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She's my always

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sun May 16, 2004 3:14 pm

IMM BACK! haha and you thought I wasnt gonna write another fic! Well here I am! With a brand spanking new fic!

:)



Disclamier: All BTVS characters belong to Joss Whedon and whoever else. Cause if I wrote the show...ahh nevermind!



Rated: For now, PG.

Paring- Who else but our girls!

Summary- Willow and Tara meet freshman year in highschool, but whats a friendship at first turns into something more.



Note: This is an AU fic. And I realize that this type of story has been done many times and you could probably count em here at pens, but after reading Liz's (aka Faithy) fic, "You were meant for me" I realized that a fic like this done by an angsty anger ridden teen would be uber fun!



Thanks to all the kittens at chat who entertain me, this is dedicated to firstly in case you have ANY doubt of my willow taraness. And also to Jesse cause you rock my fuckin socks!! :) This is my first ALL willow and Tara fic, so be nice kitties!



PART ONE

*Present*

"Ok, what to wear! This shirt? No. How bout these pants? Ugh no! I can't believe I'm doing this!" Willow Rosenberg is running around her room in Revello Drive, Sunnydale California. Her best friend, Buffy Summers, is sitting on the edge of her bed, deeply amused at her friends distress.



"Will, stop. Breathe." Buffy says, trying to not laugh as Willow does so, taking in deep breaths. Buffy gets up, putting her hands on her best friends shoulders, looking at her, still trying not to laugh. "Calm down Will. It's gonna be ok. Now why dont you wear the white top with the green cargo pants. You know how much she loves green on you. Even though you know she likes you in anything." Buffy tells her. Willow nods. She's shaking out of nerves.



"Ok. Ok. Buffy, I'm just so excited and nervous! I havent seen her in two months!" She says. Buffy lets go of her shoulders, sitting back down on the bed while her friend starts getting dressed. "So, is everything set for tonight?" She asks. "Yeah. Im picking her up at five and we're going straight to the restraunt. I called ahead, everything should be ready by the time we get there, which should be around six." Willow says, looking herself in the mirror. "I can't believe you're doing this Willow!" Buffy says, filled with excitement. Willow turns around, beaming from ear to ear.



"It's just right Buffy. We've been together for four years, and I love her. She's everything to me. It's time to prove it." She says. Buffy smiles for her friend. Maybe more happy for Willow then Buffy herself was. After everything they had been though these past four years, Willow deserved to be happy. Willow deserved to spend the rest of her life with the person she loved. After looking herself in the mirror one last time, Willow finally joins Buffy on the bed.



"So, are you ready for this?" Buffy asks. Willow smiles, eyes twinkling. "Carpe diem Buff!" She says and Buffy laughs. "Im more ready then I'll ever be. I still cant believe this. After all these years, high school, college, after everything we've been through, I'm asking Tara to marry me!"



TBC....haha.

So what do you all think? More? Should I stop cause it feels like a cliche? Lemme know what you think! :pride





-Rose

Feeling unwanted and hated is the worst feeling in the world.

Stop treating me like the kid Im not!

Edited by: Spikeizmine87 at: 9/6/04 1:33 am
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Re: She's my always

Postby Drumbly » Sun May 16, 2004 3:21 pm

:pride YES YES YES!!! you my dude! rock!!!



I'm proud, i am...you should too, its your fic...you rock, again ..YAY dude!!!!!! ok ..normal english :



Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat story, loving it already, i want more..NOW!:bounce gimme more....i want more.



I'm hyper, but you notice that. so...tty on msn!



Nuhbye!:wave :kiss1



P.s : YOU ROCK MY SOCKS TOO...:bounce



Love : Jesse/Drumbly:smash

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Re: She's my always

Postby DreamsToDream » Sun May 16, 2004 3:36 pm

Yes More!! Definently More!!!!:clap

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Re: She's my always

Postby cutie pie » Sun May 16, 2004 6:39 pm

:bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce :bounce

AWESOME FIC:applause :applause :applause :applause

Very interested to see what happens. :pinky :p inky:pinky :p inky

ahem....sorry about all the icons...im kinda on a suger high. lol.

but yes ROCKIN FIC!!!!!!!!!!

Update soonish pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease



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Re: She's my always

Postby sam darls » Sun May 16, 2004 6:40 pm

Ooh, I want more too :love . Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: She's my always

Postby Leafsdude7 » Sun May 16, 2004 8:56 pm

You'd better continue this! LOL



These type of stories never grow old. I love each and every one! :)

"As long as we're together, nothing needs to make sense. And we'll always be together, no matter how lost we get, or how far separated we are. Nothing will ever make sense to us, and it won't ever matter." - Tara

From: Shooting Stars by Me

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Re: She's my always

Postby WillowPowered » Sun May 16, 2004 9:50 pm

Off to a wonderful start. More please!!!!



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Re: She's my always

Postby Stroke of Luck » Mon May 17, 2004 4:42 am

WTF geez i thought she might go out with Tara, but than she wants to ask her to be her wife WOW :clap s



Well done:D



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti

Even in death Baby, i´ll never leave u!

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Re: She's my always

Postby TaraBaby77 » Wed May 26, 2004 11:49 pm

Great start!!! Really, it is. BUT!!!! You so can't leave it just like that. Need more please??? =)

Aaron

'Tarababy77'


"Don't buy into all the media crap. Love yourself for who you are, not what others THINK you should look like. It's DEFINITELY more important in this life to love each other despite our imperfections." - Amber Benson

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Re: She's my always

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Wed Jun 02, 2004 6:08 pm

:ashamed

I feel like Ive let myself down! Not writting! But really, Im sorry all! Ive been so totally grounded! Its bad, and it sucks! But I'll try to update soon! Sorry again!

:peace :p ride

-Rose

Dude Im fuckin loved! Im loved and I dont care about anything else! And Im cared for! Im fuckin cared for by someone that MATTERS!

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Re: She's my always

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Wed Jun 02, 2004 7:10 pm

Been there. Groundation stinks. :rage :rage :rage :rage



But, when you get back, MORE!:kiss1 :party



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

Edited by: BurningWhiteRose at: 6/2/04 6:11 pm
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Re: She's my always

Postby Wired vixen » Thu Jun 03, 2004 1:06 pm



Ah dude, you're grounded?!



Get making with the the sweet smiles, need more of this and soon!

It's such a cool start, keep it goin!! :clap



Stace xXx

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Re: She's my always

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sun Jul 11, 2004 3:49 pm

:bigwave :bounce

Im back! yes!! Im not grounded anymore so i'll be able to update more often! I hope everyone has stayed with me on this! This fic is still a work in progress and after about a month, i just started writting again, its no where near finished! I hope everyone enjoys this update!



Disclaimers as before!



PART TWO

*First day of freshman year*

"Oh my god. I cant believe Im doing this. Oh jeez...my clothes! Are they ok? Cause I want to fit in! What if no one likes me? What if everyone thinks Im werid!? I cant believe Im doing this!"

Willow and Buffy are standing, looking up at this place called Highschool. It was HUGE. Buffy, Willow's best friend since second grade, turns to her. "Will, relax. Ok breathe! Everythings gonna be ok. You look fine, and everyones gonna love you! Hey look, theres Xander!" She says, pointing and waving at him. Xander saunters over. He'd known Willow longer then he'd known Buffy. They had been best friends since before they were able to walk. Xander was the comic rellife of the group, a nerd yes, but he used his personalitly to his advantage.

"Ladies! First day of the rest of our lives is at hand! Who ever made up that stupid analogy...." He says, bringing a smile to both Willow and Buffy's faces. Leave it to Xander to take the fear out of them.

"Well shall we face the horrors?" Buffy asks. Xander glances at Willow, still grinning.



"Or we could leave Will her to stand alone, shaking in her boots." He says and they all laugh.

"Alright children, lets go to Highschool!" Buffy says, and all three start to walk, prepared for the horrors to start.



PART THREE

*Later that day*



"Stupid locker! Whats wrong with you!" Willow mutters. She was trying to get the damn thing to open, but it wouldnt budge. She wanted to put all of her books away. She didnt realize how many she would be getting in just one day! Not that she minded. She loved to learn, and that was something that definatly didnt give her the "cool" factor. It made her a bonified geek. Thats why she never made more friends then just Buffy and Xander. No one else understood her like they did, and that was fine with her. And no one else really wanted to get to know her anyway. She was always known as, "Willow the book worm" or "Willow the goody goody." She hated that.

So far no one had talked to her much in any of her classes and she felt so alone. Finally opening her locker, she quickly puts her books away and shiuts the door. She hurries down the hall, not wanting to be late for her class when she runs into a group of girls she could recognize any day of the week. These group of girls had made Willowls life miserable. They were called the Coredettes. And here was their ring leader, Cordelia Chase. Rich, popular, pretty, and snotty, Cordelia rasied supreme over all the other girls. She was making this school her own by the looks of it so far. The group was standing around Cordelia laughing while Cordelia herself was obviuosly humilitating a girl standing in front of her. And the girl was helpless. She was stuttering badly and her face had gone a deep red. The girl was very pretty, Willow noticed. She had long blonde hair. And Willow knew why Cordy was using her as target practice. It was because of the way the girl was dressed by the looks of it. She wore a long blue skirt and a medival looking shirt with long sleeves that was very OUT THERE and the skirt was very billowy. To Cordelia, this girl was a fashion victim, but to Willow, the girl look beautifull.

Willow moves closer trying to hear what Cordy was saying



"So where did you get these clothes? The thrift store? Ever here of a mall sweetie?" Cordelia says. The girls around her laugh.

If Cordelia jumped off a mountain saying it was the cool new thing to do, the girls would probably follow her too.



"So my question is, when you're getting dressed, do you actually think these look cool? Or are you blind?" The girls laugh again.

The blonde girl tries to reply, but shes stuttering badly, making Cordeilia and the girls laugh even more.



"Coredlia why dont you leave her alone."

Willow had walked up to the girls, standing next to the blonde. Cordelia looks at Willow, a smile on her face.



"Willow! Good to see you!" She gives her a once over. "Good to know you've seen the softer side of Sears." She says and her friends laugh again. But Willow just smiles, letting her words slip off her.



"Cordy, I would stop tormenting this girl unless you want Buffy to come chat with you today at lunch." She says, smiling sweetly. Cordy gives her a percing stare. And man, if looks could kill....



"Whatever, lets go." She says and her and her sheep like friends walk off without another word spoken.



Willow turns to the blonde girl. "Are you ok?" She asks. The blonde wipes away a tear. "Im f-fine. Thank you." She says. "Im sorry about them. Cordy thinks she can do whatever she wants. Believe me I know. She's been tormenting me for years. But see, she's really afriad of my friend Buffy. Cause Buffy isnt someone to mess around with." Willow says. The girl smiles. "Well t-thank you. Im new here to Sunnydale. Im T-Tara." Willow thought that was the prettyest name she had ever heard.

"Nice to meet you Tara! Im Willow. Definatly not new! Born and raised right here in Sunnydale!" Willow says, smiling brightly.

Tara thought that "Willow" was the prettyest name she had ever heard. This girl was her savior. "Hey I have an idea! Why dont you come eat lunch with my friends and me during lunch! You can tell us some stories and stuff!" Willow offers excitingly. "That would be very nice. W-what class do you have now?" Tara asks. "Computer animation, you?" Willow replies. "Art. Thats right across the hall from yours." Tara says, smiling. And then the bell rings. "Ill see you after class!" Willow says and hurridely walks off to class. Tara turns towards her, the worlds biggest smile on her face.



TBC........



:) Ok so how was that? I feel rusty! And I think I may have messed up spacing wise! Comments and help are always welcome! :flower :boot

-Rose

AKA: Spike is not mine 87 :) I dont want him...I want Tara!

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reply

Postby willohand » Sun Jul 11, 2004 5:40 pm

damn that cordy and her sheep.out of nowhere she appears... willow to the rescue...:willow puts cordy in her place for being a bully:no and then satands by her words:miff . :tara ,our poor sweet tara.:sob but all is well now that they know one another.:bounce :banana :party

:banana oh yeah go willow,go willow.go willow.

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Re: reply

Postby sam darls » Mon Jul 12, 2004 6:05 am

How was that? That was great :heart . Can't wait for more. Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: reply

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Mon Jul 12, 2004 9:21 am

In all honesty, that outfit would attract me. Like a moth to the flame...



Medevil looking...Sweeet...



:bounce Write On! :bounce



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

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If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

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Re: reply

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Thu Jul 15, 2004 3:28 pm

:bigwave

Thanks for the replies everyone! I enjoy reading them and it makes me want to write more! I swear one of these days I'll do individual replies, but for now heres an update! Enjoy!!







Discliamers as before!!



PART THREE

*Present*



Willow smiles and she remembers her and Taras first meeting. Right from the start she knew that Tara was different. She liked her right away, and so did the rest of her friends. They had spent the entire lunch that day talking. Tara has some interesting stories to tell. Maybe Willow knew she loved her when she first layed eyes on her. Of course she didnt know it then, she didn't know who she truley was at that point.



She was driving to the airport to pick up Tara. She was excited and nervous because she hadn't seen Tara in two months. Taras job required her to travel alot, so she had been in New York. She had chosen to persue her carrer in art as an art critique, she travled alot and Willow missed her sorely. She couldn't wait to hold her again, kiss her, feel her, touch her. That brought a smile to the red head's lips. So on her way to the airport, Willow had reflected on everything they had been through all these years. Everything she herself had been through. Highschool was probably the hardest part of her life. She had changed so much in those four years, she had found herself, and she had grown. Her friends didn't even realize what was going on with her, not that it mattered right now. The only thing that mattered was Tara, and that was all.



Stuck in her own thoughts, Willow almost didnt realize she was at the airport. Getting more nervous then ever, she pulls in, parks, and gets out of her car, walking inside. Her hands were shaking out of nerves more then anything. She just couldnt wait to see Tara, and she had to admit she was kinda scared. And she didnt have to wait too long, because here was her goddess now, practically gliding off the escalator to meet her beloved. They didnt speak. Not a word was shared between them. They just held eachother tight, never wanting to let go, wanting the moment to go on forever. And they were oblivious so those around them, they didn't care of anyone say these two lovers embrace, let them fucking stare. Willow presses her lips on Taras, letting her love and passion for the girl show in the kiss. It was filled with much passion and intensity then any other kiss they had shared. This one was filled with longing and love. Finally, they break apart. Both of them smiling. Tara grabs Willow's hand, squeezing it gently.



"I missed you so much Will, you have no idea sweetie." She says.



"Well I think if you missed me just as much as I missed you, well then, I think we're both alright." Willow replies. And that made Tara smile again. She loved this red head who stood before her. She never wanted to be away from her again.



"I'll help you with your stuff." Willow says, grabbing the handle of one of Tara's luggage. And they walk out of the airport, hand in hand, Willow still nervous for what she had in store for Tara.



PART FOUR

*End of freshman year*



"Schools out! We're free! Three months of doing NOTHING!" Willow is saying excitedly. She and Tara were standing outside of the school, waiting for Xander and Buffy. It had been a long fun year. Willow was glad the had Tara as a friend to share it with. The two had grown very close, spent alot of time together at school, on weekends, whatever spare minute they had, they spent it together. And they had gotten to know eachother very well in the course of that time. Willow felt comfortable around Tara, she could just be herself, and she knew that Tara would never judge her as well. And that was something she valued most of all.



"So are you excited about the dance?" Willow asked Tara, who just shrugged.



"I-I guess. You're going with Oz aren't you?" She asked, and Willow nodded happily. She couldn't believe that Oz, the coolest guy in their year, had asked her out! Tara herself wasnt too excited about it, but she didn't want Willow to know, she didn't want Willow to know that she was jealous. It would just freak her out. Tara valued their friendship more then anything else in the world and she didn't want to ruin it, ever.



Ever since she could remember, Tara knew she was different then anyone else she ever knew. But she didn't think it was wrong. She had just never been attracted to boys in that sense. She didn't know what was wrong with her until she had overheard Shelly Johnson in the 8th grade explaining to her friends that her sister was a "Lesbian" and that it was gross and "Way sick" to be like that. Later at home, Tara looked up what that meant. And then she finally understood who and what she was. She was gay. Of course she would never tell anyone this, but rumors started quickly before the Valentines dance when all the girls had dates except for Tara. People laughed and sniggered behind her back as she passed. One day a girl names Erica asked her what it was like being a "Carpet Muncher." Tara had an idea of what that meant and was very hurt by it. Many times she would come home crying. Of course her father hadn't cared. Like he would anyway. Many times she considered running away, or killing herself, maybe that would make people stop making fun of her. But in the end, she chickened out. Since then hadn't tried it ever again. And when she moved to Sunnydale, she was afriad that her past would catch up with her, that the students would treat her the same as the others used to. But they never did. No one knew she even exsited. And that was fine with her. Untill Willow came along. Untill Willow showed up in her life and Tara fell in love with her.



TBC.......so how was that? More soon guys! :)

:pride

-Rose

I promise I wont forget you when Im gone. How can I? You'll always be mine even if you know it or not.

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Re: reply

Postby amazonaa » Thu Jul 15, 2004 4:10 pm

That was great. Fantastic even. More more more!:applause





Please.:blush







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Kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"


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Re: reply

Postby taramagic » Fri Jul 16, 2004 3:09 am

oh i like this fic!

its so cool!! please more!! :bounce

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Re: reply

Postby sam darls » Fri Jul 16, 2004 4:21 am

Awww poor Tara. That was great :D . Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

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Re: reply

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Fri Jul 16, 2004 10:27 am

Tough.



Poor Tara. Nobody cared.



And all she lov'd she lov'd alone.



Nevermore...



No more Simpsons, No more Simpsons...



Your fic ROCKS!



Sincerely,

:flower BWR

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If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

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Re: reply

Postby Stroke of Luck » Sat Jul 17, 2004 6:24 am

Great updates!:clap



I doubt that anyone will freak out cuz Tara is a lesbian! in fact i guess one girl would like to hear it, when the time is right for her to think about a better person as partner:p



Cu:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

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Re: reply

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sat Jul 17, 2004 3:45 pm

:bounce :bigwave

As always, thanks everyone for the great replies! Im hoping this update will be a bit longer! Hope everyone enjoys! :)



Note: The ":" means thoughts



PART FIVE

"Are you having a good time?" Buffy asked Tara. They were at the dance. It was 8:15 and Tara wanted to go home. She wasnt having a good time, but she didn't want to spoil anyones good time. "Yeah." Tara tells Buffy, who didnt have a date either. Xander had acted like dates for the both of them. Tara had declined his offers to dance, opting to just watch them. And Willow...Willow was obviuosly having a really good time with Oz. She had hardly even spoken to Tara all night. But she didnt care, she was used to it. Tara checked her watch, it was only 8:20 and the dance ended at nine. Xander comes over, having finished dancing with a girl named Anya.



"Ok ladies, who's up for the slow song? Tara?" He turns to her, smiling hopefully.

"No thanks Xander, I think I'll sit this one o-out." She says.

"Ok then, Buffy? Care for some grope?" Xander asks, extending his arm. Buffy laughs and takes it, heading towards the dance floor. And Tara was left alone. Again. So she sits down, lost in her thoughts again.



"So Tara, you gonna sit there all night with the poutyness, or are you gonna come dance with me?" Tara looks up. It was Willow! She looked very pretty tonight. :But she always looks pretty.: Tara thought.

"But what about O-Oz?" She asks timidly. Willow looks out across the dance floor over at Oz, a slight sparkle in her eyes. Tara wished Willow's eyes would sparkle for her, not Oz. She mentally scolded herself. :Gods, what are you thinking!:



"Oh he can survive. Dance with me?" Willows eyes were back on Tara, and they were hopefull. Willow extends her hand, Tara smiles, taking it and gets up, walking to the dance floor. A really good slow song was on and Tara was nervous. She had never danced with anyone before, much less with a girl. But once they were on the dance floor, Tara felt more comfortable. Willow placed her arms around Tara's neck, and Tara inhaled deeply at Willows soft touch and placed her hands around Willows waist, pulling them closer together. Tara thought she was going to melt from the contact. But she kept it together, not letting her affection for the red head show. They dance slowly, bodies moving to the steady rythmn of music.



"Having a good time?" Willow asks quietly. Tara nods and smiles.

"I am now." She says. "That's good, Im glad." Willow says, and that makes Tara smile even more. Then they are silent for a while. "I hope we can still hang out over the summer." Tara says.

"Well of course we will, thats not even a question!" Willow responds, green eyes going wide.

"Well I know how busy you're going to be." Tara says, a little disapontingly.

"Well of course I'll be busy! I'll be spending time with you!" Willow says. And that makes Tara break into a huge smile, blue eyes shining with delight.

"And you should do THAT more often." Willow points out. Tara doesn't say anything, she just smiles. For the rest of the song, they didn't speak. They just continued to dance. They were so close. To Tara, this was the best moment of her life. To be so close to Willow...if the girl only knew. Then in a movement that surprised Tara, Willow laid her head on Tara's shoulder, causing Tara to do the same. She was instantly frightened, what were people gonna say? Were they looking? But everyone was too busy to care. And Tara was filled with happiness and reliefe.

All too soon, the song ended, and they broke apart. Tara feeling happier then ever. "Thanks for the dance." Willow says.

"My f-first t-time." Tara replies, blushing a little.

"Didn't seem like it." Willow says, smiling. :OH Willow, it was magical, didnt you feel it?: Tara thought. But of course she didnt. Why would she? They walk off the dance floor back over to where Xander, Oz, and Buffy were standing. "Last dance! Tara, last chance for some Xander grope!" Xander tells her, and Tara laughs softly.

"No, thats ok Xander." She says, and everyone walks off towards the dance floor.

"Are you sure?" Willow asked before going with Oz. Tara nods.

"Im fine Willow, Im just going to use the rest room." She says. "Well, ok then." Willow says, looking a bit disapointed. As she walks off, Tara walks down the hall to the bathroom, greatfull that no one was in there. She washes her hands, splashing a little water on her warm face. :OK. get yourself together. Calm down. It was just a dance.: She tells herself. :I should tell her how I feel. This might be the last time I'll ever get the chance, yes I should definatly tell her how I feel. The only thing she can do is freak out.: When she finally leaves the bathroom, she notices people are leaving. Wondering where Willow was, she asks Buffy and Xander, who tell her she was outside.

So Tara walks outside, going over what she was planning on telling Willow in her head. Turning a corner, she hears someone laugh. She looks ahead and is confronted by a shocking scene. There was Willow, kissing Oz passionatly against an iron fence. Tara is shocked and hurt. She can't move. It felt like she was stuck in cement. She wanted to move, but she couldn't, her eyes were just transfixed at what she was seeing. She felt numb. She felt cold. And she felt sick. Finally, she moves, turning away quickly walking off. "Tara?" She heard Willow's voice calling her. But she did not turn around, she just continued walking. She didn't care. She just DID NOT care.



......TBC...how was that? I gotta tell ya, writting the dance scene was the best to write so far, cause its something i would LOVE to do with the person I adore...maybe some day.."sigh" well sorry this update isnt that long, people keep calling me, distracting me! More soon kittens! :flower :boot

-Rose

I promise I wont forget you when Im gone. How can I? You'll always be mine even if you know it or not.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: reply

Postby WintersDreamer » Sat Jul 17, 2004 10:31 pm

Fine !



Go ahead and break my heart :sob



Talk about emotional up and downs, sheesh ...



I really like the back and forth between the future and the past of W/T's relationship.



Looking forward to the next update,

:read







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Re: reply

Postby BurningWhiteRose » Sat Jul 17, 2004 10:55 pm

:cry DONT CRY ARGENTINO!! :cry



You! You with the hearbreaking! BAD! Very Very Bad! :no



Oh man...now I've gone on to Seinfield...







Sincerely,

:flower BWR

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If homosexuals dont reproduce, why are there so many of them?-Jim David

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Re: reply

Postby Stroke of Luck » Sun Jul 18, 2004 3:31 am

wow what a shock for Tara, but how come that Willow felt save enough to rest her head on Taras shoulders??? maybe there is a feeling deep down inside of Willows heart that just got out, but why is she so happy with Oz than:hmm weird, hopefully Willow will run after Tara or anything like that. Or that Tara can talk with someone about her feelings:buried



CU:wave

SoL/Natti

"I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!"

Edited by: Stroke of Luck at: 7/19/04 3:43 am
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Re: reply

Postby taramagic » Sun Jul 18, 2004 7:35 am

oh no!!! poor tara....she is so hurt now... :happycry

thats so heart breaking, really good written :bounce

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Re: reply

Postby sam darls » Sun Jul 18, 2004 10:38 am

Awwww poor Tara:( . Wonderful update. Love sam xx

"Sometimes things happen between people that you don't really expect. And sometimes the things that are important are the ones that seem the weirdest or the most wrong. And those are the ones that change your life." - Jessie Sammler (Evan Rachel Wood)

sam darls
 


Re: reply

Postby Spikeizmine87 » Sun Jul 18, 2004 3:15 pm

:bigwave :bounce :applause

YAY I got lots of feedback! whoo! Ok individual replies!!



WintersDreamer- Hey there! Didnt mean to break your heart! I promise in the next update there will be some nice Willow/Tara loving! So please, no more heartbreaking! But you never know, Im writting this story as I go, so most likely theres gotta be some heartbreak in here somehow! :)



BurningWhiteRose- Seinfield!!!?? Bad! Very bad! No more late night tv for you miss! :no And I promise, Im not a bad person! I was just born that way! :) Thanks for reading!



StrokeofLuck- Well, you never know whats goin on in Willows head do you? She cares alot for Tara, shes just not sure what she really feels. But I promise I'll get into that later! I'll answer all of your questions in the next update! So keep checkin back! :)



Taramagic- I dont mean to be a heartbreaker! But I was really interested in getting into Taras head you know? She feels alot of Willow, obviuosly she loves her, seeing someone you love be happy with someone else, its really hard to go through. We'll see Tara not dealing with it so well later. ;)



Sam Darls- Thanks!! Keep checkin back for more updates!!



Thanks for the replies everyone! I promise an update later today! :D

:pride :peace

-Rose

How can I tell you I love you without the fear of your rejection?



Im so in love and its hurting.

Spikeizmine87
 


Re: reply

Postby Sheba » Mon Jul 19, 2004 12:26 am

Yup...yup yup yup...definitely need he next update like, PRONTO!!!!

Sheba
 

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