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AD 52a

Postby Sassette » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:10 am

This is the first half of Part 52 ... I'm >hoping< to have the second half up tomorrow. But we'll see.

**Owl: And the day I actually >complain< about naked people wandering through this thread, you can bury me. Thanks for the mocha

**ExtraFlameyWT: Oh, I'll definitely be back *G* All y'all are just so damn nice, I really don't think I could stay away, even if I wanted to.

**Autumn: Oh, umm ... it's overrated? Really? HIGHLY overrated? Then, I guess .... uhhh... Damn. What Autumn said.

**jdcioffi: Oh, geeeze ... this whole thing in one day? Wow! Thank you ... sorry about the achey-ness ... but like I've said before and will say many times again ... this will SO have a happy ending. Snuggles and Kittens.

EDITED TO ADD: Oh My Heck, TX ... those are the Most Awesome Not!Smileys I have ever seen *G* And no, those .. 'drinks' are only addictive if you ... get out of control. I'm sure you'll be fine. Here, have one ...

Title: Answering Darkness Part 52a - Where Love is Given
Author: Sassette
Feedback: Can be sent to pink_overalls@yahoo.com
Summary: What the Scoobies are up to
Spoiler Warning: Up to and including "Tabula Rasa" in Season 6.
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters. I'm just borrowing them because Season 6 angst is running high, and I want my happy ending now, dammit! So I'm writing it … but it'll be awhile until I get to that part, so bear with me (or "bare" with me if you're naughty).
Rating: PG-13.
Notes: For the purpose of this story, all events of Tabula Rasa took place exactly as shown in the series; however, no subsequent episodes will affect this piece. We're splitting from canon here, because this seems the fastest way to get a reconciliation and because I feel this is one of the possible outcomes when taking the "addiction" metaphor into account. So, I should shut the heck up now, and just get to the story, right? Right.

Answering Darkness Part 52a

Where Love is Given

By Sassette

"Buffy! Down!" Xander yelled, the slayer immediately ducking, the wild swing of a vampire passing over her head. She thrust a stake forward, dusting the vamp in front of her, then spun swinging the stake again, creating another shower of dust.

Xander backed up, cradling his cut arm to his chest, dodging out of the way of the vampire throwing punches at him. It had smelled the blood and come directly for Xander, and Buffy had been unable to intercept it, busy with three other vamps.

The vampire in front of Xander disappeared, a spray of dust falling over him. He blinked the grit out of his eyes, and looked, seeing a pale and shaky Dawn standing there with a stick of wood in her hand. His eyes widened.

"Dawn, down," he yelled, and like her sister, she ducked at his warning. Xander went flying over her head, tackling the vampire and landing on top of it, ignoring the deep cut on his arm and wrapping his hands around its throat, keeping it pinned.

Giles and Anya were faced off with three more, and Buffy went to assist them as the vampire beneath Xander snarled and thrashed.

"Xander, here," Dawn said, and Xander looked over in time to see the bit of wood Dawn had used flying towards him. He caught it easily, and frowned at its blunt point, then gave a mental shrug, pushing it into the vampires chest.

He looked up, his breathing heavy and his arm aching, blood dripping down his arm. That was the third group of vampires that had wandered in since Tara had disappeared into the Hellmouth, and with their luck, he knew there would be more.

"Anya, you should take Dawn home," Xander said slowly, bending over at the waist and breathing heavily, a painful stitch in his side. He really needed to start jogging or something, he mused, his mind wandering off on odd tangents, because it was safer than thinking about Tara being in Hell. It was safer for his raw nerves.

"I'm not leaving," Dawn said stubbornly, shaking her head. "That vamp totally would have had you if I hadn't been here."

"Maybe," Xander allowed. "But you two should head out. Take the crosses and the holy water, and stay together. Better yet, take Giles' car."

"I think … I think that may be a good idea," Giles said, taking off his glasses and rubbing his eyes wearily. His head throbbed where he had been hit by a vampire with a rock, but he had thankfully remained conscious and was otherwise unharmed.

"Alexander Lavelle Harris," Anya said, marching up to her fiancé. "You are not allowed to die without me, do you understand? Willow's run off to release a Hell God, Tara's in Hell trying to find her and probably incinerated, The Trickster could be walking out of that Hellmouth tomorrow night, and the only thing that makes any of that remotely bearable is that I'm here with you. So there," she added, nodding her head emphatically. "I can see that you're trying to get Dawn and I to safety, and we won't have it. Will we, Dawn?"

"I, umm … I think I'll pass on they dying part," Dawn said, swallowing heavily and looking around at everyone with wide eyes. "But Anya's right. We're staying. And, ummm … Tara's not really incinerated, is she?"

"I'm sure she's fine," Buffy said confidently, then her voice gentled. "But Dawn, I need to know that you're safe."

"And I need to know that you're safe," Dawn replied, her tone clipped. "What's the difference?"

"I'm older. I'm supposed to take care of you," Buffy began, only to be interrupted by her sister.

"Well, maybe I'm sick and tired of letting people make sacrifices for me, did you ever think of that?" Dawn demanded, her chin thrust out stubbornly and her arms crossed over her chest. "And why should you care if I'm safe or not? You got along fine without me before I existed."

"Dawn, don't say that," Buffy said, her voice low. "Don't you dare even think it."

"That's … that's not what I meant," Dawn said, her voice softening when she saw the real hurt in Buffy's eyes. The idea that Dawn believed Buffy didn't love her was a sore one with the slayer, Dawn knew, and she honestly hadn't meant to imply that. "I'm saying everything all wrong," she said, her voice frustrated.

"The what are you trying to say?" Buffy said sharply. "That I'd be better off without you? You're my sister and I love you. I can't even begin to tell you what it would do to me to see you hurt."

"I just mean that I'm the one who was still around when you were … gone, and I know how much that sucks. Do you think that didn't hurt me? So if I can do anything to help at all, I need to," she pleaded softly. "And I promise, I'll do what I just did … I'll hide behind those rocks, and I'll stay right there unless someone's about to get eaten," she promised, crossing her heart for effect.

A wry smile crossed Buffy's face as she looked at her sister. She remembered when she was fifteen, and had first learned of vampires. She hadn't handled it with nearly anything resembling the grace and strength that Dawn was displaying. Of course, Dawn had been aware of them much longer than she had at the time.

"Buffy, you were fighting when you were my age," Dawn added, hoping to press her point.

"I'm the Slayer. Super-powers, remember?" Buffy said, though Dawn could tell she was crumbling.

"Yeah, but I could get vamped on the way home," Dawn went on. "This way, at least you'll know. At least you'll have a chance to do something. And Xander and Willow were only a little older than me when they started fighting, and they didn't have superpowers."

Giles just watched all of this silently, a wave of pride washing over him. Finally, Buffy was learning. Finally, Buffy was standing on her own two feet, and not passing on her role as Dawn's guardian. Even so, it was a bittersweet feeling as he watched a bleak understanding enter Buffy's eyes.

It was very hard, he had learned, to realize that children grow up. He had felt it at each milestone Buffy passed in her life, and he felt it now as Buffy took responsibility for her sister, even though that was what he wanted for Buffy. Very difficult indeed, he mused, to see the child become the parent, and no longer need advice.

And it was a lesson Buffy was learning as she looked at her determined sister. She couldn't keep Dawn safe from all the evils in the world - not and expect Dawn to grow. She had to learn to stand on her own two feet, even as they all did.

Buffy would have to let Dawn start making her own decisions.

"Behind the rocks - the >whole< time," Buffy said sternly. "Unless someone is about to get eaten. And when I say about to get eaten, I don't mean three feet away and walking. Next time, you wait until the vampire's teeth are moving towards Xander's throat, okay?"

"Hey!" Xander protested automatically, before his brain processed the thought. "Umm… what Buffy said. No risking yourself until the very last second," he said, looking sternly at Dawn.

"All right," Dawn said with a nod. "But if those teeth get anywhere near a throat, I'm there."

"She is >so< your sister," Xander said with a little half-smile. His life was strange, in a way, because he knew things that most people couldn't handle. Vampires, demons, Hellmouths. All of it - it was all something most people would run screaming away from. And it constantly amazed him that he was blessed with knowing these people - these brave souls - and was allowed to fight at their side.

"Take the holy water with you. You can throw them," Anya said, nodding cheerfully.

"But only if you see fangs," Xander reiterated. "Don't call attention to yourself."

"Got it," Dawn said with a grin, picking up the little vials.

"We'll have to start the Scooby lessons soon," Xander said, winking at Dawn and earning a grin. "All the little tricks of the trade. The best places to hide, the best way to run away, the -"

"Best place to buy donuts?" Buffy asked with an unrepentant grin as she needled Xander.

"And you would me to the core," Xander said, placing a hand over his chest, then shaking a finger in Buffy's direction. "I'll have you know that you're not easy to feed, little missy. It takes a strong man to go fetch food for the slayer."

Buffy's retort died in her throat as her ears perked up, a noise gaining her attention. An odd feeling in her gut, familiar and unwelcome, rose up. "Incoming," she said, all levity gone from her expression, instead a cold look of determination falling over her face.

They had all talked it over, Buffy remembered, when Tara had disappeared and they had dusted the fifteen vampires. Well, she had dusted most of them, but that wasn't important. The Construct had run off as soon as it realized the fight was not in its favor, but she couldn't afford to give chase.

Anya's phone call to Angel had alerted him that Willow might be on her way, and then they had all huddled together, trying to come up with a game plan.

It had been easy for Buffy to decide, really. Willow and Tara were in Hell. The only way out was through the Hellmouth. When Willow and Tara got out of Hell - and they >would< get out, assuming Willow was even there and not LA - they would be waiting to take the girls home and make sure they were safe.

And so they stayed, defending the Hellmouth against all comers, repelling vampire after vampire who were, as it turned out, gathering together to await The Trickster.

They were doomed to disappointment and dust.

The Construct itself had returned several times, only staying long enough to know that the vampires would fail before fleeing again. Buffy wondered if it would return this time as well.

Tense and ready, Buffy watched the entryway closely, waiting for the vampires to enter. Would this be the moment one of them didn't make it? Would this fresh wave of vampires against the weary fighters overcome them? Would she fail to keep her loved ones safe?

No, of course not. She would stand strong, and they would all survive, because they had to. Willow and Tara needed them, and they wouldn't let them down. Certainly, they could guard the Hellmouth if Tara could march into Hell to save …

Willow.

Willow rushed into the room, her breathing shallow and uneven, her balance off because of the arm that was in a makeshift sling and bound to her chest.

"You don't know what's in there," Buffy heard Spike yell, and then the vampire appeared right behind Willow, wrapping an arm around her and helping her stand.

"Willow?" Buffy said, her stake falling numbly from her hand as she took in her friends appearance. There were twin dark streaks down her face, and a sheen of black sweat on her brow. Willow was clearly having difficulty breathing, and Buffy had no idea if that was due to the mad dash she had just made, or the dark magick returning.

"Buffy," Willow gasped out, inhaling deeply, then doubling over in a cough. Spike got both arms around her and kept her from falling to the floor.

Immediately, Buffy rushed over, her face falling when Willow flinched back from her touch. Dawn jumped from her hiding place, rushing over, then stopping, bringing up a hand to cover her mouth. If Willow was here, then Tara had … ?

Anya approached the teenager, seeing from the look on Dawn's face that they were wondering the same thing. She wrapped a comforting arm around Dawn's shoulders.

"It'll be okay. We'll figure it out. Just be patient," she told Dawn quietly.

"Can't touch me - not safe," Willow ground out when Buffy reached to help her again. "Tara?" she asked, as soon as she could manage to get the word past her throat. "Where's Tara?"

"We don't know that for certain," Spike said.

Xander got over his shock and made his way to the group, hovering around Willow anxiously. He wasn't too comfortable with the idea of Spike being that close to her, and he glared at the vampire.

"Wesley got a big ol' shock from it," Willow said with a frown.

"How come you can touch her?" Buffy asked at the same time, a matching frown on her face.

"Because I'm evil," Spike said, rolling his eyes as if the answer should have been obvious.

"Wesley?" Giles broke in, approaching the girl more carefully. She looked, he had to admit, bloody awful. But that was one question answered - obviously, Willow had left because the spell she and Tara had performed hadn't worked.

Willow just nodded, sucking in deep breaths of air, coughing again. "Tara … tell me where she is," she pleaded, looking at everyone's face turning away from her own.

"They're all up top. We came across some vampires, but Red here made a run for the Hellmouth. A few ran after her, so I did, too," Spike said.

"Who, exactly, is 'all'?" Buffy asked slowly, her voice equal parts hopeful and wary.

"Yeah, he's here," Spike said, nodding confirmation of Buffy's unspoken question with an unfathomable look on his face. "Angel, Wesley and Gunn are cleaning up, then they'll be here."

"So it'll be like a nice big reunion," Xander said with forced cheerfulness, clapping his hands together. "But now that we've established that, can we get Tara out of Hell?"

"Oh, God," Willow whispered, leaning heavily against Spike as the last of the strength left her legs. Spike held her up easily, but he frowned at the sudden weight, concerned by Willow's drop. "I … I didn't really think … she … I though … maybe a mistake? But she - with the … in the …?" Willow rambled, her voice quiet as she gesture weakly at the glowing yellow portal.

"She did," Buffy confirmed, her voice serious as she caught Willow's eye. She held Willow's gaze and waited until those green eyes focused on her before continuing. "But you are >not< going in there."

Buffy's words penetrated the haze that seemed to surround Willow's brain, and she snapped upright, jerking out of Spike's arms and standing tall. Her strength returned to her in a rush as the full realization of the situation hit her - Tara was in Hell, facing yet another Hell God, and Willow was the only one who could go find her. And she would … and she wouldn't be too late this time.

"Not going in?" Willow demanded, her voice low and tight. "Just who's going to stop me?"

"Willow, you can't. You can't let a Hell God out into the world," Buffy said earnestly. "We'll find another way. We'll save Tara, I swear, but you can't go in there."

Willow's anger left her, though the strength remained, and a mirthless laugh escaped her. Once that first laugh was out, she laughed again and again, her noise tearing itself from her throat.

"Oh, God, she's finally lost it," Anya whispered, earning a sharp but worried look from Dawn.

"You think I - ?" Willow laughed again, helpless to stop it.

"Oh, God!" Anya said louder, her eyes widening with realization. "The Trickster isn't after you, is he?" she asked, and Willow confirmed with a nod, unable to stop the eerie laughter.

"That's a good thing, right?" Xander asked tentatively. "Yay us! No Hell God making it out of Hell, right?"

"He's after Tara," Buffy said flatly, the color draining from her face. "He's been after Tara this whole time."

"Give the girl a teddy bear," Spike murmured, the snide comment sounding as if it came out more by rote than sincerity.

Willow shook her head, the laughter dying away, and looked up, seeing that every eye in the room was focused on her, matching expressions of wary concern on everyone's face.

"I'm okay," she said slowly, pressing her hands to her face. "I'm okay," she said again, sounding more convincing.

"I'm afraid this is going to be a problem," Giles said softly. "We have no idea how Tara got into Hell, or even if she's still alive."

"She's alive," Willow said firmly, her lips pressing together into a grim, determined line. "I'd know it if she wasn't." She walked past her friends, approaching the Hellmouth, glaring at it like it was Glory herself.

"What did she do?" Willow asked, her attention focused on the Hellmouth as she raised her hand, palm flat, just centimeters away from the glowing surface. She could feel the energy radiating from the Hellmouth, warming her skin. "What did she do?" she asked again, her voice louder and more demanding as she turned her head and glanced back.

"She, umm … she walked up," Buffy said slowly, moving to stand next to Willow. "And she, uhh, she put her hand on it," she explained. "Then she kind of pushed it in, and stopped for a bit, concentrating. After that she kind of laughed and stepped through."

"No words? No spells?" Willow asked, her gaze sharp and a furrow of concentration wrinkling her brow as she studied the Hellmouth, keeping her hand just off the surface.

"None," Buffy said, shaking her head.

"You're sure? You were close enough to know?" Willow pressed. She knew she was being short with Buffy, and rude, but she didn't have time to be nice. She had to know everything, and she had to know it now.

"Slayer hearing," Buffy said, tapping her ear with one finger. "Willow, I'm sorry," she added in a softer undertone. "I didn't know. We all thought … we all thought you were in there."

"It wasn't your fault, Buffy," Willow said, her voice softening as she looked over at her best friend. "It's what The Trickster wanted. If anything, it's my fault. I never should have run off like that. Made you all worry."

"Yeah, what's up with that?" Buffy said lightly. "We are >so< gonna' have a talk about that later. Soon as you go and get your girl."

"So you're going to let me walk into Hell?" Willow asked wryly, casting a sidelong glance Buffy's way.

"Just who's going to stop you?" Buffy said, the light banter breaking the tension and letting a feeling of hope well up in both girls.

"Willow!" Angel called, coming into the room, a stake in his hand and Wesley and Gunn right behind him. His eyes fell on Willow and Buffy standing next to the Hellmouth, and he felt a sense of relief roll over him when he realized they were both alright. Angel and Buffy looked awkwardly at each other for a moment, then they both dropped their eyes. There would be time for them to talk later.

"Do try to not run off like that again," Wesley said with a sigh, looking at the impetuous girl. She hadn't changed much in high school, in some regards - in others, he supposed she had changed a great deal.

"Did you find anything in those files?" Willow asked, turning her attention back to the Hellmouth. There had to be a way to get through. There just had to. "Anya? Do you know a way I could get through this thing?"

Wesley hesitated, wondering if Willow wanted Anya to answer first, or if he should start talking about what he had found.

"You can either open the Hellmouth completely, become a hell-creature, or hitch a ride," Anya listed off.

"Hmm…" Willow said, pondering the thought as she poked and prodded the Hellmouth. "Wesley?" she said, inviting the ex-watcher to speak.

He stepped forward, clearing his throat. "I found a few more translation errors that Rupert made," Wesley said, looking apologetically at the older man, who merely nodded wearily. Giles was well-aware that the translation of prophecies was more Wesley's field than his. "It's this part here … it seems to tell how Tara can defeat The Trickster."

"Go on," Willow said absently, seeming to barely pay attention to Wesley's words. He paused for a moment, nonplussed as it looked like Willow was ignoring him. "I said go," Willow repeated, her voice still distant, though the Scoobies all knew this tone of voice and the look on Willow's face. She was In The Zone.

They had seen it before, but they never got used to it - the way Willow seemed to not be paying attention to anything, yet she was gathering data, piecing it all together and making sense of it. As a joke, they had tested her once, everyone talking at the same time, just to see if she could take in all that information at once. She had, and it had almost been, eerie.

"She's In The Zone," Dawn whispered in awe, coming to stand next to Wesley. Once, when Willow was In The Zone, she had jokingly asked her to recite the powers of two, and Willow had started rattling off numbers all the way up to 262,144 before Dawn had burst out laughing and asked her to stop. "Whatever's going on, she's going to figure it out. Just talk - she'll hear you."

"I, ummm … yes, right," Wesley said hesitantly, then raised his voice. "It's a passage that says 'The Demon shall be reborn to her line - The Demon and The Demon's descendant shall be as one. The purity of that soul shall be hated by Him, and he will trick her into Hell. She will stand between the darkness without, and the darkness within, and only the darkness can save her.' It's … an odd phrasing," Wesley went on, "but likely significant because it is odd. Rupert had substituted 'power' for 'purity' as well as a few other words, but that's the one that struck me. Given the syntax of the sentence, 'purity' is more correct, yet 'power' makes more sense. How can a pure soul have darkness within?"

"Hitch a ride?" Willow asked, her brain switching gears at Wesley's words. She started pushing desperately against the springy surface of the Hellmouth with both hands. She could feel the surface tension of it - could feel the 'give' inside of it - but she couldn't break through it. It was like what was going on in her mind … there was something … more, here. Something that had to happen - something that would happen, that was very, very bad, and she was on the verge of figuring out what it was.

With the knowledge that there was something more to know, her need to get to Tara - fast - doubled, then tripled. The darkness within … something about … Tara's shadow, maybe? She was afraid of it, Willow knew - the phrase 'afraid of her own shadow' popped into her mind without her permission, and she pushed it away … it was irrelevant - Tara was afraid of what the darkness inside of her could do … of what it >would< do.

What would it do?

Willow pushed harder.

"Yeah. If some demon-type jumps through, you can go with it if you grab on. But you're probably going to die as soon as you get there," Anya added, her voice shaking. "So you really shouldn't try it. I mean, I know Tara is in there, but she wouldn't want you to go and get all dead to save her, and so we should figure out something else."

"I love her," Willow said simply, pushing her shoulder into the Hellmouth and grunting with the effort. "I have to try." She took a few steps back, then ran forward, hurling her shoulder into the barrier that was keeping her from going to Tara, a sense of panic welling up inside of her.

"Willow, stop it," Buffy said, grasping her arm gently. "You're not going to do any good if you hurt yourself, all right?"

Willow turned on Buffy, her eyes a little wild-looking, and her face pleading. She opened her mouth to speak, only to be interrupted.

"I'll go," Angel said, stepping up. "I'm a demon. You can hitch on me." He had been to Hell, he knew what it was like - and though he had hoped to never return, he would do that for Willow. Willow felt guilty, he knew, about restoring his soul, thinking the spell was a curse. But Angel knew better. It was a gift - a precious gift - and now that his unlife had a purpose and a focus - now that he had a son - he knew exactly how precious.

Buffy remained silent, her heart clenching at the idea of Angel returning to Hell, knowing that she no longer had the right to demand he stay safe - to demand he stay behind. She wasn't even sure she would exercise that right if she had it, she admitted inwardly. Not with Tara at stake - not knowing what Tara meant to Willow and Dawn.

"Vampires only count as half-demon," Anya said, shaking her head. "You can't get through the Hellmouth."

"But The Construct got out," Willow pointed out. "Isn't it weakened?" she asked, pushing harder on the Hellmouth, her whole weight behind it.

"Here," Angel said, moving to Willow's side and placing his hand carefully on the Hellmouth. Gently, he pushed his fingers in, breaking through the surface that Willow was trying so hard to penetrate.

He increased the pressure, his fingers stopping about an inch in. Shaking his head in frustration, he pushed harder, then harder still, until all of his supernatural strength was behind it.

But he couldn't break through.

"Oh, bloody hell," Spike grumbled, stalking up to the group. Roughly, he pushed Angel aside, his game face stealing over his features. "No wonder soul boy can't make it. Stand back," he growled, reaching up to the Hellmouth and pushing. He grunted as his hand broke the surface, and pushed further in, and further still, his arm in up to his elbow.

"Umm … another reason this is a bad idea," Anya said slowly. "There's fire on the other side."

"You couldn't have just forgotten to mention that part?" Xander murmured, sidling up to Anya. He watched in surprise as Spike turned his head to glare at him.

"I heard that, monkey boy," he snarled.

"Spike, you don't have to do this," Willow said, laying a hand on his arm, even as her agitation rose. Part of her didn't care that Spike wouldn't survive if he helped, but a part of her felt like it would be wrong to accept that sacrifice from the vampire. Because he had been so kind to her, in his own Spike way, and because it just seemed wrong to accept a sacrifice from someone she didn't like most of the time and had tried to kill her on several occasions, she tried to give him a graceful out. "I know we can get it open another way. The Construct could come back, or I could figure something out."

"You and me, we got something in common, Red," Spike whispered softly. "I'll get you through. You go get your bird."

With a determined look, Willow pressed against the Hellmouth, letting all of her fear and anger over the situation well up in her. She didn't want Spike's help - didn't want to be indebted to him, even though she knew that, in a way, she already was. Still, it was frustrating and it make her angry, and she was oh so scared that she would somehow be too late, and that Tara wouldn't' be all right.

All the rage at The Trickster stole through her, and she felt it building and building, the darkness rising up inside of her. Still, she couldn't quite break through.

With a growl of frustration, she punched the energy, her fist bouncing off.

"I said I'd get you through," Spike said, turning to glare at her. "Just … hang on to me, all right? Before I change my bloody mind," he added on a mutter. "I'm off my beam."

Willow glared back, her eyes darkening and shading to black, meeting Spike's demonic yellow eyes evenly. She slid her fingers along his arm, hitting the Hellmouth, still connected to Spike, and she felt a tingle shoot through her. She pressed further, her hand getting past that first barrier.

Her eyes widened as she turned and looked at the Hellmouth again, seeing her hand trapped inside. It felt kind of … Jell-o-y. She wondered idly if it would taste like lemons? Did they even make a lemon Jell-o? Maybe it should be a red Hellmouth. Or a green one.

"Mind wandering, not good," she told herself sternly, firmly locking the silly scientist in her away. Her mind had the very bad habit of wandering away from her during the most important things - and things certainly didn't get any more important than this.

"Take your hand out," she told Spike. "I think … I think I can get through now."

Spike nodded, but didn't obey, getting his other hand in, then pulling his hands apart, bending and stretching the energy of the Hellmouth until a thin crack appeared.

Willow saw her opportunity, and she stepped through, feeling the Hellmouth close up behind her.

Edited by: Sassette at: 4/24/02 11:30:18 pm
Sassette
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby TrueXena » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:16 am

oooo i post a bunch of smilies and i get an update? Kewl! I'll have to remember that! :grin



Edited to add: YAY! Finally both the girls in hell, both will be naked! What more could a smitten kitten want? Oh yeah well besides the obvious Willow and Tara together OUTSIDE of hell doing the floaty thing above the bed. ;)

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Doc: "I'm the happy peppy pimp, 'cause I don't beat my hos!" / Doc: "...and then they had sex."

Tara: "Its good to be a chicken casserole." -in 'Answering Darkness' By: Sassette

TrueXena: "Get a taste of Religion. Lick a Witch!"

Edited by: TrueXena at: 4/24/02 11:53:56 pm
TrueXena
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby tommo » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:31 am

You see, you tear my heart out and then patch it up again with the strength that Willow can muster in the sight of saving Tara. Dammit. I was literally pushing at the Hellmouth myself, until you know, I realised that it was a computer screen and it's made of glass and I was just being really stupid...


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No metaphors...just fucking.

tommo
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby AutumnT » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:52 am

I think the hellmouth tastes like chicken.



Autumn

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Buffy: I could wrestle naked in grease for a living and still be cleaner than after a shift at the Doublemeat.

Willow: Plus, I'd visit you at work every single day. --- "Normal Again" shooting script

AutumnT
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Sassette » Wed Apr 24, 2002 8:03 am

**TX: *whips out a notepad* Out of Hell ... Floaty thing ... Bed ... Got it! I'll, uhh ... get to that as soon as I, y'know, fix the whole 'Hell' thing.



**tommo: Okay, I am picturing readers pushing on their computer screens right now, and it's really making me giggle *G* Thank you - I >so< needed that. There are going to be a few more drops, but soon the fic will get progressively happier.



**Autumn: And *sniff* I just don't know what to say ... I'm so ... HAPPY ... that someone managed to find the Overall Theme of this Fic so quickly ... and you summed it up so ... PERFECTLY. It's just ... *sniff* ... everything I had ... hoped *choke* *sob* to convey.



-Sass

______________________________________

I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby AutumnT » Wed Apr 24, 2002 8:06 am

Well, I mean duh. First the casserole. Now this. I'm no dummy.

Autumn

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Buffy: I could wrestle naked in grease for a living and still be cleaner than after a shift at the Doublemeat.

Willow: Plus, I'd visit you at work every single day. --- "Normal Again" shooting script

AutumnT
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby blameburner » Wed Apr 24, 2002 9:08 am

Mmmmm... chicken casserole... I've soooo got to re-read that part tonight! Er, this morning! Er, what in the hell time is it, anyway?



As always, Sass, brilliant. Bloody brilliant. I love my tough-cookie Willow! She's gonna go kick some Trickster-butt!!! Hehe. I'm full of glee about my tough cookie!



Oh dear Lord... now I know I need sleep. I'm rhyming, and very badly. Ugh.



-blame

"You are safe, she says. Inherent in you is a truth no artificial world can fade." - The Journey

blameburner
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Mix » Wed Apr 24, 2002 9:14 am

*Note to self: Don't read this Fic whilst at work as you'll just have to explain why you're crying one minute and pushing at your screen the next*



Anywho, what can I say that hasn't already been said?

At the moment nothing but I'll think of something.. So in the meantime



Thanks Sass for the update!

Mix
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby mollyig » Wed Apr 24, 2002 10:38 am

Another amazing update Sass. Willow's gonna save her girl!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Mufin53 » Wed Apr 24, 2002 2:35 pm

Quote:
"Yeah, but I could get vamped on the way home," Dawn went on. "This way, at least you'll know. At least you'll have a chance to do something.




*points up* See? Dawn gets the whole 'giving and accepting love freely' deal! (I got all misty at that, btw) Now when our our girls figure it out, they'll grab eachother for a hug and defeat the demon. Right? That'll be soon, right?



Eep.. but I don't want this fic to end! *sniff*



Sass, I'm still in awe of your talent.



(edited because of some really bad typos. I hate seeming stoopid.)

Edited by: Mufin53 at: 4/25/02 6:37:31 am
Mufin53
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby BigMac » Wed Apr 24, 2002 2:49 pm

Dawn stands up to Buffy, Spike helps Willow so she can save Tara and Xander has to show Dawn how to get the donuts not bad.

Tara: Assume Crash
Positions

BigMac
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Sassette » Wed Apr 24, 2002 4:21 pm

**Autumn: Oh, I certainly never thought you were a dummy -- I knew that if anyone would figure out the pivotal point that the Hellmouth tastes like chicken, it would be you *G*



**blameburner: *G* And I highly recommend re-reading that part to anyone who is bothered by the angst. And thank you - I love a tough Willow, too ... *Tara voice* She's cool.



**Mix: Ack! Now I'm going to be imagining people crying at their desks, knocking around their monitors. That's ... kinda' funny, actually *G* And you're welcome *G*



**mollyig: Of course Willow's gonna' save her girl *G* But, ummm ... they're going to have a rough time of it. Just, y'know - fair warning there.



**Mufin: Ahhh, the curious wisdom of teenagers. Ninety percent of what they say is complete and utter bullshit (and I mean this in general ... there ARE some very together teenagers ... but Dawn isn't one of them ... get out! Get Out!! GET OUT!!!!), but sometimes they surprise you. *sarcasm voice* Yes, W/T will hug The Trickster to death. And soon. ;)



**BigMac: Heh ... yeah, kind of a lot happened in that one ... which is why I'm writing this part in two halves ... after ten pages, I got a little tired and had to go to bed *G*



-Sass

______________________________________

I Think The Hellmouth Tastes Like Chicken -- Autumn

Sassette
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby AutumnT » Wed Apr 24, 2002 4:57 pm

LOL, I'm a sig now. And a vixen. And I'm drinking a mocha. Life doesn't get much better than this.

Autumn

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Buffy: I could wrestle naked in grease for a living and still be cleaner than after a shift at the Doublemeat.

Willow: Plus, I'd visit you at work every single day. --- "Normal Again" shooting script

AutumnT
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Pixie gishmock » Wed Apr 24, 2002 5:28 pm

*Pixie leaps up from the naked cuddlepuddle on the spoiler-free island, and streaks into the thread. She cartwheels up to Sassette, deposits a chicken casserole and a pair of panties, then streaks back to the island.*

Life is full of changes...The better you are at letting go of things, the freer your hands will be to catch something new. ~from Off The Map by Joan Ackerman
"It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured before passing out. ~from "Answering Darkness" by Sassette

Pixie gishmock
 


Answering Darkness

Postby Drakkenfyre » Wed Apr 24, 2002 5:34 pm

Dammit Sass, just when I got all my pieces back together with your super glue, you go and break me again. I am still way too fragile to pushing at a Hellmouth. Now, where the hell did my right pinky go, damn glass computer screens. Shouldn't be so damn hard... Anyway, that was a great update!!! I can't wait to see what happens next...

"We few, we happy few."
"We band of buggered."

Drakkenfyre
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Grimaldi » Wed Apr 24, 2002 5:39 pm

great first part. i like that even in the face of danger, all of the Scoobies can still joke about. so Willow in hell, naked, Tara in hell, naked, should be easy for them to beat the Trickster now

"Awww, Grasshopper, you're so screwed."

"Alright, let's just shoot the fucking sex"

Grimaldi
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby WebWarlock » Wed Apr 24, 2002 6:34 pm

Great!



Now go kick some Hellgod ass Willow! -please.-



Warlock.

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Web Warlock

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Re: AD 52a

Postby Puff » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:14 pm

Go Willow in hell with her girl :) I love her determination in this part Sass. Now if only she is not too late. Oh that and she needs to kick the Tricksters ass.

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
Amber Benson

Puff
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Wed Apr 24, 2002 7:18 pm

Wonderful update! Oh, after I read the update, I tried out your advice... I must say that I agree with Autumn. Outside is overrated. ;)



Go Will! Now you go and save Tara before she cuts off her pretty pinky!



Can't wait for the next update! :)



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Re: AD 52a

Postby Willowfan » Wed Apr 24, 2002 8:31 pm

*cough,cough*spikecomesthruagain*cough,cough*



Sorry bout that...had a tickle in the back of my throat....

Great update Sass....Now the Trickster gets a world of hurt poured down on him?

Please?

Willowfan:)

“Love’s bitch?” Spike asked softly...
“Woman enough to admit it,” Willow agreed with a nod and a sad half-smile.

“Cheers, luv,” Spike whispered...
-Answering Darkness by Sassette

Willowfan
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby WiccansIllusion » Wed Apr 24, 2002 9:04 pm

Maybe an update tonight when I get home from work? please?

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

WiccansIllusion
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby tommo » Wed Apr 24, 2002 9:12 pm

Autumn is a sig?



Humph. Chopped liver.


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No metaphors...just fucking.

tommo
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby Amadan Daenaris » Wed Apr 24, 2002 10:30 pm

*Stands up and clears throat. Shuffles in an embarrased fashion*



"My name's Amadan and I'm a Sassaholic"



*Penny drops! Proudly lift head high*



"My name's Amadan and I'm a Sassaholic!"

Anya: I know what broke up him and Cordelia, you know. It was you! And your lips!
Willow: No, it was not! Well, yes it was so, but... that was a long time ago, do you think I'd do that again?
Anya: Why not?
Willow: Hello? Gay now!

Amadan Daenaris
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby Sassette » Thu Apr 25, 2002 3:46 am

**Autumn: Oh, but Autumn ... you've always been a vixen to me *G*



**Pixie: Why, thank you *G* I heartily encourage gratuitous clothing removal. And I >love< chicken casserole. And panties. *G*



**Drakkenfyre: I have more glue! Will that help? And yeah, I can't wait to see what happens next, either, because I have NO frickin' clue! I mean, geeeze... I honestly think the Hell God is going to win this one ...



Oopsie. Did I say that out loud? *G*



**Grimaldi: Is Willow naked? *puzzled look* ... *reads over the last chapter* .... Nope. Willow is still very muchly clothed. But I'm sure Tara will get her naked as soon as possible. *G*



**WebWarlock: Kick some ass? But ... I thought you wanted the cheesy "Defeat-The-Evil-Hell-God-With-Hugs" ending ... ? Damn, I have to rework the >whole< concept now! ;)



**Puff: Ahhh ... it tickles me that you're so happy Willow is walking into Hell *G* And more with the ass-kicking! Can't we all just get along?



**ExtraFlameyWT: *makes a note* ... Outside ... Overrated. Got it. I >knew< Autumn couldn't be wrong! And yeah, it IS a pretty pinky, isn't it ... attached to a beautiful hand ... attached to a yummy wrist, and a gorgeous arm, and ... ummm ... I'll stop now.



**Willowfan: Man, you guys are all bloodthirsty, you know that? Just a little reminder ... The Trickster is a GOD. I mean, really ... what's Willow going to do ... babble him to death? *G*



**W.I.: I am working on the update now ... I have no idea if it will be DONE tonight, but I'm working on it.



**tommo: Autumn may be a sig, but you're a pimp. Don't you forget it ;)



**Amadan Daenaris: Oh, wow ... there's a support group? Umm ... cool. *G*



-Sass

Sassette
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:17 am

Quote:
*reads over the last chapter* .... Nope. Willow is still very muchly clothed. But I'm sure Tara will get her naked as soon as possible. *G*




YAY!! :bounce :bounce :bounce



-Aimee :)

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby Sassette » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:18 am

LOL ... don't get all excited now ... recreational nudity isn't really, erm ... possible in Hell. Well, okay, maybe it's POSSIBLE, but .... eh ... I'm not going there. So when I say Tara will get Willow naked as soon as possible, I mean that this will occur sometime AFTER they're out of Hell.



-Sass

Sassette
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:24 am

Then I will repeat myself...



YAY!!



heehee, can't wait for next update, Sass! yes... even if there is no recreational nudity in hell... ;)



-Aimee :)

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

ExtraFlameyWT
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby LeatherQueen » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:27 am

God, another great update, Sass. Part after part,... it's been so emotional. I'm on the edge of my seat here. And no matter how I work it... I can't see how they're going to get BACK out of hell, even if they can get away from the Hell God. :(



*sigh* Go get your girl, Willow!






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"Honey, I'm the original one-eyed chicklet in the kingdom of the blind." - Glory


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby Wolflord » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:46 am

Yeah but Willow goes through the fire....won't she already be naked. And since she is going to be naked and Tara is already naked.... :bounce :bounce OH MY GOD wait that is the way to defeat the Trickster, its so simple yet so smutty. Willow and Tara tie up the Trickster just out of reach and then have wild passionate sex and keep inviting the Trickster to join them if he can get free....but he is tied up so good He blows himself up with all the pent up frustration. Thus the world is saved and the Trickster is gone........oh and Willow and Tara have a little smutty reunion.:grin :grin My god why couldn't see this earlier...so simple a plan yet so devious. :evil :evil



_______________:evil WOLFLORD :evil __________________



Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I have a spell by myself.

Wolflord
 


Re: FIC: Answering Darkness

Postby ExtraFlameyWT » Thu Apr 25, 2002 4:50 am

Yeah! Sass, take Wolflord's advice!! lol



Quote:
He blows himself up with all the pent up frustration. Thus the world is saved and the Trickster is gone........oh and Willow and Tara have a little smutty reunion.




hehe... but what a way to die! ;)



-Aimee :)

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

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