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Re: Together Forever

Postby PancakesinBellies » Wed May 31, 2006 4:56 pm

Very nice. I can't wait for another update. I'm a greedy kitty. But I agree with db. We need magic exploration and then lots of lovin'. ;-)
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Willowtree252 » Wed May 31, 2006 8:18 pm

:pinky HANGING ON EVERY WORD WOW I do not have the words to say how wonderful this story is but i will be there for every letter you right like i said before you are fixing what was broken !!!! I also agree we need some real HOT willow and tara loven :kdevil
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Re: Together Forever

Postby justin » Thu Jun 01, 2006 3:21 am

That was a great update. I admit, not having seen S7, I was a bit confused about some points, such as who this Cassie is, but I was able to follow most of it.

Well I'm glad Tara was there to put a stop to whatever the first (assuming that's who it was) is planning. Some of the things "Cassie" saidt to Tara were insteresting. Sort of hinting this is more than just a case of Tara falling through a hole in the space-time continuum.

Looking forward to seeing how this develops
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Thianne » Thu Jun 01, 2006 10:02 am

wow! i loved all the updates! this story is really intriguing, i can't wait to know how you're going to write the whole final battle with tara.

and about tara....she's so sweet. and willow, so afraid of her own magic....that is probably the thing she needs to work on, because i think it's going to block her later on.

i'm really curious about this Kit....will you write dawn's coming out? or will you make someone walk in on them?

i'll anxiously wait for the next update, if someone, who shall remain nameless but her name is RACHEL McCANN, would post in the update thread :-D

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Re: Together Forever

Postby WillowsGirlXX » Thu Jun 01, 2006 1:36 pm

Thianne wrote:wow! i loved all the updates! this story is really intriguing, i can't wait to know how you're going to write the whole final battle with tara.

and about tara....she's so sweet. and willow, so afraid of her own magic....that is probably the thing she needs to work on, because i think it's going to block her later on.

i'm really curious about this Kit....will you write dawn's coming out? or will you make someone walk in on them?

i'll anxiously wait for the next update, if someone, who shall remain nameless but her name is RACHEL McCANN, would post in the update thread

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Many thanks everyone, glad you like it, its a complicated story and yes i have dropped hints about Tara's crossover, she's here for a good reason so dont worry.

The magic aspect will be dealt with with and its central to parts of the story and the ending., Tara and Willow will work together and i have a little feeling it will lead to smoochies and healing of Willow's heart.

Justin, (Cassie was a student who Buffy tried to save, but she died, the First used her image to torment Willow) I am planning to do my own explantion of why it couldnt use Tara's image to hurt Willow.

I confess i have a dozen ideas in part format of how to resurrect Tara and being her back into Willow's arms. I just have to have my dose of Willow/Tara smoochies

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Re: Together Forever

Postby WillowsGirlXX » Sun Jun 04, 2006 1:26 pm

***

1630 Revello Drive

Willow reached the front door first; it was wide open and almost hanging off its hinges. That wasn’t the worst thing though, that had to be the front bay window, all the glass was blown out the curtains blowing in the gentle breeze.

“Oh my god.” Willow said, she waited a moment and took Tara’s hand and they stepped into the house. There was debris everywhere, furniture was broken, vases and there was an axe embedded in the wall.

Tara was shocked and stunned at seeing the devastation in the house, she looked at Willow nervously as perhaps what ever had done this was still there. She couldn’t feel any darkness around them, but still whatever had done this could still be close.

“Dawnie?” Willow called out worried about her best friend’s sister.

“Dawn.” Echoed Tara.

There was silence for a moment then they heard a reply. “In here Willow.”

Willow breathed out with a little sigh of relief; she and Tara ran into the lounge to see almost all the furniture destroyed and the television still smoking. Dawn was huddled up in the far corner, her arms wrapped tight around her friend Kit.

“Oh god Dawnie are you ok?” Willow asked as she knelt down beside her.

“I’m ok Willow I think, I saw a vision of mom she was in pain or something, there was something attacking her. It hurt Kit and me, god Willow it was terrible.” Dawn said.

Tara knelt down beside Kit, who like Dawn had several cuts to her face and hands; she looked a little pale but otherwise ok. “Are you ok?” She asked the pretty young woman.

Kit nodded. “I think so; Dawn took the worst of it.”

Willow looked down to check for any other signs of injuries on Dawn, as she looked she could see Dawn’s hand firmly clasped in Kit’s. “Come on Dawnie, lets get you cleaned up ok? we’ll deal with what happened as soon as your ok?”

“Willow something bad is coming, it hurt mom and she said Buffy would leave me because of this fight.” Dawn told her.

Willow brushed a few locks of Dawn’s hair away from her tear streaked face. “Dawn, we know Tara and I had a visit from some demon it wanted us dead, I don’t know what you saw but I don’t know if we can trust it.”

“Oh god.” Dawn said.

“I have to call Buffy.” Willow said taking out her cellphone. She quickly dialed the number and waited for Buffy to pick up her phone. The phone just kept ringing for ages. Willow hung up and redialed again, her fingers stabbing at the buttons in panic.

“Come on Buffy pick up.” Willow said. “Please.”

Dawn too looked worried. “Oh god I hope she’s ok.”

Moments later Willow heard an echo on the phone. “Hello Willow?”

Willow sighed relief. “Oh thank god Buffy, are you ok?”

“Ask me later, I think Spike is killing again, I met a vampire tonight who said Spike sired him.” Buffy answered her.

“Oh god, listen Buffy you’d better get home something’s happened, you’d better call Xander too.” Willow told her.

“What’s wrong?” Buffy asked.

“Dawn and her friend are hurt and Tara and I had a visitor, something bad is coming Buffy and I mean really bad.” Willow answered.

“Ok I’m on my way now.” Buffy said and then the phone went silent.

Willow put the phone in her pocket and turned to Tara. “I’m going to get the first aid kit, stay here ok?”

Tara nodded. “Sure.”

Tara watched Willow go then turned back to Dawn and her friend, they were both still shaking from their ordeal. Tara put a hand on Dawn’s shoulder and gave it a little squeeze. “Everything’s going to be ok Dawn.”

“I know, you’re here.” Dawn said smiling.

***

Buffy ran home as fast as she could, right now there where hundreds of things running through her mind. This had been one of the scariest and frightening nights of her life. Spike was killing again he had sired a vampire that she had killed tonight. Then Willow called in a panic about something she was clearly sounded shaken about something.

Buffy reached the front of her house and she paused a moment as she saw the blown out front window, there was glass everywhere on the lawn. The door was still wide open, she ran into the house to find Willow crouching by Dawn tending to her cuts. Tara was dealing with Kit’s minor wounds.

“Oh god what the hell happened?” Buffy asked as she rushed to her sister’s side.

“Mom was here, she said it’s going to get bad.” Dawn said. “It was terrifying Buffy, Kit and I were so scared.”

Buffy brushed her sister’s hair away from her eyes. “Dawnie its ok now your safe ok?”

Willow gave her a little half smile. “Don’t worry ok Dawn, we’re all here now.”

Buffy turned to her best friend. “Willow did you see any of this at all?”

“No I didn’t Tara and I only got here a little while ago, Buffy something bad is going on and I mean really bad. Some demon using Cassie Newton’s ghost form tried to get me to kill myself.” Willow told her. “It was pretending to be a messenger from Tara, her spirit.”

“Oh god.”

“It wasn’t Tara.” Willow told her. “What ever it was it wanted me dead. Tara said it could be afraid of me. Buffy I don’t know what we can do about this.”

“We’ll find away Willow, we always do.” Buffy said, although she wasn’t sure how they were going to do it.”

“I hope your night was better.” Willow managed with a little half smile.

Buffy shook her head. “I wish it had been Willow, I think Spike is killing again, I staked a vampire who claimed to be sired by him.” Buffy told her. “And talk about psyche me out evil undead.”

“What?” Willow said. “Spike, is the chip broken?”

“I don’t know Willow; I guess it must be for him to be attacking people again.” Buffy said solemnly.

“What are you going to do stake him?” Willow asked her. “I mean you said he has a soul now.”

“I know Willow, but things are complicated.” Buffy said. “I guess I had better find out from him before I go pounding him with a wooden stake.”

“I hope it’s not true Buffy, but be careful ok?” Willow told her.

“Don’t worry Will, I’ll be fine.” Buffy smiled.

Willow turned back to Tara who had finished helping Kit and Dawn; she had overheard part of the conversation. Willow put her arm on her shoulder and smiled. “You ok?”

Tara nodded. “I am thank you Willow.”

“Tara, I’m sorry about all this.” Buffy said. “To be thrown into a world of chaos and demons like this.”

Willow looked into Tara’s blue eyes. “I’m sorry your trapped here Tara.”

Tara didn’t take her eyes off Willow for a moment, and then she turned to Buffy. She gave her a little half smile. “Buffy its ok, I always said that things happen for a reason, I guess me being here is one of them. That encounter with a demon tonight made me think.”

Willow’s hand moved to her arm and slowly trailed down to her hand, she gave Tara’s fingers a little squeeze and smiled. “About what?”

“Me, m m m my purpose in life, that demon or what ever it was fears Willow and m m maybe even me. It makes me think I am here for a reason.” Tara said, she could feel her heart racing in her chest.

“Well I’m glad you’re here Tara.” Buffy said. “Believe me, we need you and I know Willow does.”

The two wiccans exchanged a shy glance and they both gave each other a little smile.

“Least with Tara here we have two witches.” Dawn said. “A slayer and two witches, that’s better odds.”

“I’m still sure about me doing the magic’s again, I still worry that maybe that demon is right that the moment I tap into the magic I’m going to hurt someone.” Willow said, she looked away from Buffy.

Tara reached out and took Willow’s hand in her own; she gave the redhead’s hand a gentle squeeze. Green eyes met blue; Tara gave her a little smile. “Willow together we can work it out, we can just start out slow and take things one day at a time.”

Willow could see the warmth in Tara’s eyes and the gentleness, that same look she had seen so many times before in her Tara. “Thank you Tara.”

“I can be your anchor keep you here with me.” Tara told her. “Perhaps that’s all you really need, someone to keep you grounded?”

Willow gave her a little grin. “I’d like that very much, we can start tomorrow if you’d like?”

Tara nodded. “I’d like that.”

Buffy turned to Dawn and gave her a little wink, it was clear to anyone that the two girls were beginning to fall for each other. Dawn could see the little sparkle in Tara’s eyes; she was very much attracted to Willow. Dawn smiled. “You two together this is so cool.” She then quickly added in case the two wiccans took it the wrong way. “You know with magic.”

Tara just smiled she guessed that Dawn loved the relationship that Willow shared with her Tara, it wasn’t hard to spot the young girls hope that she and Willow would perhaps fall for each other.

“I think you two will figure out a way to kick this things ass.” Dawn added. “I believe in you both.”

“Thanks Dawn.” Willow said. “I hope we can.”

Buffy nodded. “I’ll speak to Giles first thing tomorrow, see what he can find out, the more we know the more we stand a chance against what ever is coming.” She then stood up and walked back into the hallway, she was about to shut the door when she saw Xander come running up the pathway.

“Oh god what happened?” He asked her.

“Demons or something I think, Dawn saw it all.” Buffy said. “Look sorry to ask, but can you board up the windows for us?”

She stepped back and he entered the house, walking into the lounge he looked at the destroyed windows. “Is everyone ok?” He asked.

“Minor cuts and bruises, but all peachy and fine.” She said.

“Good, ok I’ll go get some boarding, I’ll be back in 20 minutes ok.” He said and ran outside back to his car.

“Oh god, I just remembered I hate cleaning up.” Buffy said as she closed the door behind him and walked back into the lounge. “Well guess we’d better get busy, Willow, Dawn, Tara and Kit, sorry but I think we have some tidying up to do.”

There was a chorus of groans from everyone, Dawn rolled her eyes and stood up. “Thanks Buffy, it’s just want I always wanted to do.” Sighed Dawn as her sister handed her a brush.

***

Morning

It had taken them almost the night to clear up the aftermath of that evening. Xander had managed to board up the damaged windows; he had sealed them as tight as he could. He had left to go home and rest before he returned to start work on repairing the windows more permanently.

They had all gone to bed about 3 in the morning following the clean up of the front room. Buffy had collapsed into her bed exhausted; Dawn had fallen asleep curled up next to Kit on her own bed. The two young girls were still fully clothed lying on top of the bed.

Willow and Tara were also too tired to undress for bed, instead they just lay down on Willow’s bed pulled the sheet over themselves and drifted off to sleep. Tara had slept on her side while Willow slept behind her; during the night Willow had moved herself closer to Tara and had partly draped one arm over the blonde’s sleeping form.

Tara was the first one to wake up she could feel warmth next to her, she tilted her head down and saw Willow’s arm partly wrapped around her waist. The movement of her head caused Willow to partly stir and mumble something.

“Frogs, I cant move, the frogs are coming.” Willow said, her body moved and Tara suddenly found that Willow had pulled Tara closer. She could feel the redhead’s breasts against her back; she could feel her face flushing red as she had never been this close to a girl before.

“Frogs, they’re everywhere.” Willow said again. “No, no.”

“Willow?” Tara said softly to try and rouse the dreaming girl. “Willow it’s just a dream.”

“Huh, oh sorry.” Willow said still half asleep as she opened her eyes she found herself wrapped tight around Tara’s body. She realized that it was probably embarrassing the poor girl, so she quickly removed her arm and lay back on the bed.

Tara felt a little pang of regret as she felt Willow break her embrace, but she guessed that the redhead was feeling a little guilty at getting so close to her. She slowly turned herself over to face Willow, their eyes met and Tara found herself smiling warmly at her.

“Goddess.” Willow said softly.

Tara looked a little puzzled. “Sorry Willow?”

Willow looked a little embarrassed. “Sorry I just thought you looked so beautiful, I I hope you don’t mind.”

Tara gave her a little smile. “Thank you, but Willow so are you, you have amazing eyes,”

Willow returned the smile and she felt herself moving a little closer to Tara, their lips almost touching. They could feel each others breath on their lips, their hearts beating rapidly in their chests.

Before they could go any further the door opened to reveal Buffy still looking half asleep. She saw the position that the two girls where in, and she blushed. “Opps sorry.”

Willow let out a little sigh and she reluctantly sat up. “What’s wrong Buffy?” She said trying to hide the disappointment in her voice.

“I have to go now I need to find Spike, find out if he really has been killing again.” Buffy said.

Willow nodded and slowly swung herself out of bed; Tara sat herself up and gave a little yawn. Willow stood up and faced her best friend. “Buffy what are you going do if he is?”

Buffy looked away for a moment. “I don’t know Willow; if he is back to his old ways then I guess I’ll have to deal with him.”

“I’m sorry Buffy.” Willow told her. “I wish there was something I could do to help.”

“Thank you.” Buffy said smiling. “We always knew this day might come, but for now you need to focus on your magic.” Buffy looked towards Tara who had also stood up, she had a puzzled expression on her face as she stood next to Willow. “Are you ok Tara?”

“Whose Spike?” She asked.

Buffy motioned for Tara to sit on the bed and she sat down next to her. “Spike is a vampire; he’s also a kind of ally as well or at least was.” Buffy said sadly. “He has helped us in the past, took care of Dawn.”

“But he’s a vampire?”

“It’s complicated because he has a soul now.” Buffy said. “Not to mention a government chip that should stop him hurting people.”

“Oh.” Tara said simply.

Buffy smiled and took the blonde girls hand. “Don’t worry Tara.”

“This is certainly a surprise, but I’m ok Buffy really, I meant what I said last night, I believe I’m here for a reason.” She said, glancing at Willow and giving her a little smile. She found her heart flutter a little as she caught she look in Willow’s eyes, they found themselves just looking into each others eyes for a moment, almost losing themselves.

The looks between the two Wiccan’s was not lost on Buffy, she could feel herself smiling as she saw the little spark blossoming between to the two girls. She released Tara’s hand and stood up. “Well I’d better get going find out where Spike is hiding, maybe I can help him.”

“I hope so Buffy.” Willow said.

“What about you two?” Buffy asked them.

Willow grinned. “I think maybe a shower, breakfast and then I think we’ll talk about magic, Tara is a powerful witch so with her help maybe I can learn control and trust myself.”

“I I I’m not that powerful.” Tara said quietly.

“Tara sweetie you are.” Willow said reassuring her, she reached out and took Tara’s hand pulling the blonde girl up.

“Well I’ll catch you two later ok; Xander said he’ll swing by later to start work on rebuilding the front windows.” Buffy said. “I swear this house must be almost brand new.” She added shrugging her shoulders; she then left the two Wiccan’s alone again.

“I’m glad you’re here Tara.” Willow said.

Tara gave her a half smile. “I’m glad too.”

Tara was slowly getting used to things now, for the first time in her life she felt that she belonged somewhere. Torn away from her world two days ago, at last she had a purpose in life. She remembered everyone teasing her about her stuttering she was incredibly shy and had almost no friends.

Since arriving here, she had met several new friends and met a girl who clearly liked her and with whom she found equally attractive. She knew that this was where she was meant to be, here right now.

Willow could see her thinking. “You ok Tara?”

Tara nodded. “I am thank you Willow, just feel like I belong somewhere at last. I mean I’ve met Buffy, Dawn, Xander, Anya and of course you, I’m just really glad I’m here.” She paused for a moment. “I’m glad I met you Willow, you’re very special.”

Willow smiled and took both of Tara’s hands, she took a deep breath and she leaned forward and softly kissed her on her lips. Tara felt herself becoming a little giddy at the kiss; she gave Willow’s hands a little squeeze and returned the kiss.

“So are you Tara.” Willow said as their lips part, she felt herself blushing again. “Come on Tara, lets go get something to eat, then I defiantly need a shower.”

“Then do you want to talk about magic, and maybe we can do a few simple spells together.” Tara suggested.

“Sure.” Willow said smiling.

“Nothing heavy, just a few spells to start out slow test our synchronicity.” Tara said.

“I’d like that.”

Tara gave Willow’s fingers another little squeeze. “Me too.”

***
2nd half posted now.

Next chapter is going to be pretty big and will deal with Willow and Magic, also Buffy has to make a choice, which could be very shocking.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby willohand » Sun Jun 04, 2006 2:09 pm

oh I am the doofus...du... your you. And your writiing this fic too. :pinky okay so now I have to be sure to reply to them both.No more lurking. Update soon as you can. Oh and I cant wait to see willow and little tara grow closer.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby justin » Sun Jun 04, 2006 2:24 pm

That was an interesting update.

That must have been some vision to cause all that damage. Also it seems that even though fake!cassie failed to get Willow to kill herself she did manage to increase Willow's doubts about her ability to use magic safely. A good thing that Tara's there to reassure her.

I'm looking forward to them starting to do spells again, both in the literal and figurative sense :wtkiss

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Re: Together Forever

Postby Willowtree252 » Sun Jun 04, 2006 6:49 pm

:pinky I love how you are leting the girls grow together and you are doing a great job with puting canon and AU togeter love cant wait for them to fall for each other and some major :wtkiss :kitty
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Re: Together Forever

Postby PancakesinBellies » Mon Jun 05, 2006 6:43 am

The interactions between Willow and Tara are so achingly precious. I don't just mean that in an 'Aw, how sweet' sort of way either. They are sweet, but the tenderness with which they treat each other coupled with the tentativeness of a 'new' relationship creates something between them that seems so innocent and pure (despite a developing purient interest, right? ;-) ). I can't think of the words I need to properly describe it, but I do think that this is a great story, and I hope the updates come quickly!
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Re: Together Forever

Postby WillowsGirlXX » Fri Jun 09, 2006 4:04 pm

Ok finally finished this chapter, took ages as was hard not to want to write them making out with the smoochies.

Be warned this chapter contains some seriously smoochie moments. :wtkiss

***

It only took Buffy about half an hour to reach Xander Harris’s apartment when she knew Spike had been living these past few weeks. A hundred and one things were running through her mind, was it really possible that the chip, which stopped him from hurting humans, had broken. If it had broken why was he killing again now he had his human soul back? She would soon discover the answers herself when she confronted the vampire.

Buffy knocked on the door to the apartment and waited for Xander to open the door. Moments later he did, he still looked bleary eyed from helping to repair the damaged caused by last night’s events.

“Hey Buffy, what brings you here so early.” He said.

“Morning Xander, it’s almost noon.” Buffy said with a half smile.

The smile from his face faded. “Oh crap, I overslept huh?”

Buffy didn’t laugh at the joke instead she became serious. “Listen Xander is Spike here?”

“Yeah he is, he got in about 6am this morning.” Xander said. “Want me to go get him?”

Buffy shook her head. “No if it’s ok can I come in and see him?”

Xander didn’t reply instead he just stood back and allowed her to enter the flat. He could see the steely determination in the slayers eyes, after what she had told them all last night it was something to worry about. At Buffy’s insistence he had kept a wooden stake close to his bed last night just incase.

Thankfully he hadn’t needed it; Spike had come in from his night out and gone straight to his room in the closet. Anya who had also spent the night with him felt reasonably safe as well.

Closing the door behind her he spoke. “Are you sure you’re ok Buffy?”

Buffy shook her head. “Not really, this scares me more than anything.”

Xander nodded. “I hope to god you’re wrong about all this.”

“So do I Xander.” She replied simply. “Is he still in his room?”

“Yeah he is.” He paused for a beat. “Buffy sorry but I got to ask?”

“What?”

“Do you still care about him, I mean love him?” He asked, hoping that she wouldn’t lose her temper, he was relieved to see she just kept her cool.

Buffy looked away for a moment then fixed him with her eyes. “No.” She said. “No I don’t love him.”

That was enough for Xander. “Ok.” He said accepting her reply completely.

Buffy was grateful in a way that he didn’t want to know or ask anything more. Her feelings where still in a muddle over him, but one thing was clear, she didn’t love him.

“Thank you.” She said gratefully.

“That’s ok Buff, I just don’t want you going through what happened a while ago, you know before Tara died and Willow went crazy.” He said.

Buffy gave him a little smile. “It won’t be like last year I can promise you that.” She said. “Tara is here and I think her and Willow are getting closer every moment, I saw them this morning they’re going to discuss magic.”

“Tara’s really going to help her?” He asked.

Buffy nodded. “Yeah she is, I think it’s what Willow needs the most, half the time she is scared to even do a simple spell. Tara’s death well you know our Tara’s death and her abuse of dark magic has pretty badly affected her.”

Xander thought for a moment. “I guess we could always suggest she just gives it up?”

Buffy shook her head. “No I think she is past that point already, she needs help in dealing with her magic. Besides we have a big fight coming and I need her in this.”

Xander smiled. “Then it seems Tara has appeared at the right time in Willow’s life, just when she needs her the most. I just hope that they fall for each other.”

Buffy grinned. “Considering how I found them this morning so not going to be a problem. They were a little cuddly together this morning, I think in time they will figure it out.”

“I just can’t believe how much she is like her, her hair, mannerisms and she looks so much like her.” Xander said.

“She is Tara Maclay, she’s just new around here that’s all.” Buffy told him. “I’m glad she is here.”

Xander nodded. “I know me too.”

Buffy smiled faded as she heard a noise from the small room she knew where Spike slept. “Better go find out what the hell is going on with Spike I guess.”

“Do you need me for anything?” Xander asked her.

“Be ready in case I need you.” Buffy said solemnly

“No problem Buffy.” He said.

Buffy sighed and opened the door to Spike’s room, she just hoped she was wrong about all this. As much as she still distrusted the vampire she still had some feelings for him. “I hate this job.” She whispered as the door closed behind her.

***

Tara sat on the edge of the bed in Willow’s room, her legs swinging gently against the bottom of the bedsheets. She was waiting for Willow to return from the bathroom, they had not long ago finished breakfast. Tara had been first to grab a shower and she had changed into a long printed skirt and was now wearing a white sweater.

She had a little smile on her face as she looked around the room, she felt at home for the first time in her life. At last she belonged somewhere, and she had friends even though she had only known them a few days she felt as she’d known them for many years.

The door opened and Willow walked in clad in just a bath towel, it covered her from her knees to barely covering her breasts. She saw the little smile on the Tara’s face and she greeted her. “Hey Tara, you feeling ok now after your shower?”

“Much better thank you Willow.” She replied happily. “Are you ok Willow I I I mean after last night?”

Willow nodded. “I am.” She came over to the bed and sat down next to Tara. “Thanks to you.”

Tara smiled and took a deep breath as she did she could smell the almond body wash that Willow had showered with. She stole a glance at Willow’s bare shoulder and neck, she could feel her heart flutter again at the sight of the pale smooth delicate skin of the redhead.

“Are you still up for our little magic bonding session.” Willow said, suddenly glad she had gotten the words out right. “I mean if you still want to?” She added hopefully, chewing her lower lip.

“I’d like that very much Willow.” Tara replied. “I I I think it would be good to work together.”

Willow took Tara’s hand in her own. “I missed doing this.” She said softly. “It’s kinda how we, well Tara and I fell in love with each other.”

“Through the spells?” Tara asked her.

Willow nodded. “Yes but also just spending time with each other, talking and everything like that. It was almost magic in itself really, I had not long broken up with my boyfriend Oz. I met Tara and we connected on every level it was just so amazing. Then one night she told me that she was mine, and I knew I was in love.” Willow paused for a moment, Tara said nothing she seemed happy to listen to Willow talk about her life. “Anyway we grew closer, made love and then things went crazy.”

“Crazy?” Tara asked.

“Well Oz came back to try and rekindle things, but I was already in love with her, in the end I told him I was happy with Tara so he left again. I came out as gay soon after, I guess being with her helped me to find the real me.”

Tara gave her hand a gently reassuring squeeze. “I’m glad to know the real you.”

Willow lowered her eyes and gently bit her lower lip as she smiled warmly at Tara, she just continued to stare into the blonde’s eyes for a while almost forgetting to breathe. The more time she spent with her the more she felt that connection again the magic between them was getting stronger. Willow could feel that the magic wasn’t just the fact they where both witches it ran a lot deeper than that.

“Goddess.” Willow said softly, she could feel her heart beating so fast now as her lips where just inches away from Tara’s. She could feel her towel slipping around her she suddenly felt embarrassed as Tara had never seen her nude before, she quickly pulled the towel up to cover her breasts.

“Sorry.” Willow said a little ashamed. “I seem to be having a case of nudity.”

Tara too had blushed red as she had caught a brief glimpse of Willow’ body, the smoothness of her skin, the small but pert breasts. Tara closed her eyes for a moment as Willow stood up and moved the draw to put some clothes on. She felt ashamed that for a moment she could feel herself becoming aroused at the sight of the semi naked Willow.

Tara opened her eyes again and turned away to allow Willow some privacy to dress. She knew in her heart that she was falling for Willow, and to her the most amazing thing was that the feelings where being returned.


For so many years Tara imagined herself growing old alone, that no girl would ever fall in love with her. Since meeting Willow she had gradually realized that perhaps she could be in love, being around the redhead felt so amazing and perfect it felt so natural. She turned around again to face Willow who was putting on a pink sweater on.

Their eyes met again and in an instant Tara felt light headed and dizzy as she saw deep into Willow’s beautiful green eyes.

“Hey.” Willow said as she finally finished dressing. “Sorry about that.”

Tara stood up and walked over to Willow. “You don’t have to be sorry, it’s ok.”

“Good.” Willow said, there was a pause for a moment as they continued to stare into each others eyes. Finally Willow took a deep breath. “Tara where to you want to begin?”

Tara lowered her eyes. “Begin with what?”

Willow smiled at Tara’s words she managed a little giggle. “Um I guess magic.” She said with a little grin. “Maybe see how things go from there?” She added quietly.

“Tara reached out and took her hands. “It’s a nice way to begin.” She said. “Ok Willow, lets focus on trying to help each other, I have a cool spell we can try.”

“Sure what do you need?” Willow asked her.

Tara thought for a moment. “Do you have any flowers?”

Willow remembered one the spells that she and Tara once did just as they started to develop feelings for one another. “I know the spell, we float the flower and then pluck the petals off just using magic.”

Tara looked disappointed. “Oh you know it?”

Willow smiled. “We tried it, but it failed because of dark magic nearby, we never really tried it again.” She stepped up close to Tara’s face. “I would love to try again with you?” She said almost a pleading tone in her voice.

“Really?”

“I really would like to see it work, and I think it would help me to focus my energies on something delicate to begin with.” Willow said.

“I I I I agree, start off small and then move on to something bigger?” Tara said.

“Ok I’ll go get a flower ok?” Willow said, she released Tara’s hands and then left her alone for a moment.

Tara still felt so nervous about doing this, not so much because she feared Willow’s power, but because this would almost unite their souls. Once they did this spell she knew that Willow would sense just how much she was falling in love with her. Her feelings for Willow would be open for her to see.

Part of her sensed that Willow had similar feelings for her, she looked down at the carpeted floor and thought of the girl who had once shared Willow’s life. A girl who not only looked like her, but was her in this world. She thought she could almost hear a voice in her mind, she closed her eyes for a moment.

Again she thought she could hear a soft voice almost like her own whisper something. “Take care of our Willow.” Tara felt a warm feeling run through her body as she heard the voice, she could feel a smile breaking out over her face.

Willow opened the door to see the little smile on the blonde’s face, she looked so radiant and almost glowing. Willow gently closed the door, she had one hand behind her back.

Tara opened her eyes to see Willow standing there smiling, Willow just took a few steps towards her. “Hey Tara, you really should do that more often.”

“What’s that?” Tara asked her.

“That smile you have on your face right now, you look like an angel.” Willow said.

Tara just smiled. “No, but I I I think you are one.”

Willow felt as though she just wanted to throw her arms around Tara’s waist and kiss her passionately. Instead she brought out the rose from behind her and gave it to Tara. “This is for the spell.”

“It’s perfect.” Tara said taking the rose from Willow.

“Do we need to make a circle?” Willow asked her.

Tara shook her head. “No it’s not always necessary

Willow breathed a little sigh of relief as she knew she didn’t have any sand with her at the moment, and since the magic box shop was gone it took a while to import it. “Ok Tara how do you want to start this?”

“First we form a circle.” Tara said, she sat down and placed the rose just in front of her. She looked up and stretched out her arms so that Willow would sit down and join her.

“Ok.” Willow said, she sat down in front of Tara and reached out and took the blonde wiccan’s hands. She sat there for a few moments clearing her mind of all thoughts, just focusing on Tara and the rose between them.

“Willow?” Tara breathed softly.

“Yes Tara?”

“I know that you touched dark magic and that you feel nervous about this, but before we can begin I need you to trust me ok?” Tara said softly.

Willow felt that Tara’s words almost sang to her, she smiled at her and gently caressed the tips of Tara’s fingers with her own. “I trust you.” She said. She closed her eyes again, just focusing on Tara picturing the blonde clearly in her mind. The delicate touch of her hands was enough to give her a little peace in her mind. Opening her eyes again she smiled at Tara, her mind quiet for the first time.

“I trust you Tara.” Willow told her.

Tara looked into her eyes and smiled. “Ok then we’re ready now.”

Tara closed her eyes and in her mind she began to reach out to Willow, the redhead had also closed her eyes and she focused her mind on the blonde girl. As their minds touched they began to picture the rose lying on the floor just in front of them.

In between their legs the rose began to stir, it slowly began to lift from the floor and rise up in between the two girls linked arms. Willow could feel Tara’s mind joined with her own, their minds working in perfect harmony as they lifted the rose.

For the first time since Tara was shot, Willow felt her mind at perfect peace, she felt so calm right now. Tara’s mind was touching hers and Willow felt herself opening up to the magic within her. She could feel the power within her but by keeping her mind tuned with Tara she only drew what she needed.

Willow slowly opened her eyes to see two sapphire eyes staring back at her. Willow felt her heart almost singing as she gazed into Tara’s beautiful eyes.

“Willow are you ready for the next part?” Tara said softly.

Willow nodded. “Now we focus and tune our minds together to pluck off each of the petals one by one.”

Tara grinned enthusiastically. “This will just be so pretty to see.”

Willow and Tara both gazed at the rose, but in their minds they could still feel each other. Their hearts and souls united as one, together they looked at the first petal and in an instant it came away from the rose and gently floated down to the floor.

One by one a petal began to gently separate from the head of the rose and float down to the ground, the two girls could feel themselves working together as one. They had tuned their minds together so perfectly that they where able to float a few of the rose petals one to each other.

After a while the rose was finally free of all it’s petals, they gently lowered the rose to the ground. Both girls just sat there for a while longer their hands still grasping each other. Turning to face each other they both had big smiles on their faces, there was a gently calm around them a total inner peace.

“That was so amazing.” Willow said. “So beautiful.”

“It was.” Tara agreed. “See Willow you can do it, we worked together and not once did you let the darkness come into your mind.”

“I know it was pure..”

“Magic.” Tara finished her sentence.

“Tara?” Willow said.

“Yes?”

Willow took a deep breath, she was aware that they were still holding each others hands. She could still feel Tara’s mind with hers, and she knew that Tara was beginning to fall in love. Willow’s heart sang with joy as she sensed the magic between them.

Tara also could feel the love in Willow’s heart, there was still love for the young woman who she had lost, but there was love too for her. She watched as Willow edged herself a little closer.

“Can we sit on the bed?” Willow asked her, still not wanting to let go of Tara’s hand.

Tara nodded. “Sure.” She said softly, her voice barely a whisper.

They stood up slowly still they released one pair of hands and sat down next to each other on the bed. Sitting there for what felt like ages they just stared deep into each others eyes.

Willow finally got up the courage to speak. “That was so incredible Tara I felt so at peace when I was touching you.” She said. “I I mean with the magic.” She added quickly.

Tara smiled. “I know I felt it too, I was right about you Willow you have so much power in you. You have a lot of control too, I I I think you just needed someone to guide you.”

Willow smiled. “Like you.” She whispered softly. “You are so beautiful Tara, you really are.”

Tara felt herself blushing as she saw Willow inching a little closer. She could feel her heart racing again in her chest as she could feel Willow’s breath upon her lips.

Willow too could feel her own heart pounding away in her chest as she moved ever closer to Tara, she could feel herself getting lost in the blonde girls eyes again.

Tara’s mind was racing as well as her heart, she had never really been this close with another girl before in her life. “So are you Willow.” Tara said, her voice soft. With a final deep breath Tara closed the gap and her lips met Willow’s in a kiss.

Both girls felt a fire surge through them as their lips met in the kiss, their lips passionately mashing against each other. Willow could feel herself falling deeper and deeper into the moment, the sheer pleasure from the tingling and the almost electric sensation as their lips slowly moved against each other.

“Wow.” Tara said as they finally broke contact. “That was some kiss.”

Willow didn’t say anything she just leaned in close again and her lips once again met Tara’s, as they kissed both girls could feel their arms wrapping gently around each other, holding each other close as they lost themselves in each other.

“Goddess.” Willow whispered as they came up for air. “That was some kiss.”

Tara was trembling. “I I I I know, it was so amazing.”

“Tara you’re trembling sweetie, are you ok?” Willow asked, worried that she had offended her or upset her somehow.

Tara could tell Willow was worried she just smiled and kissed her again briefly on the lips. “I’m fine Willow I promise it’s just I’ve never been kissed like that before.”

“It was nice.” Willow agreed.

Tara slowly nodded. “You’re just so special Willow and I I I….” Her voice trailed off.

“What?” Willow asked her.

“I like you Willow.” Tara said it, she finally got it out. “I I just ha…”

Willow smiled as she gazed into Willow’s eyes; with a single finger she placed it over Tara’s lips before she could say anymore. “I know Tara.”

“I I I know things are complicated with me being so much like the girl you lost, but I mean if you want to, you know take things slow?” Tara said not sure if she was making sense.

Willow kissed her again. “I know Tara, I would like that, I mean it’s going to take some time getting used to this, but Tara I care about you too. I really like you Tara, there is something there between us I can feel it.”

“I feel it too.” Tara said.

There was a pause between them for a moment, as they looked into each others eyes. Tara reached out and gently stroked Willow’s cheek. “Willow?”

“Yes Tara?”

“Where do we go from here?” The blonde asked her.

Willow just smiled. “I was thinking this is a good place to start.”

With that she pulled Tara close again to her body and kissed her firmly on the lips. Deep with her she could feel her Tara smiling at them both, Willow felt a little of the guilt and pain wash away as her lips pressed into Tara’s. Sure there was a way to go but at least now she could start to move on with her life, a life with Tara Maclay.

***

TBC
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Re: Together Forever

Postby PancakesinBellies » Fri Jun 09, 2006 7:02 pm

Woohoo! Sooooooooooooooooooooo precious. Although, when I look at how the spell went and how it made Willow feel I start channeling Madonna'a 'Like a Virgin'.... ;-)

Looking forward to the next one, greedy kitty that I am. Keep up the good work!
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Willowtree252 » Fri Jun 09, 2006 8:34 pm

:pinky :pinky :pinky :pinky this is sooo sweet and wonderful i like the pace you are going letting them grow and willow to find out she can love again my heart sings when i read your storys cant wait for next time :kitty :kitty :kitty :kitty
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Re: Together Forever

Postby db » Sat Jun 10, 2006 12:17 am

What a lovely way to show us Willow and Tara falling in love all over again. Sigh. I really like your story.

Thanks for the :wtkiss .


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Re: Together Forever

Postby justin » Sat Jun 10, 2006 12:42 am

I really enjoyed that update. It was nice to see Willow and Tara bonding again :)

So we still don't know if Spike is attacking people again. It'll be interesting to find out the truth about that.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby willohand » Sat Jun 10, 2006 7:51 pm

I so love this fic. It has a bit of it all but most importantly it has my favorite redhead getting to a place where she is again comfortable with herself and her ability to do magic with out it hurting her emotionally. You ROOOOOOOOCCCK!
Okay missy so when is the next update. And HELLO... WWHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH SPIKEY? cant wait to find out what and how Buffy will deal.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby WillowsGirlXX » Sun Jun 11, 2006 1:01 pm

Hiyas all thank you for the feedback..

Here is the next part, warning its a bit of a shocker though.

Later that Day

1630 Revello Drive

Buffy opened the door to her house and stepped inside, from the look on her face she was thoroughly fed up. She had spent some of the morning trying to get an answer from Spike as to whether he had been killing again. He had denied it and said he had only vague memories of what had happened last night.

Buffy wasn’t sure that he was telling the truth, he was hiding something she could feel it, but with him denying it and she had only the word of another vampire to say that Spike was killing again. She had very little to go on, but tonight she would find out the truth. Buffy planned to follow Spike and see what was going on, she hoped it would lead her to the truth and hopefully prove that Spike was not back to his old ways.

She glanced at the clock in the hallway; it was still early afternoon so it would be a while before sunset. At least she had a little time to prepare for tonight. Xander and Anya had agreed to watch over him while he slept during the day; both of them had stakes just in case the worst happened.

Buffy sincerely hoped that they wouldn’t need to use them, but Spike had seemed calm and didn’t get upset so Buffy did feel a little more at ease about the whole situation.

She walked into the lounge and sat down on the sofa and sighed. “I could do with some good news right now.”

Looking up at the ceiling she wondered how Willow and Tara had gotten on together, they had said that they where going to try a spell to help rebuild Willow’s confidence in herself. She didn’t really want to disturb them as she knew that would need to spend time alone with each other in order to work the magic.

Buffy hoped that through the magic perhaps Tara could help close the hole in the redhead’s life left when Tara was murdered. Until a few days ago Willow was still in so much pain, grief over losing her soulmate, the hurt and guilt she felt for killing and almost ending all life. Now with the appearance of Tara she had seen a little of the old Willow begin to remerge, how it was that Tara could always do that.

She heard footsteps and guessed they had finished the spell; she turned towards the stairs to see a smiling Willow followed closely by Tara coming down. Both girls looked happy and they where holding hands, that sight alone brightened up Buffy’s mood.

“Hey Willow, Hey Tara.” She said greeting the two Wiccan’s. “How did the spell go?”

“Oh goddess Buffy it was amazing.” Willow said happily. “I didn’t feel anything dark when we joined our minds to perform the spell.”

“That’s great news Will, so what’s with the holding hands huh?” Buffy said grinning. “That a result of the spell?” She added winking.

Willow giggled and to Buffy it was a sound she had really missed, she could also see that Tara was all smiles as well; both girls looked happy and Buffy guessed that the two girls had done a little more than just bonding with magic.

“Tara and I floated a rose between us and then together and just using magic we plucked the petals off one by one.” Willow beamed proudly. “Tara gave me the control I needed to focus my energies on the spell, she was my anchor.

“Sounds very romantic.” Buffy said.

Willow knew her best friend guessed that something more than just magic had happened between them. “Ok Buffy, yeah Tara and I kissed.”

“You kissed?” Buffy said looking so much happier. “Really kissed?”

“We did.” Tara said finally breaking her silence; she could feel herself blushing at the memory of Willow’s soft and delicate lips upon her own.

Buffy saw the little flush in the blonde girls face. “I’m really pleased for you both.”

“Thanks Buffy, I think it’s best for both of us if you just you know start out slow together.” Willow said. “She’s so special Buffy.”

“S s so are you Willow.” Tara told her.

Buffy came over toward them and hugged each girl in turn. “Oh my god Dawn is going to love this.”

“She’s a lovely girl.” Tara said.

“She adores you both no doubt about that, it’s just really wonderful news.” Buffy said.

Tara could tell that something was troubling the slayer. “Buffy are you ok?” She asked her.

“It’s Spike I can’t tell if he is back to his killing ways, he denies it but something is wrong I can tell.” Buffy replied. “I just wish I knew the truth.”

“What are you going to do?” Willow asked.

Buffy shrugged her shoulders. “I’m going to follow him tonight, see if I can find out the truth.”

“I’m sure it’ll be ok Buffy.” Willow said trying to reassure her best friend.

“I hope so.” Buffy nodded sadly, then after a few moments she brightened up. “Enough of the doom and gloom for now, you two are together and that’s something to celebrate.”

“That’s a point where is Dawnie anyway?” Willow asked. “I haven’t seen her all morning.”

“I guess she must be still asleep.” Buffy said. “Come on lets go find her and tell her the great news about you two.”

The three girls climbed the stairs towards Dawn’s room; Buffy listened at her door for a moment. She could a noise from the room so at least Dawn and her friend where probably awake. Without thinking to knock Buffy opened the door to Dawn’s room and stepped inside, what she saw gave her a total shock. Buffy’s mouth hung open as she caught the sight of her sister sitting on her bed kissing Kit, the two girls where completely unaware of anything around them aside from each other.

Willow felt herself smiling at the sight of the younger Summers girl, enjoying what seemed to be a passionate kiss with another girl. Tara had a little smile on her face; she had been right about Dawn and this young girl.

Tara and Willow gave each other a little wink and turned to see the reaction on Buffy’s face. The blonde haired slayer was still staring open mouthed, she was speechless.

Dawn could feel several pairs of eyes upon her; she broke from the passionate kiss and turned to see Buffy standing there looking on in shock. Just behind her stood Willow and Tara who had little knowing smiles on their faces.

“Oh god Buffy don’t you ever knock?” Dawn protested. “This is my bedroom not yours.”

Buffy was still unable to say anything as much as she knew that Dawn and this girl Kit where good friends she had no idea that their feelings ran any deeper than just friendship.

“Buffy?” Dawn asked.

Finally Buffy composed herself enough to speak. “Sorry Dawn, I guess I should have knocked first.” She said quietly.

“I should think so too.” Dawn said a little annoyed.

“Are you two?” Buffy began to say.

“Dating?” Dawn finished. “Look I didn’t want you to find out this way Buffy, I’m sorry.”

Kit looked nervous she glanced from Buffy to Willow and then to Tara, she noticed that the two Wiccans were holding hands, part of her relaxed as she guessed they might be a couple.

Willow smiled at Dawn. “How long has this been going on?” She asked softly.

Dawn looked nervously at Kit and then turned back to Willow. “Not long.” She replied then faced her sister again. “Buffy I know I should have said but with everything going on I got a little nervous, I guess I was worried that this would freak you out.”

Buffy relaxed a little and came over and say down on the bed next to her sister. “Dawn I’m surprised about this, but no it does freak me out.” She said finally giving her sister a smile. “Dawn do you like her?”

Dawn grinned and slid her arm around Kit’s waist. “Yeah I do.”

Buffy turned to Kit who still looked a little worried. “How long have you liked my sister?”

Kit finally gained the courage to talk. “A few weeks now, she’s lovely.”

Dawn just smiled. “Are you ok with this Buffy?”

Buffy smiled and gave her sister a little hug, Dawn returned the hug feeling a great weight coming off her shoulders. After the bad start to the day with Spike things where looking up, Willow and Tara had started to fall for each other, and now her sister had finally met someone. She broke from the embrace and smiled at her sister.

“Dawn as long as you two are happy I’m happy for you.” Buffy said.

“Thank you Buffy it means a lot to me.” Dawn said. “I love you.”

“I love you too Dawnie.” Buffy replied. She could feel the two Wiccan’s behind her smiling, what better time than now to break the other happy news to her sister. “Dawn I have some good news for you, well Willow does.”

Dawn looked a little puzzled and turned to face Willow. “What’s going on?”

Willow smiled and stepped forward her hand still firmly linked with Tara’s. “Dawn?” She began. “I hope this ok with you, but Tara and I are going to take things slow for now, but we’re girlfriends.”

“Oh my god.” Dawn squealed with delight at hearing the news, she released Kit’s hand and leapt off the bed and threw her arms around the two girls. “This is just so amazing, I love you two.”

Tara put an arm around Dawn returning the warm embrace. “Thank you Dawn, it’s new for me and I guess new to Willow.”

“This is the best news.” Dawn said excitedly, she turned to her sister and her girlfriend. “I knew it Willow and Tara you two are made for each other, this is just wonderful.”

Willow giggled. “We are happy.”

“Has there been kissing?” Dawn asked them both. “This is very important you know?”

Willow looked at her girlfriend then back to Dawn. “Yes Dawnie we’ve kissed.”

Buffy could tell that Tara was a little overwhelmed at all the fuss about her and Willow becoming a couple. She felt a little sympathy for the shy blonde girl; after all she had suddenly come into a world where she was already well loved. Seeing her though with Willow brought smile to her face, it was so good to see her there with Willow. “Tara?” She said.

Tara smiled at her. “Yes Buffy?”

“Sorry about all the fuss, it’s just...” Buffy began.

Tara reached out and put her hand on Buffy’s arm. “I I it’s ok I understand.”

“We are just really happy to see you and Willow together that’s all.” Buffy said.

“I’m very happy to b b be here.” Tara said her smile genuine and full of warmth, she turned to Willow her smile even more radiant. “I I I I’m happy to be with you Willow.”

Willow’s heart just melted at the beautiful blonde’s smile. “Tara believe me when I say I am overjoyed to be with you.” She said edge ever closer till their lips where just a barely an inch apart from each other. “Goddess.” The words escaped her lips in a whisper just as they kissed.

Buffy felt herself grinning at seeing the two girls kiss, she could see from the expression on her sister’s face that she was over the moon. Even Kit was smiling at them. “Well looks like it’s date fest 2003 here.” She said giggling.

Dawn rolled her eyes. “Aww is poor Buffy feeling left out?”

“Trust me with my dating history I’m staying single thank you.” Buffy replied. “I’ll leave the smoochies to you girls.” She stood up and walked over to the door; she turned and faced the four girls. “I’m going to make something to eat ok?”

“Sure Buffy thanks.” Dawn said, and she sat down next to Kit and smiled. Both girls could still see Willow and Tara in their own little happy bubble, totally lost to all around them as they kissed. “Kit?”

“Yes Dawn?”

“Kiss me.” Dawn said grinning, Kit wasted no time with Dawn’s request, and she cupped her cheeks and kissed the young brunette firmly on her lips.

Buffy left them alone and walked slowly down the stairs towards the kitchen; as much as she hated to admit it she was lonely. Angel, Riley then Spike, she wanted to ignore Parker as he was just a mistake. She was happy for Willow now that Tara was there, even for Dawn with this girl Kit she knew from high school, but for Buffy there was no one.

Xander although technically single was still very close to Anya, and she suspected that the two former lovers where getting closer all the time. She had seen them together lately getting closer, perhaps in time they would rekindle that spark between them. Once again Buffy would be left alone with no one to love her.

She could feel a little tear roll down her cheeks, as much as she cared for Spike deep down she knew she could never love him. In that path there lay nothing but pain and anguish, and she had been down that road to many times before.

“Maybe one day.” She whispered to herself. “Maybe.”

***

Night Time

It was pretty cold out tonight and Buffy had wrapped herself up nice and warm, she gazed up into the night sky, the moon was shining brightly and the sight gave the slayer a little comfort. She had waited just outside Xander’s house until Spike made his appearance from the door; she waited until he had walked a little further before she started to follow him.

“Buffy I hope you know what you’re doing here.” She said quietly to herself. “Please be wrong about him.”

Buffy still hoped that the soul that Spike had somehow won back, would at least keep him from hurting others. Shortly before she had left the house, she had asked Willow to check for missing people.

Willow looked in some distress when she told Buffy that there were a lot of missing women in Sunnydale, all around the same age as well. Mostly girls about twenty two to about twenty six, the news upset Tara who was really still only coming to terms with vampires and demons.

Buffy watched Spike as he headed towards the center of town, there was a parade going on which at least would help give her some cover. She could see the vampire just wandering about paying no attention to the people around him.

“That’s a good sign.” She thought to herself as she saw Spike pass a couple of very pretty young women. He had barely given them a glance; she held out a hope that perhaps the vampire she dusted last night was just telling lies to frame Spike.

Without warning someone bumped into her and she lost sight of him, she apologized to the young man and tried to see if she could see any sign of Spike.

“Damn it.” She cursed as he had vanished from view.

She started to walk off in the general direction that Spike had gone in to see if she could catch up to him. After a while of searching she couldn’t find him, she shook her head and sat down on a bench nearby. “Where are you Spike?” She said to no one.

Not to far away from her Spike had met up with a young woman and was talking to her, she seemed nice enough and he was just chatting to her when all of a sudden he could hear a tune around him. It sounded like something from his past, a song what was it? “Early one morning.”

Suddenly Spike grabbed the woman and he morphed into his vampire visage, the girl screamed in terror as she saw the hideous face of the creature.

Spike said nothing he pulled her head to one side and sank his fangs deep into her neck, he drank deep until moments later he dropped her body to the ground.

In front of him stood the form of Cassie Newton she just smiled and grinned at him then morphed into the form of Buffy Summers. “That’s my boy.” She said evilly.

***

1630 Revello Drive.

Willow was pacing up and down the dining room floor; she had a worried expression on her face. Tara came in from the kitchen and handed her a glass of milk. Willow took the glass from her and then sipped it; she set it down and looked into Tara’s eyes.

Tara spoke first. “Who was that on the phone?”

“Xander.” Willow replied. “He found something in Spike’s bedroom.”

Tara too began to look worried. “What’s wrong Willow?”

“He found a pendant from a girl and several bracelets there where names in them.” Willow said.

Tara went very pale. “Not from the missing girls were they?” She asked.

Willow nodded her head. “They were.”

“Oh god no.” Tara said. “Call Buffy?”

“I tried but the phone was busy.” Willow said. “Spike is killing again, I guess that proves it.”

“I’m she’s going to be ok.” Tara said. “What do you think she’ll do?”

Willow shook her head. “I don’t know Tara, I’m worried about her.”

Tara tried to give her a little smile she just placed her arms around the redhead’s waist and help her close. Willow buried her head in Tara’s soft blonde hair grateful for the comfort. “Don’t ever leave me.” She whispered to her softly.

Tara was puzzled by the comment but she just kissed Willow’s hair and whispered in her ear. “I won’t Willow I promise.”

***

Buffy put the phone away back into her pocket, her hands where shaking with fear. She had just spoken to Spike who had asked her to meet him at a house not to far from where she was. He sounded worried about something, Buffy tried to ask but he said nothing just insisted she meet him there.

It only took her about twenty minutes to reach the house, but there was no sign of Spike. She sat down on the steps and waited for him. She looked up into the sky again and saw the bright moon shining in the sky; it gave her no comfort this time. She could feel the worry building with in her; she had a bad feeling about this.

Her thoughts where interrupted as her cell phone chirped, she took the phone and saw that it was Willow calling her.

“Hey Willow.” She answered. “What’s up?”

“I spoke to Xander a little while ago.” Willow told her.

From the tone of Willow’s voice it wasn’t good news. “Will what’s going on?”

“Xander said he found items that belonged to the missing girls in Spike’s room.” Willow told her. “Buffy I I..” Willow’s voice trailed off, but she had said enough, Buffy could feel her heart sinking.

“Thanks Willow.” She said sadly.

“Buffy please be careful ok?” Willow told her.

“I will.” Buffy replied. “I’ll see you soon ok.”

Buffy closed the phone and put it back in her pocket, she looked up and down the street. Her heart jumped as she saw the familiar sight of Spike walking towards her. She stood up and waited for the platinum blonde haired vampire to reach her.

“Hello Spike.” She greeted him.

He smiled. “Hello Buffy.”

“What did you want to show me?” She asked him, getting straight down to business. “I don’t have time for games.”

“It’s no game Buffy.” He replied.

Spike opened the door to the house and walked inside, he held the door open for her and she stepped in. This worried the slayer even more as it meant the owners of the house where dead as no vampire could enter a place without permission.

“This way.” He said, and opened the door to the basement; he started down the steps and paused when he sensed that Buffy was not following him. “Buffy?”

“What’s down there?” She asked him.

Spike nodded. “Ok fine, look Buffy this morning I said I didn’t kill anyone.”

“I remember.”

“I think I did, Buffy I’m getting flashbacks of something, I remember walking a girl home.” He said.

Buffy felt a cold shiver run through her body her worst fears had come true, Spike was killing again. She slowly moved one hand behind her back and gripped the familiar feel of a stake. “Go on?”

“I think I killed her, and not just her others too.” Spike said. “I think I buried them here.”

“Oh god Spike.” Buffy said, she slowly descended the stairs to join him.

Unseen to Buffy there was someone else in the room it held the form of Buffy for a moment then changed into Spike.

The real Spike waited for Buffy to join him, he pointed to the ground. “I buried them there.”

Out of sight the second Spike started to sing a tune. “Early one morning, just as the sun was rising, I heard the fair maid sing in the valley down below. Oh, don't deceive me. Oh never leave me. How could you use a poor maid so?”

Within seconds the real Spike’s face changed into that of his vampire visage, he suddenly growled and lunged at Buffy. The move startled her and she was thrown to the ground.

“Spike no.” She screamed at him.

Spike didn’t seem to hear her he just produced a knife and swung it at her, she barely managed to avoid it in time, but it cut into her jacket and scraped her arm.

“Spike don’t do this.” Buffy pleaded with him, she was hoping to reason with him before she had to take action.

Spike said nothing and just continued to advance on her, suddenly several pairs of hands burst out from beneath her. Within moments she was surrounded by three other vampires all glaring at her.

“Oh god.” Buffy said. She reached for her stake and before the first vampire could strike she had thrust the stake deep into the girl’s chest. Seconds later she exploded into dust, Buffy quickly jumped to her feet as the other two lunged for her.

Ducking she was able to avoid them one of them however kicked out and caught her in the ribs, she went flying into a pile of sandbags. One of the vampires grabbed an axe and advanced towards her, but Buffy was ready for her. She dropped to the ground and lashed out with her feet sending the vampire to the ground; she rolled over and plunged the stake in to the heart, the vampire dusted immediately.

All through this Spike just watch her he was trying to fight off the sound in his head but it got louder and louder. The image of Spike sitting on the stairs continued to hum the tune. Both of them watched as the slayer faced off with the one remaining vampire.

“See Spike they have made her weak she is almost ready for you to taste her.” The image of himself taunted him. “Take her.”

The other female vampire was still too slow for Buffy, despite landing a good punch on Buffy’s jaw she was no match for the slayer. With an elbow to the face the vampire went down, Buffy drove the stake into her chest and she too was dust.

She turned around in time to see Spike rushing towards her, his fangs bared and the knife in his hand. He was too fast in seconds he was upon her and he sank his fangs into Buffy’s neck and began to drink.

Suddenly he broke free as he tasted her blood, the images of all the victims flashed through his mind. “Oh god no.” He screamed out loud.

Buffy still in shock brought up her stake and pointed it at Spike she was ready to strike it deep into his heart.

“Oh god I’m a bad man, I hurt the girls.” Spike said whimpering.

“Spike what’s going on.” Buffy said her stake still at the ready.

“I remember Buffy I remember it all, I killed them every one of them they died at my hands.” He said. “Buffy you have to help me stop the voices please.”

“Spike what how can I help you?” Buffy asked him, her voice shaking with fear.

“You have to stop me Buffy before I kill again.” He said. “Buffy you have to kill me.”

Spike’s vampire face morphed back into his human features, he slowly walked towards her. Buffy still wary kept the stake at the ready; she wasn’t just ready yet to believe him.

“Buffy please help me.” Spike pleaded with her.

“I’ll help you.” Buffy said and lowered the stake. “I think something else is going on here.”

The second Spike glared at them both evilly this was not what was supposed to happened. Spike should have either killed the slayer or she would have killed him, but this was not the right way.

Spike walked up to Buffy and smiled. “I’m sorry Buffy, I’m really sorry.” He said.

Buffy looked up into his eyes and saw his pain. “It’s ok we can help you Spike.”

Spike nodded his head and reached down to take both of her hands. “I know.”

In the background the other Spike began to sing again the same tune, Buffy thought she could almost here something, but she wanted to get out of here fast. She was about to turn away and lead him back upstairs when she felt his arm grabbing hers.

“Spike what are you doing.” Buffy looked on in shock.

Spike gave her a kiss on her forehead and then smiled his face suddenly changed into that of his vampire self. He lunged for her again total evil in his eyes. Buffy reacted instantly she brought up the stake and then plunged deep into his chest.

“Spike!” Buffy screamed in tears as his features slowly became serene and calm, he smiled just as he crumbled and turned to dust around her. Buffy just collapsed to the ground tears streaming down her face.

In the background the other Spike watched on and grinned in glee. “Ok one down, four to go.” Then the image vanished leaving Buffy alone in the basement of the house.

***

An hour or so later
1630 Revello Drive.

Willow sat in the sofa with Tara’s head resting against hers; they had stayed up waiting for Buffy to return. Willow was nervous and desperately wanted to call her best friend. Tara wished she could do something to relieve the worry from her new girlfriend. So she just wrapped an arm around her waist and gave her a little of her own strength.

“I’m sure she’s ok Willow.” Tara said softly.

Willow just let out a little sigh. “I hope so Tara.”

They sat up and looked into each others eyes, Willow gazed into Tara’s sapphire blue eyes and saw the familiar warmth and comfort that only Tara could give. Willow felt a little peace as she saw the gently smile on her face.

“Thank you Tara.” Willow said her voice quiet.

“What for Willow?” Tara asked her.

“Just being here with me.” Willow said and kissed her gently on the lips. At least with you around I feel a lot happier.”

Tara was still getting used to thinking about Willow as her girlfriend, just a few days ago the idea of her going out with someone so beautiful was nothing more than a fanciful dream. Now it was reality, Willow was her girlfriend and she had never felt so happy in all her life.

“Willow I like being around you.” Tara told her. “You’re very special Willow, I really care about you.”

Willow broke into a smile and again their lips met in a passionate kiss, both girls drawing a little comfort and strength from each other as they kissed.

They where interrupted by the sound of the door opening, they turned to see Buffy walking in the door. Willow breathed a sigh of relief to see that she was ok. That changed in a moment as both Willow and Tara could tell that something was very wrong.

Buffy shut the door behind and walked into the lounge her face was wet with tears. She said nothing and then fell down to the floor and began to sob.

“Oh god Buffy.” Willow said, and broke from Tara’s embrace and rushed to her best friend’s side. “Buffy what’s wrong? Are you ok?”

Tara too joined them on the floor; she didn’t know what to say so she placed her hand on Buffy’s shoulder. She glanced at Willow who briefly turned to face her, they gave each other a little look of encouragement then Willow turned back to her best friend.

“Buffy?” Willow asked again.

“Spike.” Buffy answered her. “It’s Spike.”

“Buffy what happened?” Willow pleaded with her to tell her.

“I killed him.” Buffy replied. “He attacked me, I I had no choice I had to do it.” Buffy said and began to cry again.

“Oh god Buffy.” Willow said as she held her friend close. “I’m so sorry.”

“Willow what happens now?” Buffy said. “I always hoped he would be there with us to help fight this.”

“I don’t know Buffy but somehow we’ll find a way, we always do.” Willow said softly. “Come on Buffy lets get you upstairs to bed.” She turned to her girlfriend. “Can you give me hand?”

“Sure.” Tara said and gently took one of Buffy’s arms.

“Thanks Willow.” Buffy said, through her red rimmed eyes.

Together Willow and Tara managed to get Buffy to her room; they waited outside while she undressed and then when Buffy said it was ok they came in and sat down on the bed beside her.

Buffy had gotten into her bed and she just sat there holding a pillow close to her chest. “Thanks you two, I’ll be ok I promise.”

“I know Buffy.” Willow said and kissed her cheek. “If you need anything you know where we are.”

“I know.” Buffy said.

The slayer felt a little peace knowing that her best friend was there, and with Tara around too she felt a little hope that things would in the end work ok. Looking at the shy blonde Wiccan she felt that her arrival was perfectly timed, she was here at the moment when a battle was looming, and when Willow needed her most.

Buffy knew that with Willow beginning to heal and Tara by her side they had two weapons in the coming battle.

“Buffy sorry I have to ask but do you love him?” Willow asked her.

Buffy looked into Willow’s green eyes and smiled. “No, no I didn’t.” She paused for a moment. “Willow I’m fine really, a little sad but I’m ok really.”

“Ok Buffy.” Willow said.

“I think we should all get some sleep ok.” Buffy said. “I think we have a lot to think about tomorrow and I need you two now more than ever.”

“We’re with you Buffy.” Willow said smiling and she hugged her best friend closer to her. “I love you Buffy.”

“I love you too Willow.” Buffy said returning the hug. She turned to Tara who was feeling a little bit of an outsider still, although she was new Buffy still felt as though the shy girl was still a part of her family. “Tara?”

“Y y yes Buffy.” Tara said.

“Welcome to the family Tara.” Buffy said breaking her hold on Willow and embracing the surprised Wiccan, the slayer was glad when she felt Tara return the hug.

“Thank you.” Tara said. “I I I’m really happy to be here.”

Willow felt a glowing pride in her girlfriend; she took a hold of Tara’s hand and gave it a little squeeze. “Ok I think it’s time we got some rest.”

Tara nodded and faced Buffy again. “A a a are you sure you’re ok Buffy?”

Touched by her concern Buffy just smiled. “I am Tara, goodnight ok.” She then faced her friend. “Goodnight Willow.”

“Goodnight Buffy.” Willow said and kissed her friend again on the top of her head.

“Night Buffy.” Tara echoed.

The two Wiccan’s got up and slowly left the room once more leaving Buffy alone, Buffy watched them go and then sank back onto her bed still holding the pillow close. She stared at the ceiling for a moment then closed her eyes. “Goodbye Spike.” She whispered and then gently fell asleep; hoping that tomorrow would be a better day.

TBC

Sorry Spike fans, I had to do that because of the way i wanted the season to go, Next part will be very Willow/Tara centric so expect smoochies
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Re: Together Forever

Postby justin » Sun Jun 11, 2006 1:47 pm

Dibs

be back in a mo with feedback

ETA: I really enjoyed that update.

Poor Spike you'll be missed :lol no I couldn't say that and keep a straight face.

Though it's always a bad thing when the bad guys get what they want. Who are the other 4 it wants dead? I have an idea, but I'm not certain.

So the next one's going to be :wtkiss centric? Looking forward to that.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby PancakesinBellies » Sun Jun 11, 2006 3:02 pm

Poor Buffy, having to off Spike. Am excited by the prospect of :wtkiss . Nice update. :)
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Willowtree252 » Sun Jun 11, 2006 8:36 pm

:pinky I hurt for buffy for having to kill spike but it needed to be done can,t wait for lots of :wtkiss yay me :kdevil
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Thianne » Mon Jun 12, 2006 2:14 am

poor buffy....she is so alone, and she had to kill spike.....really, i feel for her....
on the other hand, there's willow and tara, all with the smoochies....yay! and dawn and kit! oh god, that was so funny! i loved it, i loved all the updates. please continue with this story 'cause it rocks!
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Re: Together Forever

Postby DaddyCatALSO » Mon Jun 12, 2006 12:27 pm

Never a big Spike fan but it always bothers me when the good guys lose somebody, especially a pwoerful help. Nice angst.
Can't help but wonder who if anyone helps cheer Buffy up here, and how soon it happens if it happens. Standard (for this board at least) Fuffy perhaps or well, I can imagoine Bozzy or Buffedy or, well, I think I'll just be patient :-).
And I'm getting good vibes on how Willow and Tara are pacing themselves!

Hmmm, I'm flashing on how my Jared original character woudl react in well, any of your 3 universes, but especially this oen since the other two versions of Tara know him but this one doesn't.
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Re: Together Forever

Postby Willowtree252 » Wed Jun 21, 2006 7:06 pm

:pinky Please you two :kdevil :kdevil :kdevil I cant help it I love your stuff
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