Fic: Return to the Past

[barnabasvamp]

Trinity;



Was most happy to see the update!



Loved the way you had Kira change the wedding around. Everyone deserves a chance at happiness!



Our girls are getting closer...... Soon?



BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

[XWickedXWiccan]

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....huh what?? Oh sorry about that I was staying up all night last night writing the next update. I know I shouldn't but I was all high with the caffine and couldn't sleep. Here is another update but I think chapter 12 will be awhile before posted after this. Man I'm feeling so sluggish. BV you know I'm gonna get them together but not sure how soon. Lets pray it's really soon cause I wanna see Tara and Willow all up with the happys.

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Title- Return to the Past



Author- XWickedXWiccan or Trinity



Disclaimer- I do not own any of the Buffy charcters they belong to Joss Whendon, Fox, and Mutant Enemy. I do not make money off of this so don't sue!!



Spoilers- For season 6 if you haven't seen it. (Which isn't likely)



Feedback- Need some doesn't matter if it's good or bad plus I need to know if this is good and if I should continue.



Pairing- W/T, B/F, X/A, D/other.



Rating- PG-15 or R not really sure



Summary- After another death Dawn and her girlfriend Kira trys a spell to go back to the past and stop a death that has a chain reaction of almost all of the scooby's death. They also help with some problems along the way.

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Chapter 11



Kira meet with Tara the next day in History class. The professor is discussing about a theory that during the Salem Witch Trials a small town who's religion was like one of the wiccans were wiped out. "Oh for the love of god who cares it's done already get over it." Scott mumbled. "Scott how about you do a ten page essay of what you think happened and put your thoughts into it to." the professor said.



"Aww damnit." Scott groaned as the class laughed. The class was over Tara and Kira went to the magic box because the rest of the class was canceled. Both of them were surprise to see Halfrek there. "Oh is Anyanka not here?" Hallie asked. "No they are on their honeymoon." Tara answered. "Oh okay." Hallie simply said and left after staring at Kira for a few moments.



"What was that about?" Tara asked. Kira shrugged as she pulled some books out. "Do you know your friends are very........intresting?" Kira asked. "Yeah but that is something special about them." Tara answered. "I know." Kira whispered as she helped Tara open the store. After a few hours and lots of successful sales Tara was tired. "So are you gonna talk to Willow anytime soon to make her understand that Jaqleen is only a friend?" Kira asked.



Tara recalled talking to Jaqleen then giving her a friendly kiss on the cheek only to see Willow walk away. "What is the point she thinks I'm out with every girl she doesn't know." Tara said and sighed. "She does not she just got the wrong picture." Kira reassured the blonde witch. "I don't get you." Tara stated. "What's to get about me?" Kira asked a bit confused.



"I know you hate her for some reason but your defending her why??" Tara asked. "I believe everyone deserves a chance I mean haven't you done anything bad to her??" Kira asked. Tara looked at the floor guilty. "Okay if you want to get back with her you have to go out on a date sometimes cause knowing Willow she won't make the first move." Kira informed. "Do I have to?" Tara asked like a little kid.



"You don't have to but this is my advice for the day, go for it." Kira said simply before getting up and gather her things before leaving. "I still don't get her." Tara grumbled before locking the magic box and leave heading torwards Summer's house. In the shadows Kira smiled.



Kira returned to the dorm and took out the necklace made out of crystal she hand made awhile ago and set it on the desk. Kira took out her drawing pad and started to sketch a few people from memory. A few hours later and a couple of sketches Tara finally returned home limping a bit. "You okay?" Kira asked concerned while putting her sketches with her other artworks.



"Yea I'm fine I just fell on the stairs....I'm fine though just a bit clumsy." Tara said after seeing Kira's face become alarmed. "You hurt anywhere?" Kira asked softly. "I'm fine." Tara said using her left leg and flinch in pain. "Come on let me see." Kira said after seeing Tara's reaction. "I'm fine reall.....ow!!" Tara exclaimed when Kira grabbed her right ankle.



"You are just plain evil." Tara said playfully. "No I'm not I just wanted you to stop lying because in my opinion you suck badly at it." Kira said then whispered, "Among other things." Tara looked at Kira catching her last sentence "What does that mean?" "Nothing." Kira mumbled letting go of Tara's leg. "Come on we're friends and to keep a steady friendship we have to be honest." Tara explained.



"I'm not counting on having a steady friendship with you." Kira whispered so softly that Tara couldn't hear even though she was sitting right next to her. "What?" "Alright fine you stink at standing up for yourself, well most of the times." Kira informed trying not to repeat her last sentence. "I stand up for myself!" Tara argued. "If you do then why don't you say what you think instead of letting people step over you like that asshole Scott." Kira said.



"I don't let people step over me and I like keeping things to myself." Tara mumbled. "Why?? You're kind, you're sweet, and you have one of the purest souls I have ever seen." Kira complimented, "you're special." "No I'm not." Tara protested. "Would you stop doing that to yourself you are special, I wished I knew you before even if you were the insecure, shy, stuttering self." Kira argued back. "If I'm so special why didn't Willow pick me over......" Tars left the sentence unfinished unsure if she should tell Kira.



"Whatever she was into effected her judgement. She loves you with all her heart." Kira said trying not to mention about Willow's black magic addiction. "How could she do that to me though?" Tara asked as her eyes got teary. "You never told me what she did to you so I can't judge." Kira said not having to lie. Kira thought.



Tara bursted out crying as Kira held her. "Do you forgive her?" Kira asked. "Yes." was the muffled reply. "Then why do you have to analyze what can't be undone. For once that idiot Scott was right it's done already get over it. You either totally forgive her and start going out to build up that trust again or move on to another girl, I think the former is better though." Kira said and smiled when Tara looked at Kira.



"Were you always so wise?" Tara asked smiling back. "Nope the wisdom is rubbing off on me because I hang out with you to much but I am smart though was the smartest kid in my school in high school." Kira beamed. "That is probably why you skip so many classes but don't fail." Tara said and had a fake scowl on her face. Kira just shrugged.



Kira got up and looked at Tara. "I'm going to the bathroom so when I get back you better be done calling Willow missy." Kira said and wagged her fingers threatenly. That only got Tara to laugh. When Kira returned a few minutes later Tara was laying on her bed with a full blown smile plastered on her face. "So how did it go?" Kira asked getting all happy.



"We have a coffee date." Tara said and smiled. "Really when?" Kira asked. "In three days." Tara informed. Kira's smile disappeared. "Three days?" Kira asked confused. "Yea I need to get some confidence build up before we go out you know." Tara informed. "You wouldn't have planned the coffee date on the same day Anya comes back on purpose did you?" Kira asked suspicious.



"N-no why w-would you think t-that?" Tara said cursing her stutter. "Jeez Tare you want to be back with her right?" Kira asked getting annoyed. "Of course!" Tara replied shock. "Fine whatever." Kira muttered. Kira went to get her head phones and a book before settling in her bed.



When Kira looked over where Tara was an hour later she saw the blonde witch fast asleep. Kira thought about the geek trio. (Because everyone has to learn not underestimate an enemy.) Jade's voice echoed through her mind. Kira thought as Evan & Jaron's "Crazy for this Girl" played on her head phones.

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[MissQuirky]

Hey Trinity! Great update! I'm glad Kira used her wisdom and got Tara to call Willow! Yay 4 a coffee date! Can't wait to read more!!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[pikescoob]

hey i just got to reading this fic and i have to say that i love it you're doing an excellent job balancing what actually happened with the changes kira and dawn are making by going back in time. can't wait for the next bit and to see where you're taking this



--Michelle

[XWickedXWiccan]

Hey Ashley and Michelle thanks for the feedback. I'm still working on chapter 12 and getting done sooner than I thought. If things go well I'll update tonight. I'm glad you like it. This is my first long fic.



-Trinity-

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[barnabasvamp]

Trinity;

Great update



Long fiction is sometimes necessary to help you bring your characters to life, and explain their feelings!



I say, go girl!!



BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

[XWickedXWiccan]

Read Chapters 1-11 for disclaimers (I'm to lazy to rewrite it again.



Chapter 12



The three days that past was strange. There was a distance between the two summers women and Willow and Tara were extra nervous around each other. Buffy went to pick up Anya and Xander at the airport while Dawn, Tara, Kira, and Willow watched the shop. After a phone call Tara left to go pick up a few things Giles sent from England.



The bell rang and Willow saw a blonde enter the shop. "Welcome to the Magic Box how may I help you?" Willow asked politely but her thoughts drifted off to a certain blonde haired witch. "I'm looking for Kira is she here?" the blonde asked. Willow looked at the blonde for a moment before pointing at Kira who was helping Dawn with a customer.



When the customer left she walked behind Kira before asking "Do you have any intresting sex spells?" the blonde asked. Kira turned around and smiled after seeing who it was. "Jade what are you doing here?" Kira asked amused. Dawn heard the name and looked up before walking over where Willow was.



"What's wrong Dawnie?" Willow asked seeing Dawn's frown. Dawn looked at the two then shrugged muttering "Nothing." Willow looked at Kira and Jade before turning to Dawn. "Who is that blonde?" Willow asked. "Jade" Dawn answered simply. "Close friend of Kira's?" Willow asked. "No more like her girlfriend." Dawn said but got up when the bell rang again.



Everybody turned around to see a smiling Anya walk through the door with Buffy and Xander carrying a pile of things. Jade looked at Kira and raised an eyebrow. Kira just shrugged and smile at Anya's happiness. "What did you do buy the whole island?" Buffy asked when a shirt from the top landed in front of her face. "Oh no that we could have never of bought the whole island. I don't think we have enough money to buy a piece of an island." Anya informed as Xander and Buffy laid the items on the desk.



"I need to unpack our suitcase okay hon?" Xander asked sighing in relief that the weight in his arms was gone. "Okay but hurry back I want you to see them unwrap their presents." Anya said. Jade looked at everyone sadly but then turned and whispered in Kira's ear "I should go now I'll see you later." Kira felt the hot breath on her ear and blushed and nodded.



When Jade left the magic box Anya turned to Kira. "Who was that?" Anya asked. "A friend." Kira answered before the bell rang once again signaling Tara's return. Tara spotted Anya and smiled wanting to wave but couldn't with the box in her hand. "I got that." Buffy said and took the box out of Tara's hand and Tara went to hug Anya. "There is so much I want to tell you!" Anya practically screamed.



"Anya can this wait cause Tara has kind of a date today." Kira said and Tara glared at her. Kira looked at Tara with a smirk on her face saying "Ha Ha you can't get out of this now." Tara can just imagine Kira looking at her with her tongue sticking out at her. "A date?? With who cause I thought you know with you and Willow." Anya asked Tara confused.



"I'll explain it to you while we go eat. Dawn wanna come?" Kira asked seeing Dawn feeling left out. "Okay sure!! Wait what about Willow?" Dawn asked looking at Willow. "I'm sure she got plans already." Kira filled in and dragged Anya and Dawn to a restuarant to chat. Tara and Willow looked at each other nervously.



"Come on lets get some coffee." Tara said and went to get her jacket. Willow smiled and went to get her own jacket. In the storage room Buffy smiled a first real smile in a long time. "I hope this works out Willow." Buffy whispered as she waited for the two to leave. Tara and Willow went back to room ready to go. When Tara and Willow finally left Buffy went to the room carrying a dark blue crystal.



"This is pretty wonder where Giles got this?" Buffy asked herself as she placed the crystal in her pocket and closed the store early. At the Expresso Pump Willow chatted eagerly telling Tara what she missed when she left. "Okay, wait it was under her wig?" Tara asked in disbelief. "Well, it was this thing, it just came out from inside her head." Willow explained.



Tara had a look of disgust on her face. "That's disgusting!! What did it look like??" Tara asked then mentally smacking herself really not wanting to know that part. "Well let's put it this way if I wasn't gay before..." Willow left the sentence unfinished and Tara laughed. "Oh Goddess and this was after the invisible ray gun?" Tara asked. Willow nodded her head and said "Yep." smiling.



"Okay. I'm gone for a couple of months...." "Oh, did I tell you about the demon eggs?" Willow asked interupting. "See, now I know you just making me jealous." Tara said still laughing. "So, what, no rollicking adventures in the dorms?" Willow asked grinning. "Mm, it's not the same. It's not like living with a house full of family, or sharing a room with someone you..." "you're friends with?" Willow finished.



They both look at each other for a few minutes before a shadow towered over them. "Well lookie here if it isn't Tara. So where is that dyke friend of yours anyways?" Scott asked looking for Kira. "She is not here." Tara said quietly. "You think you can leave we are kinda talking here." Willow added. "Oh you must be another one of Tara's dyke friends I guess other people aren't dumb enough to be around you." Scott said and snickered.



Willow's hand was shaking in rage but she was fighting to control it. Scott continued to taunt Tara not noticing the shaking redhead. Then a second later he was on the floor his hand over his stomach. Next to him was a smirking blonde. "Awww I'm sorry did my fist greet your stomach?? I was just moving and it just couldn't stop, kinda like you mouth." the blonde said and shook her head.



"Don't mind him he is just a jerk." the blonde said to the two. "Wait you were that girl in the magic box you were talking to Kira right?" Willow said. "Yeah, my name is Jade." Jade said and smiled. Tara couldn't take her eyes off of her there was something familar yet unfamilar at the same time. "Jade?? You mean the Jade the one Kira always talks about and goes all doe eyed??" Tara asked.



"Probably but don't mention the whole doe eyed thing to Kira she hates it when she let things out." Jade said and mentally slapped herself for letting that slip. "What is so wrong about showing that you care for someone?" Willow asked confused. "She thinks it is a weakness." Jade answered and looked at the time, "Damn I got to go give my regards to Kira when you see her." Jade said and took off. Both of them looked at each other then at the wounded Scott.



"Wanna leave??" Willow asked. "Sure" Tara answered and got up. Across town in a little restuarant called Mario's Dawn and Kira listen to Anya happily talk about her time in Hawaii. Kira then looks at the watch. "Crap it is getting kinda late we should head home." Kira states. "Yeah we do't want to run into some vampires." Dawn said. Anya stares at Dawn in surprise then at Kira who seems unfazed.



"She already knows." Dawn answered Anya's silent question. "How? When?" Anya asked confused. "For awhile now I only found out at Buffy's birthday. I think she's a witch" Dawn said. "Can you keep it a secret?" Kira asked. "Why they can use some help!! Unless you're bad. You aren't bad right?" Anya asked uncertain. "I'm not evil if that is what you're asking but I just don't want to tell everyone cause they will want to know about how I learned, if my parents were witches and warlocks, or my past." Kira said whispering the last part.



"Okay it'll be a secret only us three have then." Anya exclaimed excitingly. Kira smiled and nodded "Come on, destination Summer's Residence." Kira said mockingly. The three left torwards 1630 revello drive while someone in the shadows smiled. The figure steps into the light revealing Amy Madison. "Rack will like this Kira girl. She has a lot of powers." Amy said to herself and grinned mischeviously.

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I'm gonna wrap it up soon but there will be a sequel. I just need sometime to plot the stuff that happens after Seeing Red. I got a thirteen year old helping me out. She's better than me and I'm eighteen. She got great imagination though. I already got lots of ideas coming from her already.



-Trinity-



P.S. Thanks BV for the feedback. Me and Krystal (ZvXLurkerXvZ) are gonna double team for a new fic. It is gonna be based on this one where it shows what happened during the three years that passed. We are not sure about it yet though.

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[pikescoob]

Excellent update poor Dawn all jealous of "Jade", little does she know... hehe. i was happy for that jerk Scott to get what was comin' to him oh man, Amy's gonna start some trouble i love this fic...kinda sad it's almost over but i'm very happy to hear that you'll be writing again



--Michelle

[barnabasvamp]

Trinity;

Glad we'll be getting another update soon.



Your new idea sounds good, and it's always helpful to have a muse to help, and add ideas. Will look forward to a new fic!

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

[ZvXLurkerXvZ]

Trin read your email I added a few more stuff for you to write. can I give them a hint for next chapter?? If you said no well to bad cause I'm telling them anyways. Tara and Willow get back together!! Still some badness comes anyways. He he hurry up with the posting already too!!

I still get lost in your eyes.
And it seems that. I can't live a day without you. Closing my eyes and. You chase my thoughts away.
To a place where. I am blinded by the light. But it's not right. ~Michelle Branch~ Goodbye to You ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid. Afraid the day will come. And I'll wake and find you gone. But you promised that you'd not abandon me. And kissed my fears away. But I woke up to that day. But I had memorized the way our eyes would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror.
And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair.
~Stabbing WestWard~ Waking up Beside You

[XWickedXWiccan]

Arrggg...stop nagging I'm going as fast as I can. Next time I'm not going to tell you what happens from now on!! Oh and I read the email. Kira drunk is not good. Oh well back to my writing I need finish this last part and I'll post it in a few minutes.



-Trinity-

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[XWickedXWiccan]

okay done now!! Read chapter one or disclaimer cause I'm to lazy to write it ...again.



Chapter 13



After dropping Dawn and Anya off with Willow. Tara and Kira headed torwards their dorm. "I meet your girlfriend earlier." Tara informed. "That's great!! So what do you think of her??" Kira asked. "She seems nice but something about her seems familar." Tara answered. "Oh that is just her she gives you this feeling like you've known her for like forever." Kira said and smiled .



"So tell me how was the date?" Kira asked changing the subject. "It was great to be close to her." Tara replied with a dreamy look. Kira waved her hand in front of Tara. "That's very nice. I thought you would be out longer though so why were you at Buffy's house?" Kira asked curious. "We were at the Expresso pump when Scott ruined our date." Tara explained.



"Damn him I'm gonna kick his ass when I see him next time." Kira muttered. "He might already be in pain cause your girlfriend punched him in the gut. That is kinda how I meet your girl." Tara said and smiled widely, "I have to say you pick a good one for your girlfriend." Kira smiled "She is the best she is smart, beautiful, and wise." Kira said smiling to herself.



"Wow you really do love her." Tara pointed out happy for her room mate. "Yeah to the core of my heart and soul. Wait a second stop changing subjects lets get back to your date with a certain redhead you love.....and I dislike." Kira said whispering the last part to herself. "It was great but painful." Tara exclaimed. "I thought you would be happy being with Willow." Kira said confused.



"It was being so close to her feeling her near but it hurts knowing I can't touch her, hold her, kiss her." Tara explained. "At least you were dating instead of hanging out with her and her friends while she openly flirts with her new lover." Kira muttered angrily. "Huh?" Tara asked confused. "Oh sorry bad experience." Kira replied with a sheepish grin.



"It's funny I know you really well but I don't." Tara stated while Kira just stayed silent, "I don't know a thing about your past besides your cryptic answers that refers to your past memories." "I don't want to talk about it." Kira said in a low voice. "Okay maybe when we completely trust each other we will get together and share everything." Tara suggested.



"Yea. maybe....Anyways are you gonna go out again?" Kira asked switching the subject again. "I don't know it hurts to be around her and not act like everything is fine." Tara replied and sighed. "I think you should get back with her." Kira suggested quietly. "What after one date?!" Tara asked in disbelief. "Why not?? Why wait for god knows how long for something you're so unsure of?? I mean tomorrow she can get into a car accident or something and she could of died thinking you don't love her." Kira said.



Tara was looking at the floor comteplate what Kira was saying. With what Willow does, helping Buffy save the world from hellish beasts, then the chances of her dying were fairly high. "Oh goddess you're right." Tara said looking at Kira's violet eyes, "I have to go see Willow right now." Tara went fetching her leather jacket and about to leave when Kira called out, "Wait!"



Tara turned around seeing Kira holding a bracelet. "What is this?" Tara asked. "It's a bracelet I made and I want you t have it." Kira said holding out the clear crystal bracelet. "I can't take that!" Tara said. "It's for good luck. When you return tomorrow night you can return it to me." "Wait why tomorrow nig....oh never mind." Tara said blushing. Tara took the bracelet and putted it on. "Thanks." Tara said before walking out.



"Good luck." Kira whispered to the closed door. Kira had everything planned for tomorrow and laid in her bed waiting. Kira thought as she smiled. Back at the Summers's house Willow was sitting in bed reading a heavy thick book.



Willow was confused seeing Buffy's hurt face when they saw Halfrek and Spike having sex on the table at the magic box. Anya was outraged at her demon (ex?) friend having sex with the undead in her shop... her shop!! Xander followed trying to calm her down. Buffy arrived later seeing a axe missing in her "wooden chest of surprises."



Willow haven't heard from anyone since and she already sent Dawn to bed. Willow was think of how wonderful her date with Tara was if you didn't include that asshole Scott. She remember that sweet tangy lavender smell that Tara had from her body wash. Tara also had a unique smell that came from different candles from the magicbox. She can practicly smell her now.



"Things fall apart. They fall apart so hard." Tara's voice was heard. Willow turned and saw Tara leaning against the door frame. "Tara?" Willow said confused at why the blonde witch was here. "You can't ever put them back the way they were." Tara continued in a sad voice. "Are you okay?" Willow asks concerned. "I'm sorry it's just....You know it takes time. You can't have coffee and expect..." "I know." Willow interupted in a guilty voice.



Willow was just sitting on her bed staring at Tara wondering why she was here. willow silently prayed. "There's just so much to work through. Trust has to be built again, on both sides ... You have to learn if ... if we're even the same people we were, if you can fit in each other's lives." Tara said trying hard not to chicken out.



"It's a long important process and.... can we just skip it?? Can-can you just be kissing me now?" Tara suggested skipping the speech she made while heading torwards the Summers's residence. Willow's heart leaped when she heard what Tara said. Willow jumped off the bed and walked torwards Tara. Tara meet her lover half way and they stared to kiss passionately.



Willow slid Tara's leather jacket and let it slide the rest of the way down as she busied herself with kissing her soulmate. Tara pulled Willow torwards the door closing it before pushing Willow back torwards the bed. Willow couldn't help but giggle. The both separated for air but quickly returned to each others lips as articles of clothing start to come off. Tara drag Willow down on the bed only wearing panties and a bra.



Back at the dorm Kira jumped back up and packed up some cloths as she head torwards Angel's old mansion. Kira thought as she headed for the door. Kira saw Jade stretching in black tight shorts and sports bra. "Honey I'm ...I can't say home cause then I'd be lying." Kira said and smiled at her girlfriend. Jade turned to Kira and smiled slightly. "Hi." Jade greeted weakly.



"Honey, are you alright?" Kira asked worried. "I'm fine just some scratches from a Kreqx demon. Boy are they ugly." Jade replied. Kira stiffened slightly as she felt anger and hatred flow through her veins. Jade spotted Kira's violet eyes change black slightly and sighed. "I'm fine I can take care of myself you know." Jade said bitterly. "I know I'm just worried." Kira said as she walked closer to her girlfriend hugging her.



"Why you know I can take care of myself." Jade said in a harsh tone.

"Did I do something wrong?" Kira asked worried. "No, I just....You have to finish this alone." Jade said. "What do you mean alone?" Kira asked once again. "I'm going to Los Angeles. We can't return back home and we can't stay here so I'm leaving early so you can finish this." Jade explained. Kira was confused till it hit her, "you wanna see Conner again." Kira whispered. "I can't lie to you so yeah." Jade answered with her head down.



"What are you gonna do sleep with him again?? I bet you missed that." Kira growled. "That happened once and it was your fault!!" Jade argued back. "Oh so the fight was my fault?? You haven't change much you still point the blame at someone else when you can't handle it." Kira said and started to walk away. "Don't you dare say that to me!! It's your fault Xander died!!" Jade yelled. "My fault!! How is it my fault that I was tied down and near death as I watched him be tortured?? I cared about him too you know!! He was like a brother to me!!" Kira yelled back as a few tears spilled down her cheek.



"If you hadn't start our fight then you wouldn't have marched off. Then Xander wouldn't have followed you to see if you were okay." Jade argued weakly. "Well screw you Dawn!! Go back to Conner then. Go relive your memory of screwing him while I fix this cause you know what it's over!! It should of been over long ago." Kira said and walked of heading torwards the woods.

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This chapter is Krystal's fault she wanted Kira and Dawn/Jade to fight!!



-Trinity-

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[barnabasvamp]

Trinity;

You definitely need to have a talk with Krystal!!

We just can't have all these girls fighting .



More soon please?

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

[Grimlock72]

Heh... that was a dumb move of Jade . She could easily have said she was afraid Tara recognized her. Kira is now free to play around with Dawn(young) all she likes, heh.



I wonder if Kira will ever tell them whats going on or she'll just leave them be when all she wants to repair is done ??



Grimmy

"Why w-w-would anyone leave Willow?" It was a concept Tara just could not grasp. -- I Dream of Thee by Jomarch

[XWickedXWiccan]

I wouldn't be so sure about Kira and young Dawn getting together cause Krystal wants to write the next chapter and knowing her she is gonna make it angsty.



-Trinity-

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[ZvXLurkerXvZ]

Hey!! You didn't have to tell them cause then you ruined the surprise!! Oh well the chapter itself will be good enough. I might post it later counts on how fast I finish my upgrade of my own story.



~Krystal~

Edited by: DrG at: 10/8/02 10:06:41 am

[Grimlock72]

Heh...not to fret, I'll read it anywayz . Besides, I didn't mean it to happen in the next chapter. plan ahead I say . I got plenty of time, I'll stick around, no need to hurry on my account.



Grimmy

"Why w-w-would anyone leave Willow?" It was a concept Tara just could not grasp. -- I Dream of Thee by Jomarch

[ZvXLurkerXvZ]

Thanks now I don't feel so pressured.



~Krystal~

Edited by: DrG at: 10/8/02 10:06:22 am

[MissQuirky]

WOW those last 2 updates were... very goood! Loved W/T getting all back together again! Lookin 4ward to seein how things r gonna go down w/ Warrn and the rest of the trio!



The Kira and Jade/Dawn fight was bad but yet action-y so me liked! So Krystal i think yer idea was pretty good! But they are gonna make up right?!?! Need more Soon!!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[ZvXLurkerXvZ]

Chapter 14



Kira continued to run through the woods entering a cemetary as she continued to cry her eyes out. Kira slows down as a bar appears.



(Beer bad) Xander's voice echoed.



Kira grabs her head in anger. Kira thought.



(Chill K just grab a few drinks as long as you don't do anything stupid) Faith's voice said.



(Yeah, that's Faith's job.) Buffy's voice said.



Kira closed her eyes and took deep breaths. When she opened her eyes again there was only silence. "About time I get some time to myself." Kira muttered as she entered the bar. Kira looked around and scrunched her nose in disgust.



"This place needs cleaning." Kira said outloud as she sat on a stool near the bar.



"You said it sister so what do you want this fine day?" the bartender said.



"Got any Jack Daniels?" Kira asked.



(Man you are like Faith in so many ways) Willow's voice said.



Kira was shocked. "I haven't heard that voice in a while." Kira muttered as the bartender returned with two Jack Daniels.



"You okay?? You look like shit." the bartender said.



"You think I don't know that?" Kira said as she went to pay for the drinks.



"Nah it's on me." the bartender said and leaned on the bar, "So what happend cause you know you can tell me. It's not like I can tell anyone."



"I don't even know you." Kira said as she eyed the bartender than the room, "Shit I had to land in a demon bar."



"I'm human if that's what you're worried about. Name is Billy my cousin Willy use to own this bar several years ago." Billy said as Kira opened one of the Jack Daniels.



"Name is Kira Methus." Kira said as she took a sip.



"Methus?? Wait that was a really powerful witch family." Billy said surprised, "I didn't know they had a kid."



"They didn't they bought me at a demon market when I was fourteen." Kira explained.



"Ouch. Being in a demon market for one week is like being in hell." Billy said and winced.



"Try staying in one for almost four months. During those days I pratice alot of black magic." Kira said as she took a gulp.



"You had to if you wanted to live." Billy said and shook his head, "Demons barely survive there."



"I know I saw a couple hundred of demons die while I was there." Kira said and sighed.



"What happened to you before the demon market?" the bartender asked intrested.



"I was taken away by my family when I was born. I was surpose to be some ritual sacrafice because they needed a new born baby. I was saved by good witches. They also just had a baby girl but decided to adopt me. I learned and practice the craft during the time I stayed with them. I also tried black magic and got in trouble. I never knew why they feared the dark arts till later on when demons came to my house killed them and took me and Riona, their real child, and sold us to the demon market. I haven't seen Riona in a long while but I heard that she died when I was seventeen. Basically that's it." Kira said and finished off the Jack Daniels and opened the second bottle.



"Wow. I bet some demons in this town would love to get their hands on you." Billy said. Kira looked at Billy then raised an eyebrow, "I'm not gonna sell you out. It's just that high level dark witches and warlock can feel your power." Billy said.



Kira shrugged and continued to drown her sorrows as they continued the conversation.



Next morning at the Summer's Residence........



Tara and Willow in bed snuggling with each other under red satin sheets. Cloths are thrown all over the room. Willow looks around then becomes confused.



"When did morning happen?" Willow asked.



"After the moon went down." Tara replied and smiled.



Willow crept closer to Tara and they start to kiss. After breaking the kiss Willow lays her head down on Tara's stomach still smiling. Tara caress her should as Willow snuggled closer.



"Mmm..I forgot how this could feel. Us. Together," Willow pauses before softly adding, "without the magic."



"There was plenty of magic." Tara said trying to lessen Willow's guilt.



Willow smiles then sighs, "It's getting late."



"Wanna get up?" Tara asked as she slightly frowns.



"No!! Oh god no!" Willow replies while Tara laughs. "I was just thinking about Buffy."



"She still isn't back?" Tara asked and frown again.



"I didn't hear her. She wouldn't talk about what happened at the magic shop when she got home last night. She just wanted to know how close I was to tracing the camera signal back to the Empire of the Nerds. And then she left again." Willow answered.



"I'm sure she'll be okay." Tara said.



"Yeah, I'm not really worried about her going up against Warren and the others. I know this is going to sound crazy, but ... I think something might be going on. With Spike and Buffy. (Pause) I mean, she looked so hurt when she saw him with Halfrek. I think maybe-" "They've been sleeping together." Tara interupted.



"No, I wouldn't go that far." Willow said laughing in disbelief.



"No I mean she told me they've been sleeping together." Tara explains. Willow sits up looking shock.



"Sleeping together?? You mean like the naked kinda together?" Willow asked still in disbelief.



Tara sighed and looks at Willow. "I'm sorry I didn't say anything but I promised that I wouldn't."



Willow looks shocked. "Does everybody else know? Am I the only one she didn't..." "Goddess no!! She didn't even mean to tell me, it just came out." Tara interupted.



"How could she hide something like that from me?" Willow asked.

still shocked.



"I think she's afraid of the look you'll get on your face. Kinda like the wearing now." Tara explained as Willow stared at her.



"Oh, no, I'm just trying to understand." Willow says.



"So is she." Tara said as Willow's facial changes.



"Wow, she probably needs someone to talk to." Willow says mostly to herself.



"Probably." Tara said as she watches Willow lost in thought.



Same time in a hotel Kira wakes up from a bad hang over and runs into the bathroom. Kira returns looking sick and tired as she lays back on the bed. A groan can be heard as Kira's eyes widen in surprise. Kira turns around and sees a surprised figure looking back at her. Kira thought as Buffy jumped out of bed.



"Oh god we did not just do that." Buffy said pacing back and forth.



Kira looks at the floor taking the bed sheets and handing it to Buffy. Buffy just stares at it then looks at her bare naked body. Buffy snatches the bed sheets and wraps her body with it.



"Oh god what did we do?" Kira asked still looking at the floor.



"I remember bits and pieces of last night." Buffy said and blushes.



"Well I don't!! Damn I probably had like three dozen J.D. last night." Kira muttered.



"You drink Jack Daniels?" Buffy asked getting off topic.



"Yeah it helps to drown your sorrows...and why are we talking about drinks?" Kira asked surprise.



"Because it's better then to talk about... what we did last night." Buffy said blushing again.



"I must of been really bad if you can't talk about." Kira said under her breath.



"No, you were really good probably the best sex I had in a while....and I did not just say that." Bufy said and walked to a wall banging her head.



"We'll just leave this room and forget this happened okay?" Kira said as she stood up.



"Deal. You just have to go first so I can find my cloths." Buffy said and turned even brighter.



"Oh yeah right." Kira said. When Kira looked down she saw that her shirt and jeans had rips in them. Kira thought before shaking her head walking back to her dorm getting stares from guys she passed.

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Okay I just wanted to post this already cause I'm working on the next part cause Trin said I could. Trin kinda has a writer's block and her mused died on her from over work. I think my muse will die soon too from the way I write constantly. I hope you liked this part. I know the whole Tara and Willow part was from the show but next part I promise I'll write myself.



~Krystal~



Edit because Grimmy caught a mistake. Oh and thank you I was kinda rushing this.

Edited by: DrG at: 10/8/02 10:09:55 am

[XWickedXWiccan]

Man when are you gonna work on your own fic cause knowing you, you'll lose intrest on it soon and ignore it till you're either really bored or got a new idea. Kira and Buffy?? I so didn't see that coming!! Your gonna do what I think your gonna do right?? Crap!!



-Trinity-

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[MissQuirky]

Whoa... Buffy and Kira, OMG!! That was a total shocker!! Well Krystal yer doin a good job, and u got the next update too - which i'm lookin 4ward to! Trinity has a nice lil break 4 a while untill she has to get back on the ball w/ some of her update-y goodness! Take it away Krystal, don't make us wait too long for yer next update!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[ZvXLurkerXvZ]

Chapter 15



After Kira left Buffy found her pants and shirt and putted them on. Her panties were torn in half while her bra was still missing. Buffy looked around the room remembering the night before. "I think I'm gay." Buffy said outloud before walking out of the hotel room going to find the geek trios lair. They deserve some serious ass kicking and soon.



At the dorm Kira was laying on her bed thinking while Evan (can't forget him!) was chasing his tail.



(You had sex with Buffy out of all the people!) Xander's voice said with disappointment.



(Damnit K!! I was surpose to be the first girl B had sex with) Faith's voice said also disappointed.



(I'm not complaining cause I had fun!!) Buffy's voice giggled.



(I think Buffy is still a bit out of it) Willow's voice said.



"So after a year you finally decided to speak up?" Kira asked outloud.



(You were doing pretty well without my help up to this point. Sorry about the whole throwing you into a tree with black magic.) Willow's voice said.



(The bloody girl had worse so don't worry about it Red) Spike's voice said.



"Okay I was fine with the whole invasion from you guys but Spike has got to go!" Kira said as she sat up, "and I am not a bloody girl!! See me I'm all non-bloody. No bloodiness from me."



(He he she babbles like me) Willow's voice said.



(Yeah when blondie was alive.) Spike's voice said.



Kira thought as someone knocked on the door.



Kira looked at the door as Evan scrambled to the door scratching it. Kira listened closely and there was only silence in her head. The person knocked again as Kira walked closer to the door. Kira softly pushed Evan away and opened the door. Kira was surprised to see Jade standing there with a duffle bag smiling sheepishly.



"What are you doing here?" Kira asked surprised.



"I just came here to say I'm going. What we said yesterday was stupid and we were just blind with rage. I just hope none of it effects our relationship cause I still love you. I always will." Jade said as she walked inside the room.



"I'll always love you to and you know that it's just that you and Conner.." "Was a mistake it was a one time thing after we fought." Jade interupted.



"You don't get it I felt really betrayed and we barely got back together after words so I don't think we can get together after I...." Kira left the sentence unfinished.



Jade finally realized what Kira and sniffed the air. Jade faced Kira and growled. Her eyes shifted to a yellowish green kind of color. Before long Jade completely shifted to her werewolf form. Evan yelped and dived into the closet scared half of his doggie years.



Jade shifted back to human form and looked at Kira with rage, hurt, and saddness. "Now I know what it's like to feel so betrayed." Jade said before grabbing her duffle bag and rushing out of Kira's dorm.



Evan stuck his head out of the closet then stared at Kira. Evan tilted his head, "Woof?"



Kira slid down the wall and sat as tears erupted. Evan slowly crept to his master watching her cry. Evan climbed on Kira's lap licking away the salty tears. "Woof! Woof!" Evan barked. Kira slowly patted the grey dog as the puppy's eyes got watery.



"Shhh..don't worry about it Evan. You still got Tara. She'll take care of you along with Willow, Buffy, and.....Dawn." Kira said as her eyes got sleepy from crying.



When Evan looked back up Kira was fast asleep. Evan quietly got off of Kira and got a blanket off of Kira's bed with his teeth and dragged it over Kira's sleeping body dropping it on her lap before climbing back to Kira's lap as tears wetted his fur.



Kira finally woke up and saw Evan walking back and forth like he was guarding something. Kira looked at the clock which said it was the next morning already. Kira got up slowly as her body cried out from the soreness of sleeping sitting next to a wall. Evan looked at Kira and barked softly.



Kira smiled at the puppy. "Shit." Kira muttered as she felt one of her hands was still asleep.



Kira muttered a few words and her hand was as good as new. Kira muttered a few more words and all her stuff including her drawings were neatly packed in a few suitcases. Evan stared in wonder as Kira took a paper and pen to write a note. Kira then stopped half way and crumbled the paper before it burnt to a crisp.



Kira waved at the suitcases and they vanished. Kira then turned to Evan and signaled for Evan to move closer.



"Mommy has to go away for now so I can't look after you. You'll have to stay with Tara and the others and I'll promise they'll take extra careful of you I promise. Oh and when Miss Kitty returns you be nice okay?" Kira said as Evan just tilted his head again staring at Kira confused.



Kira went to the door as Evan followed. Kira turned to Evan and smiled sadly. Kira opened the door and closed it before Evan could follow. As she walked down the halls she could hear Evan wimper.



After traveling a couple of blocks Kira finally made it to the Summer's residence. Xander and Buffy were out in the back yard as Willow and Tara were up in their room. Kira saw Warren enter the back yard with a gun in his hand.



"You think you can just do that to me? You'd think I'd let you get away that?? Think again." Warren said as he pointed the gun at Buffy and pulled the trigger.



Kira waves her hand and mutters a incantation as the bullets fly torwards Buffy. A blue shield goes between Buffy and the bullets. The bullets are flatten as the blue shield shimmers a bit. Warren shoots everywhere. One bullet goes over the shield and straight to the window where Willow and Tara are. Tara turns around as the window breaks. Both Willow and Tara see the bullet heading right torwards Tara's chest slow down and burst into flames.



In the back yard Warren is pinned down by Buffy as Xander held a phone talking to the police. Kira still in the shadows smiles a little.



(You should've known) Buffy's voice said.



(We are champions and you know we never get goodluck.) Xander's voice is heard.



(We just have to deal with the cards we are dealt with K wether we like it or night.) Faith's voice said



(And you already figured out you weren't dealt with the happiness card.) Willow's voice said as it faded a bit.



Kira turned to see Willow and Tara rush out to the backyard where Buffy, Xander, and Warren are.



"We take what we are given and use what we have." Kira mutters as she walks away from the Summer's residence without looking back.



I am torn inside as I walk away

No matter what I know I can not stay

This is going to haunt me everyday

Goodbye is something I never heard you say



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Trinity wanted me to end this so sorry about that. I promise I'll bug Trinity until she finishes the first part of the sequal. It'll posted here when she is done which is probably gonna be next week. School stinks....



~Krystal~



Edit to change something . I didn't mean that Trinity was gonna post it here she is gonna start a new thread so I'm told. sorry about that.

Edited by: ZvXLurkerXvZ at: 10/9/02 10:37:13 am

[XWickedXWiccan]

You know for a thirteen year old you write faster and you have a way better imagination. I'm trying to work on the sequel but I can't get it flowing right now. Might as well give them a hint of what is to come.



Summary-Kira comes back (of course) when a Master vampire comes to town to wreak havoc in Sunnydale. Faith comes along for the ride too!! None of the scoobies see the Master vampire yet but how does Kira know him?? Secrets reveal and lies unfold in the sequel Changing Course (I know bad title but still I have no imagination)



-Trinity-



P.S. the last part of the story was one of your poems wasn't it??

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Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bare. If we can live without passion maybe we'd know some peace. But we'd be hollow, empty rooms, shuttered, and dank, With out passion we'd truly be dead. ANGEL in "Passion"

[Grimlock72]

Err...



"No!! Oh god no!" Willow replies while Tara laughs. "I was just thinking about Tara."



That line makes no sense, you meant "about Buffy" probably ? (assuming you're following SR to some degree).



Heh, how did Buffy end up in that bar/bed ? Should be an interesting story to tell Jade later....hehehe.



Grimmy

"Why w-w-would anyone leave Willow?" It was a concept Tara just could not grasp. -- I Dream of Thee by Jomarch

[MissQuirky]

Oooo good ending it w/ the "Seeing Red" part, better version! And Kira hearing all those voices in her head is kinda freaky! I'm really lookin 4ward to the sequel!!



~Ashley~

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[pikescoob]

hey Trinity i think you have a great imagination cuz this story rocked it's not so easy to write a back in time story and keep it flowing and you did that very well i look forward to the sequel



--Michelle

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