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Changing Indiana *27/02 Fly With Me

Postby Tank » Sat Jul 02, 2005 7:06 pm

Hi Guys

This is my first fic, i'd appriciate any feedback you can give :-) thanks.

CHANGING INDIANA.

Genres: Alternative Universe, Crossover, Drama, Friendship, Romance, Adventure.
Warnings: Non for this chapter. Angst, sex, abuse and drugs will be later however. All the good things for a fic. :-D
Rating: PG 13 for the most, i'm hoping for it to get R or NC-17 a bit later.
Summary: Based on the film 'Now and Then' the four girls plus an extra addition of a beautiful blonde are growing up in the seventies. They think they have enough to deal with when a secret of Tara's causes a domino reaction. Disclaimer: i don't own anything but my imagination in the creation of this story (and maybe some random characters later on)
Pairing: Willow and Tara, that is the only definite one i can say right now.
Spoilers: Nope
Feedback: Hell Yeah!

And props to Roz my beta :-)


Chapter One

The street lights lit Roberta’s road, keeping watch over the small town. Alone in her front yard she pounded the basketball against the pavement for the fourth time that week, venting out her frustrations. She threw it back and forth, dodging and turning. It wasn't the same on her own, making the occasional shot and scoring every time. Sometimes it was just too easy. She needed something harder, something that would make her even angrier at herself than she already was. Roberta flipped on her heels and made one last jump, slamming the ball as hard as she could. Score.

The sound echoed down the empty street and through Teeny’s bedroom window. She had heard this for the past few nights and knew something was on her friend’s mind. It was too hard to ask, however, as Roberta was so closed off sometimes. Reluctantly, Teeny slid back under her covers and tried to block out the sound.

That was enough for tonight. Out of breath and feeling a little relieved, Roberta went quickly to her room before her brothers tried to get her to join some sort of wrestling game.

She slammed the door shut and leaned back on the frame. Letting out a tired moan, she pulled off her black shirt and sat down at the dresser. As she sat, she focused on a familiar picture of her mother, which was caught in the side of the mirror. She had been so feminine and nothing like Roberta, or so she felt. Nothing felt right anymore, even this picture she had familiarized herself with for so many years felt foreign. She looked at herself disapprovingly and remembered the days of using that horribly constricting duct tape to just make things a little less hard. She wondered it she should do it again. At sixteen she knew she should be slotting into the image of a woman, but it didn’t give her the greatest thrill.

She tied up her hair and pulled on a night-shirt, avoiding looking in the mirror at all costs. Sliding off her new jeans into a pile on the floor, she got into bed and tried to take a break from all the thinking. Maybe tomorrow would be a little easier.


The next morning, Teeny pulled the covers far over her blonde locks to block out the early sun. Summer was well on its way and she could feel the heat through the window. Giving up, as the light of the morning worked its way through her floral bed covers, she threw them back and let out a groggy sound, squinting until her eyes adjusted.

Teeny slid off the bed into her slippers and found her dressing gown. Just as she was about to head downstairs she heard the door slam. Looking out the window she saw her father leave with his briefcase in hand once again. She couldn’t remember the last time they had all had breakfast together. Teeny found her parents to be pure providers and that was it. Still, it didn’t matter too much; one day she was going to be a big star and she wouldn’t need them at all. Picking up the walkie-talkie they had had since they were fourteen, she tried getting Sam’s attention. It took a while so she grabbed her perfume bottle and practiced her ‘thank you’ speech for the Academy Awards, pretending the bottle was a microphone in the mean time.

“Uurgh….he...hello?”

“Up all night writing again? Really, Sam, you need a decent sleep at least one night this week. How are you supposed to look your best without enough rest?” Teeny said casually to the half-awake Sam.

“Urr…teen…Teeny? Is that you? Why would…Hmgph…” The line went dead.

Teeny laughed to herself knowing her best friend couldn’t handle the early morning. For hours and hours, Sam would sit writing all kinds of stories. Some were a little too odd for Teeny’s liking but she could see her friend’s talent, even though she did focus on the supernatural.

Sam threw the walkie-talkie onto the ground. It landed on a pile of papers full of writing that she had rejected over and over again the previous night. She would have been able to write gold if it weren’t for Roberta’s latest trend of slamming down the basketball across the road. She was concerned for her friend but was too afraid to ask. She knew Roberta’s quick temper wasn’t something to be messed with. Still, it had been going on for too long.

“Roberta?”

“Oh, hey, I don’t think I’ve talked to you this early on a Saturday morning before. What are you doing up?”

“Teeny felt a great need to recite her Oscar speech to me at 8am.” She laughed.

“Ahh, well it was about time you suffered the brunt of the early morning. So, what’s up?”

“Oh… well…” Sam suddenly felt herself at a loss for words. How was she supposed to put this?

“Sam?”

“I mean, um, you know you’ve been… urrr… well, what I mean is....”

“Out with it.” Those few words knew that Sam was going to be in trouble if she didn’t tell her friend exactly what she was thinking. Roberta always knew when she was lying or creeping around about something.

“You’re pissed off, right? I mean, okay, I could deal with you beating up Scott Wormer on a more frequent basis, and attacking your brother with the Jell-O balloons. Marvelous idea, by the way. Did I mention how cool that was? Oh, and stealing Mr. Mac’s toupee. Genius!”

Roberta sighed impatiently, getting more and more frustrated than she already was.

“Sam.” She cut her friend short hoping she would click on to her frustration.

Sam breathed, hoping not to offend Roberta. “It’s just… there’s the not so fun stuff, too. Like not sitting with us for lunch, and not coming out with us anymore to the yard. So, what’s going on? I don’t want to put you under pressure or anything but, well, what is it? Talk to me.”

Roberta suddenly got distracted by a blonde outside her window. She cycled past, briefly looking up into her window, but quickly resumed watching the road when she saw Roberta looking back. She sighed, ‘Tara…’

“Roberta?” Sam waited.

“Yeah, it’s… nothing” She hung up.[/i]
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Re: Changing Indiana Fic.

Postby Pink Capo Of Doom » Sat Jul 02, 2005 7:57 pm

Nice start, pal! Keep the chapters a coming. :)

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Re: New* Fic. "Changing Indiana"

Postby Tank » Sun Jul 03, 2005 5:20 am

thanks pink

if i get more good feedback i'll keep posting :x after all, its for the readers, enjoyment :-D
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Re: New* Fic. "Changing Indiana"

Postby cperrins78 » Sun Jul 03, 2005 7:11 am

I really enjoyed the movie Now & Then. I'm curious to see how you will incorporate Willow & Tara in to the story. Please update soon.


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Re: New* Fic. "Changing Indiana"

Postby AnirtakEnigma » Sun Jul 03, 2005 9:20 pm

Hey!

I'm a huge "Now and Then" fan and if you're going the way it seems that your're going I'll be interested to see where it's going to go. I knew I wasn't the only one who assumed that Roberta played for the all-girl-team. I'm curious what you've got planned. I liked what was there so far.

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Re: New* Fic. "Changing Indiana"

Postby Tank » Mon Jul 04, 2005 1:34 am

Hi guy's thanks for the feedback :-)

here we go...
please read first post for Fic infomation :-D


Chapter Two

Sitting outside the library, Tara, Teeny, Chrissy, Roberta and Sam relaxed on the steps, slurping away at their ice pops after a long cramming session for History. It was yet another hot day and painful enough being inside, let alone doing homework on a Saturday morning. It was a relief to finally relax and have no more school obligations to ruin their weekend.

Sam sat in a daze, still confused over Roberta. She could usually read her best friend like a book but this time she truly didn't have a clue. This made her feel even worse about the situation and she had started analyzing every possible reason. Next to her, Roberta was also off in a world of her own.

Teeny stared at the two and decided she couldn't be bothered asking either of them a question. She figured it might end in her having to advise them on their love lives, because that would be the only thing that they could let bother them on a weekend. Shrugging them off she turned to Tara and Chrissy. "I truly think that Astrology has a great influence on us, you know? Don't you? Look at this." Teeny pulled out a Cosmopolitan magazine from her bag and flipped straight to the page she was looking for.

Tara laughed to herself. Teeny and Chrissy would never change and she loved that about them. There was nothing overly complex on the surface, unlike Roberta and Sam. Urgh. The very thought of Roberta made her stomach turn. She couldn't start thinking about that; not today, anyway. Today was going to be fun despite what had happened a few nights ago. She turned back to Teeny's magazine and let her friend explain her future husband to her. Tara was a little more distracted by the beautiful woman on the front page of the Cosmo to pay full attention.


'Maybe something has happened with Scott... again! Wow, that would be like the second biggest scandal of the year. Somehow I don't think even Scott Wormer could bother Roberta this much, though. Not again. But that doesn't even begin to explain Tara's weird mood. Oh, wait! Maybe Tara likes Scott AND so does Roberta.... haha, okay, like that would ever happen. Hmm... Or...'

Sam was pulled straight out of her mind babble as a sharp yet dull pain rang through her right arm. Roberta was standing over her with an impatient look on her face. Chrissy stood behind her looking bored.

"So, you gonna sit here all day with those weird facials or have we got some black cows to be drinking?" Teeny raised her eyebrow and put out her arm for Sam to stand up. Teeny linked arms with her and Chrissy and started walking towards Joey's Milk Bar. She waited a few seconds so they were a good distance away from Tara and Roberta. She had noticed Sam's puzzled look and knew there had to be some good gossip going around to be making Sam switch off during her Astrology speech.

"So, umm, anything on your mind? Any scandals I should know about? Other than the obvious tension between those two?" She pointed towards the blonde and Roberta ahead, who were now across the street and walking so far apart they looked as if they had never met.

"Nope, that's about it. I've never seen Roberta this worked up, and even Tara usually has something to say but she's totally switched off. It's not healthy; you know how shy she is already," Sam replied.

"Something is always bothering Roberta. What's so special about this time?" Chrissy asked. Teeny giggled at how correct Chrissy was.

Tara had just turned the corner and was thankful to have some thinking space to herself, even it was only until they all arrived at Joey's. Everything was annoying her right now. Even her hair blowing in front of her eyes, despite it being the only thing she liked about herself. Her mother was the only one that ever complimented her. Well, she and... She sighed. This was hopeless.

She flopped into their usual space by the window, hoping that Roberta wasn't going to be the next to walk in. Unfortunately, she saw the long black hair flow through the door and prepared for the awkward silence to start once again.

"Hey."

"Hey," Tara said awkwardly, looking down at the table.

Roberta could hardly see the lovely blue eyes that Tara had been hiding from her recently. Those eyes always made her melt; her knees would feel weak and she would realize that she hadn't breathed in a while.

She exhaled strongly, trying to get rid of some tension, and slid into the seat opposite Tara. They both glanced out of the window and saw that Teeny, Chrissy and Sam had stopped outside the new clothes store.

Tara felt herself tense, and pleaded in her head for her friends to hurry up.

All Roberta felt was relief. "So, we, uh... got through a lot of work today, huh?"

"Yeah, I guess. More than last week." Suddenly, Tara realized the best thing to do was pretend that there was nothing to discuss. At least that was what Roberta seemed to be implying with the light conversation. Just as she was about to call over the intimidating waitress, to ask for a drink to stop the increasing dryness in her throat, she was cut off.

"I'm sorry... I didn't, I mean, I... I don't know. I’m just sorry I was a jerk and... I feel like such a jerk. I didn't mean to drop this big thing on you... I know I shouldn't have, and it kills me not having you talk to me... Did I mention how much of a jerk I feel?" Roberta was hoping Tara was going to cut her off somewhere and tell her that it was all okay but she didn't. Roberta stopped speaking and looked down, praying that Tara would say something. She couldn't stand the thought of losing her as a friend; just thinking about it made her feel queasy. 'Oh god, don't throw up, please don't throw up. Don't throw up, don't throw up.'

Just as she was about to slide out of her seat and run to the bathroom, a comforting hand grabbed hers.

"Yeah... you were a jerk."

An uncomfortable silence passed between them and Roberta didn't know what to say. Somehow, she expected anything but that from Tara, nothing so blunt.

"Oh..."

"You were expecting me to say it was okay? You think that because I confided in you about... that, that it was okay to...”

"No, no, it wasn't. Of course it wasn't, but it felt like something I wanted to do... I was hoping you felt the same."

"Well, I don't."

Roberta felt her heart being squeezed and stood on all at the same time. She couldn't breath and felt like she was about to burst into tears at that very moment.

Tara was watching her friend and realized what agony she was in. She didn't know how she could have said something so horrible. If she had said something like that to her father, she would be on the floor bleeding by now. Why was it suddenly so easy to deny one of her closest friends? "I-I’m sorry. I didn't mean it like... like... oh, god..." Tears were spilling over her cheeks. Everything hurt inside and she couldn't continue speaking.

Roberta looked up at Tara and saw her own pain reflected. They both let the tears pour down their faces.

After a few minutes, Roberta managed to compose herself. "I'm thinking maybe, to some extent, I knew it wasn't what you wanted... I don't know why I... why I kissed you." She said the last part in a hushed tone so that no one around them heard. "I knew I was going to be rejected."

"I’m not rejecting you, but just because I tell you that I don't like boys, it doesn't mean I’m in love with every girl around me. It doesn't work like that," Tara said quietly.

"Yeah, but just because I’m into guys doesn't mean I don’t like the occasional girl..." She smiled. "Or even lo..."

Tara looked away uncomfortably. "You don't mean that. We're sixteen and you're not like me. Anyway, there's someone. I mean, I met someo..."

She was cut off by the sound of the door swinging open followed by Teeny's loud laughing.

"So, I said I better get out of these wet clothes and into a dry martini! HAHAHA. Don't you get it?" She looked at Sam and Chrissy, hoping that one of them had understood the latest joke in Cosmo. But Sam's eyes were locked on Tara and Roberta, who looked like they had just been... crying?

"Are you okay?"

The two girls looked at each other without saying anything.
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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby watersong84 » Tue Jul 05, 2005 9:26 pm

Ooh! Yay! :applause I like it. Keep it up!

Anyway, there's someone. I mean I met someo...


hehe, I sense that Willow will show up soon... Am I right?

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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Dazed and Confused83 » Tue Jul 05, 2005 9:36 pm

This looks like it's going to be a really cute fic! :party Can't wait to read more. I haven't seen "Now and Then" in forever, but this makes me want to go out and rent the movie again.
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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Tank » Thu Jul 07, 2005 10:50 pm

Watersong...you may just be rght but who can tell :eyebrow

Dazed thanks :-) yeah it really is a great movie hehe.

Please read first post for fic infomation :-D

Chapter Three



"So, I’m gonna go... yeah..." Teeny briskly walked over to Chrissy at the counter and ordered five Black Cows. She hoped the ice cream would be hard to scoop so she could stay away from the unease a little longer. She booted Chrissy over a seat and eyed the waitress, noticing her heavily outlined eyes.

"What'll it be, boys?"

"How many times do we have to go through this? We're not bo..."

"Five black cows, please." Teeny cut in before her friend could start her speech on gender lines for the fourteenth time. She noticed the look Chrissy shot her and ignored it; one argument was enough for the day.

The waitress sauntered off to the back and a trail of eyes followed her.

Teeny started whispering, knocking Chrissy out of her trace. "I'm thinking once they're over this little boy squabble we should go pick up our bikes and have an unofficial sleepover in the tree house again." Teeny smiled, flashing her latest move star look and a toothy grin, knowing it would take a lot to convince Chrissy.

"And again.... no!” Chrissy shot back. “We can't just invite ourselves to use it before we've even bought it. I swear the amount of sleepovers we had in the last one before we took it home is what made it collapse on the swings," she stressed.

Teeny fondly remembered their first tree house; it had taken them so long to get the money together but, when they did, their entire friendship revolved around it.

“Do you know how many lectures I got on garden safety after that? And I’m not just talking the regular outdoorsy type either. My mom saw Scott jump over the fence after it collapsed, since Roberta had invited him over, and mom totally got the wrong idea.”

“Huh?” Teeny looked at her blankly. “Scott… Garden safety… you’re making no sense, again.”

“You remember when I finally talked to my mom about, you know, umm…”

Teeny looked blankly at her.

Chrissy leaned in close and whispered, “Planting the seed."

Teeny’s eyes widening told Chrissy that she understood.

“Oh, okay.” She tried to stop her giggling, and waited for Chrissy to continue.

“Well, now mom uses all these gardening code words for, you know, the S-word. It's weird.”

”Uh huh." Teeny couldn’t hold it in any longer; she burst out laughing uncontrollably as Chrissy looked on totally embarrassed.

They stopped their conversation when they heard Joey's door being slammed shut. Looking out of the window, they could see Tara running down the street, her flowing hair catching the sun.

Tara glanced behind her once last time before turning the corner, allowing her friends to see her red eyes filling with more tears, and she was gone.

Everyone looked at Sam, hoping she was going to fill them in on what just happened, but it appeared Sam was busy comforting a blubbering Roberta against her chest. The door bell still jingled over the door after the harsh slam Tara had given it, silencing the entire Milk Bar.


Later that evening, Chrissy decided she couldn’t ignore what was going on for much longer. She grabbed her bike and cycled over to Tara’s place.

Everyone had split for the day, deciding they needed a break from each other… except Teeny, who spent the whole day bored out of her mind.

When Chrissy arrived, all the lights were off but the car was still in the driveway. She peered through the window, using her hand to stop the light of the gas lamps blocking her view, but she could see nothing but empty rooms. Very confused, she pushed her bike around the side of the house but stopped instantly when she heard crashing and what sounded like a yelp shortly afterwards. She was frozen in her spot for a second, until she realized who that yelp belonged to. Everything clicked when she heard sobbing.

”Tara,” she whispered.

Chrissy dragged her bike away from view as she heard someone coming down the stairs inside. She went around the other side of the house and pressed her back up against the wooden wall, feeling the raindrops that had fell earlier that day absorbing into her new white sweater. The front door slammed shut and she could hear the footsteps coming closer. Her breathing increased rapidly; she closed her eyes and took a deep breath in, pleading to any holy spirit out there for Tara’s father not to see her. Her back was getting cold and damp and she could hear nothing. Chrissy slowly exhaled and opened her eyes, only to see two angry ones staring right back at her.

“Chrissy, what are you doing here?” His voice was harsh and unfriendly and his face was pressed near hers. He wavered as he tried to keep balance.

He was so close that she could smell the whisky on his breath. She could see his teeth pushing against his cracked lips as he let each word slither out. She could make out a shadow against his chin where he must not have shaved for days. She stood there in shock, staring back at his intrusive face. She looked up at the moon and got herself together, smiled, and slid past his arm leaning by her head.

“I was just, um, I thought that Tara would want to borrow my bike tomorrow, so I, uh, was leaving it here.” Her feet shuffled against the concrete floor as she waited for his response.

“Well, isn’t that nice of you…” Without another word, or question about why Tara couldn’t use her own bike, he stumbled away and climbed into his car. Usually, Chrissy would be worried for his safety but all she felt now was scared and shocked.

She ran to the front door and swung it open, paced up the stairs and down the dark hallway, looking for Tara’s room. She had only been in the house once before and now she knew why; the carpets were dirty and the walls were smeared with things she didn’t even want to think about. How could such a beautiful girl come from such a horrible hole? It looked nothing like this from the outside. She slowed down as she saw the flickering of a TV reflecting on the hallway wall from one of the rooms. She walked past and glanced in. She saw Tara’s brother, Donny, passed out in his underwear in front of the box, surrounded by beer cans.

Finally, Chrissy reached Tara’s room and pushed open the door ever so slightly, out of fear. Her eyes fell on a lump shadowed in the corner by the window and she knew it was Tara. Her trademark hair was glowing against the moon and she could see tears still forming out of her gorgeous blue eyes. Damaged eyes, she thought. Without another beat, she ran to Tara and swooped her into her arms, letting her cry. Despite the protests Tara put up about Chrissy being there, she kept a hold of her best friend and stayed until morning.
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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Pink Capo Of Doom » Fri Jul 08, 2005 8:08 pm

rad buddy. loved the scene at the end 'tween Chrissy and Tara. was just so sweet.

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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Tank » Sun Jul 10, 2005 6:34 am

pink_Capo: Thanks, i think Chrissy and Tara have some sort of link with not feeling so confident. hopefully i can keep this going in one form or another.

Chapter Four coming up Girls :wtkiss


Warning: Angst, abuse, and implied abuse.


*flash back*

Tara was sitting in her room making as little noise as possible. It was her routine. As soon as she got home from hanging out with her friends or from school, she would creep up to her bedroom praying that her father wouldn’t hear her, but it wasn’t over then. She had to go past Donny’s room, too. She felt as though her father had done it on purpose, putting her room there so she would be branded by her brother's taunting after escaping from her father's. This time she was lucky; she had gone up the stairs quickly and dodged her brother, and was left in her solitude, her peace. She climbed over her bed and pulled back the covers that rested on the dust ridden floor, grabbed the shoe box and pulled it onto her bed.

She opened it as if it were a present, with expectancy and surprise. She had seen the contents many times before, but every time she ventured into her secret box it was magic all over again. It had the exciting and warm feeling of seeing something new, but the fondness and familiarity swept over her like the type of dream you hoped to have again and again. The lid dropped onto the thin blanket that covered the old mattress, revealing stones, charms and letters that had yellowed and creased with age. She fingered them lightly, feeling her mother all over them. She was scared to touch them too much; with the amount of times she had folded and refolded them they might rip. She placed them back in the secret place.

Tara was tired after the previous day. She had been hoping that her conversation with Roberta would go better but, she thought, ‘what will be, will be’ . She didn’t want to lose her friend, any of them for that matter, but she feared that her secret could tear them all apart. With that thought, she felt a tear climbing down her cheek.

She lifted up the contents once more, glancing outside quickly to make sure her father hadn’t arrived home yet. She held each crystal for a few minutes and absorbed the wonderful feeling they gave her, a healing and a forgiveness. She knew she had nothing to be forgiven for, but it brought her a comforting sensation that she could have enjoyed for hours, if she ever had the chance.

Finally, she reached into the bottom of the box and pulled out a photograph that lay upside down. Tara knew how angry her father would be if he saw her mother's treasures, but she knew how much more disgusted and abusive he would be if he ever saw this picture, a picture she had kept close to her heart for the past few months. She slowly turned it over and smiled. The image was of a glowing redhead in a countryside setting. She was sitting on a blanket in a bikini top and a towel was draped over her knees and feet. She had an adorably cheeky grin, and the sun was shining on her face causing her to squint, which just made her all that much cuter to Tara.

Tara traced her finger over Willow's face and she smiled as she remembered her sweet girl who she hadn’t seen for so long. Her finger traced further down her neck, back and forth until it reached the redhead's breast, and Tara sighed in frustration. It had been so long since she had seen Willow’s face. Turning over the picture, Tara read the note.

'Tara, beautiful. I miss you, so here is a photograph to remind you of me while we are apart. I still have yours next to my pillow. Love, your Willow tree.'

“My Willow tree,” she sighed. Tara suddenly felt herself being thrown to the floor. Her cheek was burning and her arm hurt. When she opened her eyes in confusion she saw her father towering over her, his shirt tucked in lazily.

“Where did you get that from?” he yelled.

Tara couldn’t speak. She tried opening her mouth but it hurt. How had she not heard the car pull in? She felt the blood building up inside and swallowed, feeling the salty, metal taste in her throat.

“I SAID, where did you get that from, you whore!”

Tara cried, not knowing what else to do. She hurt so much and there was no explanation she could give that wouldn’t result in another blow to her body, or worse.

“I told you to get rid of all these toys! That’s what they are, Tara! Toys!” His last word echoed around her empty room, reminding her of how alone she was in this house. There was a pause, as he turned around and saw a lone photograph lying on her pillow.

“Who is this?”

“Willow Tr…” She stopped herself. “Willow Rosenberg,” she said weakly.

“Willow." He rolled the name around on his tongue as if he was testing out how it felt for him, like a piece of clothing. The way he said it made her squirm, she felt as if he was violating her through words.

“And I suppose you have made one of those disgusting love stories in your head about her, haven’t you? A girl, a girl, Tara! It’s wrong, so wrong, why won’t you learn; you’re the same as your mother, doing anything to hurt me.” Another pause, this one lasting longer, hummed through the house waiting to be broken by another word. Another syllable to damage her.

"…Dyke”.

That was it. That was the one that pierced right through her. She wanted to vomit and cry all at once. There was only one thing that followed that word… that abusive, lonely word. He grabbed at his belt and stepped over her.

“I’ll teach you, that's what you need.”

Tara closed her eyes, waiting for him to place his cold hands on her, but instead she heard a loud crash as he fell onto the bedside table.

“FUCK!” he screamed out, feeling the dull pain ring through his leg as he slammed against the sharp corner. He slapped her in frustration. Even in her state, Tara could see the tears on his cheeks, and for the first time she pitied the man she feared so much. He stormed out of the room, leaving his only daughter sobbing on the cold floor, waiting for someone to comfort her.
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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Tank » Wed Jul 13, 2005 2:23 am

hi guys, i'm working on updates at the moment, but it's taking me a bit for me to be able to get it together and all that...will post soon as i can, hope you've enjoyed whats been put up so far.
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Re: It's the 1970's... "Changing Indiana" New* FIc

Postby Tank » Sat Jul 23, 2005 10:18 pm

ahhhh neeeeed feedback for life....! even if its negative man..please post it i want to know :-D

Chapter Five

Tara felt a cold draft on her neck and realized how uncomfortable she was. Her back was hunched over and she felt as if her bones had cemented in place over night. Slowly, she moved her arms out of the warm place in front of her knees and stretched them above her head, letting out a little groan as she felt the light of the morning hit her eyes. She was about to slide out her legs on the floor for a full body stretch when she heard a grumble coming from the floor. Tara looked down to see poor Chrissy huddled in a ball at her feet, about to wake up. Tara thought about how loyal her friend was and realized that behind all the complaining that came from her, Chrissy was one of the purest people she knew.

“Chrissy,” she said lightly, stroking the girl’s hair to wake her.

“Umgh.” Chrissy rolled around before turning on her side. Her eyes shot open at the feel of the cold floor. “Where am I?” she grumbled, and turned on her back to see Tara’s blue eyes staring at her.

“My place, sweet. You came over, remember?” All of the previous night suddenly flooded the both of them.

“Oh, yeah, I remember. Are you okay, now? I mean, I don’t know what happened and I don’t want to pry but your dad, he… he was, you know, um...”

“Drunk?” Tara laughed lightly.

“Well, yeah, that’s one thing.” Chrissy didn’t know what to say. How could Tara be so blasé about it? Last night she was so upset and her father was so full of rage.

“It’s okay, Chrissy, I’m okay. He gets like that sometimes. He has so much disappointment in his life, and I guess he has nowhere to let it out but on me.”

“And you’re okay with that? Tara, he…”

“Shh, I’m fine. He’s just angry. Hi-his life is so, so empty. I haven’t exactly helped things, you know he hates anything even vaguely spiritually related.”
“It’s not your fault, the way he is,” Chrissy jumped in as she saw Tara’s eyes filling, ready to drop new tears again.

“I know, Chris, I know. Just forget about it, okay? I don’t want to talk about it anymore." She wiped at her eyes and stood up, turning away from her friend quickly.

Chrissy followed her lead and glanced down at the small corner they had both spent the night in. She was unsure whether she should tell the others or not about the night's events. As if she had read her mind, Tara spoke up.

“Don’t tell anybody, please.” Emphasizing the last word, Tara shuffled about, still not facing her friend.

“Okay," Chrissy responded in a small voice. She walked over to the bedside table and picked up a picture of Tara’s mother. She remembered all of the summers she had spent over when Tara lived on the other side of the gas light edition. Everything was so perfect then, until it all fell apart, broke away and things were different. No one knew how to comfort Tara; she didn’t seem to want it and her father got angry at any mention of her mother's name. Until now, Chrissy had not heard Tara mention her.

“Mom...” Tara sighed. “Do you remember when we’d have sleepovers? And she’d make these big forts in the living room before you guys came over. Just for us,” she continued.

“Yeah,” Chrissy giggled, “and she’d bake these insane amounts of cookies for us, which we never got through, and we’d go home with a plate each.”

“You would always take the ones shaped like daisies,” Tara finished.

“Yeah.” An uncomfortable silence settled, as neither knew what to say next. Chrissy put down the picture as if it were the most delicate of treasures. As she did, she noticed a creased picture on the blonde's pillow. “Tara, who is…”

Before Chrissy could finish, Tara’s eyes darted over to the pillow. She grabbed the picture and rushed to the other side of the bed to retrieve the box that had been knocked onto the floor the night before.

“N-n-nothing, it's n-nothing,” she said quietly, sliding the picture into the box, dropping it on the floor and kicking it under her bed. “We should go; I need to apologize to Roberta for yesterday...”

Her nervousness made Chrissy uncomfortable.“It doesn’t look like nothing. Tar, what’s going on with you lately? You’re full of so many secrets. Your Dad, that picture and Roberta." She emphasized the last name, letting Tara know that that was what she really wanted to know about.

“It’s nothing. Nothing to do with you. Stop p-prying in things you’re n-not a part of,” she said coldly. She let her curtains of hair cover her face. She didn’t understand how she could be so cruel. Chrissy just wanted to know about her life and she just wanted to block everybody out.

“Fine, let’s just go. My mom has probably called half the neighborhood by now, looking for me. I’ll be downstairs.” Chrissy left the room, went downstairs and stood by the door impatiently.

Tara glanced in the mirror, making sure that her father hadn’t left any mark on her for her friends to question She left her empty room ready for a day of questions from her friends.




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Chapter Six

“We were just asking. No need to get so angry with us every time we want a little light shed on your life,” Teeny shot back and Sam sulked behind her. The two had been trying to get Roberta to talk all morning with no success. Roberta had been in a bad mood since the day before, and Teeny and Sam had no idea why.

'There must be some serious boy issues going down. I’m thinking Roberta caught Tara in bed with Scott! Oh, my God. That slut!' Teeny thought, horrified.

“Teeny!” Sam hit her friend on the arm, wondering why Teeny’s eyes had bulged five times their normal size in panic within seconds.

“Slut!"

Sam and Roberta stopped, dumbfounded by what Teeny had said. There were a few seconds of silence, as Teeny realized what she had vocalized.

“Oh, um, I mean… slug! Eww… they’re gross.”

“Uh huh…” Sam said wearily, still very confused. She looked around the concrete sidewalk and saw no such creature.

“So, uh, anyway. We’re going to the swimming hole, right? 'Cause I heard that some guys from the town near there have found it, too, and have been going there. I don’t want to be in my bathing suit with a load of boys around. The jello falls out of my top in the water.” Teeny laughed nervously in an attempt to avoid explaining her mid-thought revelation.

“Teeny, why even bother? You’re already, you know…” Roberta began.

Teeny looked at her blankly, having no idea what Roberta was implying.

“Well formed,” Roberta coughed out, trying not to indulge on the subject.

“The bigger the better is what I say, and if there are boys there, then they have to be there, if you know what I mean.”

“Fine, so now you’re not coming swimming? Am I the only one going in the water?” Sam asked, exasperated.

“Sam, I might have a dip. I’m sure Tara will be up for it, and you never know, if you just push Chrissy in…”

They all laughed at the thought of Chrissy in a bad mood, cycling home in wet clothes. She probably wouldn’t talk to them for days.

“Well, here we are, then one more stop for Chrissy and we’re finally off,” Sam said as they all stood at the end of the path leading up to Tara’s house. Teeny kicked the stones that had found their way onto the sidewalk from the road and Roberta made herself comfortable on the grass.

“Are any of you guys a little bit curious why we’ve never been in Tara’s place since she moved?” Teeny dropped in casually.

“I think her dad is enough of an excuse,” Sam replied after some thought.

“Mmmm, I love this heat. God, I thought summer was never going to come.” Roberta stretched herself out on the lawn, wanting to think about Tara as little as possible. She was surprised that Sam and Teeny hadn’t pushed it any further. Just as she said that she heard the door slam shut, and saw Chrissy and Tara walking down the path.

“Chrissy? W-why, we thought you’d be at your place.” Sam questioned, wondering how Chrissy got Tara to let her past the door.

“Oh, um…" She looked down at her feet again and shuffled around. It had become the girls’ trademark uncomfortable symbol that everyone but them had realized.

“She just needed to drop something off last night and we got talking. We lost track of time and all.” Tara grabbed her bike from the grass. She hadn’t realized she had been so careless the night before. Out of anger she hadn’t bothered to put it away in the garage. If her father had saw it he would’ve dragged it out in the road for someone to run over. It was his odd way of punishment.

Chrissy glanced around, wondering where she had dropped her bike in the dark before running into the house to comfort her friend. She turned towards the house and saw the bike sitting in front of the living room window, her ribbons on the handle bars trailing on the floor.

“Ooh, I hope they aren’t dirty. Mom will be so angry. Oh, shit.” Chrissy realized that she hadn’t been home all night. She had remembered when she woke up before, but now the reality hit her; her mother could be in any state by now, and maybe it wasn’t such a good idea to go home at all.

“Um, guys, I need to make a short stop outside my house, but get ready to bike. Fast.”

Her friends stared at her blankly but nodded in agreement, wondering what Chrissy was on about. They circled around Chrissy's front lawn, ready for what could be an interesting sight.

“MOTHER!” Chrissy yelled in her loudest and most annoying voice. Within seconds, her mother ran out of the front door with tears running down her cheeks.

“Chrissy! Where have you been? The police have been looking in ditches and I dddooon't…” She stopped, trying to explain herself as she broke down in tears in the middle of the lawn for all the neighbours to see.

“Stop making a scene, I’m fine. I, uh…”

“Chrissy,” Tara whispered, “this is where you go up to her and give her a hug and tell her you’re alright.”

“Um...” She looked at her friends for some validation on this. She didn't want to be given a speech about the big bad men in the world that wanted to do harm to her little girl.

“Mom, I have to go. I’m good, I’ll see you later, okay?” she said weakly. She hopped onto her bike and headed off down the road, leaving her mother crying on the lawn. “Have a nice day!” she yelled over her shoulder.

Teeny, Tara, Chrissy and Roberta followed, shocked by what Chrissy had just done.

“Um, yeah, have a good day…” Sam said nervously, laughing under her breath as they cycled off towards Greenfield.
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Re: New Fic* "Changing Indiana" Summer: 1970's.

Postby watersong84 » Sun Jul 24, 2005 3:55 pm

Hey, I've been reading this over at Extraflamey... One more chapter till it catches up here! I left you feedback over there under the alias mmmtara... once it catches up here, I will be a happy woman! :applause

But anyway, I am loving it, so keep going! If you're worried about not much feedback, don't worry because people will catch on. They're wary about fics in the beginning. If you put something in the title about it being a crossover with "Now and Then", I think people will be curious. The title is good as it is, though, just a suggestion.

Update soon, I really do love it! :party

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Re: New Fic* "Changing Indiana" Summer: 1970's.

Postby Tank » Sun Jul 24, 2005 4:30 pm

thanks alyssa, i might just do that. Glad you are enjoying it :-D Thanks for feedbacking its muchly appriciated. *does a dance*
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Tank » Sun Jul 24, 2005 4:36 pm

heres a challenge for anyone out there reading.... make up a title for this board (new fic* a "now and then" crossover) within a 40 characters limit...cause mine are sounding silly
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Naeryn » Sun Jul 24, 2005 6:04 pm

Now and Again? Then and Now? errr...

I really like this. I love that movie - and I always suspected Roberta played for our team lol. Which is awesome, 'cause she was played by Christina Ricci who is hot, and Rosie O'Donnell who's a lesbian XD

Keep going! Update lots! Luscious! I want to meet Willow soon. Er... you know what I mean.
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby DarkWiccan » Sun Jul 24, 2005 6:12 pm

How about "The Crossroads of '72"?

Using the Indiana state motto and the year of your story?

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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Tonto » Sun Jul 24, 2005 7:50 pm

I love this fic! I love the movie 'Now and Then' but I don't really remember it because of my bad memory. I'm going to have to go out and rent it now.....its all your fault! :-D Thanks!

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Could this line be any cuter? I think not!

Update soon please.............pretty please! :flirt
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby watersong84 » Sun Jul 24, 2005 10:26 pm

You could always just go with Changing Indiana: a Now and Then crossover. Or you could just keep Changing Indiana, or come up with something new. Your call.

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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby tarasgirl » Sun Jul 24, 2005 11:04 pm

Hey hey!
Was curious when I saw your story was a 'Now and Then' crossover, colour me stunned when I discovered it actually was about the movie I remembered! I loved that movie! I even bought the soundtrack when it came out, great stuff for anyone into 60's/70's retro music. I've been a Christina Ricci nut ever since The Addams Family and I totally agree that her character in this film could be seen as less than hetero. Hehe. :pride Such an irony with the Rosie O'Donnell thing too, as previously mentioned.
Anyway, I like how you're weaving canon Tara into this storyline, it works quite nicely with the solid friendship group (and the convenient reading of Roberta's character). Interesting that you've chosen to give her a past friendship/relationship with Willow instead of the usual meet and fall in love scenario often seen with early Tara and Willow. Got me curious about that one - Willow in a bikini top? Definitely piqued my interest!
In terms of your writing, have you got a beta? Cos I think you might benefit from an extra pair of eyes (or several!) Try the beta board if you're interested. Some of your phrasing is occasionally confusing, which is why I think having an extra reader might be of use.
I like your ideas and the way the story is progressing though! Don't mean to be negative by any means. Keep up the good work!

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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby vix84 » Sun Jul 24, 2005 11:25 pm

It's very interesting to read Tara in this setting, probably because we know the characters and setting from the movie, and it's fun to imagine her in that lifestyle. Well, not the abusive lifestyle, but you know what I mean.

I hope you keep going with this... I want to see how the girls react to Tara being gay, and I want to see Willow turn up.
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Insanity » Mon Jul 25, 2005 12:00 pm

This is a really great idea!

And you really captured the characters from the movie. I could SEE them.

Tara fit nicely in, I guess.

And the thing with Roberta.. I could totally imagine that *ggg*

I mean who, in his right mind, wouldn't want to kiss Tara???

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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Tank » Tue Jul 26, 2005 4:53 am

Watersong: Thanks :-) looks like the feedback has started *does a little dance*

Naeryn: Yeah i'm pretty sure Christina Ricci was my first crush in casper lol, when i saw her in "Now and Then" my tummy flipped...she was such a homo :-P

Dark Wiccan: Thanks for the suggestion, i might try and include that somehow, its a good one :-D

Tonto: The movie is the greatest of all time! god knows how many times i've watched it now, i think i dragged my dad to the movies when i was 12 to see itl ike three times... then came the VHS and being at home with me when the tv was on was torture if you weren't a Now and Then fan...pretty sure i could recite the script haha.

Tarasgirl: Yep, thanks for the advice, i have a beta now, so little bits and pieces can be fixed up, ill post to let you guys know once ive edited previous chapters thanks to my beta's guidance in the near future. Glad you'r enjoying the story.

Vix84: yeah i've always loved stories of the 60's/70's period, it was such an era, i've had it in mind for a while now.

Insanity: Thanks for compliement, and i indeed agree...who would not want to kiss the gorgeous blonde.
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And thus...i shall carry on with figuring out the rest of the story, update should be very soon. And Willow's perspective will be intertwined into the fic shortly, i know i have been very focused on Tara...but damn shes a cutie. forgive me...
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Tank » Fri Jul 29, 2005 10:48 pm

Hi Kittens!

Chapters 1-4 have been edited by my glorious beta Roz. And i'd like to do a shout out to AnirtakEnigma who initially offered to beta. Thanks girls! :applause
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Next chapter shall be posted once i've had it viewed :-D
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Re: New Fic* A “Now and Then” crossover

Postby Tank » Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:24 am

chapters 5 and 6 have been edited. :-D
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Re: A "Now and Then" Crossover: 'Changing Indiana'

Postby Tank » Wed Aug 17, 2005 6:45 am

Here's the update kittens! :applause



Chapter Seven

“Like a fool I went and stayed too long,
Now I’m wondering if your love is still strong,
Ooh baby here I am; signed, sealed, delivered I’m yours!
Then that time I went and said goodbye,
Now I’m back and not ashamed to cry,
Ooh baby, here I am baby, here I am; signed, sealed, delivered I’m yours!”


The girls sang as loudly as they could, riding down the old road that rarely had any traffic passing through. They weaved around each other, over the center line and back, teasing their friends into swerving every now and again to avoid a small topple over and scraped knees. Chrissy showed off by putting her feet up on the handle bars or taking both her hands off the bars. Teeny wasn’t bothered; after all, she was the one with the radio. As much as she had tried before, the fancy bike riding stuff was something she avoided as it always ended up in blood and tears.

Sam had already abandoned her t-shirt. The midday heat was really getting to her; if she could do without any clothes she would, but she doubted her friends would approve of her new found freedom. She laughed to herself at the thought of ‘Sam the nudist.’ Instead she settled for her bikini top.

They passed the old truck where they had stopped for their first smoke when they were fourteen. It was still in the same condition, which proved how little the road was used, lying there on the side, waiting for passers-by to use it for a sit down after a long walk or a sleep if the car broke down. It was familiar to the five girls and brought a sense of consistency, Tara thought. That was the best thing about this town: it was always the same. She knew that if she left the place to rediscover her freedom away from her family, it would be the same when she returned. In some ways it was a comfort knowing that.

They turned the corner that changed the scenery from miles of wide fields and wooden fences to a little town that could have been a painting. There was a well mowed lawn in the center with an old statue holding some Latin inscription, little shops and a few cars parked around, the town hall, and the much loved library that the girls went to when they needed older information. Their journey to Greenfield was a common one; so many books had been lost in a fire back in The Gaslight Edition that it was their nearest stop.

Usually they would have parked their bikes for an ice cream but today all of them wanted to get to the swimming hole as soon as possible. They rode quickly, turning down the radio, until they had passed the small town.

“Argh! Are we there yet?” Chrissy whined. She knew this trip like the back of her hand but the heat and the time it was taking to get there were driving her crazy.

“Come on, Chrissy, not far to go.” Roberta breathed out; every push on her peddles felt like bricks were pulling her from behind.

Finally the glorious sight of the water hit their eyes, and light shimmered on the surface making it look bluer than ever. They all dropped their bikes and ran for the water, throwing off articles of clothing on the way. Even Chrissy couldn’t miss out this time. As soon as they hit the edge of the sand, relief came over them. They felt the coolness of the swimming hole and had never been so glad to arrive.

“Oh man, I thought we’d never get here,” Tara sighed as she back-paddled further to the middle.

“Mmmm, this is the part of summer I love.” Sam followed behind Tara, dipping her head under the water in an attempt to get the redness of her cheeks to calm down.

Chrissy spun in circles in the water, reveling in being able to relax. Her legs hurt so much, as she hadn’t cycled this far for months. The pain eased in the cool of the water.

The five girls were lying on their backs together near the water. They were taking a short break after splashing around, getting water in their eyes and dunking each other under. Chrissy sat up to wring out her new top; as much as she liked feeling the cool of the water, she hadn’t come with the plan to swim. Now her shirt was creased and had crumbs of sand and soil all the way through. In frustration, she threw it onto the hot ground.

“Truth or dare, Tara?” Chrissy laid back down next to the blonde, knowing it was the perfect time for a bit of gossip.

“Truth… as always.”

“Ok, Tara, do you have a new guy in your life?” Teeny asked eagerly.

Tara looked away, wondering how much truth or detail she would have to give in this answer. She looked across and saw Roberta shift around as well. “No,” she replied simply.

Teeny looked disappointed. She had hoped that Tara would have said yes and then told them all about a big scandal of her and Scott Wormer, and then maybe a big fight between her and Roberta. That would be exciting. Her eyes glinted.

“No one,” Tara confirmed. “Sorry I can’t be more exciting.”

“I’m sure you could…” Roberta taunted, but stayed quiet after that.

“So how far did you go with Scott?” Sam smiled and nudged her playfully.

“Shut up! I’m not answering that!” Roberta punched Sam in the arm; she had already indulged too much when it came to information about her and Scott. They had heard it all already, anyway. “Plus, it wasn’t my turn. Teeny, truth or dare?”

“Truth.” Teeny was distracted, hearing splashing further around the swimming hole.

“When you skipped drama class last term and told us you had a dentist’s appointment, where did you actually go?”

“You can’t ask me that! You already know!”

“Yeah, but we don’t,” Tara said playfully, pointing at herself, Sam and Chrissy. “Come on, spill it,” Tara continued when she saw Teeny’s defeated face.

“Under the stage with Peter Morter!”

Tara, Sam and Chrissy sat up in shock.

“PETER MORTER!” They all yelled at once.

Sam was laughing so hard she could feel tears coming to her eyes. “Are you kidding me? Peter?”

“It’s not what you think, honestly.” Teeny sulked, feeling her cheeks burning. The splashing and laughing was getting louder, making the girls quiet for a second.

“Chrissy, which one?” Tara tapped her friend, realizing that they were still playing.

“Dare, for once.”

“Okay, I have one, but we are all doing it,” Roberta said.

The girls sat up waiting to hear what Roberta had planned. Several minutes later, they were ready.

“Since the last time, they’ve been so overprotective of their clothes,” Chrissy pointed out. It was the height of summer and running away from the Wormers felt like the least desirable thing. Chrissy looked at the water longingly.

“It’s been two years!” Sam replied. She knew that this was an opportunity not to be missed. Now that Roberta was over Scott they could finally go back to taunting the guys. Sam had spent a lot of time obsessively imagining all of the pranks she could pull on the group and now it was time to start acting on them.

Roberta spoke up, pulling Sam out of her trance. “Tara, you go last, ‘cause if they see us, you look the most innocent.”

“What kind of logic is that?” Tara was already annoyed and this just didn’t seem right.

“If we get caught, because you look so innocent they might think you’re just having a walk around the lake.”

“Roberta, you’re dreaming. If someone who had been your arch-neighborhood-nemesis…es was wandering around your clothes you’d be out of that water yelling in nano-seconds.”

But it was too late; Roberta and Sam had already hunched their backs over and were trying to be as stealthy as possible as they went for the pile of clothes. Sighing in defeat, Teeny and Chrissy followed, leaving Tara with no choice but to join them.

Finding the clothes, Roberta noticed that they seemed a little small for the boys, but without hesitation she grabbed a bunch and stood a few feet away, waiting for the rest of them to grab some items and being ready to make a run.

Tara knew how fun this had been when they were fourteen but it seemed a little immature now, or rather, something was holding her back this time. Instead of trusting her instinct, as she knew her friends were waiting, she grabbed the pile of clothes, turned and ran.

“Come on, Tara!” Teeny yelled. Everyone’s eyes widened; Teeny had just advertised to anyone nearby that they were up to something.

“Shit, Teeny! Want to let them know what we’re doing, too?” Roberta whispered angrily. They all turned and started running, dodging the twigs and various plants in front of the path.

Tara was behind. She ducked her head to miss a bush but in doing so failed to see the large rotting wood directly after it, causing her to stumble. She dropped all of the clothes, sighed in frustration and cursed herself for being so clumsy. One by one she picked up the clothes and got ready to get back on her feet again.

“HEY!! What do you think you’re doing?!” A voice was yelling from behind her. In a panic she reached for the last item and suddenly realized what it was: a red bikini top with a small flower printed in the corner.

“Oh, Willow…” She froze with guilt and shock, knowing how much she would regret it if she kept running. How could they have mixed up the Wormers with Willow and her friends? Roberta must have known. With that realization, Tara was filled with anger and sadness. Roberta must be trying to boycott her new relationship with Willow, she thought, but how would she know about it? She shook the thought out of her head as a moment of paranoia.

“Tara! Hurry up now!”

She heard Sam’s panicked but hysterically amused voice. Simultaneously, she heard footsteps getting closer and closer to her. She wanted to stay there and admit defeat, but if she did, it would mean admitting her secret to everyone.

Instinct took a hold of her. Her legs moved on their own will and carried her away from the annoyed complaints behind her. She caught up with the gang in no time at all, but it seemed that the clothless ones behind were also fast runners.

Tara reached the clearing and saw her bike waiting for her. Her friends had jumped on theirs and were caught in a laughing fit; Teeny was swerving all over the road because she was giggling so much, thinking that once again they’d screwed over the Wormers.

Tara finally took charge of her body and stopped herself at the foot of her bike, turning around. In the same place two years before she had seen the boys shivering with cold. In their place were two angry faces. One was a short blonde girl who looked as though she would kick Tara’s behind if she weren’t naked. She was standing behind the rusting tractor which gave her some dignity, if not a whole lot. Next to her was a taller, shaggy-haired guy looking very confused. Tara got the impression that this wasn’t the first time it had happened to him. Next to him were two almost identical younger ginger-haired boys with freckles all over their noses, who couldn’t have been older than twelve. Both of them looked impatient and turned their attention to the girl standing to the left of them at the same time.

“Willow! I want my clothes back.” One of them tugged at Willow’s arm, but she was staring at Tara.

Willow felt her heart sink. She had thought it must have been a mistake. After all, she hadn’t seen them at the pool and they might have just gone for their clothes by accident. But there it was, the truth standing right in front of her, her red bikini top clearly hanging over Tara’s arm. Tara knew it was hers and yet she had kept going.

“I-I um, I-…” she stammered over her words, not knowing what to say. She turned around to Roberta, Chrissy and Teeny standing by their bikes looking rather embarrassed and hoped that they would apologize for her, since it was their idea.

“Hey, we’re sorry. We thought it was a bunch of loser guys that usually hang around here,” Roberta explained.

“Sorry! That’s it? We’re standing NAKED behind a tractor!” the small blonde shot at her.

“Hey, missus, we’re the ones standing here with your clothes, so how about you show us some respect?” Roberta retorted. The blonde had a way of annoying her with every word she said.

“Us? We should show you some respect? What kind of respect are you showing us? And my name is not missus, it’s BUFFY! Okay? BUFFY!”

“Hey… Buff, I’d quite like to get my clothes back, how about you stop aggravating the nice girls holding them?” The dark haired guy turned back to the group of girls, showing a nervous smile.

“G-g-give them their c-clothes,” Tara got out finally. She had been battling with her mouth during the small squabble, trying to say something. She approached Willow slowly, putting out her arm with the clothes dangling over it. Willow didn’t take her eyes off the girl the entire time.

“Thank you…” Willow said quietly. Tara could clearly hear the hurt in Willow’s voice.

“I’m sorry, I really am.” Tara gave the others a small smile and let her hair fall over her eyes again. She was about to turn around and walk away, but as she did so she saw Roberta throwing the clothes over to the other side of the tractor. The anger in Roberta’s face told Tara what she had to do. She was sick of this.

She turned once again to face the poor group that had been unfairly robbed of their dignity and approached them. She went up to Willow so she was close enough for only her to hear, picking up odd socks on the way that had fallen on the grass.

“Willow, I’m sorry,” she whispered, pretending to pass over more items. “We didn’t know it was you, not u-until I was out here and I realized it was your top. I w-wouldn’t have, otherwise.” She wanted to continue but she could feel the tears building up in her eyes. She felt embarrassed and angry altogether. She breathed in, slowly gaining control over her weak tear ducts, waiting for rejection.

Why did I have to screw this up? We were doing so well! Sure, it was only two weeks, but still, it’s been the happiest time of my life… and it’s over. Totally over.

A tear fell down her cheek with that thought; more were about to spill but she was surprised to hear her redhead speak up.

“You’re not lying?” Willow asked.

“No, no, Will. Never, I would never lie to you, it really was an a-accident.” She struggled to get the last word out; she knew she should have trusted her instinct earlier.

“Okay,” Willow replied simply, finishing with a smile.

“Are you sure? I’m sorry if we upset you… really, really so-”

“Tara, come on, we should go,” Sam said, unsure why Tara was taking so long to hand over three socks.

“I'd better...”

“Yeah, I’ll see you… later… right?” Willow whispered to her girl.

“Same time, same place.” Tara gave Willow a smile and a wink before she turned back to her friends, climbed on her bike and left.
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Re: A "Now and Then" Crossover: *Updated:17/8*

Postby vix84 » Wed Aug 17, 2005 11:23 pm

Heya Stevie,

I like our first meeting with Willow and her friends. I'm interested to see how Tara is going to handle coming out to her friends, and how each of them will react. It's nice that she has Willow in her life. I love the set up of this fic; I'd never have thought to do a Now and Then / BtVS crossover but you write all the girls very realistically so it works well.
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Re: A "Now and Then" Crossover: *Updated:17/8*

Postby kristyn » Sat Aug 20, 2005 7:35 pm

Okay. I am not an avid fanfic reader as of late.

But I must tell you. I think that I am in love. You represent both sets of characters so well. You give a clear image of the girls and of the scoobies at the same time.

Keep up the good work and I can't wait for another update.

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Re: A "Now and Then" Crossover: *Updated:22/8*

Postby Tank » Sun Aug 21, 2005 9:47 pm

vix84: Thanks :-) i love the film...so much, if i havent said it enough already lol, so im uber glad ya think everyone is fitting in well :flirt

Kristyn: you can never read to much fan fic :-D Glad you're enjoying it...and here's the next update.

still keep with the fedback kittens, its helpful, plus the story is in progess. :bow you rock my world.

Thanks Roz once again. :flower

Chapter Eight

Roberta's t-shirt was soaking up the sun. It was a mistake to wear black on such a hot day, but it had been the only thing that even resembled clean in the pile on her floor that morning. She could feel her back throbbing from the heat constantly being pounded down onto the girls. She was breathing heavily, trying to cope with the road back to Shelbyville after a long day, resting her head on the cold handlebar whenever the road was straight.

“Roberta, are you okay there?” Chrissy slowed down to ride beside her.

“Yeah, it's just ahh… a little hot,” Roberta managed to get out. “I just need to…” Before she could finish her sentence, she tipped to the side that Chrissy was riding on.

“Shit! Guys! Help!” She managed to catch Roberta by landing one foot on the side of her bike and leaning Roberta against her. The gang looked behind and quickly turned around and dropped their bikes to help the two.

“What happened?” Teeny panicked, as she tried to get Roberta off the bike.

“I don’t know! She was hot. Umm, oh man, I hope she hasn’t got heat stroke. We’d be sooo screwed.”

“Yeah? What about her, Chrissy?” Sam said angrily and she pulled Roberta over to the side of the road. She looked around for anywhere for them to sit besides the grass ditch at the side of a fence. Luckily there was an old van parked about 30 feet away.

“Guys, this is karma biting us in the butt,” Sam said as she grabbed at Roberta to stop her from falling on the hot concrete of the road. “Okay, help, you guys. Grab her feet. Let's get her in the back of this thing, it’s safer than here.” Sam grabbed Roberta’s head and pulled her up as the others obliged. “Oh my God! Do you remember this thing? We stopped here when we met that soldier. We had our first smoke.” She giggled. “Well, I don't know about first for Roberta,” she added quietly.

The others smiled as they managed to get Roberta into the back of the red rusting van. She was still under the heat off the sun, but at least off the floor.

“Okay, what do we do now?” Tara asked, with a concerned look on her face.

“Well, she’s still breathing… maybe she’s just tired.”

The others stared at Chrissy in disbelief.

“Yeah, Chrissy, we all often fall over in the middle of the road if we feel like a nap. Come on, think seriously.”

“Okay, well, she’s hot, we should make her… you know... un-hot.”

“Water! Water. Who has got water?”

They all looked around, ready to grab at a bottle when they realized none of them had brought anything but themselves. They looked around each other in panic, waiting for someone to speak up.

After a long pause, Sam grabbed at Roberta’s soaked top and pulled it over her head. “Okay, that should help a bit, at least to cool her down. Now what?”

They all stared uncomfortably at Roberta’s exposed chest, covered only by a black bikini top.

‘Hey, you’re on my turf,” a voice said from behind them. Turning around, they saw a young woman sauntering up behind them. Her chocolate brown hair lay just past her shoulders, slightly curled and highlighted from where the sun must have been hitting it through the summer. Her eyes were dark and intriguing. She stared at the four girls and what looked like another on the floor of the back of the truck.

“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but your turf is a broken-down farmer’s truck,” Chrissy replied, clearly tired from the day.

“We, umm, our friend, we think she’s got heat stroke or something, what ever that is. She passed out, so we, umm…”

“Got her naked?” the woman replied with a coy smile on her face. She approached the truck slowly, peering in, and making eye-contact as she passed the shy blonde.

“We didn’t know what else to do,” Tara said quietly, feeling a little intimidated.

The woman jumped onto the back of the truck, towering over the four girls who surrounded their friend. She looked up and down Roberta’s body, inspecting her, and the side of her mouth curled into yet another smile.

“So, are you going to help us or just keep checking out Roberta?” Chrissy said, irritated by whoever she was.

“I know what to do.” She stood over Roberta and straddled her hips. The four girls sat back, clearly uncomfortable with the situation but too shocked to say anything. The brunette pulled the backpack that hung lazily over her shoulder, pulled out a flask, undid the top and threw it at Roberta’s face. No sooner than that, Roberta sat up, coughing and spluttering the cold water everywhere and trying to figure out where she was.

Her eyes focused as she saw the most beautiful face in front of her, quietly laughing to herself. She sat in awe of whoever this was. Until she realized that she was topless in a dusty truck… being straddled by a gorgeous stranger.

“W-who are you?” Roberta asked, very confused. The girl put out her hand in front of Roberta, in the small space that was between the two of them, for an introduction.

“Just call me Faith.”
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