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Re: Part 10

Postby Grimlock72 » Sat Jan 25, 2003 1:38 pm



Ah... my bad, I figured Jay as jumping between realities/dimensions. As such I thought this Jay being the same as the one Tara grew up with. If she isn't Tara should be even more carefull though :)



As for the prophecy and knowing more about; that all depends on who provides the info. Would be nice if Giles read about the prophecy in a book from the CoW. I don't particulairy trust either Lucas or Mr. Hahn as source of information at this time. (still reads like a somewhat engineered prophecy for which people were killed and corrupted and of which the final goal is unclear).



Even if I didn't hate/dislike Lucas all that much, his clan/team wont like him very much if they're told how Daphne was pretty much lead into hell by Lucas who then setup Jay to fight her. I don't like being manipulated and can't imagine anyone who does....



Ah well, at least we might get to see what Lucas' goal is.



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Re: Part 12

Postby justin » Sun Jan 26, 2003 4:42 pm

I have to admit to being in two minds regarding Lucas. Sometmes it seems that his actions are justified, others it seems that he has some less than scrupulous hidden agenda.



I do think that the prophecy is true and that it would have happened without Lucas's help, he's just making it come true quicker. Though it would be easier to believe this if it weren't for the fact that all the information about the prophecy sems to have come from Lucas.



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


justin
 


Part 13

Postby hermitstull » Wed Jan 29, 2003 2:43 am

Hello-

First a couple of replies



Grimmy: Hmm. Yes, it would be nice if there was some outside comfirmation about the prophecy. But remember, the Council didn't really value/believe the prophecy way back in the 1970's when Lucas came to them with it. They have a bias against the clans just like the clans do towards the Council. Not a lot of trust equals very little info swapping.



And Daphne was already headed for the other side of the tracks. Lucas just gave her the directions to the darker part of town.



justin: You've got it. Lucas is tinkering with the prophecy, making things happen faster than they should. And there is a reason sort of hinted at in Dru's ramblings at the start of Deep.



And if you're seeing Lucas as both sides of the coin, then what I'm writing is actually making sense! Thanks.





And a quick note:

Well it seems that I've hit a touch of real life mixed with a good helping of writer's block, so updates may be a little slow in coming over the next couple of weeks. I've got the story plotted out to the end, I've just got to get it typed. And I'm going to do my darndest to get this mega trilogy done.



With that said, here's a short update to take us into the morning of day five.





Deep: Part 13

Author's note: Catchin' up with the Sunnydale crew.





can't get the stink off

he's been hanging around for days.

comes like a comet

suckered you but not your friends.

one day he'll get to you

teach you how to be a holy cow.

don't get my sympathy

hanging out the 15th floor.

you've changed the locks 3 times

he still comes reeling through the door.

and soon he'll get to you

teach you how to get to purest hell.



from Just by Radiohead








Day Five: Morning

Sunnydale



“Why can we ever get something else that goes poof?” Buffy asked as she dragged another demon body towards the large grave in the basement. They had taken to disposing the bodies there when the gardens had become full. The attacks were coming more often and were more organized.



“Tell me about it,” Faith agreed, tossing her load in the pit.



“At least these aren’t as slimy as the last bunch,” Xander looked at the slayers.



“That’s a stain that will never come out,” Buffy said sadly, thinking of the sweater that she could never wear again.



“At least there’s only a couple more days to go, until,” Faith trailed off, watching as worry crossed Buffy and Xander’s faces.



“Hey,” Faith tried to make up for creating the bad vibe. “I’m sure that Red and Tara are fine. Hell, if they took Jay down, then some crusty old demon should be no sweat.”



“What do you mean, took Jay down?” Buffy asked pointedly.



Faith attempted to recover, sensing she had tripped into a minefield. “You know,” Faith played it cool. “The whole ‘test’ thing.”



Buffy and Xander exchanged looks.



“What test?” Buffy asked again, feeling her anger start to rise.



“Um,” Faith paused, surprised that Willow hadn’t told her best friends anything. “The test that everyone in the clans goes through. It’s like the big challenge before you can be sent out on a real mission.”



“Jay was involved in this?” Xander asked, looking from pissed off Buffy to nervous Faith. “And I’m guessing this test didn’t involve word problems.”



“No. It’s a physical test.”



“A fight.” Buffy shook her head. Stupid. Stupid. You saw they looked a little sore the night before we fought Daphne. And they acted weird around Jay for like a week after that.



Stupid, Buffy, stupid.



“Yeah,” Faith replied. “Look. I’m not trying to start anything here. I figured Red would have told you guys about it. Hell, it was weeks ago and we’ve trained with them ourselves B. What’s the big?”



“The big, Faith, is that,” Buffy stammered in rage. “The clans are just another word for the Council. With their tests and secret agendas and prophecies.”



“Whoa B,” Faith’s voice held a warning tone. “The clans are way better than the Council. Just because of one stupid test that, from what I’ve heard, Willow and Tara kicked ass on,”



“Does Lucas know?” Xander asked, his conversation with Ren screamed into his head.



“Yeah. He was there. Set the whole thing up. I think.”



“This is bad,” Xander said, beginning to pace. “Ren and I had a chat about Lucas a couple of nights ago. About how he came to the clans from the Council, and how some people still don’t like him because of it.” He looked at Faith. “Something made him want to leave the Council. Something so big that he turned his back on being the next Quentin Tavers.”



“The prophecy,” Buffy rasped.



“And I’d bet dollars to donuts he brought this prophecy with him to the clans.” Xander looked at his friend.



“He couldn’t have,” Faith protested. “This deal didn’t start with the Council. Iantha’s line had split from them eons before he got there.”



“So,” Buffy began to think. “What if Lucas found something in the records about all of this? Something about Iantha and her time in hell.”



“And that caused him to leave,” Xander added. “The Council wouldn’t help him so he left and went to the people that would.”



“The clans,” Buffy shook her head. Cut off one head and another grows in its place.



“Guys,” Faith put her hands on her hips. “So what? Lucas found about this apocalypse from the Council and went to the clans. The only ones, the way I see it, capable of handling the situation. Besides, it’s all good because, hello, we’re all white hats here.”



“There’s more,” Xander said. “Ren told me something about Will and Tara being part of some legend about the ‘fated ones’.”



“Why doesn’t that give me a warm fuzzy?” Buffy said sarcastically.



“They’re supposed to save the clans from self destruction. And the clans are headed down the path to chaos because of this Iantha thing. It’s got them all shook up.”



“It has for years,” Faith looked at Xander. “Lucas told me that for like ever the clans have been working on this prophecy thing. It’s like their holy grail or something. Mostly they’re pissed because someone who used to be in the Council found their prophecy girl when the clans had been searching for years without finding her.”



“We’re missing something,” Buffy looked at Faith and Xander. “This entire thing feels bad. Like something square forced in a round hole and it’s got my spidey senses tingling.”



“I think your both wiggin for no reason,” Faith tried to stay calm, but the same something was nagging at her brain too. “And now’s not the time to play house divided. Hello, demons by the dozen trying to get in and out of that little portal to hell upstairs, remember?”



“Faith’s right,” Buffy had to agree. The stakes were too high to make accusations without anything concrete. “This stuff says here, okay?”



Faith and Xander nodded.



“But we need to know, I need to know,” Buffy continued, “what’s going on. Anything you guys hear about Lucas’s past, or the clans. Especially if it involves Willow and Tara. I’m not going to sit by and let them get torn apart again.”



“With ya there Buffy,” Xander nodded.



“Okay,” Faith looked at the blonde slayer.



“Good,” Buffy looked at the pit full of demon corpses. “Let’s get this bunch covered up.”



Silently the trio worked on, thinking about what they had just talked about. Wondering what it meant for their futures, and more importantly, Tara and Willow’s.



Buffy paused, looking over her handiwork. Only two more days, sure, but stuff was getting harder. More and more things were coming at them as they began to drain. And she knew about constant strain, constant worry. Months of fighting with Glory had taught her that. And as harrowing an experience this week had proved, it couldn’t touch Buffy’s life two years ago.



She knew Xander was worried. He didn’t know she had seen him hovering around the monitors, pretending to watch the Chicago team with Ren but really watching the tiny blips of light that represented Willow and Tara. But Faith had been right, Buffy’d seen Jay in action many times in recent weeks, and if she’d been defeated by the Wiccas. Buffy smiled to herself, feeling sure that her friends were okay. That they’d return safe to Sunnydale.



Well, as safe as Sunnydale could ever be.





TBC...

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

hermitstull
 


Re: Part 12

Postby justin » Wed Jan 29, 2003 3:26 am

So the cat's out of the bag regarding the test. It seems that when things come to a head Lucas is going to have both an upset Willow and an angry slayer to deal with (I almsot feel sorry for Lucas, but not quite)



The way that Xander and Buffy reacted to the news came across as very convincing. Particularly the way Buffy blamed herself for not noticing soething was up.





I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


justin
 


Re: Part 13

Postby Grimlock72 » Wed Jan 29, 2003 4:29 pm

Aha... so all the OTHER clans have also been looking for a girl fitting that prophecy ? I.e. there are other sources for that prophecy besides Lucas ? Or did Lucas tell Faith that as well ?



I'm still not comfortable with the fact that so many people are in danger and doing dangerous things based on a story told be one person (Lucas). He's not speeding it up, he's forcing it to come true. After all, who knows what would have happened if Lucas had not taken it upon himself to rescue the entire world ?? Did the world really NEED rescue-ing ??? Thats what I wonder about.



As for seeing the two sides of Lucas; he has different sides for sure. Problem is I tend to focus on the side he wants to keep hidden. I'm sure he really believed at one time he had to do something with that prophecy of his, I'm just not sure if that is still the case.



*gasp* I actually agree with Buffy on some things, how amazing :) Yes the clans probably started as unorganized groups fighting evil, seperating themselves from the CoW. But at this moment in time there may be not so much difference between clans and CoW. Faith just stating that "The clans are way better than the Council." really doesn't change that. She forgot to say WHY you see.



Who/what exactly gives ANY group the right to *cough* 'test' *cough* people with fights like that ? You can't just claim that right and a tradition hardly makes it right. (I'm not a tradition person that much :) )



Buffy and Xander keeping the information about that fight to themselves, it's bound to work against them sooner or later. At the very least it will distract them at the worst possible time.



The good thing about Buffy and Xander knowing is that they can make sure Tara and Willow actually make it back without having a nasty 'accident'. Does Lucas have anything to do during this mission ?? Tara and Willow get someone from another dimension who will then take demitrius' place in as ruler of hell right ?



Kinda begs the question why that someone will be better than Demi as ruler of prime.He will be somewhat in debt to whoever setup that deal of course, take a wild guess who that is....hmmm.....



Good luck with Real Life btw. feel free to post updates as you finish them. We'll try to be patient with you, heh :)



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Part 14

Postby hermitstull » Sat Feb 01, 2003 10:28 pm

Wow, what a day.



It brings back to me that day seventeen years ago when I walked out of sevent grade band class and said to my friends, as we looked across the state of Florida to Cape Canaveral , "Hey, what's with the shuttle? Shouldn't that line of smoke go straight up and not just stop there."



Today, it was don't go outside, or keep and eye out for falling debris, call the Dallas police if you see anything.



Still just as sad, just as shocking, just as horrible.



My heart goes out to the families and friends of those who lost a love one today on Columbia.



And to the Kittens, I hope this update helps just a little to distract. I'll do replies in another post.



hermitstull





Deep: Part 14

Author's note: We come to a time in our lives when we realize that something changes. For most people, you don't spot it until ten years and fifty pounds later. Sometimes it sucker punches you so hard you can breathe.





From the coast of gold, across the seven seas

I'm traveling on, far and wide

But now it seems

I'm just a stranger to myself

And all the things I sometimes do

It isn't me but someone else...



Ain't it funny how it is

You never miss it till it's gone away

And my heart is lying there

And it will be till my dying day



from Wasted Years by Iron Maiden






Day Five: Noon

Prime



“How many is that?” Max asked, looking at the demon.



“One ninety-eight,” Billy Joe replied, kicking the carcass before him.



“Good God,” Max could hide the awe in his voice.



“Yep,” Billy Joe looked over at the shorter man. “ Almost two hundred kills so far. My goal is three twenty two,”



“The all time record for kills on a single mission,” Max nodded.



“Yep,” Billy Joe looked sighed. “If we make it back to tell anyone.”



Sounds of fighting pulled the two out of the moment and back into the fray. The team had reached the final checkpoint on the road to the stronghold. From there is was relatively smooth sailing until they reached the gates.



Billy Joe looked over at his friend, his sister, Jay. The final checkpoint was set up like an old fort, so that you had to pass through the heart of the complex to continue on the road. The rest of the team was taking out the garden-variety ghouls that lined the ramparts while Jay battled the inner guard, called down from the castle.



Another high guard, the fourth we’ve seen. And this is the one that Jay could never beat.



Jay was fighting a demon whose name was unpronounceable in any human language. The clans had nicknamed it the Grim Reaper, not original, yes, but apt considering that only a handful had ever been captured or killed in the millennia or so the clans had been in existence. But there were hundreds of names on the wall of honor at clan headquarters of those who had fallen to Reapers.



The Grim Reaper was actually three beings in one. Each just a shadowy black robed figure that stood about seven feet tall. It looked almost like a tall man, except for the three different heads that each of the three figures had. One human, one animal, one demon.



The three parts of the Grim Reaper would phase in and out of sight in a blink of an eye, only becoming solid for a second or two while it attacked. One touch from one of its two clans would bring an agonizing pain to where it made contact. Too many hits and you’d be paralyzed. Then it ate you alive.



Jay had to anticipate where an attack would come from, defend herself while at the same time trying to attack. Cut off all three heads and the beast would die, three parts and all. The trick was getting that shot in at the head without getting hit yourself.



Most of the ghouls had been taken care of, so it was back to watching Jay fight. Billy Joe was getting tired of this. He hated sitting by and watching, he wanted to do something.



“Jay told me that she actually had some of these things as friends while she was here,” Max said, surprising Billy Joe.



“No shit.”



“Yeah. She said it was okay for a demon. That they were actually pretty peaceful creatures, most of the time. She hid out with a group of them on the edge of the Nightwoods over there.” Max pointed west where in the distance the start of a forest could just barely be seen. “Jay said something like they owed the ruler of prime some sort of debt that they’d be paying off for one hundred generations. That’s why they’re in the high guard. Very loyal and honorable demons, or so I’ve been told.”



Yeah, Jay’d had a lot of time of make new friends during her ten years in hell. God, ten years. I want to kill her for not telling us, me, the truth. They I want to hug her and tell her how sorry I am for not finding her sooner. For letting her suffer here all those years, alone.



“You’re thinking about it, aren’t you,” Max looked at the frustration on Billy Joe’s face. “About her time here.”



“She should have told us, Max. Should have told us how long she was really here.”



“Yeah, she should,” Max agreed calmly, “but what’s done is done Billy Joe. I think she did it to spare us, spare you the guilt of thinking you should have done something more. But what could we have done?”



“Nothing,” Billy Joe replied sadly.



“Sad but true my friend. And you of all people should know,” Max studied the man next to him. “You spent a few years in a hell world yourself, as I recall. And I know you haven’t told us all about what happened in the Riddenower dimension.”



Billy Joe shuttered, thinking about the nearly three years he had spent there, not missing the bitter irony that he had walked the Lonesome Road himself countless times as a slave before the team was able to find and rescue him. And that place paled in comparison to here.



Billy Joe had guilt enough of his own about getting captured by those Hetra demons and sold into slavery, causing the team to lose focus on the world, and fail to see the rise of Glorificus.



And that hell god had almost cost him another childhood friend, another sister with a sweet smile and the prettiest blue eyes he had even seen. But Cleo had told him that Glory was the slayer’s fate, the slayer’s mission. They could have helped, sure, but what could they have really done.



As Mr. Hahn had told Billy Joe after he read the file on Buffy’s death, ‘the monks didn’t make the key in human form as a member of the clans, they sent it to the slayer. One of the possibilities the Council foresaw some thirty years ago.’



But everything happened for a reason, he supposed. Billy Joe firmly believed in fate, in destiny, and he knew his path had been laid before him long ago. It’s what kept him going, what allowed him to do some of the things he’d had to in order to protect the innocent.



“How can you ask us to do that?” Claude had said, looking over the file. “This isn’t some demon, this guy’s human.”



“And a very powerful warlock that could open the Osaka hell mouth,” Mr. Hahn had said, yet again.



“So you just expect us to kill him in cold blood,” Max was disgusted.



“Yes.”



“Why?” Claude stood angrily. “This isn’t what were supposed to do. We’re here to protect people.”



“Humans can be just as evil as any demon,” Jay said calmly. Billy Joe looked at his friend. “As cruel, as heartless, as power hungry, as insane as anything we’ve seen. Except humans are supposed to have some sort of moral center to tell them, hey, don’t do that, it’s wrong.”



Billy Joe’s mind flashed to the MaClay family and the bruises they’d all seen as kids on Mrs. MaClay, then later, Tara.



Jay picked up the folder from the conference table. “So this guy, Tenaka, sure he’s not a real demon. Not like the ones we see every day, no he’s worse. And if he opens the hell mouth millions will suffer, countless others will die. So let’s stop him, nip this in the bud. Save the sheep that didn’t know they were on the truck marked for slaughter.”



The group of teenagers looked at each other for a moment. If they did this, there was no going back.






And they hadn’t, and Jay’s reputation as a top assassin had been born. And Billy Joe felt in his bones that he’d done the right thing, that this was his destiny. To fight with these people, and to die with them if need be.



“Two down,” Max said, pointing at the Grim Reaper. It’s animal and demon head had been cut off. It was down to the human.



“Mr. Hahn would be proud.” Billy Joe replied sarcastically.



Jay had the one remaining part of the Grim Reaper cornered. It’s breathing was labored, its robe torn and matted with its own blood. Jay didn’t look much better, clutching her left side, barely holding on to a ghoul’s ax in her right. Her nylon beanie was covered in blood. Hers or the demon’s was hard to tell.



A series of clicks and grunts could be heard coming from Jay. Billy Joe guessed that Jay was speaking the Reaper’s language. The demon replied weakly, causing Jay to pause her approach.



Another conversation passed between the two combatants.



Billy Joe found Cleo’s eyes and both nodded, and the man hopping down from the ledges they were on and approached Jay. Cleo, Max and Claude remained where they were, taking the scene in from above.



“What is it?” Billy Joe asked, stepping up beside a motionless Jay.



“I,” Jay looked down. “I can’t.”



“What? Why?”



“Toby here is part of the family that saved me,” Jay explained. “Before. He helped me, sheltered me. I can’t kill him.”



“But he’s a high guard demon,” Billy Joe said.



“Not by choice,” Jay looked at her friend. “None of his people are. It was just his turn. His turn to fight.”



“But he tried to kill you,” Billy Joe pressed.



“And I him,” Jay sighed. “As we are bound by our fates to do. But sometimes BJ, fate isn’t enough. Destiny isn’t as good an excuse as it used to be.” She sighed. “God, I’m tired.”



Jay looked at the crumpled demon before them, and issued another series of clicks before turning around and walking away.



The demon called out with two clicks and vanished before Billy Joe’s eyes.



Claude nodded, thinking back to his conversation a few days ago with Jay. Knowing that this wasn’t a moment of insecurity. It was the clarity that comes at the end.



“Jay, are you okay?”



“Right as rain, brother.”



Billy Joe reached out and grabbed her good arm, stopping her.



“They why? What’s going on?”



“I just wanted,” she paused, “I wanted to prove that there’s still a little bit of me left in here.” Jay placed her hand on her chest. “For so long all I’ve felt is rage, pain, darkness. And all of prime’s ancient evil filling me up, blackening my soul. I want hope, BJ, hope that if I do fall that maybe there’ll be a little spark of me left. A little bit of goodness buried in the pit. That I can remember who I was before all of this shit got so deep.”



“Mercy.”



“And memory. Toby’s debt was satisfied. All I did was allow him to return home to say goodbye. A small kindness that we won’t be afforded.” Jay’s face filled with emotion, “God BJ, I’ve killed so many in my life, so many that needed to die. I don’t regret that, not at all. But I never let it change who I was, I never felt the darkness like I do now. Like I did the moment I landed in this place.”



“Fight it then. Don’t give up Jay.”



“I’m not. I’m just being realistic,” Jay sighed. “Whatever happens in there,” Jay looked over at the massive castle that was their goal. “Let it, okay? Don’t try to stop it.”



“Even if it kills who you are?”



“So it was written, so it be done,” Jay replied and turned away.



And for the first time in thirty four years, the first time he could remember, Billy Joe felt that maybe fate wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. That maybe the good and the bad weren’t so black and white. That sometimes, even the evil that demons do was nothing more than a day job to some of them.



And that maybe this was the one they wouldn’t come back from.





TBC

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

hermitstull
 


Replies to part 13

Postby hermitstull » Sat Feb 01, 2003 10:46 pm

Just a couple of replies I wanted to do seperately from my latest update.



justin: Oh yes, the cat is definately out of the bag now, and the Scoobies are not happy about how things were handled.



And thank you. I try to give Buffy and Xander the life the depth the used to have/should have. I've always thought they are really true friends to each other.





Grimmy: Yes, the prophecy is part of clan lore, and others have been working on it for quite some time. I know that I haven't shown very much of the other parts of the clans, but I will, I promise. They just don't play a very big part in Deep, but we will see just a little of the Assembly of Elders during day seven.



And Buffy is right, the clans are moving to become a Council clone. Just like anything, you can never see it when your knee deep in it, so it's gonna take a little outside help to get the clans to change their ways and see what they've become.



The test issue with the Scoobies with regards to Willow and Tara is more of the 'why didn't you tell me' kind of thing. For the Scoobies and the clans, it's more of a 'I took your word on things, now I'm not so sure' kind of a thing. Buffy, Xander, and Faith will pull through when they're needed most.



And as for who owes who what, it's not going to play out in an expected way. (At least I hope it won't be expected.)

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

hermitstull
 


Re: Part 14

Postby Grimlock72 » Sun Feb 02, 2003 2:47 pm

Okaaay... and yet another lonely guard causes Jay trouble. Eventually they'll attack with more then one guard I'm sure. Jay and friends will be in trouble then.



I liked the idea of Jay showing the guard mercy, even though I'm still slightly pissed at her. The flashback to the young team going to kill human Tanaka because mr. Hahn said so, hmm... that comes fairly close to real life. Pre-emptive strike eh ? Whatever did mr. Hahn do to have those teenagers do anything he says ?



As for who owes what; obviously Willow owes the person who brought Tara from another dimension sorta back to her, wasn't that Billy Joe by the way ? Got to read the first chapters again I think. Either way, we don't know what the final plan or result is of this mission (I still convinced we don't know the full plan yet) so it's hard to tell who owes what.



For Willow and Tara's own wellfare I would suggest staying far away from the chicago team and their evil rituals. Definitly would like more opinions from other clans about that team, since it seems the chicago team is hardly representative of the 'clans'.



Now we could start a debate on who decides whats evil and therefore should be killed. Are humans entering a hell dimension good or evil ? I would imagine the demons see the as trespassers, hardly suprising they're attacked.



I still don't see Demi as an active threat. Was there any real threat before Lucas started meddling with that prophecy at all ? If you kick a demon it's likely to kick that's not very surprising :) So don't kick the demon, duh!



At least this story makes me think a lot, I suppose thats good :D



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

Grimlock72
 


Re: Replies to part 13

Postby maudmac » Sun Feb 02, 2003 9:54 pm

You're so right, Grimmy. It's thought-provoking stuff, to be sure.



Which is one of the things I most appreciate about your writing, hermitstull; it isn't just entertaining, it makes the wheels spin, too. I'm constantly asking myself what I would do in your characters' shoes. No easy answers there, for me. And that's damn fine writing.



Jay's encounter with Toby broke my heart. And it definitely, once again, raises the issue of the subjectivity of evil and good. It reminds of the fable about the lion and the hare. If the lion catches the hare, it's good for the lion, bad for the hare. If the hare gets away, good for the hare, but bad for the lion. Very simplistic, but the essence of how the outcome of a single event can have profoundly different ramifications, depending on the perspective.



Much to chew on, hermitstull, as always. ;)



Hope RL isn't treating you too badly.


We are words not quickly spoken, we're the deeper side of try
We are dreamers in the making, we are not afraid of why
--Ferron

maudmac
 


Part 14 Replies

Postby hermitstull » Tue Feb 04, 2003 11:32 pm

Hello-

A couple of replies. Hopefully a Willow and Tara update Sunday or Monday.



Grimmy: As always, lots of great thoughts. First, the guards. Well, I wrote the first fight not thinking that it really was too tough for Jay, but this one was most definately. Partially because of the nature of the beast, but also because of Jay's own inner struggle. (And we'll see just what's up with Jay's head during day six, which may help explain this a little.)



Second, the first human mission. Part of what the clans do, and what seperates them from the Council, is that they have no qualms about taking out evil humans. Bob, the zombie master from Hell Bent is another example of someone they go after. He was quite evil, and quite human. Tenaka was just the first of many that the Chicago team dealt with over the years.



Third, debt and rituals. It hasn't been made clear yet who exactly came up with the plan to find Tara. In the early parts of Do Your Best, Willow learned about the plan the clans came up with and that Jay was against it. The Chicago team was involved, but not directly. And you're right, the Chicago team isn't exactly like the rest of the clans' teams, but their ways are based in time honored clan tradition.



And finally, a big part of Deep is the nature of evil, so I'm glad that the characters have got you thinking about who's really good or bad. And Demy is bad, but he's not the biggest bad in the story (in my opinion.) We meet it on day seven. (it's not Jay)



And no, it's not Lucas either. :)



maudmac: Thank you so much. I'm glad that the ending scene with Toby, Jay, and Billy Joe touched you. It's big for Billy Joe because he's finally seeing things for the first time, so to speak. It's something that Jay realized long ago--that not everything is totally black and white in the world of fighting demons--and that she's being forced to put aside her objectivity as hell takes her over.



Perspective has a lot to do with it, and I'm glad that the story has made you ponder about the nature of evil.



"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

Edited by: hermitstull at: 2/4/03 9:35:00 pm
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Part 15a

Postby hermitstull » Sun Feb 09, 2003 8:30 pm

Hello again-

A partial update today, more to come later in the week.













Deep:Part 15a

Author's note: Tara and Willow come face to face with the past and the future all in one. Meet the Master.





Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal

But you can fake it for just one more show

And what do you want?- I wanna change

And what have you got when you feel the same?



Even though I know I suppose I'll show

All my cool and cold-like old job



Despite all the rage You're still just a rat in the cage

Someone will say what's lost can never be saved

Despite all the rage You're still just a rat in the cage



from Bullet with Butterfly Wings by Smashing Pumpkins








Day Five: Night

Demon Reality



“Are you daft! How can you say that David Hasselhoff made a better Luke Skywalker than Mark Hamill?” The vampire who vaguely looked like Spike said to the other as Willow and Tara walked by.



“I don’t know, he just does,” the other shorter vampire whined in reply. “He’s got that sexy, I look good in leather thing about him.”



“You just like him because he’s from your reality,” the other vampire replied, taking a drag from his cigarette.



“Do not,” the other replied as the pair rounded the corner.



Willow and Tara exchanged looks, then looked up at the Agent.



“Sorry,” Agent replied. “Sometimes we get a few from other realities. They accidentally open a portal, piss off the wrong person, that sort of thing.”



“I’m still thinking about how messed up is a world that has David Hasselhoff as a huge cultural icon,” Tara said.



“Tell me about it,” Agent mumbled. “Well, here we are,” he added loudly.



The trio finally entered the main courtyard of the master’s castle. It was smaller than it looked from the long, winding mountain road they had taken to get here. But it still reeked of dark power.



“This stone is ancient,” Agent said as they crossed the large space. “Brought over from the master’s homeland brick by brink nearly two hundred years ago.” He sighed happily. “That was quite a trip.”



Tara and Willow walked along in silence, examining the world around them. The castle did look like something straight out of medieval times, complete with a moat and draw bridge that the convoy had passed over thirty minutes ago. From there, the girls had traveled on foot through a series of semi-hidden caves and passageways that had been cut into the rock. All along the way had been signs of demon or vampire activity.



The Agent led them from the courtyard into a good-sized antechamber just inside two massive oak doors. Several different hallways seemed to sprout from this room, all leading in different directions. Another set of large oaken doors were directly in front of the trio.



“Well, here it is,” Agent seemed like a little kid on Christmas morning, about to open his first present. “The great hall.”



He stepped over and pushed both doors open at once.



“Oh my,” Tara said softly.



“It’s as big as the gym was in high school,” Willow observed.



“Along here are the names of the fallen,” Agent paused at an ornately carved freestanding wall next to the doors. “Those who have given their lives for the master. It is custom for my people to stop and reflect for a moment on those who made all of this possible.”



Willow and Tara watched as the Agent bowed his head in front of the countless names carved into the stone wall.



Curious, Willow leaned in to get a better look at the names, looking for something she might recognize. “Why was this one crossed off,” Willow said, pointing at a smoothed out spot in the middle of several other names.



“We do not speak of that one,” Agent’s voice was cold. “The betrayer, the one who was turned from our kind. Fought against us long ago in the first human uprising.”



“Angel,” Willow said.



“Angelus,” Agent spat and moved on.



“Remind me about him again” Tara whispered to Willow.



“A vampire with a soul,” Willow explained. “He was cursed by Miss Calendar’s family like a hundred years ago. He went out with Buffy for a while. You didn’t meet him in your Sunnydale?”



“Nope,” Tara replied. “I did read about an Angelus in the Watcher Diaries though. Not a very nice fellow.”



“Oh no.”



The girls continued further into the massive hall. Splitting the center was a huge banquet table that looked like it could seat fifty people or more. At the head of the table was a raised platform where a thrown sat.



“Come,” Agent walked past the thrown to a small door off to the left side and behind the massive chair. “The master awaits in his study room.”



Agent pushed oven the door, revealing a smaller, more intimate room. Books lined two of the walls floor to ceiling. Directly opposite the door was a large window that held what would be a spectacular view of the countryside if day ever dawned. A large desk sat in front of the bookcase on the left. Two plush leather chairs sat in front of the right, one with it’s back to the door.



“Master,” Agent said softly, standing up strait. “May I present you with Willow and Tara.”



“Thank you my loyal Agent, that will be all.” A smooth, lightly accented baritone said from the chair.



Agent nodded at Tara and Willow and quickly left the room.



“Come in,” the voice said. “Have a seat.”



The Master, or Bracus, stood slowly and stretched like a cat. Setting the book he had been reading down on the shelf, he turned the chair so that it matched its partner by facing the desk.



“Please,” he motioned to the chairs again as his powerful form seemed to float across the room.



Tara and Willow slowly moved to the chairs and sat.



“So,” he said. “Here we are,” he smiled to himself, revealing perfectly white teeth that contrasted his olive skin drastically. “You trip was uneventful? Other than that one incident at the hotel.”



The girls nodded.



“Good,” he nodded, causing his jet-black hair to obscure his dark eyes. He brushed the unruly locks back with his hand. He looked over at his guests, studying them for a moment.



“I thought you’d be taller,” he said suddenly, chuckling slightly at his own joke. “Sorry,” he waved his hand in apology. “After so many years, one builds up expectations of those who will help to bestow godhood on you.” He sighed, “But it takes all kinds, doesn’t it.”



He looked over at Willow and Tara and waited. His ancient eyes studying the youngsters before him. “Not quite what you expected is it? Or is it too much like what you thought it would be?” he asked.



“Both,” Willow finally said.



“It’s just that,” Tara looked at Willow for reassurance.



“I look so much like you friend?” he asked.



“Yes, and no.” Tara looked closely at the vampire before her. “I sense her, yes, or what could be her, but not her. And as for looks, well, maybe a cousin?”



“Cousin, hmm,” he mulled that thought over. “Perhaps.”



“How is it that you know,” Willow asked. “About her. About Jay and all of this?”



“You don’t know?” he was surprised.



Willow and Tara shook their heads no.



“Well it’s quite an interesting and long tale. Are you sure you want to hear it after such a lengthy journey?”



“Yes, we’d like to very much,” Tara replied.



“Where to start,” he paused, thinking. “My first contact with your people, the clans, as you like to call yourselves was hundreds of years ago. Funny, I’m not exactly sure. Old age I guess.” He smiled. “At first, they were merely wanders, fumbling through this reality and others trying to learn about the demons they fought in their own world. Trying to gain an edge of some sort, I suppose. After some time, I began to recognize these clans people and we became allies of sorts. They needed information that I possessed, I needed information they possessed.”



“What sort of information,” Willow asked.



“All kinds. Some magical, some mystical, some technological, some cultural. And yes, some of the information they gave me allowed me to take over this reality. Isn’t that really what you want to know?” his sharp eyes met Willow’s surprised ones.



“Um,” Willow fumbled for a response.



“It’s okay.” He gave the red head a tight smile. “Don’t be afraid to ask, Willow. I have few secrets and have no need to lie. Honesty is still the best policy. Even a world filled with horrors such as this one. But I digress. So after many years I took control of this world and have almost wiped out the plague of man that has stood in the way of beautiful darkness. I was content, for the most part, with what my people and I had won. Happy with the world we had made after so many millennia. Then, about thirty years ago, two of your people paid me a visit.”



“Who?” Tara asked.



“Lucas Patee and a Jack Reed. You work with Lucas don’t you?”



“Yes, but he never told us this story,” Willow covered.



“Not surprising,” he said almost to himself. “It started as many of my encounters with the clans do, nothing really special. But then, the other one, Jack, seemed to recognize me from somewhere. I shrugged it off, since he didn’t look familiar to me in the least. Then they left.”



“Would you like anything?” he asked suddenly. “Where have my manners gone. A drink, a snack perhaps. I’ve had human food specially gathered and prepared for you both.”



“I’m fine, thanks,” Tara said.



“Good here,” Willow added.



“Just let me know, okay?” he waited until both girls nodded. “Several more years pass, and I had nearly forgotten the incident. Then, Lucas returned for another visit. On this trip he brought a small group of men and women with him. Representatives from the Assembly of something or the other. These people tell me that I'm in line for the thrown of prime. Needless to say I’m shocked. I know Demetrious, I tell them, and he seems in good health to me. So, this little group explained the prophecy to me. Then Lucas added that he’s discovered that in his reality, I’m some sort of ancestor of their prophecy girl, Jamison. And not just any descendent.”



“You’re her,” Tara finished, taking the wind out of his sails.



“Yes,” he gave Tara an odd look. “You know this part?”



“Very well,” Tara replied sadly.



“And this Jamison is very valuable to them. They don’t want to lose her. So they come up with a plan to switch us at the last moment.”



“But how?” Willow asked. “Doesn’t Jay have to die in order for you to take her place?”



“That is one possibility.” He replied. “I can’t tell you all of the options that were laid out to me. Demetrious is very powerful and will rip any information I give you beyond what I’ve said out of your mind, jeopardizing the whole thing.”



“Oh,” Willow replied.



“I’m sorry. Lucas told me that you two were friends with Jamison, and that you’d both be involved in the power transfer. Lucas and his people spent days laying mental barriers in my mind and it wasn’t a very pleasant experience.”



He shuttered. “I gave my word of honor that I would try not to kill Jamison unless it was the only way to for me to ascend to godhood. The cycle must end, Lucas told me, many, many times.”



“And what about after?” Tara asked. “What about this reality?”



“I’ll merge it with prime,” he replied matter of factly. “Not all the way, of course, but partially. My people will have full access to all of the pleasures that hell can offer. And the human resistance will be wiped out once and for all.”



“You know,” Willow said, yawning, “I’m feeling a little tired.” She looked at Tara.



“Yes, me too,” Tara agreed quickly. “All that travel.”



“Of course,” he stood as they stood. “I will have one of my people show you to your room. Will I see you tonight at supper?”



“Sure,” Tara replied, taking Willow’s hand.



He opened the door for them. The Agent stood at attention, waiting to show them to their room.



“Rest well ladies,” he called as he shut the door.



“Your meeting went well?” Agent asked as they left the great hall and headed down one of the many hallways that sprang from the foyer.



“Yeah, actually,” Willow replied. “He’s not bad for an evil overlord.”



Agent gave her a sharp look, but let the comment pass. He silently led them up a winding corridor to a long hallway.



“This is your room,” he stooped in front of the third door on the right. “I am across the hall with Darla. If you need anything, just call.”



“Thanks,” Tara replied, giving the Agent a small smile.



Willow pushed open the door to reveal a large room, dominated by a massive bed in the center. On either side behind the bed were narrow windows that stretched from floor to ceiling. A door which lead to the bathroom was on the left.



“In here,” Agent opened a door just off to the right of the room’s entrance. “Are changes of clothes if you so wish.” He looked at the girls, still dressed in the same body armor and gear they had been wearing for the last five days. “I’m guessing that you might want to get out of that and into something more comfortable.” He gave them a wink.



“Dinner is starts at eight.” Agent closed the closet door. “It’s a lengthy affair, so don’t feel that you have to be prompt.”



“Thanks,” Willow called as Agent shut the door to their room.



“This is nice,” Willow said, plopping down on the bed. “Much better than sleeping in the car.”



Tara shimmered out of her fighting gear. “Oh yeah,” she joined her loved on the bed.



Willow shimmered out of her gear as well, leaving them both in the street clothes they picked out just before heading to Angel’s mansion in Sunnydale.



“So what do you think of the ‘master’?” Willow imitated Agent’s tone when she said the name.



“Deceptive,” Tara replied. “Powerful, smooth, charming, and deceptive.”



“Do you think he’s lying about Lucas?”



“No I don’t,” Tara replied, leaning back. “We need to be careful around him.”



“Oh yeah,” Willow joined Tara in her reclined position. “Xander’d be his butt monkey in no time.”



Tara chuckled. “I am feeling a little tired Will. Do you mind if we sleep a little before dinner?”



“With the most beautiful girl in the world?” Willow gave Tara a huge grin. “How can I refuse?”



TBC

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Part 14 Replies

Postby justin » Mon Feb 10, 2003 10:57 am

Great update :clap



Hmm, so David Hasslehoff is a cultural icon in this reality :shock Though he's very popular in Germany, especially his singing



The Master didn't strike me as being particularly trustworthy, he was just too polite. though that's better than these villians who are like "look at me, I'm evilly evil :devilish "



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


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Part 14 Replies

Postby hermitstull » Tue Feb 11, 2003 2:00 am

howdy justin-



Thanks. Oh yes, David H. is quite scary. Why the Germans love him so much, I'll never know.



And the Master, he's a tricky one. He is very curtious and can treat his people very well (alla the Mayor) but he is quite evil and nasty.



hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Part 14 Replies

Postby Grimlock72 » Sat Feb 15, 2003 1:22 pm

This Master indeed reminded me of the mayor. He's very matter-of-fact like, if you won't bother him he likely wont bother you much either. Not the insane type of loudly evil villains :)



and yet again most of the information the Master has comes from Lucas. Even the things he tells Willow and Tara which Lucas didn't tell them.



I thought this quote interesting but don't quite follow it:
Quote:
The cycle must end, Lucas told me, many, many times


What attracted my attention was of course "Lucas told me" :) Then I came to wonder what cycle is he talking about ? Why must it end ? Why would Bracus/Master instead of Demi as ruler of prime be better ??



Maybe I really should re-read the entire story, trouble is I don't the time for that :( Only manage to read pens during weekends on sometimes very shortly during the week. Having to actually *work* for money sucks at times, heh :)



This is an intricate story for sure, I'll start taking notes :D



Grimmy

"You hurt Tara," Willow said too calmly. "The last one who tried that was a god. I made her regret it." -- Unexpected Consequences by Lisa of Nine

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Good Lord! How long has it been...

Postby hermitstull » Thu Mar 06, 2003 1:02 am

Hello all:

First of all, I wanted to say that yes, I will be finishing the Do Your Best saga, hopefully within the next couple of months. Real ilfe has been a huge, nerve racking distraction and has kept me away from the Kitten far too much as of late. So yes, for those wonderful readers, thank you and keep an eye out for updates.



And, a long overdue reply--



GRIMMY: Sorry for the untimely response.



Crazy villians can be a lot of fun, yes, but the Master and my bad guys are a little more cool than that. (At least I hope.) His days of needing to demonstrate his powers are long behind him in his reality.



And yes, some of his info did come from Lucas, but not all. There'll be a little more info on where Lucas got his info and how the Master got his. And don't forget, when the Master found out about the prophecy, he wasn't just visited by Lucas.



And the cycle that Lucas is refering to is the prophecy itself. Again, more to come and thanks for the always awesome feedback.





hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

Edited by: hermitstull at: 3/5/03 11:04:10 pm
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Re: Part 14 Replies

Postby maudmac » Thu Mar 06, 2003 3:06 am

Hey, hermitstull, it's good to hear from you. I hope things get better for you and real life gives you a break. Take care of yourself. We'll wait as long as you need us to.


We are words not quickly spoken, we're the deeper side of try
We are dreamers in the making, we are not afraid of why
--Ferron

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Part 15

Postby hermitstull » Fri Apr 04, 2003 2:04 am

Hello all-

Here I am, back (sort of) from real life hell and other things to offer up an update. A full update that starts of Day six of seven of the Do Your Best and Don't Worry: Deep saga. I don't know exactly when the next post will be, but I promise that there will be one, and another, and so on until this story is finished.



Thanks to everyone who has read or is reading this tale. All feedback is greatly appreciated.



And without a further ado, I give you the long awaited...





Part 15



How can you see into my eyes, like open doors

Leading you down into my core, where I’ve become so numb

Without a soul, the spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find me there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(Can’t wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

Bring my blood to run

(Can’t wake up)

Before I come undone

(Save me)

Save me from the nothing I’ve become





From Bring Me to Life by Evanescence










Day 6

Morning



It was one of the two best times of the year, the time just before the summer or fall season hit their full power. The days were warm and the nights were cool. Never too much in either direction, but oh so comfortable and enjoyable.



After a long, cold winter, the spring season was welcome in Chicago. As the days grew longer, and the temps higher, so did the strength of Kim and Jay’s devotion to each other. A little past a full year, the couple was enjoying one of those in between nights, sitting on the back deck of Kim’s house.



“Are you comfortable?” Kim asked, leaning forward and wrapping her arms around Jay’s chest.



“Oh yes,” Jay purred as she leaned back into the warmth of her lover’s body. She sat one step below Kim, snug between the blonde’s long legs.



“More so than I thought I’d ever be,” Jay added quietly.



“You deserve this,” Kim reached over and grabbed her beer. “Don’t super heroes get a chance to smell the roses every now and then?”



“No, not really.” Jay replied.



“Well, that just sucks,” Kim took a sip from her McEwan’s Scotch Ale.



“That’s life, my life. Keeping the world safe tends to be a full time job.” Jay took the bottle from Kim and drank.



“So when can I share that life,” Kim asked.



“I thought we already were,” Jay replied, knowing where this was headed.



“I mean fully,” Kim took the beer back from Jay and finished it. “Jay, I’m not talking about walking down the aisle or anything. I just want to see you everyday that’s all.”



“But we do see each other,” Jay protested.



“I’m ready to live together,” Kim leaned back for a moment, releasing Jay. “I know we’ve talked about it before,” she trailed off.



“Honey, I know,” Jay turned around fully and looked at pouting Kim. “And I love you, God it makes me go insane sometimes with how bad I want you, but I,” Jay paused, “I just can’t. Not yet.”



“The job,” Kim supplied.



“Partially, yeah,” Jay reached over and took Kim’s hands. She pulled the woman back up, and turning, wrapped her arms around her torso, “I can’t keep you safe. And I need to know that you’ll be safe before we do anything that big.”



“What did you want to be when you grew up?” Kim asked, surprising the other woman.



“What do you mean?” Jay turned her head slightly to look at Kim.



“You know,” Kim smiled. “If you could chose, what would you be?”



“I,” Jay paused. “You know, I never really thought about it much. I’ve always known what I’d do. The Reed line has a strong tradition within the clans. Most of its members are famous fighters, heroes,whatever. Both of my brothers gave their lives for it. I’ll do the same if I have to.”



Kim squeezed Jay a little tighter. “I just found you, Jay. I hope it never comes to that.”



“Believe me, it’s not top on my ‘to do’ list,” Jay kissed Kim’s forearm. “But it’s part of my reality. One of many possible fates that I may have.”



The pair sat in silence for a time, listening to the sounds of the city’s nightlife. Enjoying the peace that comes with being together.



“Did you always want to be a doctor?” Jay asked as she reached for another bottle out of the small cooler next to them on the steps.



“To be honest, I sort of fell into it,” Kim admitted. “But I’m not sorry about the choices that I’ve made. I love helping people, helping them to find ways to make their lives better. To find happiness.” Kim paused, “But it’s a job, not a lifestyle. Well, I guess it is sort of a lifestyle, but not…”



“Not as extreme as mine,” Jay finished. “It’s okay. I’m just glad you didn’t have me committed when you found out what I really did.”



“Well,” Kim chuckled. “It’s not everyday you find out your girlfriend makes her living by traveling to other dimensions and fighting monsters. I can’t believe Abby has kept your secret so well for so long.”



“She’s a trooper,” Jay smiled, thinking of her short, brunette friend. “But I think she feels indebted to me. You know, the whole ‘Jay saved my life’ thing has a lot of pull.”



“Does it,” Kim arched an eyebrow and leaned in for a kiss. It was brief, but delicious for both women.



“And I hope that it’s something you’ll never have to see, never have to find out about first hand,” Jay continued after the kiss ended. “What I do, what I’ve done, Kim, it’s not pretty. It’s not stuff that I’ve always agreed with, or been proud of, but it’s been necessary. Essential for the world to survive. If I didn’t think it was, I wouldn’t have done it.”



“I know sweetie,” Kim rested her head on Jay’s shoulder. “I know.”



“Sometimes I think there are two versions of me. One, the loveable one before you. The other, the darker one that I go to when I go on missions. That one, Kim, it really scares me sometimes. I think, ‘how can I do that’ but then I think about what would happen if I didn’t.” Jay paused, at a loss for words.



“Jay,” Kim turned and whispered into her ear. “I love you. I love what I know, and I’ll still love you once you’re ready to tell me more. You won’t scare me away.”



“And I love you,” Jay turned and looked at Kim, their lips a hair’s breath apart. “More that I thought possible. More than I thought I was capable of.”



Kim beamed and leaned in for a kiss. As the pair began to make out, faint strains of music could be heard coming from the street. It was something old, something swing. Soon the music increased in volume. In her passionate haze, Jay was able to make out that it was “That Old Black Magic” done by one of her favorites, Frank Sinatra.



Jay pulled back, “Do you hear that?” She asked, looking at Kim.



“Hmm,” Kim was focused on Jay’s neck.



“Ugh,” Jay groaned as Kim began to kiss and nibble on her throat. “Kim, sweetie, do you hear that music?”



“Damn,” a male voice said from behind them on the porch. “And I thought Skin-a-max only showed the soft core stuff after midnight.”



Jay was up in a flash in a defensive stance in front of Kim.



“Now, now, dear Jamison, is that any way to treat an old friend,” Demetrious grinned, his eyes dancing.



“What in the hell do you want?” Jay asked.



“Why, Jay, just here to see how things are going, you know, before the last hurrah,” Demetrious casually leaned on the porch rail. “I see you and the good doctor are doing well.”



“And why wouldn’t we be,” Kim asked from behind Jay. “Things haven’t changed between us, despite what you’ve tried to do.”



“Oh no, my dear Dr. Legaspi, not what I’ve tried to do. Never what I’ve tried to do,” Demetrious shook his head. “Tale as old as time, it’s just that this time someone was around to get it on vinyl.”



“Shut up and get out of here,” Jay let a little of her dark side through. “Or I’ll..”



“Ooo, calm down lover, don’t let the cat out of the bag too soon,” Demetrious pushed himself off the rail and stood before Jay. “Don’t tell me that you think that the god I deposed was the real thing. The original model. Well, guess what, he, she, whatever it was before, wasn’t. It’s all just one big cycle, one big game that the powers that be like to play. They just got tired of sifting through the demon riff raff and went for something fresh and new.”



“Oh, so you’re telling me that it wasn’t an accident that you and your mom got sucked into hell,” Jay scoffed.



“Nope.” Demetrious smiled. “Time’s funny that way. Never lets you know when its gonna smack you upside the head until, boom,” Demetrious snapped his fingers. Suddenly they were seated at a table at Max’s jazz club, The Spot, circa 1925. It was the height of the Jazz Age and the joint was jumping.



“See,” Demetrious smiled, “time’s just another plaything for the powerful.”



Jay took a moment to survey the surroundings. Surprisingly, things didn’t look much different that the did at the 2002 Spot.



“Oh look,” Kim said, pointing at the stage, “there’s the rest of the team.”



On stage was the rest of the Chicago team, playing an up tempo version of St. Louis Blues.



“What sort of crap is this Demi,” Jay began to stand, but Kim’s hand on her knee stilled her.



“Look at them Jay,” Kim said turning from the stage and looking at her love. “They’re committed, they’re sure of who they are and what they’re doing. And they love it.”



“She’s right Jay,” Demi added, nodding at the stage.



“What,” Jay looked at the pair.



“Why do you make yourself crazy,” Demetrious asked. “Am I bad, am I good? Time’s long past, my friend. You need to decide. When I faced my predecessor, I was totally dedicated to victory.”



“And look at you,” Jay’s tone was sarcastic, “the very picture of evil hell god. How I envy you.”



“You should,” Demetrious chided. “If you want to win, you need come off the fence Jay and decide. Get all you little mental ducks in a row. If you think what I did with Daphne was bad,” Demetrious laughed. “God, you’re in trouble.”



“Look at them,” Kim said again. The team finished the blues, and had started up a rip-roaring version of “That Old Black Magic”. “They want to know, Jay, where you stand. They need you. I need you.” Kim took Jay’s hand.



“But I’m scared,” Jay’s voice was small.



“Know this,” Kim’s voice was soft, but firm, “I will always love you Jay. Just like I have before, like I will again. I will be there. Always.” Kim looked at the stage. “Go on, join them.”



Jay kissed Kim hard and fast and stood. Ignoring the smirking Demetrious she made her way through the crowded club to the stage.







“Jay.”



“Jay!”



“Wha…” Jay woke with a start. She looked up at Billy Joe.



“Jay, it’s time to start the final move to the stronghold.”



“Oh,” Jay stood and brushed herself off. She looked out over the top of the checkpoint’s wall at the massive castle that lay less than two miles away. The redness of the atmosphere made the walls look like they were breathing.



“Let’s go,” Jay said, standing quickly. Billy Joe silently followed.





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Kim woke with a start and looked the red numbers on the alarm clock next to the bed.



“Three thirty,” she mumbled, “shit.”



Her shift at the hospital didn’t start for another five hours, so she tried to go back to sleep. It had been a difficult week, leaving Jay and California for the normalcy of Chicago and work. But it was the only way she would keep from going insane with worry. Of course, that didn’t take her mind off of her trip that night back to Sunnydale and the hellmouth. Back to where Jay would be returning, hopefully, sometime the next day. Day seven of the mission.



After fluffing up her pillows, Kim drifted back off into slumber, lightly humming one of her favorites, “That Old Black Magic.”





TBC...

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Replies

Postby Grimlock72 » Sat Apr 05, 2003 6:14 am



Goody, no Lucas in this update :)



For some reason I didn't like the way Jay described her job; mostly the part about where she did do stuff she didn't like or wanted to do but thought it was "nessecary". I find that way of reasoning rather dangerous (esp. since it depends on information which in this fic is provided mostly by one source).



Demi soooo doesn't impress me here, doesn't come across as a very dangerous demon really. He's right in that Jay sooner or later will have to choose how she wants to fight this war, true enough. I believe she has more then those two choices though, either way she has to choose something. Hmm... come to think of it, assuming only those two outcomes ('Jay Evil' or 'Friend Dead' pretty much sums it up) makes it impossible for Jay to choose since she wants neither option to happen.



Still, if Demi can move them around so easily... why hasn't he moved Jay to say 3miles below sea-level in the Atlantic Ocean for example ? Way more effective : -->>:



Hopefully Real Life will ease up on you a bit. Take care! :wave



Grimmy

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She(Tara) knew that she was Willow too. If she knew that then why hadn't Willow herself? That wasn't fair. She was Willow. she should have known that first. -- Willow in _Sidestep Chronicle_ (part 80)

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Re: Part 15

Postby maudmac » Sun Apr 06, 2003 1:45 pm

Hey, hermitstull, thanks for the update. I like the way you juxtapose Jay's dream of joining the rest of the team on stage with the reality of her joining them as they come to the castle. And what's with Kim dreaming it, too? Interesting.



Or...was it even a dream?



I hope real life will give you a break, hermitstull. Thanks for keeping up with this story. I'll sure be reading, no matter how long it takes.


i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

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Feedback to feedback

Postby hermitstull » Mon Apr 07, 2003 4:52 pm

Hey there-

Good to see that some of my regular readers are still keeping up with Do Your Best. Thanks!





Grimmy: Thanks. Well, how Jay sees her job is almost how she sees her life. For her, there haven't been many options, starting with did she want to be a demon fighter or not. And she's talking more in general terms of all of the things she's had to do, not just what Lucas or Mr. Hahn have told her. For her final choice for a plan of action, it's more of picking between the lesser of two evils or what's best for the greater good.



As for Demi, in this he's more of another aspect, or voice, of what's going on in Jay's mind. Is it really him? Hmm. But I wanted for him to show that everthing isn't always as it seems and that even he didn't start out being evil. But he did decide to go that direction when the time came.



Maudmac: Thanks. Yes, it was most definately a dream. I wanted to give a glipse into Jay's head without going "and then Jay thought". We'll see a little more as we get closer to the end.



And Kim, hmm. Remember that Jay feels a deep connection to Kim and that the good doctor has had a great stabilizing influnence in Jay's life. Was Kim in the dream? I'd say part of her was. The part that's most connceted to Jay.





And to everyone who have helped move Do Your Best to almost 7400 views, thank you. My life has calmed some, and hopefully I'll be able to get an update up sometime in the next couple of weeks. To be honest, watching the real show has been pretty depressing, so I'm trying to get back to the good stuff here on the Kitten. Again, I will finish this tale!



hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Part 16

Postby hermitstull » Tue May 13, 2003 12:18 am

Hello all-

Here I am, back again for a brief visit from RL to provide you with an update hot off the press. As before, I can make no promises about timely updates, only that they will continue until this tale is told.



Thank you to everyone who has stuck with this saga. Kittens are the best!



And without further ado, here it is.



Part 16



Blank stare, disrepair, there's big black hole gonna eat me up someday.

Someday fades away, like a memory..., or a place that you'd rather be.

Some place, lost in space, inch in my head that's tellin me somewhere. Somewhere, out there, anywhere, I don't care, get me out of here.

If I could feel, all the pins, and the pricks. If you were real, I could take what's apart and put it back together.

This will come true, help make it through, into you, deep, deep, deep. All I can do, driving me through, into you, deep, deep, deep....



from Deep by Nine Inch Nails










Day Six

Noon



Tara stood on a high rampart that offered a full view of the countryside. There was an opening in the mountains that surrounded the Master’s castle, providing what would have been a picture book scene of the valley below. Tara imagined that the sun would just be reaching its highest point, making the river that flowed through the valley sparkle. But instead, the picture was dim, the river flat, and the valley devoid of life.



At least, any form of natural life.



“It was once breathtaking,” the Master’s smooth voice came from a darkened doorway. “Or at least I’m guessing it was,” he continued, moving out to join Tara.



“It could be again,” Tara replied, not turning around, “once you’ve left this reality.”



The Master gave a hearty laugh. He stood next to Tara, “And what about my loyal kinsmen? Should I leave them to tan in the reborn sunlight?”



“Take them with you,” Tara offered. “Hell has many things to offer. Or so I’ve been told.”



“For me, perhaps, for them,” the Master paused, then asked. “Why does it matter what happens in this realm? I thought you were here to save your friend.”



“I am,” Tara turned and met the Master’s dark eyes. “But I don’t want the people of this place to suffer in order to save her.”



“Don’t worry, their deaths will be quick.”



Tara gave a joyless laugh. “As if that would make any difference,” she said.



“Let’s say that I decided to leave this place, and take my people with me,” the Master continued, “do you actually think things would be better for the average human here? Or are you forgetting the Dark Priestess?”



“At least she’s human.”



“And a hair’s breath from turning into me during my first two hundred years or so. Man would be trading one master for another. At least I offer a quick path to the after life.”



Tara’s reply was cold silence.



“You face a tough choice young one, on so many fronts,” the Master leaned on the ledge and looked over, “your friend or a fiend, the savior or an enslaver. And after all of that, there is still the question of the clans, and you obligation to them.”



Tara turned, shocked, “How did you…”



“I have many skills, young one, and many spies in many places. I know that you feel obligated to work for the clans, and your partner is contractually obligated to do so. But you both question whether or not you should. You worry that the clans aren’t necessarily as good as you’d like them to be.”



Tara, tight lipped, looked away.



“Let me give you a piece of advice,” the Master’s voice was as warm as Tara supposed it ever could be, “the past maybe painful, the present, even more so, but the future,” he paused and stood up, “it holds more hurt than you can imagine.” With a nod, the Master turned and returned to the castle.



“By the Goddess,” Tara said to herself after the Master left. Thanks for nothing, oh all-powerful master. Pick the lesser of three evils, I figured that one out a long time ago.



Tara stood, suddenly, as a big piece of the puzzle clicked into place. Of course! That’s the key. Why didn’t I think of that before!







Tara hurried through the stronghold to the room she and Willow shared. Willow was sitting at a small table, reading by candlelight when Tara burst through the door.



“How was your walk,” Willow asked, not looking up.



“Illuminating,” Tara replied, hurrying over to her backpack and dumping its contents onto the bed.



Willow looked up, surprised.



“Will, I need to open up the bit of memories that are blocked from me,” Tara explained, getting together ingredients for a spell. “I remember everything, almost. I need to know what Lucas showed me about the future.”



“What does that matter now?” Willow asked. “I mean, sure, we know that things will be hell on Earth in a literal sort of way if Jay doesn’t take over now,” Willow looked up at Tara. “There’s something more, isn’t there?”



“I sure as shit hope so,” Tara replied.



The young women quickly set up for the spell to release the last of Tara’s memories.



“Are you ready?” Willow asked.



Tara nodded.





1978



Lucas pushed open the door to the final chamber of the ancient Mayan temple. Finally, he thought, taking a handkerchief and wiping his head. Legends told of the ancient Mayan’s ability to see far into the future. Some said that’s how they came up with the calendar that ended in 2014. But after years of studying the occult, Lucas knew that it wasn’t just any old myth.



The English translation was “The Orb of Vision”, the Spanish and Portuguese had destroyed all, save one. Carefully, Lucas approached the Orb, keeping an eye out for more of the booby traps that had taken most of his party. Surprised, Lucas reached the Orb on its pedestal without incident.



So this is it, he thought, pulling out a faded piece of parchment from his pocket. After all these years, he would finally know for sure, what exactly, the future held. There was still time, time to undo some of the things he had done. The Council, well, that bridge was burned beyond repair, but the others, the children. They wouldn’t be of age for a couple of more years, perhaps he could spare them the hard road.



Placing his left hand on the Orb, Lucas held up the parchment and began to chant. Suddenly dizzy, he dropped the incantation. Looking down, he noticed the floor had changed.



With a start he looked up. It was the meeting room for the Assembly of Elders, but different. It looked newer, more modern.



After a moment, several men and women entered, none of which he recognized. Stepping forward, he noticed a small clock that displayed the date. That can’t be right! That’s eight hundred years from now!



“I call this special session of the Assembly of Elders to order,” an older Asian man said. The remaining members quieted. “Are we ready?” Pause. “Okay, send her in.”



Lucas watched in stunned silence as the woman entered. Never in his years had he sensed such power, such control. This was the mightiest champion that the clans had ever known. But looking at the warrior, one would never suspect her greatness. Her build was slight, without any hint of real physical strength. She was average height, with bright, unnaturally red hair cut into a bob. Her gray eyes scanned the room, lingering on Lucas for a moment, as if she could sense his invisible presence, but she quickly moved on.



“Ivanna Jamison Reed,” the Asian man said, “you have been called here to receive the Assembly’s highest honor of White Knight of the Clan. This honor has only been given twice in the two thousand year history of our people. A reading of your accomplishments.”



Lucas listened as deed after deed was read off. Lucas recognized several of the demon’s mentioned, apocalypses averted, or Hellmouth’s closed. Many of the dimensions discovered or liberated however, were unfamiliar.



“And a special commendation is noted for the liberation of one of our seven alternate realties and the defeat of the great Vampire King Bracus.” The Assembly’s clerk read.



Bracus? Lucas thought for a moment, I know that vampire. He was an alley to the clans in that world.



After another five minutes the clerk was done reading and sat down.



Good Lord, Lucas thought. This woman has practically wiped out evil in this dimension and countless others.



“Thank you honorably Assembly,” Ivanna spoke in a light but powerful voice. “I am truly humbled, and honored at receiving the White Knight of the Clan. I only hope that I will be able to continue my struggle against the forces of evil until all worlds are free.”



Ivanna paused, “With that, I embark on my greatest challenge. The ancient prophecy of my line has called my name. I must face the hell god Demetrious in open combat to destroy the dimension of Prime.”



Mummers of discontent rippled throughout the room.



“Ivanna,” one of the elders asked. “Are you sure that’s wise? What if you lose?”



“I will not lose,” Ivanna replied confidently. “I have never lost, and don’t plan on starting now.”



The sin of pride, Lucas thought. And over-confidence.



“Please Ivanna,” another assemblyman spoke, “we must research this further. This in an old prophecy that hasn’t been studied in hundreds of years. There might be things that you should know before undertaking such a journey.”



“I have researched the prophecy for myself,” Ivanna countered. “If fact, during the twenty-first century, one of my ancestors, Jamison Reed, studies the prophecy intensely for several years. It was thought that perhaps, she was the chosen one. But she was not. I am.”



The young Jamison whose life I’m about to change forever, Lucas thought. He looked at Ivanna. I hope Jay isn’t as arrogant as this woman.



“Many things have changed since then,” a woman member spoke, “did the vampires of that time have synthetic blood? Blood that has allowed them to travel into space and wreak havoc on our colonies?”



“Vampires of then still die the same way as the vampires of now,” Ivanna scoffed. “And I destroyed the most powerful vampire of all history.”



But a hell god trumps a vampire king every time. Lucas shook his head, feeling in his bones that this was the pivotal moment. Feeling dizzy again, Lucas looked at the floor, which had changed. It was now hard packed dirt.



Looking up, he realized he was now in a cave. Some time had passed, maybe a year or two. He instantly recognized Ivanna. Gone was the confident, arrogant, White Knight of the Clan. She was a beaten woman. Her hair was long and uncombed, her combat gear was torn and stained. She stood in front of a group of witches, a power coven, Lucas surmised.



“The great hero returns,” a woman with long blonde hair and vibrant blue eyes spoke. “Defeated.”



“Yes,” Ivanna spoke. “Defeated,” repeated sadly.



“And what do you seek from us,” another woman, with long red hair spoke, her green eyes studied Ivanna intently.



“I need your help,” Ivanna replied. “I need your power to help defeat Demetrious.”



“And what happens after,” a young man asked, no not so young, Lucas looked at the shorter man with brown spiky hair. “If we give you this power and if you defeat the hell god?”



Ivanna looked stricken. “What do you mean if?” she spat. “When I return and defeat Demetrious I will free the tormented souls of Prime. And the ancient source for evil will be no more.”



“And then what,” the blonde woman asked.



“And then what,” the red head asked.



“And then what,” the man asked again.



Ivanna’s face grew red with rage. “How dare you! I am the champion for the human race. Long after the Council was destroyed and the slayer line ended, the clans and its people have stood against the darkness. And of those fighters, I am the greatest. You will help me!”



Silently, the coven stood and began to leave.



“You will help me,” Ivanna shouted. Lucas felt the surge of powerful dark magics. “Whether you want to or not.” Ivanna unleashed her fury on the unsuspecting coven and drained every member of their power.



The attack killed many of the members of the coven. Ivanna stormed out without a backwards glance.



Lucas watched as the blonde with crawled over to the red headed one. Her lover, Lucas guessed.



“It has started,” the red headed one gasped. “We were unable to prevent this.”



“I know,” the blonde replied, “we must find another way.”



“How can we,” the red head coughed, “she’s too powerful.”



Suddenly, the blonde looked up in Lucas’s direction. “The future is now set in stone, but the past, it can be changed. The pain of the past, the pain of the present, they pale in the pain of the future.”



The room began to spin and Lucas fell to his knees and closed his eyes. Every time he’d open them for a moment, images surged at him.



Ivanna defeating Demetrious.

Ivanna before the Assembly, turning her back on the clans. Ivanna conquering hell dimension after hell dimension.

Ivanna opening all the Hellmouth in every reality.

Humans, demons, aliens, fighting for their lives.

A team of clan warriors impaled on spikes in from of a town.

A woman being skinned alive.

A vampire hoard feasting on a maternity ward of a hospital. An alien being burned alive.

A coven of witches being drained of their powers and turned into zombies.



Horrific acts of evil, with Ivanna presiding over them in delight.



When Lucas finally opened his eyes all the way, he was standing in the middle of a large battlefield. Bodies, human, alien, and demon lay dead or dying all around him. Lucas nearly wretched at the smell. In the distance, he could see the ruins of a massive city. The weapons, strewn like leaves on the ground were all ancient. Lucas knew this was just any battle.



Carefully picking his way through the carnage, Lucas could help but notice several familiar faces. Different versions of some of the people he’d seen during this vision, as well as faces from his time. He realized with dread that this was the final battle. And that somehow, all of the dimensions, all of the realities had been involved.



Shouts drew Lucas’s attention to mound of rocks on the otherwise flat field. A small group of ragtag fighters stood on the high ground, surrounded by the legions of evil.



With a flash, Lucas was there on the rock, standing with the remaining heroes. There were several slayers of various ages and ethnicities, a petite blonde and a dark haired girl stood out among them. Several witches and warlocks, including the blonde and the red head from the coven. The vampires, Angel, and surprisingly Spike, who somehow withstood the sunlight. And the demon Anyanka. Lucas realized that she was the last of D’Hoffryn’s line.



But the leader of the group, Lucas knew, was an older version of the young child Jamison, from his time. But not exactly, he noted, given the woman’s modern battle gear and outfit.



Ivanna appeared on the rock, standing in front of Jamison. She looked much the same as before, but Lucas knew she had created all of this. That she had defeated Demetrious and taken over Prime, and then some.



“Will you not concede?” Ivanna purred. “Look at you, the last of the ragtag bunch of do-gooders left in the universe. Heck, probably the last real humans left in any universe.”



“We would rather die that submit to you,” Jamison spat. “What will you do now, once we are gone? Now that Prime rules all?”



“Evil is gone,” Ivanna replied, smiling.



“Evil, otherwise known as good,” the petite blonde slayer quipped from behind Jamison.



Suddenly there was just a pile of ashes where she stood.



“Joan!” The dark haired slayer cried.



Ivanna laughed as the other girl burst into tears.



“God. To think that you were the greatest of all heroes,” Jamison raged. “That the clans of all worlds knew you, praised you, wanted to be like you. But the power was too much, wasn’t it? And just like any petty demon you fell. Prime wasn’t enough, all the hells weren’t enough, all the dimensions weren’t enough to satisfy your hunger.”



“And now I rule all,” Ivanna finished gleefully.



“And what of your people, humans? You’ve let us be slaughtered, turned, enslaved. Where is their champion now?”



“I am beyond human, beyond demon,” Ivanna turned her back to Jamison, raised her hands in victory, and shouted, “I am

God.”



Lucas didn’t even see the witches move, and neither did Ivanna.



“More like a fallen idol,” the red headed one said, touching Ivanna’s back.



“Give us back what’s ours,” the blonde hair witch said softly, as the pair took back the coven’s power.



Shaken and weakened, Ivanna wasn’t able to block Jamison’s sword as is dug deep into her back. The hell god screamed in pain.



“Shut up bitch,” Jamison hissed as she swung an ax in her other hand, cutting off Ivanna’s head.



For a moment, a stunned silence filled the area as demons and humans alike couldn’t believe what they had just witnessed.



“It’s over,” one of the slayers said happily.



The demon hoard surged forward and took the rock. Lucas didn’t see what happened to many of the heroes left, but he knew they were all dead. He turned away, unable to watch as the last of humanity was forever erased from existence.



Lucas released the Orb and he was back. He was deep in the South American jungle, standing in the ruins of a Mayan temple in 1978. With disgust, he picked up the Orb and hurled it against the wall, shattering it. He sank down and began to cry.






Tara opened her eyes and flew into Willow’s arms. Her body told her that it had only been a few minutes since they’d enacted the spell, but it felt like years. She remembered the rest now. Lucas dispatching of Mr. Rouse. Lucas casting the spell on her. Her waking up in Willow’s arm in the car, aware that something was missing, but not quite sure what.



“Baby?” Willow’s concerned voice asked.



“Just hold me,” Tara rasped, “Just hold me.”







TBC...









"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Feedback to feedback

Postby justin » Tue May 13, 2003 5:11 am

That was a great update



Crikey! :shock I can understand now why Lucas is so bent on changing the future.



You mentioned there being an even bigger villain than Demi, I wonder if that's going to turn out to be this Ivana.



I understand, you should be with the person you l-love


I am


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Re: Feedback to feedback

Postby hermitstull » Tue May 13, 2003 7:23 pm

justin-



Great to see you're still with this one. Thanks! I tried to come up with a future that would be pretty horrific. So much so that it made it clear why Lucas was so motivated to act the way he has. And why now is the best time to try and change fate.



But again, only Lucas, and now Tara, have seen the future, so there's still some convincing to do on a lot of fronts.



Look for more sometime in the next several weeks-

hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Do Your Best and Don't Worry

Postby hermitstull » Sat Dec 27, 2003 8:57 pm

Hi everyone-



First I'd like to apologize for not updating this tale in so long, but this has been quite a tough year, especially busy in the work department. I've been promoted twice since May, which means more than double the work load and less time and brainpower to make all the loose ends in this story come together.



But things are looking better and hopefully, I'll be able to get something up soon. I do intend to finish this long tale hopefully by summer if life permits. I still come to the Kitten when I can and read as much as possible.



Have a happy and safe New Year and look for an update in January-



hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Do Your Best and Don't Worry

Postby maudmac » Sat Dec 27, 2003 9:27 pm

Hey, hermitstull. Long time no see. Congratulations on the promotions! That's awesome...I think...right?



I am certain that your updates will be well worth the wait. Take care of yourself. Happy New Year, too.


life in plastic / it's fantastic

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Re: Hell Bent Part 17

Postby hermitstull » Thu Jan 01, 2004 8:22 pm

Happy New Year!



And with the new year comes a new part! Hopefully one of many in the future days, so please enjoy and provide the wonderful feed back the Kittens do!



And Maudmac thanks for keeping the faith! Yes I'm glad and the promotions are good, I'm just a little more tired than before.





Without further ado, I give you





Part 17





On a cobweb afternoon

In a room full of emptiness

By a freeway I confess

I was lost in the pages

Of a book full of death

Reading how we'll die alone

And if we're good we'll lay to rest

Anywhere we want to go...



Like a Stone by Audioslave






Day Six: Night

Sunnydale



Kim stepped off the small plane that had been her connector from LAX to the Sunnydale airport. It had been late afternoon when she had left a chilly Illinois and it was late afternoon when she arrived in a warm California. Ah, the magic of time zones.



The doctor made her way off the runway and into the main terminal. She almost preferred this smaller airport to the sprawling monstrosity of O’Hare, except that the food court was much more limited in these types of places. In no time she was in what passed as baggage claim and quickly spotted her ride into town.



“Hello Kim,” Lucas greeted warmly.



“Lucas,” Kim nodded, giving him a ghost of a grin in return, and pushing down the fear of what he was about to tell her.



“There’s been no word,” Lucas reached down and picked up Kim’s rolling suitcase. “Not from Jay or Willow and Tara.”



“Oh,” No news is good news, she thought. “How are you holding up here Lucas?”



“As well as can be expected,” Lucas pushed open and held the door for Kim as the pair exited the building and headed for the car. “The dimensional portals are both still open, still calling to the demons in this dimension, and so far we’ve kept them out.”



“And how many have been let in?” Kim asked, remembering something about the portals being a two way street.



“Only a handful, not bad actually,” Lucas’s tone didn’t convey the same message. They had reached the car and he was loading her bag into the truck. “When this is over, we’ll track them and get them back where they belong.” He slammed the truck door down with authority.



Kim didn’t respond as she slipped into the passenger seat of the Mercedes E-class that Jay had also used before she left. God, it seems like years have gone by, Kim thought, watching the California countryside begin to slip into darkness, it’s only been a week.





The pair spent the rest of the short trip in silence, each lost in their own worries. Kim could tell that Lucas had something more on his mind. She had seen Jay’s mentor many times over the last few years, and he had never looked worse. Sure, he was naturally pale, but now it was more of a Casper white. The way he sagged into the car seat, it looked to Kim’s trained eye that he hadn’t slept in the week she’d been gone. And he was supposed to be the most powerful one left in Sunnydale when the others went on their missions.





“Here we are,” Lucas’s soft voice broke Kim out of her musings. They had reached Angel’s old mansion that served as the group’s makeshift headquarters. On the outside, it didn’t look any worse for wear, which was good, Kim guessed.



Lucas retrieved Kim’s bag from the trunk and led her into the massive house. The interior was in good shape as well. No sign of life and death battles here, Kim mused. She followed Lucas into the main living area.



Cleo’s assistant, Tom Dean sat in front of a larger and complex looking set of computers and monitors. He was wearing a headset and nodding his head slightly in rhythm to whatever he was listening to. The other two Kim had met a few times at various functions in Chicago, Ren Mathers and Paul Webster were dozing on large couches in front of a large screen TV. Kim smiled, seeing Faith snuggled tightly next to Ren. That’s something new and good in the last week. Kim turned her attention back to Lucas as he led her further back into the house and upstairs to where the bedrooms were located.



“I thought you’d like to stay in this room,” Lucas said, opening the first door on the right from the stairway. “It was the one Jay used when she wasn’t with you at the beach. Some of her things are still in it.”



“Thanks,” Kim fought back tears as she opened the door, pausing to breath in Jay’s scent. Lucas nodded and quickly made his exit.



Kim walked further into the room, filled with all things Jay. It was a mess, of course, with dirty clothes scattered on the floor. Various weapons were stacked on a small table by the door, others underneath it. The queen-sized bed in the center of the room was unmade and had a pair of black combat boots sitting right in the middle. Kim walked right to the bed and lay down, shoving the boots on the floor. She clutched one of the pillows like a life raft, drifting to happier memories of Jay. He mind took her instead to the strange dream she had the previous night.



“Knock, knock,” Buffy’s voice came from the hall. Kim had left the door partially open.



“Come in,” Kim said, sitting up quickly.



“Lucas said you were coming back tonight,” Buffy began, walking into the room. “I just wanted to see how you are doing.”



“Alright, all things considered.” Kim offered. “How are you holding up? Jay told me things could get pretty rough on this end.”



“Well,” Buffy waved her hand in a dismissive manner, “I’ve seen worse in this town. It’s nothing we can’t handle.”



“That bruise on your arm looks pretty bad,” Kim noticed the large dark and purple mass on the slayer’s upper arm when she moved her hand. “Would you like me to take a look at it? I’m not a medical doctor but I’ve picked up a few things from the ER….”



“This, oh no. I’m surprised it’s not gone already. You know, the super slayer healing power and all.”



“Yeah,” Kim replied lamely.



After an awkward silence, Buffy began to back out of the room. “Well, I just wanted to make sure you’re doing okay. I’d better go and let you get some rest.” The young slayer turned to leave.



“What do you think,” Kim, surprised at the sound of her own voice as she asked, “What do you think their chances are? Realistically? Because I don’t have any idea how this kind of stuff works, and you do, and I really want to know, because…” Kim paused, lost, “because I don’t have a lot of black in my current wardrobe.”



Buffy stopped and turned, recognizing the look in Kim’s eye. The pain of knowing someone you loved, loved more than anything ever put on your plate on the planet, was trapped in a hell and would probably never come back. Granted, Kim hadn’t been the one to send Jay to Prime, but still. And even though she really didn’t know Kim all that well, Buffy knew she had to give an honest answer.



“I,” Buffy paused, searching for the right words. “Jay’s tough, really tough. She’s got a lot of power and skill and experience, and that helps a lot. But the reason that she’s still alive and will come back in one piece is that she has you.” Buffy smiled. “She loves you, more than anything else on any dimension Kim, and that’s a powerful motivator for someone.”



Kim gave Buffy a bright smile, “Thanks.”



“Anytime,” Buffy replied and left the room, shutting it behind her. After resting on the door for a moment, she continued down the stairs and into the kitchen. Buffy really did believe that Jay would be back. She recognized that kind of soul shattering love the good doctor had for the demon assassin. She had shared it with Angel, and she saw it every day for nearly two years with Tara and Willow. Catching sight of a sleeping Ren and Faith on the couch, she wondered if maybe there might be another couple to add to the list soon.



Grinning, Buffy entered the kitchen, surprised to see Giles and Xander playing cards on the small folding table someone had set up a couple of days ago.



“What’s up guys?” Buffy asked.



“Hey Buf,” Xander greeted. “We’re playing Rummy. Wanna play?”



“No. Thanks.” Buffy began to fix herself a snack. “Aren’t you two supposed to be watching the portals?”



“No.” Giles replied, laying his hand face down on the table. “Mr. Hahn took over for us an hour ago. Neither one of us was very tired or felt like going into town so we decided to try a hand or two of cards.”



“Yep. I’ve finally found something that I know more about than Giles,” Xander gloated. “I’m winning, three games to one.”



“It’s these silly American rules we have to play by,” Giles replied, adjusting his glasses and picking up his had.



“Are you sure you don’t want to play?” Xander asked again as Buffy finished making up her sandwich. “Good times to be had by all.”



“Maybe next time,” Buffy said, picking up her plate. “I’m gonna go see what’s on the boob tube.”



Buffy laughed to herself when she heard Giles curse and Xander cackle as he won another hand as the door swung shut.





“Hey Buffy,” Tom called from his post. He had taken off his headset and was stretching. “What’s shaking?”



“Not much. Kim’s here,” Buffy replied walking over and setting her plate down on one of the monitors.



“Yeah, I thought I saw her earlier with Lucas. How is she?”



“Rattled. Scared for Jay. You know, the works.”



“That bad huh?”



“Surprisingly, not so much. Especially for a civilian.”



“Kim’s tough. Some of the shit she goes though at the hospital can be as daunting as any demon.”



“And how goes it on the demon front?”



“Well,” Tom glanced around at several computer screens. “Tara and Willow’s vitals are still strong, so they’re still in good shape. I lost the video from the Chicago team hours ago. Right after they passed the last outpost the signal went dead as did their health monitors.”



“Oh my God, there’s not?”



“No. Well, I’m ninety percent sure no. All of the systems are working fine. And since it happened at the same time with everyone I’m guessing it’s some form of mystical mojo that’s keeping our gear offline. It’s happened before on other missions.”



“I guess the only way we’re going to know for sure is tomorrow.” Buffy replied, picking up her sandwich.



“I guess.” Tom finished stretching and sat back down.



Buffy continued to the couches, where Paul still dozed. Faith and Ren were gone, probably in one of their rooms, Buffy guessed. She was glad the dark slayer had found someone who seemed a little more permanent in her life. Hopefully the pair would both survive the next day to find out.



“Ugh,” Buffy said to herself, reaching for the remote, “the world is too depressing. Besides, True Hollywood Story is on.”



As Buffy pressed the button to change the channel, an explosion rocked the mansion. Buffy was thrown into the wall, along with Paul and both couches. Tom was buried under the remnants of the computer equipment. Giles and Xander staggered out from the rubble of the kitchen.



“Dear lord,” Buffy heard Giles say from under the couch. The slayer pushed herself up and pulled Paul out from under a pile of debris and staged a bit from the sight before her.



The entire wall to the garden area was gone. In the massive hole stood a huge demon. It stood on four thick, fury, black legs, which were needed to support its massive torso, as think at three tree trunks, Buffy guessed. It had four arms to match its legs, three of which held a weapon. The fourth head the lifeless form of Mr. Hahn. Buffy guessed he was dead, since his chest had a massive hoof print embedded it.



“What the fuck it that thing?” Faith shouted to Buffy from the other side of the room. She and Ren looked unscathed from the explosion.



“They’re nicknamed Hell’s Gatemen,” Lucas replied, helping an injured Tom out from under his equipment. “They are thousands of them in Prime and fall in the lower echelon of demons in that dimension.”







Kim couldn’t hear what Buffy said over the hell beast’s roar, but the slayer flew at it without hesitation. From her vantage point at the top of the stairs, Kim could watch the entire battle from a relatively safe position. Never in her life did the doctor image that things like this existed other than in people’s imaginations. Part of her wanted to run, the other part was riveted, unable to look away. After what seemed like an eternity, the battle was done and the demon dead. Later, as she reset Buffy’s shoulder, trying not to look at the covered and unmoving body of Mr. Hahn, Kim shuddered. All of this carnage for what Lucas had called a lower class demon. Nothing like what Jay was facing.





TBC...

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Hell Bent Part 17

Postby justin » Fri Jan 02, 2004 4:36 am

That was a great update :applause



That Hell's Gateman sounded nasty. If there are thousands of them in Prime then all I can say is eep :eek



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Re: Hell Bent Part 17

Postby maudmac » Fri Jan 02, 2004 1:56 pm

Eep, indeed! That was awesome, hermitstull! You had my heart going there at the end.



I can't wait to see how Willow and Tara are doing.


go         donut           go

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Feeback to Part 17

Postby hermitstull » Sat Jan 03, 2004 5:18 pm

Hey Guys-



justin: Yeah! I'm glad you're still with this story and enjoyed the update. More scary monsters to come.



Maudmac: Thanks! I haven't really touched on Kim in all of this, so I thought just a short interlude with how she's doing and her perception of things would be a nice way back to the heart of the tale. Next up will definately be a check up with Willow and Tara.





hermitstull

"I was feared and worshiped across the mortal globe. At now I'm stuck at Sunnydale High. Mortal. Child. And I'm failing Math." Anya in Dopplegangland

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Re: Feeback to Part 17

Postby MorgainePriestessOfAvalon » Fri Feb 27, 2004 7:25 pm

:wave Hey, I'm loving this fic and I was just wondering when you're going to update it. Soonish, maybe? :pray




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