By: ShyTemptress
Disclaimer: All characters from BTVS are property of Joss Wheadon, and Mutant Enemy productions. All character of the Charmed series are not mine. I'm just borrowing the ladies for my pleasure. This story is written purely for fun, no copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: Death brings together to very powerful force of good. Hell ensues.
Notes: Okay not sure of this one. I do not intend to quit Happiest of Days for those of you who actually like that one.
Chapter One
Chapter One
Have you ever had one of those days that are so hard to go through you’d rather die then even try? I guess why I ask is because those are becoming more of a common episode in my every day happenings. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel maybe if I was stronger that all this would have turned out different. Maybe I could have done something more. Could there have been some secret message that would’ve helped us save her? I wish it could have been me instead of her. She was a lot better then I am and a better witch then i could ever hope to be. I’d do anything to bring her back. I’ve searched that damned book so many times. Just when we need it the most, there is nothing in there to help us save her.
I loved her. How could you not love someone like Prue? She was always the big sister, always there if you needed her. I know we didn’t get along in the beginning but everything eventually worked out.
I love walking up here every morning. It was just like this in the beginning. I would come up the stair barefoot, just as I always had as a child, feeling the wood grain underneath my feet. I’d wake up extra early to be the first one up to the attic. Everything up here always felt so calm. I love just walking up to the book and feel the mystical energies surrounding me. But now it is different. The attic has now become a prison where I can get trapped in my own head. As I walk up the attic stairs I can hear the voice of my sister. It's more like I feel her, maybe…. Still I’m not quite sure how the sister magic psychic thing works. As I walk up the stairs I can see several candles surrounding Piper with the Book of Shadows in front of her.
“ Hear now the words of the witch’s,
The secrets we hid in the night.
The oldest of gods are invoked here,
The great work of magic is sought…”
I watch as tears run down Piper’s cheek, as she closes her eyes and turns her head toward the heavens. The light of the candles the surrounded her casts shadows all around the room. I hold my breath hoping and praying that this will work.
“ In this night and in this hour
I call upon the Ancient Power.
Bring back my sister.
Bring back the power of three.”
I can feel waves of emotion come off of her. This was the first time the book has ever failed one of us. We like generations before us are witches. Together we are the Charmed Ones. Even though we each have a different power we always work together to battle demons and warlocks and any other unnatural bad ass that come our way. Gathering all the courage I have, I walk over to Piper and join her in the circle. She flips through the book for the spell to find a lost witch. I finally catch her gaze as she looks into my eyes. With a brief smile and a nod together we close our eyes.
“ Powers of the witches rise,
Course unseen across the skies.
Come to us who call you near.
Come to us and settle here.”
Without flinching she takes an athame and pokes her index finger. When a spot of blood comes to the surface she hands the knife to me. After I do the same we both hold our fingers over the bowl that also contains herbs.
“ Blood to blood,
We summon thee.
Blood to blood,
Return to me.”
I finally open my eyes, heartbroken when I fail to find our blue-eyed older sister. I can see Piper across from me trying her hardest to keep her tears at bay. Why does this have to happen now? When we are so close to finally vanquishing the source. It always seems that everything goes wrong just when we’re so close to achieving what we’ve been working for the last three years.
“ Piper, sweetie, you look exhausted. We really need to get some sleep.”
“ I can’t. There has to be some way to bring her back. I don’t understand why nothing will work all of the sudden. Its like the book has just deserted us. Why can’t we do anything? Its not like we haven’t cheated death before. Why is this time different?”
“ I don’t know. I know it doesn’t make sense, but there is nothing we can do.”
“ There has to be something. Maybe you could write a spell.”
“ Even if I could, that’s something that would require the power of three. I know it hurts I can feel it too, if we were supposed to do something don’t you think we would have found a way?”
“ Don’t ever say that!” Piper said angrily. I could tell I had finally said something wrong.“ She’s our sister. How are we not supposed to fix this? Why won’t they let us bring her back?” Piper’s knees finally gave way as she crumbled to the ground knocking down candles as she went. I walked over and knelled next to her and wrapped my arms around her. “ She’s been there our entire lives. I don’t know how to live without a big sister.” I can feel her wet tears against my neck as she cries. I begin to rub my hands up and down her back in a soothing way. The sobs the have racked her body have begun to slow down.
“ Let’s go to bed sweetie. We have to go to her funeral.”
“ Please, don’t make me.”
“ Come on lets deal with that tomorrow lets just try to make it through today.” I place my arm around her shoulders and lift her up. “ We need to go to sleep it almost is tomorrow.” Piper just nodded against me I don’t think she really even heard me. I have to be strong for her. She has always been the strong one for me and now I have to be that person for her. We slowly make our way downstairs and head toward Piper’s room. I set her down on her bed and walk around the room to find her something to sleep in. ‘ I wonder which she will prefer? How about tigger sleepwear?’ I bring my choice over to her to see what she thinks. “ So, I think tigger what about you?” I catch the briefest smile and silently congratulate myself. Taking that as a yes I hand her the shirt and pants set. She’s still pretty distant. It’s kind of like she’s not exactly with me, but she is. I start to unbutton the buttons that are at the bottom of shirt and start to work up. With each button I can feel her relax a bit more. I can still remember her doing this for me when we were kids right after grams had died.
~Flashback~
“ I don’t know if you enjoy being stinky Phoebe, but her stench is not that much fun. I know it hurts beyond belief, but we’ll get through this, the three of us together.” She placed her hands on my cheeks and lifted my eyes until our eyes met. “ We will get through this I promise you.” I had felt so lost that night. I felt like nothing again would make sense. She was the one person who had always been there. She was Grams, the strongest woman I had ever met. If felt like I couldn’t breathe without her being there to tell me the monsters wouldn’t hurt me. She took my hand and ran me a warm bath. The water had felt like it was going to burn my skin, but she wouldn’t let me out until she got all of me washed. Prue had come in and washed my hair with her special shampoo that I had always loved. When they had finally gotten me all clean and dry they had both led me to my room and we all slept in my bed. I still remember Prue holding me from behind telling me how much they loved me and I’d never be alone. And my arms around Piper crying on her shoulder until I fell asleep, and that how I woke feeling totally loved.
~End Flashback~
Finally getting Piper undressed down to her underwear, at least, I pulled the tigger shirt over her head. “ Lets get you into this bed shall we?” Turning the covers over and making some room for her to get in I crawl in. I place a soft kiss against her forehead and make to leave the room. There’s so much to do before the funeral I should get started right away. Sleep be damned.
“ Phoebe.” I hear Piper say softly. So softly I almost didn’t catch it.
“ Yes sweetie?”
“ Don’t leave me.”
“ Never.” So many things said by that simple statement from Piper. I would never leave her alone if I could help it. I wouldn’t dare make her go through this again. I couldn’t live with myself even if I did. I walk slowly back toward her bed striping off my shirt as I go. I’m not going to leave her tonight. I’ll handle everything tomorrow. Dad, Leo, and Darrel will be there to help, but tonight its just us. I climb into be next to her and slip behind her. “ I’m right here.” She turns facing me and places her head at the crook of my shoulders. Her left arm goes around my waist pulling me closer to her. My right arm holds her close and rubs patterns on her back. “ I’m not going anywhere sweetie.”
“ Good.” As she starts to fall asleep I can find myself humming a familiar song Prue used to sing to me when I couldn’t sleep. The song used to always work to get me asleep. When I was afraid that Dad would never come back she would always know how to comfort me. Soon after Piper falls asleep I feel the presence of sleep overcomes me.
You'll have to wait a chapter or two for Buffy world, gotta set this up don't I? I'll set up a regular day to post if thats okay with y'all. I'm going betaless so bare with me for all grammer mistakes.
-Shy Temptress
Edited by: Warduke at: 12/22/04 8:25 pm
Thanks for reading I really appreciate it. I love your quote.