelt down and looked at Willow, his eyes deeply sorrowful.



"Your friend is in a lot of trouble," he said quietly. "We have to work hard to help her."





********



Outside, the sun was now beginning to peer warmly through the trees. A cool, tranquil breeze scurried across the weeds and thicket and filled the room with the sweet smell of Lavender.



Bargo was moving about briskly. He firmly shut all windows, and covered each with any appropriate piece of cloth that he could find. Afterwards he sat down, crossed his legs.



"Nalps who crave human blood are very rare, almost unheard of," he said with a frown. "I only know of one case. A woman called Magritte Berry who died in 1876."



Willow looked up at him. She had covered Tara with a blanket, but she had not moved from her side.



"Magritte Berry was ostracized by the Nalps," Bargo went on. "They thought she had evolved into a vampire and so they banished her from the Hidden Barracks. It was later revealed that the only human blood she craved was that of her husband, Carl Berry."



"Strange," Willow muttered, softly to herself. Then her face tightened. "What happened to them?"



"Carl Berry died of old age, but Magritte Berry could not live here anymore so she tried to live among humans. She was killed by a man who had mistaken her for a vampire."



Willow stared at him. Then she glanced at Tara asleep by her side. "And-and that's the only Nalp you know of who craved human blood?"



"There may have been more." Bargo shrugged.



"It was such an anomaly, though," Hexall added, "that Magritte Berry's life was chronicled. We have records of it. That's how we're able to tell you her story."



"It is written," Bargo interjected, "That Nalps can sense immediately when that change has taken place, when a Nalp begins to crave another's blood. I didn't believe it, until now."



"Willow," Hexall reached out and touched her softly. "As soon as Tara awakes, we must continue to give her the dried Linn Root. If not, her cravings will most certainly come back and before you know it, hundreds of Nalps will be at our doors. They will want to know why we're harboring a vampire."



"But Tara is not a vampire," Willow said, frowning deeply.



"Yes, little one," Bargo watched her softly. "I do believe that like Magritte Berry, the only blood Tara craves is for the one she loves the most. That means you, Willow. But they will not know that."



Willow sighed. She looked across at Tara again. She leaned forward and kissed her softly, brought the blanket gently up to Tara's shoulders. Then she stood up abruptly.



"Bargo, can you get me those written documents about Magritte Berry? I want to see if anything in her life matches Tara's."



The Nalp nodded and stood up as well. "It will be hard getting those notes, but I can to it."



"Good," Willow bit her lip, and then she began to pace the floor. "And if you can get me any written documents about the Nalps as well that will be great."



"What do you want me to do?" Hexall asked, as Bargo hurried out of the room.



"I think we need more dried Linn Root. Do we have enough?"



"You're right," Hexall said. Then she tilted her head. "There's a plan brewing in your head, isn't there?"



"Well, I don't know if it's a plan as such," Willow admitted. "But I know I can help Tara. I feel it in my bones."



Hexall smiled. "I feel it too," she said. Not too long afterwards, she left the room.



Willow stood there uncertainly for a moment. Then she glanced around the room, shifted across the floor with purpose. She cleared away her clothes scattered across the wooden table, then reached down and pulled out a drawer. She found nothing there, reached again and pulled out another.



For a moment she just stood there, staring at the open drawer. Then slowly, she leaned forward and picked up the two thick, hard covered magic books.



She moved towards Tara, sat down and placed the books in front of her. She felt the deep, inexplicable pull of magicks, and she was not going to deny it.







* I had to keep editing. I think I was a little tired when I wrote this. Hope I didn't offend anyone



Edited by: bijoux2 at: 11/30/03 1:28 am
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby allykat » Sun Nov 30, 2003 3:37 am

This is sooo great!!! :applause Thanks for the update! I liked it a lot!!:bounce I'm really looking forward to more.. Soon, pretty please??:pray

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Sun Nov 30, 2003 10:46 am

Hi,
Yippee you're back! Your absence was keenly felt.I needed my Nalps fix.Will Tara be ostracized? What activated this sudden need for Willow's blood?(Angel type curse,got a happy?)Maybe some of these questions will be answered soon.I eagerly await your next update.
Please give my regards and an ear scratch,if she likes them,to Lily.Be well,Karen

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby xita » Sun Nov 30, 2003 7:47 pm

What an interesting story. You've created your own mythos there and that's exciting. I want to know what's going on with Tara! I hope the scoobies don't come messing around when the shouldn't.

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"Hard work often pays off after time but laziness always pays off now!"


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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Fri Jan 02, 2004 8:18 pm

I'm soooo sorry about the delay between updates. Update in a day or two.

bijoux

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Wed Jan 14, 2004 7:17 pm

Hi,
Are you OK?You mentioned updating in a couple of days on the 2nd.
Message to Lily:Please help your human to write more.I need my Nalps fix.I'm desperate here.Pathetic I know.
Be well,Karen

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Thu Jan 22, 2004 7:09 am

This update is short. Please bear with me.





*Good2cats, I'm really, really sorry about the long wait, but I'm suffering from a bad case of writers block. Hopefully I'll snap out of it in a day or two and post the balance of this update soon.





Disclaimer: I invented none of the Buffy characters. couldn't if I tried.





A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Three giant oaks rustled serenely in the early morning breeze, and the sound, like a soothing litany of some sort, spread swiftly across the silent woods. A few dry leaves swayed down from the tree tops and settled in a gentle pile on the crumbling stairway of the Hidden Barracks.



Inside, in the small dark room, Willow placed the two thick, hard covered magic books before her. She opened one slowly, read the cryptic passages for a moment. She knew that she couldn't find one spell in the books that would cure Tara of all her ailments, but something was driving her to look there anyway.



She inspected page after page, and then, after half and hour of intense reading she looked up, feeling even more confused than ever.



Something was beckoning her, tugging at the very core of her soul. She ran her hand lightly over the dark, printed words and then it hit her. The strange force pulling her hand nothing to do with magic. She was being plagued by a kind of witch intuition. She could sense a great happening in the not so distant future. She did not know what that something was, but she knew that it involved Tara.



Willow placed the magic book down again, reached worriedly for Tara who was sprawled lifelessly on the sleeping bag before her. Anxietly stabbed her heart. She needed to find a way to stop Tara's cravings, but her haunting premonition kept distracting her.



She tried to analyze it, wondering if what she was sensing was good or bad. She couldn't tell. Still, she remained plagued by an odd feeling of anticipation. Something was going to happen that would change their lives forever.



She stared at Tara, watched as her chest heaved lightly up and down. Her face looked peaceful and beautiful in the softly lit room, as though she was merely pretending to be alseep, and any moment she would flutter her blue eyes open and smile teasingly.



Willow searched for her hand under the sheet, bent and kissed her softly. She wished that Tara was awake to guide her. Tara always knew that right things to say to keep her calm and focused.



******



Bargo hurried into the room, dumped a stack of old, yellow tinged papers on the wooden table, then looked across at her questioningly. Willow shifted the blanket fround Tara more securely. Then she got up and moved across the room. Bargo was holding the papers down with one hand, and when he moved away, Willow was able to see the large faded words on the first page.



THE CRONICLES OF MAGRITTE BERRY

1876



"There's a section there about the Nalps," Bargo told her softly. "It's not very large, but it might be useful."



Willow nodded, reached for the documents.



"What are you looking for?" He asked as she began quickly skimming through the pages.



"Anything that will help me help Tara," She replied.



Bargo curled his fists into tight balls. "What else can I do?"



Willow thought for a moment, and then she frowned. "I want you to try to remember everything you can about the first time you saw Tara in the woods. If there's anything that you forgot to tell me, I want you to let me know."



Bargo nodded, and then both he and Willow looked up as Hexall walked into the room.



"It was hard getting that without causing suspicion," the calm, pretty Nalp said, lifting the bag of Linn Root for them to see. "Luckily I know the woman who prepares it very well. She didn't ask me too many questions."



Willow looked at her gratefully. Then suddenly she felt determination beginning to take hold of her again. She collected the stack of papers on the wooden table, moved over to the sleeping bags and sat down. She placed her hand gently on Tara's shoulder.



The strange feeling of anticipation continued to plague her fiercely. She still had no idea why, and she bit her lip as she picked up the chronicles detailing Magritte Berry's every waking moment.



She didn't realize at the time that what she was feeling was not anticipation, but a very powerful source of energy that had nothing to do with magicks and everything to do with Tara, and it held a vital clue in bringing Tara back to normal.

Edited by: bijoux2 at: 1/22/04 6:21 am
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby allykat » Thu Jan 22, 2004 8:39 am

YAY!! You're back!! Excellent update!:bow

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby Imjustme » Thu Jan 22, 2004 10:45 am

ohohoh I LIKE this story...can't wait for the next update

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby WintersDreamer » Tue Jan 27, 2004 7:19 am

It was so very good to see an update!



Could Tara illness be a extreme energy inbalance?



Willow did the spell by the hemlock tree and that seem to help Tara.

And this also seems to have happened to more than a few Nalps..... maybe anyone with magical abilities or a magical background?



Anyway, I enjoyed muchly....



Hope your job is going well.



:read



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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Mon Feb 02, 2004 9:19 am

hi, another update.



*just wanna say thanks to my loyal readers.



allycat, your responses always give me a boost of much needed motivation. Thanks!



Imjustme, i'm glad you're enjoying this story. hope you like the update.



WintersDreamer, it's good to see you're still reading. Your theory about Tara was :hmm Except Tara is craving Willow's blood. Why that is, will be revealed at the end.







Disclaimer as before.





A VISION IN THE NIGHT





Magritte Berry's life was intriguing as well as tragic. The chronicles meticulously detailed her life, and there were many different theories at the end as to the cause of her insatiable cravings for her husbands blood.



Willow read everyone of them intensely, but the theories were wildly speculative, and were of little use to Tara. Willow reached for the thin documents about the Nalps and learnt nothing that she hadn't already known from Bargo and Hexall.



Finally, at two o'clock in the afternoon, she pushed aside the stack of papers, buried her face in her hands and groaned.



"I'm on the wrong path."



Bargo and Hexall were sitting on the floor near the covered windows and they stared at her in confusion.



Willow looked up, frustration causing her to feel close to tears. "I'm on the wrong path," she said again.



"What do you mean?" Bargo frowned.



"I've spent hours looking at Magritte Berry's chronicles," Willow explained. "But there's nothing in there that will help Tara."



"What about the cravings," Hexall asked. "Magritte Berry had them, just like Tara. Maybe you missed something."



"Maybe," Willow said slowly. She watched Tara, still lifeless on the sleeping bags, and frowned unhappily. "One of the theories in the chronicles suggests that Magritte Berry's deep love for her husband manifested itself into a strange phenomenon of physical lust and insatiable cravings for his blood. It-its plausible, but I don't think that's the case with Tara. I can't explain how I know that, I just know."



Bargo and Hexall said nothing, just looked at her.



"I'm sensing something," Willow said softly, almost to herself. "Some kind of mystical energy of some sort. I don't know what it is, but it has nothing to do with Magritte Berry. It's connected to Tara, and it's in this room as we speak. I can feel it. It will answer all our questions about Tara, I just know it."



"Mystical energy?" Bargo repeated, staring at her, clearly perplexed. "You mean like a magical force of some sort?"



"That's what I thought at first," Willow replied, frowning. She rested her hand protectively on Tara again. "But it's greater than magic, much greater, and when I find it, it will change our lives forever."



Bargo and Hexall said nothing for a long moment. In the corner of the room, the three candles continued to burn, although the afternoon sun was shining brightly behind the covered windows. Then Hexall shifted. She got up in one brisk movement, walked across the room and stood for a moment before the wooden table.



"You'll figure it all out," she said sagely. "It will come to you when the time is right. In the mean time, I think you should take a break. You have to eat something."



Willow started to shake her head, but Hexall would not hear of it. "You're no good to Tara if you die of starvation," she said. She reached for one of the can soups on Willow's knapsack, and handed it to her.



Willow pulled back the cover and sipped the cool liquid half-heartedly. She managed to get through a small amount, and then she sighed, and moved closer to Tara.



"Tara hasn't moved once," she said, frowning deeply. "That can't be normal."



"It's imperative that we keep her that way," Bargo replied. He was sitting on the dusty floor with his legs crossed. "The Linn root is keeping her in a kind of unconscious state, but it's harmless. Without it, the Nalps would certainly sense her presence. They wouldn't hurt her, but they would panic and want her out of here immediately."



Willow looked away from him. She glanced around the room and concentrated on the mystical energy that was hovering around them. She knew now that it held a vital key to unlocking the mystery of Tara's condition.



Willow gritted her teeth and began working on a plan that would get the mysterious force to reveal itself.



****



At four o'clock in the afteroon, Bargo left the room. He told Willow and Hexall that he wanted to monitor the Nalps for a while, to make sure that they were not beginning to sense Tara's presence. When he left, Willow reached for the magic books by her side, and began going through them again. Not only was she looking for a way to inveigle the mystical force that was haunting her, out in the open, but she was also looking for a way to stop Tara's cravings without her sleeping all the time. She was grateful for the Linn Root, but Tara was sprawled before her as though she was dead, and Willow wanted to change that. Secretly, she focused on the very spell that she was looking for, bent back the page in the magic book so that she could find it again when she needed it. Then she slipped her hand again under the sheet and reached for Tara's fingers.



Hexall watched her as she gently stroked back Tara's hair. Then she said,



"You love her very much."



Willow glanced up distractedly. "Yes," she said, simply.



Hexall replaced a candle that had burned down to the wick, moved over to the sleeping bags and sat down beside Willow.



"You've been so good to us," Willow said, looking at her gratefully.



"Tara is like my daughter," Hexall replied. "Bargo and I have grown very close to her. Like you, we want to see that she's okay."



Willow took a sharp breath. She squeezed Tara's hand under the sheet, and then felt her stomach twist into a knot.



Hexall sensed her anxiety, and placed her hand reassuringly on Willow's shoulder.



"You will find a way to bring her back to normal," she said softly. "I truly believe that. Your love for her will make it happen."





Edited by: bijoux2 at: 2/2/04 8:32 am
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby cutie pie » Mon Feb 02, 2004 12:43 pm

Just found this fic, and I'm really happy that I did. I really like this story and I hope to read more soon. You really have built your own little world and I love reading about it....Great story:bow :applause Update soon.



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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Sat Feb 07, 2004 12:29 am

Hi,
Thanks for the update I seem to have missed one.I can never get enough of this story.Hopefully they will be able to restore Tara soon.More please soon.
Be well,Karen

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Thu Feb 12, 2004 1:29 pm

Thanks cutie pie and good2cats for your responses. This update is for you!





Disclaimer as before



A VISION IN THE NIGHT





At seven o'clock in the evening, Bargo had still not returned. Worried, Hexall wrapped the thin jacket round her body more securely, and slipped out of the room in search of him.



As soon as she left, Willow reached for the magic book that she was going through earlier. She searched the pages, found what she was looking for, then glanced up thoughtfully.



Tara continued to lie still on the sleeping bag, her head thrown back to one side, blond hair swept away from her face.

Willow stared at her for a moment or two, and then she got up and moved over to one of the windows. She pushed back the dark covers and stared outside.



The moon was just beginning its majestic climb in the night sky, and she could see it through the trees, bright and forceful, like a glowing round jewel. Its silver hue covered the surrounding trees like mist, and she was amazed at the peacefulness and beauty of the woods at night.



Willow stood there for about ten minutes. Then she turned around and moved back towards the sleeping bags. She knelt down before Tara, placed the magic book wide open to the side of her, and waited. Exhaustion tugged at her body. She felt her shoulders sag a little, and her eyes begin to close. And then she froze. Tara had moved.



Willow sat up abruptly and stared at her fearing that she had imagined it. But then, after a short moment, Tara moved again. Willow felt fear and and happiness consume her all at once. She shifted, her heart beating wildly in her chest, leaned over the sleeping bag and reached for Tara's hand once again under the sheet.



Tara remained motionless for an excruciating moment. And then her long, slender fingers curled around Willow's hand.



"Will?"



"I'm here," Willow said, softly.



Tara seemed to be struggling with the effects of the Linn Root. She lay still for another few moments. And then finally, she opened her eyes. Her gaze moved sluggishly, and then settled on Willow.



"Hey, sleepyhead," Willow whispered, and her eyes filled with tears. But she didn't care because she was smiling too, for the first time in hours. "I thought you were never going to wake up."



Tara stared at her in confusion. Then she shifted her head and looked around the room as though it was the first time she was seeing it. After a while, she looked at Willow again, reached up and touched her cheek.



Willow turned and kissed her fingers softly.



"W-what happened?"



"Hexall gave you something to ease the cravings," Willow explained. "It made you sleep for a little while."



Tara digested that. Then she shifted suddenly and looked as though she was about to get up.



"Easy," Willow laid her hand down on her gently. She was grateful because at the moment Tara was showing no signs of distress. But still, she didn't think that Tara should be up and about just yet. Willow regarded her with concern.



"How do you feel?"



"A l-little light h-headed, but okay."



Willow nodded solemnly.



Tara stared at her. "You look so tired."



"Don't worry about me," Willow sighed deeply. "You're not out of the woods yet." she raised the bag of Linn Root for Tara to see. "I'm suppose to give you this."



"W-what does it do?"



"Stop the cravings."



Tara frowned. "But it also makes me sleep."



"Yeah."



Tara did not respond. She glanced across the room, and after a while she said, "Where's Bargo and Hexall?"



"They stepped out for a while."



"What's going on, Will?" Tara covered her hand over Willow's and watched her worriedly.



"We don't have much time," Willow bit her lip. Then she placed the bag of Linn Root by her side. "I can't explain everything to you, but I'm going to ask you to trust me."



Tara nodded, watched her intensely.



"There's a spell that I want to use," Willow continued. "I found it in the magic books. I think it will stop your cravings without you sleeping all the time."



"But?" Tara sensed her hesitation.



"But," Willow shook her head. "It's not the only spell that I want to use. There's another one that I want to try first. It's a locater spell, and it's very powerful, more powerful than anything I've ever tired..."



"A locater spell?"



"I can't go into it now, Tara. Just...please trust me. I know you said your powers have diminished, but I need you to ground me. I think you can do it, and it shouldn't take too long."



Tara stared at her. Then she said. "I don't know what's going on, but I know I trust you, Willow. With my life. I know whatever it is you're planning, you're doing it for me."



Willow tightened her hold on Tara. She brought both of Tara's hands up to her lips. Then she got up and moved across the room. She picked up two of the burning candles, moved over to the sleeping bags and knelt down again.



she placed the candles on either side of her and immediately the yellow hue of light flooded the tattered gray sheet that coveed the sleeping bag. It also heightened the paleness of Tara's face. Willow looked across at her and frowned worriedly.



"How do you feel?"



"S-scared, but o-okay."



"No cravings?"



"N-not yet."



"Okay," Willow breathed. She laid a hand gently on Tara's shoulder and said, determinedly. "We can do this. I'll get you out of this nightmare, I promise."



Tara nodded.



"Okay," Willow said again. She took a deep breath, and reached for the magic book by her side. She placed it in front of her, closed her eyes and perpared to delve into the deepest, darkest realms of magicks that she had ever dared to enter.







Edited by: bijoux2 at: 2/12/04 12:42 pm
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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby good2cats » Thu Feb 12, 2004 2:47 pm

Hi,
This is terrific I turned on my computer and found this lovely update.Thanks ever so much.I wonder what Willow has planned.I certainly hope that it works and we can get on to the Willow and Tara yummy goodness.
Be well,Karen

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby Imjustme » Fri Mar 26, 2004 6:24 pm

I have been trying to find this fic again for SO long. Pleeeease update it soonish. :sob

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Sat Mar 27, 2004 7:59 am

my deepest apologies to all the readers who were following this fic. Got side tracked a bit, but I can assure you it is never far from my mind. It's an intense story to write, and the balance is very angsty and I wasn't sure that readers were ready for that, so I left it trying to figure out ways to soften it a bit. Of course, I think in the end I'm going to leave it just as I planned it in my head. I've scribbed down parts of the next update, it's just a matter of finding the courage to post it. Maybe in a week or two, when I've finish doing all the polishing. bear with me, and don't give up on this fic yet!



bijoux

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby WintersDreamer » Sat Mar 27, 2004 8:47 am

Coolness....



I've been missing my NALPS !:read



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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby cutie pie » Sat Mar 27, 2004 12:25 pm

Great. NALPS and all.

Scary for Tara. TKAE CARE OF HER.



Great job. Hope to read more soon:applause

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Re: Looking Forward to Next Update

Postby bijoux2 » Mon Apr 26, 2004 7:18 am

Whew, back to this story at last. I fought off its intensity long enough, so here goes. I don’t know why but I always feel the need to warn readers before I update. It’s like I want to apologize in advance for the hell I’m going to put you through or something. Anyway, here’s the warning: Readers, this story is angsty. Read at your own risk. Okay, I take that back. Please read.:pray



Disclaimer: I own none of the Buffy characters. Wish I did, but I don’t. Please don’t sue me.



A VISION IN THE NIGHT       





Willow closed her eyes, took a deep breath and muttered the spell softly to herself. She gritted her teeth with anticipation, and almost instantly, a great rush of power seized her body, shooting her back straight up and causing her neck to strain forward. Electrical charges coursed through her veins like fire and it took all of her will power not to scream out loud.



It had seemed so simple, so perfect. She found the locator spell in the magic books and had decided to use it to force the mysterious force haunting her, out of its hiding place. The books had been very distinct in its warning, had urged inexperienced Wiccans to refrain from using the spell.



But Willow had ignored the warnings because, after all, she was not inexperienced. She had grown a lot as a witch, and not only that, she was desperate. She was sick of seeing Tara suffer, and some strange force was beckoning her and she knew that it had something with Tara and she wanted to find out what it was.



Now, somewhere in the depths of her mind, Willow chastised herself for believing that she could harness such power. She had never felt anything like it before. It was as if her entire insides were ripping apart.



She bit her lip and through the pain, forced herself to relax. Her breathing slowed down a little and then she began to sense Tara’s aura around her, weak but calm, encouraging her, guiding her, like a flickering flame of light in a blinding abyss of darkness.



Willow latched on to the feeling of love and familiarity. She tightened her grip on Tara’s hand, her entire body soaked with perspiration, and after a while, the exhaustingly painful effects of the spell began to lift.



Pain turned to pleasure in an instant. She felt Tara’s aura become one with hers, and it was as if they were making love. An intoxicating feeling of warmth filled her body. Willow sucked in her breath, savored the feeling for a moment. Then slowly, very slowly she opened her eyes.



The room was aglow with light. A giant yellow orb had floated up to the corrugated roof of the Hidden Barracks and settled there, shimmering and glowing brilliantly in the semi-dark room. Willow sat frozen. She could hardly move her eyes away from it. It lit up the surrounding brick walls with its energy, startling and awesome all at once. She held her breath, and stared mesmerized at it for a few more seconds.



Then she caught herself, remembered why the orb was there. She opened her mouth, and she was about to mutter, “Solid,” when suddenly, she felt Tara falter. Up until that moment their auras had been perfectly attuned. But Tara was weak, and her powers even weaker, and keeping Willow stable was like trying to stand still in the middle of a hurricane, and she just couldn’t do it.



Willow felt the pain again, rushing violently through her veins as Tara’s aura began slipping away. She closed her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth and groaned loudly. It was as if someone had taken the very essence of her soul and ripped it out of her body. Her heart felt as if it was going to explode. She groaned again, bit her lip, trying to keep focused, but the spell was too intense for her, and it shot daggers through her veins as it began to go awry. All Willow could do now was pray that her body was able to withstand the pain.



In the room, the giant orb folded into itself like molten gold, crumbled and then exploded into a million golden fragments. The sparkling fragments rained down softly over them for about ten minutes and then dissipated into thin air.



Willow slumped weakly over Tara, trying to catch her breath. She was lucky to be alive, but she wanted to cry because they had been so close. They were only seconds from solving the mystery of Tara’s incantation as a Nalp. The locator spell had confirmed that there was indeed some strange presence in the room and Willow was convinced now more than ever that the mysterious entity was tied to Tara.



She lay there, breathing heavily. And then after a while, she felt Tara shift. Her damp fingers squeezed Willow’s tightly, and sensing her concern, Willow looked up weakly, and said, “Don’t worry, baby. We’ll try it again later. Right now, let’s get rid of the cravings…”



But she stopped speaking because suddenly, something warm and wet was sliding down her nose. Willow reached up in confusion and touched her nose, pulled her hand back and froze. Blood was smeared all over her fingers. She was suffering from the ghastly effects of performing such a powerful spell.



Willow pinched her nostrils instinctively, trying to stop the flow, but it was too late. The blood was warm and rich and it rolled down her nose unabated.



Tara stared up at her in absolute horror. Then she gripped her stomach suddenly as if someone had taken a knife and stabbed her violently.



“Willow…” she whispered, her face white as chalk. “Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god…”



Willow knew immediately by her painful expressions that the sight of her blood had caused Tara’s cravings to come back. She tried to get up so that she could find a piece of cloth to wipe her nose, but she couldn’t move. The spell had taken a lot out of her, had caused the normal mechanics of her body to go haywire. She wiped her face desperately on her sleeve, then reached for Tara, but Tara moved away from her the way someone would have moved from an electric shock.



“I’ll hurt you,” she said, waving Willow’s hands away. “Oh god…”



“Tara calm down…”



“Stay away,” Tara rolled on the sleeping bag, still gripping her stomach. She stumbled weakly to her feet, moved across the tiny room and headed for the door.



Willow commanded her limbs to move. For a moment nothing happened. She watched helplessly as Tara stumble away. And then a few seconds later, the feelings in her legs came back to her in a rush. She got up quickly, her heart racing in her chest, and hurried towards the door.



Outside the Hidden Barracks, the cool night breeze hit her face like a soothing kiss. The woods was quiet and peaceful, with only a few Nalps walking here and there. But Willow barely noticed any of that. Her full attention was on Tara.



Tara had managed to stumble a few yards away from the crumbling stairway. But then she was too weak to reach any further, and she fell in a weak heap shortly afterwards.



“Tara!” Willow screamed. The entire night seemed like a dream, a nightmare that she couldn’t snap out of. She heard her feet thumping hard on the ground as she ran, felt her breath shooting out of her mouth in choking gasps. She was about a foot away from Tara, her hand almost on Tara’s shoulder, when suddenly a Nalp appeared out of nowhere and stood in front of her.



Willow heard a primal growl escape her lips. She looked up angrily at the obstacle that separated her from Tara but the Nalp’s face was carefully concealed not only by the darkness, but by the hood of a large tattered jacket.



Willow pushed the Nalp away fiercely, her only concern being Tara who was groaning softly on the ground where she fell. But the Nalp stood resolute, in fact gripped Willow’s arm tightly and muttered,



“You have to stay away from her.”



Willow was already conjuring a defensive spell in her mind. At that moment she was so hyped that she would have probably used anything to get the Nalp away from her. But then she hesitated. Something about the Nalp’s voice distracted her and she looked up sharply again, and this time, as if on cue, the tattered hood covering the Nalp’s face shifted a little, and a distinct profile was caught by the silver hue of the moon above.



Willow stepped back, feeling the shock grip her body in waves. She shook her head with disbelief, then whispered hoarsely,



“Buffy…?”











* update soon! (i hope)





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