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Lost in Love

Postby mandyanyone » Sat Dec 14, 2002 3:27 pm

This is a short fic, it could be classified as a poem, but in four parts...Thanks for reading this kitties. :)



This is Willows thoughts on love when she is thinking of Tara and what is to come.



Part 1



If I told you I loved you, what would you say? Would you be happy or sad? If life gives us one chance to love, would you use that chance to love me? Loving you would be the most wonderful thing in the world. Even if it ends up that you don't love me, it would be time well spent. Because being in your presence is reward enough. I love you with all my heart and nothing, not even time will change that.



Part 2



When God put us on this earth did he give us one person with whom we are supposed to love? And if so how are we to find them? If we fall in and out of love so easily how will we know when we find our true love? Will they have a sign? If we are to find that someone on our own, who is to say we will ever find that person? Does God always give somebody someone to love? Is life a journey to find that special someone with whom we are to love? Or is life just simply a journey that is filled with love? Is a life full of many people to love as good as a life that has one person with whom you are meant to love? Which would you prefer, a life with which you are loved by many or a life that you are loved by one, a true, pure love?



Part 3



If love is so powerful then why does hate sometimes overthrow it? If you hate someone so much to harm them, then are you capable of love? Some people love someone so much that they kill to keep them. Is obsession a form of love or hate? If you are obsessed with someone, does that mean you’re in love with them, or does it mean that you hate anyone who comes between you and that person? People say there is a thin line between love and hate and I would have to agree. I think after you go through so much hate that the only thing you can do is love. But is a love based on hate, a true love or just a figment of your imagination? If it is a love more powerful than the hate that it is surrounded by, it is a love that will last through time. The truth is only time can tell you weather or not it is true love or hate. And sometimes it takes longer to figure this out.



Part 4



If the person with whom you love doesn’t love you back is this a barrier or simply an obstacle to overcome? Is love based on first instinct purer than that that takes time to develop? Can love be so pure that there is nothing else on your mind? And when you find a love that is so pure how do you keep it? What if the other person doesn’t love you as much as you love them? Are we to deal with this and move on or are we allowed to dwell on it? If it was me, I wouldn’t be able to deal with it. Just the thought of my someone not loving me as much as I love them is killing me. Will heartache from a broken heart ever go away or does it stay with you forever?





Edited by: mandyanyone at: 12/15/02 9:35:55 pm
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Re: Part 4

Postby Tara22 » Sat Dec 14, 2002 5:17 pm

wow... MANDY...



That was fantastic! The entire thing was just one woah after another!!!



ok... now to give favorite parts...



Quote:
If life gives us one chance to love, would you use that chance to love me?




that is woah... I mean, it's such a good question... (god! replying to this will be hard, so rendered speechless here)



Quote:
it would be time well spent.




That is so true Mand... the love... even if it didn't work out... the times spent... the laughs, the hugs, kisses, fun, and talks, they would all be so worth it... no matter what happens...those memories? priceless...



Quote:
Which would you prefer, a life with which you are loved by many or a life that you are loved by one, a true, pure love?
wow...see...you are asking such amazing questions here... That is a question that everybody has to ask themselves... I mean, sure... being loved by many, being popular, having friends and constant company, that's great.... but, as they say, fame isn't everything... to have that one person to share your heart with, to have that ONE person to open up to, and to love, like, if not more, than yourself... I know which one I'd choose :)



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If you are obsessed with someone, does that mean you’re in love with them, or does it mean that you hate anyone who comes between you and that person?


That is a great question... the view we have on these things.... It is, I suppose, a glass half empty, glass half full thing... am I so in love with them... or am I just jealous of the affection other people get... I'd like to say love :)



Quote:
a figment of your imagination


I found that VERY powerful... is true love a figment of the imagination? I think not :)



Quote:
Is love based on first instinct purer than that that takes time to develop?




I would say both :) Love at first sight :D great thing... but what makes it last? the development from there... from the meeting... and you think you can't possibly love them any more than you do... development... great thing that :grin





Great stuff Mand!! *hugs* I would LOVE to see more from you Miss Mandy!



PLEASE POST MORE SOON!!



Love and hugs!

Chel:grin



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"Oh, sorry. Uhh, I forgot that that doesn't seem normal, to the rest of society. It's just, we, well, we both really like cows. Really like them. To the extent of wanting to buy one, when we're older."- The Crying Game (by Vix84)

Edited by: Tara22  at: 12/15/02 4:17:56 pm
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Re: Part 4

Postby quarian » Sat Dec 14, 2002 5:29 pm

Wow Mandybendy, you asked some really powerful questions here, very raw and emotion-invoking stuff. I have no answers and to be honest, I try not to think too much anymore, but thank you for sharing, some beautiful stuff, very touching and real.



Quote:
When God put us on this earth did he give us one person with whom we are supposed to love?




I don't know but I hope not because if so there will be many many more broken hearts..



Quote:
What if the other person doesn’t love you as much as you love them?




Uhh, talk about chord touching but unfortunately, this happens way too much in life..and I have no answers, only more questions...

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Reality continues to ruin my life. - Calvin

quarian
 


Re: Lost in Love

Postby barnabasvamp » Sun Dec 15, 2002 1:32 am

This was just so thought provoking!!



Powerful Questions..Things everyone has thought about or said at one time or another. And the answers need to come from well within.

Wonderful!

BV

"In front of total strangers won't you kiss me, Flowers for no reason but you miss me - OOH, I wanna be in love"

Melissa Etheridge-Skin

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Re: Lost in Love

Postby DaNzS » Sun Dec 15, 2002 4:00 am

powerful stuff... :D





Edited by: DaNzS at: 12/15/02 9:50:18 pm
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Re: Part 4

Postby TareBearRS » Sun Dec 15, 2002 7:20 pm

Wow that was really beautifull!!!



R.

TareBearRS
 


Replys

Postby mandyanyone » Sun Dec 15, 2002 10:06 pm

Hey everyone...thank you so much for your feedback much appreciated. I am thinking of writing more but i dunno...takes alot of deep thought.



Chel: Thank you for the really long reply Chel...I wouldn't have ever posted this if it wasn't for you so thank you very much...now to you reply...

Quote:
That was fantastic! The entire thing was just one woah after another!!!


Thank you Chel...It's questions i myself would also like answered.:)

Quote:
(god! replying to this will be hard, so rendered speechless here)


OMG...Chel...Speechless...lol...very funny :rollin

Quote:
...those memories? priceless...


exactly what i was thinking...they are the wonderful memories...and are worth remembering...and worth all the time and energy to make those memories.:)

Quote:
fame isn't everything


thats right Chel...being popular is nothing compared to the amount of love that is between two people who are truely soulmates.

Quote:
I know which one I'd choose :)


I think we all know Chel...everyone wants to be loved.

:heart

Quote:
is true love a figment of the imagination? I think not :)


I think deep down wwe all know that somewhere out there there is that one true love for all of us...but is the love you are getting a true love or fiction?...That is the question.

Quote:
I would LOVE to see more from you Miss Mandy!


Umm..Chel we talked about this before...but we will see...:) ;) ;) Thanks again Chel...*hugs*



Cindy: Hey Cindy thanks for reading it i really appreciate it.

Quote:
but thank you for sharing, some beautiful stuff,


Your welcome Cindy...(sorry about it being thought provoking)

Quote:
and I have no answers, only more questions...


I think we all have more questions Cindy...makes you think more in depth at things...Thanks again for reading it *hugs*:)



Danzs: Hey Whistle Buddy...*whistles* I really appreciate you taking the time to read this...I will talk to you later...thanks again...:)



TareBearRS: Hey thank you very much for the feedback...i really appreciate it. Thank you for thinking this was beautiful...It is mostly thoughts written into words. Thank you again.



Wow...thank you all and I will try and think up something to write...I really appreciated the feedback...Chel..Thanks again for the little shove...Cindy, Whistle Buddy, and TareBearRS...thanks for the support.



Bye Bye


mandyanyone
 


Re: Lost in Love

Postby SilverWingedNemesis » Sun Dec 15, 2002 11:15 pm

Great writing Mandy!





Keep up the great work!!





~NICKOLE~

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"I'm just kinda taking life as it happens. Throwing spaghetti at the wall and seeing what sticks."-Amber Benson-Talking about her work on Chance

SilverWingedNemesis
 


Replys

Postby mandyanyone » Tue Dec 17, 2002 6:03 am

Thanks Nickole...I really appreciate you reading this...thanks..:)



Mandy



thinking of writing more...debating though. BYE ALL:peace

mandyanyone
 


Re: Lost in Love

Postby xita » Sun Feb 23, 2003 7:41 am

new to the archive :) And you can still leave feedback!

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Baby you make my love come down

Oh you make my love come down

Make it come all the way down
-
Evelyn Champagne King

xita
 


Re: Lost in Love

Postby RosenbergLover » Wed Nov 26, 2003 5:00 am

WOW......:bow :applause :drool



That's amazing. But I have one question. Can I print out a copy of that for a class ? We're studying Romeo & Juliet, and the teach is askin' all these "Do you belive in true love ?" and stuff like that. I'd like to give a copy to her and make us do it for extra credit. So....can I use it ?

RosenbergLover
 


reply

Postby mandyanyone » Mon Jan 05, 2004 9:23 pm

Oh, sorry i wasn't paying attention to this. Umm, i don't mind, you can take it to school. nothing that special really. any other questions. Please email Mgibson2002@aol.com



Mandy

"Introductions are tricky in a lesbian relationship. It's a word game. To my friends she's my lover, to strangers and family members in denial she's my roommate, to Jehovah's Witnesses at the door she's my lesbian sex slave, and to my mother she's Jewish and that's all that matters." ~~~Denise McCanles

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Re: Lost in Love

Postby Nicole023 » Mon Mar 01, 2004 10:28 pm

Wow ! :thud



My god.. I'm speechless !

So much feeling, such true questions..



Loved the story.. A lot !



Nicole xxx

Nicole023
 


heh

Postby mandyanyone » Thu Mar 04, 2004 7:51 pm

:blush :blush :blush :blush :blush

umm..thank you, glad you liked it



Mandy

"Introductions are tricky in a lesbian relationship. It's a word game. To my friends she's my lover, to strangers and family members in denial she's my roommate, to Jehovah's Witnesses at the door she's my lesbian sex slave, and to my mother she's Jewish and that's all that matters." ~~~Denise McCanles

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