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Title: Strawberry kisses
Author's name: Ash
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: All of the BTVS characters belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy and all them people
Summary: Just read and find out hehe
Feedback: Yes, I love it
Chapter 22: Secret revealed
"Hey," Tara said as she got into Faith's car.
"Don't hey me," Faith snapped.
"What is your problem?" Tara looked at her friend.
"I know you called my grandma last night," Faith said. "She called my cell last night to talk. Why would you do that?"
"Because I thought that maybe if she talked to you, you would feel better."
"How did you suppose that?" Faith asked.
"Because sitting around here. Ignoring Buffy and everyone. Flipping out. Putting me in the middle. Isn't helping. You need to go out there. You need too..."
"Stop telling me what I need to do. I don't need to do anything. And I would appreciate if you stayed out of it."
"Than stop putting me into it," Tara snapped.
"Whatever," Faith said. The rest of the car ride was silent. When they got to school, Tara jumped out of the car, slammed the door and walked away. "Tara," Faith shouted.
Willow, Buffy, Xander, and Anya were all sitting on the wall outside the school, they looked up when they heard Tara's name.
"What's going on with them too?" Xander asked.
"I don't know, but I'm thinking we should go talk to them," Buffy said looking at Will.
"Yeah come one," Will said as she jumped down, followed by Buffy.
"Tara come on wait," Faith said running up to Tara and grabbing her arm. "I'm sorry. Come on." Tara looked at her. "Look I'm scared. My brother was the only one who ever cared about me. When he left to take that job, I got so mad at him and I wouldn't talk to him. I was just so angry that he would leave me there alone with my parents. I never. I haven't. Talked to him since he left. He tried calling me when he found out what my dad did, but I wouldn't talk to him and now. He. I may never," tears came to Faith's eyes. "I can't go see him like that. In a coma. I can't," Faith started to cry.
Tara pulled her friend into her arms. "It's okay. I understand. Shh sweetie." Tara looked up and saw Buffy and Willow standing there, both with tears in their eyes. Tara knew they head everything, but she also knew Faith didn't want them to know. Tara mouthed 'go' to them. Willow nodded and grabbed Buffy's arm. Buffy stared at Faith as her friend pulled her away.
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"I hate school," Xander said sitting at the lunch table with Anya and Willow.
"I hear ya," Willow said.
"Mr. Gravel came me a c on my paper," Xander said.
"Isn't that good for you," Willow smirked.
"Ha ha funny," Xander said. He looked at his girlfriend. "I tried so hard, you know I did. He hates me." he looked at Willow. "Teachers love you, how do you do it?"
"I do my work and don't slack," Willow replied.
"Hey guys," Tara said coming up and taking a seat next to her girlfriend.
"Baby," Willow hugged her and kissed her hard on the mouth.
"Damn Will," Xander said.
"I missed you," Willow said when she pulled back.
"I missed you too," Tara smiled. "Sorry I wasn't around much today. Faith and all."
"It's okay baby," Willow kissed Tara's cheek.
"Is Faith okay?" Xander asked. Tara shrugged.
"Hey," Buffy sat at the table.
"Hey Buff," Xander said.
Buffy looked at Tara. "Is she okay?" Tara shrugged again. "Do you hate me?"
"What?" Tara looked at Buffy.
"Do you hate me? I mean. Everything with Faith. I'm so sorry. I'm not fucking with her or anything. I love her. I really really do. And I feel like shit. With everything that was going on. If she knew how much I loved her and cared about her than maybe she would have talked to me and came to me and..."
"Hun," Tara put her hand on Buffy's shoulder. "I don't hate you. I know you aren't fucking with her. You and Faith treat each other the same way. So if you were fucking with her than she is fucking with you. I know you guys love each other. I know it's hard for you guys to be together. You make great friends."
"With benefits," Anya smiled.
"Anya," Xander and Willow snapped.
"What," Anya shrugged. "They are."
"But," Tara said. "You guys never work as a couple. I don't hate you. You are one of my best friends. Faith wouldn't have come to you or anyone. She came to me cause I am her friend. She will talk to you. When she is ready. She just has a lot going through her mind."
"I know," Buffy said. "I just wanna help."
"You will," Tara smiled. "But she has to let you help."
"Your right," Buffy sighed.
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"Hey Faith where have you been?" Joyca asked when Faith came in the backdoor.
"I was at Tara's house. I'm sorry I didn't call," Faith sat in a chair.
"It's okay. You have seems kinda down lately so I figured you were with Tara. Just making sure," Joyce smiled. "I am baking cookies."
Faith smiled. "Your a good mom. Buffy and Dawn are lucky."
"Well thank you, I wish they knew that," Joyce chuckled. "I'm a lucky mom. My daughters are amazing and so," Joyce grabbed Faith's hand. "Are their friends and if you ever want to talk I am here."
Faith smiled. "Thank you."
"There is someone else who is here to talk to you. And she is sitting up on her bed, very upset."
Faith sighed and got up. She walked up the stairs and into the room she shared with Buffy. "Hey," Faith said.
"Hey," Buffy said from her bed.
Faith closed he door and went and sat next to her. "I'm sorry."
"For what?" Buffy put the magezine she was reading down.
"For ignoring you and being an ass," Faith sighed.
"Faith..."
"No let me talk."
"Okay."
Faith took a breath. "I got a call a couple days ago. My brother was in a really bad car accident and he is in a coma."
"Oh god," Buffy said. She had already known but hearing the way Faith said it made her heart break.
"I haven't talked to him in months. Ever since he left. And now I'm scared that I will never get to talk to him. Never get to tell him how much I love him and how he is one of my best friends. My grandma is the one who called me and told me and she also told me that... My brother is gonna be a dad. The girlfriend he has is pregnent. She was gonna tell him that night. When he was coming home from work," tears came to Faith's eyes again. "He doesn't know that he is gonna be a dad. He always talked about wanting kids and now he is gonna have one, but he may never met it. Everyone wants me to go down there, but I don't think I can. It never had anything to do with you. I told Tara to let you and Willow and everyone think it. Cause I didn't want to talk about it. It was stupid I know, but I knew Tara would do it cause she is a really nice person and would do anything for the people she loves. But than when her and her mom got into a fight, Tara couldn't take it anymore. She hates lying ya know and she hates even more when people are upset. Epically someone she loves. My grandma wants me to go down there, but I don't know if I can. I can't see him like and I hate myself for not talking to him." Faith looked down.
"Don't hate yourself babe and I will go with you."
"What," Faith looked at Buffy.
"I said I will go with you," Buffy took Faith's hand. "We will go and you can see him. Talk to him. Let him know you are there and that you love him. He will sense you there. People say people in comas can sense things around them. I will be there for you."
"You would do that?" Faith said.
"Duh," Buffy smiled. "You are my snuggle bunny."
"I told you not to call my that."
"I think you like it when I call you that," Buffy said.
Faith smiled. "You know what."
"What?"
"You can call me it one time, in front of Anya, and I will like that you call me it."
Buffy laughed. "Deal." she lunged across the bed, tackling Faith.
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"I'm so glad you are going," Tara said into the phone. "Okay I will see you guys tomorrow. I love you two too."
"I love you too," Willow shouted.
"They love us too," Tara smiled at her girlfriend. "Bye," she said into the phone and hung up.
"So when do they leave?" Willow asked.
"This weekend," Tara said jumping onto the bed, tackling Willow onto her back. "I love you," Tara leaned down and captured Willow's lips in a passinoate kiss.
When they pulled away, Willow was dizzy. "I love you too," she said breathlessly.
Tara giggled.
Willow flipped them over so Tara was under her. "So we have the house to ourselves," she smirked.
"When are Ira and uncle Ethan coming back?"
"Don't know," Willow kissed Tara's neck. "Don't care." she kissed her neck again.
"You know," Tara's voice was shaky. "My mom said I could come over when Faith left my house cause she thought you wanted my help," she gulped when Willow started to suck her pulse point. "On a project," she squeaked out.
"I do need help on a project," Willow smirked. Tara raised her eyebrow. "A Tara loving project."
"Tara loving?"
"Yes."
"For what class?" Tara teased.
"My own special class. I am the only one taking it."
"So does that make me the Teacher?" Tara teased.
Willow gulped.
Tara giggled. "I think you like that idea," Tara pulled Willow down for another passionate kiss.
Ash
