FIC: Finding Me AU

[tiyodragon]

Chick Fight!!!



Why is it those are the best to watch? Even folks that are suppose to stop fights, will stop to watch a chick fight. (unbridled fury...)



Poor willow, she's so insecure.



great update, more please.

tiyodragon

[Grimaldi]

great update



“Oh cool! A chick fight!” very funny

Dude, we're surrounded by perverts!

Worm, are you ready to die in the cleansing apocalypse?

Here she comes, never get enough of her sex action

[mollyig]

I didn't think Willow would go that far.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[snuggle79]

hm...interesting. Although Willow wouldn't really go this far, i thought it was kinda "funny"...

Great update!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[SquishyTrishy]

Hey



Thanks ever so much for the update! People do strange things when they are in love, but Willow attacking Sam is just like...Big Butt Strange! LOL Acctualy at frist I had some trouble seeing it but Willow does indeed have a dark side and if it cant come out through magic then....This fic is totaly great. I dont think Willow is gonna like her self after she realizes what she has done...and I dont think Tara is gonna be that happy. I hope know one gets hurt, luckly Buffy is there and she can pull them apart. I am not so muvh saying NOooooo more like Moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore! I totaly agree with u about getting ride of the science..I mean think about it. Who is gonna trust me do the science thing, like being a doctor (dead) , chemist (boooooom) Fixer thingy person (break down). SO you see it is just hopeless for me.Hehe well sorta...This fic is totaly great..Thank you!



~Trish!~

[Kieli]

*ROTFLMFAO* I laughed so hard at this chick fight, I think I swallowed a chewy Spree whole! I can't see Willow going this far either but hey, hell hath no fury like a lesbian who thinks some other chick is horning in on her turf.

Love is tricky. It is never mundane or daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to sea then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the foundation for a certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you can never say no. It includes everyone."--Amy Tan "The Hundred Secret Senses"

[witchbitchwillow]

***“Or I could find Sam and rip her head off!” Willow said angrily.***



omg that is just such a good idea!!!!! whats sams address??



great update honey



oh oh im wearing a new garment of clothing he he he, guess what?



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[fidds]

great update!

i can't believe Willow got into a fight- Tara's not going to be happy



can't wait for the next update!



*Hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

[ally02]

Ok so maybe overboard with the fury thing BUT when she found Oz with skank-dog she went through crying and then she was all with the cursing! I think she was more pissed because Sam half insulted Tara. Also - its my more violent universe I think lol.



Michelle - No its allrite that you found it funny. It was actually meant to be funny unless you were Willow, Tara, Sam or Buffy...which is very unlikely



Jen - Phew no hammers! I am glad that you are laughing and not crying your eyes out going - what a heap of crap! There will be talkage. I had to end it there...I think the whole being called evil constantly thing had an effect on me!



tiyodragon - I think its because girls are so vicous when we get into fights...it must be the hormones. I never stop a fight! Well usually cos I am in them but thats not the point



Grimaldi - Glad you like the update. Everyone is digging the chickfight. Maybe it should have been mud wrestling - cos then everyone would have liked it more



mollyig - Yeah this reality's Willow is kinda different to ME Willow...more agressive. But hey at least there are no guns involved!



snuggle79 - I think interesting is another way of saying - crap! lol Yep again with the different Willow...I prefer agressive Willow though



Trish - Woah long reply man! Yes love makes you do the wacky. Didnt think Willow would go delving into the black arts over an affair...oh wait she allready did that lol I thought you were saying mooooo there for a sec - a subtle way of calling me a cow eh? And those sound like great carear prospects you got there. lol Very glad you like this fic even after Willow blowing a gaskit. I dont even know what a gaskit is so how am I supposed to blow one??



Kieli - Dont swallow ur chewy spree - whatever that is! lol Hell hath no fury as a ticked off lesbo! Thats a shorter way of putting that! lol Also didnt mean to offend anyone by saying lesbo - bcos I am one - therefore would be offending myself! lol



Ellie - I am not actually sure wot her address is. I mean I follow her home and watch through her bedroom window but I dont know where the house actually is! lol lol



Hannah - I know I cant belive it either....and I wrote it! lol Tara is not going to be a happy bunny I know!



ok thanks for putting up with the fic even though willow has gone insane lol more soon i promise

love Aly xxxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[LiangFeng]

Wahaha, I think I like this side to Willow. Lol!

Got rice?

[Loco2]

woooohoooo!!! we got our girly fight! *dances around for a while looking suspiciously like a chicken*



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[Thanatopsis]

Chick fight. Too funny. Can't wait for more.

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No, it's great... if we want to make ferns invisible, or communicate with shrimp, I've got the goods right here.

[Lynz]

Hands up if you've ever had a fight like that!

oooooh it's starting to heat up now, all action ass-kicking Willow in da house!

But Tara's still got a lot of explaining to do, no wonder Willow went nuts.

I'm intrigued about what Tara will say.....



Looking forward (as always) to the next update,





Lynz

x x x

[SlayerTazz]

Great update - gotta love jealousy...well as long as you aren't involved I guess.

A dream is a wish the heart makes.

Willow: "You had two eggs, sunny-side-up. I remember because they were wiggling at me like little boobs."

Tara: "Sassy Eggs."

[Jennpurr]

Quote:

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Jen - Phew no hammers! I am glad that you are laughing and not crying your eyes out going - what a heap of crap! There will be talkage. I had to end it there...I think the whole being called evil constantly thing had an effect on me!

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Hee... nope, no hammers. I did think it about though.



And you ARE evil!!! Very evil! I'm glad to hear that our girls will talk though. It would be a good thing, and hopefully smoochies will follow, right?? Gotta love the smoochies.



Looking forward to more!



Jen

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"Alyson Hannigan is a frickin' amazing kisser."Amber Benson

[areslei]

LMAO! Gotta love the girlie fights.



Oh, Willow, Willow, Willow....:sigh. Whatever are we going to do with her. :spin I'm sure Tara will be very happy about this...ugh.



Waiting anxiously to hear the talk...

[The Rose24]

There is nothing I can say that hasn't already been said but Willow should have talked to Tara before going off of the deep end, but, on the other hand, Tara should tell Willow what is going on.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[ally02]

Wow!! I have a lightning bolt!! I'm a hot topic apparently lol. Annyhoo....replies to the replies!!



LiangFeng - Wahahah, who doesn't like a more fiest Willow! Also sorry to disappoint u but I dont have any rice



Steph - Yep, I delivered lol. Hmm the chicken dance looks great



Thanatopsis - He he glad you liked the chick fight. More soon I promise!



Lynz - anyway....yep there will be BIG talkage!! It will all become clear soon dont worry Glad your looking forward to the next update...which hopefully will be soon.



SlayerTazz - Yeah but jealousy over you is always good for boosting the old ego...not that I ever do that ever!!



Jen - So glad you spared me the wrath of the evil hammer! Glad that I am evil...maybe I should just buy a dominatrix outfit and go with it...actually thats not such a bad idea!! I am not promising smoochies...but you know I am always a sucker for them!! More soon!



areslei - Hmm I can think of many things to do with Willow...urm...I mean, yep Tara's not going to be happy. Talking soon!!



The Rose24 - Yep...well at least you didnt call me evil!! All will be explained soon!!



Thanks for all ur replies, you guys rule!

love Aly xxxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[jdcioffi]

Dude, this was great -- and I love the idea that, at any other time, this would have been funny.



MOre?

JD

"I smell the smelly smell of something that smells smelly!" (SpongeBob Squarepants)

[Loco2]

yep, i'm well known for my chicken dance. it's what i do. (i should get a life, huh?)



i'm sorry, but it's got to be said; when's some big fat hairy 'more' on the way?



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[ally02]

JD - You want MOre, you can have MOre lol right now actually cos this chap follows these replies! ha ha at any other time...that still wouldnt have been funny!!



Steph - You also can have some big fat hairy MOre right now! God damn, replying on ur other board has made me hyper!! I blame you...obviously! You and the darn chicken dance... damn you!! Ok stopping now.



Title – Finding Me Part 2



Chap – 7/?



Author name - Alyson Walker or Ally02



Email Address – alysonwalker@hotmail.com



Website – Plenty of Magic: www.plentyofmagic.cjb.net



Rating - PG-15



Disclaimer – No spoilers unless Buffy goes really wacky and back in time! Some guy called Joss owns all the characters.



Feedback- Yes please! Don’t make me beg! Ok, I’m begging!



Summary- This is set in an alternate universe where Willow ended up moving away and meeting Tara. Now Tara has moved to Sunnydale with Willow.



Notes- I have a vague idea of where I am going with this story, but it may suck. I’m just going to see where it goes and hope for the best lol. Also finding it hard to update quickly because of mountains of Phsyc and English coursework. Thoughts are in << >>



The sound of Tara’s voice made Willow jump apart from Sam. She looked guilty then regained a look of anger when she remembered why she had been fighting in the first place. She folded her arms across her chest and spoke with a hint of anger in her voice, “Why don’t you tell me, cos that’s what I have been wondering for a long time!”



The other people who had been watching the fight dispersed. Sam stood and looked from one angry girl to the other, “I think I better leave you two to talk.”



Once Sam was back in her dorm Tara stepped a little closer to Willow sharing the same look of annoyance, “Okay, what do you think was going on?”



“Well I saw you two last night…hugging and stuff. Why didn’t you tell me where you were going?”



“Okay, I thought I had cleared this up. There is nothing going on between Sam and me. You wanna know what was going on,” Tara began to get choked up and Willow was starting to realise that she may have made a huge mistake, “Sam was helping me organise a surprise gift for you. It was in her line of work and I needed her help. I wanted to give you something to show how much you mean to me. You came into my life and gave me so much, I wanted to give you something special to show how my love for you…”



“Tara, oh god I’m so sorry…” Willow began and tried to reach out for her girlfriend.



Tara stepped back and held up her hand to silence the red head, “Willow, I cant be in a relationship in which I’m not trusted,” A single tear rolled down Tara’s face, “I don’t think we should see each other anymore.”



“Tara no!” Willow began and tried to follow her girlfriend who was quickly walking in the other direction.



Buffy held her friend back, “Will I don’t think there’s much you can do now, just go back to your dorm and I’ll come and see you tomorrow. Tara can stay at mine till you sort this out.”



“But…” Willow looked at her friend who had adopted her resolve face, “Ok.”



Buffy squeezed her friend’s shoulder in comfort before quickly walking to catch up with the retreating blonde. Willow stood for a while watching Buffy and Tara disappear out of sight then left to go to her dorm.



“Tara wait.” Buffy said as she caught up with her. Tara stopped walking and covered her face with her hands as she let the tears fall uncontrollably. Buffy pulled Tara into a hug; “You can stay at mine as long as you want, okay?” Tara simply nodded and Buffy led her to her home.



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Willow woke early after a restless night. She found it hard to sleep in an empty bed. She sighed and rolled over to stare up at the ceiling. << Why do you always do this Rosenberg? You always mess up everything you get! You need to get off your butt and talk to Tara. No wait, she needs time. >>



Willow sighed loudly as her thoughts argued. She sprang up in bed when she heard the phone ring.



“Tara?” she asked hopefully.



“No Will its Buffy.” Buffy said apologetically.



“Oh, how is she.”



“Well, she’s still a little hurt. Well a lot hurt.”



“Is she ready to talk to me yet?”



“Well I’m going out with mom around seven so maybe you could just accidentally on purpose stop by?”



“Ok…I really screwed it up this time didn’t I?”



“Yeah you did. But, you two love each other so much, I hope you can work it out.”



“Thanks Buffy, you’re the best.”



“Anytime, later Will.”



“Bye.”



Willow hung up the phone then wondered how she was going to fill the next 9 hours. She shoved some depressing music in her stereo then settled down for some good old-fashioned moping.



* * * * * *



Tara came into Buffy’s living room and caught the tail end of the conversation. She knew she had been talking to Willow but decided not to bring it up. Buffy turned and was a little startled to see her standing there, “Geez you nearly scared me half to death…not that it would make a difference cos I always find a way back.”



“What?” Tara asked confused.



“Um, nothing.” Buffy decided now was not the time to talk about her Slayer burden.



“Thanks for letting me stay here.”



“No problem. You can stay as long as you want. Mom and I are going out later, Willow is probably going to stop by so you guys can talk.”



Tara chewed her lip nervously, “Yeah that’s um…p-probably a good idea.”



Buffy gathered from Tara’s stutter that she was more than a little uncomfortable about seeing Willow again, “I can tell her to leave it if you wa…” she began.



“No, um, I think its best to get the t-talk over with.”



* * * * * *



Willow had been standing outside Buffy’s door for about five minutes. She had her arm poised to knock but hadn’t gathered the strength to make the small movement. She had never been so frightened to go into the slayers house…which was a bit weird with it being the house of a slayer and all.



After a few more moments hesitation, Willow knocked softly. Tara had been sitting reading in the living room so she heard the faint sound. She knew it was Willow and nervously answered to door. Willow was standing on the other side looking more nervous than Tara was.



“Hey.” Willow said anxiously.



“Hey.” Tara replied.



TBC – Yes lots of angst I know...BUT...next chap is hopefully going to be a bit more upbeat

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[witchbitchwillow]

okay i really relaly dont like you being cliffhanger queen anymore!!!!!!! so i am going to do what im good at.



***Willow hung up the phone then wondered how she was going to fill the next 9 hours. She shoved some depressing music in her stereo then settled down for some good old-fashioned moping. ***



hehe, great update my lovely. more soon i hope?



love u x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Nutty Girl]

Ok Ok, I know I may not have said this before but I LOVE THIS FIC !!



There, I knew I would feel better once I had got that off my chest !!



JB xx

"Say! You all didn't happen to do a bunch of drugs today didja ?"

[Loco2]

you got me all hyper with that post, i think it must be catching! heh heh, my face must have been comical when i found you had posted a chapter, then found that it was all unhappy, i think i actually felt my grin turn into a pout.



and aah, i knew the chicken dance would do it, it always does.



though, now, i'm willing to make a deal, if i update right now, will you give us your next one?



steph *looking proud of herself for negotiating*

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[fidds]

great update!

i hope they work things out



edited to add: hey i'm a Willowhand (sorry) *sheepish look*

*Hannah*

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I just needed someone to talk to, you were just too busy with yourself, you were never there for me to express how i felt ,i just stuffed it down- *STAIND -FADE*

Edited by: fidds at: 6/27/02 1:07:37 pm

[snuggle79]

great update! I was kinda thinking, that Tara was reacting a bit too harsh, just a bit. But I'm sure, they will work things out!

Oh baby, want me to rub your tummy? She likes it when I ... stop explaining things.

Hi, um Tara..how are you? well...I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time...for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[ally02]

Ellie - Ahhh its so great being evil lol Well you would know...*cough*...anyway, please dont be depressed cos its depressing!! More soon I promise, when I am less tired and more in the fanfic swing. Prob 2moro afternoon cos I have home "study" and oh yeah - the last day of skool! Woohoohoo!!



Nutty Girl - Thanks for getting that off your chest...Im very touched



Steph - It's hyperitis!!! Damn you did it again!! Awww no pouting please. Do you think you can bargain with the evil one!! You NEED to update...its drivin me insane waiting man!! I will update 2moro when I have had plenty caffinne induced madness and I will be at the peak of my happiness due to...NO SCHOOL FOR 8 WEEKS!!! Ok im cool!



Fidds - Well like I've said before...I'm a sucker for happy endings. But I might turn into a manic depressive and have them running towards each other to embrace...then they get run over by a bus! That probably wont happen dont worry! lol Darn I want to be Willowhand! Gonna post like mad! Boy do I feel sheepish...allrite you baaaad boy! *cough* watched Alladin way too many times!



Snuggle79 - I think she's more pissed cos shes allready had the non-trust situation with Willow many times before. Dont worry...they will work out. Unless the dont look before crossing the road



Thanks for all ur replies, I'd like to thank my manager Ellie for all her support, my family and friends who dont get a penny from me and also Steph for giving me the best performance of the chicken dance known to man!! Ok, had way too much caffinne. Please ignore previous statement



love Aly xxxxxx

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!

[witchbitchwillow]

as i have said beofre i am never ever evil!!!!!!!!!



home study! blah yeah right!



im ure manager now :-s aly you relaly do worry me sometimes and i think that maybe uve had enough of the old caffine.



love ellie x x x x

*thats me as a vampire im so evil and skanky and i think im kinda gay*

*no candles? well i brought one its extra flamey!*

[Loco2]

okay, give me a couple of minutes.



and *cough* NO SCHOOL FOR 8 WEEKS!!! i only get 6!!! and they haven't started yet! plagh! you do get half terms, right?



steph

"Dr. Becker, have you seen the skeleton?" "What do you think I am, a skeleton thief? You want to search me?!"
"Who sponsered career day this year, The Brittish Soccer Fan Association?!" - Xander - What's My Line?
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[ally02]

It is actually home study this time!! lol Old caffinne - like id drink out of date crap...oh wait thats not what u meant. Leaving now



love Aly xxxxxx



HA HA I'm extra flamey.....argh someone call the fire brigade!!

You cannot have more catnip! You have a catnip problem!