FIC - Lost and Found

[willowphile410]

That was a great update, jessan. I really can't get enough of Anteros...he's faaaaabulous!



As far as the next scene...um...I'm not too proud to beg.

"coffee, kisses and gay love"...the only things in this world to live for...

[molsongrrrl]

Smut ... smut ... we want the smut!!!! Yes, to the smut!!!



And if begging is required (you tease) -- then I shall beg ... please, please, please post the next part ... now!

A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants

[Jae]

I realize I've been mostly silent in reading this, and I offer my many apologies for that. I just generally feel all I can do is add to the chorus telling you how much I'm enjoying this, how well written it is, and in general have not an original thing to say. But well... you asked a question, and I am now obliged to answer. Consider this me asking nicely for the scene you wrote to follow this one Please, might I have some more?



So umm... I'll try and be more vocal, because I feel awfully silly posting this now.



Jae

[Owl]

Ah, Jessan. That was great. My question to you is, if you weren't planning on putting Anteros in the dreams, how were you going to handle that one? I echo the praise for that character entirely. He's faaabulous.



Okay. Now I am going to ask you nicely to post something naughty for us. I'm not even going to call you a tease, even though I consider it my sworn duty to do so every chance I get. Begging? I could do begging. Bribes. I could certainly do bribes.... Please. Give us more!

[sheila wt]

Great updates! Loving every bit of this fic!



You said "beg" and "smut" in the same sentence? You should know better... the kittens all got their PhD's in begging for smut... it's kind of pre-requisite here in the Pens...



I'll do whatever you want to read the next part tonight... just ask and it's yours...

Sheila

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Willow: "If you felt lost and alone? Where would you go?"

Tara:"To you."

[ExtraFlameyWT]

Aww, Tara didn't believe the Scoobies loved her... But now she does!



That was so sweet... I loved the update.



I also think that you should post the next part. Please?



Pretty please?



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

[hopico99]

this is a great story and I love Anteros. I love it all.



Please post the smut, I am begging.

WILLOW: Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens ... but it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know, insane.
TARA: I said "quirky."

[Blue77]

Jessan, you're definitely going back to those early days of being a tease!!!! Hehehehe!!



I thought you promised me MSOs and only one being a drink???



So, pretty, pretty, pretty please with special MSO cream?



Blue

"She should have died hereafter: There would have been a time for such a word ...

...it is a tale, told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

Shakespeare/Macbeth

[jessan15]

Wow...i like this begging thing....my verdict is this...20 begging kittens...and the smut post immediate follows...I think you guys are like halfway there already....



Good luck...I know you want to read it...



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Love Will Find a Way

[molsongrrrl]

ummm ... do multiple posts count towards the 20?!? YOU ARE SO A TEASE!!!!

A little song, a little dance, a little seltzer down your pants

[ExtraFlameyWT]

does it have to be 20 kittens? or can it just be 20 posts? cuz i'll post as many times as necessary!



Come on everyone, beg!!!!



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

[Blue77]

Yeah man, come on Jessan, 20 posts we're talking here right?

"She should have died hereafter: There would have been a time for such a word ...

...it is a tale, told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

Shakespeare/Macbeth

[Ghostwriter]

Ok, please add me to the list of the begging! Please please please please?????

[Owl]

Just posting again in support of a worthy cause.

20! 20! 20!

[Winns]

PLEEEEEEEEEASE!!!!!!!!

i have been silently reading your wonderful fic and just can't wait to the next part..... pleeeeeeeeease.....

[WiccansIllusion]

Did I hear Smutt?

'It's good to be a chicken casserole'-Sass, answering darkness

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

[Catwalks]

i'll beg - I'm not proud



PLEASE!!!!!!

"Dude! like you're getting in the Boob light alright!" - AB Stuff photoshoot

[ExtraFlameyWT]

is it 20 yet?



it has to be 20, right? come on!!!



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

[Blue77]

Still waiting for that update!!!! I think it's got to be 20 by now, surely?



Blue *ready to keep posting all night!*

"She should have died hereafter: There would have been a time for such a word ...

...it is a tale, told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

Shakespeare/Macbeth

[Rosenberg]

Smut? Yes please. I would appreciate it very much if you would be kind enough to post it. (There, did I ask nicely enough)?

[Drakkenfyre]

I have never been to proud to beg. * gets down on her knees*

In all that is good and in Anteros name, I beg of thee to update." I will even go out and buy new shoes. Ones that Anteros would like. Please, Please, Please.

"We few, we happy few."
"We band of buggered."

[ExtraFlameyWT]

It was more than 20 posts!!! Come on... give us a break!



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

[jessan15]

20 different kittens...that was the deal...you guys only need 6 more for smut...you can do it.



Waiting patiently....



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Love Will Find a Way

[ExtraFlameyWT]

what if we post under different names?



cuz i could develop a split personality... just for tonight.



would that count as another one?



-Aimee

*****
"Hey Will, this is me. It doesn't all have to be good and fine. This is the room where you don't have to be brave. I still love you. If you're worried, you can be worried." -Tara to Willow in ep. 603 Afterlife

[mtnlaurel]

Not that I'm all into the smut mind you...I have no desire to read it whatsoever. Um, yeah. For the sake of my fellow Kittens, I come out of my lurking mode and on bended knee I beg you Jessan--post the good stuff.

[fairydust]

I will definitely beg for the smut. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!

[zero]

Aw hell, count me in for the begging. *adopts a begging-like pose* Please post it...you know you want to!





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Veni, vidi, verbatum...I came, I saw, I told everyone about it!

[fontaine13]

Please can we have some W/T Goodness

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"It was inconclusive and I
didn't stick around to find out. I might have magic'd my fist through a wall or
something. - Willow (Normal Again)

[jessan15]

Since my idol has pointed out that my fun is rather tacky...here's some Willow & Tara goodness for the masses...



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Title: Lost & Found - Part 38b

Author: Jessan

Summary: Not the ultimate in smut, but a taste of things to come.

Spoiler Warning: Up to and including "Wrecked" in Season 6.

Disclaimer: They do not belong to me...no copyright infringement intended. Joss is my God. All hail the glorious one. (It just called out to me.)

Rating: R - Sexual situations



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Willow and Tara woke up from their dream simultaneously.



Tara was still comfortably wrapped around Willow, her head resting on Willow’s chest and her arm draped possessively across the redhead’s stomach. As she leaned up to look at Willow, she shifted her leg higher up Willow’s thigh.



‘Oh my.’ Willow thought as she clenched her jaw, trying to fight the feelings running rampant through her body at that very moment. Willow could have named every single muscle in her body that Tara was laying on by memory. Every nerve felt alive under the touch of her lover.



Semi-sleepy eyes opened and closed, adjusting to the light. “Have a nice nap?” Tara asked, running her hand up between the valley of Willow’s breasts, stopping on her neck, where she softly stroked her thumb over the redhead’s cheek.



Willow swallowed hard. “Um, yeah.” she squeaked. ‘I know it’s too soon. I know it’s too soon.’ Willow kept repeating over and over in her head. Despite what her mind kept insisting, her body was busy screaming its own ideas. And right now that meant only one thing. Loving Tara.



Tara looked down at Willow squirming uncontrollably under her. She heard the redhead’s mental mantra, but was determined that they could still do other things. After all, one has to study in order to pass a test. “I’m sure we could do something…” she said sliding her leg up and down Willow’s thigh suggestively.



Willow closed her eyes as a wave of desire rushed thru her body. “Um, Tare, if you keep this up, I can not be held accountable for my actions.” the redhead warned as she ran her hand up and down Tara’s bare arm.



Tara thought back to what she had said in their dream. She leaned down to whisper in the redhead’s ear. “Bring it on.” she growled and then nibbled the redhead’s earlobe.



Willow eyes went wide as she felt her lover slip a soft tongue in her ear. The redhead lost all self-control as she forcefully flipped Tara onto her back. Willow straddled Tara’s lower abdomen and stared down at the love of her life. “We’re going to get thru this.” she vowed, as she ran her hands up Tara’s sides, snaking them up over her breasts to cup Tara’s face in her hands.



They locked eyes momentarily. The look conveyed nothing but perfect love and perfect trust. Then Willow descended upon Tara's mouth.



There were no questions. No requests. The desire was pure. This is what Willow wanted. This is who she wanted, for the rest of her life. No matter what trials they would have to face, they would face them together and come out stronger in the end.



Their mouths pressed together hard at first, the need urgent and demanding. After the initial contact, their kisses grew slightly softer as their tongues began to duel. Reaching, probing, but most importantly remembering. This is what they were about. This was what made them special. Their love. And their love in physical form; nothing could ever compare to that.



Tara ran her hands up and down Willow’s thighs, marveling at the feel of the muscles underneath. Many thought Willow’s small frame meant she was fragile. Not hardly. She slipped her hands in the waistband of Willow’s pajamas and started methodically squeezing Willow’s firm ass.



Willow’s response was a deep sigh as she began grinding her hips against Tara. Willow was so involved with their make out session, that she didn’t want to interrupt it to discuss how far was too far. ‘Can I touch you? Please let me touch you.’ she begged with her mind. This mind reading thing was definitely turning out to be really useful.



Once again, Tara felt cheated, not being able to respond. The blonde closed her eyes and sighed. In between kisses, she managed to get the word “shirt” out.



Willow slid her hands down Tara’s body and slide her shirt up, revealing erect nipples that were begging to be sucked. Willow pressed hard into the firm mounds as she pinched the nipples in her fingers. ‘Can I taste them baby? ‘ she asked, unwilling to do anything without Tara’s permission.



Tara moaned as Willow continued her ministrations. “Yes.” she hissed as she lifted a knee, driving her thigh hard into Willow’s crotch.



Willow moaned from the feelings that she was giving as well as those she was receiving. Willow knew, that if she applied the right amount of pressure long enough to her breasts, she could make Tara orgasm, just as she knew Tara could do the same to Willow simply by grinding and playing with her ass.



Willow sucked hungrily on the hard nipples. Time was of the essence. Willow knew that they both needed a release, but not one as intimate as when they made love. Willow pinched and bit both Tara’s nipples at the same time.



Once Willow thought about it, she had determined how she had made Tara orgasm this morning. Tara had been hearing her thoughts as the redhead was working her charms. If it worked once, it could work again. ‘Will you come for me baby? Will you let me do that for you? I want to do that for you.’



Willow could feel her own muscles aching as Tara pressed harder into her center, desperately trying to make up for the fact that even though she wanted to be inside Willow, they would compensate until the time was right. And it wasn’t. Not just yet.



They continued on that way for several minutes until Willow felt her lover’s orgasm mounting. As the hacker felt the last thrust from her lover, she bit down hard on her nipple. ‘I’m yours.’ she thought as her own orgasm swept thru her body.



After the waves of passion pasted, Willow collapsed on top of Tara, both girls spent from their efforts. It wasn’t the most practical way of achieving their goal, but it served its purpose. Willow laid on top of Tara’s sweat soaked body, silently marveling at how well they knew each other.



“The things you do to me…” Willow began.



Tara kissed the redhead laying on her chest. “Are no more impressive than what you do to me.” she finished. “I love you Will.” she said, wrapping her arms around the redhead.



“I love you too baby.” lifted her head and giving her lover a soft kiss. Willow turned her head and rested back on Tara’s chest. Glancing at the clock, she noticed the time. “Almost 5. I wonder if anyone’s been home yet?” Willow wondered as she snuggled against Tara’s breast.



Tara smiled and started stroking Willow‘s hair. “Well, we’d have to get up to find out.” she commented.



Willow frowned at the idea. They were content and in bed together after…well, a lot of hard work. She wasn‘t going to let Tara go. Not yet. “No, I don’t want to move yet.” she said and hugged the blonde tight. “Tarapillow way too soft and comfy.” she said placing a soft kiss on Tara’s breast.



Tara smiled as she pushed Willow‘s hair behind her ear and ran a finger down her neck. “Well, Tarapillow is getting hungry.” she pouted.



Willow sighed. She knew they had been in bed for most of the day and should really be getting up and see what‘s happening in the real world. “Just a few more minutes?” she asked.



Tara placed another kiss on Willow‘s head. “For you? Anything.” she promised.



Willow smiled. “That‘s my girl.” she whispered.



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Hmmm, shopping trip is up next...Spike really doesn't want to do this...hope everyone enjoyed the goodness.



Edited to add - Flaming O...How appropriate.

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Love Will Find a Way

Edited by: jessan15  at: 4/28/02 9:00:39 pm

[tommo]

Yes. Lovely. I liked the urgency there, and the connection between them that both seem to want so much. Works for me.



Smut is often the natural progression of the story, and here it fits into the flow really well. If it works, it's in. That's my philosophy anyway. You were right to post this just like any other parts of the story. It's compelling enough to keep your readers interested. Thanks so much, jessan.

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No metaphors...just fucking.