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Originally posted by Web Warlock:
Where I am sitting, if Willow goes after Warren and kills him in the most horrible way possible, then I'll fine with that. No need to redeem.I would be upset if Willow DIDN'T go after Warren. He murdered her love.
And if Buffy holds Willow back this time, it better be because she wants to get a bigger axe to join the carnage.
This is no comparing this situation to ANYTHING Angel/Angeleus, Spike, or Faith have done. In those cases they were all premeditated calculated murder.
I don't get why people can sit there and tell me Spike is redeemed (he isn't, he is impotent) but wonder if Willow can be? What sort of insane troll logic is that?
Warlock.
That Willow would kill Warren after he murders Tara is a problematic, but forgivable action for me. My objection is not that Warren doesn't deserve to die, but that killing someone always changes the killer for the worse, no matter how justified. From everything we've seen of Willow for 5 1/2 years, she is a sensitive, loving, good-hearted person who feels guilt acutely. Killing a human (or humans as rumor has it) will obliterate the essence of the character we've come to love. That there is torture involved in this scenario is even more frightening, and is another heavy burden for Willow's conscience to bear. It's like that quote (god, I can't think of who said it!), "It's not the dying, it's the killing."
Could Willow be ultimately redeemed from torturing and killing Warren? Sure. But it would take a hell of a lot longer than Season 7 and she could never again be happy. The writers have gone out of their way to say that Tara is Willow's forever true love (the only one whose love can ever make her happy) and now are making it clear that Tara is the anchor to Willow's soul, as well. With winning Tara's love as a goal, Willow has bettered herself, without Tara's love she is quite possibly forever lost, definitely forever unhappy.
People tell you your whole life that you can't do things for other people, you have to do things for yourself. This suggests that one person can't be your salvation. The older I get, the more I believe that sometimes one person or one belief CAN be your salvation. It can be the reason you stay on the right path, your reason for living. You make the choice to embrace that person or belief because you know it's your only hope. Tara is Willow's salvation. If you kill Tara, you kill Willow.
It's not that I think she wouldn't deserve or couldn't earn redemption. It's that I think that her spirit--which is her specific role in the Scoobies--would be forever broken. If she ever returned to her right mind after her rampage (I don't think she can), I think guilt and horror and grief would crush her.
Maybe it's just me.
Amy
EDITED TO ADD: Plus she's been miserable since Tough Love last season! She had a major fight with Tara, Tara gets brainsucked, she vows to care for Tara forever if necessary, she gets Tara back, but then Buffy dies, she holds the Scoobs together all summer, brings Buffy back, is scolded by Giles and finds out Buffy is miserable, Tara is unhappy with her magick use and leaves her, she goes on a bender and nearly kills Dawn, she goes through a long withdrawal from magick, she pulls herself together, wins Tara back only to have Tara murdered and then she turns in to a murderer!
I, for one, don't want to spend next season with Willow trying to redeem herself. As I already said above, I don't think it's possible, but I also don't want to watch mopey, suicidal Willow all next season! Pick on someone else! (Like Xander "Mr. Teflon" Harris!)
[This message has been edited by Willowlicious (edited March 17, 2002).]