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Re: WOW!

Postby Puff » Sun Aug 31, 2003 9:19 am

Hey Chris, just echoing the wow that can be heard within this thread :D Loved the update. I really enjoy how Willow and Tara are acting so coupley getting each others meals etc. Glad to hear that Willow sounded like she wanted to return to Tara's home with her as well. Great update and looking forward to more.



So, the day started and I knew my name and had my pants on. So far, so good. Yay.
Amber Benson

Puff
 


Re: WOW!

Postby the vamp nurd » Mon Sep 01, 2003 3:21 am

Aw.



Sexy, sweet and totally worth a round of :applause



:grin

Sorry I missed church, I was busy becoming a lesbian and worshiping Satan



Open up Pandora's kiss.



Bardlet no #27



the vamp nurd
 


Re: WOW!

Postby Artemis » Tue Sep 02, 2003 12:57 pm

Thanks everyone :) Your comments really cheer me up every time I check the board.



Washi: Thanks. I'm eagerly looking forward to the next instalment of Sex Journals, of course.



sabina: Well, I don't know about self control, but they've at least got enough modesty not to start making out in front of strangers... actually, modesty is pretty much all they've got in the way of self control most of the time :)



Insanity: Yeah, I'm a meany... I have a plan, though. If you think you've got it bad having to wait, have pity on me - I *know* what's coming, and I have to wait (because I don't write out of order, not even a little)... that's tortuous :)



chilled monkey: The books of Elasia are a bit like the Kama Sutra, just a lot more detailed and varied. Amazons are big on collecting knowledge and wisdom, and each priesthood maintains and whenever possible adds to its library, devoted to whatever their particular god/goddess represents. The books of Elasia are basically the collected sexual knowledge of the Amazon nation - any time someone's got something they think is worth writing down, they're encouraged to consult with a priest or priestess of Elasia (who are very discreet) and add it to the books. There's techniques, erotica, detailed how-to guides... you get the idea :)



nika: You do that :)



Arwen: I honestly wasn't expecting Willow to do that either, but she surprised me :) I never interfere when characters start making decisions on their own. And I agree the rate of progress 'first time'wards is slow, but they *will* get there. Yes, there is something behind everyone gathering inside the town walls, and it'll be elaborated on in due course.



Grimlock: I actually hesitated about the 'remarkably agile tongue' - I'm being cautious not to make it seem like either of them have gone from virgin to ultimate sex goddess in one week. But I decided to go for this one. Tara just has a naturally dexterous tongue, and yes, there'll be proof. And you know, having gotten the High Amazonian out of the way, I'm now considering actually writing up Willow's list of 138 things to do with naked Tara, as my next extra-curricular activity for this story... writing this fic is a strange experience :)



Debra: Thanks :) And at the same time, I've given up on pretending they're not making love. I'm still holding on to the 'first night' idea, but as the girls say, it's going to be something special regardless of what they do beforehand. Well, hopefully it'll be special, I've got a few things planned that should help in that regard :)



jackie: There's plenty of fun to be had in the wagon, of course, but there are some things you can only do in a queen-sized bed :)



xita: Thanks :) As I said, Willow just made up her mind all by herself. But you're quite right, who could object? Least of all Tara :)



Iz: I find Buffy and Faith a satisfying concept as a couple as well, based mainly on season 3 Buffy - I really drifted away from Buffy as a character after that, so when I write her I try to get back to the idea of her I liked then. Anyway, Buffy and Faith will appear, as will other characters, and there will be romance and passion at various stages. Initially, though, only Willow and Tara will know each other, and everyone else will meet along the way.



shuyaku: I can guarantee they will have something left to do when they finally get their bedroom, and I know exactly what it is (are, in fact, there's more than one thing). I'm not sure about my picture for 'tease', but maybe you could use my Catwoman Tara picture - it's her doing it, I swear.



Puff: I enjoy having 'coupley' moments between them, I think it reinforces the fact that they're wanting to share their lives, not just sexually but in every way. And I find it adorably cute, which I just can't resist :)



the vamp nurd: Thanks :)

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Artemis » Tue Sep 02, 2003 1:00 pm

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: NC-17

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Twenty-One

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The innkeeper led them to the private bedroom reserved for women visitors, apologising for the overcrowding as he went. He seemed a little in awe of Tara, while Willow got away with just a curious glance - she had worn a simple robe over a skirt and tunic, while Tara wore light leather armour as usual, and her spear was a lot more distinctive than Willow's plain staff. Their room was small but quite pleasant, for an inn in a border town, having a north-facing window with a scenic view over the rooves of the adjacent buildings out onto the highlands, and contained a modest wardrobe, a dresser with a small mirror, two beds, a small fireplace, an apprehensive-looking woman and a child of four or five, who stared at Tara in wonder. Willow squeezed Tara hand and nodded to the wardrobe. Tara stored her spear up on top of it, safely out of the child's reach, while Willow lay her staff down on the unoccupied bed and smiled at their roommates.



"Hello," she said, "I'm Willow. This is Tara."



"H-h-hello," the woman said nervously, "I-I'm Deanne, th-this is Kristal, m-my daughter." Willow crouched down to look the young girl in the eye, holding out her hand and shaking gently when Kristal tentatively took it.



"Hello Kristal," she said with a smile, noticing Deanne, despite her anxiety, smiling too at her daughter's adorably courteous acceptance of Willow's hand.



"I-is sh-she..." Deanne started, "i-is she an A-amazon?"



"Yep," Willow said casually, staying crouched - she was no taller than Deanne, but the woman was hunched in on herself, and Willow didn't want to seem intimidating, even in the slightest way.



"M-my lady," Deanne said, curtseying as Tara came over to meet her.



"Oh, no," she said, slightly flustered, "you don't have to... just 'Tara'. Hello. Um, we brought some food, for dinner, you're welcome to join us? I-if you don't have other plans, I mean." Deanne looked somewhat taken aback at Tara's gentle manner. Willow wondered what she had first thought when the innkeeper had told her she would be sharing her room with an Amazon, but she was glad to see the tension evaporating from the woman. Kristal studied Tara intently, as if cataloguing every detail of her.



"Th-that's very kind of you," Deanne said, "I-I was going to go down to the dining hall, b-but if it's no trouble... I'd appreciate it."



"No trouble," Willow said brightly, "pull up a seat. Or bed, as it were." Deanne even smiled at her joke as they sat on their beds, Tara moving the small nightstand between them to serve as a table, and starting to unwrap and lay out the food they had taken from the caravan supplies.



"D-did you come from Kingsport?" Deanne asked Tara, while Willow took a jug of water and poured it into the pot over the fire.



"Yes," she replied, "we're headed for Duncraig."



"Oh," Deanne said, biting her lip for a moment before venturing another question. "Wh-what was it like? In Kingsport?"



"It's a bit city," Tara said hesitantly, "and we were only there for a day. Um, it seemed very... busy. Lots of activity - from the docks, and in the markets."



"We - that is, m-my daughter and I, and my- bodyguard," Tara noticed Deanne give a slight hesitation there, "are heading to Kingsport. We haven't decided yet whether to try to settle there, or take a ship somewhere else. I thought, perhaps, we might find work in the city... Teban is very skilled with his hands, he used to be a craftsman, a-and I can write..."



"Th-that sounds likely," Tara hazarded when Deanne paused, looking slightly worried, "from what I heard the sea trade is bringing a lot of wealth to the city. I-I'd imagine there's a lot of demand for craftsmen, and scribes. It's a bit... well, I suppose all ports are a bit unruly," she went on, "but if you've got a bodyguard I'm sure you won't have any trouble at all... and the Baron's a very good ruler, he's very fair."



"P-perhaps we'll be able to stay there," Deanne said with a hopeful smile, "it would be nice not to be always travelling... you'd like that, dearest?" she added to Kristal, smiling warmly. "A proper home?"



"Will we see the sea?" the girl asked.



"Yes dearest," Deanne said, "we will." She turned her attention back to Tara, and Willow as she returned with hot water for their soup. "We've been on the road a long time," she explained.



"Did you come from Duncraig?" Willow asked.



"We passed through there a month ago," Deanne said, "but we couldn't afford to stay long in the city itself, and Teban suggested we try Kingsport, rather than one of the villages around the city. We're used to a city, you see, we came from Gotunberg."



"Really?" Willow said, "I studied just outside there for a while, at the hospice."



"Y-you're a healer?" Deanne asked.



"No," said Willow, "I'm a sorceress, but my order sends us there for the library, and some of us are healers, so they train with the doctors there..."



"A-a sorceress?" Deanne said, wide-eyed. "Y-you can do m-magic?"



"Yeah," Willow said shyly, "well, only cold magic, but yeah."



"I-I d-didn't realise," Deanne stuttered.



"Oh it's no big deal," Willow said. "You came all the way from Gotunberg?" she asked, not really comfortable being the centre of attention. "That's a long journey."



"I-it's taken quite a while," Deanne replied, "we took a ship across the gulf, to Leorgrad, and then up the Sulga river into the mountains, a-and across to the start of the Kingsway, and down to Duncraig... it's been a long journey," she finished with a shy grin, "it'll be good to settle down again."



"I got to swim," Kristal interjected, "in a big pool that was all hot and tingly." Deanne smiled fondly.



"At Soltram," she explained, "up in the mountains near the source of the Kingsway, they have these pools of water that just... well up out of the rocks, and they're warm, from the heat deep inside the ground. All the children play in them, so we had to teach Kristal to swim, so she could join in."



"Will there be swimming in the city?" Kristal asked.



"Not in the sea, dearest," her mother said, "it's dangerous. Maybe there'll be pools near the river mouth, though," she added, to dispel Kristal discontented pout, which was replaced with a gleeful smile.



"Thank you," the girl said politely as she took a bowl of soup from Willow.



"Thank you," Deanne said. "A-are you both going to Duncraig?"



"Initially," Willow replied as Tara started on her soup, "I'm travelling to study with mages all over Westmarch, and Duncraig is my first real port of call for that. Eventually I'll be going further into Westmarch, and further east as well, into Khanduras."



"A-and you're travelling together?" Deanne asked.



"It was just coincidence," Willow explained, "I'd been in Kingsport a day and I was sitting in the wagon reading, and in climbs this fine figure of a warrior," she nodded to Tara, "who fortunately is the loveliest soul you could ever hope to meet," she added in a fake conspiratorial whisper to Deanne. Tara seemed to glow with affection.



"Still, as surprise entrances go," Willow went on with a grin. "I mean, the armour, she was carrying that spear, and had a bow on her back, looking all Amazon... and there's me sitting there with a book in my lap not knowing what had hit me."



"I-I understand," Deanne said, "Teban is l-like that. To look at he's, well, he's quite formidable, but he's the sweetest man..." For a moment she was smiling to herself, then she covered it and composed herself. "He's very kind," she explained, "a-and he takes good care of us." She dropped her gaze back to her meal and ate silently for a moment.



"S-so, are you travelling on your own?" she asked after a short while.



"Oh, no," Willow said, "Tara's part of an Amazon mission, they're going to Duncraig to, you know, negotiate, and do what diplomats do, and all that."



"The mission is travelling as far as Duncraig," Tara elaborated, "then heading back home. I-I'm staying with Willow." Willow turned to stare at Tara, her lips parted in joy, though no words emerged. She took hold of Tara's hand and held it tightly, absolutely not caring if Deanne guessed everything there was to know about the two of them. The older woman just smiled faintly to herself and turned her attention to her daughter, giving Willow and Tara a moment of courteous privacy.



When all four of them resumed their meal Deanne was more at ease, and talked more readily with Willow about places they had both known in Entsteig. They ended up discussing the Gotunberg markets, Willow reminiscing about browsing through them, Deanne promising that, from what she had seen in passing, Duncraig had markets to rival even the capital of the northern realms. Tara meanwhile set her attention on Kristal. First the girl stared intently at her, and Tara returned her stare with comical wide eyes, which made her laugh. She stuck her tongue out, as did Tara, then Kristal winked, and again Tara copied her. Deanne and Willow both looked at them, mystified, as they broke out in giggles.



"She's such a joy," Deanne confessed quietly to Tara after dinner, as they both watched Willow and Kristal sitting on the opposite bed. Willow had shaded the room's main lamp just enough for the candle on the nightstand to cast a decent shadow, and was entertaining the girl by making shadow puppets. Kristal joined in, mastering the rabbit fairly quickly and moving on to the puppy, the kitten and, with limited success, the pony, while Willow delighted her by pretending to mistake them for ludicrous shapes - Kristal rolled on her back on the bed laughing after her attempt at a bird had Willow saying with authority: "Well that's obviously the Archangel Hadriel. Um, carrying a banana," to account for the bowed shape of the bird's feet.



"I-I'm sorry I was, um, cautious before," Deanne said to Tara, "I've never met an Amazon before. Or a sorceress," she added.



"It's okay," Tara said, "I mean, if I was suddenly sharing a room with a warrior I'd be nervous too. And I *am* a warrior. Well, not that I've ever really fought anything, but, you know..." Deanne looked at her curiously.



"You haven't?" she asked.



"I only just finished my training," Tara explained, "this is my first assignment. Normally a girl my age would join a warrior pride, but my instructor thought I'd be better off here. Um, she wasn't sure how well I'd handle being a soldier."



"Back home," Deanne said, then paused, "well, in Gotunberg - it used to be home - a boy training as a soldier would be in a patrol squad by the age of sixteen. And a girl would be betrothed, and married the day she turned eighteen as often as not. I was married on my eighteenth birthday. My son, Iain, has never been further than fifty miles from his home, and now he's married and has a baby son of his own... You know, it hasn't been easy travelling this far, and I miss my son very much, but I think if I had never seen all that I've seen..." she shrugged. "Well, I'm probably not telling you anything you don't know," she added with a smile.



"Oh, no, I understand," Tara said, "until now I'd never been away from home. It's only recently that my people could spare warriors to travel with expeditions like this, I-I'm actually very lucky. If I'd joined a pride I might never have left the islands, and seen all these places, Kingsport, and the castle... and, um, met Willow, of course. She's a... a wonderful friend" she finished shyly. Deanne gave her an understanding look.



"It's alright," she said quietly, "you two are...?" Tara hesitated, the nodded, and Deanne met her stare with a sympathetic gaze. "I know what it's like to have to hide it," she said, "at home... after my husband died, just after Kristal was born, I wouldn't have been allowed to remarry. My family are very... conservative. Teban was my husband's man-at-arms, he's very kind and gentle, and he loves Kristal dearly, but my family wouldn't have approved... I didn't want Kristal to have to live by rules like that, so we left. We went north at first, to the edge of the steppes where he came from, and then when we had saved enough we set out for Westmarch. They say that people are more accepting of each other's ways here. We're travelling as companions, but," a smile touched the corners of her lips, "when we get to Kingsport, we're hoping to be married. If we're allowed to there."



"You will," Tara assured her, "the Baron is very fair. He, um, he knew... about me and Willow, we stayed at the castle for several days, and he was... he let it be known, publicly, that he had no objection."



"Well," Deanne said with a little laugh, "perhaps Kingsport will be a good place to settle." She looked at Kristal, who was copying Willow's shadow puppet hand motions for 'Yeti scratching his bottom'. "She thinks of Teban as her father, you know, and he's quite devoted to her."



"Not only her?" Tara guessed. Deanne blushed, and shared Tara's smile.



"He's... very sweet," she said bashfully, "very... gentle." For a moment she looked like she was about to say more, but then she shot Tara a conspiratorial grin and fell silent. There was a knock on the door, and Deanne stood up.



"It's alright," she said, "it'll be Teban." Willow sat beside Tara, putting an arm around her waist, as Kristal took her mother's hand and went to the door. Deanne opened it to reveal a giant of a man, over six feet tall, whose leather pants and tunic could do little to conceal the huge muscles in his limbs and chest. He had a faint blue tattoo curling around one side of his face, and he glanced at Deanne and Kristal, his solemn face turning briefly to a smile, before staring at Willow and Tara, who were both wide-eyed at the sight of him.



"They're alright," Deanne said, turning to them. "Willow, Tara, this is Teban... my companion." Both got to their feet as the big man came into the room and stood carefully beside Deanne, inspecting them. He cautiously held out a hand, which Tara took, then Willow, and then he nodded to them and turned back to Deanne.



"I've left hot water for a bath," he said in a thickly-accented voice, "enough for two. And I'll be right down the hall." Deanne smiled, and he crouched down to smile at Kristal, who promptly threw her arms around his massive neck and hugged him.



"Sleep well, bear cub," he said with a grin, "I'll see you in the morning." Kristal kissed his cheek and let go of him, so he could stand back up to face Deanne.



"Sleep well," he said in a surprisingly gentle voice. Deanne stood up on tip-toes, giving her just enough height to kiss him quickly on the lips. Tara smiled as she saw Kristal roll her eyes theatrically.



"You too," Deanne said. Teban smiled at her, gave Willow and Tara a last stare, which was formidable but not unkind, and stepped back through the door, closing it behind him. Deanne smiled fondly at the closed door for a moment, then leant down to pick up Kristal.



"Don't worry," she said to Willow and Tara, "he's not really very talkative around people he doesn't know well. It's Kristal's bath time, I'll make sure there's enough hot water left for you both as well."



"Thanks," Tara said. Willow gave Deanne a smile, and Kristal a wink, as they vanished out the door, then she turned to Tara, wide-eyed and smiling.



"Did you see that guy?" she asked rhetorically. "He's not a bodyguard, he's a one-man army! And he and Deanne...?"



"Yes," Tara replied with a grin. "She said he's very gentle."



"Wow," Willow said. "Well, I guess I'm not the only one who's got a thing for big strong warriors."



"He certainly looked like a warrior," Tara said.



"Oh, he was," Willow assured her, "I recognised that marking on his face, I saw a few people with those in Gotunberg."



"She said his people came from the steppes, north of Entsteig," Tara told her.



"Un-huh," Willow agreed, "the northlands around Mount Arreat. He's a tribesman of Bul-Kathos - most people call them 'barbarians', and think they're just nomads, but Ember once told me they've got a huge city at the foot of the mountain." She looked thoughtfully at the door for a moment, then turned to Tara.



"You're really going to stay?" she asked suddenly. "When Tryptin and the other go home, I mean?"



"Of course," Tara said, enveloping Willow in a hug, "of course... I-I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I guess I hadn't really thought that far ahead, not properly, but of course I'll stay."



"Oh Tara," Willow managed to get out before her lips found Tara's. Tara was happy to let Willow take the lead, opening her mouth to her as they both moved to the bed and sat down without breaking the contact. Tara tightened her arms around Willow's waist, which seemed to ignite Willow's passion for her - Willow quickly straddled her thighs and leaned forward, following as Tara lay down, her lips and tongue working feverishly all the while.



"Oh gods Tara I love you," she breathed, barely moving her lips from Tara's as she spoke. "Oh gods... oh, we can't do this here," she groaned, "I'm about one second away from tearing off your clothes and just, gods, everything... kissing you all over..."



"Are you sure it's not you who's the big, strong warrior?" Tara teased.



"Well, maybe I could take a turn at it, once in a while," Willow allowed, making no move to vacate her position lying on top of Tara. "After all, you look like you're having so much fun when you're kissing me 'til I can't think."



"Oh I am," Tara promised. Willow made an appreciative little growl, then settled on top of Tara and relaxed.



"Will you be okay?" Willow asked. "Away from home, I mean? It could be a while, you know, there's a lot of places I have to visit. All through Westmarch, and then up into Khanduras, and eventually over the desert to Lut Gholein and back to Kehjistan... we'd be on the road a long time."



"It sounds perfect," Tara said, "I get to see half the world with the woman I love." She fixed Willow with an intent stare. "There's no home I'd miss more than you."



"It won't be a problem to stay away, though?" Willow asked. "I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm so happy I could burst, I just want to know if there's any problems, you know, so we can talk about it, figure it out..."



"I know," Tara said, "it'll be okay. I-I think Solari was hoping I'd find out where I'm meant to be while I was on this trip. I guess neither of us thought I was meant to go back and join a warrior pride... I think she'll be happy. And I'll be able to help out, as well, we're taught how to support ourselves if we have to travel, you know. A lot of lords and garrison commanders would pay for an Amazon to train their men for a week or two, I wouldn't be a burden on you-"



"Oh gods, you could never be anything but a blessing to me," Willow murmured. She glanced at the door. "We should get ready for our bath," she added. Tara nodded and smiled as Willow lingered in getting off of her, sliding her body slowly down Tara's instead of just getting up.



"Thinking of hot water," Willow said, "I think we might pass near Soltram at some point... those hot springs sound good. Perhaps we can find one all to ourselves."



"You feel like going for a swim?" Tara asked in a seductive murmur.



"Well, adults can have fun in the water too," Willow countered playfully, pulling a pair of thick nightshirts from the bag they had brought from the wagon.



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Deanne and Kristal returned shortly, and Willow and Tara made their way to the small women's bathroom down the hall. Some rowdy sounds echoed up the stairs from the dining hall two floors below, but once Willow closed the door of the bathroom behind them it was as if they were in a little world of their own. Tara tipped the hot water warming over the fire into the empty tub, and smiled as Willow's hands stopped hers as she reached for the laces on her armour.



"My job," Willow said.



"Only if I get to return the favour," Tara replied. Willow removed her armour and boots, then her tunic and skirt, and finally knelt down to pull her underwear down her legs. She was breathing somewhat heavily through parted lips as she stood up.



"Willow?" Tara asked knowingly.



"I want to kneel back down," Willow whispered in her ear, "put my head between your legs, and lick you and kiss you and taste you all night long. I know we can't here, like this, but gods Tara I want to taste you so much..." With trembling hands Tara removed Willow's tunic and bra as she kicked off her boots, and slid her skirt and briefs down her legs in one motion.



"Come here," Tara whispered, stepping into the steaming bath. Willow joined her, dipping a toe in the water first to find it just cool enough to step into, and Tara took her hands and gently lowered her down until they were kneeling in front of each other.



"W-we can't take too long here," Tara said quietly. Willow nodded. Tara shifted forward, straddling Willow's left thigh, and slipping her left leg between Willow's. Both open their mouths in silent gasps as they settled their weight onto each other's legs, Willow pressing her needy sex against Tara's thigh, and Tara against Willow's.



"Wh-what now?" Willow asked in a whisper.



"We move," Tara breathed, "together." She held Willow's body tightly against hers, feeling Willow do the same, and began to move in a slow rhythm, rolling her hips. Willow matched her motion, both stimulating the other and feeling the heated results against their thighs.



"I know how much you want me," Tara whispered in Willow's ear, "I-I want you too, so much, all the time... think of it, Willow... one of those hot springs... it's night, the sky's full of stars looking down at us... just you and me, alone... I take off your clothes, you take off mine... we go into the water... you lie down at the edge of the pool, just your shoulders and head pillowed on the grass, the rest of you floating... I touch your legs, gently draw them apart... I kneel between your legs... lean down, kiss your thighs, getting closer and closer... the tender skin on your inner thighs... I touch you where no-one else ever has... you're so wet, Willow..."



Willow has closed her eyes, her body keeping up its slow dance with Tara as her mind pictured the scene Tara was painting for her. She could feel her juices on Tara's thigh, and Tara's sex wet and hot against hers. Tara held her tight, their breasts crushing together, their bodies sharing heat and motion, and she slowly increased their rhythm, whispering to her all the while.



"So wet... you want my mouth on your sex... I tease you... a tiny lick, here and there... teasing... before I kiss you... I open my lips on your sex... taste your arousal... drink it in... I work my tongue into you... deep inside you, Willow... you're moaning... moving... I want you to come, Willow... while I'm inside you... I want to taste you as you come... do you feel me, Willow? I need you... I'm licking deep in you sex... my lips pressed hard against you... my fingers are touching you, Willow, your sex, your clit... you're going to come... I'm going to taste you... your juices are going to flow into my mouth, and I'm going to drink you, your climax, Willow, you're going to be inside me, we're in each other, we're part of each other, you can't hold back, now, Willow, now, you're coming, so hot, so wet, you're coming..."



Willow trembled all over, her breath coming out in a shuddering sigh as she climaxed against Tara's thigh. At the same time she felt Tara press down against her, her skin soaked with the wetness of Tara's orgasm. Tara's voice was reduced to a breathy growl, but she continued to whisper, wrapped in the fantasy she had woven around Willow.



"Coming," she gasped, "yes... yes... my Willow... so sweet... oh goddess..." She took a deep breath and opened her eyes, staring at Willow.



"You liked?" she asked with a shy grin.



"Oh baby," Willow murmured, "gods, I swear you could make me come just with your voice..." Tara smiled widely, and kissed her softly, tenderly, taking her time with a leisurely exploration of Willow's unresisting mouth.



"I guess," she said at last, "seeing as we're in a bath, we should probably wash..." She and Willow both slowly bathed each other, lavishing attention on each other's bodies as they went, and not lifting their sated centres off each other's thighs until they absolutely had to.



"I love you so much," Willow said quietly as Tara's hands dragged along her legs.



"I know, baby," Tara whispered, "I love you too."



"We're definitely going to visit Soltram," Willow added.



"Absolutely," Tara replied. They finished washing each other in silence, emptied the cooling water into the drain, and pulled on the nightshirts, returning to the bedroom with their clothes neatly folded. A single candle was all that lit the room, just enough for them to make out Deanne, with Kristal cradled lovingly in her arms. She was singing a soft lullaby to the girl, and looked up with slight apprehension as Willow and Tara pulled back the covers of their bed and slid underneath next to each other.



"It helps her sleep," she explained in a whisper.



"It's okay," Tara replied quietly. Deanne resumed her singing, in some language neither Willow nor Tara recognised, and Willow smiled as she felt Tara curl up behind her, her arm as always draped across her waist. She murmured happily to herself as she heard Tara's voice join the melody, softly matching Deanne's as the song repeated itself. Willow laid her hand over Tara's, stroking it affectionately, then her eyes closed and she drifted off to sleep in Tara's arms. Deanne's singing quietened and finally stopped, and Tara looked across to see Kristal sleeping soundly in her protective embrace. Tara and Deanne exchanged smiles that acknowledged the bond of common experience they were sharing, one a mother loving her daughter, the other a woman loving her soulmate, both more thankful to the gods than words could possibly express.



Artemis
 


Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby justin » Tue Sep 02, 2003 1:15 pm

This is definitely one of my favourite stories on pens :bow



It's good that almost everyone so far has accepd :tara & :willow



The ending was very sweet :happycry



Anya in a wimple...I'd pay full admission for that. Gods Served And Abandoned - by Antigone Unbound

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Arwen276 » Tue Sep 02, 2003 2:28 pm

OMG Chris!

I totally Agree with Justin! It's by Far my favorite fic, along with Debra's Paths and Y'all.



This chapter was terribly sweet and O-SO-SENSUAL! I loved it, the comparison in the end was perfect.

It's simply beautiful, and I loved the Bathing scene, and Tara's fictious cocoon of love.



Oh and about the "tonight" issue, well take your time, have it whenever you want, This is so much better!



*goes off wonder if she could find someone who'll sing her a lullaby in elvish to sleep.*



~Arwen





Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby sabina » Tue Sep 02, 2003 5:02 pm

I loved this chapter :applause



The beginning is just so sweet.

Their discovery that they have more things in common than they thought initially, Wilow and Deanne are both in love with warriors, and both their loves sometimes are not well accepted, it's all really cute!

Well, actually the whole interaction between the four of them brought a smile to my face :D



Oh, and Tara is staying with Willow even after they leave Duncraig, weee :banana

Ok, so I never thought that they would be apart, but it could be Willow that would follow Tara. I like it better this way, because this means that we are lots and lots of updates away from the end of this story right? :pray



This is one of my favourite fics.

In fact I think I'm starting to get addicted to Hellebore, fortunately to me you update really often, otherwise I think I would start to get cold turkey... shaking and twisting and sweating and I would be really in pain :sob :wink



Update soon? :pray :pray




"If it makes you happy, it can´t be that bad" - Sheryl Crow

Edited by: sabina at: 9/2/03 4:09 pm
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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby FIRESIGN » Tue Sep 02, 2003 8:28 pm

Outstanding! I love it! I'm definitely looking forward to reading more of this!



Hope to see more updates soon!



-CZ:clap

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby sam7777 » Wed Sep 03, 2003 12:36 am

Sweet and very very sexy. :drool Great stuff! This is one of my favorite fics along with Nika's Red Ace (and all her stuff really). Chris like Riley you are truly a lesbian at heart. Thanks for the great story. Diablo and W/T together. Can it get any better than this?



BTW loved the Barbarian. I usually play Barbarians (love that leap attack) and Paladins. I haven't done much with Amazons but after your story, I want one with a spear , of course. My bro usually plays the sorceress or druids so we make a good team. I love W/T together but I'm also enthralled by them in the Diablo universe and look forward to their adventuring together as well. Loving this Fic!!

Edited by: sam7777  at: 9/3/03 1:04 am
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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby willowfan13 » Wed Sep 03, 2003 6:08 am

Chris,

The words you write for Tara,



Ch. 6 - "I wonder...if she feels as blessed holding me as I do holding her..."



Ch. 12 - "I don't want anyone but you to ever touch me the way that you will."



Ch. 21 - "There's no home I'd miss more than you."



You are a poet!



To sound like Willow - you're writing is beautiful, sensual, intriguing, captivating, awesome, etc.



I can't wait for Tara to find the true warrior that I think she will be...

:applause :clap :bow



jackie

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Grimlock72 » Wed Sep 03, 2003 4:20 pm

Very sweet update. Kristal and Deanne should settle nicely in the big city indeed. I get the feeling people in those bigger towns don't really care much who you're sleeping with :-)



And yet another item gets added to the ThingsToDoWithTara list... spa's can be fun, heh. Tara is a good story-teller, esp. if the story has a happy ending... it read like a very happy ending there in the bathtub.



Grimmy

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"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Quirky Writer » Wed Sep 03, 2003 7:25 pm

I feel like an absolute dolt for not reading this magnificient fic much earlier. I started reading it at work today, which probably wasn't a good thing since parts of it made me blush quite brightly, but it was the day before my vacation started and I wasn't getting any work done anyway. I've only gotten through Chapter 15, but I felt compelled to stop and leave some feedback.



This is such an imaginative and wonderfully told story that I was immediately drawn in and totally captivated. I love the backstory you've given to both of our girls. Willow, the sorceress, whose had some issues with her use of magic. I was reminded of canon Willow in 'Tabula Rasa' telling Tara how her magic use was about just wanting to help people. Tara, the Amazon warrior, (thank you for those images btw - I'm in heaven just picturing this in my mind) whose respect for life leaves her lacking a killer instinct. It's an amazing set up.



Your writing style is so vivid and completely descriptive that I have no trouble picturing the scenes you display for us. The way you write Willow and Tara's love for each other is bold and beautiful and sexual without being overtly smutty. I find myself holding my breath as I read how they express their love for each other.



It's all woven around an intriguing story. Simply brilliant. Thank you for sharing. I'm looking forward to catching up and reading much more of this.

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Puff » Wed Sep 03, 2003 8:26 pm

Chris I love this story! You just write the emotion between Willow and Tara so well. It's tangible. I adore this line
Quote:
"There's no home I'd miss more than you."
The idea of them being each other's home is perfect.



The interaction between Willow and Tara and the other 2 people in the room was great as well, I am guessing there is more to that ladies story than meets the eye. Either that or I worry when anyone stutters.



Thank you for this. It made my day.



So, the day started and I knew my name and had my pants on. So far, so good. Yay.
Amber Benson

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby shuyaku » Wed Sep 03, 2003 9:46 pm

This was a very sweet update. It's very cool to see W/T interact with the 'common' folk. The are so sweet with Kristal (some insight of things to come - cuz W/T kids are usually pretty adorable on pens :) ).



And just when I think it just gonna be a sweet, little G update, you throw in some very serious NC-17 stuff. I bow to your obvious excellence ;)



-shuyaku

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby KatsMeow » Thu Sep 04, 2003 12:05 am

Chris,



This fic just keeps getting better.



I love the way you paint your characters in raw sensuality. That scene in the bath tub was absolutely gorgeous. What a steamy and wonderful story.



I'm waiting for the next update already.

:bow :bow :bow :bow :bow :bow :bow







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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby chilled monkey » Thu Sep 04, 2003 9:10 am

When Willow and Tara finally get a private room, I think we'll be seeing more than a few melted kittens. :drool



Great update!

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Iz » Thu Sep 04, 2003 9:50 pm

Wicked cool! Willow and Tara are soooo romantic!! Come on, after ALL THAT they still did't make love? What was all that? Foreplay?! If it is, wow, I just can't wait to see what will happen when they do make love.

Ya know, I'm half expecting Xena and Gabrielle to jump in the storie. Hm... Now that was a good mental image.The scenario is just likely, isn't it? Amazons, warriors, gay love (because, come on, if Xena and Gabby aren't meant to be just like Will and Tare)...

Ok, shutting up here. Update soon!!

Iz

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort" - quote by Herm Albright

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby HOPE REIGNS » Thu Sep 04, 2003 9:56 pm

Wow, what can I say that has not already been mentioned. I am in total awe of this masterpiece and your writing. Literally, jaw open, heart pounding, knot in my stomach Awe.



I am happy beyond believe to hear that you plan on continuing this for the foreseeable future, but I am already sad to know that one day, this shall end. all I can think of then is thank you for printer's for this will definitely be added to my Library of Literature (OK, probably more locked up in my room under my bed so that my daughter and her friends don't learn about true love and all it entails to early in their young lives).



I had a slight urge to attempt a fic of my own, but I must say that after reading your work, I don't feel the need to anymore for you have captured what Willow and Tara are in my heart and mind and I could never do them the same type of justice that you have given to them in your story.



Chris, this is truly a wonderful and exhilarating story that I for one will continue to follow and get taken away into their world, if only for a little while at a time.



Thank you for your contribution to us Kittens and thank you for not holding back what-so-ever (ok, maybe a little bit-give them the room already-umm please).



Your fan,



Anna:wink

Thank you Amber and Alyson!!

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Taras Shadow » Fri Sep 05, 2003 1:39 pm

Artemis



I had this whole things written for you and then my computer went all funky and froze and yea, but here we go:



I am in absolute love with the fic. Everything you write has been such a delight to read, and though this is my second time leaving feedback (I left feedback on extraflamey for "Shadows") I have to tell you, you have incredible talent.



I'm really looking forward to this journey with our Beautiful Amazon and Gorgeous Sorceress. The intimate scene you write are very much with the drool and thud worthy, but you also have this thing to make it so much more. The emotions and the love here, are so intense, with every update you give, I get tingles, ever since Chapter one.



Beautiful and just lovely. :love



~Holly~ :heart

"How Would You Like To Live Under My Skirt?" - Karen - Will & Grace

"Ride The Waves." - Tara - Sex Journals

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby nika » Fri Sep 05, 2003 8:21 pm

I just love this fic more and more with each passing update. It's sweet, sexy and down right hot! Not to mention very well written. I'm hoping the girls will be getting that private room soon, or will you be teasing us some more?:glasses

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 21)

Postby Artemis » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:39 am

Thanks everyone :) New chapter on its way momentarily. I took a little longer than I'd planned on this one to get it right. I'd originally planned that the girls really wouldn't make love until their big 'first night', but this story seems intent on havign two chapters per day, and Willow and Tara have no intention of waiting around all that time... so I needed to address that. Hopefully this chapter will make things clear on that front, but I do want to emphasise: they have been making love. I really don't want to give the impression that what they're doing is somehow 'lesser' than 'real' love-making. Anyway, I started a motion towards this point a couple of chapters ago, and it's paying off now, hopefully. It's just a point I feel strongly about though, and what with all the nastiness (von Karlin and all that) our lovely girls have had to confront, I really wouldn't want the story itself to seem to suggest that lesbian sex isn't absolutely as meaningful to straight sex.



justin: If I were honest, it's probably a bit anachronistic that the majority of people have been quite accepting of Willow and Tara being a couple. Certainly the real medieval world wouldn't stand for it, but I don't wanna write about those kinds of people (except as villains). So there are various mitigating factors at work, people like the Baron and Deanne whose own experiences have made them more accepting of others, and situations like the south of Westmarch (where they are) being fairly permissive, and both of them having status (warrior and sorceress) such that people will think twice before giving them grief.



Arwen: Take my time, you say? I might just do that... (I'm kidding, I've got it all planned and I know exactly when they're going to get their promised bedroom.) A lullaby in elvish, that'd be nice :) I liked the way it sounded in the films, even if it was mostly being spoken by Aragorn, who I found a bit scruffy (albeit very convincing, he's one hell of an actor). I imagine that Deanne's lullaby was something she learned from Teban, and would be pretty much like the Kalavala, being that he's from way up north, and there are strong Nordic influences in 'Barbarian' culture in Diablo. I knew I'd get that song in there somewhere.



sabina: There are indeed lots and lots of updates to come. I imagine, at most, we're half-way through the story, but I'll be doing my damnedest to see that it comes out longer than that. It shouldn't be a problem - new diversions seem to turn up overnight. Arriving at Duncraig will be a big milestone in the story's progress, but certainly not the end of it.



Firesign: Thanks :)



sam7777: Not the first time someone's called me a lesbian at heart, but thanks :) I play Barbarians occasionally - my first D2 character was a Barbarian (because I didn't want to get an Amazon killed through inexperience), and I return to the character every now and then for a bit of fun head-bashing. My current Barbarian is called Dat's Me (as in "So you're a Barbarian?" "Dat's me." "What's your name?" "Dat's me." - it's a joke I picked up from Discworld, I like the idea of Barbarians being much more cultured and gentle than people give them credit for, but I can't resist making fun of them when I play one).



jackie: Aw, thanks :) Okay, now I'm blushing...



Grimmy: I think Deanne, Kristal and Teban will settle nicely in Kingsport. It's a busy port city, they're used to foreigners - pseudo-Persians traders from Lut Gholein, pseudo-Aztecs from Kurast, even a feline can set up shop without causing too much of a stir. A Barbarian probably wouldn't rate a mention, aside from a couple of women being jealous of Deanne :)



Quirky Writer: Thanks :) Maybe I should consider a 'Do not read at work' warning. 'Bold and beautiful and sexual'... thanks. That's exactly what I'm trying for, as well as a pretty good description of Tara (and Willow, of course, but I'm just smitten with Tara). I hope you enjoy the other chapters equally well.



Puff: There's not too much more to Deanne's story than you can guess already. She's had a difficult time - knowing her family would never agree to her involvement with Teban - but aside from the minor hardships of travelling, she's doing pretty well. Her stutter is just a case of being exceedingly nervous - she's never even seen an Amazon before, and had no idea what to expect.



shuyaku: Heh, I keep thinking maybe I'll do a chapter that drops back to R-rated or lower, and then as soon as I've thought it they're off making love again :) I've read a couple of fics with Willow and Tara having one or more children, and they are very sweet. Unfortunately Sanctuary is a long way short of artificial fertilisation, and achieving it by magic is completely beyond magic humans can wield. Sorceresses don't typically have children, though there's no actual rule against it; female Amazon couples who want children use a surrogate father, either a trusted friend or a priest of Athulua. Actually creating a child of Willow and Tara would take a miracle. In any case, it's a bit too soon to be thinking along those lines - this story won't be going there. As for the future, we'll see.



KatsMeow: Thanks :) I was actually a bit edgy about doing the bathtub scene, seeing as there'd already been a bathtub scene earlier. The way they made love there was something I'd had in mind a little while, but hadn't decided where to use yet.



chilled monkey: Heh, hopefully they'll be happy melted kittens :)



Iz: Well, they did make love, really, they have been all along. Hopefully it'll all be a bit clearer after this next chapter. There are some similarities to Xena and Gabrielle certainly - they won't show up in person, of course, but then again I do have a title graphic all ready in case I ever do that 'Willow: Warrior Princess' fic I've been tinkering with :)



Anna: Oh go on, give your fic a try :) I never would've believed I could write something like this - still can't, at times - and even when I wrote the first chapters, I was still thinking 'Just a simple adventure, sorcery and demons and a few romantic moments', and here I am... longest story I've ever written, and it's nowhere near finished. There can never be too much Willow & Tara, so give it a go :)



Holly: Yipes, Extra Flamey has posted Shadows already? I only submitted that a couple of days ago, I've got to check back more often... anyway, thanks :) I'm glad the love comes across as more than just drool and thud - not that I mind the drool and thud, I love it :)



nika: They will be getting to their room... more or less soon. There's still some other stuff to do first, but they'll get there :)

Artemis
 


FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby Artemis » Sat Sep 06, 2003 8:44 am

Hellebore



Author: Chris Cook

Rating: NC-17

Summary: A headstrong sorceress and a young Amazon join forces to locate and destroy an ancient source of demonic power.

Spoilers: None.

Copyright: Based on characters from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer', created by Joss Whedon and his talented minionators, and 'Diablo II' by Blizzard Entertainment. All original material is copyright 2003 Chris Cook.

Feedback: Please. Here, or to alia@netspace.net.au



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Chapter Twenty-Two

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Tara woke to the sound of someone moving around the room. She blinked in the sunlight lancing at a sharp angle across the floor from the room's small window, and saw Deanne already dressed, carrying a tray. She set it down on the nightstand, then glanced at Tara and smiled to see her awake.



"Your diplomat brought breakfast up from the kitchen," she explained in a whisper, careful not to wake Willow. "He asked me to tell you they're readying the caravan, but you still have time to eat before they leave."



"Thank you," Tara said quietly, glancing at the bread rolls on the tray. "Do you want some?"



"No, thank you," Deanne replied, "Teban brought our breakfast up earlier. We're setting out today as well, for Maresburg. I'll be in the bathroom with Kristal for a few minutes, take your time." She held out a hand for her daughter and they left the room, Deanne closing the door quietly behind her.



"Mmmwassat?" Willow mumbled.



"Breakfast, honey," Tara said.



"Don' be silly, lobster can't fly," Willow argued sleepily, her voice slurred. She yawned and stretched, humming contentedly as Tara held her, then blinked open her eyes.



"Did you say breakfast?" she asked. "Where's Deanne? And Kristal?"



"Bathroom," Tara explained.



"Ah," Willow said, reaching for a bread roll. "You think maybe we'll have time to visit the bathroom ourselves?" she purred.



"Only enough time to actually visit the bathroom," Tara said, "we're setting out soon. Thank you," she added as Willow handed her a roll.



"I had a dream about you," Willow said between mouthfuls. "Usually it's weird stuff with demons and talking books and all that... though it's gotten a lot better since I started sleeping all snuggled up to you," she added with a grin. "This time it was lovely, though... nothing scary or strange, just you."



"And flying lobsters?" Tara asked.



"Was I talking in my sleep?" Willow asked, frowning. "No, that was a different dream. And it wasn't flying, it was just trying to. And it kept falling off the roof and bouncing around the treetops, which it *thought* was flying, 'cause I guess lobsters don't know much about flying, being lobsters and all." She glared playfully at Tara, who was giggling to herself.



"*Anyway*," she said resolutely, "this other dream, you and I were in the wagon, except it was a huge wagon... and, um, well, I was naked, and you were looking at me, you know how you look at me," she smiled, "and... well, things progressed from there... I don't know if I should really go into that much detail if we have to get up so soon."



"You're right," Tara murmured, "you can tell me once we're in the wagon." Willow looked confused for a second, then comprehension dawned.



"Oh," she said, "right... well, then, I'll do that. Quietly, though, 'cause I don't think the driver really has to know that much about my fantasies." Tara smiled and reached beneath the blankets to pat Willow's bottom, at which Willow squeaked and batted Tara lightly on the nose with her bread roll.



Doing their best not to get delayed by banter and fooling around, they finished breakfast and laid out fresh clothes, visiting the bathroom separately to forestall temptation once Deanne and Kristal returned. Tara was sorry not to be spending more time with them, and she could see Willow's reluctance to say goodbye to the little girl, but she was warmed when Deanne quietly thanked her for her company, and gently hugged her. Teban appeared in the doorway at the same moment, and Tara thought she saw him nod his approval. The big man moved to stand in front of Tara, and held out his hand again, briefly clasping Tara's forearm in a warrior's manner.



"Deanne speaks well of your company," he said in his thick northlands accent. "Co'te'." Tara looked surprised, but was even more so when Teban turned to Willow, bowed, and said "Honoured, Zann Esu."



"He spoke High Amazonian," Willow said after he, Deanne and Kristal had left to see to their horses.



"He did," Tara agreed, "and he recognised you."



"Maybe Deanne told him," Willow guessed, "or he recognised my belt... co'te' means he respects you?"



"Respect or honour," Tara said, gathering the previous day's clothed and packing them away. "It's used as a greeting between warriors... he must have met an Amazon at some point."



"Is that possible?" Willow wondered.



"That far north?" Tara pondered. "I don't know, I'd never heard of any of our people travelling that far, but it's possible, I suppose. Or maybe he's travelled before." She shrugged. "We should get a move on," she added, "we don't want to hold the caravan up."



Together they made short work of restoring the room to the condition they found it in, and made their way downstairs. Outside the town was significantly emptier than it had been the night before, and the people still around were mostly women and children. Tara guessed that most of the men were out working in the fields, not having the luxury of sleeping in. Tryptin motioned for her from where he was talking with the caravan master, and they spoke briefly before she and Willow packed their overnight bags back into their wagon. She was oddly glad to be back in the wagon with Willow - even though they had spent only a little time there, it felt like a home of sorts, and its comfort was a constant reminder of Willow's ingenuity. They left the roof rolled up as the caravan set out, but then, with grey clouds looming on the horizon, let it down and fastened it securely to the wagon's sides.



Tara finished securing her side of the wagon, and while pulling off her boots took a moment to watch Willow as she finished with the ties she was attaching. She was kneeling among the blankets, leaning over the stacked baggage and concentrating on tying the last leather strip securely, and remained oblivious to Tara as she stealthily crept up behind her. She jumped slightly as Tara touched her, then looked over her shoulder and smiled contentedly as Tara's fingers trailed along her leg, sneaking beneath her skirt to caress her thigh.



"I was thinking," Tara purred, "last night, after you went to sleep... about what you said yesterday, in the courtyard." Willow turned around, looking curious.



"About...?" she prompted.



"About making love," Tara said.



"Oh," Willow said, "yeah... um?"



"Do you think what we've been doing is making love?" Tara asked softly. Willow considered the question briefly, loosely holding Tara around her waist.



"Yes," she replied, "yes, I do. I mean, there's things we haven't done yet, like take each other completely to climax, I-I'd like to do that... you know, um, without you touching yourself, just me... a-and I'd love to do the same for you, you know? Just... lie back and be completely yours." Tara nodded gently. "So, you know, that's something we haven't completely done yet, a-and it'll be very special, the first time we do..." She grinned and looked into Tara's eyes.



"But when I think about what we've done," she went on, "like last night, when we held each other, came together... or when I, you know," she poked her tongue out cheekily and momentarily dipped her eyes down Tara's body. "Or even, you remember when I told you about how I, um, masturbated while I was thinking of you, a-and you rubbed yourself against me, and I held you while you came?"



"As if I could forget," Tara breathed.



"Well," Willow said, smiling at Tara, "I was thinking, isn't all of that making love too? A-and I think it is. I feel that it is."



"D-does that bother you?" Tara asked hesitantly.



"No!" Willow said at once. "No, gods no, I... I can't think of any way this last fortnight could've been better. Well, not counting the psychotic mage and his evil-minded cousin, and demon summoning and stuff, but... you and me, no. It's been wonderful. I just wanted you to know, so... um, I know I've been a bit, well, forward with the touching and the kissing in intimate places," she blushed, "a-and I don't want you to think that any of that was just... playing around, to me."



"Oh Willow, I never thought that," Tara insisted. "That morning, when you held me," her voice dropped to a whisper, "when I climaxed, I knew you loved me, um, physically, completely."



"I did," Willow said, "I do. A-and I don't want you to think that I think we made a mistake telling ourselves we'd wait, even though we, well, we haven't really. I think it was good, you know. 'Cause I really did feel kind of overwhelmed at first, and I still do, except in a good way, like I can't believe how beautiful you are, how, how sensual, how erotic..." She teased Tara's earlobe with her tongue. "How wet you make me," she whispered.



"Um," she said, pulling back a little to meet Tara's aroused gaze, "what I meant is, just... knowing you felt the same way, that I wasn't the only one who was shy and nervous, a-and worried about making sure we did everything right... I wasn't so worried, you know? Like, it's okay to be nervous, 'cause we're nervous together. Mmm, everything is perfect when we're together," she added, her hands stroking gently up and down Tara's back, fingernails scraping against the soft leather covering her torso.



"Yes," Tara whispered, "it is..."



"So," Willow went on, "I guess I kind of told myself that so long as we were both nervous, and holding off the big moment for a little while, it was okay to... explore, you know? I didn't feel so overwhelmed about finding out how I could please you, a-and how you could please me... and I guess it just felt like the most natural thing in the world to do. And it was, it's- every time you touch me, in every way, it feels so right I could cry. Cry in a good way, obviously," she smiled.



"Me too," Tara murmured. "So... what do you want to do?"



"I want," Willow hesitated. "You know what, I want us to keep going the way we are. Just exploring, a-and making love, and... it's everything I want, Tara, you're everything I want. And still, when we get our own room, it'll still be so special to me, it'll be our first time to, to make love all night, to not have to worry about being overheard, or whether we'll be interrupted, or any of that... it'll be a dream coming true. Just, right now, I wanted to have you know, a-and kind of have myself know as well, that we've made love, a-and I'm not worried about it, or pretending it didn't count, or anything... I want you to know that I'm your lover, Tara, in every way, and there's nothing I'm afraid of, or hesitant about, or that I don't think we're ready for... um, did that make any sense?"



"Yes," Tara said, kissing Willow softly on the lips, "completely... and you're not the only one who was nervous... but I feel so... so free..." Tara stared at Willow, her eyes filling with tears, and then she hugged her tightly, whispering in her ear: "My lover... oh, Willow, my lover..."



"A-are you okay?" Willow asked when Tara finally let her go.



"Oh yes," Tara assured her with a brilliant smile.



"A-and you don't think maybe we shouldn't have...?"



"Nothing of the sort," Tara said firmly. "Let it be decreed that we have made love... and it was wonderful, every time." She grinned at Willow.



"I second that decree," Willow said. "Um, you don't think that... well, the way I've been looking forward to our so-called first night... I haven't sort of undermined that, have I?"



"Not at all," Tara promised. "It'll be the first time we have a whole, uninterrupted, night as lovers, all to ourselves... an open fire warming the room... a huge bed... silky sheets beneath us... no-one to overhear when you scream my name..." She fixed Willow with a lusty smile.



"Yeah," Willow said, as if slightly dazed.



"It'll be what our lovemaking is preparing us for," Tara promised, "the pinnacle of our pleasure... nothing in the whole world besides you, and me, and all the ways we can please each other... all night..."



"All night?" Willow asked weakly, holding Tara as if she wasn't sure she could kneel upright on her own.



"All night," Tara repeated. "The last thing we'll see, before you and I fall asleep, completely exhausted, sated in every way, and with each other's tastes on our tongues, will be the sun coming through the window."



"Wow," Willow breathed. "Are you trying to turn me on this much?"



"Absolutely," Tara whispered.



"Gods it's working," Willow said. "What if we get there and there isn't a fireplace?"



"Then we'll make our own fire," Tara assured her. Willow sat back on her heels and fanned herself with her hand.



"I think we're doing that already," she said. She suddenly got an amused expression, and then burst out laughing.



"What?" Tara asked, cuddling her and smiling.



"I just thought of yesterday morning," Willow explained between giggles, "um, kissing and licking you, down there, and thinking we were waiting until the right moment to make love." Tara laughed too.



"Heh," she chuckled, "yeah, the strange notions that young, naïve lovers have."



"Just as well we're experienced and wise in the ways of the world," Willow countered, sending Tara off into another fit of laughter.



"Oh, my Willow," she said at last, "my lover..."



"That I am," Willow said, "by official decree, I seem to recall."



"Do you think the town criers will be out informing everyone?" Tara asked playfully.



"Tease," Willow said, swatting Tara lightly on the bottom. "Just you wait... once that bedroom door closes behind us, you're not going to know your own name."



"Lucky for me," Tara pointed out, "you'll be saying it... over, and over, and-"



"Ambitious, are you?" Willow asked slyly. "Well, don't get too confident, I've got plans for you, my luscious Amazon."



"I'm sure you do," Tara purred. "In fact, you were going to tell me all about your dream...?"



"Oh, yes," Willow said gleefully. She turned around to lie back in Tara's arms, snuggling up against Tara as she snuck an arm around Willow's waist. "We were here, except the blankets went on for ever, and there was no-one to overhear us... I was naked, a-and all wet, like I'd just had a bath, and my skin felt all warm and tingly... and then you were there, all shining bronze and perfect, smooth skin, like you were at the dance... my warrior. And you kissed me, like you do when you get wild, all passion a-and, and totally sexual. You were holding me tightly, I could feel your gloves on my back, pressing into me, and I felt like I was coming, just from being kissed... I know it was just a dream, but it felt so... like I couldn't stop, as long as you kissed me I just kept on coming, and I was soooo wet," she wriggled in Tara's embrace, and spied Tara's other hand stroking her own thigh beside her.



"And then," she went on, "you stopped kissing me, except I didn't stop, I needed to feel you again my lips... a-and the way you looked at me, it was... you know how you look at me, as if your stare is sliding into me and tickling my sex from the inside..."



"I do that?" Tara asked softly, blinking in surprise.



"You certainly do," Willow confirmed. "So I knelt down and, and that little half-skirt that goes with your armour, I pulled that up, a-and you weren't wearing anything underneath it... and just thinking about us like that, I mean, you in all your armour, all proud and strong and Amazon... and me kneeling in front of you, completely naked, leaning forward, reaching out with my tongue to lick your sex... gods I was so wet!" She paused to enjoy the recollection, and became aware of Tara's hand moving behind her, creeping down below Tara's own waist.



"Tara?" she asked.



"Yes?" Tara said in a husky voice.



"A-are you... do you want...?"



"I want you to turn around," Tara murmured, "and keep telling me what happened... I did promise you could watch me, didn't I?" Willow's eyes were wide as could be as she slowly got up and turned. Tara met her stare easily, and then Willow's gaze slid down her body to take in the sight of her lover touching herself. With the hand that had been around Willow's waist, Tara was slowly unlacing her leathers, but her other hand was already tugging her skirt up around her waist, her fingers stroking over the material of her underwear.



"You were saying," Tara prompted in a seductive, breathless voice, "you were wet?"



"Uh-huh," Willow said automatically. With an effort she tore her eyes away from Tara's hand and met her gaze.



"No," Tara said gently, "watch. That's right," she added as Willow's eyes returned to her fingers, which were steadily making their way underneath the waistband of her briefs.



"Um," Willow said, her mouth suddenly dry, "I-I reached out with my tongue, a-and I looked up at you as I did it, and you were watching me... you said 'Taste', so I leaned forward the last little bit," Willow gulped as Tara pulled off her leathers and her tunic in one smooth motion, tossing them aside and returning her free hand to herself, alternating between her nipples, rolling and pinching them to hardened peaks straining from her breasts.



"I... tasted you," Willow managed to whisper, "first... just outside... I-I licked your thighs, y-your wetness was... all over them... a-and I knew I had to get every bit of it..."



"My diligent Willow," Tara murmured. "Would you do something for me, Willow?"



"Oh gods, anything," Willow replied at once.



"I think," Tara breathed, "these panties are getting in my way... would you get rid of them for me?" Tara watched with a pleased, aroused smile as Willow reached out trembling hands and hooked her fingers through the waistband of the skirt hugging Tara's hips. As she leaned over Tara's lap the scent of her arousal was so intense Willow found it intoxicating, and she breathed deeply, letting it out in a shuddering sigh. When she finally leaned back, dragging Tara's skirt and underwear down her legs, Tara licked her lips at the sight of her, cheeks flushed with desire, lips parted, her chest moving visibly with her rapid breathing, quite obviously painfully excited. Tara lifted her right leg and gently rested her calf on Willow's shoulder, her fingers stroking her inner thigh.



"I was wet here?" she asked. Willow nodded. "And here?" Tara asked, moving her fingers up to the top of her thigh, just next to the glistening lips of her sex. Again Willow nodded, trembling as she saw that Tara's wetness wasn't imagined.



"My, my," Tara teased, "you made me very wet indeed, didn't you? Where else was I wet, my lover?"



"A-all... all over," Willow whispered. "Y-your, your clit..." Tara's fingers skipped lightly across her sex, her fingertips coming to rest on either side of her clit. Slowly she circled it, teasing herself by almost touching it, then pulling back. Finally she ran one finger over it, making her legs tremble.



"Ohhhhh," Tara moaned quietly, "I'm sure... you enjoyed... licking me there..." Willow nodded, entranced. "Where else?" Tara breathed.



"Y-y-your, y-your l-l... y-your lips," Willow said, finding her voice suddenly difficult to control. Tara moved her fingers slightly, slipping two between her lips just below her clit and moving downwards, using them to open herself, letting Willow see the copious moisture covering the silky tenderness hidden between them.



"Like... this?" Tara gasped. Willow nodded, unable to tear her eyes away from the erotic display Tara was providing for her. Tara held her lips open with her fore and ring finger, and teased her opening with her index finger.



"And where..." she said breathily, "was I... most... wet...?" Willow took a deep breath as Tara's fingertip began to slip just a fraction inwards, and tried to muster command of her voice one last time.



"I-i-in-inside," she managed. With maddening slowness, Tara slipped the tip of her finger into her centre, and let out a long, heartfelt sigh as the rest of her index finger followed it. When at last she was as deep as she could go, she drew her finger out, glistening with wetness, until just the tip remained inside her. Her thumb moved close to her clit, but didn't yet touch it.



"Again?" she whispered. Willow was completely unable to speak, and simply nodded. Tara slid her finger back into herself, rolling her hips slightly as she did so and letting out a contented little sigh. She began leisurely stroking her finger in and out of her sex, building momentum with tortuous patience, her thumb beginning to rub up close to her clit.



"Do you... like... watching me... Willow?" Tara breathed. Willow nodded. "Do you?" Tara purred.



"Yes," Willow answered at once, as if Tara had given her her voice back.



"You... can see... my finger... covered in... my juices," Tara went on between sighs, "can't you... yes... and... you can... smell my... wetness... in the air... I want you... naked... Willow... please..." With her eyes never leaving Tara, Willow began to struggle out of her clothes as fast as she could, kicking her boots off, pulling her top quickly over her head and off, undoing her belt and dragging down her skirt and briefs at the same time.



"Mmm," Tara purred appreciatively, "now... it's just like... your dream... you're naked... in front of... your Amazon... come closer..." She planted her feet on either side of Willow and spread her legs, giving her room to kneel between her thighs.



"I'm going... to come," Tara panted, her chest rising and falling dramatically as she gulped down one lungful of air after another. "I... want to... for you... I want you... to watch me... to be... excited... by watching... me... tell me... Willow..."



"Oh gods baby," Willow babbled, barely able to contain herself to a whisper, "you're making me so hot, you're so sexy, oh gods you're unbelievable, there's nothing in the world that can turn me on like you, like watching you naked, playing with your gorgeous breasts, reaching deep inside your sex, you're the most erotic sight in the whole world baby, just looking at you makes me so wet..." As Willow spoke Tara stared into her eyes, the pace of her hands increasing rapidly. Her finger became a blur, sliding completely out of her before plunging back in, and her thumb rubbed back and forth furiously, dipping down to gather the juices gushing from her and spreading them over her clit.



"Kiss me," she said quickly, her voice strained. Willow practically leapt on her, her tongue diving into Tara's mouth the instant her lips were open, her body moving in rhythm with Tara's thrusts beneath her. Tara's thighs clamped around her waist, holding her tight, as she drove her finger into her sex one last time, burying it deep as she came. Her helpless moaning was fortunately muffled by Willow's mouth, which became more gentle and carefree as Tara's orgasm washed over her, and slowly began to fade, leaving her weak in Willow's arms.



"Oh goddess," Tara moaned as Willow kissed her repeatedly, "oh you wonderful goddess..."



"Me?" Willow murmured with a grin. "What did I do?"



"The way you looked at me," Tara whispered, her breathing steadying slowly, "the... oh goddess, what I saw in your eyes... i-it felt like your gaze was reaching into me, like you were touching me all over... oh Willow, you made me feel so, so..." she searched for the right word, "...so sexual."



"You were, baby," Willow assured her, "you are... you *always* are."



"Always?" Tara asked, with a slight disbelief in her voice.



"Absolutely always," Willow promised, "don't even try to deny it... behind that shy Amazon exterior you're the most sensual, loving, erotic... oh, gods, hot! woman in all the world. A-and just knowing you want me, you love me, knowing I'm the one who gets to touch you... gods Tara, you just have to look at me and I get wet!" Tara smiled broadly and held Willow to her, kissing her neck and working her way up to lick around her ear.



"So," she breathed, warming the moist skin her lips had left in their wake, "am I right in thinking that watching me come for you has made you very wet?" She kissed Willow's ear and wiggled her tongue a little, making her shudder in delight.



"Oh gods," Willow moaned quietly, "like you wouldn't believe..."



"That's just as well," Tara went on, using that special growling murmur of hers that made Willow's knees weak, "because all this activity has made me very... very... thirsty. Are you wet enough to quench my thirst, my Willow?"



"I-if you keep sucking my earlobe like that," Willow said in a trembling voice, "I'm gonna get so wet I'll flood the wagon."



"Mmm," Tara purred, "we can't have that, can we... but my lips just seem to want to play with you... perhaps I should move them somewhere else? Would you like that, Willow?"



"Please," Willow moaned. Tara moved to Willow's lips and kissed her with such passion that it left her breathless and writhing.



"Say it," Tara whispered. Willow gulped down a lungful of air and fixed her with an unbreakable gaze.



"Kiss my sex," she said, her voice coming out as an aroused growl, "just like that. I want your beautiful tongue inside me right now." A smile spread across Tara's face like the rising sun, and she blinked once, slowly, watching Willow seductively from beneath her lashes.



"Lie down baby," she murmured, "spread your legs for me." Willow enthusiastically complied, leaning back among the soft blankets, parting her thighs, raising her legs and resting her heels on top of the stacked crates and luggage sacks on either side of her. She lifted her head and looked down, between her legs, at where Tara was leaning over her with a hungry gleam in her eyes.



"See anything you like?" she said with a glowing smile. Tara nodded mutely, and watched as Willow reached down and gently spread the lips of her sex, revealing herself completely and unashamedly.



"Yours," she whispered. Tara lowered herself between Willow's smooth thighs and inhaled her scent, closing her eyes amid fantasies of what she was about to do. Slowly, with infinite care, she let her head drop and pressed her lips to Willow's sex, as Willow's fingers retreated out of her way. For a moment she was unable to move, the experience of the softness of Willow against her mouth too much for her. Then, daring, she leaned back just a fraction and extended her tongue, touching it to the bottom of Willow's lips and dragging it the whole length of her sex, tasting her wetness, finishing with a flourish over her clit.



"Oooooh," Willow moaned quietly, her head dropping back. Tara ran her tongue through Willow's sex again, and again, faster this time, feeling giddy as Willow's thighs trembled on either side of her head and her hips rose up off the blankets. She cheekily rubbed Willow's clit with her nose, eliciting a desperate moan from her, before closing her lips around it and sucking gently, flicking her tongue from side to side.



"Oh!" Willow exclaimed, barely keeping her voice down. "Oh Tara! My goddess, oh!" Her hands wound into Tara's hair and held her firmly against her sex, inviting more intense contact which Tara was only too pleased to provide. She pressed her lips firmly around Willow's clit, applying just enough pressure to make her squirm in delight, then opened her mouth wide, as if trying to swallow her sex whole. Willow tossed her head from side to side as the heat covering her suddenly matched the heat within her, then bit a mouthful of blanket and moaned as Tara entered her.



Tara found, with her head at its current angle, the tip of her nose was at just the right level to continue stimulating Willow's clit, and devoted a fraction of her consciousness to keeping the little bundle of nerves humming with joy. The rest of her thoughts she gave over to tasting Willow, deeply and completely, reaching with her tongue as far into Willow as she could, retreating to play with her lips, then diving in again to swirl around the entrance to her sex. She felt Willow's hands holding her and eagerly allowed herself to be pressed into her, smiling as she felt Willow's juices cover her lips and chin.



She could feel Willow was perilously close, both from the erratic clutching of her fingers in her hair, and from the desperate way she thrust her hips up to meet every foray Tara made into her sex. She allowed herself one last, long drinking of Willow's arousal from its source, then as she felt Willow start to convulse she lifted her mouth to her clit, closed around it, and using her lips to shield the sensitive nub from her teeth, bit down gently but firmly, her tongue flickering from side to side like the wings of a hummingbird.



"Mmmmmnngggh!" Willow groaned, fortunately muffled by her blanket. Tara wrapped her arms beneath Willow's waist and held her sex against her mouth, refusing to allow her climactic kiss to be interrupted even when the tension collapsed out of Willow's legs, leaving her hips suspended above the blankets by the strength in Tara's arms alone. Her legs fell off their perches and lay along the length of Tara's back, her thighs pressing in on either side of her head, her toes curling in delight against the backs of Tara's thighs.



Finally Willow lay still, her fingers relaxing in Tara's hair, and Tara gently let her weight back down onto the blankets. Only then did she give up her kiss, moving very slowly to avoid causing any discomfort to Willow's over-stimulated clit as she parted her lips and leant back. With perfectly delicate care she licked the wetness from Willow's sex, her tongue as light and soft as a cloud of vapour. Willow seemed to be in a world of her own, murmuring incoherently at Tara's ministrations. She opened her eyes when Tara had at last sated her thirst and moved up to lie beside her.



"Ptui," she said weakly, spitting out her blanket and grinning weakly.



"A-are you okay?" Tara asked gently. She wasn't truly worried, but seeing Willow so overcome by her exertions, she had to ask.



"Okay?" Willow echoed weakly. "Try blissfully wonderful... indescribably joyous... utterly, utterly pleased... come here and kiss me, my Tara..." Tara brushed her lips against Willow's, and found she wasn't nearly as exhausted as she appeared as she immediately deepened the kiss, her tongue reaching into Tara's mouth to caress hers.



"Mmm," Willow murmured, "that's a distinctive taste... someone's been at the Willow-juice, have they?"



"They have indeed," Tara admitted with a grin, "didn't you notice?"



"I thought that might be what you were up to," Willow replied, "but then I figured it had to be some secret Amazon magic where you swallowed my soul and surrounded it with complete, mind-blowing pleasure... something like that."



"Something like that," Tara agreed, feeling a little blush despite herself.



"Well then," Willow said, lifting a leg to run her calf along the back of Tara's thigh, "just make sure you keep my soul nice and warm, won't you?"



"I promise," Tara said, with complete sincerity.



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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby FIRESIGN » Sat Sep 06, 2003 9:14 am

Verrrrry Nice! :applause :applause :applause



Keep it coming!!!



-Cin:banana

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby Arwen276 » Sat Sep 06, 2003 9:36 am

:spin no coherent thought available at the moment to comment :spin



Will probably edit later...





*goes off to collapse on the bed.*







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wow

Postby Little M » Sat Sep 06, 2003 9:50 am

The word 'gulp' comes to mind :thud

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby Puff » Sat Sep 06, 2003 10:05 am

Well I feel the need for a cold shower :D That was wonderful Chris. From the dream and conversation about flying lobsters that made me laugh, to the sensual interaction between Tara and Willow. Thank you. I love this story. I am REALLY looking forward to when Tara and Willow manage to get a room of their own.



So, the day started and I knew my name and had my pants on. So far, so good. Yay.
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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby sabina » Sat Sep 06, 2003 10:38 am

:thud :thud



It was as always a great update :applause



I liked the talk about the "first night" thing. I think you explained it beautifully :banana



Oh, and I'm glad to know that this fic is less than halfway done. :banana



Keep them coming ;)








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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby JustSkipIt » Sat Sep 06, 2003 2:03 pm

Hi Chris,



I don't think that I commented on the part before. Sorry about that. But I love both. Their visit with Deanne & Krystal is just lovely. I believe that you can tell so much about people by watching how they are with kids and Tara making faces and Willow making shadow puppets and then Tara singing are all adorable.



Then this part. I love the conversation finally about their making love. I'm so glad that they've stopped using some language semantics and have gotten more clear about their exploration and their loving. Yes, that night alone will be wonderful for them but this is so beautiful too.



I loved this:

Quote:
"I thought that might be what you were up to," Willow replied, "but then I figured it had to be some secret Amazon magic where you swallowed my soul and surrounded it with complete, mind-blowing pleasure... something like that."




Great job. debra



Edited to add: I have also been wondering about what Tara wrote in her letter to Eponin (spelling?). Did she tell her that she wouldn't be home for a while because she would be staying with Willow? What about Solari and Silverstrike? Did Solari intend the spear to be a gift or indefinite loan for Tara or did she expect it returned when the delegation returns? Can Tryptin return it or should it always be a warrior who cares for the spear?



Edited more to add: Also I am trying to pinpoint the girls' ages. I figure they are in their early 20s. Is that right? You say that the reckoning was 20 years ago and Tara's parents died there so she must be at least 20. Willow makes a reference (thinking) about being young during the reckoning. If so, is that age kind of old to be just getting their first assignments? I mean Willow is still an apprentice even though she's been in training since age 7 and Tara is on her first job?

These things are bothering me...

Edited by: JustSkipIt at: 9/8/03 5:20 am
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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby Jennpurr » Sat Sep 06, 2003 2:10 pm

Um... uh... :drool



:thud



*melts into a puddle in front of my chair*



Good God, Chris! And you said you were worried about writing this story... or to be more precise... the more risque parts. I don't see what you were worried about. Worked for me. If you need proof, just look down at the puddle that I melted into.



:drool



I um... think I'll go and... well... go cool off now. Yeah, that's it. :shy



Thanks, sweetie.



Jen





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"One thing I don't understand," Willow went on, laying herself down on top of Tara's legs, with her head resting on her stomach, "is how you don't just lock yourself in your room and play with yourself all day."
Tara laughed, which caused her chest to shudder quite expressively, and Willow to, "Mmmm," again. "Hellebore," Chapter 20 by Chris Cook

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Re: FIC: Hellebore (chapter 22)

Postby Taras Shadow » Sat Sep 06, 2003 2:16 pm

Chris



Again, still speechless. :drool



How do write Tara and Willow like that? If I could capture them in the ways you have, the ways you are, I'd be in my own heaven of writing bliss. Though I think I write them quite well...you just have this whole other way. I really really admire that in you. :)



Great work, it's all so very lovely.



~Holly~ :heart

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