First Fic: The start of forever

[Willowtara19]

I.............ummmmmmm........... ***runs away shouting: "Outta my way!! Clear the showers!!"***



willowgirl!!



Sorry about that, I reeeeeeally needed a cold !!



I just finished reading your story, and I love it as much as I love chocolate, 'cause it's funny, hot, sweet.......



You and your fic rock!!



Update soon, pleeeeease? I've become an addict!!



Willowtara19

[sam darls]

Aww, such an amazing update and so adorable when they were holding each other in the rain, and getting wet..Love sammi x

[xita]

Just catching up here! Very romantic. .. the whole rain scene and everything. I must say I found that Tara shouldn't have forced a confrontation, coming out is something you have to do on your own when you are ready. But Willow shouldn't have implied that the reason she didn't want to say was because seh wasn't quite sure it would last. Seems to me both were angry. Anyway, lovely making up so all's good!

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"Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose."

-Me & Bobby
McGee

[bluewillowwitch]

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Okay I loved that update! and are just so cute. I loved Sheila's reaction. I could almost hear Ira thinking that he was happy for his baby girl. I have to agree with that last statement of ewwww! It is no fun hearing friends or family having sex. (shakes bad images out of head.) can't wait to more. Update soon, please?







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[tiger17]

Hey



I finished reading this a couple days ago and I must say this is awesome I am so hooked on to your fic, oh and this update was great too. I so loved how Willow stood up to her mom....that was great.



I can't wait till the next update

[FIRESIGN]

Verrrry nice! You're developing the relationship very well...



Keep up the good work! Can't wait to read more!



-CZ

[willowsgirl]

Hey everybody!



Wow, I think this is the biggest response I’ve ever got from a chapter

Makes me feel all smiley inside!!

Thankyou SOOO much for all the great feedback, it makes my day.

Unfortunately, the next chapter might take a few days, cos with great feedback comes writers block, inevitably! But don’t worry, there will be more…



Think I’ll go for some individual replies, as you’re all so lovely!



WASHI- You know I love your fics, so its always so nice to see your name in my feedback. If you like it then I must be doing something right!

Yeah, I agree that Willow had to stand up to her Mother...what a bitch! Obviously if she had eyes, she’d see that Tara is the most beautiful person on the planet and completely irresistible…ok, got a bit carried away there! (why is my name willowsgirl, btw?)

Faith and Buffy…well, I think that’s the only way you’ll see those two getting it on, I just don’t think I could write the whole nc17 tomfoolery with those 2. Oh well!

Thanks for reading.



ARWEN276- I think the word ‘yuck’ just about sums up Sheila, so well done! I think Ira’s just too damn scared 2 stand up to her…imagine Willow’s resolve face x1000!

I think the bit where Willow told Tara she’s hers just had to be in there, to put Tara’s mind to rest once and for all. I think that’s my fave line Ive written actually, hopefully not sounding 2 big-headed there!



LOSTWITHOUTTARA- Very romantic and sexy huh? Well, that’s exactly what I was going for so well done me! I’m glad you liked the update, promise Ill get another chapter done as soon as I can.



NIKA- I think Ive already mentioned my insane obsession with scenes in the rain…its just the best thing! Im glad you like it too



WILLOWTARA19- Wowee, 7 thuds! I must be doing something right

Im glad you’re err…umm…enjoying it

And as good as chocolate eh? That’s pretty good!



SAM DARLS- Thanks so much, I love your little comments- you sum everything up in one sentence! Im really glad you liked that part



XITA- Wow, more feedback from fic lady extraordinaire!

I agree that they were both angry, but for different reasons than the ones they told each other. Tara still has a lot of insecurities, I haven’t touched upon her past before she moved in with her Aunt, but I might do later on. Yes, she was a bit unreasonable, but sometimes we have to be!

And Im glad you liked the making up, I certainly enjoyed writing it!



BLUEWILLOWWITCH- So, are you speaking from experience? Sound like it to me…quite literally! I heard my friends having sex once….really not a good thing, I ran away! Ill try and update soon.



TIGER17- Im really glad that people are still finding this fic, Ive had a few loyal readers from the beginning, who’ve always left feedback, and its so nice to see new names up on the board. So, thanks for reading, glad you like it and…try not to get too hooked!



FIRESIGN- im actually really glad you said that about developing the relationship, Ive been worried that its all been a bit too, well…fluffy! So Im going to try and build it up a bit more, and Im glad someones noticed what Im trying to do!





Anyways, that’s all my feedback!

Phew…this is harder than I thought



Thanks for reading, all of you, and I promise Ill post again soon.



Willowsgirl xx

[bluewillowwitch]

willowsgirl,

Yes, I m speakig from personal experance. You know when you hear your best friend and her boyfriend in another room it's bad , when you hear your brother and his wife in another room it worse , but when you have a male best friend and his girlfriend crash with you an they are in he same room and think you are asleep that is just disturbing. *Shakes bad mantalmages away!*



I can't wait to readanother update.





bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[willowsgirl]

Hiya kittens!

Sorry I havent updated for so long, things have been pretty busy and ive had a bit of writers block.

But I have a few ideas now and Ill be updating soon, possibly heading towards an end.

Im going back 2 uni on weds, so Ill wait til Ive got my own pc back (am on my parents @ the mo) cos it'll be much easier then.

Hope you all continue reading, and BLUEWILLOWWITCH, your last comment had me laughing out loud



Willowsgirl xx

[bluewillowwitch]

willowsgirl ,

Okay glad I could give you a But I'm serious, that is not funny. It is very disturbing! I swear I yelled at him so long and loud the next morrning! I had my neighbors wondering what was up. To this day I make them both sleep in seperate room and I take the one in the middle cause I don't trust the little horn dog or him either. I can't wait for another update!





bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[willowsgirl]

Hey there everyone

Well, now Im back at uni and have my pc back I can finally update! I think there's only really going to be a few more chapters, Im starting to run out of ideas for this to be honest.

This is my first fic, and Im really proud of it but I think it might be time to move onto something else. Ive got plenty of ideas for new fics, dont worry!



So anyway, here we are with a short-ish chapter. I'll try and update more regularly now Im back online.

Thanks for reading, hope you enjoy.





Same disclaimer applies as before (see early chapters)



Chapter 31



Willow balanced the tray with one hand, while carrying a steaming mug of chamomile tea and a handful of flowers in the other. Carefully nudging Tara’s bedroom door open with her elbow, she slipped through and crept as quietly as possible across the room.

“Will, I know you’re there,” the blonde remarked sleepily.

The redhead quickly placed the items on Tara’s desk and hopped over to the bed.

“I’m sorry, baby, did I wake you?” the concerned girl asked guiltily.

She was rewarded with a coveted Tara half-grin, and it warmed her heart, even if it was accompanied by a red nose, watery eyes and a handful of used tissues. Their night spent standing in the rain had apparently taken the opportunity to deliver the blonde a nasty cold.

“No sweetie, I was already awake. I missed you,” the blonde replied, tucking a strand of red hair behind Willow’s ear, who was now snuggled up close to her.

“I missed you too,” Will replied, “Even if I was only away for an hour, it was an hour too long. This is how every day should always start, and end…and all the stuff in the middle.”

Tara giggled at this remark; it was so cute, only Willow could have said it. Suddenly, her giggle was cut short as it turned into a harsh cough. Willow bounced off the bed, concern etching her features, and picked up a glass of water from the tray on the desk.

“Here baby,” she said, handing over the glass to the blonde who was now sitting up and trying in vain to calm down her cough. After a few sips her chest returned to normal, and she handed the glass back to her girlfriend.

“Thanks,” she said gratefully, her voice still croaky. Seeing that her lover still had a concerned expression, she took her hand and wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.

“So what else is on that tray, darling?”

Willow smiled, glad that her baby was ok. Since the drama with her parents, things had never been better between them. She could think of nothing that she’d rather be doing than taking care of her girl. Leaving the bed briefly, she returned with said tray, and handed over the mug of tea to Tara.

“One tea, m’lady,” she quipped, with a wink, “and flowers for the most beautiful girl in the world,”

“Charmer,” Tara teased, as she took the items. “Where did you get flowers from this early?”

“Hmmm, I kinda took them from the quad. Seems that the sign that says ‘keep off the grass’ actually means ‘you’re not allowed to take the flowers unless they’re for your sick girlfriend and you’re being incredibly romantic,’” she said, looking sheepish. Tara restrained a giggle, knowing that the last time had launched her into a full on coughing fit.

“Awww, baby, you stole flowers for me? That IS romantic!”

Quickly sweeping over her petty crime, Willow placed the tray on her lap and began to reel off the rest of the items.

“Right, we have juice, fruit salad, cereal, toast with strawberry jam- just how you like it- and chocolate.”

“Chocolate?” Tara frowned slightly at Willow’s choice of breakfast.

“Well, chocolate always makes me feel better, so I figured it might work for you too! Anyway, I also have some painkillers for your throat, vitamins to help you get better quicker, and vapo-rub for you your chest.”

“My chest?”

“Your chest as in your cough-cough chest, not as in your highly attractive and bountiful breasts…um…exterior chest…which I should not be mentioning nor touching or anything to do with until you are one hundred percent A-OK,” seeing the look of amusement on the blonde’s face, Willow stopped and took a deep breath, and then poked her girl in the ribs.

“What’s so funny, missy?”

“Nothing, you’re just so darn cute when you babble like that. Especially about my…chest,” the blonde responded with a hint of mischief in her eye. “You know, thinking about it, I might need some help rubbing that vapo-rub in!”

Laughing, Willow pulled her delicate girlfriend into a loose hug, and planted a kiss on her neck.

“Someone’s feeling a little better,” she teased, and then leaned in for a kiss on the blonde’s delectable lips. Their harmony was broken, however, with a loud knock at the door.

“Perfect timing,” the redhead grumbled to Tara, and then in a cheery voice said “Come in!”

Buffy entered the room, followed by Xander.

“Hi Tara! We heard you were sick so we thought we’d drop by and see how you’re feeling,” the smaller blonde explained, as she bounded over to the bed and placed a basket of fruit on Tara’s bedside table.

“That’s very kind of you Buffy, but usually when I’m ill you don’t come within a ten mile radius, so what’s up?” the blonde asked suspiciously.

“Busted! I told you she’d guess, Buffy,” Xander admitted.

Buffy tried to protest, but eventually she had to admit to an ulterior motive.

“OK, OK, the thing is we haven’t really seen much of you lately, you two have been spending all your time together…which we don’t mind by the way, but anyway, we still haven’t thought of anything to get you for your birthday, and we thought that if we were extra nice to you, then you might drop us a few hints,” Buffy finished her speech, with a hopeful look in her eyes.

Despite her early morning grogginess, combined with a nasty cold, Tara had to laugh. Only her best friends could come up with a scam as badly planned as that. Her stream of consciousness was interrupted, however, by her girlfriend.

“Birthday? When’s Tara’s birthday? Baby, why didn’t you tell me?” she asked everyone in the room.

Tara stroked her girl’s arm lovingly, soothing her.

“Sweetie, I just didn’t want to make a big deal out of it. I always get embarrassed on my birthday, you know how I hate big scenes and…I just thought it would be easier this way.”

The redhead nodded, unsurprised by Tara’s reasoning. They’d had enough big dramas for the time being.

“So when is you birthday?” she enquired, wanting to know the full details.

“Next Thursday,” Buffy informed her, from the end of the bed.

The redhead jumped up in panic.

“Next Thursday?!” she squealed. “But it’s Friday now, that’s only six days!”

Tara rolled her eyes and shrugged her shoulders, having known that this was exactly how her girlfriend would react.

“Now you see why we’ve resorted to bribery,” Xander piped in, agreeing with Willow’s panic mode.

Will moved back over to the bed and took Tara’s hands.

“Baby, I’m sorry if I over-reacted its just that I want to make every day special for us, and on a day as big as your birthday I’d like to preferably have the whole year in advance to think about what to do for it, to make it really amazing for you.”

The blonde stroked her fingers through silky red hair, and murmured to her girl

“Love, every day that I wake up and get to spend with you already is amazing and special.”

It was at that moment that a truly brilliant idea struck Willow, and so she replied with a gentle sigh, and snuggled in closer to the blonde, forgetting all about the other two friends in the room.



TBC



QUESTIONS? COMMENTS? FEEDBACK?

[justin]

That was a great update.



It was very sweet the way that Willow was taking care of Tara and her babble about Tara's chest was



I'm looking forward to more

Anya in a wimple...I'd pay full admission for that. Gods Served And Abandoned - by Antigone Unbound


You know the worst thing about people in a relationship? The fact that they're in a relationship. - Hilda Spellman

[LostWithoutTara]

Great update! Loved the Willow-babble about Tara's chest.



Looking forward to the next part!!

Every time you walk away, I pretend that I'm okay

[Arwen276]

questions? WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG!

HEHE i know RL AND ALL...YOU'RE FORGIVEN.



comments? WONDERFUL!



requests? MORE.







~Arwen

Hear That Baby? You're My Always... Willow

[sam darls]

Aww..that was adorable and so sweet. And Willow babble about Tara's chest..hehe..very nice. Love sammi xx

[irishlassie101]

Thank goodness you´re back online



there was a beutiful story waiting to be finished...and we need to know about F/B, don´t we



so please don´t let us wait to long







Asihling

[bluewillowwitch]

willowsgirl ,

AWWWWWWWWW! I loved that update! Sick is bad. Good thing that is there for her. YAY! A birthday! I can't wait to more and see what you have cooked up for us next! Update soon, please?







bluewillowwitch

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"Fate keeps on happening."--Anita Loos

[Incitatua 8]

Great update...Boo! on the mini-cliffhanger. I'm glad you have story ideas...I just hope you will finish this lovely story nicely first! Please ! Can't wait to discover Willow's birthday plan. I hope it is romantic [like it wouldn't be ?] and just with the two of them.

[willowsgirl]

Hi everyone!



Thanks for the great comments, you know me- always the feedback fiend!



There seems to be a mutual appreciation from all of you about Willow’s chest babble…but then I guess we can all sympathise with just HOW attractive Tara’s chest really is! To be honest, I think I channeled a bit of me through Willow at that part, I was innocently writing about vapo-rub and then suddenly there were images of Tara’s naked chest in my head!



ARWEN276- Long time no feedback! I know I know, all my fault.

Yep, real life does get in the way sometimes. Remember those smoochies I was getting? Well I was making the most of them before leaving to come back to uni!

Thanks for the forgiveness, glad you liked the chapter.



IRISHLASSIE101- I haven’t forgotten about F/B, I just love Will and Tara so much more, so Im afraid I wont be going into any (ahem) details about F/B’s relationship. Sorry! Oh and btw, Im really glad Im back online too!



BLUEWILLOWWITCH- What can I say? All those emoticons must work, your prayers will be answered as there’ll be an update soon. Birthday, well…just have to wait and see.



INCITATUA 8- Well, Ive read worse cliffhangers, so Im not that nasty! Think its safe to say that Willow has big plans for Tara’s birthday, its not just gonna be a picnic in the park this time. But that is allllll Im saying!





Thanks for reading and taking the time to comment, it means a lot.



Ill update soon,



Willowsgirl xx

[hot monkey luv 66]

Hey there! I spent yesterday and today reading your fic from start to the last update and I <3 it!!! It is sooo good! , I love AU's as well as regular fics! , but this one really is great! I love your nc-17's... very worthy! lolol, ... so yah... great job! and I can't wait for the next update!! lol, it says eat me haha!

~~**Monkey Luv**~~

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Willow:"I'm a breast gal myself...(quieter, to Tara), but then again, you knew that..."

Tara:"Until I realized that was her yummy face"

Willow: "There's something between us. It-it wasn't something I was looking for. It's just powerful."

[willowsgirl]

Hey there hot monkey love!

Im really glad you like the fic, you know I like yours too!

Im working on the next chapter at the mo...well, ive written down some ideas anyway

Oh, and Im glad you liked the nc17 parts, i was kinda worried about those



willowsgirl xx

[sfgo2003]

Greta fic!!!



Sexy, sweet, and funny!!!



The scene where Xander is dreaming of Tara in red leather had me rolling That IS exactly how his mind works.



I also think you've captured Anya's personality really well!!



Update soon please!!!



Wendy





"And, I think I'm kinda gay." Willow in "Dopplegangerland" Season 3



"And, I think I'm kinda gay." Willow in "Tabula Rasa" Season 6

[willowsgirl]

Hey Wendy!

Thanks alot, Im glad you like the fic

Id actually forgotten all about the Xander/Tara/red leather part, thanks for reminding me- especially as I wrote it!

Good kitten that I am, Im at home writing at the moment- but its sunday,im hungover and didnt get home til 4am last nite so not sure how much Im gonna get written!

Oh, and Im glad you like my Anya, Ill try and sneak her into this chapter



Thanks again!

Willowsgirl xx

[sfgo2003]

Hey Willowsgirl,



Hang in there!! I highly recommend a big breakfast and Mexican, or other spicy food for lunch. That always works well for me!!



Good luck!!



Wendy

[willowsgirl]

Eurgh are you trying to make me feel worse?! he he. its 4pm now so the hangovers starting to wear off- thanks for the advice though



willowsgirl xx

[sfgo2003]

Hey,



I know it sounds bad, but I swear it works like a charm!!



Glad you're feeling better!!!



Wendy

[willowsgirl]

Hmmm, well maybe Ill try it next time! Might go try out the mexican theory in a mo...tho with my cooking its sure to end up a charred mess

I should really be researching for my uni dissertation, but instead here I am checking out the kitten board again and thinking of ideas for my fic. Priorities? Me?



willowsgirl xx

[willowsgirl]

Hi everyone!

ok, so the whole writing thing didnt exactly go great yesterday, what with the hangover and everything. But 2day Im trying- promise!

Starting 2 worry about myself tho, was just watching 'the body' which is all ya know, sad. But instead all I could think about was how hot Tara's ass looked in her jeans. And when Wil was saying she should go with the purple top, I was thinking go with the nothing.Thats not a good thing right?

Aahh, what has the kitten smut done 2 me???



willowsgirl xx



ps. update later!

[intricate mirage]

Hey willowsgirl!

Quote:

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But instead all I could think about was how hot Tara's ass looked in her jeans. And when Wil was saying she should go with the purple top, I was thinking go with the nothing. Thats not a good thing right? Aahh, what has the kitten smut done 2 me???

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This is hilarious!!!



On that note, eagerly waiting to your update soon! Great fic you got here

~ Cas



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My fountain of strength that never runs dry

You are the shooting star across the midnight sky

[willowsgirl]

hey intricate mirage, this is a very serious matter- nothing to joke about

Seriously though, I just spent ten minutes staring at your avator, I really think theres something wrong!

Will update as soon as I can, Im glad you like the fic



willowsgirl xx