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Re: Chapter 14

Postby tommo » Sun Jun 30, 2002 6:16 pm

Just caught up with the last few chapters. As always, enjoying how you've picked up the pace of the story and matched it perfectly to the bustle and intake of new information that Tara is doing. You've managed to insert her so well into the background and even got her a little social group already.



Michael...I don't need to say anymore do I? :lol Someone said "gaydar" and I just started smiling. It's so true. And Tara made such a cute baby dyke in Season 4, god knows how adorable she must have looked the year before that.



And just as a note of interest and confusion....Zahir, does it matter if it's AU or not? The fic is outstandingly entertaining. Should it matter when/where it's set? It certainly doesn't to me.


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Re: Fic: Working title - No More

Postby frenchrose888 » Sun Jun 30, 2002 6:47 pm

Well I mean, obviously this is AU since Amy has blonde hair here, when we all know that in Gingerbread she has dark hair. [/sarcasm] j/k, I don't really care about that yet - I may later on in the story, but in the end I trust the writer.



Which brings me to - TwilightJoy : These two last updates were great. I love how to Tara, Sunnydale High is so huge, when to Buffy, in season 1,it was so utterly small and backwards. And how cool is it that Michael shows up in this, his little antennas perked up, picking up on Tara's gay vibes ?

Great stuff. And Amy, pre-uber-bitchiness.*sigh* I also liked Michael's description of the Scoobies - they are the in crowd, they just never knew it.*g*

Reading all this, I really get that season 3 atmosphere, only better cause Tara's in it, and I can't wait for more.



Rose

'Magic, thy name is Tara.' - Mariacomet, The Stone Circle.

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Re: AU or not?

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Sun Jun 30, 2002 7:34 pm

Its not that I care that much, but it does interest me.



But the fact its an AU means Tara can be more center stage. Yay!

"O Let my name be in the Book of Love!
If it be there I care not of that other Book above.
Strike it out! Or write it in anew, but
Let my name be in the Book of Love!"

--Omar Kayam

Zahir al Daoud
 


Re: AU or not?

Postby mollyig » Mon Jul 01, 2002 5:23 am

Pleased that Tara is making some friends in Sunnydale. Her self confidence is growing. She has escaped her past completely. Lovely!

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Amy's Hair and Other Canon Inconsistancies Explained

Postby TwiLightJoy » Mon Jul 01, 2002 5:51 pm

I wasn't sure exactly when she got the new 'do, timeline wise, and didn't have all the S3 eps in one convenient little package to review. If she already had it done in S2, my bad! I haven't gotten all that far in the viewings. (Can't believe they are making us wait til winter 2003 for the DVDs!!!) I am going to have her haircut/color in the chapter after this one, where she actually gets it done, so I was kinda all "ooh, people noticed the hair thing" lol. So she will be dark-haired by the time Gingerbread rolls around. ;) And as I have mentioned, this is still only slightly AU at this point, mostly-canon stuff from a non-canon point of view. It will get more AU-ish later, but for now ....



And no, Amy isn't gay. LOL. It's stated somewhere in S3 (damn the lack of those DVDs!) that Larry is "so out [he's] got [his] grandma fixing [him] up with guys," so I assumed that pretty much everyone would know.



Next chapter coming up pretty soon here, I have a few more paragraphs and revisions to get down before I can post it. Coz I have no Beta readers ... I am sneaky like that. Thanks for the comments!



~Joy

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Chapter 15

Postby TwiLightJoy » Mon Jul 01, 2002 6:13 pm

Bass-heavy music filled the air as the door swung open into the dimly illuminated club. Teens bobbed to the rhythmic pulses on the dance floor, as others sat around tall tables or lounged on couches socializing. To Tara’s left was a series of pool tables, where still more youth of Sunnydale joked and shot pool, guzzling cups of soda. This place was pretty crowded, but in a more casual, comfortable way than at school. As she followed Amy and Michael further into the Bronze, her eyes wandered over everything possible, ranging from the physical structure to the décor to the students.



Michael led the way up a set of stairs to the club’s upper level, which was reasonably more quiet and secluded than below. “So,” the dark-clad young man said, taking a seat on a deep red couch against one wall near the overlooking balcony, “what do you think?” Amy took a seat next to Michael, looking down over the crowd.



“I think, wow. I thought the Espresso Pump was pretty much the only place people went to hang out,” Tara admitted. “My place is kinda close to this, I’m surprised I didn’t know about it before.”



Amy turned back to Tara, who sat in an overstuffed matching armchair opposite the couch. “The Bronze is one of the more choice night spots around here. The adults usually like the Espresso Pump at night, after they get out of work, so it’s more common for us to head over here after dark.”



Tara nodded. “You know, I had noticed that. About the high school students being a little more scarce at night, at work.” She peered down as Amy had been doing, watching for a moment the almost hypnotizing motion of the dancing crowd. Shaking her head slightly as if to clear it, she turned her attention back to her friends. “So what do you two like to do, for fun?”



A smile tugged at Amy’s lips. “Well, lots of things. We sometimes hang out here, and on Wednesday nights, the Sun plays these really cool old black-and-white monster movies from the 50s. They let everyone in for really cheap, too, so it’s a good deal. Then sometimes we shop together….”



“There’s a bunch of little shops on Main Street, I’m sure you’ve seen them,” Michael added. “Since you work at the Espresso Pump and all, they’re pretty close together. We like the shops better than the mall, usually. All the mall has going for it is Hot Topic.”



“And lots of boys,” Amy laughed, Michael nodding his head in amused agreement.



Tara grinned. “That sounds neat. The, the shops. I haven’t had a lot of time to check them out yet, besides a couple of the second-hand stores where I bought stuff for my apartment. But I have tomorrow night off, too. Maybe we could all…? I mean, if you want to?”



“That sounds cool,” Michael said agreeably. “We could show you some of the more interesting places to go. We know a couple of the owners of the better stores, ‘cause we’re kind of regulars there.” He tilted his head questioningly, his dark brows drawing together. “Wait, your apartment?”



Tara bowed her head a bit, arms loosely folded around her middle, looking across at Michael, then Amy. “Yeah. I um, kind of moved here on my own. My mom…” the blonde sighed, “my mom passed away a couple years ago, and my dad, well, he’s less than fun to be around, if you know what I mean.” She absently rubbed at the little scar on her elbow, the last one he’d ever give her. “So, I um, pretty much took off. Had the money to make it this far, and I got a little place for myself. Cheap, small, but my own.” She looked expectantly at the pair seated on the couch as music continued to thrum around them.



“Wow,” Amy murmured. “That’s amazing. You’re really brave, Tara. I don’t think I’d have the courage to take off like that as young as we are.”



Michael gave a minute nod. “Yeah, completely. Amy’s mom, um….” He turned to Amy, his lips forming a thin line, as if asking if she was ready to talk about it with Tara.



Amy swallowed, meeting Michael’s gaze, then turning again to Tara. “My mom’s gone now, too. It’s been almost two years. My dad and mom weren’t together then, hadn’t been for a while, but he lives in Sunnydale, too. So I live with him now, but it still feels kind of weird to be there. We were never really close, so it’s always sort of awkward and tense being there. That’s why it’s so good to have Michael,” she smiled at the boy gratefully. “He’s good at making me smile and getting me out of the house when it gets to be too much.”



The Goth shrugged. “I do what I can.”



Tara smiled reassuringly at the two friends. “I’m glad you have him, too.” She was silent a moment, deciding how much to tell them. She didn’t know them very well, but both of them had been really nice so far. She felt like she could trust them, which was a lot for her. It took a while before people could earn Tara’s trust, since in the past most people she had trusted turned on her. “I … I didn’t really have anybody. At school, everyone either teased me or completely ignored me. I didn’t fit there, n-not with anybody. I felt really alone most of the time, and at home things were even worse. That, that’s part of the reason I left. I didn’t really have a way out, besides this.”



“Well, you’re here now. Amy and me, we look out for each other,” Michael said. “And now we’ll look out for you, too.” Amy nodded happily, glad her social circle had broadened ever so slightly.



Tara brightened, somewhat in awe that she had been accepted so fully. It was really amazing to have actual friends. New territory, but very welcome.

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby zero » Mon Jul 01, 2002 6:55 pm

Just caught up with the last few parts...really good stuff! It's nice to see Tara making friends so quickly.

"Spatulas are for wimps!" -Dawn

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Mon Jul 01, 2002 7:13 pm

Oh this is sooooo cool! Tara's getting her own circle of friends! And they'll have their own adventures! Kinda, sorta (since one of 'em's about to get a lot shorter and sprout a tail).



Joy, you are aptly named.

"O Let my name be in the Book of Love!
If it be there I care not of that other Book above.
Strike it out! Or write it in anew, but
Let my name be in the Book of Love!"

--Omar Kayam

Zahir al Daoud
 


Re: Chapter 15

Postby LeatherQueen » Mon Jul 01, 2002 9:21 pm

Oh that was nice. :) So good to see Tara having friends of her own and people she can hang out with and trust.








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby 4WiccanLuv » Mon Jul 01, 2002 10:05 pm

I just read all 15 chapters in one sitting. Phew! This is a great AU story. Your writing so descriptive and it flows beautifully.



I must admit, it was difficult to read what Tara had to endure at home and I couldn't wait for her to get out. And can I just say, my heart was beating wildly throughout her getaway scene, fearing she'd be caught. I love your depiction of a strong and determined Tara. Yay!



I love that you've created a circle of friends for Tara in Sunnydale. Michael is a nice addition. And I especially love that the Scoobies were nice to her, then again, how could they not be? Great job!





- Dime con quien andas y te dire quien eres -

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Chapter 15

Postby AmberBensonRockzMyWorld » Mon Jul 01, 2002 11:20 pm

Great update, This fic Rocks. I love it. I can't wait to read the next part:) Hurry with an update. HeHeHe.

Much Love to ya,

Lisa

This is our Last Embrace, Must I dream and Always see your face.~ Jeff Buckley "Last goodbye"

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby pikescoob » Tue Jul 02, 2002 6:29 am

Hehe...Hot Topic...I know that store..:) It's nice to see Tara making a couple friends.



--Michelle

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby TheWhiz » Tue Jul 02, 2002 10:09 am

Great update :)

I'm glad Tara is making her own friends whom she feels she can trust.

"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby tkheaven » Tue Jul 02, 2002 11:56 am

WooHoo! I finally caught up. I'm glad to see Tara's making some friends. I can't wait to see what happens when they go out the next night...hmm, night=vamps=slayage=possibly Willow tagging along...hehe...



Tk's new and improved "GrrArgg"

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Tara was similarly riveted, her body on slow burn as Willow's lips parted and her mouth opened, the food slipping inside and being consumed. Never in her life had Tara ever wanted to be a chicken casserole so badly...Later that night..."It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured, before passing out. ~ Answering Darkness by Sassette

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Re: Chapter 15

Postby shootingstar » Tue Jul 02, 2002 12:11 pm

I just finished catching up on this story, I somehow missed the last couple of updates :( stupid me.



But I got to read loadsa in one go so that was a big yay! Brilliant story so far...I love how Tara's got her own little group of friends. Keep up the good work, I can't wait to see what happens next...



Luv Star x (who loves Tk's avatar :) )





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'I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the outside'
-Girl, Interrupted.

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Chapter 16

Postby TwiLightJoy » Tue Jul 02, 2002 5:39 pm

Thanks for the feedback, I am glad you Kitties are all enjoying the story so far! I'm having a great time writing it, you guys keep me all good and encouraged. Hope you like today's addition.

Really wishing I could review the S3 episodes again, but no luck there, so I've been working from memory and transcripts, which don't always give all the visualization stuff I like to put into my writing. So, making stuff up as I go will occasionally happen. ;)

Anyway, here goes, so enjoy!




Tara’s second day of school went a lot more smoothly than the first. The main highlight of the day had been at lunch. Tara and Michael had the same window table they had taken yesterday, and when they saw Amy, she was talking with Willow on one of the benches outside.



The conversation went on intensely for a few minutes, and Amy was writing a few things down. She handed the paper over to Willow after folding it into quarters, and then the two girls parted ways; Amy coming inside and Willow stuffing the paper into her left front pocket as she headed over to the picnic table where Cordelia, Xander, and Buffy sat. Easily spotting her friends at the window table, Amy threaded her way through the milling students and pulled up a chair next to Michael.



“Hey, Amy, whatcha up to?” the ebon-haired young man asked with a smile, tossing her an apple from his brown bag lunch.



“Oh, just talking to Willow, giving her some advice,” she replied, polishing the apple with a napkin before taking a bite of it.



Tara’s eyes lit up. Willow, she thought giddily, and let out an audible sigh. Blushing, she turned to the window, then realizing she could see Willow by looking that way, turned back to her lunch, not meeting Michael or Amy’s eyes the whole time.



“What did she need?” the Goth gently prodded, a grin spreading over his features as he looked pointedly at the top of Tara’s down-turned head.



Amy followed his gaze and then gave him a confused look. “Nothing much, she just had a question about how to reverse the effects of … uh…”



Now Tara looked up. “Reverse the effects of…?” her wide blue eyes almost imploring for the rest of the sentence.



“…Of a spell. Like, before she casts it,” Amy said hesitantly.



“You mean like, if you only had a light spell, but what you really wanted was a darkness spell?” Tara asked quietly, looking around to see that no one was taking note of their conversation.



Amy positively beamed. “Yeah, that’s pretty much what she wanted my advice on,” she affirmed in a hushed tone.



Michael grinned even wider and leaned back in his chair. “Why, Tara Maclay! New girl, independent soul, and practitioner of the Art. Is there anything you can’t do?” Tara gave the pair a half-smile, bowing her had modestly.



“You know, this is really exciting,” Amy enthused, “now we can take her to the Magic Shop for sure!”



Tara’s eyes widened in surprised pleasure. “There’s a magic shop? No way, I never saw it!”



“It’s a basement store, below street level,” Michael explained. “So there’s just a sign on the rail next to the stairs. A lot of people don’t notice it, which is usually better for us.”



Another realization hit her, and she sat bolt upright in her chair. “And Willow’s a witch, too?” Suddenly of how much attention she could have attracted, had anyone been looking in their direction, she slumped down in her chair and spoke more quietly, leaning across the table to look Amy in the eye. “Is Willow a witch?”



Amy nodded. “Well, sort of. More of a dabbler, really, right now. She can do a few things, but I haven’t seen anything really major yet. She does have a lot of power, but not much practice or control yet.”



“She’s coming along, though,” Michael said. Then, changing the subject, he suggested, “So how about after school … we go hit the shops?”



“I’ve been thinking it’s time for something new,” Amy stated, running a hand through her longish, light-hued locks. “I’m thinking brunette.”



“M’lady, that sounds fabulous,” the raven-haired boy said lightly.



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Emerging from the salon, Amy shook her head, enjoying the lighter feel of her shorter hair. “It looks so good, Amy,” Michael said for the fourth time.



“You would say that – you picked the color, after all,” Amy smirked.



“No,” he clarified, “my first choice was black. This was my second favorite.” He shot a playful grin over his shoulder to Amy and Tara.



Amy lightly swatted him on the arm. “Your first choice is always black, I automatically have to discount it.”



Tara smiled. “It does look really nice, Amy. It brings your eyes out more.”



“Know what would really make them stand out? Black.” The three friends shared a laugh and crossed the street, heading toward the magic shop.



“Wait ‘til you see the store, Tara,” Amy said. “Andi has all kinds of books and potions and candles and artifacts….” They went down the stairs and opened the door, the overhead bell chiming its high-pitched greeting. The light filtered through the high windows and doorway, reflecting through multiple sets of crystalline wind chimes dangling from the ceiling. The air smelled deliciously of a wide variety of incense and scented candles, but the store was strangely quiet.



“Andi?” Michael queried. “Where are you? In the back room?”



“Come on, I’ll show you this really cool book I want…” Amy stated, leading Tara to the side.



Michael looked worried. “I’m gonna go around to the back, she doesn’t usually take this long to get out here.”



Amy now showed concern, as well. “You’re right. Even if she is in the back, she usually calls to us or comes right out. I’ll go with you. Tara, stay here, okay? We’ll be right back.”



“O-okay,” Tara said hesitantly. Something seemed … off. She continued to look over the items shelved in neat rows, not really observing the things before her, listening carefully for Amy and Michael.



A sudden, sharp intake of breath.



Stumbling feet.



A groan of “Oh my god.”



A whimpered “No, Andi, no!”



Tara headed swiftly to the place where Amy and Michael had disappeared, and saw them frozen in place, clutching to one another. Amy’s face was buried in Michael’s shoulder, shaking with sobs, and the boy stared numbly down. All she could see of what he was looking at was … a shoe?



Oh god. A shoe with a very pale, extremely still leg in it.

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LISTEN UP!

Postby Ittybittykitty » Tue Jul 02, 2002 8:14 pm

LISTEN UP! I will not tolerate you guys boycotting her sixteenth chapter! It's a little dark and a little scary, but gosh darn it you will give her feed back! She needs it, and you people like to give it anyways. So cough it up! (OK I'm done ranting. sorry if I stepped on anyones' toes while I went on the war path, sorry.)

Edited by: Ittybittykitty at: 7/2/02 7:27:14 pm
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Re: LISTEN UP!

Postby Zahir al Daoud » Tue Jul 02, 2002 9:27 pm

Hey, I'm not boycotting everything! I love this story! And that includes this chapter! I was away from my computer, alright?



jeez

"O Let my name be in the Book of Love!
If it be there I care not of that other Book above.
Strike it out! Or write it in anew, but
Let my name be in the Book of Love!"

--Omar Kayam

Zahir al Daoud
 


Re: Ch 16

Postby TwiLightJoy » Tue Jul 02, 2002 10:38 pm

Heh, it's cool Zahir, she was just jokin. ;) Thanks!



~Joy

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Re: Ch 16

Postby no birthday cake » Tue Jul 02, 2002 11:16 pm

yay!

i just read through this WHOLE fic.

i get addicted easily.

more.

now.

no birthday cake
 


Re: Ch 16

Postby mollyig » Wed Jul 03, 2002 1:18 am

So Tara knows that Willow's a witch now. A conversation opener perhaps?? Although the poor love is still trying to gain her confidence, she's still doing the head down thing when she's embarrassed.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Re: Ch 16

Postby xita » Wed Jul 03, 2002 2:45 am

Ahh just caught up, so Tara's going to be part of thet witchy group hee, that's so cute. I love this fic, but you should really post in the update thread joy, I miss the new updates sometimes :)

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Willow: (to Tara) I could heal.

Tara: (to Willow)And we’re gone.

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Re: Ch 16

Postby tommo » Wed Jul 03, 2002 4:07 am

That would probably explain the lack of feedback and the rantings and demands for it. The update thread is useful. That's what it's there for.



Again, marvelous working inside the realm of Season 3. I like how you've brought Michael and Amy to the foreground as Tara's friends, and the Scoobies, whilst there, are distinctly background characters.



And Tara is just so cute, when she gets giddy thinking about Willow. That's adorable. Thanks. :)


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Re: Ch 16

Postby pikescoob » Wed Jul 03, 2002 6:51 am

I'm really enjoying the friendships between Amy, Michael and Tara......and it's so cute that Tara is secretly having a crush on Willow, now she needs to get Willow to notice her. :grin



--Michelle

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Re: Ch 16

Postby Murasaki S » Wed Jul 03, 2002 6:56 am

What a brilliant idea to get Tara her own witchy friends. And Tara is pining for Willow from afar, how cute.

If Willow had only known back then that she was such a magnet for women :lol



Shoe with a leg...uh oh...just hoping the leg is attached to a living body???



Looking forward to more soon,



Murasaki









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Re: Ch 16

Postby tkheaven » Wed Jul 03, 2002 7:20 am

Dum Dum DaaadAAAAA!! A very pale leg..hmm someone missed out on those sunny days..bleack..MORE MORE MORE...:bounce

Tk's new and improved "GrrArgg"

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Tara was similarly riveted, her body on slow burn as Willow's lips parted and her mouth opened, the food slipping inside and being consumed. Never in her life had Tara ever wanted to be a chicken casserole so badly...Later that night..."It's good to be a chicken casserole," Tara murmured, before passing out. ~ Answering Darkness by Sassette

tkheaven
 


Re: Ch 16

Postby LeatherQueen » Wed Jul 03, 2002 7:35 am

Oh yeah, definitely loving this story. And it's so nice to see all these things happen with Tara in the foreground and the action (mostly) in the background. :)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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Re: Ch 16

Postby zero » Wed Jul 03, 2002 8:29 am

Man I hope the leg turns out to be a temporarily misplaced prosthetic limb!

Keep it coming :)

"Spatulas are for wimps!" -Dawn

zero
 


Re: Ch 16

Postby TheWhiz » Wed Jul 03, 2002 11:41 am

Great update, love this fic!! :D



"I am a whiz...If ever a whiz there was"

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Chapter 17

Postby TwiLightJoy » Wed Jul 03, 2002 1:23 pm

Remember in Lovers Walk, after Willow went shopping for her spell necessities, there was a certain Big Bad lurking in the shop ....? When Buffy goes back to the shop later in the episode, there is police tape on the door. But who called the cops? Here's my answer....



Tara, Amy, and Michael sat numbly in a rounded corner booth at the Espresso Pump down the street, cradling steaming oversize cups of cocoa. Amy’s eyes were red-rimmed, as were Michael’s, his dark eyeliner smeared into a caricature of Goth, but both had seemingly run out of tears to shed.



Tara had been the only one who had really been able to move at first, and had run upstairs to call the police. They had arrived swiftly with an ambulance following them, but the EMTs had only been able to strap the empty shell of Andi onto a gurney and take her to the morgue.



Then had been the seemingly endless series of questions. Tara had again been able to say the most, what had happened, but Amy and Michael were both heavily questioned as well. Amy had wept, but Michael had first lashed out with rage before finally faltering into tears. They had been told finally that none of them were suspects, and an officer offered to drive each of them home.



None of the teens really felt like going back home, though, and instead had come here, to the Espresso Pump. Denise had given them a secluded booth, and the mugs of cocoa on the house. She had offered to let Tara have the following day off, but the blonde had declined. She needed the money; besides, it might take her mind off things for a while.



“I should – I should probably call my dad,” Amy managed, still not breaking her staring contest with the cocoa mug. Those were pretty much the first words she'd said since the police quit asking her about Andi.



“Yeah. Me too,” Michael stated blandly. It was almost like someone had come up with a mystical Hoover and sucked the spirit out of him.



Mary approached the table hesitantly, blue apron around her slim waist and deep brown eyes full of concern. All she had heard was that the friends had been out shopping and had walked in to one of the stores and found the shopkeeper’s body. They all looked shaken and shocked, and Mary wanted nothing more than to take away their pain. Unfortunately, all she could offer was her support and more cocoa. “Hey,” she said quietly. “Do you, do you need anything?” She tucked her deep brown wavy locks back behind her ears again, something she usually did when she felt unsure of herself.



Amy turned her blank gaze in Mary’s direction, and Michael merely shook his head. Tara sent a thankful look in the waitress’s direction. “Thanks, Mary, but we’re … we don’t need anything.” Saying ‘we’re okay’ was pretty much not a part of Tara’s vocabulary at this point. Things were far from okay.



“I gotta go call home,” Michael said mechanically, rising from the booth, leaving his cocoa untouched. Amy got up and followed him to the pay phone up front, still speechless.



Mary looked around and took a seat next to Tara. “I can’t even imagine what … any of this is like for you, Tara. I just wanted to let you know that if you need someone, someone to talk to. I’m here, any time.” She pressed a slip of paper into the Wiccan’s hand. “My number,” she explained. “I’m serious, if you need someone to talk to, give me a call, day or night.”



Tara’s already vulnerable body language softened even more. “I – I don’t know what to say. I mean, I think I’ve already exhausted ‘thank you’ at this point. But really, it means a lot for you to offer. I’ll … I’ll keep it in mind.” Mary’s answering smile was compassionate and slightly hopeful.



At that moment, Michael and Amy, zombie-like, returned the corner booth. “My dad’s coming to pick me up,” he stated robotically. “Amy’s dad is coming to get her, too. I probably – both of us, probably – won’t be in school tomorrow.” Amy slid into the booth, leaving room for Michael at her side and cradling her oversized cocoa mug once more, now long since gone cold. Michael sat stiffly on the outside, his arms folded tightly across his chest. Tara noticed that the dark paint on his nails was chipped on the ends, as though he had been chewing at them. When was there time for him to chew his nails? Tara wondered.



“I – I can stay with you, if you want,” Mary offered. “I’m on my break now, so it’s okay. If you want me to.”



“No, you should probably just go,” Michael said harshly. “There are probably a lot more fun people than us to be around right now.”



Mary nodded, understanding the dark youth’s anger and his need to be alone. She turned again to Tara. “If you don’t mind hanging out here until 11, I can give you a ride home if you like. It’s the least I can do. I know if I was in your shoes, the last thing I would want to do would be walk home in the dark like this.”



Tara met Mary’s eyes. “Okay, that - that sounds good. Thank you so much.”



Within half an hour, both Michael and Amy had been picked up by their respective fathers. Tara was now alone to contemplate the afternoon’s events with her unending supply of cocoa. Denise and Mary both checked in on her every now and again. Denise had brought a fuzzy blanket in from her car and wrapped it gently around the Wiccan’s shoulders.



Promptly at 11, the Espresso Pump’s lights dimmed, and the remaining staff lifted chairs onto tables to clean the floor. The sign on the front door was flipped around to “CLOSED,” the blinds were lowered, and the front door was locked. Mary came out from the back with a light jacket on and her hair now pulled back into a loose ponytail. She led Tara out the back door and to her car, then drove the blonde back to her building. It looked a good deal scarier in the dark, enough to worry Mary.



“Are you going to be okay getting in? I could walk you,” she offered, her car idling in front of the old brick structure.

Tara shook her head. “No, no, I should be – I should get in fine. Thanks.”



“See you tomorrow,” Mary added.



“Night, Mary.” Tara exited the car, Denise’s young son’s blanket still wrapped around her shoulders as she disappeared into the building.

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