Hello everyone.
Just found and read this thread and I have about a 100 things I'd like to say, all mixed up but I'll try to be brief and clear..
I was not raised with any particular religion, but I have an aunt who is a catholic nun and I've always thought the world of her, and because of that I really respect people who are able to commit to that extent. I myself have been all over the place trying to find something to make me glow the way she does.
I always seem to end up with one conclusion : definition is a really, really big part of this quest. Really cutting to the bone of things, ex : the difference between faith and religion.. And, yes, to me there is a difference. One might say it's two sides of the same thing, and it CAN be, when it is at it's best. I think faith is the personal part of it, the feeling, the sense that there is something out there that responds to something inside you, it trancends, it can't really be grasped or defined, you just sense it sometimes.
Religion on the other hand is an attemp to do just that : grasp and define, trying to give this free flowing, all consuming feeling a form, a shape that'll make it easier for people to relate, because it really is the big scary questions that religion deals with.
The theology part is usually quite harmless, it's when politics and culture start to interfere it get's messy, when people start hitting each other on the head with bible quotes and 'my
god-is-better-than-your-god' attitudes. Or in other words, I don't have a problem with god, I have a problem with church.
It always makes me think of Kant and his 'Das Ding an sich' and 'das Ding für Uns' ('the thing in itself' and 'the thing to us'.
My translation, may not be perfect, but there you go).. It's about perception. Things excist in (or for) themselves and as we percive them we bring in our entire context, our lives and experiences and therefore two peolpe can percive the same thing totally different. And I think that is also the case with religion and faith, that there is a essence in itself that also excist in us, in our hearts, souls, whatever, and religion is 'us', people as a race breaking our collective backs trying to grasp and get closer to, percive, this essence.... Does that make any sense, at all, or am I just completely missing the point here??
Oh and about Sodom and Gomorrah ... one question: Then what happens?? Yeah,ok, wrath of god, fire and brimstone and Lot's wife getting salty, but then what?? Lot and his daugthers go up into the mountains, he get's drunk and then he get's his daugthers pregnant. And no wrath of god there. My point?? I'll tell you, if you conclude from the story of Sodom and Gomorrah that being gay is bad, then what could you conclude - following the same lines of logic - conclude from the rest ??
Ok, this ran long, sorry..
- Diana
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"I never tried to give my life meaning / by demeaning you / and I would like to state for the record / I did everything that I could do / I'm not saying that I am a saint / I just don't wanna live that way / I will never be a saint / but I will always say / squint your eyes and look closer" Ani DiFranco