Pineapple Head's Poetry

[The Pineapple Head]

pacou - I don't know, there is just something in us that compels us to just wanna runaway with that one person. Just hide with them from the rest of the world. I guess when it's right you don't have to....you can't even see anything else, just them.



steph - *tripping down amnesia lane* If I remember correctly, you have a fabulously cute little ass. I'm having flashbacks of super low rise jeans. It's a crying shame that it's gone. Perhaps it ran off with your pet liver and my muse. I'll send out the search party. *Diana runs off to find search party*



SJ - YAY! I get applause. Glad you liked that last one.



Thank you all,

Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[Ittybittykitty]

Are we getting more anytime soon?

"Well, if you blew a hundred bucks, we'd better make it worth your while," Tara said dragging Willow back into the laundry room and closing the door.-Happily Ever After

[The Pineapple Head]

Little girl, what have I told you about those blessed bars? Keep it up. You're lucky I like you



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Disclaimer - Post "Tabula Rasa"



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I can't sleep

Something about perfection



It suddenly hits me

And I remember



I remember the feel of you

The scent of your hair



Leaning back against me

Complete in your trust



My arms around you

Wanting to be even closer



I try to behave

But I don't want to



Pressing my face into your neck

I breathe long and deep



Sliding my tongue down the curve of your ear

You give me a little shiver



Taking your lobe into my mouth

Grazing the flesh with my teeth



First is the intake of breath

Letting out a moan of utter desire



Trailing down your neck

My lips find you warm and wanting



I nip, I nibble, I suck

The taste is sweet



I pull you closer

Reminding myself to breathe



My destination awaits

I find your mouth



You don't hold back

Neither do I



My tongue seeks out your heat

Yours assualts like a whip



I will take you

You will command me



I was once the aggressor

Now I'm prisoner



Colliding, crashing, succumbing

We were built for this



We teeter on the edge

For control, for pleasure



I twist and turn in my sheets

Just as we twisted in my arms



And then I remember pefection

You are my perfect fit



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Excellent

[funkyasian]

not bad D...not bad at all...nice little ditty you got there...i'll give it my stamp of approval...*clangs the steph stamp down on this poem*



~steph

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. ~ Oscar Wilde

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ - Thank you muchly.



Steph - Wow, thanks for the ringing endorsement Have I ever told you that you do wonders for my ego?



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[The Pineapple Head]

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Disclaimer - Tara's point of view in "Full Moon Rising" Haven't had much time to write lately, but I hope that you kittens enjoy my lastest.



Thanks,

Diana



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I sit back observing

Watching this all unfold



It happened so simply

A rapid fire action



Another train wreck coming

I was helpless to stop it



I know where I went wrong

I broke the rules



These unspoken laws

Hanging heavy in the air



I was never supposed to fall for you

But I did



I was never supposed to surrender my heart to you

But I did



Pleading to any diety that would listen

If you could only be mine



Here's the catch

You'll never be mine



I will never own your soul

Or possess your spirit



I dared to dream

And came up short of your love



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Lovely poem

[barnabasvamp]

Wow, awesome, and often true *sigh*



BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"Melissa Etheridge

[pacou]

Awww Diana



lol You know, you apologize for not having any time to read my poems and silly me missed two of yours too



I should myself! And lol

and only for you, since im such a bad kitten all by myself too... a Great huh?



But at least I read them now And they're absolutely awesome



I still love all your smutty poems lol



Hehe and the last one, that was awesome too, thanks so much



-Viv-

I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ, barnabasvamp & pacou - Thank you all for your wonderful replies. I'm grateful that you all enjoyed my last poem. Life is a little on the weird side right now, undoubtedly that will be reflected in all my writing. I'm working on updates for both of my fics and of course, more poetry.



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Disclaimer - Tara, after the death of her mother, living in an abusive home, prior to meeting Willow and being truly loved. Dispair is a funny thing.



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Tears come and go

They matter not

The dull ache inside me

Kills me a little more each day



Why do I bother?

A question without an answer

I push forward

Only to be dragged back



You can't see my shackles

But make no mistake

I'm chained and bound

Steel drilling into concrete



I've bled to death before

And no doubt, I'll bleed again

Wounds never heal

Yet I'm covered in scar tissue



Bruises mark my flesh

Never failing to capture my attention

I hide them from the world

While I hide beneath them



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Great poem,very emotive

[pacou]

Diana, that was awesome ... in a very sad and depressing way



But you still write great poetry

Quote:

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I hide them from the world

While I hide beneath them

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Loved that!



Please keep up the great work, no matter what happens Thank you Diana



-Viv-

I'm just a sweet transvestite


From Transsexual, Transylvania.

- Rocky Horror Picture Show

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ & Pacou - Sorry I didn't respond sooner, to be honest, I have no good excuse. Life has been crazy and I guess I just haven't been paying much mind. I'm very grateful for your support. It does mean more to me than you know.



This poem really means a lot to me, so your comments are most certainly welcome and appreciated.



Thank You,

Diana



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Disclaimer - Families are funny. I think we just sort of fit into certain roles, until we decide that we don't want to be that person anymore. I imagine this is similiar to how Tara felt, before she was shown real love and broke away from that kind of emotional oppression.



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You want my blood

But that isn't enough



You want my tears

But they aren't enough



You want my silence

For me to be dutiful



My arms nailed to a cross

That you could never bear



My feet impaled to the ground

That you could never tread



You want me to fail

To fail your expectations



My dreams aren’t real

To you they don’t exist



What lies beneath the surface

You will never know



We are strangers

We are kin

We are blood

I am broken



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Great poem,you've really captured Tara's emotions at that point time

[barnabasvamp]

Hey there! You sneak back in and leave us another excellent poem.



I haven't seen Tara's inner feelings expressed like that before, and I think the emotions would have been introspective, as you wrote them!



Great stuff!

BV

"When choosing between two evils, I always like to take the one I've never tried before"-Mae West

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ - I'm glad that you liked the poem.



barnabasvamp - Thanks a lot. And I don't sneak, I creep.



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[The Pineapple Head]

I know it's been awhile since I last posted and maybe there might be a kitten or two still interested in my writing. It's been a good long while since I've written anything...hopefully it doesn't suck too badly.



Diana



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Disclaimer: Post Family.



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It's such a cliche

Watching someone sleep

Yet you leave me mezmorized



Every rise & fall of your chest

Steals the breath from my lungs

I'm in awe



Happy sounds escape your lips

As you snuggle into me

I'm lost in your warmth



My mind races so fast

In your arms I'm at peace

They can't touch me here



When your eyes lock on mine

The questions fade away

There are no doubts, no misgivings



We are bound

By heart, by soul, by body

Yet there are no boundaries



So I gaze upon your sleeping form

With adoration & devotion

Forever is not long enough



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Great you've posted a new poem

Doesn't suck at all.

Very sweet

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ - Thanks alot. It's nice to know that you still enjoy my writing. I'll see what else I can cook up. I'm a little rusty at this.



Diana

"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[The Pineapple Head]

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Disclaimer: Middle of New Moon Rising, after Tara found Oz in Willow's room. FEEDBACK PLEASE!



Thanks,

Diana



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It's hard to stomach it

The bile creeping up

I'm left with false memories

Lies replacing beauty

I was a distraction to you

A way to pass the time

The days & hours we existed

In each other's worlds

An illusion

A slight of hand

A parlor trick

You didn't need me

You needed someone, something

Something to take you away

To take away the dull ache

The emptiness

The loneliness

A Court Jester

A replaceable fool

Me with my funny hat

Dangling bells

So sure of myself

Thinking I made you happy

I just made you laugh

The expense was mine



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[SJ]

Diana once again great writing

Really angsty,can feel her pain.

You've captured the emotions from that ep perfectly

[The Pineapple Head]

SJ - Thanks alot. Sometimes it amazes me the influence we can have on other people. Whether it be pain or pleasure.



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Disclaimer - Between Tabula Rasa & Entropy. FEEDBACK PLEASE!



Diana



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Lying on my back

I trace patterns across the stars

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



I would watch your eyes come alive

Bright & beautiful, shining

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



The night sky isn't the same

Your arms aren't here to hold me

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



Hours would slip by in an instant

The universe belonged to us

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



Now you no longer belong to me

And I'm not sure where I belong

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



Moonlight reflects off dew covered grass

I go inside, alone

I betray myself

Wishing you were here



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[barnabasvamp]

Diana;

Beautiful yet again.



So wishful, yet knowing she gives herself away in every thought she has.



BV

"When choosing between two evils, I always like to take the one I've never tried before"-Mae West

[bulldog tidnab]

Diana, I just sat and read through your entire thread and I must say your poetry is phenomenal. Very thoughtful and i hung on every word.

Your latest is beautiful. Loved the repeated use of I betray myself/Wishing you were here

also loved The night sky isn't the same/Your arms aren't here to hold me

Lovely. Really lovely.

*woof*

Edited by: Warduke at: 7/15/03 7:09 pm

[SJ]

Lovely poem,great imagery

[funkyasian]

hey diana...as usual, i say your poems are pretty damn good...sorry i didn't leave feedback sooner...rl you know?



steph

Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. ~ Oscar Wilde

[The Pineapple Head]

BV - "..giving herself away with every thought." I wouldn't know anything about that. Thank you muchly.



Andi - Thank you so much for your extremely kind words. It means a lot coming from a writer as talented as you.



SJ - Ohh ohh ohhh *makes monkey sound* I got the bow down emoticon!!! That rocks!



Steph - Pretty damn good? ....sheesh woman, there is just no pleasing you. Evil slave driver. As for real life, usually translates to some good writing.



Thank you all,

Diana



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Disclaimer - While I'm sure there is lively debate somewhere around these parts as to when our favorite two characters became lovers, this is taken from Willow's perspective of seeing Tara the first time.



Side note - I'm feeling all sorts of inadequate after reading Andi's latest



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Come a little closer

I want to look at you



Step into the light

Illuminate me



The contours of your body

The design of an artist



Your faces leaves me breathless

I stare openly



My body hammers & pulses

My head, my heart, my clit



Desire fills the space between you & I

I can smell your arousal



Your hair dances on your shoulders

It's phantom touch tickles my skin



Those lips

Velvet soft



And those hands

Magic flows freely from your fingertips



You close the gap

I reach out to touch you



You throw me a knowing smile

The culmination of a fantasy



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"No, I'm not cold. I can engrave glass with my nipples, but I'm not cold."
Me

[Drakkenfyre]

*The Lady Dragon lands gently into the thread* My goodness my dear...*the dragon looks around at all the poems* I must say I am quite impressed. I sat and read your whole thread in one go...*wipes sweat from brow* You have quite a talent there...Please do continue. I will be here. I will be watching and waiting....Nicely done love...nicely done. *the dragon bows to you*



Drakkenfyre

The Lady Dragon

I am the dragon that hides from the sun and flies in the moonlight.

[SJ]

Diana that was a great poem

Like the fact it's written from Willow's pov