hello, update!
last we left them tara and willow were in the stables... hope you like...
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Mine, thought Tara as she stared down at her lovers heavenly face. “Mine.” She restated out loud. She liked the sound of that. Something that was just hers.
“All. Everything.” Willow grinned as she took in a deep breath, a breath filled with Tara.
The blonde’s hands were softly grazing Willow’s upper chest, tenderly playing with the freckled skin there. “I want to make love to you. Right now.” She added as her hands wandered down the redheads shirt towards the small breasts, down to the tummy and finally cupping her jean covered mound to a moan filled response.
Willow was confused, Tara had said no only a few minutes ago. “But, I thought-“ all thinking ceased as soon as Tara’s quick fingers twirled her nipples. “Oh god.” She blissfully groaned.
Taralips were lovingly kissing her face, everywhere. Soft, soft kisses. Willow was showered with them. Soon her upper body was being bombarded with Tarakisses as Tara hands lifted up Willow’s shirt.
They had never made love in the barn yet and Willow found that a funny thought. So many places they had already anointed with their love and lust. She couldn’t wait to take Tara in Sunnydale, to make love in her dorm room, the floor, the small dorm bed, in her house, and her old room during one of her parents many business trips. To make her come in the Bronze bathroom- Ok, that was a bit gross since the Bronze wasn’t the most hygienic place but-
“The library!” she screamed as the orgasm tore through her.
Tara looked up at her quite perplexed. One second ago her lips and tongue were frolicking within Willow’s nether realms and now Tara didn’t know what to think. “Um… library?” she asked, kissing Willow’s thigh, her fingers still caressing Willow’s wet lower lips. Willow’s arm was drawn over her sweaty forehead, her body spent. This was new… “Does thinking about the card catalogue turn you on?”
Willow chuckled adorably as she sighed. “No, silly. Making love to you in between the book stacks turns me on. Making love to you, period, turns me on.” She mentioned as she reached out for her lover and pulled her up against her, laying her over her own body. Tara’s weight on her was always so delicious.
The blonde kissed her lips, “So…” Tara felt Willow struggling to take off the rest of her pants which were now halfway down her legs. “Need help there?”
“I need to start wearing more skirts.” Willow giggled as her shoes finally liberated her legs from the jeans.
“I like skirts.” Tara mentioned as her lips possessed Willow’s.
“I like you in skirts. Easy access.” She grinned and kissed her once more, gently flipping them over until she was resting on top of the blonde. “But right now lets get you out of those pants, missy. My mouth is watering and I know just the ambrosial liquid to satiate me.”
Tara’s eyes widened at Willow’s talk, her cheeks flushed. “Such a sweet talker.”
Willow’s hands were already inside her jeans, “Yours.”
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As staff members and campers gathered on the playing field for the game of capture the flag after dinner, by the kitchen there was quite the commotion.
“Xander, I’m not finished talking with you yet.” Cordelia slammed the wooden door behind her for emphasis as her voice trailed behind the departing figure in front of her.
“Well, I am. It’s over.” Xander shouted back, walking away from the now empty mess hall and his girlfriend. Or, as of two seconds ago, ex girlfriend. Or, had she even been his girlfriend to begin with? With her, he’d never really known.
It was fine when she’d go and make fun of him every time they were alone or in public but for her to say such things to Willow was without repair. Did she really believe he’d never find out what happened at the staff meeting? That he’d let her get away with it?
“Over? Oh no. I say when it’s over.” Cordelia grabbed his wrist and twirled him back to her. “You cant break up with me mister.”
“Just did.” He couldn’t even bare to look at her, she sickened him. Why had he been so stupid? Everyone warned him about her but he hadn’t listened, he hadn’t cared. She was hot and she was with him. She’d chosen him. Again.
“Why, because of Willow?” She crossed her arms over her chest and continued, “Oh please her famous shy act is a hit with all you morons.”
“So now I’m a moron too.”
Cordelia sighed in exasperation. “You’ve always been a moron when it comes to her. What exactly is it with you and Willow?”
“Willow is my best friend.”
“Yeah, your best friend. Normal people don’t suck face with their best friends. I know exactly what broke us up the first time Xander. It was her and her lips.”
“No, it was not! Well, yes it was so! But that was a long time ago! You think we'd do that again? Hello, gay now!” he yelled, his eyes suddenly bulging out at his indiscretion. He’d just outed Willow to Cordelia. Of all people, Cordelia Chase now knew Willow was gay. He slapped his forehead, “Doh!”
Cordelia looked at him, shocked. No... Had she just heard what she just heard? It sure sounded like it. “You’re gay?” She quizzically asked. She’d had no inkling and she was the biggest fag hag she knew.
“Huh? Me?! No!” He shook his head for emphasis. “No way! I-“
Cordelia closed the distance between them. She wanted to reach out… Reach out and slap him senseless. “Xander, is this what this is all about? You’re testing your heteroness with me? How could you lead me on like that? I like you.”
“I’m not gay. And- You like me?” For the first time Xander saw some flicker of emotion in Cordelia’s face that was not hate or disgust directed towards him.
“Yes. Happy now? I’ve said it. I like you.” She reiterated with a flutter of sadness. What a shame, he was so good in bed. And on a table, and...
“Gee, that’s mighty nice of you to day considering everything we’ve done together.”
“You don’t have to get all facetious with me.”
“Fa-what?”
“I forgot. Big words a no no when with you.” She reverted back to her old self.
“And the fun just keeps on leaving. Don’t you get it? You hurt Willow you hurt me, Cor. That’s what friends are, they are there for each other. It’s a shame you don’t have any real friends.”
Cordelia huffed at the insinuation. “Oh, I have friends! I have friends coming out of my bottom!” She suddenly realized how that sounded and rolled her eyes. “That’s not what I meant.”
“But it’s quite an appropriate statement. People like you are a dime a dozen, a bunch of sheep. People like Willow are one in six billion. It’s a shame you can’t see that.”
The brunette was beyond outraged now. He had the guts to not only dump her but to insult her too? “Fine! If you love Willow so much then go be with Willow!” She quickly carried on once Xander began to walk away once more. “Oh I forgot, you’re gay.”
“For the love of God, Cordy.” He turned around, “I’m not the gay one!” She of all people should know he wasn’t gay. How vapid was she?
The statement took less than a second to sink in. “Oh. OH! Willow’s a lesbian?”
He suddenly realized what he’d repeated and needed to remedy the situation. “Look, I know you hate her but please...” He didn’t even want to think what Cordelia would do now. She sure could be an evil bitch when she wanted to which was most of the time now that he thought about it.
“What?” She took offense once more, “You think I’m going to say something?”
“Of course.” That was her M.O., hurt and embarrass Willow in the worst way possible.
Cordelia’s mouth hung open in shock. “I’m not that heartless.” If Willow was gay who cared? She certainly didn’t. All it meant to her was that Xander would not be caught smooching with her again. She actually smiled at the thought. Xander was still hers.
Or not. He was walking towards the field, calling out, “Still needs to be proven.”
“Xander,” Cordelia began to run after him, “Stop. Please.”
He turned back around, “Why?”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I said that. I didn’t mean it. I’ve just- I’ve never liked her. So smart and… Smart.” Cordelia couldn’t think of anything else nice to say about Willow. Now was not the time to talk about her bad wardrobe or spazzy way of being. “She’s a total geekazoid. And I…” It was pointless. What else could she say about Willow that did not require her to lie to Xander?
“Cordelia,” Xander shook his head softly, she didn’t get it at all. Here she was trying to apologize while still being insulting. “You might be interested in acting more like a human. Some of us enjoy it. But no matter what you say right now- it doesn’t change anything. I still don’t want anything to do with you. I’m not going to let you hurt me or those I love. That’s the way it is. Its’ over.”
Cordelia stood there, silently watching him walk away as tears gathered in her eyes, when she heard a couple of giggles from behind her. She instantly recognized it. She rolled her eyes skyward and sighed as she turned around, “Harmony.”
“A Cordelia Chase and “loser” Harris encore?” The blonde asked linked with two other girls in tow, Anya and Tiffany. “Did he dumped you for Willow? Again?”
The fake laughter chilled her, she knew she’d never hear the end of it now. “Shut up, Harmony.”
Harmony couldn’t wait to tell the whole camp about this. It was just too juicy to let go. “You know, dating a freak once is acceptable. We decided to forget about the temporary insanity that was Xander Harris. But-“
“I can date whomever I want to date no matter how lame he is.” Cordelia retorted. “You’ve never even had a boyfriend, Harmony.”
Harmony eyed her, “Like you would know, always wrapped up in your own little world. You’re through though. Tomorrow morning this will be the talk of the camp and your career as Queen C will be over. Let’s go.” She motioned for the two other girls to follow her as she walked past Cordelia, a Cordelia who was now staring at the ground ready to cry.
Anya fell back in step and stopped beside Cordelia, smiling, “Hey.”
Cordelia balked, “Go ahead. Dazzle me with your oh-so-brilliant insults. Just join the club.”
“Hardly. I just wanted to let you know I asked Xander to go to the banquet with me. He said yes.”
Cordelia was shocked. “He doesn’t know how to dance.”
“Neither do I.”
“Anya!” Harmony screamed for her.
Anya smiled again. “Buckle up you, there are lots of men out there that you can insult and make fun of. But stay away from Xander. He’s mine now.”
It suddenly all made sense. “You told him didn’t you? What happened in the meeting with Willow? You told him because you wanted to ask him out. You conniving bi-“
“Gotta go.” Anya happily waved goodbye.
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TBC….
by MsTizzyFantastico » Thu Oct 17, 2002 11:04 pm 
Dear, dear Rane -- this was long ago (but not so much for me as I'm playin' catch up). I do hope you mean "omissions" as ... sometimes emissions are quite nice. 
I'll beg if I have to. I'll even get down on my knees... 
Now B, you know we're here cause the fiction is sooo good, however RL does suck at times 
another side of Cordelia, showing softness to Xander, and being truthful about her feelings towards Willow.
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at: 10/24/02 2:51:04 pm
Awww Cordy and Xander broke up - actually that wasn't so sad at all. 
