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Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby fairydust » Tue Jun 04, 2002 9:46 pm

oohh:confused Nice update:D I cant wait to find out more about what all that means for emily, and what's up with Willow's pregnancy

*****Faye*****Jenna....You're my Angel,sweetheart and dream girl,all rolled up into one happy little ball of goodness because I love you and you love me

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Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby LeatherQueen » Tue Jun 04, 2002 9:47 pm

Aha! Well, I guess a wee bit of our mystery is... well.. sorta solved. :)



Great update!








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby vmpIrslAr » Tue Jun 04, 2002 10:44 pm

Very intriguing. I love that Willow and Tara are together, married and happy. They deserve that. The children are great too. I love the whole family working together to fight evil thing, it brings hope to a world where people are constantly loosing touch and bonds are weakened or broken.



I guess true love and happiness are really in the realm of fiction. But hey at least we can spend time there when we get distressed by the real world.



Can't wait to read the next update.



VmpIrslAr out.



"she's my everything."

vmpIrslAr
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby mollyig » Wed Jun 05, 2002 2:02 am

Heh heh a bunny collage for Aunty Anya - that would've been funny! And Emily the Chosen Interior Decorator was funny too.



I keep thinking of Willow hopped up on pregnancy hormones - you can almost hear the panic babbling already!



So dark mysterious stranger with an Irish accent . . . I like her, but I'm Irish, so a tad biased.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby BFR from Paris » Wed Jun 05, 2002 4:34 am

:bounce :bounce :bounce

BFR from Paris
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby zero » Wed Jun 05, 2002 4:42 am

really cool fic!



(dont you just love those totally loquacious responses?!)

"Spatulas are for wimps!" Dawn, Wrecked

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Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby snuggle79 » Wed Jun 05, 2002 5:57 am

Wow! A lot has happened since I read the first part! Great story! I really love your way of writing. You are really talented.

Keep on the good work!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love? oh and btw, Joss, you can kiss my pissed ass

snuggle79
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby Grimaldi » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:32 am

loved the last two updates. Emily saying she was going to give her bunny collage to Aunt Anya and Buffy suggesting Emily was the Chosen Interior decorator was too funny. can't wait for the next part :)

Oh my god, they killed... oh, nevermind!

I got news for you pal, you ain't leadin' but 2 things right now Jack and shit..and Jack left town

Worm, are you ready to die in the cleansing apocalypse?

Grimaldi
 


Re: Mini update Part Two!

Postby The Rose24 » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:43 am

Ugh!!! There you go again. I can't wait until the next part.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Replies...

Postby DarkWiccan » Wed Jun 05, 2002 10:46 am

Good Morning, Kittens!



I'll just get right down to the thank yous!



First, a big THANK YOU to everyone at the Kitten, this has turned out to be such a wonderfully nurturing environment. I truly feel like I've found my new home. Thank you for welcoming me inside.



***Wonderant -- Thank you :blush



***LeatherQueen -- Tara in leather..hmmm :: ponders:: I'll think about it... if not in this fic maybe a future one. ;) As for your second post.."sorta solved" Exactly. I have a firm belief that when writing a story of this nature, for every one question I answer, I have that answer create at least two more questions. It's really helpful in keeping the writing process going... and it drives readers nuts :evil



***Pikescoob, and Fairydust -- All in good time... the answers will present themselves all in good time...



***Xita -- Yes, Willow is absolutely terrified of being pregnant. And later on in the fic, I'll have both her and Tara expound on why...



***vampIrslAr -- I agree. Unfortunately fiction is the only place for happy endings... which is one HUGE reason why I am so upset with Joss and the show.. I DO NOT want reality in my fantasy TV show! Dammit... ::grumble::



***mollyig -- well I hope I don't step on too many of your irish toes... but I can't give anything away about our mysterious lady.. lest destroying the whole point of her being mysterious :grin



***BFR from Paris -- :grin :grin :grin



***zero -- I know! I mean seriously guys! You just carry on and on! ;) Of course I love every second of it! :laugh



***snuggle79 -- Man, wish I could have had you around to knock some sense into my AP English Professor... she hated my writing style



***Grimaldi -- Yes, the infamous bunny collage. What I find really funny is that no one has pointed out that it was Willow who told her daughter that Anya simply adores bunnies... could this be a set up for future hijinks? Hmmmm... time will tell...



Well... I'm at work right now... so tis not conducive to writing exposition... but I will be working on the next part tonight... it may or may not be posted before tomorrow... but it will be posted eventually...



I promise



Cheers

DarkWiccan

Edited by: DarkWiccan at: 6/5/02 2:16:27 pm
DarkWiccan
 


wow

Postby KathleenWolf » Wed Jun 05, 2002 12:18 pm

hi



just a brief check in for me but I had to catch up and I wasn't dispaointed... I love a mysterious stranger in velvet... :D



very nice build up with the question of Emily and I love how the kids are everywhere... so often they get born and then written into the background...



can't wait to find out how it is our little priestess is a priestess



bravo

kathleen



"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Re: wow

Postby Little M » Wed Jun 05, 2002 12:34 pm

Ahhhhh cool story :D It gets even better now that a mysterious Irish woman is involved :D Stories with anything Irish in them rock ;) :D

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'I go online sometimes, but everyone's spelling is really bad..it's depressing' - Tara

Little M
 


Re: wow

Postby DarkWiccan » Wed Jun 05, 2002 1:26 pm

Oh my! In my last list of responses I forgot Rose24!! I am so sorry :( Okay... well, allow me to make it up to you and respond to a couple more posts :)



***The Rose24 -- Yup, and I plan on continuing on :grin



***KathleenWolf -- I knew when I started working on this fic that the *last* thing I was going to do was let the children fall into the background. I just hate it when that happens (example: the Xfiles... nuff said) It's like, hello! people! these children, you created them... you can't pretend like they don't exist! argh.



***Little M -- I agree... anything Irish is just cool... and anything welsh... but, maybe because I happen to be both... I'm partial. hee :grin



I guarantee this next update will be chock full of information. Whether or not it is immediately helpful is another question. :cool



My biggest tip to anyone ever reading anything of mine is pay attention to detail . I am a huge Mamet fan, and subscribe to his belief "Never put a gun onstage unless you plan to use it." The littlest most seemingly inconsequential things will often hold the answers to the questions.



Cheers!

DarkWiccan

DarkWiccan
 


Woohoo!

Postby capricornmist » Wed Jun 05, 2002 2:09 pm

Looking forward to more! I love your work.



And can I just say, Willow ripping Tara's shirt off, ahem....WOW! :grin





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"Nothing like gettin your ass kicked, to make your ass hurt!"

Buffy Series 5

capricornmist
 


Re: wow

Postby Lonewolf22 » Wed Jun 05, 2002 2:25 pm

DarkWiccan: Great two updates, I'm really curious about the new Irish lady and about Emily being a priestess of Avalon, very cool by the way I didn't see that coming.



I really, really hope that the baby that Willow is carrying is both Willow and Tara's I'd hate to think about other possibilities, another baby that they created together would be so cool, Emily having a little baby brother or sister, just too cute to think about. I can't wait to read more.



Lonewolf

Lonewolf22
 


Update...

Postby DarkWiccan » Wed Jun 05, 2002 7:09 pm

The room fell silent. All eyes were on the strange woman before them, all ears tuned to her voice. But the lady now joined them in silence and simply tracked her gaze across the room catching each of them by the eye and holding them for a moment.



“E-Emily”, Tara said, her voice breaking the hush, “Take Joseph and go play in the training room.”



“But, Mommy…” The little girl started to protest.



“Please”, Willow said firmly, “Do as your mother says.”



Emily reluctantly stood and guided Xander’s son into the back with her, closing the training room door. She knew something was going on. She knew that the pretty lady in green had been looking at her and she didn’t appreciate being ushered out of the room. But that always seemed to happen whenever anything exciting was going on.



Once the children were gone, Giles moved from his place behind the research table to stand defensively between his family and the woman who called herself a Priestess of Avalon.



“I think it would be a good idea for you to explain yourself”, he said curtly.



“I am here to see a great prophecy fulfilled”, Ghaena explained.



“Oh really”, spoke Xander, not amused, “And what is the ‘Prophecy of the Week’ for this episode?”



Ghaena fell silent again. Clearly sarcasm was not something she appreciated.



Inside the training room, Emily had her ear pressed firmly against the door. Joseph impatiently tapped her on the shoulder.



“What”, she asked, looking at him.



‘What are you doing?’ He signed.



‘Listening’, she answered, before putting her head back to the wood. He tapped her again.



‘What?’ She asked again, a little more exasperated.



‘To what?’



‘To our parents talking.’ She explained. ‘Talking to that lady.’ Emily once more trained her focus on trying to listen through the door. Joseph hesitated a moment, before interrupting her again.



‘What now?’ She asked, her little temper flaring with frustration.



‘What are they saying?’



‘I don’t know. I’m talking to you.’



Joseph let out an angry sigh and moved over to sit on the stack of mats across the room. Crossing his arms in a huff as he sat down. Emily looked apologetically after him before leaning back against the hard wood of the door, trying to hear the exchange on the other side.



In the main room of the Magic Box, Ghaena had finally continued on.



“When good kings fall”, she began, “the mists shall rise and Avalon will be no more. Till three score generations from the first chosen, a child, being born of two mothers twice blessed, shall bring about the restoration of Avalon, the return of the Goddess.”



“Oh!” said Anya excitedly, “I know this story! My mother used to tell it to me when she wanted to bore me to sleep.”



“Bore you?” Questioned the Priestess, obviously disturbed by the comment.



“Ahn, Honey”, Xander said quickly, “Why don’t you explain what you’re talking about before you make the pretty, and potentially dangerous, lady angry.”



Ghaena raised an eyebrow at the woman, almost daring her to go on. Anya never was one to back down from a dare, so she continued.



“Well, the story was about how King Arthur died and then this place Avalon was destroyed or something. But this lady, who had some sort of a Yen for lakes, somehow knew what was going to happen before hand and she prayed for a miracle to keep this little island safe and then two of her followers had a kid and the lady had a vision…” Anya paused, trying to recall more. Coming up empty she shrugged, “This is normally where I’d fall asleep.”



The Priestess stepped down off of the steps into the main room, her cloak billowing around her. “Allow me to fill in some of the blanks”, she said moving to divest herself of her heavy outer garment. Everyone froze, unsure of what she was about to do. “Mind if I sit?” she asked.



“Uh, go ahead”, said Buffy, “Make yourself at home.”



“I thank you”, Ghaena replied continuing the motion of taking off her cloak, revealing her clothing underneath.



Willow and Tara shared a quick look, as did Buffy and Giles, and Xander and Anya.



“Um”, Willow hesitated, “You sure aren’t dressed like a priestess.”



“Really”, Ghaena inquired hautily, “You know how a Priestess of Avalon dresses?”



“Well”, Tara said, picking up where her wife had left off, “the cloak makes sense. B-but, the blue jeans and Alice Cooper t-shirt don’t.”



The priestess let out an exasperated sigh. “Oh these”, she said, tugging at her shirt, “I thought they’d help me blend in. I’ve never been to California before. I guess watching Valley Girl for research was a mistake.”



“Fashion faux pas aside, perhaps you would now be willing to enlighten us further as to your sudden presence here”, Giles pressed on.



“Certainly”, Ghaena complied, “I am Tara’s great-great-great-gre… an unmentionable number of greats… grandmother. It is because of me that she even exists. For that matter, it is because of me that you exist as well.” The priestess indicated to Willow.



“Are you saying that you’re my grandmother too?” Willow asked, a thousand naughty thoughts all to do with incest running through her mind.



“No I’m not”, the priestess replied, sensing Willow’s unease, “And even if I were, it wouldn’t be wrong for you and Tara to be together. Goddess sake, there’s more than sixty generations separating us. All of us are related to one another at some point in time.”



“Okay, enough of the family reunion”, Buffy cut in.



“I’m only saying that if it wasn’t for me than this young lady’s ancestors would never have come together and the chain of events that led to her being here would never have happened”, Ghaena finished.



“I don’t understand what all this has to do with Anya’s bedtime story”, Xander said finally.



Ghaena let out a long sigh before continuing. ”I’m going to attempt to make a very long and epic tale as short and simple as possible”, she began, “As Anya said, with the death of King Arthur the mystical isle of Avalon disappeared seemingly forever into the mist. But before this happened, Vivienne, the Lady of the Lake and High Priestess of the Goddess at Avalon…”



“The watery tart!” Xander blurted. Everyone turned and stared at the young man, their faces holding looks of confusion. “What”, he asked, “You guys have never watched Monty Python?” They regarded him blankly. “Sorry to interrupt. Carry on.”



Ghaena eyed him carefully a moment longer before picking up again. “Vivienne suffered a vision where she was foretold of the King’s death and Avalon’s fate. She prayed to the Goddess for protection to keep Avalon safe from destruction. It was not soon after that my lover, Dwynn, was found to be with child. My child…”



“So wait”, Willow stopped her. “You mean you’re…gay? Like me and Tara?”



“What?” Ghaena questioned, chuckling, “Did you think we lesbians didn’t exist until the twentieth century? My girl, we are as natural as the rain. One soul meets another and they match. It doesn’t matter what is or is not between their legs.” Willow nodded and took Tara’s hand, her wife smiling back at her. “The day that Dwynn gave birth to our Adrianna, Vivienne had yet another vision and that vision became the prophecy I first told to you. That the descendant of my daughter would be born of two women, twice blessed, and that this child would restore Avalon.”



“That’s all very well and good”, commented Giles as he cleaned his glasses. “There’s just one problem.”



“Which is?” Ghaena asked calmly.



“You keep using the term ‘twice blessed’”, the watcher continued, “I’m assuming that means that these two women would have to have been gifted with more than one child?”



“Aye, two children total”, Ghaena concurred, “A blessing from the Goddess of their union.”



“Well as you can see”, said Buffy, stepping forward, “Willow and Tara have only got the one. So, um... best go try your prophecy out somewhere else.”



“Buffy”, Willow spoke up, catching her best friend’s attention. “Um…”



“Yeah, Will?”



“Um…” It was taking everything the slight redhead had to muster up the courage to say it out loud. Not only to her best friend, but also to a room full of friends… and one stranger.



“It’s okay”, Tara soothed, “I’m here.”



Willow took a deep breath, trying to calm her nerves. “I’m, um… gonnahaveababy.”



“What?!“ Buffy cried out, not sure she just heard what she thought she just heard.



Willow tried again, slower this time. “I’m… I’ve been feeling a little pregnant lately.” For some reason she hated that word. The “p” word. She didn’t like the way it sounded, she didn’t like the way it was spelled, she just didn’t like it. It was too naked. It made everything too real. And despite the huge sigh of relief it was knowing that the baby was definitely Tara’s, this whole situation was a reality check she still wasn’t ready for.



“Are you sure?” Asked Giles. He watched as she nervously nodded yes. “Well, I assume congratulations are in order.” He moved over to Willow, taking her into his arms in a warm hug. She allowed herself to relax a little in the older man’s embrace. After a moment Giles gently released her and she returned to Tara’s side. The blonde placed a light kiss on her temple, her quiet way of letting her wife know that everything would be all right.



Buffy also went to give Willow a hug, but the redhead shied away, stepping a little behind her lover as if seeking protection.



“Will?” The slayer questioned, visibly hurt.



“I’m sorry, Buffy”, Willow apologized, “It’s not you. I’m just not feeling very…touch-y… right now.”



“But Giles…” Buffy began.



“Is kind of like a big plush poppa bear”, the redhead finished. “He felt safe.”



“And I don’t”, the slayer replied offended.



“Buffy”, Tara interjected, “Willow is having a really difficult time dealing with this pregnancy. Believe me… and believe her… when she says that it’s not you. “



“Fine”, Buffy said, dejected. “Will, let me know if you need anything.”



“Willow?” Xander said softly. The hacker looked over to him with large, almost wounded, eyes. “This wasn’t planned, was it?” He asked, though it was really more of a statement than a question.



Willow shook her head, “No.”



“Well it’s really understandable that she’s so upset by this”, said Anya in a rare show of support for the hacker. “I mean she’s always been the man in her and Tara’s relationship. I’m sure Xander’s reaction would be the same if he woke up and the stick was blue.”



“I am not the butch”, Willow snarled.



“Oh, Honey”, Tara said softly into her lover’s ear. “Not in the traditional sense, no. But you do kind of wear the pants. Even you said so this morning.”



“I am still not butch”, Willow answered back, her voice equally as low.



“No you’re not”, Tara reassured her.



“We‘ve been over this”, Willow went on.



“Yes we have”, Tara agreed.



“I’m not large with that”, the redhead stated firmly.



“I know”, the blonde mollified. “Definitely not butch.”



Back in the training room Joseph was once again over by Emily’s side, trying to get in on what was going on.



‘What are they saying?’ He asked.



‘A lot of stuff’, Emily explained.



‘What about?’



‘Nothing I can understand’, she replied.



‘You can’t hear?’ Joseph inquired.



‘I can hear’, she said, ‘I don’t understand.’



‘They using big words?’



Emily nodded and tried to listen in some more.



“Okay”, said Tara, turning back to the priestess, “So if Emily is this child. What does that mean?”



Ghaena looked to the blonde, her face serious and solemn. “It means that she must return to the mists with me to begin her training.”



******

TBC...

Edited by: DarkWiccan at: 6/5/02 7:45:31 pm
DarkWiccan
 


Re: Update...

Postby The Rose24 » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:14 pm

Another update. You are spoiling us. :grin



Oh, No. They can not take Emily away.



Please update soon. I want to know what is going on.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.


Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

The Rose24
 


Re: Update...

Postby WonderAnt » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:16 pm

woohoo, very good update...i love emily and joseph soo adorable, *patiently* awaiting your next update...

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These endless days are finally ending in a blaze --------------

WonderAnt
 


Re: Update...

Postby fairydust » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:25 pm

nice update:) everything, well, almost everything, seems clearer now. But I dont want Emily to leave:( cant wait for youre next update:)

*****Faye*****Jenna....You're my Angel,sweetheart and dream girl,all rolled up into one happy little ball of goodness because I love you and you love me

fairydust
 


Re: Update...

Postby Tiggrscorpio » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:28 pm

Fascinating story, DarkWiccan. The story of Avalon has always been one of my favorites. I love how you've included it here. Very original.



I find Willow's reaction to this pregnancy very interesting and I hope she'll be sharing more of her thoughts about it. And, I just love Joseph and Emily. They are so adorable. Can't wait for more!

*****

She's my everything!

Tiggrscorpio
 


Re: Update...

Postby LeatherQueen » Wed Jun 05, 2002 9:38 pm

Wow... Tara and Willow are really, really NOT going to like that suggestion. Great update. :)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

LeatherQueen
 


Re: Update...

Postby Thanatopsis » Wed Jun 05, 2002 10:17 pm

And again with the update. Woo hoo. Nice tie in with Avalon. Can't see Willow and Tara letting Emily leave though



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You say midgets like it's so absurd.

Thanatopsis
 


Re: Update...

Postby xita » Thu Jun 06, 2002 12:15 am

oooooh, they won't want their child taken.. no fair! Oooh thanks for the update!

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Willow and Tara Love

Truly and Forever

xita
 


Re: Update...

Postby mollyig » Thu Jun 06, 2002 1:21 am

I’ve been feeling a little pregnant lately Way to go Willow. What a way to announce it - made me giggle, anyway!



Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

mollyig
 


Re: Update...

Postby wiltar » Thu Jun 06, 2002 1:25 am

this story is really exciting :D I don't know, for some reason I just love all those W/T having a baby story to begin with, but you make those stories even better :)



Please, continue.



Patricia

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W-what were they looking at?


-The hotness of you doofus!!!



wiltar
 


Re: Update...

Postby Grimaldi » Thu Jun 06, 2002 10:11 am

great update, can't wait for more :)



really funny that Ghaena used Valley Girl for a reference on how to dress, Xander thinking of Monty Python while Ghaena was telling her story. Poor Willow and Tara finding out that Emily must return to Avalon.

Oh my god, they killed... oh, nevermind!

I got news for you pal, you ain't leadin' but 2 things right now Jack and shit..and Jack left town

Worm, are you ready to die in the cleansing apocalypse?

Grimaldi
 


Good Morning!

Postby DarkWiccan » Thu Jun 06, 2002 10:50 am

Hello again all!



Wow, despite the flat tire and the being late to work this morning, I am in a really good mood! :)



Glad to see that you are all still enjoying my little tale.



A few quick replies --



***The Rose24 -- Yes, I know I really need to start pacing myself... especially since these nightly updates are going to become a little less frequent.



***Wonderant -- Yes, the children really are a little too cute for words, aren't they? I think it's about time to get them into a little mischief.



***Fairydust -- Ah yes... but the key word from your post is seems... ::rubs hands together conspiratorily::



***Tiggrscorpio -- The interesting thing about this story is that it not only is a sequel to my W/T fic No Matter Where You Go... but is also a sequel of sorts to a Xena fic I started and never finished called Destiny's Call where my character of Ghaena is first introduced. I pulled on the Avalon myths and legends in that story as well. I just adore Avalon and the Arthurian Legend.



***LeatherQueen -- No, W/T will certainly not be happy with this suggestion



***Thanatopsis -- Will they let Emily go? The answer seems obvious... but is it?



***Xita -- Your welcome. I've just been posting like crazy lately... maybe it's because I want my ExtraFlamey status! :grin



***Mollyig -- Glad I made you giggle. This storyline isn't entirely dark, but it is a difficult time for the sapphic duo, so I'm trying to keep the traditional Buffy balance of humor/angst as best as I can.



***Wiltar -- Why thank you :) I have always had a knack for writing children... perhaps its the old biological clock a-ticking a-way...



***Grimaldi -- I struggled with Ghaena's clothing alot. The last time (in the Xena fic) I had her wearing a very specific outfit... but I didn't want to bring that into play here for some reason... so I finally gave up and came up with an excuse for her to be in a t-shirt and jeans.



Well, I'd better get back to work before someone walks into my office and sees me using the company computer for Kitten Time.



Cheers

DarkWiccan

DarkWiccan
 


new part...

Postby KathleenWolf » Thu Jun 06, 2002 3:08 pm

Well well... I must say I am most impressed with the way you have presented Ghaena in such a knowledgable yet perfectly fallible (ie: the outfit) character...



I love the gang's reaction to Willow being pregnant... and her apparent snub of Buffy's excitment... the level of worry and hurt on the part of the Slayer was a wonderful carry over from the original story... and the 'butch' conversation was so dead on truthfully funny...



the children in the other room was so believable cause despite what adults like to think kids do know what is going on... and little joseph is such a cutie I just wanta take him out for ice cream...



The prospect of taking Emily away for her training is a very legitimate one but obviously is going to play havoc with the characters... I can't wait to see how you handle it...



bravo

kathleen



ps: I think it is very wonderful that you're able to bring forward an original character from another story in a seperate fiction genre... smile... and I must admit it makes me feel more confident in that Beth and I have pursued a similar path in Gift of Sorrow by borrowing the legend within one of my Xena fics to assist in our present day story... so bravo again!





"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

KathleenWolf
 


Re: Update...

Postby molsongrrrl » Thu Jun 06, 2002 3:55 pm

i am loving this story ... really original ... and willow's reaction to the pregnancy is very interesting.



looking forward to more! :rollin






A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants




molsongrrrl
 


We last left our heroes... (and heroines...)

Postby DarkWiccan » Thu Jun 06, 2002 6:38 pm

Here's the next part... this story is just leaping from my fingers to the keyboard... it's almost difficult to catch up.



Okay, well, this section ends where it does because I wrote most of it at work during breaks and I couldn't take it any farther with out risking getting in serious trouble with the boss (you'll see what I mean when you get to the end) But no worries as the next bit will pick up where this one leaves off... I just have to find somewhere more private to write it ;)



Enjoy!

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“No!”, Emily cried out, bursting through the training room door and running to her mother, wrapping her arms around Tara’s leg. “No, Mommy, no! I don’t want to go!”



Willow swiftly lifted her daughter into her arms, the small girl tightly locking her ankles and arms behind the redhead’s back. Holding on as if for dear life.



“It’s okay, baby-girl”, Willow said soothingly, “You’re not going anywhere.” The hacker sent a look of pure detest at the priestess.



“Now listen here a minute”, Ghaena started to explain, rising from her seat.



Buffy swiftly moved to put herself between the woman and her goddaughter. “Looks like you just wore out your welcome”, the slayer said menacingly. “And seeing as how there is no way you’re totally human, being immortal and all, I can get as rough as I like with the kicking you out.”



“Now hold on”, Ghaena tried, throwing her hands up in surrender, “I didn’t come here for a fight.”



“You’re going to get one”, Xander cut in, stepping forward.



“If you think for one moment that we are just going to stand here and let you take this precious child away from her…” Giles started, also stepping forward.



“Now just listen to me for a moment”, Ghaena interrupted, “just listen to me. I have no intention of taking the young girl away with me now. She’s only a wee babe. I would never think of committing such an atrocity.”



“But you said…” Willow began, her tone confused.



“That she must return with me, yes”, the priestess agreed, “But I don’t recall saying she had to come now, did I?”



“Then why are you here?” Giles asked.



“To offer my services as a teacher and a protector of the child until such a time comes as we must return to Avalon for her to fulfill her destiny.”



“And when is that?” The watcher inquired again.



“Only she will know when she is ready”, Ghaena answered, “But it will take time. Years.”



“What do you mean p-protector”, Tara questioned softly. “Is Emily in danger?”



Ghaena’s eyes softened as she looked to the blonde. “Your daughter is very special and there are great and terrible forces out there who would want her for their own purpose. A very long time ago I was given a choice between giving up my immortality or taking an oath to protect a child I was not even certain would ever exist. Believe me, at the time I wanted nothing more than to be able to live out my days and die. But I recognized the importance of this little girl to my people and I took the oath, even without understanding what it meant.”



“How do we know that you aren’t one of these ‘great and terrible forces’?” Xander queried.



“You don’t”, Ghaena answered honestly. “You only have my word which I give to you as a solemn vow, that as long as I breathe I will do everything in my power to keep your child safe.”



“Provided you’re even breathing right now”, Buffy sniped. “Just how is it that you came to be immortal in the first place, Priestess?” The slayer made no attempt to hide her continuing distrust.



“I am no demon”, the brunette retorted.



“Then what are you?”



“My immortality was given to me as a punishment by the Goddess for tampering with her work. I wish to say no more than that.”



“How long ago?” Willow questioned softly.



“I am over twenty-two hundred and forty years old.” The entire group’s eyes bulged. “I’ve lost track of exactly the year. You tend to stop counting after the second millennia. That and… time tends to move faster in the fairy realms.”



“Wow”, said Anya, “Nice to finally have someone around who’s older than I am.”



“I shall leave you now.” Ghaena said, picking up her cloak and slinging it over her arm. “I’m sure you have much to discuss and would rather I wasn’t present. I shall walk about the town and seek out a place to rest. If you need me, simply whisper my name, and I will come running.” By this time the priestess stood by the front door of the shop, her hand gently resting on the doorknob.



“Why a whisper?” Tara asked.



“Because it is all I need to hear”, she answered simply, before opening the door and walking out into the sunlight. Her way of proving that she wasn’t what they might have thought she was.



“Mama, I want to go home”, Emily whined into Willow’s shoulder. It was not like the little girl to whine, and it caught the attention of both her parents and the slayer. Willow sent Tara a worried glance.



“Okay, Em”, Tara said, stepping over to run her fingers through Emily’s hair. “Are you alright?”



“I’m tired”, Emily replied, looking up at her mommy with anxious eyes.



“Why are you tired, baby-girl?” Willow pressed, massaging Emily’s back with one free hand, the other still busy holding her daughter up and against her.



“Because I was scared and when I get scared I get tired from being scared”, she answered, nuzzling her face even deeper into the crook of Willow’s neck.



“Okay”, Willow stated, turning to the group, “We’re going.”



“Will, don’t you think we should discuss what just happened?” Xander asked, confused by his best friend’s sudden need to depart.



“We can discuss it later”, the redhead replied, “Emily is tired. We’re taking her home.”



“Will…” Buffy started.



“Buffy, we’re going”, Willow said, her tone softening a little. “Emily’s tired and truthfully I’m not feeling well.”



“You okay, Honey”, Tara asked.



“Still a little nauseous”, Willow explained.



“Here”, Tara offered, lifting Emily down from her wife’s arms. “You’re a big girl and you can walk home. Mama’s tired too, she shouldn’t have to carry you.”



“Are you tired, Mommy?” Emily asked with puppy dog eyes.



Tara sighed, normally this would have worked. But not today. “No I’m not, but even so you can still walk with Mama and I. It’s not that far.”



“Okay”, the little girl conceded, her shoulders slumping a little.



“We can meet again tomorrow”, Tara said, turning to the rest of the group.



“Yes”, Giles agreed, “Do what’s best for your family tonight. I’ll take home several of the texts I mentioned earlier and go through them, see if I can find anything of use. Buffy, you should patrol, keep an eye out for our priestess. See that she isn’t up to anything. Xander, Anya? Would you mind if I joined you for dinner?”



“Sure thing, G-man”, Xander smiled, “Let me just get Joseph from the back and we can go.”



“C’mon, Will”, said Tara, putting one hand into her lover’s and grasping Emily’s with the other, “Let’s go.”



The trio left the Magic Box and headed down the street toward home, unaware that above them a single raven was flying overhead watching them, its beak twisting into a menacing smile.



*****



“How is she?” Asked Willow as Tara re-entered the living room where the redhead was reclined on the couch.



“Asleep”, Tara answered, joining Willow on the sofa and lifting her lover’s feet into her lap rubbing them lightly. “How are you?”



“Better now that we’re home”, Willow sighed, sinking into the cushions as Tara massaged her feet. “I’m sorry if I was acting all…”



“Hormonal?” Tara finished.



Willow chuckled, “I guess…”, she trailed off, hugging her arms around herself. “I’m glad it’s yours.”



“Me too”, Tara nodded.



“I don’t know what I would have done if somehow it wasn’t”, the redhead continued on. “For the past three days I have felt so guilty for something I couldn’t possibly have done.”



Tara sighed and slid up the length of the couch, resting her head on Willow’s abdomen, her fingers drawing light circles on the redhead’s taut stomach in front of her face. “I’m so sorry that I said what I did the other night”, she whispered. “I’m sorry that I even allowed myself to think that for a split second. I know that you never would have done anything without talking to me first.”



“It was a really crazy day”, Willow said, her tone making it clear that she had already forgiven her wife. “I should have told you as soon as I knew… but I was scared.”



“I understand”, Tara answered. She really did. “And I’m going to make it up to you.”



Willow’s ears perked at the all too familiar phrase as Tara extracted herself from the couch and stood over her lover with one hand extended in invitation. “Tara?” She asked, taking her lover’s hand.



“Starting right now.” The blonde replied, pulling Willow up off the sofa and toward the bedroom.



*****

TBC...

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