New fic; Point of Origin

[snuggle79]

Lovely Update! Very sweet reaction from Willow! Can't wait for more!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[xita]

Yay, Tara told her she's gay and Willow felt a connection. I love all the mutual staring. Thanks for this part!

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"Oooh Xita!" - Amber Benson

[MadeinNZ]

Great update Nice to see Willow calling Tara for putting herself down. Very nice.

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"When someone falls for Willow, they stay fallen" - Normal Again

[Magrat70]

Title: Point of Origin part 5

Author: Magrat

Spoilers: Season 4 A New Man, The I in Team and Season 5 Family.

Ratings: Hmm maybe R



Willow opened her dorm room door quietly, hoping not to wake Buffy, so she wouldn’t have to face any awkward questions from the slayer.



She was surprised how open her new friend had been about her sexuality but she still couldn’t really figure out what was wrong with the girl. Willow was no stranger to lack of self-confidence but Tara was so shy and introvert that it seemed almost painful. Maybe she had been bullied for being gay.



Willow got changed into her P.Js quickly and got into bed a determination forming in her mind to make the blonde talk about herself.



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She had done it thought Tara triumphantly; she had finally come out to someone and not just anyone but to Willow and she had been so cool about it. Tara knew she was falling in love with her new friend and she knew it was probably a huge mistake but what could she do?



Why were all the girls she ever liked always straight, not that she had ever felt like this about anyone else before, she had mostly admired girls from a distance. She wondered if maybe it was better that way; it was going to feel like hell seeing Willow involved with some guy.



She slipped between the covers of her bed ready for sleep and hoping to dream about Willow being her’s.



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Willow had started to look forward to going to bed, that was when Oz came to her, always, in her dreams. Whispering words of sorrow and how he hadn’t wanted to leave her and could she forgive him for his indiscretion.



Tonight was different, tonight she dreamt of a blonde with sad but beautiful blue eyes. Softness and curves replaced wiry muscle. Long silk instead of short spikes. The smell of vanilla and cinnamon that Willow had come to associate with Tara was invading her senses, bewitching her, claiming her as her own.



She groaned lightly in her sleep as images flashed in her mind of soft creamy flesh, breasts, thighs and long legs. Willow woke with a start almost at the point of orgasm, without thinking her hand moved between her legs and she rocked herself quickly and quietly to the point of electric release.



She lay on her back, shocked at the dream, at her own undeniable physical reaction and desire at the image of Tara naked in her mind’s eye. Goddess what sort of pervert was she? Just because Tara had said she was gay, that was no reason to fantasize about her.



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Tara put the phone down with sadness seeping into her heart. The rejection had came not quite as she had expected it all hot and fiery disgust but instead it had happened during the cold light of day, probably when Willow had got home, she realised she didn’t want to be friends with a dyke. Sure, she had tried to let Tara down gently by saying that one of her friends was in trouble but knew in her heart that that would probably be the last she would ever see of the redhead.



Her brother’s words rang in her head “I don’t know why you are going to college because who would to want know a freak like you”



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Willow sat on her bed with a thump, it had been a long and very tiring day but at least they had got Giles back. She was worried about the slayer’s involvement with the initiative though, maybe she was watching too much X-Files, but there was something she didn’t trust about secret government organisations and Buffy seemed to be blinded by love. It was almost as if just because Riley was involved there could be nothing wrong with it.



Then there was Tara, she had sounded so hurt when she spoke to her on the phone and Willow had spent the whole day being distracted by images from the dream she had had. She knew it was late but she had to ring Tara to arrange some sort of meeting. She heard the witch’s sleepy voice on the other end of the phone.



“Hi Tara, I’m sorry to ring you so late” said Willow “Do you want to meet with me? I can’t do tomorrow, but the next day…” She listened for a second. “In the common room about 2.30, that sounds good, see ya soon.”



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Tara hangs up the phone trying to control her breathing; she was going to have trust Willow more. The other girl had treated her with nothing but friendship and kindness so maybe it was time to trust the things she was saying to her. Tara remembered the way Willow had been touching her things like a child in a sweet shop maybe she should show Willow her favourite crystal to see what she thought of it.



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Willow woke from another night of erotic dreams featuring the blonde wicca. The third night in a row “This is starting to get disturbing”



“What did you say?” said Buffy from the other bed.



“Nothing, just talking to myself. What are you up to today?” asked Willow



“Well Riley is going to show me round the initiative HQ this afternoon but I thought maybe we could meet for lunch and I can tell you all about last night” said the excited slayer.



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Tara walked away from Willow hurt that the girl hadn’t wanted her crystal or it would seem to introduce her to her other friends. Maybe she was ashamed of her.



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I’ve done it again thought Willow guiltily watching the retreating back of the blonde. I seem to have the ability to insert my foot in my mouth every time I’m near her. I mean I could just bring her along tonight; Xander would have Anya with him. What am I doing comparing Tara to Anya, she’s just a friend, that is all she is.



It still didn’t explain why she wouldn’t take the blonde with her. Willow’s rational mind strived for an answer; the only thing was the answer seemed totally crazy, that she wanted Tara to herself, her own secret treasure away from the rest of the gang. What did that mean? That she was falling in love with the girl? But I’m not gay, am I? Having dirty dreams about it might be one thing, but to actually do anything about it that was another. She knew she was thinking too much about it, but what could she do?



If she went to Tara now what would she think? That she was just another straight girl trying out an experiment while she was at college? If Tara rejected her that would hurt so much.



God, maybe I am falling in love with her, but that’s impossible, I love Oz, I miss Oz. So why am I dreaming about Tara? And why am I arguing with myself; have I gone totally mad?



With that Willow burst out laughing drawing stares from the assembled students.



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What a total bust thought Willow. Buffy turning up with all the soldier boys was something she could have done without, that was for sure and then disappearing almost as quickly.



Xander and Anya had headed back to the basement for sex as Anya had so charmingly informed her.



She knew what she wanted to do. The more she thought about it, the more she knew she wanted to do it and her feet were unconsciously leading her in the right direction and once again she found herself out side Tara’s dorm room.



“Willow” said the blonde looking surprised but happy.



“A funny thing happened with my prior social engagement. Pretty much ended when a friend of mine went off to do something…with another crowd she hangs out with” said Willow trying to search the witch’s face for a reaction. “Irony is kind of ironic that way.”



Tara gives Willow one of her shy smiles.



Willow swallows wanting this moment so badly. “Anyway, I know it’s late, but I thought…I mean, if you still wanted…to do something.”



Tara opened the door wider, inviting the hacker in.



Willow smiles but her nerves are trembling inside as she watches the witch close the door behind her



“So w-what do you want to do, a spell…”



“No” said Willow. “I don’t want to do a spell.”



“Oh” said the blonde. “What do you want to do?”



“This” said Willow and took the surprised girl in her arms and kissed her gently.





TBC

These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

[molsongrrrl]

i love this story ... but no fair stopping right at the kiss! more ... more ... more!!!!

A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants

[Puff]

Hee hee nice update. Go Willow. I look forward to reading the next part the girl's have a lot to talk about.

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
Amber Benson

[Grimaldi]

love the last two parts can't wait for the next part

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

Cross my heart, smack me dead, stick a lobster on my head.

Watching TV shows doesn't create psychos...Canceling TV shows does

[xita]

Once Tara told Willow she was gay, there was no getting the erotic thoughts off Willow's mind. he he. And she went for it. Go willow!

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"Oooh Xita!" - Amber Benson

[Jennpurr]

YAY!!!!



Thank you, Wendy. Awww... lovely updates, but I wish Tara wasn't so insecure around Willow. Poor girl.



But... you know... you said you don't do cliffhangers, but look what you went and did. You pulled a cliffhanger.



More, soon?? I'm just teasing you, btw.

Jen

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Tara: Shhh, darling.

Willow: I can't do this.

Tara: We can do this.

[MadeinNZ]

(Singing) Go WIllow. Its your birthday.



Excellent. You were true to the story that they showed on screen but gave us a wonderful take on what happened in between. Hope the next part isn't too far away.

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"When someone falls for Willow, they stay fallen" - Normal Again

Edited by: MadeinNZ at: 7/14/02 2:00:32 pm

[snuggle79]

yay! Great update! But that was sooo not the part to stop the story! Can't wait for more!



- molsongrrrl - i really like your sig, where is that from?

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[molsongrrrl]

my sig is from "The Mary Tyler Moore Show" in the classic ep "Chuckles Bites the Dust."



Chuckles the Clown is killed and Ted Baxter must do an impromptu eulogy on the air.



"A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants" is Chuckles' tagline at the end of his show.



So Ted uses this in his eulogy.

A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants

[willntlover]

cool update. you show a nice progression of willow' s feelings. Can't wait for more!



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[areslei]

All with the whoo hoo here! so, what comes after the kiss, eh? i know, i know, but i still like to read about it

[funkyasian]

i'm definitely with the woo and the hoo!! ...this is sooo sweet... i love the way we jump from willow to tara, seeing each situation from different sides...thanks for a great fic, can't wait for the next update!!



steph

[Magrat70]

Jen- that cliffhanger was just for you and I promise Tara will start to get more confident with every snuggle



Good luck for tomorrow, let me know what happens.



Look after yourself hon



Wendy



Molsongrrrl, Snuggles, Areslei-I know I'm bad and but I like to tease, sorry about the cliffhanger



Funkyasian, MadeinNZ, Willntlover-I'm pleased that you feel that their actions are true to the story. It's hard to tell because everyone has slightly different opinions about when their first kiss etc happened.



Grimaldi, Puff more soon I promise.



Xita-Well who can blame Willow for having erotic thought about Tara who hasn't



Thanks again to everybody who reads my fics I love you all

These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

[nika]

I'm glad I caught up to this. It's very sweet, I love stories about the beggining. You've captured them really well.

I loved the last part, with Willow being so assertive.

[Murasaki S]

Good thing that Willow's dreams are clueing her into what she needs to be doing

[jdcioffi]

Tee hee ... love it!



I've been looking forward to your take on the lost evening ... hmm ... hope we get more ...



JD

"I smell the smelly smell of something that smells smelly!" (SpongeBob Squarepants)

[TheWhiz]

Loved the last 2 updates!!!!

I think its great how you alternate between Willow & Tara's points of view as we get to see the progression of their thoughts & feelings towards each other.

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

[Jennpurr]

Quote:

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Jen- that cliffhanger was just for you and I promise Tara will start to get more confident with every snuggle



Good luck for tomorrow, let me know what happens.



Look after yourself hon

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Just for me?? Darned cliffhangers. **Mumbles** K, good. I like confident Tara. She's so sexy



Well, I didn't find anything out, that the lady who did the test didn't tell me. They didn't find anything. So... I don't know what they are going to do next. Grrr... But, I'll keep you posted. Thanks for caring, Wendy. I really appreciate it.



I will. You, too. And I'm looking forward to the update. You know, you can make up for the cliffhanger, if you add more smoochies. Hee..



Love,

Jen

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Tara: Shhh, darling.

Willow: I can't do this.

Tara: We can do this.

[Marilda]

And it's on with the smoochie right? RIGHT?

[Magrat70]

Title: Point of Origin part 6

Author: Magrat 70

Spoilers: Season 4 The I in Team and Goodbye Iowa and Season 5 Family

Ratings: Not sure if it’s an R or NC: 17



They broke from the kiss after what seemed like an age. Tara stared at the redhead in surprise “W-willow I…why… I don’t understand”



“You didn’t like it?” asked Willow.



“I d-did, I loved it, but I don’t understand why you kissed me,” said Tara.



“Because I wanted to, because I like you, because you’re pretty…”



“But you’re straight” said Tara.



“Am I?” said Willow. “I didn’t feel very straight when I was dreaming about you last night”



“You d-dreamt about me?” asked Tara.



“I’ve been dreaming about you for days” confessed Willow she reached forward and brushed the blonde’s hair back from her face. “Why do you always hide your pretty face” She carried on stroking Tara’s face drinking in the soft blue eyes, perfect nose and full red lips. Very kissable lips. “Can I k-kiss you again?”



“Y-you want to kiss me again?” said Tara her brain not quite taking everything in.



“Yes but can we sit down first” said Willow walking towards Tara’s bed but holding firmly on to the blonde’s hand.



Tara sat on the bed opposite Willow and was glad they were sitting down, as her shaking knees couldn’t take much more “Willow I don’t understand where this has come from. I just thought we’d be friends”



“You didn’t want anything else?” said the redhead, thinking she had blown it, that she should have checked.



Tara looked at the sudden hurt appearing in green eyes “I did” she said quickly “I just thought it was something that wouldn’t happen and I s-still can’t believe it has”



Willow lent forward and kissed the young witch’s full lips but this time the kiss wasn’t as gentle as the first, she put her hand in the witch’s blonde hair and pulled her in and it flared deep within her, a hard flame of passion and as the blonde started to kiss her back fiercely Willow bit and sucked on her full bottom lip and her heart pounded as she heard the other girl give out a small groan.



Willow’s mouth moved on Tara’s long elegant neck luxuriating in the scent of the woman, vanilla and cinnamon just like in her dreams, her tongue snaked out tasted the soft silky skin.







Tara pulled Willow’s mouth back up to her “T-this is a d-dream isn’t it?”



“No Tara this so real” said Willow.



The blonde relaxed slightly, she still felt unsure of herself, she moved away from Willow slightly and moved to the centre of the bed lying on her side facing Willow



“Hey, you went away,” said Willow.



Tara giggled, “Why don’t you join me”



The hacker looked eager as she scrambled up the bed towards Tara “Your wish is my command”



“You’re funny,” laughed Tara relaxing visibly with every second.



“You know I was hoping for sexy or even pretty but hey funny will do,” teased the redhead.



“I think you’re all of those things,” said Tara pulling the smaller girl in to her arms and this time Tara takes the lead as she manoeuvres Willow onto her back stroking her face, “No, I’ve changed my mind I think you’re beautiful”



“You do?” said Willow stunned and mesmerised by the intensity of the blue eyes above her.



“I do,” said the blonde bending down to kiss the women beneath her, her hands moved almost unbidden under Willow’s sweater stroking the redhead’s smooth abs. She felt Willow jerk away from her touch and Tara jumped back guiltily “I’m s-so s-sorry I didn’t mean to…”



“No, Tara no, I just thought it might go easier if I helped you” said the redhead. “ I came here because I wanted to be with you, I don’t play games” and to prove her point Willow removed her sweater



Tara looked in awe and wonder she hadn’t expected this, any of it, and it was starting to feel wrong, out of control. “I don’t think w-we should…”



“You, you don’t want me to…” said Willow as she hurriedly pulled back on her sweater



Now it was the blonde’s turn to give reassurance “No, god, no Willow, I want you I do it’s…we don’t have to rush” and Tara and kissed Willow softly but the passion flared within them again and Tara was amazed to find her tongue probing the others mouth. “Maybe we should do some spells. I can show you how to use the crystal.”



Willow pouted, “You can’t just kiss me like that and go all avoidy.”



“I think we need to be grounded, connect…”



“I felt a connection, didn’t you” said Willow breathing seductively in Tara’s ear.



“W-willow I c-can’t…I’ve never…” said the witch blushing.



“Well I never have with a women, hey, I thought you said you were gay” said the hacker confused.



“I am, I m-mean I’ve never…you know…with anyone” Tara’s blushes seeming even brighter.



“Oh” said Willow “Oh. You mean you are…”



“A virgin” finished off the witch. “An 19 year old virgin, you must think me a real freak.”



“Tara, no” said Willow thinking quickly “Look it’s getting late, I don’t really want to walk the campus alone, can I stay here tonight? If you give me a blanket, I’ll sleep on the chair. I won’t put any pressure on you I swear.”



“You can stay, I’ll find you a shirt to wear but you can sleep in the bed with me if you want?” said Tara.



“Oh yeah” said Willow her eyes shining.



TBC

These five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?"

Chad Kroeger

[katydid]

Oh my......that was.....oh my. That was good... Willow saw something she wanted...and by god she was going to take it. hee hee Awesome.

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She practically had genuine molded plastic stamped on her ass.

[snuggle79]

great update! Very brave from Tara to stop the whole thing, as long as she could. And very sweet from Willow not to push her. Can't wait for more!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[funkyasian]

la la la - *steph is skipping around her office* - i'm so happy that willow is seizing the day and going after what she wants ...okay...maybe i should stop skipping just in case my boss walks in and calls the little men in the white suits to come and get me...



that was great...thanks for my fix for the day...



steph

[willntlover]

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yay for Willow and Tara



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[Jennpurr]

Wendy!! YAY!!!



Go Willow!! Hee... I loved this, very much. WOW... that's some will power they both have, being able to stop. I'm glad Willow is giving Tara the time she needs. Awwww...



Looking forward to more.



Jen

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"Talented Tongued Tara." Willow snickered.- "Unexpected Consequences," by Lisa

[xita]

Very cool! Willow going for the goal! But yeah it did feel too soon, didn't it? but heavy make out was sure to follow, I am sure!

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"Oooh Xita!" - Amber Benson

[MadeinNZ]

Don't you just love the beginning of relationships. When you're all unsure and hesitant. I thought you captured this perfectly. I agree with Xita though - heavy make out session is in order.

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"When someone falls for Willow, they stay fallen" - Normal Again