My always

[littlewicca]

Fic: My allways
Author: Littlewicca
Feedback: please!
Rating: RPG 13
Paring: Willow/Tara
Summary: Willow and Tara story (in my way, i mean, my way to tell their lovely story) so hope you like it

NEW! Warning is has spoiler of the first chapter so, first read the first chapter:
Notes: [spoiler]I know that, I hadnt say why Tara leave so fast from her house, I feel like every one of us know about her family, but now I needed to splain: It wasnt the first time Tara and her father fight, she wanted to study, her dad wanted her to do the hard work like if she was the woman of the house, but she wasnt, it wasnt her fault, she got despered and wanted a change, soo she leave the hose to study art, and magic, and why not to find a love.[/spoiler]



Chapter 1/1
The rules

Summer 2005


“You are not going!” Said the man, there was a very beautiful girl seated on a bed, her father was yelling and she was getting nervous

“But why? I-I don’t understand, I want to study” said the blonde girl, she was shaking but she stood looking her father at his eyes

“You are not going to leave us, no as your mother did” The man turned ready to leave

“And what if I don’t li-like your choice?” said Tara standing up with a strong glance.

The man turned to look at his daughter “See how I am right? See how the evil is coming out from you Tara MaClay?” he closed the door very strong

Tara seated again and started to cry, she was sad, but she was angry too.

All she wanted was to go to college and study art, she also love magic, she was a beginner on Wicca but she already knew a lot.

The problem was her dad, and why not her brother too, her mother had died some years ago, her father said she died because Wicca introduced something evil on her, Tara couldn’t remember anything evil on her mom but always believed her father was true.

The last days he talked about that, he don’t want Tara to go to college, he said that was because he don’t want to let her keep practicing Wicca, but the true was, and Tara knew it, he wanted her to cook, to clean, for him and her brother, she felt more angry later thinking about all this stuff and trying to sleep, she couldn’t.


Next morning Tara got up and went dawn stairs, there were a paper on the refrigerator.

Rules since now

1. Not magic stuff at all
2. Not leaving home if you don’t ask first
3. I ever smell incidence or anything about magic, you will be sorry.
4. No phone rings from freaky friends

Tara read the paper ten times

“Incredible, incredible” she shacked her head, with bitter taste in her mouth she broke the paper. She ran up stairs again, she took a few stuff, clothes, and money. She went dawn again and leaved the house without looking towards her.

“The rules since now? How old am I? Am I evil? Well the evil is leaving

Chapter 1/2
Willow´s Hand

Tara was walking hurry, those feelings and though around her head, tears falling dawn her face, sad, angry at the same time. She crossed the street without looking to both sides, at the same time a red-hair girl on bike who seemed to be very hurry almost hits her, no wait, she hited Tara but not too much, the blonde fell to the floor and her bag too, some of her stuff came out the bag. The red-hair almos fell too, but she could maintain on.

“Oh my god, are you ok?” she let the bike o the floor and ran to help Tara, when she saw Tara’s face, she felt something, but soon she scared, the girl was crying

“Oh no! I hurt you, sorry, let me take you a hosp…” the red-hair had hold Tara by her waist trying to help her to get up, Tara interrupted

“No, Im ok, Im not hurt” she said trying to gave the girl a smile, but the only think she could do was to scare the red-hair more

“No, yo-you are crying, I feel guilty, don’t be nice at me, I should saw you, I” Tara interrupted again

“Oh” she said, she dried her tears “This? Is nothing, is not your fault, im ok thanks” now she smiled, she got a very beautiful smile, that is what the other girl though too.

“But, what happen to you?” she didn’t though before asking, I just knew the girl and I’m asking about her life, the blonde girl is going to get angry or something Though the red-hair “sorry, I didn’t mint to, I mean if you are ok, I should..” she indicated her bike

“No, wait, is ok, I-Im leaving my home, is just that” Tara took her bag, and started to take her stuff

The red-hair seemed to forget were she was going, she bend and help Tara to put all the thing on the bag

“Thanks” said Tara smiling

“No problem, I can’t leave you in that way, I’m Willow by the way” she extended her hand to Tara

Tara shacked Willow’s hand “Nice name, I’m Tara, Tara MaClay, nice to met you” she got her beautiful smile again, Willow noticed she was starring at Tara for to long and she decided to look the stuff she took from the floor, it was a blue book with a five points star on the front.

“This..” started Willow “Wicca?” she looked at Tara again

“How do you know?” said Tara confused, not to much people could knew about the star

“Well, I practice a little” said Willow smiling

“Really? Any way this is not mine” Tara lied “Is from a-a friend” she took the book and stood up

“So, Willow, nice to met you, thanks” she said

“Um, oh ok” Willow was confused “Nice to met you too” she finished looking Tara go away

Willow stood looking Tara leave, the blonde turned the street and Willow kept looking, she shacked her head what is wrong with me? She took her bike and keep her way to the library.

TBC

[Willowtree252]

LW this is a very good start keep it up my friend

[littlewicca]

thanks! i will, i have to make it better of course

really leaving now

[gorn]

I enjoyed this, and I applaud anyone who's got the guts to post in a language other than their native one.

Keep it up!

[Numen]

Hey littlewicca, you've got promising start here Can't wait to see where our favourite wiccas are heading and how

[littlewicca]

Thanks both! im going to keep it up for sure!

[littlewicca]

Ok, here is other update, hope you like it
Chapter 2
why?why?why?

Willow arrived the library, it was summer but she was writing a paper about vampires and demon that Giles wanted.

FLASH BACK
“Not that I don’t like the library” said Willow to Buffy the day Giles told her “But, hey is summer”
Willow shacked her head
“Hey Wil at least you don’t have to patrol every nigh” said Buffy laughing
“Sure I’m loosing all the fun” replied the red-hair seriously

Willow took the books she needed, she got a carnet and she could take books from the library, she saw it will be better to read those on the park or something.
The red-hair leaved the bike on the floor and she seat dawn on a tree, she started to read a very boring book about demonology.

Willow was going slept when Oz appeared and took her book away

“Hey I have been calling you like ten times” He said, and he seated next to her

“Oh, sorry” she smiled and kissed him “I was reading..”

Oz interrupted “You were sleeping” he laughed

“Ok don tell Giles” she said

“I wont, hey willow…” Oz started to speak but willow wasn’t listening, she looked the other corner of the park, there was a girl on one of the seats, a very familiar girl. Tara though Willow, that girl said that she was leaving her home, but why, and were she will go and sleep, Willow started to think that may be the girl needed some help or something
Willow though: “why I care about? Of course I cant let her alone, but…”

“So are we going or not?” finished Oz
“What?” Willow looked at him “Oh ok”

“I can notice you are busy” Oz stood up a little angry because Willow wasn’t listening to him “I’m going to go for you tonight then” he said

“Ok, sorry” said Willow distracted

Willow saw Oz leaving, she didn’t felt sorry or anything, why? She was getting worried, but for now she got more important thing, like to ask that blonde and beautiful girl if she needed something.
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Tara leaved the red-hair girl with her bike, she didn’t wanted that other people though she was a freak

Tara’s though: she said she practiced too, I don’t think she is evl… Willow, is a beautiful name….

She walked some streets and she found a park, not always going in that way, she didn’t knew that park, it was far from her house, and she decided to rest a little, the good thing was her dad and brother would never look for her on that park.

Tara seated at one of the park seats, she started to read the blue book, the wicca book.

“Hey!” said someone

Tara looked towards her, Willow was walking to her

“Oh, h-hi, Willow right?” said Tara, she hidden the book dawn her bag. “What are you doing here?”

“Well, I went to the library to get some books I have to write a paper” said Willow

“A paper? It is summer” Tara was confused and Willow started to shake

“Um can I seat here?” said willow

“Sure” Tara smiled

“Is a paper about demons, nothing important” said the red-hair “I wanted to ask you..”

“I know, I-I’m leaving my home” Tara looked to her foots “I had a fight with my dad”

“Im so sorry” Said willow “What happened? Can I help?”

“Thanks, It wasn’t a fight, it is every day, he want me to cook, to clean, I cant hold it on, not any more, and he wanted me to stay at home and not to go to college” Tara started to cry again

“No, please don’t cry, let me help, let me do something” Willow touched Tara´s head, she didn’t knew why she was making all that, she couldn’t hold on watching the pain of the girl

“Im ok, I will e, thanks” she drew the tears and looked at willow “You are very sweet”

“Thanks, you are too” Willow smiled “please tell me were are you going now?”

“Um” Tara put her eyer in white “I-I hadn’t think about..”

“Lets go” Willow stood up surprising Tara

“What?” said Tara

“Come with me, you are not going to sleep on the streets, is to dangerous, and we can call buffy, may be she want to go to the bronze or something, and you will get some fun, what you say?”

“I-Um.. ok I think.. sure, thanks!”

“Your very welcome, follow me”

Willow took her bike once more time and both girls started to walk to willow’s house.

[Willowtree252]

this is to sweet for words and you are doing great my friend keep it up

[littlewicca]

thanks dianne! you are very sweet

[taralicious]

I adore Willow and Tara meeting stories and this has all the hallmarks of a terrific one so far.
It's always a tough call how much of Tara's abusive past to weave into a story but seeing as how she is the most sympathetic character, you were wise to lead off from her point of view as she made the choice to end the insanity and walk out.
Whenever Willow and Tara meet, no matter the circumstances, they get swept away in the gale force of their union but Tara was literally knocked off her feet so how could she fail to notice Willow.
A night out with WIllow, Buffy and the gang at the Bronze and then maybe a goodnight kiss, we wait and hope.

[Numen]

Aww, so sweet and cute

“No, please don’t cry, let me help, let me do something” Willow touched Tara´s head, she didn’t knew why she was making all that, she couldn’t hold on watching the pain of the girl

Well, maybe Willow doesn't know it yet, but we do. Your just so gonna fall for her, Will.

Oh, I have to do one thing *kicks Oz out* Yup, much better *grins satisfied*

[littlewicca]

Yup we know
I will try to write sopmething right now, Im kind of

Thanks girls for reading and all

[littlewicca]

Chapter 3

The bronze- Willow´s part

Willow´s house wasn’t to far from the park, they arrived very fast.

“This is it, come in” willow invited Tara “My mom is not here, she never is here anyway”

Tara looked at willow “I’m sorry”

W: “is ok, is better this way, no questions”

Willow and Tara went into the house, and then to Willow’s room.

“You can let your stuff here” Willow indicated a desk

“I should call Buffy and ask her if she want to go with us, I have magic but I don’t think I can protect both of us in case that…” Willow stopped her babble

“Vampires, I know” Tara nodded “They a-are real, demons and everything”

Willow was surprised, Tara noticed Willow was looking at her weird

“My f-friend told me” lied the blonde “The one that practice Wicca” added later

“Oh I see” Willow understood, or she thought she did “Well, so I can tell you too, Buffy is the slayer” Do you know what is a slayer?”

Tara shacked her head, and they started a long talk about the slayer, and the monsters.

It was eight o’clock, Willow had speak to Buffy at phone, the Slayer was going to go to the bronze with them.

“We should go now” said Willow, both we very cute with their clothes “Do you know the bronze?”

Tara thought for a moment as both leaved the room

“No really, I know were it is but I never.. I-I don’t have to much friends” Said Tara looking to the floor

“Im sorry” said willow, she was really sorry for the life Tara had, she wanted to change some stuff

“Well that should change since now” She smiled

“Really? Thanks” said Tara happy

“Of course, so tell me, you said you were going to study at college?” Willow remember Tara said she wanted to go to college, but didn’t remember what she was going to study

“Oh, yes, Im on art history” said te blonde girl “what about you?”

“Oh, I’m on psychology” said the red-hair smiling “I was between lot of thing I like to study, but finaly I decided to study that, I want to help people, I mean I think I will search for a Wicca group too, I love magic, and…” Tara was looking at willow as they were walking to the Bronze, Willow interrupted suddeny “Im talking to much sorry, stop me when I do that please” she was serious

“Is ok, I was listening to you, I have to tell you something” started Tara

“Willow!” yelled a woman voice Tara didn’t know

Willow looked around, she saw Buffy running to them “Hey Buffy!”

“Hi Will, and..” Buffy looked at Tara confuced

“Buffy this is Tara, Tara, Buffy” introduced willow

“Nice to met you” said Tara friendly

“Same! So are you up to shake your as?” Willow laughed at the last buffy coment and Tara did too.

The three girls went into the bronze, the place was already full of people

“Weird” said Buffy “What happen, to much people today”

The girls went to a table

“Want something to drink?” asked the red-hair

“Yes give me some nectar please!” said Buffy

“Im ok why what you want” said Tara “Thanks”

Willow leaved Buffy and Tara at the table, she walked to the bar, she saw a lot of people were waiting to buy some drink so she had to wait a while.
Music was playing, and there were very beautiful song, at least that is what willow thought, she didn’t know the lyric, never heard before but she wanted to dance.
Once Willow finally get the drinks she turned towards without witching a guy was near her, they crushed, one of the drink dunked willow´s jean and the other had now the half of buffy´s nectar.

“Oh my god so.. OZ?” said Willow, the guy she crushed was Oz, he looked mad, an Willow knew why

“What are you doing here? I went to your house”

“I… Im so sorry I forgot, I had a..” Willow started to talk when she saw Buffy and Tara wasn’t at the table, Oz looked at her an then to the table

“What are you looking at? Are you alone here?”

“No..” she kept searching for the girls “Buffy is here and, Tara is too, she is a new friend, I will introduce you to her, right when I can..” She was going to say find them just when she saw Tara dancing with Buffy, it was funny Tara looked like trying to follow Buffy´s move, but she was doing good. And with the music Willow stood looking at her, like if all the world was gone.

Oz shacked her “What is happening to you?”

“Oz Im sorry, I was distracted” Said willow truly, she didn’t know really what was gong on to her, but she didn’t wanted to be with oz, she wanted to be dancing.

“You are distracted to much this days, and we have to talk if you” He looked towards him and saw a girl watching at them

“So-sorry” said Tara “Buffy went to.. and I”

“Is ok, Oz this is Tara, Tara this is Oz” Again introducing, she was going to say my boyfriend but she didn’t

“Her boyfriend” added Oz “Nice to met you”

“Oh, ni-nice to met you too” Tara looked at Willow “I should.. I Will wait on the table”

“Wait, I..”

“Is ok, we will talk tomorrow, I don’t want to talk here and not now” Oz leaved the bronze with no more words. Tara looked at willow like saying sorry.

“Is ok, is not your fault, it is mine”

“Oh, i-im sorry that you had a fight” said Tara

“Well, I will talk to him tomorrow, and we.. we will fix the things” Said willow not really convinced

“so were is buffy?”

soon comes Tara´s part

[Numen]

Squee!
Okeey, not for Oz part, I'd want again kick him and really hard. And dear Oz, the thing that is happening to Willow, is something you can't change. Sorry, she's just so falling for our favourite witch. Hmph

More, more

[Willowtree252]

Oz don,t stand a chance nope, not, nada, our girls will be together. Loveing the story sweetie keep it up

[littlewicca]

Thanks guys! im writing write now!

[littlewicca]

Ok this is Tara´s part, please tell me what yo think about writing the story in this way, is better or is better to write all in one chapter with both parts?
I want to know your opinion, thanks!


Chapter 4

The Bronze- Tara’s part

Willow was a very nice person, she started to babble sometimes but it was funny to Tara.

Once willow introduced Buffy to Tara they went into the bronze. Tara thought it was a nice place, she never went before, there were a lot of people but for something that Buffy said it wasn’t always like that.

Tara followed willow to a table and she seated.

“Want something to drink?” asked Willow

Buffy asked for a drink to Willow

“I’m ok with what you want” said the blonde girl “Thanks”

Once Willow leaved Buffy and Tara alone, they looked each other, Tara was nervous, she was very shy and people make her be nervous, and more if they look at her like weird.

“So, Wil told me you are staying at her home, but were did you met her?” Asked Buffy

Tara thought to say the true, anyway she was Willow’s friend, and she deserve to know

“I run out f-from my house” said Tara

“Oh, I understand, I did that once” Said Buffy nodding “I killed my boyfriend and..” she opened her eyes “I-I mean.”

“He was a vampire” Tara nodded “I-I know who you are, willow told me, because I know there are va-vampires and monsters”

“Oh and how do you kn...” Buffy was going to ask but Tara stood up

“Oh my god I love this song” said her suddenly, the song was every breath you take from The Police, she really likes the song but also, she was interrupting buffy before she could ask anything else.

Buffy stood up too “So lets go to dance” said the slayer

“What? Dance? N-no, I mean, I-I cant I suck”

Buffy laughed “come on!” she took Tara´s arm and took her to the dancing floor

Buffy started to move, and Tara tried to follow her “I cant with this” thought Tara

In the Bronze the music stood playing

[center]Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say[/center]

And Tara was trying to dance, near them, on the bar Willow was talking to a guy, but she was starring at Tara, Tara didn’t notice Willow was looking at her.

Suddenly a boy came out behind Buffy and invited her to dance, he had a friend and invited Tara to dance

“No, thanks I think I will help willow with the drink, you can all dance” said Tara to Buffy

“Ok, but not touch my nectar” said Buffy dancing

Tara looked around trying to find Willow, she saw the red-hair was near the bad talking to a guy

[center]Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take[/center]

She walked avoiding some people, and she finally found Willow

“So-sorry” said Tara “Buffy went to.. and I”

Willow introduce the guy to Tara

Tara looked at Willow “I should.. I Will wait on the table”
[center]
Every move you make
Every step you take
Ill be watching you[/center]

“Wait, I..” started Willow but the guy interrupted, he told willow they would talk tomorrow. Oz leaved the bronze, and Tara felt very guilty, she looked at willow but willow didnt seemed to be mad.

Is ok don’t worry told the red-hair

“Oh, i-im sorry that you had a fight” said Tara

“Well, I will talk to him tomorrow, and we.. we will fix the things” Said willow not really convinced

“so were is buffy?”

“oh, she is dancing with some boys, I came to help you with..” she was going to say your drinks but then she saw willow had only one glass on her hand and it had the half of some drink “What happened?”

“I crushed Oz, I didn’t saw him, I can get other drink if you want”

“N-no, I am ok, let that dr-drink to Buffy or she is going to be mad” Tara laughed

“You are right!” Willow laughed too.

[JujuDeRoussie]

hey I ahve to admit I didn't finish to catch up mi amiga, but I wanted to tell you that I like it ^^ i like how you dexcribe Tara's leaving, and her thoughts, and the rest.

Keep conitnuing, take your time.

For the language as someone said, it is hard to write in another language than our native tongue. And Spanish and French are more alike than with english, so maybe I understand easier what you mean when it is not perfect, anyway, everything is understandable so don't worry.

oh... I didn't finish to catch up so maybe this doesn't mean anything by now, but what is Oz doing here??? huh??? wanna me to be mad? LOL

Hasta Luego Muchacha,

Julia La Roja ^^

[Willowtree252]

When this get here my friend I am glad to know that it was because I love your passion for writing and your wonderful loving heart it is a very good story keep it up

[littlewicca]

thanks, im sorry, i really think is not a good story, it is just how i wanted to tell a diferent w/t story and what you said is really nice i apreciate both coments, i will try to keep it on, if i can, coz right now i dont feel able

[amberholic]

hey there littlewicca
I like the storyline...it is really good ; as for a person tha english aint her native language ur doing good
with upcoming chapters and update u will see that everything about ur style and the way u conduct a chap to be written and posted will improve...
It is a real good start, i encourage you to carry on...
Amberholic...

[SJ]

Great fic.