What Tara feels after Tabula Rasa

[kiaora1]

And there I thought you cared



while I cared for you so deeply.



although I could not show it like I wanted to.



Now I see that you don't



and it nearly breaks my heart.



I can't help it I feel like a fool

Tell me what I did wrong...tell me and I'll make it better



never thought it would turn out like that. not with you

like I always do. like I always think this time it's different.

and still it isn't.



but now I know

now I know and won't let you in anymore

not one step



won't let you hurt me again. like I say every time,

over and over again, and still it happens

thought that you were different, that you'd understand, that you were

real

you don't



oh baby you don't

can't you see that I don't want to see you hurt

can't you see that I don't want to let go

but you let go and that's what hurts me



you stopped caring

while I didn't



you turned away

while I tried to keep you there



I can't keep you from turning

can only watch helplessly from the distance you put

between me and you



caring you say is what friendship's about

I won't try to keep you from turning away

even if I tried I couldn't



just tell me why

why it always has to end this way

[snuggle79]

hey, i think you described Tara's thoughts very well.

I liked this! Thanx for sharing!

snuggle79

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"I got so lost"

"I found you, i will always find you"

[screeminguitar]

Good job-I'd have to agree that this is what Tara must have felt. Like she was the only one who cared, and how hard it was to continue seeing/allowing Willow to hurt herself. I wish I had the courage to see someone I loved dependant on a substance to say--no more! You can continue to hurt yourself but not me. Cause, I love you too much to see it happen. Thanks for the FIC.

Screeminguitar

[amazonaa]

(sniffle.) I think you captured her thoughts perfectly.



Great job.







brittney







~Kiss this axe, bitch!---Tara "Bargaining part 2"~