FIC: Finding Me AU

[Jennpurr]

Awwwww....



YAY!!! That was wonderful. Thank you.



I LOVED that update. And YAY for naughty Tara. Hee...



Looking forward to more.



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[Lynz]

fa la laaaa hey aly, u thot ur replies were insane mwahaha! gotta luv this fic tho, ur just all with the writing sweetness

hey dontcha think the kitties theme song should be the new Nelly one? "it's gettin hot in here, so take of all your clothes..." methinks its good for a lotta fics on the board,includin this one of course

now enuff with my crazy talk (for now,hehe)





Lynz

x x x

[The Rose24]

Another beautiful update. Are we going to get find out what Willow's birthday surprise is, or have we already seen it?

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[SlayerTazz]

smoochies and ticklefest - sounds like heaven to me. Thanks for the great update!!

A dream is a wish the heart makes.

Willow: "You had two eggs, sunny-side-up. I remember because they were wiggling at me like little boobs."

Tara: "Sassy Eggs."

[spazz07]

Quote:

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"Yeah Will thanks for those mental images."

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No seriously thanks. Loved your little update Ally, its good to see Willow and Tara the way they should be, together.



Loving your work here and would love to read more soon, like real soon. hint hint



Cheers

Nath

If life was meant to be a bed of daisy's we'd have chicken crap thown on us all the time.

[ally02]

snuggle79 - Yeah it was kinda short, ill try to make the next one a wee bit longer...promise!



Jen - Awww shucks. Thanks, more soon.



Lynz - Ur mad I tell ya!! Glad you luv the fic, and I am a sucker for happy fics. Although I do have some angst at times I admit. lol Yeah that should definately be the theme song...hey someone should write a fic about that! Wait they allready did, lots and lots of them! You can throw as much crazy talk as you want ill just double the craziness and send it rite back at ya! lol



The Rose24 - Well part of the present was...monopoly of course but the next part will be semi revealed in the next chap. Glad you liked the update



SlayerTazz - Yeah, imaginary people have all the luck! lol



Nath - He he thanks very glad your like the fic. More very soon.



Thanks for reading everyone, the next chap will be longer I hope



love Aly xxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[Jennpurr]

You are very welcome, Aly.



And more soon? YAY!!!!



You've made a happy mitten out of me.



Jen (Who is off to read Sass's "boobie" update. Hee... )

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[witchbitchwillow]

great update aly, i always know that i read ure fic ill get a lot of smoochies! i was drunk and vonerable last night and where were u huh?? well i actually i tried to come online and failed miserably, theres a lot of bottons a keyboard you know!!!



should be online for the rest of the night so come on msn if u wanna chat my lovely. got some gossip to tlel you :d



love u x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[jdcioffi]

Nicey McNice nice!



JD

"I smell the smelly smell of something that smells smelly!" (SpongeBob Squarepants)

[ally02]

Jen - Watch where ur drooling...dont want to electrecute urself



Ellie - I was out 2 getting down with the good old...urm...soda pop! I am online and where are u??? No where I tells ya!! Oh god...this gossip doesnt involve smoochies by any chance?



JD - Thanky McThank Thank



More tommorow hopefully my party people way too much caffinne and niccotine and alchol!



love Aly xxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

Edited by: ally02 at: 7/3/02 2:15:30 pm

[Jennpurr]

Quote:

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Jen - Watch where ur drooling...dont want to electrecute urself

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You are so funny.



Don't tell, but.... it was worth the droolage



Electricity, be damned



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[witchbitchwillow]

god i wish!!!!!! well i wouldnt tell you neways i know hoe jelious my little aly can get



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Grimaldi]

great update



"playing cards all night.” too funny

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

Worm, are you ready to die in the cleansing apocalypse?

Its not my fault that you're a little geek with no sense of humor

[Lynz]

hehe aly am mento and proud! you'll double the crazy talk?! Now THAT would be scary stuff!





Lynz

xxxxx

I'm very seldom naughty - Willow, Restless

[Loco2]

thanks for update. very nice smoochies, playing cards, hah!

back together (and with make-up sex) is very very good.



but i hear someone saying too much crazy talk is bad and scary; all i can say to that is: you better watch out. the coffee makers will get the sane ones first, mwah ha ha!



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[ally02]

A slightly insane reply to replies of replies :S



Jen - Awww shucks Wait...that better be funny ha ha and not funny, board up the windows and change the locks cos shes mad i tells ya. Yeah id go for the second one. lol I think it is lesbianly impossible not to drool over that.



Ellie - Yeah but that would break the whole "tell each other everything" thing and that would just not do! And LITTLE aly!! I could whip ur ass any time missy....I meant that in the fighting way but the other way works too



Grimaldi - Well some people find cards very enjoyable...I have no idea where everyone got this idea that it was some kind of sex metaphor...like I would do that!? he he



Lynz - Mental mental chicken oriental! Gadz chicken oriental! What is chicken oriental?? Is that just chinese chicken?? A chicken that does Kung Fu...no wait do the Japanese do Kung Fu?? Never mind...I think I just doubled the insanity!!!



Steph - Ok I think you just trebled the insanity!! Also...wots the point of de-caffinated coffee?? I'll tell you - Its the government trying to rid us of the caffinne high so we dont protest when the bunnies march in and take over the world because we will be too depressed to care!! Or you know for people who dont want to stay awake for ages. Which would be more likely.



Anyway...going to write the next part now so more soon Thanks for all ur replies



love Aly xxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[witchbitchwillow]

aly my lovely i could take you down anyday



and like you tell me everything!!!!!! you never tell me until like a year later and by that point its a bit late for me to do the whole bitch thing and beat ppl up for hurting you! wlel id have to run to scotland first but still, ill be up there in 2 weeks, wahooooo. edinburgh festival here i come



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Jennpurr]

Aly,



It was the first one. It just struck me funny what you said.



And lesbianly impossible? LMAO!!! You had me going with that. That's a new one. I'll have to remember that. And you're right... it is impossible.



Looking forward to the update.



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[Loco2]

de-caffinated coffee? maybe they are the good guys trying to rid the world of the coffee makers that think.



aah, so many things that are lesbianly impossible; it's getting so hard to do anything. at all. (except maybe warn others of the coffee makers.)



i've had a thought (this is never good) flying ants: they've got to be up to something. and my mum is an axe murderer. seriously. and then there's the scary concept of hoovers, but i'm not even gonna go there.



i came second in a hurdles comp. today! yay!



heh heh, i, this rather disturbed person, am babysitting tomorrow. not even i know how that one happened.



steph



edited because i can't spell de-caffinated. shame on me.

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

Edited by: Loco2 at: 7/4/02 12:15:47 pm

[ally02]

Ellie - There isnt any chance that u can just take a quick train up to Aberdeen hmm thought not! Pleh!! And you could so not take me! And I do tell you stuff!! Lots of it. Some of it is utter crap but its still stuff!!!



Jen - Yeah I think I will make that my new saying! There you go with that drool again...Aberdeen is soggy enough thanks very much! lol



Steph - Dear god children are going to be under your supervision! lol You came second in the hurdles comp?? You must be JUMPING for joy...ha ha jumping for...um yeah.



love Aly who is writing now I swear!!

xxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[witchbitchwillow]

ill try and get a train up there how long does it take? i couyld always ask my teacher you never know, my play should be finished by 12 and i could go then.



and u wnana take this outside? coz im sure i know who's gunna win. he he *am i going to have to fight to keep you coz im not large with the butch* lol.



love u x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Jennpurr]

Hee hee... I can't help it, Aly. It just slips out. Tara droolage.



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[ally02]

Ok all u sane and insane people...here's chapter 10.



Title – Finding Me Part 2



Chap – 10/?



Author name - Alyson Walker or Ally02



Email Address – alysonwalker@hotmail.com



Website – Plenty of Magic: www.plentyofmagic.cjb.net



Rating - PG-15



Disclaimer – No spoilers unless Buffy goes really wacky and back in time! Some guy called Joss owns all the characters.



Feedback- Yes please! Don’t make me beg! Ok, I’m begging!



Summary- This is set in an alternate universe where Willow ended up moving away and meeting Tara. Now Tara has moved to Sunnydale with Willow.



Notes- Don't have any except....the coffee made me do it!!



Willow silently crept into her dorm balancing coffee in her right hand and carrying a bag in her mouth. She carefully placed the items on the dressing table and went over to the sleeping blonde. Her heart swelled when she saw that Tara’s arms were still stretched over the space where the redhead had been about an hour ago. Willow ran her hand down Tara’s cheek. Tara stirred and opened her eyes. She furrowed her brow in confusion, “When did you get dressed? Is it tomorrow already?” she asked sleepily.



“No sweetie, I just went to get breakfast.”



“Oh, you didn’t have to do that.” Tara sat up in bed.



“I wanted too. I got good old fashioned coffee and cro…cro…those French bun things.” Tara looked at Willow confused, “Ok so I can’t say the actual word. You know what I mean though.” Tara started to giggle, “Fine mock all you want, I will just eat it all myself and you can starve!” Willow said in mock anger.



Tara grabbed the startled redhead and straddled her, “I have all I need to eat right here!” she said before kissing Willow hungrily. She moved her hands up Willow’s top and dragged her nails across Willow’s stomach, knowing it would drive her crazy. Willow moaned and tried to push herself closer to Tara.



Tara swiftly broke the kiss and jumped off Willow, “So breakfast you say?” she said before grinning wickedly at her frustrated and flustered girlfriend.



“Oh I don’t think so Miss.Maclay!” Willow said before jumping off the bed to grab Tara and have a much more satisfying breakfast.



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An hour later, Willow and Tara were sitting in bed eating their now stone cold breakfast, “Do you realise its twelve and we are STILL in bed!” Willow said before taking a swig of her coffee followed by a disgusted expression.



“Are you complaining?”



“No way!” Willow said before pulling Tara into an intimate embrace.



Tara sighed contentedly then pulled back a little to look at Willow, “Will, we still need to talk about what happened.”



“Well I can make it really short, I’m a dumbass, I’m an ass and I’m dumb, a dumbass.”



Tara smiled at Willow’s mini-babble, “You know you can trust me completely.”



“I do, I know, it’s just…” Willow stopped and looked down.



“Willow,” Tara said softly, “Look at me, you can tell me anything.”



Willow looked up at Tara and sighed deeply, “It’s just, I was so scared. I mean you gave up everything you had for me, but when you got here, I thought you would realise you had been wasting your time. When I saw Sam looking at you, I wondered why you would ever want to be with me when you could have someone pretty and smart and funny…”



Tara shook her head in disbelief, “Willow,” she interrupted, “I love you so much. I ask myself everyday how I got to be so lucky and I wonder why someone like you would want to be with me. Someone beautiful, interesting, sweet, funny, well just all-round wonderful.”



“Tara that’s insane! Why wouldn’t I want to be with you?”



“Well why would I not want to be with you?”



“I guess we’ve both been paranoid dummies then?”



“Yep, I realise though that the whole thing with Sam looked a bit conspicuous. I just couldn’t tell you because I wanted your present to be a surprise.”



Willow’s eyes lit up a little, “Speaking of, where is this infamous present?”



Tara smiled knowingly, “Well its not something I can give you. Its something I have been wanting to do with you for a long time.”



Willow quirked an eyebrow, “No not THAT kind of thing!” Tara said embarrassed.



“Damn,” Willow said before grinning cheekily, “So when are we going to do this thing?”



“Tomorrow, think you can wait till then?”



“Hmm, are there any consolation presents till then?” Willow said before running her hand gently up Tara’s thigh.



“Oh lots of them.” Tara confirmed before leaning in to capture the redhead’s lips.



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Tara nervously led a blindfolded and confused Willow out of the car to the infamous present. She knew Willow was going to freak but Tara knew that once she got into it, Willow was going to love it.



“Tara, can I see now?”



“Um yeah, okay don’t freak out or hit me or anything, promise?”



“Promise.” Willow affirmed worriedly.



Tara untied the blindfold and let it fall at the redhead’s feet. Willow’s eyes widened in shock and her jaw nearly hit the floor, “Oh dear god!”



TBC

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[willntlover]

cliff hanger!!



cool update, it was cute.



-Will

"Hear that baby? You're my always."

"well, you know, when you play a lesbian witch you've gotta get killed in this fun kind of exciting way, so the heart was the way to go..."

"we have the most amazing fans though they LOVE us."

[Kieli]

ARGH!!! EVIL EVIL CLIFFHANGER WOMAN! *faint*

Love is tricky. It is never mundane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to sea then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone."--Amy Tan "The Hundred Secret Senses"

[Jennpurr]

Aly,



You made Kieli faint. That wasn't very nice. **Runs over to Kieli and fans her face**



EVIL CLIFFHANGERS!!! I want to know what Willow is "Oh God"ing about.



And Evil Tara for being such a tease. Hee...



Can't wait for more. You're lucky I didn't break out the hammer this time. I know how much you hate it.



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

[Kieli]

*wakes up, eyelashes fluttering* Thanks, Jen...it's that evil Aly again..she's being all with the "Ohh look at me...Ohh I'm cliff hanger chick." and I mean, what does that mean?! You see! No one knows!

Love is tricky. It is never mundane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to sea then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone."--Amy Tan "The Hundred Secret Senses"

[xita]

I am glad you didn't sweep the fight under the rug, but Oh, what's the present? horsies? frogs ?



Tara, breakfast of champions



Thanks for the update!

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Willow: (to Tara) I could heal.

Tara: (to Willow)And we’re gone.

[Jennpurr]

Hee... you sound like Willow. That's a compliment, BTW. And you're very welcome, Kieli. And yes... she's VERY evil. She loves torturing us. Grrr...



We love you, though, Aly.

Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson
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Mi corazon perdido en ti...

Edited by: Jennpurr  at: 7/5/02 11:47:40 am

[Kieli]

LOL...well that's ok Jen, you won't have been the first to tell me that But the Willow imitation was on purpose. I so love that line from her about Faith *pokes Ally* Okay missy, I love your story but the cliffhangers? Not so much. Feed my W/T fic need!

Love is tricky. It is never mundane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to sea then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone."--Amy Tan "The Hundred Secret Senses"