First Fic: The start of forever

[willowsgirl]

Hey guys, glad u liked the last update, here's a little one to keep u happy!

Willowsgirl xx



Same disclaimer...



Chapter 16.



At the suprise intrusion, Willow and Tara sprang apart on the bed. Willow looked devastated that they'd been caught; as far as she knew Tara didn't want to tell Buffy yet. However, Tara looked completely calm, serene even.

Buffy looked from one girl to another, an uncomprehensible look across her face. Willow opened her mouth as if to speak, but the sound of Tara's voice silenced her.

"Ok Buffy, I know you're dying to speak; so say it!" She tried to bring some humour to the situation.

Buffy stood still, her mouth gaping like a goldfish. Suddenly, she shook her head out of the trance she was in and smiled.

"Don't worry, Willow, you look as if I'm about to hit you with a baseball bat or something! Will, I dont know if Tara told you but I heard you last night; I know you're gay. I just figured out kinda late who 'the girlfriend' was!Tara, I'm sorry I put you in such a horrible position this morning, but you know me; brain not exactly fully functional at that time!" She shrugged her shoulders.

"So...you're not freaked?" Willow asked, for once without her usual stream of willowbabble.

"No, I'm not freaked! For about a second I found it hard to imagine, but now..." she smirked at Tara, who turned several shades of red.

Buffy walked over to the bed and sat down; then turned to each of the girls and hugged them.

"I'm really happy for you both; I'm just kinda wigged that you didn't tell me," she admitted.

"Buffy, there really was nothing to tell, this was our, um, first date," Tara exclaimed.

Buffy giggled softly, "Looked like some first date, way to go Willow!" she joked, while grasping her own breast within her palm. Both of the other girls blushed from head to toe. "But," the blonde continued, "if I've worked all of this out correctly, this all began on vacation. Right?"

Tara and Willow both looked suprised at Buffy's perceptiveness. Despite not working things out initially, she was certainly up to date now. Willow nodded, then said,

"Yep, you're right. The night you got drunk with Xander, and we stayed out, we went out for a walk and..."

"...We kissed, and Willow gave me her number," Tara continued, "but I lost it, and I had no contact with her until she walked into the Espresso pump."

"Wow, thats so romantic, like something from a film!" Buffy gushed.

"Yes, it is," Tara replied, and then leaned infront of Buffy to plant a soft kiss on Willow's lips.

"OK, just 'cos I know doesnt mean I want that happening every second of the day!" Buffy interrupted.

Willow laughed at this, then pulled Tara back to her, kissed her, and said,

"Tough!"

Tara felt so happy; finally she had Willow, and Buffy knew the truth. Maybe now they could have some semblance of a real relationship. There was just one thing...

"Can we not tell Xander yet please?" Willow and Buffy looked at her with questioning expressions.

"Why?" they said in unison. Tara flushed with embarrassment.

"It's just...Xander. If he knows then he's probably going to start thinking of us...in that way. And I don't think Id be very comfortable with that yet."

"That's a fair point!" Buffy said with amusement. Then she stepped away from the bed.

"So, now I have...confirmed my suspicions, I'll be going now to leave you to...it. So, I'll see you guys later?"

Willow and Tara looked at each other coyly, and then nodded to Buffy.

"Enjoy your..well, I was going to say 'date', but I think I'll change that to 'make out session!'" Buffy jested, as she left Tara's room and closed the door behind her.

The two girls looked at each other and burst out laughing.

"That was so embarassing!" Willow managed to get out between snorts of laughter. "I thought she was gonna yell at me for sure!"

"I thought your head was gonna explode, you looked so worried!" Tara joked back.

The laughed died down a little and they looked at each other again. Tara reached out and tucked a strand of red hair behind Willow's ear.

"I'm glad it happened; I wanted to tell her soon anyway." Willow nodded, and then cupped Tara's face in her hands, bringing her face to her own. Their lips met and the kiss was not soft, gentle, like it usually was. It was filled with passion, they were free to have it now; they weren't living a lie. As they began to relax into the kis, a sudden thought occurred to Willow. She pulled back from Tara, remaining close and said simply,

"Lock the door this time!"



TBC



Feedback feedback feedback!

[Washi]

Buffy teasing them is great . "Go Willow!"

I'm glad she knows and poor Willow thinking she was gonna get yelled at or something. Great stuff.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[Stroke of Luck]

Buffy is funny, how can be someone so blind!!!!

Wonder how fat that make out session goes



Oh btw. i had 3 great updates YAY



CU

SoL/Natti



This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

Edited by: Stroke of Luck at: 6/25/03 8:20 am

[Arwen276]

wow what an update! but then again they're always THAT good!!!

and I expect them to become more GOOD on the steamy part now with them "out" to Buffy and all!!



~Arwen

[willowsgirl]

Hiya kittens,

Just thought Id say thanx very muchly for all your great comments

Arwen: Yep, I think you're along the right lines, it's inevitable that things will progress between them...but I've never written nc17 and im scared!

Promise I'll update soon, you'll just have to bear with me on this one!

Willowgirl xx

[Arwen276]

Oh well trust me everyone is nervous when they have to write their first NC-17 part...believe me I am... I've been writing this fic of mine and well I reached that point, and then I decided to postpone it til after my finals that way I'd concentrate better...I'm really freaked! it's the same nervousness I had before my real first time, but of course slightly less...sometimes words are not good enough in expressing those emotions...and to add it up I'm french educated...

Anyway good luck to you, I'm sure it'll go just fine! the make out session was a great starter!



~Arwen

[willowsgirl]

Thanks Arwen, I'm working on it, honest! I think I might just have to read a few more fics to get some tips though...

willowsgirl

[Washi]

I for one, think that NC-17 is pretty easy to write. It gets difficult if you try some new positions or if you write too much of it. I know you'll do great, and I hope to see the update before leaving on Saturday morning.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[bluewillowwitch]

,

The last 2 chapters were great! I loved it when Buffy burst in on and . Well at least remembered to have lock the door this time.

Update soon?





bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Ainta Loos

[willowsgirl]

Hi everyone, just wanted to say thanks for the great feedback

I just wrote all of this once but the page crashed

Washi-I think its safe to say that you'll have an update before you leave saturday...if you're lucky you might even have two!

I'm so obsessed with writing this fic at the moment that I just took my dog for a walk to the park, and I packed paper and pens so I could write more while I was there!

So, I should go and write some more now!

Oh and washi, if theres any chance of an update on either of your fics before saturday, I'll be you slave forever!

willowsgirl xx

[willowsgirl]

Hiya kittens!

I'm back, and I've written updates

there's 2 chapters here, longer than normal. This could be because, in the second part (chapter 18) I actually step ito the unknown land of nc17! So, hope you enjoy!

willowsgirl XX



Same disclaimer as before, for this part. Chapter 18, NC17!



Chapter 17.



Later that evening Willow woke up wrapped in Tara’s arms. After fooling around for a while they’d put some music on the stereo and drifted off into sleep. The soft strains of Heather Nova stilled played in the background, on repeat. Willow loved the feel of Tara all around her, she felt so safe, and she didn’t think she could be any happier.

In her sleep, Tara wriggled even closer to the redhead, so that there was barely a millimetre between them.



thought Willow.



But then the sound of her tummy growling in protest broke her thought pattern. She heard Tara laugh softly next to her, and then her blue eyes opened sleepily to fix on green.

“You hungry, sweetie?” Tara asked her girlfriend.

“Mmmm, a little. We never did get around to eating that picnic, and now it’s…” she glanced at the alarm clock on the nightstand, “wow, how is it 8.30pm?!”

Tara sat up and pulled Willow with her. She led her to sit on the carpet by the window, as they had originally planned. The picnic was still sat there, looking invitingly at them. The couple slowly fed each other the food that Willow had prepared that morning. By the time they had finished it was gone 9.30 and Willow started to feel like she may have overstayed her welcome; this was their first date, after all.

She stood up and walked over to her shoes,

“Tara, I should probably go. You know, you probably have things to do and…”

The blonde had reached her by this point in the sentence, and reached out to take her hand.

“Willow, please don’t go. Stay here tonight, with me.”

“Are you sure we’re ready for that yet?” Willow asked quickly, slightly panicked, but excited at the same time. “I mean, I know I may have propelled us forward with the whole breast touching thing but…” her words were cut off by Tara’s finger placed over her lips. The blonde giggled at Willow’s nervousness.

“Will, I don’t want to rush into anything we’re not ready for either. I meant…can you stay here tonight and just hold me? I just want to fall asleep with your arms around me.”

Willow was touched by the sentimentality of Tara’s request.

“Of course.” She smiled and her girl returned it with her own. “I should call Buffy. Can I borrow you phone? I left my cell at home.”

“Help yourself,” Tara pointed towards the phone, “I should go freshen up.”

The blonde left the room, and Willow quickly dialled Buffy’s number from the list by the phone.

“Hello?”

“Hey Buffy, it’s Willow.”

“Hey Will. Where are you? It’s getting late.”

“I’m still at Tara’s. I, uh, I’m staying over here tonight. I just thought I should…”

She was cut off by a loud, high pitched squeal from Buffy.

“Ohmygod, this is so cool. You’ve gotta tell me everything tomorrow, as your roomie I deserve to know. Oh wait, do I really want to know what Tara looks like naked..?”

“Buffy, there will be no naked Tara!” Willow interjected with a squeak. It was just as she said this that Tara entered the room, and it prompted hysterics from the blonde. She rushed over to Willow and took the phone from her hand.

“Buffy, I’m afraid Willow has to go. You see, I’m completely naked and, well, you know what that means, so bye!”

She put the phone down, still laughing, and turned to Willow, who was laughing too. On the other end of the phone, Buffy stood with her mouth gaping wordlessly at her cell, unsure whether to believe her best friend or not.



The next morning, as Tara started to drift awake, she became aware that she was not alone. As her eyes adjusted to the morning sunlight, she remembered that Willow was there. The redhead lay on her side with her arm clutching Tara’s waist and her cheek resting on her clothed right breast.

Knowing that she wasn’t due in any classes for a couple of hours, she lay and watched Willow sleep.



        The day went quickly, each class was holding introductory sessions so Buffy, Willow and Tara were all busy. At the end of these, they had arranged to meet in their usual place; the espresso pump.

Buffy sat at a table in the back, along with Xander who had come along too. She watched the door for Tara and Willow, and smiled when she spotted them. They weren’t holding hands or giving any indication that they were together, but she could see it clearly now. They listened to intently to what the other said, touched each other’s hand or arm, just for some contact, and when they smiled, well, Buffy thought she could watch them do that all day. The girls reached the table and sat down.

“Hey,” they said in unison.

“Hi girls. You look particularly happy today. What’s up?” Xander asked casually.



thought Buffy, unaware that she’d been just as blind as Xander 24 hours ago.



“Nothing much,” replied Willow, stroking her thumb over Tara’s hand under the table, “just, you know, classes. I love classes!”

Xander looked perplexed for a second; the idea of enjoying classes was foreign to him. Then he shrugged his shoulders and changed the subject.

“So, are you lovely ladies up for a night at the Bronze tonight? I have a date!”

Buffy collapsed in mock-shock, then asked,

“Xander Harris, you have a date?! Who is the poor girl, may I ask?”

“Yes, why is it so hard to believe? I’ll have you know, Willow, that I am a bona fida dating machine. These two don’t know what they’re talking about,” he said, pointing to Buffy and Tara.

“Anyway, her name is Anya. We met at the bank; we were in line next to each other.”

“Ah, the romance of it,” Willow mocked in a singsong voice. Under the table, Tara slapped her hand playfully. “I mean, she sounds great. We’ll…I mean I’ll be there.”

Thankfully, Xander didn’t notice Willow’s slip; she was getting too used to referring to herself as part of a couple.

“Me too!” Tara confirmed,

“And me,” added Buffy. “So we’ll meet there at, say, eight?”

“Sounds good to me. You guys are gonna love her, she’s so funny and…”

Tara switched off from Xanders long explanation about his date, and instead focused on Willow. The redhead’s face was fixed intently on Xander, supposedly listening, but under the table her hand was resting on Tara’s bare knee, rubbing gently in circles. The blonde tried her hardest to listen to Xander, but as Willow’s hand stirred and moved along the skin of her thigh, she could think of nothing apart from how delicious it felt. The night before she’s told Willow that asking her to stay didn’t mean that she necessarily wanted things to rush forward, but right now she regretted saying that. The feeling of Willow’s hand softly stroking her thigh was…it was hot.

        Willow glanced at Tara, well aware of the fact her hand was resting on the skin of her bare thigh. Tara’s blue eyes seemed to have deepened to a darker shade, and there was a definite pink flush on her cheeks. If Willow wasn’t mistaken, that look was…desire. The redhead’s breath caught in her throat. She’d panicked the night before that they might be moving too fast, but as she looked at Tara she knew that she’d never wanted anything in her life so much.

        Willow suddenly realised that if she didn’t stop right then, she didn’t know what she’d do next. The movement on Tara’s thigh stopped, and Willow’s hand sped back to her own lap. The blonde looked over to Willow and caught her eye, seeing that she was just as affected as she was. They both blushed and looked at the floor.

        As blind as she had been before, Buffy was more than making up for it now. She’d noticed the whole exchange, and was well aware that the feelings between Willow and Tara were changing.







Chapter 18.



That evening, all of the gang arrived at the Bronze on time, for once. The place was pretty packed, Buffy observed, lots of cute guys. Of course, Willow and Tara were too wrapped up in each other to notice; after the whole thigh stroking debacle their ‘innocent touches’ had doubled in number. Xander sat nervously nursing his drink; already coming to terms with the fact that he’d been stood up.

“Xander don’t worry,” Buffy soothed, “she’s only a minute late!”

He looked up at Buffy with a goofy grin on his face and said,

“You’re right, she should be here any minute n…” he didn’t finish the end of his sentence because he had jumped out of his seat to greet a pretty girl, who to Buffy looked about the same age as them.

As Xander and his date went to the bar, Buffy turned to Willow and Tara to try and get some conversation from them. They were sitting as close as possible, touching without touching. Even Buffy could see the sexual tension between them,



she thought.



“How you doing guys?” she asked. Tara dragged herself away from looking into Willows deep green eyes, and turned to Buffy.

“Oh, um, great. I just don’t know how long I can keep lying to Xander for, I feel terrible.”

“Hey Tar,” Buffy said, touching Tara’s arm, “you’re not lying. If he asks, then tell him. You have a completely valid reason not to tell him; he’s a horny teenage boy!”

This at least earned a responding giggle from both Willow and Tara, who immediately fell back into their own little world where only they belonged.

Xander and Anya returned to the table then, and sat down. Xander made the introductions,

“Anya, this is Buffy, Tara and Willow. Everyone, this is Anya!”

They all waved, and said hi’s,and then the conversation stopped. Willow hated silence, she always felt like she should fill it, even with meaningless words; hence the willowbabble a lot of the time.

“So, Anya, I heard you guys met at the bank. That must have been…super,” she tried.

“Yes, well, my trips to the bank are always super. Seeing all of that money, right in front of me, it’s quite thrilling,” Anya responded. Willow nodded slowly, all the while thinking how strange this new addition to the gang was. Tara noticed the look of confusion on Willow’s face and had to restrain a giggle.

“Willow, do you want to dance?” the blonde asked boldly, aware that if they didn’t get out of there fast, they would either both get completely freaked out by Anya, or collapse into laughter. Willow looked surprised by Tara’s question, but stood immediately,

“Sure.”

Tara stood too, and they moved over to the dancefloor. They danced awkwardly, trying to appear like all of the other ‘just friends’ that were out there. Every time Willow’s hand brushed against Tara, her hand felt red hot, as if on fire. But good fire.

Xander, Anya and Buffy still sat at the table. Buffy looked at the floor introspectively, feeling kind of left out, being the only person not on a date. Making a decision, she stood up.

“Ok guys, I’ll see you a bit later. I’m going to dance and cute-boy watch!” she announced. Xander looked slightly apprehensive at being left alone with Anya, but relaxed when he realised that he felt quite comfortable with the girl. They sat in silence watching Willow and Tara dance, until Anya broke the silence;

“So, how long have those two been having sex?” she asked, pointing at the dancing couple.

“Sex? Them? Oh no, you’ve got it all wrong, they aren’t together!” Xander answered.

“If you say so,” Anya mumbled under her breath.

       

        Willow and Tara had been dancing for quite a while now, and as the dancefloor was busy they were both quite hot, and out of breath. Willow leant over to Tara’s ear and asked,

“Water?”

Tara nodded in agreement, while trying to control her breathing after having Willow’s warm breath so close.

They walked over to the bar, and ordered two waters.

“Phew,” Willow exhaled after taking a large gulp, “I needed that. You’re a great dancer Tara.”

The blonde shook her head shyly, and looked up at Willow through a curtain of hair.

“No I’m not, you are. I love the way you dance…I love…everything you do,” she finished tenderly.

Willow felt a rush of contentedness course through her; there was no place else that she wanted to be at that moment. She gestured over to a quiet corner by the bar and they stepped over there. Willow took both of Tara’s hands, and looked into her eyes with a serious expression.

“Tara, I do too. Everything about you is so amazing, and every second I discover something else that just makes me…fall. Tar, ever since that first night, in the moonlight, ever since the moment I ran into you at the beach, I’ve known. We’re meant to be together, Tara, and I’ve fallen completely and hopelessly in love with you.”

Willow closed her eyes, wondering if she’d gone too far; she knew what she felt but she didn’t want to scare the blonde. But then she felt warm breath next to her ear, and Tara’s voice whispered,

“I feel the same, Willow. I love you.”

Willow opened her eyes, and green met blue. An adorably crooked smile adorned Tara’s features, and the redhead returned it, her eyes sparkling. Both of the girls leant forward, wanting to kiss each other, but caught themselves at the last moment, remembering where they were.

“Do you want to…” Willow began,

“Go?” Tara finished. They laughed and nodded their heads, then headed over to find Xander. He and Anya were still seated at the same table, in a heated discussion about interest on savings accounts.

“I hate to interrupt this…stimulating conversation, but Tara and I are going now.” Willow interjected.

“Why so soon?” Xander asked, curious. Tara stepped forward, clutching her temple.

“I h-have a headache.” She lied, badly.

Xander simply nodded and the two girls left.

“Well that was a blatant lie,” Anya stated.

“What do you mean?” asked Xander, oblivious.

“Well, they’re obviously going to have sex now.”

Xander simply shook his head in disbelief.



Willow and Tara left the bronze and stepped into the cool night air. Tara’s hand found Willow’s and they walked through the streets, so happy that they were almost floating on air. As they passed a shop doorway, Willow quickly pulled Tara back to her, and kissed her full on the lips. The blonde felt Willow’s lips open against hers, and she did the same, her tongue sliding through the gap. She caressed the inside of Willow’s mouth, and her tongue, with her own, her hands rising to tangle in Willow’s copper locks. After a couple of minutes, they broke apart, both breathing heavily.

“I’ve wanted to do that ever since we got to the bronze tonight. I love you, Tara Maclay,” said Willow.

“And I love you, Willow Rosenberg.” Tara leant forward and pressed her full lips against Willow’s soft ones, and then they began to walk again.

Without thinking, their feet headed instinctively, straight for Tara’s room, and they stopped outside.

“You want to come in?” Tara asked, knowing the answer.

“Oh yes,” confirmed her suspicions.

They stepped inside Tara put some music on her stereo. She joined Willow on the edge of the bed, a sense of nervousness taking over the both of them. They each knew what they wanted to happen, but were frightened that the other didn’t want to yet. Finally, Willow bit the bullet;

“So Tara, I think I need to talk to you…well, I know I do, not think. Anyway, the thing is…I know what we said last night, I don’t know if you know what I’m talking about but I’m sure you’ll get it in a minute…but I love you, more than anything…and I know I said I didn’t want to rush things…but this isn’t rushing because…what I’m trying to say is that…I don’t want to pressure you, but I want you to know that…I love you and I’m ready…and I want to make love to you, with all my heart.”

The whole confession came out in almost one sentence, and it took a couple of seconds for Tara to let it all sink in. But once it did, she turned to Willow and said,

“I do too, Willow. I’m not going to use quite so many words, but…I do too.”

Willow nodded to herself silently, suddenly apprehensive. She hadn’t planned this at all; what if she didn’t know what to do? What if it all went horribly wrong?

“I’ve never…” she began

“With a girl? Me neither,” admitted Tara.

“With anybody,” added Willow.

“Me neither!” Tara exclaimed, finding solace in the fact that she wasn’t the only inexperienced one. She stood up and walked over to the door, and locked it.

“Don’t want to make that mistake again!” she joked, lightening the mood slightly. She then stepped back over to Willow and pulled her by her hands to her feet. They stood barely apart, their lips so close that they were almost touching, but both too afraid to be the one to start the kiss, because now they both knew that in all probability, it wouldn’t be just a kiss anymore.

After a few second, they both felt their lips mesh together, neither aware of who started the kiss, but never the less revelling in the contact. Tara brought her arms around Willow’s back and pulled her closer, the kiss deepening. They sat back down on the bed, neither breaking the kiss. Willow’s hands brushed up Tara’s sides, and carried on to cup her face, the soft skin like silk against her palms. Slowly and gently, they leant back on the bed, Willow leaning slightly over the blonde. Both feeling the need for a breath, they reluctantly pulled apart. Looking deep into each other’s eyes they could see everything reflected in them; love, need and desire at the forefront. They both leant back in and met in a passionate kiss, their lips and tongues sliding against one another smoothly. They lay that way for a few minutes, enjoying the taste of each others lips.

Slowly, Willow’s hands began to trace the outline of Tara’s waist, and then trailed up her sides again. This time, instead of continuing up to her face, her hands moving inwards and brushed the edge of Tara’s breasts. Tara’s resulting moan was lost in the kiss. Gaining courage, Willow ran her hands over the soft mounds, and felt the blonde’s nipples rise to press into her palms. Tara ended the kiss and looked into Willow’s eyes. The redhead wasn’t sure whether this was a signal to stop or not, and so she slowed her actions.

“Don’t stop,” Tara said, in a low voice. Willow smiled, and began to run her hands over Tara’s breasts again, her fingers finding the points of her nipples and lightly touching them, pinching them between her fingers.

Tara had never felt anything so glorious in all her life. She couldn’t believe how turned on she was getting from such a simple action; but soon Willow’s actions weren’t enough. She reached to stop Willow’s movements and then sat up, her arms grasping the hem of her shirt and pulling it up over her head. Her bra covered breasts were in full view of Willow’s eyes now, which were taking in every inch of bare flesh available to her.

The redhead again leant down to feast on Tara’s lips, and her hands resumed their work; the feel of Tara’s unclothed breasts akin to nothing she’d ever felt before. Her lips left Tara’s and trailed kisses down the soft expanse of her neck, until she reached the cup of her bra. Slowly, she unclasped the bra, which fixed at the front, and pulled the cup away so that she was face to face with Tara’s right breast. She lowered her lips to the raised nipple and kissed it softly once, and then harder a second time. Her mouth closed around the sensitive point and sucked gently, her tongue flicking over the tip in a faster motion.

“Gods, Willow,” Tara moaned under her breath, while pulling Willow closer to herself by her hair. The redhead left that breast after a few seconds, and resumed the same motion on the other, scraping her teeth lightly over the responsive flesh.

Tara’s hands left Willow’s hair and travelled down her back to the hem of her shirt, and then slipped under it. Willow left a small peck on Tara’s breast and then sat up, allowing Tara to pull her own shirt off, followed by her bra. The redhead lay back down on Tara and kissed her, their nipples pushing together, creating a stimulating effect.

Tara was beyond turned on now; she could feel her core burning with the need to be touched. Having Willow’s lick and suck her nipples had nearly brought her to the edge, it felt so good. Hoping to give Willow a hint she reached down between them and unzipped the fly of her trousers. The redhead heard this, and rightly assumed that Tara was trying to remove them. She slipped down Tara’s body and pulled the trousers off with her, finally untying her trainers and sliding her socks from her feet. This left Tara lying in just her panties.

Willow looked back up Tara’s almost naked body and her breath hitched in her throat. Tara had the same heavy lidded expression that she’d had in the coffee shop earlier that day, and her skin was flushed all over. She quickly removed her own skirt, not wanting Tara to feel vulnerable.

Willow moved back up her girl’s body, both of them aware of the scent of their arousal mixing in the air. Tara was so turned on, so wet, that she had to keep from screaming out. Willow moved away from Tara’s body slightly, so that she wasn’t on top of her, and lay on her side. She reached her hand out and softly stroked all of Tara’s face, down to her neck, her chest, across her breasts, all the time murmuring

“So beautiful.”

Slowly her hand drifted down past Tara’s breasts and met her tummy, which was rising and falling with quick breaths. Her eyes met Tara’s as she met the edge of her panties; Tara nodded slightly, to let her know it was ok, and Willow’s hand slipped inside.

For a second, Tara almost couldn’t breathe, the feeling was so intense. Willow’s fingers barely brushed against her core, but it was enough for her hips to buck, in search of more contact. The fingers began to press more insistently, up and down the slick, wet expanse of Tara’s mound.

“Ohhhhh…” Tara groaned, unable to form words. Her hips began to shift in time with Willow’s strokes, as she felt herself near the edge.

Willow had never felt anything like this; knowing that her hand was touching Tara so intimately turned her on beyond belief. With her free hand she pulled Tara’s panties down, so that she was less restricted. She could see Tara fully now, as well as feel her. As she felt Tara’s hips shift more insistently, she slipped her index finger inside of her, allowing a second for Tara to adjust and then pumping with the rhythm of Tara’s thrusts.

The feeling of being filled was almost enough for Tara to lose herself to the orgasm that she had been on the edge of for so long. As soon as Willow’s thumb reached up to caress her clitoris, she fell. Tara’s back arched, and she let out a long groan as Willow tipped her over into orgasm. The redhead’s thumb circled over her sensitive clit once more and she moaned, “Oh, Willow!” as she came.

Willows hand rode out her orgasm, and then came to rest atop her soft curls. They were both breathing heavily, and Willow leant down to kiss Tara lightly on the lips.

“I love you,” she whispered.

Tara opened her eyes and looked into Willow’s.

“Love you too…that was amazing,” she breathed.

“We’ve got all night yet,” Willow offered temptingly.

“You’re right,” Tara admitted, with a gleam in her eye. Then she grasped Willow’s wrists and flipped her onto her back. Leaning over her, she said fiendishly,

“And it’s your turn now!”



TBC



I hope you liked. Feedback please¬

[willowsgirl]

hmm oh yeah, I forgot to add one thing. I meant to say at the end of the update that Washi- Im glad you're not going til tuesday! But, I spent hours writing that update so I could post before you left (as u are one of my fave authors! ) and now you're not leaving yet! Grrr!

LOL.

Anyways, hope u all like, Im a bit nervous about it, my first scene of that...nature. ahem.

But, Im gonna go now, cos big brothers on in 15 minutes!

willowsgirl xx

[Washi]

It's all good Willowsgirl. Thanks a lot though.



I loved it. They took the decision together, and it was great.

Anya seeing the sexual tension is dead-on, Xander being oblivious is really him and Buffy is... alone, but she's really trying.

The actual love-making was 'real', they were nervous, but passion overrode that. Sensual and loving.

I gotta say I really liked this update, keep on writing.

I'll hopefully have an update for the Journals and the Pain up before I go.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[Arwen276]

Hey!!! Yay for you!! I loved your update-s ?? thanks for spoiling us here!!!

It really was very sweet the love making part, both nervous and passionate, you painted it very well!!

Nothing to be nervous about it turned out wondeful!!

I loved Anya's Bluntness as well and well the rest of the scoobs are so scooby!



~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[willowsgirl]

Aah, thanks my little lovelies!

Ive got a smile on my face for the rest of the day now...was already quite happy cos spent my entire morning shift at work dreaming about amber benson

Im sure it was real, and she'll be here any minute to whisk me away to the US of A, just like in my dream!

Promise Ill update soon, and thanks once again



willowsgirl xx

[Stroke of Luck]

Oh what a nice update....their first time....cant wait to see what Tara does to Willow



And Anya she is so cool she already knew that Will and Tara are a couple but Xander not...to funny



Next one please



Cu

SoL/Natti



This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[bluewillowwitch]

,

That was so cute! I can't wait to see what happes next. I do feel bad that Buffy is he only one alone. Well loved the update and can't wait for the next.







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[Drumbly]

Uhhh...uhmm....yeah and uhhh...



ghehe! wow i didn't saw that coming! damn it's so drooly, very good work here! UPDATE again soon?



Love: Jesse/Drumbly

Me: "..I fall for you more everyday i live.."

Kattie: "..Hey, i told you to becareful and look where you walk[/b]

[willowsgirl]

Hiya, me again!

Drumbly, your wish is my command; here is an update. And yeah, even I didnt expect that, it just seemed like a logical step!

Hope you all like, thought Id continue the previous scene.

Willowsgirlxx



Disclaimer: This chapter continues from the previous part (chapter 18), and is also nc-17.



Chapter 19.



Willow was surprised at Tara’s assertiveness, but simultaneously, she loved it; the fact that Tara was full of such passion that she gained enough confidence to do this, made her feel…special.

Tara held Willow’s arms by her head and laughed softly, bringing her face down to land a soft kiss upon ruby lips.

“No escaping now!” She said, still catching her breath from their previous lovemaking.

“Like I’d want to,” Willow answered, with a smile.

In response, Tara released Willow’s hands and brought her body down to rest lightly upon her girlfriend’s. She looked down into Willow’s green orbs and then closed the distance between their lips once more. The only thing separating them was Willow’s panties, an item which seems so trivial, but at that moment, to Tara, they were a looming barrier.

As much as she’d gained confidence when Willow had made love to her, she was still terribly nervous. Their kiss went on and on, their tongues duelling in a passionate onslaught; Tara began to caress Willow’s body, running her hands smoothly down her jaw line, her neck and down to her chest. Her hands hovered close to the edge of Willow’s perfectly formed breasts, unsure. She was indecisive until she felt Willow’s lips grasp her tongue and suck on it; at that point she knew that this was what she wanted to do, so much, and she slowly grazed her fingertips over the expanse of Willow’s breasts. She gave them much the same treatment that Willow had given her, knowing that it had felt good for her let her know that it should be good for Willow too.

Willow felt like she was floating, she had never felt such pleasure. If Tara had felt half of what she was feeling right then, she was surprised that the blonde could move at all now. As she felt Tara roll her nipple between her fingers she couldn’t help but gasp, and when Tara ended the kiss to place her lips upon that same sensitive nub, she couldn’t help but cry out,

“Tara!”

She felt Tara smile against her breast, and then continue her actions. Her tongue peeked out and licked the engorged nipple, and then her lips pulled it into her mouth to suckle. She moved over to the other breast, then, while allowing her fingers to resume her lips work.

Willow thought that she was surely going to explode. She’d never been so turned on, never been so wet, in her life. Making love to Tara and seeing Tara’s face at her point of ultimate pleasure had raised her to the precipice, and she’d remained at that point until this moment in time.

She tilted her head and looked downwards, seeing Tara feasting hungrily on her breast, and a moan escaped her lips,

“Please, Tara, touch me, I can’t take any more!”

The blonde raised her baby blues to Willow’s green and a smile graced her lips. If Willow wasn’t mistaken, she had seen a naughty glint in her eye too. Her suspicions were confirmed when she didn’t feel Tara’s hand move down to her waiting core, but all of Tara.

The blonde skimmed down her body, keeping contact and stroking her skin all of the way, until she reached her panties. Willow was sure that they were soaked through, and in some way she knew that she should probably feel embarrassed about that, but at this point she wanted Tara to see, feel, what she did to her.

Tara reached forward with her fingertips to the edge of Willow’s black panties,



she thought,



and then she slipped her fingers under the elastic and pulled them down, over her thighs, her calves and finally onto the floor. She slid back up to resume her position and took in the sight before her.

Red curls framed Willow’s mound, and she could see how turned on the redhead was. Taking a deep breath, and becoming intoxicated by Willow’s scent, she leaned down and planted a small kiss on Willow’s core. Encouraged by her girlfriend’s sharp intake of breath, she pressed her lips down once again, and extended her tongue into the wetness. Willow’s essence tasted wonderful, unlike anything she’d ever tasted and symbolising everything she ever wanted to taste again.

Willow gripped the bed sheets as she felt Tara’s tongue sweep slowly through her core, her toes curling at the wonderful sensation. Aware that she was already close to orgasm, she pushed her hips forward to meet the gentle thrust of Tara’s tongue. This set off a slight rocking motion, with Tara alternating licks and kisses through her centre, until she reached her engorged clitoris.

As she felt Tara’s lips close around her very centre, Willow exhaled the breath that she didn’t know she’d been holding, and a whimper escaped her mouth. Tara began to suck lightly on Willow’s clit, simultaneously running her tongue between her lips to stroke the tip.

Willow thrust her hips more forcefully, unable to control the shudders that ran through her body. Tara sensed that Willow was close and sucked harder on her clit, sending Willow into orbit,

“Oh…Tara…yes, oh Gods!” Willow exclaimed in random bursts, as she felt herself about to explode into orgasmic bliss.

And then, she was there.

Her back arched, and her eyes rolled into the back of her head, at the sheer pleasure of it. Tara held on and continued to suck as hard as she could, quickly sending Willow into a second orgasm.

Willow came crashing down back onto the bed, and Tara scooted back up to circle her in her arms. She kissed the redhead’s open lips and then rested her head on Willow’s naked breast.

Slowly Willow’s breathing returned to normal, and she began to stroke her fingers through Tara’s blonde locks.

“I love you,” she murmured, suddenly overcome by sleepiness.

“I love you too. You sound tired, we should sleep,” Tara suggested.

“No sleep, want more,” Willow squeaked, while slowly drifting into slumber.

“Sleep, then more. More forever,” Tara mumbled, similarly drowsy.

Willow nodded her head and rested her arms around Tara’s shoulders. Silence over took the room, and they lay there like that, as one, as they both dreamed of each other.



TBC       



Feedback is my life!

[Velaingie]

Hello,



The last updates were really , , , and again . Luckily the are emotions icon. Great updates



Bye

Velaingie

[bluewillowwitch]

,

Great update! Can't wait for the next update.







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[willowsgirl]

Just wanted to say thanks again for the great comments, it means a lot to me! Im working on the next update, not sure when it'll be up yet-but will be soon. But just cos theres been some naughty stuff doesnt mean its gonna be smut all the way!

willowsgirl xx

[Stroke of Luck]

Wow i guess Willow will never forget her first time!

That was really worthy hmm and Jummy



More, more, more pls this is to great



CU

SoL/Natti



This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[willowsgirl]

Hey peeps, got an update for u here! It's just a short chapter, a bit of morning after fun... no, not that kind of fun you smutty minded kittens! Hope you enjoy anyway, and remember-i am a feedback addict!!

willowsgirl xx



Same disclaimer as always, see chapter 1 for details. I'll put an additional warning if parts of chapters are full on nc-17!



Chapter 20.



The two girls lay snuggled close together peacefully, even in sleep; holding onto each other as if to ward off anything that could break the two of them apart. Willow’s arm hung protectively around Tara’s waist, her head on her shoulder, and her leg hung over the blonde’s hip. Tara’s legs were entangled with Willow’s too; almost as if they were one. This was how morning found them.

Tara awoke first, soft rays of sunlight shining onto her face causing her to stir. Shifting from her dreamlike state into consciousness, she was aware of Willow all around her. She smiled to herself,







Desperately trying not to wake her love, she turned over to face the sleeping redhead. Willow looked so innocent in sleep, almost childlike. Her face contorted into different expressions, in concordance with her dreams. Tara watched as the corners of Willow’s lips turned up into a smile, and she heard her mumble,

“Tara?”

Unsure whether she was dreaming or not, Tara snuggled closer to her girl, and replied,

“I’m here, Willow, right here.”

The redhead opened first one eye and then the other. Sleepily, she drawled,

“Hey there, baby,” and ran her fingers through Tara’s hair, “I had this amazing dream, where you and I made love all night and then I slept wrapped around you…and it looks like it came true.” As she said this, she reached out and took the edge of the bed covers and peeked under at Tara. “Yep, definite nakedness under there!”

Tara giggled, glad that Willow was as happy as she was the morning after. She leaned over quickly and planted a lingering kiss on Willow’s lips. Drawing back, she looked into green eyes, and then whispered, “I love you.”

“I…” began Willow, but was soon rudely interrupted by a banging at the door. Tara glanced at her alarm clock, surprised to see that it was gone 10am. She smiled seductively at Willow, and whispered again,

“Shhh, whoever it is doesn’t know we’re in here,” then her lips met her love’s once again.

“I know you’re in there!” Came Buffy’s voice from the other side of the door.

Tara groaned and pulled back.

“Go away Buffy, we’re…I’m sleeping!” she answered.

“Do you think I’m dumb? I know Willow’s in there, I’m her room-mate!” exclaimed Buffy.

Tara reluctantly slipped out of bed, and put on her robe. She unlocked her door, and then opened it just enough for Buffy to see her face.

“What’s up Buffy?” Her friend merely rolled her eyes and then pushed past Tara into the room.

“I really need to talk to you guys, where did you go last night? I met an amazing guy and…Willow, are you naked under there?!” she finished excitedly.

“Er…no,” Willow squeaked in response.

“Yes you are!” Buffy screeched, as she bounded over to the bed and jumped on top of the redhead.

“No I’m not,” Willow tried again in vain, holding the covers up to her chin.

“Well, if you’re not naked, you won’t mind if I do this!” Buffy reached up and took hold of the top of the covers, about to pull it down.

“Ok, ok!” Tara shouted loudly, seeing the situation veer out of control, “she’s naked!”

She stumbled over to Willow’s side of the bed and, kneeling, stroked her face.

“Leave her alone, you big meanie,” she directed at Buffy’s grinning face.

“You guys did it! You guys did it!” she chanted, like an annoying child trying to get its own way.

Seeing both Willow and Tara turn a deep shade of scarlet, she decided that a change of subject was in order.

“So, I came to tell you that I have a date tonight!”

The two girls both smiled; a reaction to the relief that Buffy had finally changed the subject, and happiness that Buffy had finally found a guy she liked. They both hated to see her lonely, and knew that she felt left out sometimes.

“That’s great Buffy,” Tara replied, leaning over Willow to give the blonde a brief hug. Buffy’s eyes immediately shut tightly,

“and I see that you’re naked under there too, Tara,” she revealed. Tara looked down to see that her robe had come undone slightly when she’d leant over, revealing a large portion of her chest. Her right hand flew up to fix the situation, and she blushed again. Buffy may have seen her change countless times, being her best friend, but not in this kind of situation. She looked over to see Willow first openly staring at her exposed chest hungrily, and then frowning when the flesh was covered.

“Later,” she mouthed to the redhead, and was awarded a full on Willowgrin in return.

“Is it safe to open my eyes now?” Buffy asked, worriedly.

“Yes, Buffy, I’m really sorry,” Tara replied, and Buffy’s eyes sprang open.

“Phew…well, I only came over to tell you that I had a date. When Willow didn’t come home,” she winked at the redhead as she said this, “I had nobody to tell and I had to wait ALL night,” she said, as if this was the biggest accomplishment of her life. “But now, I guess I’ll go and leave you guys to it!” She jumped from the bed, and stepped to the door. “I expect to see you guys later for a complete pre-date makeover, but in the meantime, enjoy yourselves!”

As the door shut behind her, Willow and Tara looked to each other, both blushing mildly at her parting comment. Their expressions soon turned to one of mortification, as they quite clearly heard her singing tunelessly all the way down the corridor,

“Willow and Tara did it! Willow and Tara did it!”



TBC





Hope you liked

[justin]

That was great.



Though I thought that Willow and Tara were trying to keep their relationship secret, at least from Xander. If Buffy's going round singing "Willow and Tara did it." Then that won't last long.

I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am

[Stroke of Luck]

Hmm okay i would be pissed if my friend screams that i did it...i mean hello dorm rooms... so bad Buffy



But she is so lovely lol hehe tryed to pull those covers away..

Okay hope there will be a time when Willow and Tara can do that to her



Great update want more but u already know that



Cu

SoL/Natti



This is a duet, Amber! You need to sing!"- Tony

[willowsgirl]

Helloooo!

Just thought Id say thanks for super quick feedback

Justin-yep, I already took that into account, i'll be working towards a xander-finding-out moment sometime soon, and this might just come into it...hmm, you'll just have 2 wait and see

And yes, I hope willow and tara get the chance 2 pay buffy back too, i hate to see her so lonely in fics, and as this one doesnt really have a 'slayer' element to it, i dont see why she cant find happiness.

There'll be a new update in the very near future...

willowsgirl xx

[Washi]

Buffy just made me

Willow and Tara did It! Man, can she be more subtle?

Great update, and I hope to see more soon.

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"See? I've mastered this tact crap." Anya in Tears Of The Goddess by Lisa

[Arwen276]

HEYYYY!!!!

I Missed the first update! and now I got 2 wonderful updates! it was just WONDERFUL!

Willow and Tara....welll as always and THEY DID IT, THEY DID IT!!!



And Buffy well she's just so silly, made me laugh like crazy! and boy did I need that right now!!

Thanks !!!!





~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[bluewillowwitch]

,

Loved it! I can't wait to more. This is a wonderful and romantic story.









bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos