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Re: Part 2

Postby Ange » Wed Jul 31, 2002 1:43 pm

Oh oh!!! That was good!! Very good!! I really like this fic.

Thanks for the update.



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Re: Part 2

Postby MissQuirky » Wed Jul 31, 2002 2:57 pm

That was sooo good!! Just caught up w/ both updates from today they were great! I really LOVE this fic, and wait to c wut happens next! :)

"W-well, I-I was wondering, maybe, you would wanna go out sometime? For coffee ... food ... kisses and gay love?" - Willow (Normal Again)

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Re: Part 2

Postby spazz07 » Wed Jul 31, 2002 2:59 pm

Oh very nice set up here Caz. The plot is slowly unfolding and you've left the door open for some very interesting possibilities. Im pretty sure its a given that they'll run into a younger scooby gang and some intense issues could be brought up :)



A very nice way to describe their first love making :)



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

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Re: Part 2

Postby snuggle79 » Wed Jul 31, 2002 3:34 pm

Wow! :D That was a really nice udpate! :grin

So, they are back in an alternate Sunnydale from 4 years ago. I'm sure it's going to be interesting!

Can't wait for more!

Tara:"Maybe we dreamed it."

Willow:"Right. Right. Wrong! (points at her head ) Different Brains." Tara:"Oh yeah."



Can we just skip it? Can...can you just be kissing me now?

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Part 2 Replies

Postby Centauri2002 » Wed Jul 31, 2002 4:13 pm

Lola19: I'm so glad you're enjoying it Lola. You know what, I'm curious as to how they're going to get back too. :lol I don't expect them to be going back any time soon though as there's many avenues I wish to explore.



mollyig: Yes 'Fido' (grr) is a bit confident, our girls are smarter than he thinks. And with two Willows in this time, how can he expect to win? ;)

I felt kinda soppy at the end of that part, couldn't resist the sweet thoughts. :)



Tiggrscorpio: Thanks, I was really nervous about how that love scene would be received as I'm really quite bad at them. Must be that English prudeness. ;) Yes, the issue with altering the future is a complication that Willow and Tara don't need, but what the heck, this is the Hellmouth.



umadamber: Thankyou, happy 'NO day' to you too. :D



Ange: I live for you kittens' feedback, you're just so nice. :D Thanks Ange.



MissQuirky: I'm glad you got the chance to catch up and that you're enjoying it. You're so sweet. :blush



spazz07: Yup, that door is wide open and, goddess, I must be predictable. :p Yeah, it's pretty obvious what I'm planning though. Thank you, my confidence is slowly rising with writing love scenes, though I'm not sure I can do it again anytime soon.



snuggle79: Hopefully it will be interesting, well it is in my head, lets hope it comes out that way when I type it. *crosses fingers* Thanks for the compliment snuggles.



Big hugs to all of you... I love you kittens. :D



Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

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Re: Part 2 Replies

Postby singgirl » Wed Jul 31, 2002 7:09 pm

More! :bounce More! :bounce MORE!! :bounce I will do the showering of praises in a while, but for now, I need more! :bounce :bounce :bounce

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Re: Part 2 Replies

Postby LeatherQueen » Wed Jul 31, 2002 7:33 pm

Lovely. :grin Just lovely. And the last part was incredibly sensual. ;)








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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Re: Part 2 Replies

Postby Thanatopsis » Thu Aug 01, 2002 3:07 am

Okay, so I'm all caught up, on both stories. This is great. I look forward to seeing if Willow and Tara run into the high school scoobies.



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Too many of us live desert lives. ~Charles de Lint

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Re: Part 2 Replies

Postby pikescoob » Thu Aug 01, 2002 6:23 am

Excellent update :grin Oh man they got sent back in time. I'm thinking they have to ask Giles for help but how would they explain the situation without sounding nutty....hehe...this should be fun :laugh



--MIchelle

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Part 3

Postby Centauri2002 » Sun Aug 04, 2002 4:04 pm

It took me a while to get this part up but here it is. :) Hope you enjoy it. Oh, and I hope it isn't too predictable. ;)



Part 3



Tara woke, feeling the most peaceful and content she had ever felt. She felt the bundle of heat across her chest and she opened her eyes to see the petite redhead sleeping soundly, her head rested on Tara's chest, an arm around her waist, and a leg thrown across her hips. A smile tugged at the blonde's lips as she took in the satisfied smirk Willow was wearing. She lifted a hand and stroked copper tresses, giggling at the cute murmur that escaped Willow's mouth. Somehow, Tara felt different this morning, blessed with a completion she had never had before. Tara wanted nothing more than to wake up like this every morning with the redhead, until her dying day and then into the afterlife. Somehow, she knew she was asking a little much but she needed her dreams, they had always kept her going through the hard times in the past.



"Morning." Willow greeted sleepily, green peeking through almost entirely closed eyelids.



Tara hadn't realised the redhead had woken and smiled, slightly embarrassed at her staring. "Good morning, beautiful."



Willow shifted upwards so she could place a tender kiss on the blonde's lips. "Best morning ever." She grinned.



Tara let out a small chuckle, embracing the petite hacker tightly. The feeling of skin sliding against skin woke her senses up but she pushed the feelings to the back of her mind. Wouldn't want to wear the poor girl out, she thought with a smirk.



The redhead noticed the mischievous expression on her lover's face and raised her eyebrows in response. "What are you thinking?"



Tara tried to clear her mind. "Um, nothing. Maybe we should get up?"



Willow frowned, knowing Tara was being evasive but deciding not to pursue the issue. "I'd prefer to stay here. Much more inviting than… well, anything else." Her eyes glinted, causing Tara's smile to widen.



"I know the feeling, and I wish we could but we should really try and get some information. We don't know how long we've got." Tara became a little more serious as she was reminded of their circumstances.



Willow nodded with a sigh, her better judgement taking over. "I'm not sure what we should do though. I really shouldn't be seen but I know the area."



The blonde witch considered her options for a moment. Of course, the redhead was right, if she was spotted by someone who knew her in this time there could be awkward questions. Then there was the problem of the high school library being the only place that housed the books they might need. "How about I go up to the school and talk to the librarian, see if I can borrow some books?"



Willow's nose wrinkled up as she thought, one of the many things Tara found adorable about the redhead. "I don't know, Tara. I don't think Giles will be very forthcoming especially if you don't have a good reason for needing his precious books and you're not a student."



"Well, how about we go get some breakfast and you tell me all about Mr. Giles. Then we'll see if I can pull this off." Tara suggested, stroking Willow's hair once more. The redhead nodded and reluctantly began to move away from the blonde.



*



The cheerful songs of the forest birds filled the crisp morning air, annoying Cerberus immensely. He had always disliked the high shrill of these flying animals, preferring instead the howl of his canine brothers. Of course, he was far superior than the canines that inhabited this realm and he was disgusted that they allowed themselves to be dominated by humans. His three heads growled with displeasure as he let his thoughts dwindle on the race of man. He desperately wanted to return to his duties at the gates to Hades and thought he had suffered enough years in this realm.



The hellhound rose onto his four paws, stretching and allowing a yawn to escape his central head. He still felt weak from the spell but was becoming bored and was suffering from a bad case of cramp in his hind legs. He padded forward, startling some of the wildlife as he went. He was glad humans rarely ventured into these woods, as he would surely be spotted because of his size and uniqueness. Not that he was afraid of being discovered but it would be an inconvenience he didn't need right now.



Moving noisily through the undergrowth, snapping branches and trampling bushes as he went, he soon came to the edge of the woods. He could see the town from his vantage point, noticing how it was coming to life with the new day. Vehicles followed their monotonous routes around the town and the small figures of people dotted the streets. Cerberus thought about how easy it would be to bound into Sunnydale and kill and maim its inhabitants easily, knowing no one would be able to stop him. Senseless killing wasn't his style though. Before, when he had guarded the entrance to hell, he only devoured those who attempted to enter without permission. Now, he wasn't following a duty, he was following the desire to return home. Killing the population of a town wasn't going to further his quest, however. However, it would be easier to annihilate the entire area instead of searching for one girl. He snorted in frustration, knowing he always chose the hard ways to do something, though it would be an enjoyable hunt.



He narrowed each set of eyes, focusing on the tiny people rushing around, oblivious of the dangers all around them. He hoped he would be strong enough to hunt tonight but even if he wasn't, it didn't really matter. He had all the time in the world.



*



Smoothing the front of her top nervously, Tara looked up at the building in front of her. She had been right, the high school looked absolutely normal in the daylight. She could just make out the forms of students through the lower windows, sitting in class. She took a deep breath and made her way up the steps and down the path to the doors. She had spoken to Willow over breakfast about coming here and getting the books and eventually the redhead had agreed to the plan, giving Tara the number for the school. Tara had anxiously phoned and asked for the library. When Giles had answered with his curt English accent, Tara had almost forgotten what she was going to say and fumbled through an explanation of why she was calling. She had lied that she had been given his name by an old member of the council and was looking for information that she couldn't talk over the phone about. At first, the librarian had been very reluctant, especially when she had been evasive about the council members name but once she tossed in a few supposed good things she had heard about him, he gave in and arranged to meet her just before the lunch bell during school hours.



Tara pulled the main entrance open, stepping inside. Her nerves were getting the better of her and her hands shook. She knew if Giles questioned her face to face, she would crumble, more than likely resorting to one syllable replies. She desperately hoped that she could keep her composure. A part of her was incredibly excited about this new experience, going under cover and trying to trick a watcher out of his books. She could confidently say, it wasn't something a normal person did every day. Or an abnormal person, come to think of it, she spoke inwardly.



She glanced to the left and right, seeing the classes full of teenagers, most of whom seemed to be bored or asleep. She passed a display cabinet, receiving a chill that shot up and down her spine as she did. She paused and looked at the trophies that lay within it, her eyes drifting to a small statue of a cheerleader. She leaned in for a closer look but was distracted by footsteps coming from her left. She jerked her head in that direction and saw a fairly tall man with glasses approach a pair of double doors. He noticed her standing there and altered his route until he stood in front of her.



"Hello, would you happen to be Miss. Maclay?" The man asked, his English accent obvious.



Tara nodded, extending a hand. "Y-yes."



The Englishman smiled slightly, taking the offered hand and shaking it firmly. "I'm Rupert Giles, the librarian here. We spoke on the phone. If you'd like to follow me, we can speak in my office." He motioned behind him and at Tara's nod he turned and led the way to the double doors he had previously been heading for.



The blonde witch immediately liked this tweed suit wearing man. He had a very honest and genuine demeanour and a mostly pure aura, though Tara could see it was tainted by specks of grey. Giles held the door open for Tara and she smiled at him as he let her enter before him. She stepped into the library, marvelling at the amount of old books and the atmosphere they created. The whole room screamed knowledge. Tara fiddled with the hem of her top as Giles walked passed her and disappeared into a small office. He returned a few seconds later.



"So, how may I be of assistance?" His eyebrows rose slightly as he asked.



Tara wasn't sure if she should tell him exactly what it was that she was looking for but she didn't know if she would be able to get any helpful books if she didn't. "Well, I w-was wondering if y-you had any books on ancient demons."



An unreadable expression covered the Englishman's face and Tara wondered if she had said the wrong thing. "Who was it exactly that gave you my name?"



Tara inwardly called out in panic. She was quickly digging herself into a big whole and she dreaded letting out any more words in case Giles got more suspicious. "Well, um, I don't know if you know him, b-but his name is…" Tara paused slightly as she rummaged through her mind for a name. "Leicester. James Leicester." She almost rolled her eyes at the name. It was the name of a lecturer she had had once during one of the sermons at college in Sunnydale.



She breathed a sigh of relief as Giles turned away from her, seemingly accepting her answer. "No, I don't recall that name." A smug expression adorned his features as he looked back at her. "Though it seems I am well known in he Watcher's Council. So, why are you interested in demons then?"



Tara felt like running away from the questions. She wasn't prepared for this, even though Willow had told her it would more than likely happen, knowing Giles. "Uh, well, it's a kinda, um, h-hobby." She lowered her gaze. "M-my father's hobby. I'm just getting the book for him." She mentally patted herself on the back for thinking of that. It would give her a little leeway when answering any further questions. She could always feign ignorance, after all. "He works for the c-council too." She added.



Giles nodded, seeming to be slightly more comfortable with her father wanting the information rather than a twenty-year-old girl. He disappeared into his office once again and returned with a few sheets of paper. "I have some lists of the books I keep but it would be helpful if you could be more specific about the type of ancient demon."



"Cerberus." Tara replied. "M-my father wants to know about a demon c-called Cerberus."



Giles' expression dropped and he moved behind the library's long counter. He ducked his head down as he looked for something. Tara wrung her hands; her heart beat thudding in over time in her chest. She had always been uncomfortable with lying, having been taught by her mother to treat other how you would hope to be treated. She had always lived by that rule but these circumstances were forcing her to do things that opposed her morals. Hard times called for drastic measures. The Englishman's head came back up and he lifted a heavy leather bound book onto the counted top. He flipped through a few pages, leaving Tara to shift uncomfortably on the spot.



Finally, he paused on a page and looked up at Tara. "Your father certainly doesn't like to start small does he?" When the blonde continued to blink blankly at him he spoke again. "Cerberus, the three headed hellhound that guarded the gates to Hades before he was extracted by Heracles, or Hercules. It is said that he walks many worlds, searching for the tablet that will restore him to his former existence." He turned the book on its spine, showing the picture to Tara. The drawing resembled the beast she and Willow had faced mostly, sending shudders through the blonde.



"C-Could I borrow this?" Tara asked, wanting to get back to Willow as soon as she could.



Giles seemed to contemplate this. "Well, I have another suggestion." The loud shrill ringing of a bell interrupted his words and he waited with irritation until it stopped. "I can have someone make a copy of the pages for you on that infernal box over there." He motioned to a computer sitting alone on a table.



Tara heard the clamber of students rushing to get outside of the school building and knew that she should probably be leaving as well. "I don't know…" She began but was cut off by Giles.



"It wont take long. The student who I have in mind for the task will be along shortly. She's very handy with these sort of things." He nodded, assuring her.



"I suppose…" She was once again interrupted by the sound of the library doors swinging open and she turned to see two people enter. A slender dark haired girl walked arm in arm with a dark haired boy. Tara suppressed a small gasp as she recognised the boy as Xander Harris, though this one was so obviously younger.



The younger Xander stopped as he saw Tara, his jaw dropping slightly. "Whoa Giles, who's your friend?" Tara almost laughed when his female companion slapped him on the arm.



Giving Xander a disapproving look, the Englishman walked around the counter and came to a stop in between Tara and the newcomers. "Xander, Cordelia, this is an associate of mine, Miss. Maclay." Tara tried her best to form a smile as Cordelia looked her up and down before shrugging and walking off towards the table behind Tara. Xander grinned widely at Tara before noticing the evil looks he was receiving from his girlfriend and he swiftly moved to Cordelia's side.



"I'll find the student I require for the task and get her to copy those pages for you." Giles informed Tara. "Hopefully you wont have to wait long." With that, he exited through the double doors, leaving Tara to stare intently at the floor.



The blonde witch wandered over to the bookshelves, avoiding eye contact with the two students talking in hushed tones at the table. She surveyed the collections on one particular shelf, recognising several books on turn of the century society. She wondered how Willow was doing at the public library where the redhead was using their computers to surf the Internet. Hopefully her girlfriend was faring better than she was and located some information on the spell that had brought them here. She heard the doors of the library open but didn't turn to look who had entered.



Xander's voice caused her to turn. "Hey Will."



She slowly turned, laying eyes upon the small red haired girl walking up to Xander and Cordelia. She did her best to keep her face blank as she studied the features of the familiar face. This younger Willow had long tresses that fell down over her shoulders and her pretty face showed a naivety that Tara's Willow hardly showed. The yellow sweater with a little black cat emblazoned across the front of it only proved to increase the air of innocence around young Rosenberg. Willow's eyes drifted over to meet Tara's and they stood gazing at one another for a while. The younger redhead gave the blonde a shy smile and Tara tore her eyes away.



"Um, Giles said that you, uh wanted me to copy something?" The small timid voice asked Tara. A smile spread across the blonde's face as she met Willow's gaze once again. She nodded, moving to the counter and showing the redhead the desired pages.



Young Willow lowered her gaze, taking the book and shuffling towards the computer. The shy girl reminded Tara so much of herself and she was amazed at how much Willow had changed in four years but she suspected the events of the Hellmouth may have something to do with that. She wandered up behind the redhead and watched her operate the computer, systematically placing the book on the scanner, bringing it up on the monitor, and moving onto the next pages.



The printer churned out pages of text and pictures, eventually leaving Tara with a fair sized bundle in her arms. Willow closed the book with a loud thud, signifying that they were done with the scanning and printing. Tara heaved a sigh of relief. The close proximity to a couple of her friends' younger selves was making her feel a little uneasy.



She smiled her thanks to the young redhead who barely looked up at her. "Thank you, I appreciate this." Tara muttered, turning and heading for the double doors. She felt eyes on her back and she glanced back before heading out the exit, noticing Willow looking at her with a mixture of curiosity and something Tara recognised as confusion. She had seen the same look on her Willow's face before but decided to push it to the back of her mind, she needed to get back to the motel room and go through the information.



*



Heading down the almost deserted streets, Willow clutched a printout to her chest, her eyes darting from left to right. The sun was beginning to set and she was wary of any demons slipping out to get an early meal. She had found very little information on the public library computers and that was after spending all day there. She now had a single sheet to show for her efforts and that only vaguely outlined a legend of a spell that was supposed to allow the caster to defy the laws of time. She didn't even know if it was the one that had been used on her and Tara.



A slight breeze tormented stray litter along the roadside, the clamber of empty soda cans the only sound to reach Willow's ears. It had become eerily quiet and the redhead began fearing she had chosen the wrong route back to the motel. She glanced behind her, checking that no one was there. She was alone in the street and the sun had disappeared behind the rooftops, lighting the sky with a myriad of fiery colours. She rounded a corner, knowing she didn't have far to go and she would soon be in the company of her beautiful girlfriend. She couldn't help but smile as she thought of Tara. She had had difficulty concentrating on her search all day, memories of last night flashing through her mind, and even though the pair were in a bad predicament, she was preoccupied by the pleasurable time she had spent with her new lover.



As she once again became lost in thought for the umpteenth time that day, she didn't notice the street darkening and a figure emerging from an alleyway. The figure lurked in the shadows, watching her as she approached. Her face lit up as thoughts of a night spent in her lover's arms dominated her mind. The figure stepped out, several metres in front of her and she stopped abruptly, staring at the newcomer.



"Angel!" She gasped. The vampire was dressed in a long black coat, black trousers, and a dark shirt.



He stepped forwards, a cruel smile twisting his handsome features. He paused for a moment, looking her over, an appreciative glint in his cold eyes. "You've changed you hair?" His tongue darted out and wet his lips. "I must say, it's an improvement."



Willow swallowed hard, stepping back, almost stumbling. She knew this was Angelus, Angel without a soul, and that he would kill her without a second thought. She realised she had a trump card though, Angelus wouldn't be expecting her to use magic. "Oh, um, you like it?" She tried to stall, focusing her mind so she could channel her energies.



Angelus' cruel smile returned. "Mmm, yes, I might not just kill you. A new toy would be welcome." He let out a twisted chuckle that made Willow's stomach churn. He was closing the distance between them now and Willow had to do something soon or she would be just another snack for the experienced vampire.



"You know, I don't taste that good. All b-bone and muscle, no m-meat." She felt herself back into a lamppost and she had to keep from crying out. She didn't want to show how scared she was.



Angelus laughed again at her attempts to dissuade him. "I'll kill you all the same, little girl. I think it will be a nice present for my dear Buffy."



Willow felt anger boil up inside her as she remembered what Angelus had put them all through, especially Buffy. If she remembered correctly, the vampire had already left a 'gift' for Willow in her room. She had discovered her fish lined up on a thread in an envelope on her bed. It had upset her a lot at the time but all she felt now was anger. She knew she could actually do something about it now and wasn't the helpless girl she was in high school. "What makes you think I'll die so easily?" She forced through clenched teeth.



The dark haired vampire in front of her ceased his advance, an amused expression on his face. "Come now Willow, I know you're not the brave type. Don't resist me and I'll make your death almost painless."



A fresh wave of fear washed over the redhead and she fought to keep her composure. "You don't know anything about me." She uttered, closing her eyes as she felt her power surge through her.



Angelus didn't reply but walked forward, his heavy footfalls echoing in Willow's ears. When she opened her eyes once more they were jet black and she parted her lips, ready to chant. This caused the vampire to stop mid stride, slightly taken aback by the change in the young woman. Willow raised a hand and a cracking sound could be heard before a small branch hovered into view of the pair.



"What..?" He looked at Willow, confusion replacing the confident expression he usually wore. This was one thing he hadn't expected from the helpless redhead.



"It doesn't look like I'm gonna be an easy meal for you, Angel." Her voice seemed slightly displaced and distorted by the dark magic she channelled. The branch shot forward but Angelus ducked out of the way. Willow hadn't planned to stake him as that would alter history drastically but she wondered if it would improve things. She knew Jenny wouldn't die if she ended this right here but she didn't think she had the courage to do something as drastically significant as that.



When Angelus looked back up at the redhead, he saw her body crackle with blue light and he knew he was going to be the target of the release of that power. "What the hell happened to you?" He shouted, backing up towards the alley from which he had come.



Flicking her wrist at the vampire, Willow released a bolt of electricity, which missed Angelus by inches and demolished a stone wall. The redhead would keep up this show until she knew Angelus was well away from her. As planned, the ancient vampire retreated into the alleyway and disappeared from sight. Willow stood motionless for minutes before her eyes returned to normal and she sunk to her knees. She bent over on the pavement, hands planted firmly on the rough surface. Drops of crimson liquid splashed down from her nose and she sighed with frustration and worry. The level of magics she had used shouldn't have been enough to drain her and she had used the same spells numerous times before. She shook her now aching head to clear the cloud from it. She assured herself it was just the side effects of being thrown into this time and she would be back to normal soon.



Slowly, she pulled herself to her feet and began to walk back to the motel, peering cautiously down the alleyway where Angelus had escaped down. She didn't particularly want another run in with him, or any other demon for that matter. Soon, she found herself in front of the motel and, as she made her way inside, she thought about what she would tell Tara. She didn't want the blonde to worry unnecessarily but she couldn't lie to her. Willow wanted the two of them to have an honest relationship and that would mean telling her girlfriend everything, including the nosebleeds. She wasn't looking forward to that part.



*



Tara listened to Willow explain every detail of her day. She had been especially worried to hear of the redhead's use of black magic again during her run in with Angelus. She was mainly glad Willow was safe but Tara knew she was going to have to discuss the use of magic with her. Willow was falling back on the dark arts before she considered her other options and that chilled the blonde. It showed Willow didn't respect the laws of witchcraft.



Willow continued with her explanation of how her day at the public library had been almost totally fruitless as Tara dabbed at the redhead's nose with a wet cloth, making sure every drop of blood was gone. It had almost set Tara off in a blind panic to see Willow bleeding when the blonde opened their motel room door but the redhead had quickly assured her she was fine. Now the pair sat on the bed whilst Tara took care of the redhead.



"Willow…" Tara began when there was a lull in the other woman's complaining. She lost her nerve though and fell silent.



Willow looked up at her expectantly, resting her hand on the blonde's wrist and pulling the cloth away from her face. "What?"



Tara took a deep breath; unsure whether the redhead would be receptive of her words or even if she had the right to be speaking them to her. "I, uh, n-need to talk to you about something."



The redhead's nose crinkled up in wonder as she waited for the blonde to continue but she never did. "You can tell me anything, baby. You know that right?"



Swallowing her reservations, Tara bundled forward. "It's about your magic."



"What about it?" Willow tilted her head to the side, completely confused to what Tara was talking about.



"How you use it." Tara watched as Willow's face dropped but she continued regardless. "It's j-just that you use black m-magic without thinking twice and it worries m-me."



Willow blinked a few times without speaking and then stood, backing away from the blonde. "You're worried about my magic?" She couldn't believe what she was hearing.



Tara nodded, guilt flooding her for confronting the redhead about this. "M-My mother told me about what has happened to those using the d-dark arts. Will, I don't want you to end up like them."



The redhead's eyes hardened as she stared down at her lover. "You don't think I can handle it?"



The blonde witch didn't know what to say. She was stuck between a rock and a hard place, no matter what she said now, she wasn't going to convince Willow. "It doesn't matter how strong you are. The m-magic consumes you, it's d-dangerous." She cursed herself for stuttering; she wished that just this once she could get through an important sentence without her sounding like a nervous wreck.



"But…" Willow's face dropped further and a slight tinge of anger entered her voice. "But I've handled it up until now. I've only had these headaches and nose bleeds because of it. I think they're the least I can suffer in exchange for the lives I've saved."



"Up until now, Will. W-What about the future, when the powers that be come knocking on your d-door asking for payment?" Tara countered.



Willow paused and dropped her gaze, emotions flickering across her face before she raised her head and fixed blue eyes with steely green. "I'll deal with that when it happens. Why are you being like this?"



Tara stood and took a step towards Willow, tears beginning to sting her eyes. "B-Because I don't want to lose you." Her voice was quiet and she lowered her gaze.



The redhead's features softened and she mentally slapped herself for causing her girlfriend pain. She moved towards her, resting both hands on the other woman's arms, which were now wrapped around the blonde's waist in a instinctive defensive posture. "Oh goddess… baby, I…" She pushed back the twinges of anger that she felt and concentrated on the single tear that rolled down Tara's cheek. "You wont lose me, I promise. It's just that…" She paused, not wanting to make excuses. "I'll cut back, I'll only use it when absolutely necessary. But you have to understand, I have to protect the people I love, I have to protect you. This is the only way I know how." She tilted Tara's head up and stroked the tear away with a brush from her thumb.



Tara smiled slightly but she knew that it wasn't what she really wanted. She hated to think of Willow destroying herself with the dark magic but she couldn't ask the redhead to stop. She knew Willow wouldn't. If only she could see her own aura, she thought sadly. She could understand the redhead's reasons though; Tara would do anything to make sure Willow was safe, including sacrificing her own life. She pulled her lover into an embrace that held all her feelings for the redhead and the promises for the future. She just hoped they had a future together.



Willow pulled back, looking Tara in the eye. "I love you." Her voice was tender and caring, and it made the blonde's heart swell, knowing that she was loved so much.



"I love you too, my Willow." She watched as the redhead grinned and then leaned forward to capture her lips in a gentle kiss, portraying all the things they couldn't say with words.



The couple stood holding each other for a while before Tara reluctantly suggested they go over the information they had collected. They settled down on the bed and sifted through the pages, not really learning anything new.



Tara looked up and watched Willow staring intently down at the page she was holding. She loved how the redhead's brow creased in concentration and how she chewed on her bottom lip. The hacker glanced up, noticing the blonde's stare.



"What?" She asked, slightly self-conscious.



Tara smirked. "I met younger you and Xander today."



Willow's eyes widened in surprise and her mouth hung open slightly. She couldn't believe Tara hadn't told her sooner. "Uh, so..?"



"You were very cute four years ago. And very shy." Tara deliberately kept her description vague.



The redhead blushed, squirming at the thought of having Tara see her bumbling, awkward younger self. She hadn't exactly been the picture of gracefulness four years ago and she wondered if Tara thought any less of her now. "So… You know about the old me now." She laughed nervously.



Tara sensed how uncomfortable Willow was with this so she scooted closer to her on the bed and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, whispering in her ear. "And I still love everything about you." She placed a kiss on the sensitive skin behind the redhead's ear.



Willow shivered at the contact and looked at Tara. "Really?"



Tara nodded and went back to kissing the skin around her lover's ear. She pulled back a little, realising something. "Though, wouldn't me meeting your former self mean you would remember me?"



The hacker nodded, agreeing with her girlfriend. She thought back but couldn't remember one instance when she had to scan a book for an incredibly attractive blonde. "I don't remember that."



Tara let out a breath of relief. "So, that means our being here doesn't effect the future or something we do in the future means we don't effect the past." She stopped, thinking about her words. "Uh, this is confusing."



Willow chuckled and pressed her lips to Tara's cheek. "Don't worry, we'll get it. The way I see it, there's several possibilities. One, us being brought to the past means squat to the future… two, it doesn't effect our memories because we're out of the loop so to speak… or three, this is really a bad dream..." She let her thoughts drift back to the previous night. "Or good depending on how you look at it."



Tara gave her a shy smile. "I'll go for the first option because if this was a dream…" She leaned forward, moving closer to the redhead's ear. "It wouldn't leave the bedroom."



A small shudder crept down Willow's body and she turned her body so she was facing Tara. "Tell me about this dream." She smirked mischievously.



"How about I show you?" With that, Tara's lips met with Willow's, their kiss more passionate this time. Willow pushed her body against the blonde's and they tumbled down together on the bed.



END OF PART 3



Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

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Re: Part 3

Postby MissQuirky » Sun Aug 04, 2002 4:42 pm

Great update!! I hope they figure everything out and get back to their own time soon. I liked that Tara saw younger Willow, and saw how she used to be and still told Willow that she still loved everything about her. Thats something i think Will needed to hear. Love ur fic and sooo can't wait 4 ur next update!! :)

"W-well, I-I was wondering, maybe, you would wanna go out sometime? For coffee ... food ... kisses and gay love?" - Willow (Normal Again)

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Re: Part 3

Postby snuggle79 » Sun Aug 04, 2002 5:01 pm

Awesome Update! :D It was really funny and interesting when Tara met young Willow and Xander. I was curious to see, how they would react, if they would see each other there.

And good to see, that Tara mentioned the use of black magic to Willow.



Tara:"Maybe we dreamed it."

Willow:"Right. Right. Wrong! (points at her head ) Different Brains." Tara:"Oh yeah."



Can we just skip it? Can...can you just be kissing me now?

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Re: Part 3

Postby LeatherQueen » Sun Aug 04, 2002 5:50 pm

Oh, that was great! :) I think it's good that Tara got a glimpse of the younger Willow. It might help in dealing with her Willow's use of dark magick.








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"But when they're playing your song on the jukebox in Hell, you might as well dance." - K. Simpson


"Futile... like a FOX, baby!" - Tara in The Late Shift by wiccachica

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Re: Part 3

Postby willntlover » Sun Aug 04, 2002 8:20 pm

I like that tara started a conversation and talked with willow aout the dark arts. not just wawit until it was too late. but what about the confused look the younger willow got? was it because the yummy tara was there/ or because of soemthign else???



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."


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Re: Part 3

Postby spazz07 » Mon Aug 05, 2002 2:50 am

I'm glad to see Tara confronting Willow about her use of the dark arts and Willow realising that she was hurting Tara and promising to cut back. I'm sure Willow will realise that there are other options before it becomes to late though . :) Angelus met a very different Will and it scared the bejebus outta him :) Very nice with Tara meeting the younger scoobies. :) Can't wait for more Caz :)



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

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Re: Part 3

Postby Thanatopsis » Mon Aug 05, 2002 4:12 am

Great update. I'm glad Tara brought Willow's use of dark magic up sooner rather than later. Her interaction with the younger Willow will hopefully help her understand her Willow's actions better. Though why do I have a feeling that younger Willow's confusion is gonna come up again soon?

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Too many of us live desert lives. ~Charles de Lint

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Re: Part 3

Postby pikescoob » Mon Aug 05, 2002 5:52 am

I'm loving this fic :grin I don't think younger Willow is gonna forget about seeing Tara...I wonder if she'll try to find her and then see her older self...that'd be cool :p Excellent update ;)



--Michelle

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Re: Part 3

Postby Tiggrscorpio » Mon Aug 05, 2002 1:04 pm

Centauri2002, this story is really cool. When Tara saw younger Willow, my first thought was, this is why Willow was so drawn to Tara when they first met because she had seen Tara before. Your last few paragraphs seem to negate that, so now I'm really intrigued. There's so many possibilities here, that it's kinda hurting my brain, too. But in a totally good way.



Loved the battle with Angeleus. Kick his ass Willow. Glad to see Tara confronting Willow about her magick. Hopefully Willow is going to listen and not just giver her lip service. Though lip service, in some aspects, is nice too!



Thanks for an interesting tale!

*****

She's my everything!

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Re: Part 3

Postby Centauri2002 » Mon Aug 05, 2002 1:14 pm

Thanks for the feedback everyone, sorry I don't have the time to reply to everyone's individually.



I'm glad this part went down well, I was kinda worried that the way I worked around Tara meeting the younger Scoobs, Tara confronting Willow about the magic, and the whole time issue wasn't gonna take and I wasn't portraying the characters accurately.



Oh I like that thought Tiggrscorpio, about Willow being drawn to Tara because of the past but I think Willow would have remembered seeing such a beautiful woman before... unless... *fends off plot bunnies* Ugh, you've got me thinking now.



Next part will be up soon, I'm working on it now. :)



Caz

Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

Centauri2002
 


Re: Part 3

Postby mollyig » Tue Aug 06, 2002 2:10 am

Yikes, that must have been weird for Tara to meet the young Willow, it might give her more insight into her Willow though, especially with regard to her forays into black magic. She might be able to guide her better knowing how insecure Willow was.



I'm glad she told Willow that she loved her, poor Will, she does worry so.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

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Part 4

Postby Centauri2002 » Tue Aug 06, 2002 2:47 pm

Well, I'm quite pleased with myself having written this all speedily etc though I have to apologise in advance for the poor quality of the plot. I kinda got lost half way through. Happy reading. :)



Part 4



The sun rose cheerily above Sunnydale, bringing a new day, and with it some of the town's inhabitants from their homes. Clouds drifted lazily across the sky, their puffy white shapes blocking out the strong rays of sunshine from time to time. Below, a redhead and a blonde haired woman strolled through a park, hand in hand, enjoying this quiet time of the morning.



Willow inhaled deeply, enjoying the smell of a fresh day that mingled with the luscious scent of the woman she loved. The soft sound of their footsteps against the clipped grass was joined with the song of birds. The feel of Tara's creamy skin against her palm completed the ensemble, allowing her to think of only happy things. A broad smile graced her lips and she gazed heavenwards as the couple walked along.



"What are you thinking about?" Came Tara's serene voice, the sound gently caressing her mind, and drawing her from her thoughts.



Willow looked to her left and into the curious blue that were fixed intently on her. "Oh." She let out a small laugh. "Just… no matter how bad things seem to get, you make me feel like I'm above it all, like we're the only two people in the world."



The blonde's grip on Willow's hand tightened for a second. "To me, it seems that we are at times." A smile lit up Tara's features, making her look even more beautiful to the redhead. "We can get through anything as long as we're together."



Willow nodded and returned her eyes to the sky as they meandered across the park. They had chosen to go for a walk during the earlier hours of the day to reduce the chance of Willow being spotted and though the petite redhead had complained at having to get up so early, she was thankful Tara had persuaded her to venture outside. Everything seemed so peaceful at this time and it lifted her worries for the time being. Her gaze dropped and drifted to the line of shops across the road from the park. She watched as a few people entered an ice cream parlour and sat at unoccupied tables. She noticed a man and woman sitting at a table who were so obviously a couple. They leaned in towards each other and touched at practically every opportunity they got. Her thoughts drifted to her and Tara, wondering if they would be like that in public. She could understand the couple's impulses in the ice cream parlour, as she wanted to touch the blonde beside her as much as possible. She wanted to feel the satin softness of her skin, the sensation that passed between them because of the contact. She wanted to feel that at all times.



She turned her head so she could view the profile of the blonde Wiccan walking along side her. She admired the gentle curve of her cheeks, her nose, her chin, the cascade of blonde that fell around her face, the long eyelashes, and heavy eyelids that fell down over large pools of bottomless sapphire every now and then. The picture was captivating, enticing Willow to touch, feel, kiss, and taste. The urge was overwhelming and she felt as though she would be enveloped in an abyss of want if she didn't get that desired contact now.



With an urgency that shocked even her, Willow pulled a surprised Tara from the park and across the street. Not really knowing where she was going, she led them through a brick archway and into a public sitting area, more importantly a deserted public sitting area. She subconsciously noted it belonged to a restaurant but she didn't really care at this point in time. Without hesitation, the redhead pushed Tara up against the wall of the enclosed courtyard, locking her lips with the blonde's in a desperate kiss. Tara returned the kiss and when Willow pulled back, out of breath, she saw the questioning look on her lover's beautiful face.



Willow smiled sheepishly. "Sorry, couldn't resist." Her hands smoothed up and down Tara's sides, causing the blonde's breathing to quicken slightly.



Tara's eyes sparkled with amusement as she allowed herself to merely feel the closeness of Willow's body. Eventually she broke her gaze away and looked around nervously. "Perhaps this isn't the best place."



The redhead felt her cheeks flush a little at her assertiveness and she examined the courtyard she had picked out. Luckily, the restaurant's interior was darkened and no one had seen their affectionate display. She allowed her tense muscles to relax at that realisation. The change in Willow's body seemed to settle the blonde witch and she looked back at the redhead. The couple shared a tender look, not wanting to leave the safety of one another's eyes, feeling only comfort and love there.



All of a sudden, Tara's body tensed in Willow's arms and the blonde lurched forward, her head leaning against the redhead's shoulder. Willow panicked, not knowing what was happening. "Tara? Baby? What's the matter?"



Tara's breathing became ragged, the short sharp breaths coming in lengthening intervals. She didn't answer, only whimpering as her muscles constricted and unclenched. She clasped her arms around Willow's small body, leaning her weight against her for support.



Willow held onto the blonde, many thoughts rushing through her mind yet none giving her the answer she needed. "What's wrong, Tara? Tell me please."



Tara's gasps for air became more controlled intakes and she was soon able to relax. She pulled her face away from Willow's shoulder, looking into worried emerald eyes. "Oh goddess, Willow. Something's wrong." Her voice was weak and her body shook.



The redhead felt a sinking feeling in her chest, knowing her girlfriend was right. Why did things always go so wrong when things seemed so right? "What is it baby?" She tried to calm her voice, keeping it level and cool.



"I don't know. Something big. It's close." Tara's voice was returning to its normal soft tones. She had never felt such a strong feeling of revulsion before. She knew a dark force was approaching the area but she had never known something as fiercely determined as she sensed this was.



"Do you think it's Cerberus?" Willow questioned.



Tara closed her eyes, flashes of white crossing the black she found there. She had experienced this form of sensor before and knew the side effects of it well but had never felt them to this extent. "I don't know, it's possible." She told Willow, hoping it wasn't a new enemy they'd have to face.



Willow moved to Tara's side, keeping an arm around the blonde's waist. "Come on, let's get you back to our room." She moved to leave the courtyard but Tara didn't move with her and she looked back to see her lover shaking her head.



"No, we don't have time for that. We need to find out why Cerberus brought us here and how we can stop him." Tara was surprised at herself for being so resolute. She wasn't usually one to take charge of a situation.



Willow opened her mouth to object but thought better of it, acknowledging that her lover was right. "What can we do though? How are we going to find out what Cerberus wants?"



Tara stood up straight, her strength completely returning to her. Willow removed her arm from around the blonde's waist, joining her hands together in an anxious motion. She was deeply worried and couldn't remember the last time when she had felt so helpless. She had always had avenues to follow to find information and had her friends to back her up but now those friends were four years younger and unaware she needed help. She momentarily wondered how the gang would react to seeing her. They would probably freak, she thought glumly. Knowing the logical mind of Giles, Willow surmised that he would probably think she was a demon taking on her form. She frowned, hating the circumstances.



"We need help." Tara sighed. "But we don't have anyone to turn to. We can't face Cerberus alone. He's too strong."



Willow nodded with grim acceptance. Even though she knew their magics were strong, they wouldn't be able to take on Cerberus' power and speed. If he was capable of transporting them through time, goddess knows what else he was capable of. Willow shivered at the thought. Tara moved around the redhead, peering through the archway, deep in thought. Willow leaned against the cold bricks at her back, pressing her palms up against the wall firmly. She let her head fall backwards, a frustrated breath escaping her lips. "How are we going to find him anyway?"



"We w-wont have to." Came the blonde's quiet voice.



Willow's head snapped to the right, seeing her lover peering through the archway at something. She quickly moved to her side, gasping as she saw what Tara was staring at. The three-headed hellhound was standing in the centre of the park, seemingly gloating at the surrounding people. A few screams shattered the peacefulness of the air, causing the hair on the back of Willow's neck to stand on end. She gripped onto Tara's upper arm, her fingers digging into the fabric there. Her breath hitched in her throat as Cerberus lurched forward, heading towards the frightened couple Willow had seen in the ice cream parlour.



"No!" Willow screamed, running out into the street, Tara close on her heels.



One of Cerberus' heads whipped round to focus on the two approaching women. He ceased his pursuit of the terrified couple and turned on Willow and Tara. "Ah, the two witches." He snarled, sounding amused.



Willow stumbled to a halt when he faced them, holding an arm out to stop Tara. She had felt so determined when she saw the couple in danger but now she and Tara were the focus of the hellhound she felt a little uncertain. She felt the warm hand of her girlfriend on her back, comforting the both of them with the contact. Cerberus stalked forward, his eyes burning a bright red as he closed in on them.



"What is it you want?" Willow shouted, backing both of them up.



Cerberus snickered, an odd sound coming from a large canine. "Isn't that obvious?" He countered with another question.



The petite redhead spun on the spot and grabbed Tara's hand, pulling her with her. "Run!" She breathed, hearing the thud of the demon's huge paws on the grass behind them. They headed back towards the archway they had passed under earlier but Willow remembered there was only one exit from it. She frantically looked for a way for them to escape the beast chasing them. All of a sudden, she realised she couldn't hear Cerberus following them anymore and she glanced over her shoulder, seeing he wasn't behind them. She stopped in her tracks, looking in all directions for him but he had vanished without a trace.



Tara hunched over slightly, catching her breath. "Where… is… he?" She managed.



Willow shook her head, bewildered. One second he had been right behind them, the next he had gone. "I don't know but we can't let him wander Sunnydale, there are too many people walking around." Her eyes were wide with fear, not for herself but for all the innocents who were completely oblivious to the danger.



*



Grey streamed past in a blur of concrete and metal as he bound easily through the monotony of the town's streets. Cerberus paid no heed to the screams that came from surprised citizens, his mind and body focused on the pull of one presence, one being that would lead him to his prize. The appearance of the two witches had been a helpful surprise and, as he focused on the small one's presence, he could feel a very similar one on the opposite side of town. He suspected it was that of her younger form's and, if his deductions were correct, the human that had been the cause of his set back would be with her. He was very much looking forward to crushing the annoying human beneath his paw and he could almost taste how close he was to victory.



He slowed as he approached a large structure ahead of him where there was a hive of activity. Small humans milled around, interacting with one another and producing chemicals that made Cerberus recoil in disgust. He had always hated this age of human more than the rest, though he respected that they allowed their instincts to control them more than other age ranges.



He smirked with glee as a few of the weak creatures noticed his presence and began crying out with their shrill voices. He let out a menacing growl to terrorise them further and was predictably met with a chorus of screams and the young humans scattered in a moment of chaos and fear. He never tired of seeing this kind of reaction from humans and it almost made up for his exile to this realm. Almost, but not quite.



He padded forward, his heads lowered, eyes burning with menace. He could feel the young witch was close and he smiled at the purity of her presence. He could now tell the difference between this human and her older form. The older witch was tainted, touched by darkness and Cerberus found himself holding a new respect for her. Not as righteous as I first pictured, he thought.



As the area in front of him became emptier, Cerberus could make out a few figures through the entrance to the large structure. He settled down on his haunches and waited for his prey to appear, imagining the different ways he could make her suffer, vivid images invading his mind.



"Hey! Big, furry, and ugly! This isn't a disciplining school ya know!" Came the annoying voice.



Cerberus' eyes focused in on the familiar blonde haired human who stood, hands on hips, in front of the structure entrance, a determined look on her face. This was indeed the being he was after and he congratulated himself for working out where she would be. He straightened up, stalking forwards, watching as she took up an aggressive position. He noticed something about how her presence felt. The same overpowering sense of strength and power was there but there was also the sense that this younger being was tied into this realm, merging her life force with it. The human he had faced earlier lacked that but he decided it did not affect his current plans and he should forget it.



"It is a pity I did not have to track you for long, I would have enjoyed a long drawn out hunt." He snarled, nearing his prey.



The human ahead of him seemed taken aback for a few seconds and he noticed her defences drop because of his words. He took the chance and pounced, speeding through the air. He met with concrete and he howled with anger as he found no human crushed beneath his claws.



"Did ya miss me?" The human's voice came from behind him and he turned to find her looking up at him with an expression of smugness. This infuriated him further and he swiped at her lithe body, missing her by mere inches.



"Hold still child." He growled. "I will allow your death to be painless of you cease your futile evasions."



As his front paws made contact with the ground once again he felt pain shoot up his rear right leg. He let out a howl of agony as his heads shot in that direction, spotting the blonde female throwing herself again at the giant limb. He moved quickly, shifting his lower body so she missed. He felt blood trickle from the wound and matt into his dark fur. He now realised he had underestimated his foe and surmised the best recourse would be to use his spiritual power to annihilate this pest.



He caught movement out of the corner of one set of his eyes and he narrowed his eyes as he saw a figure dart across the street, followed by another. He recognised the presence of the lead human as the younger red haired witch. The human that followed her was a young male and Cerberus watched with amusement as he uplifted slabs of concrete that flew in the direction of the male. He threw himself to the ground as the stone hurtled over his head and he picked himself up, running in the direction he had come from. Refocusing on his original target who was running at him, he allowed the power to build up around him. The human seemed to sense this and hesitated in her approach. This gave Cerberus the time he needed to complete the cycle of his magic and he opened his central jaw wide, a beam of blinding blue emitting from his gaping mouth. The blonde female was thrown backwards several metres and she landed with a thud against the road. She moaned in pain and Cerberus growled at her resilience.



Glancing to his left, he noticed the young scared redhead trying to hide behind a lamppost. He laughed at the attempted subterfuge. Was she trying to work her magic from there? He wondered. As he stood watching her he realised she wasn't, she was just trying to stay out of the way. This might be fun, he thought, and padded towards her, saliva dripping from his razor like teeth.



His muscles rippled as he struck out at the metal post, ripping a gash through it and sending it toppling onto the road. The young redhead let out a scream and stumbled backwards, landing on her backside. He lowered his body, wanting to draw the fear out of her but before he could make his next move, he felt a force tear into him and knock him a few feet away from his target.



Cerberus recovered quickly and looked to where he thought the force had originated, seeing with displeasure the blonde witch whose power he had borrowed. It seemed she had regained her energies.



"Leave her alone!" She screamed, moving in front of the young redhead. Her usual companion was nowhere to be seen and this worried him more than he liked to admit.



As he finished that thought he felt an incredible build up of power and he instinctively looked up, watching in horror as menacing black clouds gathered overhead. He let out a howl as a destructive blue bolt of lightning ripped through the air and came down upon him. He felt it tear into his flesh by his shoulder blade and sear through the muscle, blinding him with excruciating pain. As soon as the bolt had come, he could feel another one forming and he wasn't going to hang around for it. He limped clumsily and unseeing away from the road, not caring where he was going, as long as it was away from the witches.



He lost all perspective on his surroundings and relied on his instincts to lead him to some sort of safe haven. He became vaguely aware of foliage and hoped he had found his way back to the woods again. Darkness claimed him as the pain became too much and he slumped awkwardly to the ground.



*



Relaxing slightly, Tara surveyed her surroundings, checking that everyone was at least alive. She saw Buffy shake her head groggily from where she lay in the road and Xander emerge from the entrance of the high school, followed quickly by Giles who was staring at Tara. She turned and looked down at the young redhead at her feet. Willow was shaking with fear but her jaw was set in a hard line as she tried not to show her emotions under the gaze of the blonde. Tara smiled at the attempt, being reminded of her own Willow, and she offered her hand.



Young Willow hesitantly grasped the blonde's hand and was pulled to her feet. Tara could hear Giles speaking behind her in soothing tones and she guessed he was speaking to the Slayer.



"Are y-you okay?" She asked the young redhead in front of her.



Willow nodded dumbly and looked to where the demon had sped off. Though he was injured quite badly, he moved at a surprisingly fast pace and there would have been no point in attempting to follow. "Did… Did you do that?" Willow squeaked.



"The l-lightning? Uh, no… that was, uh…" She trailed off, not wanting to explain. She hoped her Willow had had the sense to return to their motel room after confirming they were all safe. Tara knew Willow had done the lightning spell and was grateful for the assistance though a little pang of disappointment resounded inside her, as she knew her lover had used black magic. She shook the thought from her mind and decided it would be best if she left immediately. She didn't want to have to confront the questioning Scooby Gang. "I… I h-have to go." Tara blurted before she ran towards the street she had come from.



"Wait!" She heard the younger Willow's cry and almost reacted to it but she forcefully kept her mind focused on getting to her destination. She would be glad to return to the motel room and away from inquiring minds.



She hurried down different streets, taking a longer route in hope she could lose anyone who might be following her. She eventually reached the motel she and Willow were staying in and she leant up against the brick wall to catch her breath. Though the fight had been short, it had been intense and Tara knew they had been lucky when they had caught Cerberus off guard. Next time he would be ready and the tables would more than likely be turned. She was glad no one had been seriously hurt and felt a swell of pride as she realised she had been partly responsible for saving the young Scoobies. Sudden realisation hit her and she knew why her Willow used black magic. In a moment of understanding, she could see by looking at young Willow and her girlfriend that she needed to protect those she loved to feel useful and that gave her life purpose.



Tara closed her eyes, taking a deep breath, knowing how being helpless felt all too well. After all, she had been made to feel meaningless for most of her life by the very people who were meant to give her unconditional love. Her mother had been the only person to treat her with respect and complete adoration, up until now. Now, Willow supplied her with everything she needed, wanted, or wished for. It was all there, wrapped up in a small flame haired parcel. She smiled as her mind focused on images of her lover, the memories comforting her and replenishing her depleted strength.



"Tara!" Came the urgent voice of the woman she loved. She looked over to the entrance of the motel, smiling still. Willow rushed up to her, throwing her arms around her. "Thank the goddess you're alright. Is everyone safe?"



The blonde witch nodded, gazing into emerald eyes filled with concern and love for her. "Yes, they're fine, as am I." She pulled Willow closer to her. "Now."



Willow finally returned the smile, a wave of relief flooding through her. She had waited in the foyer for her blonde companion for what seemed like hours and she had grown increasingly impatient and worried. She had ventured outside and, with relief, spotted Tara leaning against the wall of the motel. "Don't go worrying me like that again." She said, half serious.



"Sorry, honey. Had to take the long way back." She ran a hand up and down the length of Willow's back comfortingly, eliciting a small shiver from the redhead.



The redhead's gaze rested on the full lips of her lover, the ruby curves calling to her and pulling her in. She leaned forwards and pressed her own lips to Tara's, savouring the sweet connection. The world around them dissolved and all she was aware of was the blonde. She pressed Tara back, further into the wall, running a hand down her side to rest on the shy witch's hip. Tara murmured into the kiss, grabbing Willow by the buttocks and drawing her in so their bodies melted into one.



"What the..?" The voice startled the Wiccan couple from their intimate embrace and they jumped apart, their eyes darting in the direction of the all too familiar voice.



Willow's heart skipped a few beats as she saw the younger form of her best friend staring wide eyed at her, and beside her, to Willow's horror, stood her alter ego. Willow gasped aloud as she backed away, trying to slip behind Tara but it was too late, both the newcomers had spotted her. Young Willow stared blankly at the older redhead, her body rigid, and her breaths coming in short intakes as she tried to process what she had just seen.



"Who the hell are you?" Buffy demanded, her eyes narrowing at both Tara and older Willow. Her gaze hovered over the redhead, examining the slight differences between the two Willows, attempting to determine who this impostor was.



Tara held up her hands. "Uh, I c-can explain."



"You damn well better do! What is that?" She shouted, pointing at Willow who was peeking over the top of Tara's shoulder.



"W-We…" Tara trailed off, not knowing what to say or whether she should explain. Anything she uttered now could affect their timeline and though they thought their presence here didn't affect the future, she thought it better to be safe than sorry.



Buffy stepped forwards threateningly, her fist raised but the younger Willow grabbed her arm. Buffy turned to look at the redhead, surprised. Young Willow merely shook her head, telling the Slayer that violence wasn't the answer here. She lifted her gaze to her alter ego. "Explain." Her voice was strained and quiet.



Tara's Willow came around the blonde's body and sighed, resigned to the fact that she'd have to offer the truth, whether they believed it or not. "Fine. Tara and I are from the future." She decided to not go any further and see if her younger self could digest this information. If she knew Buffy as well as she thought she did, then the Slayer would think the idea preposterous.



On cue, Buffy burst out laughing. "Oh, that's a good one!" She slapped a hand on her thigh. "Now the truth!" Her demeanour changed immediately back to threatening.



Willow threw her hands into the air and shrugged. "That's it." She glanced at Tara who was looking extremely lost. Neither of them had any idea of what to say.



Young Willow once again grabbed Buffy's arm, never once taking her eyes from her older self. "Prove it." Her voice was full of scepticism and the older redhead expected nothing less from herself.



"We don't have t-time for this." Tara insisted, pulling the redhead beside her towards the motel. "Cerberus is l-likely to go after…" She trailed off, looking pointedly into her Willow's eyes. Her lover nodded, knowing they were particularly in danger standing in the street, even though it was daylight.



"You're not going anywhere." Buffy pointed out, stepping closer, the young redhead beside her moving with her.



Tara felt her lover move forwards to counter the Slayer and she heard her reply. "That demon is after you Buffy. Stop being such a pig headed idiot!"



The Slayer stood gaping indignantly at the redhead. She opened her mouth to speak but no words came out. Tara was sure Buffy was going to lash out and hit Willow but the punch never came.



The group was interrupted by a loud rumbling growl that came from behind Buffy and young Willow. Tara expected to see Cerberus looming above them but, instead, was met by the sight of five wolf-like creatures. They appeared to be normal wild wolves apart from their burning red eyes. The two younger girls spun around to face the savage dogs and gasped. Before Tara could act, the two lead wolves lunged forwards at Buffy and young Willow, knocking into them.



Buffy grabbed her attacker by grey fur and rolled it onto its back, pounding it several times in the head with her fist. The dog whimpered and finally stopped its struggling, collapsing limply on the sidewalk.



At her side, young Willow was thrown backwards by the force of impact from the attacking wolf. Her body, instead of meeting with the hard ground, met with the strong soft arms of her alter ego, who caught her easily. However, the speed at which young Willow was travelling caught her older self off balance and the two tumbled backwards onto the pavement.



Tara checked that her lover was unhurt before turning her attention on the remaining three dogs that were stalking forwards with malicious intent. She chanted quickly under her breath, focusing on the trio's coarse grey coats. "Incendre!" She shouted in a final outburst, releasing her spell on the unsuspecting predators. They howled in pain as their fur erupted in balls of flame, consuming their bodies. The fire soon fizzled out and revealed three smoking corpses. Tara cringed at the sight, somewhat surprised at the power she had released. All she had thought about was the fact that Willow had been in danger and then there was no more thought, only action.



Young Willow shook her dazed head, feeling arms around her. She jolted upwards, looking behind her to see her older alter ego. Up close, she could see the defined lines of her jaw and cheeks, her older features taking on a beauty of their own. A small smug feeling settled inside at the hope that she'd one day turn out like this woman. It was then that she noticed the wolf that had attacked her behind the older Willow. She let out a little yelp and her alter ego followed her gaze. Within moments, the beast would be upon them and they had to act quickly.



Older Willow turned back to face her younger self, placing a hand on the girl's forearm. "Get out of here, I'll deal with the dog." As soon as the words had left the older woman's mouth, the young redhead watched in awe and fear as her pupils dilated and filled the whites of her eyes. She stood up to face their attacker, the power surging around her in a carnal storm.



In the time it took for young Willow to stand up and retreat to behind her best friend the fray was over. Her look alike had dispelled the beast with a surge of crackling energy, the swirling black mist engulfing the wolf and obliterating it for eternity. The young redhead stood gaping at the scene before her, watching as the older woman turned, her eyes now returned to their normal green.



"Um, quite the fog trick ya got there." Buffy laughed nervously.



END OF PART 4



Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

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Re: Part 4

Postby singgirl » Tue Aug 06, 2002 7:43 pm

Sorry I have been lacking in praise lately, I nedded to catch up! YOU ROCK!! *bows down* I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy...

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Re: Part 4

Postby darkmagicwillow » Tue Aug 06, 2002 9:15 pm

Nice fic! I just caught up with this part and I'm interested to see how Tara's understanding of the old Willow will help her deal with Willow's dark magic use though her own temptation to use destructive magic is worrisome here. I also liked seeing the interaction between the old and new Willows and hope to see more of that.



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"Omnia mutantur, nihil interit. "   "Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost."

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Re: Part 4

Postby mollyig » Wed Aug 07, 2002 2:26 am

Heh, I bet Fido is sorry now. Did he send the wolfy creatures I wonder?



I wonder too if there will be repercussions from Willow meeting her younger self and the younger Buffy.



Tara is gaining an insight into what drives Willow to delve into the darker magics, hopefully that will help her to convince Willow not to use them.



Another great episode!

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Re: Part 4

Postby spazz07 » Wed Aug 07, 2002 2:56 am

Buffy wont be holding her fist to older Willow's face after seeing that little display anytime soon. :) I wonder where Tara trying to understand Willow's use of dark magick will lead. Maybe if she used it Willow could see for herself what it's like to see someone you love give in to the arts. I wonder what younger Willow's reaction to her older self and Tara being lovers. I can't wait for more Caz so update soon plz. :) i don't quite see where you lost the plot because it was all brilliant. :)



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Re: Part 4

Postby Ange » Wed Aug 07, 2002 4:23 am

I liked this part. I wonder what youger Willow will say when she'll know that she'll be gay and everything. heheheh. Well, anyway, she already saw her oldself kissing Tara, so....

But great part!!



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Re: Part 4

Postby pikescoob » Wed Aug 07, 2002 5:40 am

This is so cool :grin Younger Willow must really be confused with what she's seeing. I knew they'd follow Tara cuz the scoobies never let anything go. At least now that they've met they can help each other get rid of the three headed doggy demon. :D



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Re: Part 4

Postby Thanatopsis » Wed Aug 07, 2002 7:42 am

it was really only a matter of time before Willow encountered the younger scoobies. Wonder how they're all gonna react to the future Willow.

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Re: Part 4

Postby snuggle79 » Wed Aug 07, 2002 9:06 am

Great update! :) It is really interesting to see, younger Willow meeting her older version and then with a girlfriend. Must be kinda shocking for her... :grin

Tara:"Maybe we dreamed it."

Willow:"Right. Right. Wrong! (points at her head ) Different Brains." Tara:"Oh yeah."



Can we just skip it? Can...can you just be kissing me now?

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Re: Part 4

Postby MissQuirky » Wed Aug 07, 2002 1:33 pm

Loved the update! I knew Willow was eventually gonna bump into her old self and the scoobs! Old Will seein herself w/ a girlfriend musta been quite a shocker! Can't wait 4 more! :)

"W-well, I-I was wondering, maybe, you would wanna go out sometime? For coffee ... food ... kisses and gay love?" - Willow (Normal Again)

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