FF: RW Season Ep 7.5 "Familiar Territory"

[Imperfectly Me]

I'd be pissed off to if I were Willow! Although I've always practiced the self removal method...Not safe, I know. And I have a funny feeling that Anya's new stock is not so much statue as alive.



Aim

[spazz07]

I'm a bit cautious about this edward fellow. Though at times you made Mad's seem a bit suspectable and she's turned out fine



Yeah i agree, hopefully Buffy was able to talk some sense into Xander, glad he finally realised that he's a grown up now and has responsibilites and that some problems need to be faced. Perhaps even a X/A reunion could help with the progress of Willow's recovery.



I wonder where you take the werewolfie thing, i was thinking werewolf when Xander mentioned that the full moon was too bright for them.



Great update(s) once again ladies and i patiently await more



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[WiccansIllusion]

Anya and six ancident dragon replicas? that sounds like another Anya making Bunnies episode.



I loved the Xander Buffy dialogue, but can I have a WT scene next? *puppy dog eyes*

Tara nodded in agreement "She has magic fingers." Then, as though the words had just echoed back to her and sounded not at all right, she perked up and glanced around at the others. "On the keyboard."

TheWisdom of War, Chris Golden

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

[KathleenWolf]

Okay so I'm being a good productive employee and working overtime but with all the intriquing comments on the last two scenes I had to jump in...







mollyig: you may be you may not be... I can't talk about Edward... and yes Xander needs a kick in the butt



Urn of Osiris: oh I am aware and bow to your unwaivering W/T dedication... I mean you do have the lap top to prove it and mmm statues, would we do that?



Puff: ooo many things loose in Sunnydale... are they related are they seperate... is one of them the big bad? mmmm god I wish I could blab... (and I'll send along your good wishes when I speak to her)



WebWarlock: yes he wanted to run but at least he talked about it before he did it right? He is indeed up for a growth spurt and part of that will be taking responsibility for his actions past and present... Oz... mmmm I have to honestly say I can't even name a story of ours that has had Oz in it... I mean we have included Spike (Ugh) more than Oz sooo...



MissQuirky: mmm can't say but I wouldn't bet the house on it being Oz... WHOOO love the Maffy support, we just have to work on Beth



Imperfectly Me: I do so feel for Willow, it is a hard time when you start to 'feel' better but everyone is holding you back... and well they might be, you never know in the magic box



Spazz07: oh we're old hands at the 'are they good are they bad game' and hey we might just need some evil statues to distract from the really bad stuff right? this is us ... and good for you getting the full moon hint though werewolf will have to be discovered to be 100% sure... and I wouldn't rule out a X/A reuninon at all but like all things in our universe they take work and time...



thanks again to everyone for reading

update soon

probably right after myself



kath

"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

To The Land of The RainbowWriters

[KathleenWolf]

WiccansIllusion: wow talk about good timing... look what I have for you right now... oh and who really can do good with six replica dragons? well except me who has one tattooed on her already and is in love with one... he he he





Madalene did up the buttons on her coat and walked back to the kitchen where she found Tara putting the finishing touches on the small dinner she was making for her and Willow.



“Are you sure you don’t want us to bring you anything back?” She questioned smiling.



“Well if they have anything that looks nice in their candy selection.” Tara looked up from her work.



“Gummy or sour?” Madalene checked flipping open her purse to check she had all the necessities.



“Mmmm could I push for chocolate?” Tara wrinkled her nose slightly.



“I’m sure Dawn can help me find your favourite.” The Spellcaster acknowledged.



“Thank you so much for doing this.” Tara carefully tossed the small salad she had made.



“I’m actually looking forward to it. I can’t remember the last time I went to the movies.” She waved off Tara’s words. “And I’m sure Dawn will pick something intelligent and artistic.”



“Well…” Tara didn’t seem so convinced. “I am sure you’ll have fun.”



“She’s going to make me see that talking mouse movie isn’t she?” Madalene looked scared for a moment.



“I have no reason to say this with the memory thing but…” Tara paused. “For some reason I think yes.”



“Cousin you owe me.” Mads laughed and shook her head lightly.



Tara’s smile suddenly beamed and she stepped over to catch Madalene up in a hug. The Spellcaster held her back for a moment smiling.



“I’m never going to be able to repay you for everything.” Tara whispered as she eased back.



“You don’t owe me anything.” Madalene shook her head.



“I’m ready!” Dawn suddenly announced as she bounced in.



“Coincidence so am I.” Madalene grinned at the teenager’s enthusiasm.



“Great, now are you sure you and Willow are going to be ok?” Dawn turned to Tara. “Buffy and Xander should be back soon.” She pointed out and Tara couldn’t help but smile as the teenager hovered protectively.



“We’ll be fine.” She assured her.



“Come on Dawn I’m sure they’ll be find on their own.” Mads moved back towards the hall.



“I love you.” Dawn gave Tara a brief hug before running after the Spellcaster.



“Have a good time!” Tara called turning her attention back to the meal. She took a moment to enjoy the quietness in the house now that it was virtually empty. Though she knew she didn’t remember these walls and this structure, it held comfort for her. It held the shadows of memories in which she was safe and cared for. Even as she moved around the kitchen she found herself reaching into cupboards and drawers without thinking to find the things she needed.



“Did I just hear see Dawn and Madalene leave?” Willow came into the kitchen a few minutes later.



“Yes?” Tara confirmed turning to smile at the redhead. “The mouse movie is calling.”



“Mouse movie?” Willow perched by the island questioning.



“There’s a talking mouse movie playing, I think Dawn might want to see it.“ Tara explained her wording.



“Oh Stuart Little Two, she loved the first one.” Willow smiled catching up. “Though I didn’t think Madalene would be a talking mouse movie sorta girl.”



“Did she?” Tara moved to the fridge and pulled out the orange juice.



“Do you need help?” The redhead checked.



“No, I’m fine, nearly done.” She brought the cartoon over and poured out two glasses.

“So we have the house to ourselves?” Willow checked as she watched Tara’s finishing touches.



“We do.” Tara looked up through her eyelashes and nodded. “Until Xander and Buffy get back from patrol at least.”



“Do you want to eat in the living room or the dining room?” Willow questioned.



“The dining room, you’ll see why.” Tara smiled to herself when she thought of the dining room she’d set up with candles and place settings. “You could take the juices through sweetie.”



The redhead nodded smiling as up picked up the glasses and moved back down the hall. Willow wasn’t expecting anything special when she turned into the dining room but the soft light of the flickering tapered candles and soft floral fabric place mats were a very happy surprise.



Tara walked slowly in behind the redhead carrying the two plates for their meals. Willow turned still smiling when she felt the blonde come up beside her.



“It’s lovely.” She whispered lovingly.



“I wanted to underline how proud I am of you, no matter what some doctor in some office says.” Tara whispered back.



“What are we having?” Willow’s smiled grew even wider.



“We have…” Tara put the plates down on the settings. “Salmon, baby potatoes, and broccoli with a light garden salad. I made ice cream for desert.”



“Wow.” Willow moved over impressed, catching up with herself she held out Tara’s seat.



“You do like salmon?” Tara checked suddenly unsure about her choices.



“I love your salmon.” The redhead confirmed helping the blonde tuck up to the table before she moved over to her seat.



“I hope I still can cook.” Tara smiled as she watched Willow sit down. The redhead carefully took her napkin and draped it into her lap.



“I’m sure it’s yummy.” Willow picked up her fork.



“Did we used to do this much?” Tara asked lifting her own fork. There was again something familiar about this and she wanted confirmation that her instincts could be trusted.



“As often as we could, life around here can be very hectic.” Willow conceded taking a mouthful of salmon and grinning. “That is so yummy.”



“Can I still cook?” Tara grinned back.



“You...” Willow chewed greedily. “Are the best.” Tara watched the red head as she took another mouthful.



“Did I used to just sit and watch you a lot?” Tara made the vague query as she slowly started to eat. Willow nodded as she tried the potatoes.



“You used to say it was your favourite thing.” She added softly.



“I think it is.” Tara agreed with herself. “Are you feeling better?” She asked as she too tried the salmon and was quite pleased with how it had turned out.



“I’m sorry if I was a grumpy earlier.” Willow took some of her juice.



“It’s ok.” Tara shook her head. “Grumpy is fine.”



“I feel a lot better since I get to spend the night with my lovely girl.” Willow grinned twirling her fork into the salmon.



“What do you want to do with our night in?” Tara asked as she took a sip of orange.



“Anything.” Willow suggested happily.



“No preferences on your anything?” Tara laughed lightly, she could tell just by the sparkle in green eyes that she could have said clean the bathroom and Willow would have been excited as it was going to be done together.



“We could go star watching.” Willow offered looking up at Tara.



“Oh now that sounds like fun.” Tara enthused. “If we see a falling on I’ve already got my wish because I’m spending the time with you.”



“Charmer.” Willow blushed lightly.



“I don’t remember being one.” Tara smirked at her own words.



“Doesn’t matter if you remember you are.” The redhead blushed more.

“Willow.” Tara began gentling tipping her head slightly on her side. Willow caught blue eyes and waited for her to continue. “How are you feeling?” She asked hoping that the redhead would realise that she wasn’t talking about her earlier mood but was rather being more generic.



“I feel odd.” Willow admitted feeling like Tara was the one person she could talk with honestly.



“Does odd have details?” Tara absently ate small mouthfuls of the meal.



“There is so much whirling around in my head that wants attention, I guess because I’ve been not paying attention to it for so long.” Willow put down her fork trying to explain.



“Like?” Tara encouraged her to explain.



“And I see how everyone has moved on, but to me it’s like time hasn’t moved.” Willow looked up into blue eyes.



“Hasn’t moved on from when?” Tara looked back into green.



“From me trying to blow up the world.” Her words were a whisper.



“You remember that?” Tara’s words were no louder than Willow, who nodded softly that she did. “I’m sorry I went left you alone to face the world.” She whispered her heartfelt apology.



“No sweetie, it wasn’t your fault.” Willow reached out putting her hand over Tara’s. “I’m sorry...” She hesitated swallowing as she pulled her hand back. “I didn’t keep you safe.”



“You did.” Tara shook her head and reached out as Willow withdrew her hand to catch it before it could move away too far. “What happened to me, you didn’t cause it.”



“I didn’t stop it either, I should have been able to keep you safe.” Willow didn’t pull her hand back as Tara’s rested over it.



“I wish I could remember how things were before it happened, so I could assure you that you were the best girlfriend in the world.” Tara shook her head.



“I wasn’t.” Willow looked down.



“I didn’t say you were perfect, I’m sure I wasn’t either.” Tara smiled though she was worried that her girlfriend had looked down.



“I was addicted to magic, I was the worse girlfriend in the world.” Willow’s voice went softer in her own shame.



“I know you weren’t that.” Tara refused to believe it.



“You don’t remember.” Willow stated and finally tried to ease her hand away.



“I don’t need to remember to know I love you.” Tara stressed she didn’t stop Willow from moving her hand if she wanted to.



“I love you too.” Willow’s hand stopped its retreat.



“So tell me about star watching.” Tara squeezed Willow’s hand and tried to move to a softer topic.



It took a moment for the redhead’s mind to switch streams but slowly she looked back up and picked up her fork again.



“We lie out and I tell you the real names and then you tell me the ones that you made up.” Willow offered in a whisper.



“And are we allowed to sleep out there or do we have to come in?” Tara giggled softly.



“Too dangerous to sleep out there.” Willow shook her head sadly. “We could sleep with the window open though.”



“If its not too cold.” Tara nodded that she liked the idea. “Can’t have you getting a chill.”



“This is really good.” Willow smiled around another mouthful of salmon.



“I was hoping you’d like it.” Tara admitted feeling a solid sense of pride.



“I love it.” Willow took another mouthful. “Just like I love you.”



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"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

To The Land of The RainbowWriters

[foreverpiper]

That was so sweet! lol, Dawn wanting to go see Stuart Little 2. Poor Madalene! I saw SL2...it was okay, but it definatly wasn't one of my favorite movies!



And Tara's so sweet! Reassuring Willow and all! Ah, and Willow's lucky Tara can still cook!

It's better to be pissed off than to be pissed on. - My mantra on a bad day.


And never let it be said that I left a Tara craving unsatisfied. - Willow in Wilderness

[WiccansIllusion]

Woo hoo, just what I needed. Thank you.

Tara nodded in agreement "She has magic fingers." Then, as though the words had just echoed back to her and sounded not at all right, she perked up and glanced around at the others. "On the keyboard."

TheWisdom of War, Chris Golden

'My heart is cleverer then I and it knows what to do.'-MC Legends of the Kiss

[MissQuirky]

Aww Lovely update as alwayz!! All w/ sweetness! Loved the lil dinner w/ W/T!! So is Tara gonna remember her cute lil funny names 4 star gazing! I think she will!



I'm glad Mads is gettin into the group! Dawn and her are gettin along great! Can't wait 4 ur next update!!

Willow: We can come by between classes. Usually I use that time to copy over my class notes with a system of different colored pens. But it's been pointed out to me that that's, you know... insane.
Tara: I said quirky.

[Loco2]

woo! two updates!



um...werewolf, eh? hmm....



aw, the dinner was really sweet, star watching - how cute



heh - you got me feeling for xander. wow. way to go



heh - stuart little 2, poor, poor mads.



thanks



steph

"I'm not gay - I'm just Trevor's bitch." - some drunken guy about his sexuality
"Oh, bugger off, you BROLLY!" - Anya to Giles on his use of the english language
"We'll all be a lot happier without the constant whining....Mom, Buffy, Tara, Waah" - DMW to Dawn

[Wolflord]

Most excellent update ladies. I loved the Willow/Tara interaction. They are so great for each other. Each supporting the other when they need it. I hope that Willow can overcome her guilt about trying to blow up the world, but think it will be a hard road to travel. Good thing that Tara is there for her, I really don't think the Scoobies in general would be able to help like Tara can. I hope Tara does not think too bad of Willow though when she finally remembers everything that Willow put her through in Season 6. I have faith though.....and if that fails me I have my imagination. Well can't wait til the next update ladies.





_______________ WOLFLORD ___________

Sometimes I think of them doing spells and I do a spell myself. Xander in Restless

[Jennpurr]

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Jen: first off... hugs back... yes we got your mail... sooo sorry we haven't written you back yet... its sitting in our mailbox calming reminding... I've been working alot of OT at work and Beth and I have just been finding the time to write, we will get back to you promise... as for the reconnection, it will be a big topic in this ep for sure... a few issues around that for our girls to discuss and explore but it will come... just a little patience needed

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Awww, thank you. Good. I just wanted to make sure you got it and that my stupid AOL didn't eat it. It's been known to do that. Hey, don't appologize. You reply when you get the chance. No worries. I hope Beth has a nice vacation. I need one of those.



Hey, I'm trying to be patient, I'm just curious about that topic I guess. Wondering if it really will help Tara or not. I hope so. I soo want her to get her memories back. I love it how she is remembering things, without thinking about it. Like walking around the kitchen and automatically knowing where things are.



I loved the dinner scene. So sweet. And baked salmon sounds good. I haven't had that in a long time.



I know Willow still has a ways to go, but I'm glad to see that she is getting there, with Tara's help and guidance. I have faith in our girl, even if that darned Dr. doesn't. I hope she can be weined off her meds soon. It would be funny if Tara DID show up at one of the meeting, one time. Hee.. I would love to see the Dr's reaction. Do you think that will happen?



Hee... I loved the movie thing. I think Stuart Little 2 looks like a good movie. I loved the first one. I really liked the hug between Mads and Tara and Dawn's, "I love you." So sweet.



Now... I'm thinking werewolf, as well. I hope it's not Oz though. I could just imagine what would happen with that scenario. I'm hoping it's not though.



Anya and those statues. That was funny. I'm kinda suspicious though. Should I be? That guy just showing up out of nowhere with his "merchandise." I could just be overthinking, but... I don't know.



Loving this and can't wait for more.



OH... I know this has nothing to do with this fic, but I just caught up on SIHA. I'm spoiling myself with the W/T ending first. I haven't decided if I wanna read the other yet. I may later. Hope there is an update soon to that one too. I just can't get over your talents. You amaze me. It's just... so well written. You have all the characters down and really make it exciting to read. Thank you, Kath.



WOW.. this is a long response. I'll go now.



Take care,

Jen

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"Oh, man. I wish I WAS a lesbian. I would get laid every night for the rest of my life." ~ Amber Benson

Quote from Melissa Etheridge on 8/10/2002, in The Woodlands, TX
"THAT is a bat! ... Does it have a ticket? ... It doesn't have a ticket!"

[Scout]

Interesting about Willow feeling guilty for not being able to protect Tara. Something I noticed in the shows after ‘Tough Love’ is how Willow was always reaching out to protect Tara - in ‘Bargaining,’ ‘Afterlife,’ ‘Tabula Rasa’ etc. It almost seemed like after the Glory incident, Willow took it upon herself to keep Tara from ever being hurt again. I could see her feeling guilty about the shooting even though it wasn’t her fault and there was nothing she could do to prevent it– poor Willow.



Thanks for the update! Great as always!

[VampNo12]

Yes I have to agree this Edward's does seem a bit "off", and I have a feeling the statues are going to cause trouble. Although, Anya at least found someone who talks to her on one her favorites topics "commerce", and how to make more money. I liked the Xander/Buffy exchange, and I am glad Buffy gave him the needed push to realize (what he knew inside already) that he needs to go to Anya and deal/discuss their problems, because like leaving Anya at the altar, running away will only make matters worse. Indeed the gang is truly "growing up", and I agree with Buffy, Anya does still love Xander, but she is so hurt she lashes out. Hopefully, in time X&A can develop trust, and start to re-establish their relationship. And I am also intrigued with the new "badness" with the evidence of the carnage the "animal" (or werewolf that Buffy/Xander believe it to be) left.



Got a kick out of Mads, saying ("And I'm sure Dawn will pick something intelligent and artistic."), and Tara knowing instinctively that (Mads would be suffering) by Dawn opting for the "mouse movie". Loved how Tara might not have concrete memories of cooking/the house, but still instinctively knew where to find the items she needed (as well as her salmon hitting the mark still with being "yummy"), and also the house bringing a sense of "comfort" to her.



I am glad that Willow can be honest/not hold anything back by admitting she feels "odd". Now that she is on the road to recovery she is going to have to confront/deal her past, in order to "truly" heal. And I thought Tara saying, ("I don't need to remember to know I love you."), quite significant. Yes they need to deal with the "badness" (ie forget spell), but her memories can't change what her heart/soul knows to be true (ie the depth of love she feels for Willow). And awwww to W&T going to star-gaze. Can't wait for the next part!

[Puff]

Oh do we get the star gazing scene? It was one of my favourites I like how they are slowly dealing with important issues, I like Mads as well. That's some cousin to brave Stuart Little 2 with Dawn.

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You know, it's a real deal relationship and that's why people can relate to it
Amber Benson

[tiredsoul]

Wow, three scenes today. I should have stayed away from work again.



Excellent. I like how Xander is seemingly conflicted. He loves Ayna but that being a demon thing is really buggin' him. The way you've written Anya is awesome. She's such a great character. I'm a little worried about this Edward and a little suspicious about the werewolf.



And Tara and Willow. Wow. The way you've set this up, it's like the beginning of their relationship. So much is new and exciting. The best part of any relationship.



--celia

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"That was just rude. Now I forget what I was saying."

[MadeinNZ]

Two updates to read at once. Nice.



Why do I have the feeling that the scene with Mr Sotier wasn't about Anya getting a good deal? Cause you ladies always have a plan, an evil plan, that's why.



The scene between WIllow and Tara reminded my that now that Willow is recovering, she may have to face some of the old demons. At least they'll do it together.

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Buffy: I'd like to find Willow and Xander
Joyce: Will you be slaying?
Buffy: Only if they give me lip

[The Rose24]

Hey ladies,



I get a creepy vibe from Edward too. I hope Anya did not make a hasty decision, but she probably did.



Lovely romantic dinner between W/T. One can never go wrong with romantic dinners.

Tara: My heart doesn't stutter.

Tara: Willow, I got so lost.
Willow: I found you. I will always find you.

Willow: Hi, um Tara. I was wondering maybe you want to go out some time for coffee? food? Kisses and gay love?

[Ghostwriter]

Great scenes. I loved the dinner with Willow and Tara. I like how they are still reconnecting with each other. And add me to the list that doesn't like the doctor and something is going on with that Edward, things are not what they seem there I think. Thanks for sharing!

[mollyig]

I like that Mads is taking an interest in Dawn, she probably knows how concerned Dawn is for our girls, and wants to take her mind off them. That's nice of her.



I think it was really important for Tara to have shown Willow she was proud of her, she was so disappointed by the visit to the doctor. Our poor Willow is so used to excelling at things, that she doesn't take failure well. I don’t need to remember to know I love you I think Willow really needed to hear that.



Great update.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[spazz07]

Wow, i must say if i haven't enough times already that i really like your Dawn. She's only in the last part for the breifest of moments but its more of what she'd doing. I loved how she reached out to Tara before everyone else except Willow and now she seems to be doing the same with Mads with Buffy filling in for Willow. Anyways i loved the dinner with Willow and Tara and i can see Willow and Tara having a very deep conversation about their past in the near future. Though star gazing does seem a lot of fun.



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[Urn of Osiris]

Kath - Oh yes the laptop. It seems to go everywhere these days. Hmmm I'm not sure why that is. Blessed be the inventor. Although my desktop system is majorly tweaked. I posted a few goodies on my humble little W/T site.



I love the season you are giving us here. Many to you both.



Napkin tucked, more please



Urn

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WILLOW: That's a work ethic! Buffy, you're developing a work ethic.

BUFFY: Oh, no. Do they make an ointment for that

[Centauri2002]

Aww, that was so sweet... I was giggling with the cuteness of it all... especially with Tara's thought of cleaning the bathroom and Willow would still be excited. That's so sweet.



Poor Willow though, having to face all those bad things in the recent past. It is true, everyone has moved on except her and Tara. At least they can share that problem.



I feel sorry for Mads, having to go to the movies with Dawn. I'm sure Stuart Little 2 isn't her kind of movie. lol



Looking forward to the next scene.



Caz

Tara: I got so lost
Willow: I found you... I will always find you

[KathleenWolf]

hi everyone... okay so I'm at work, barely awake but I wanted to say thank you to everyone who is reading along and give another update...



foreverpiper: neither Beth or I have actually seen SL2 but we figured it was cute enough to seem Dawnie but not quite mature enough to seem Mads-esque... glad you liked the W/T more to come soon



WiccansIllusion: you're welcome... happy to supply



MissQuirky: you'll have to find out about the star names but that scene is coming right up next



Loco2: well come on Xander is not the devil... he's just a confused slightly spineless guy at times (especially after s6) but we're trying to work on him... glad you liked the cuteness



Wolflord: I think Willow does have along road and Tara might have more than a few things to digest once she knows them but she does have the distinct benfit of being able to look back and see what do I need to get over to get the future... which at this point is the most important... glad you liked



Jen: baked salmon is actually one of Beth's world famous signature dishes so I couldn't resist forcing that in as the meal Tara had made... as for her remembering it will come in time, not that I'm saying she will get it all back but familiarity is sometimes just as important... if Tara shows up at a doctor's appointment then I think we could have a few scoobies taking up their own ward in the hospital... and we were going for total sweet with Dawnie finally getting some attention outside of the house to do things she wanted, though yeah ploy by Tara to get dinner alone with her girl but hey it worked right? as for the werewolf can't say a thing lips are sealed... and that statues same thing (say SIHA very softy here... but we're glad you're enjoying it, there's only one more part to post for both endings and hopefully they'll be in the next few weeks... it was a real departure for us but we totally enjoyed exploring and writing it so thanks for reading) though Beth when she reads this is going to pout cause you only thanked me



Scout: exactly... I mean guilt and whether you could have actually done anything to stop her being shot are too very different things... and Willow is definately thinking on the side of 'no matter what protect my girl'... hopefully we can make her see there is protection without all emcompassing guilt



VampNo12: yes definately we wanted the last few updates to be about benchmarking where people are emotionally and how they need to improve/expand... especially in terms of Xander and Tara's comfortablness in their situations... the talks about all that has happened in the past definately need to occur but they need time, and I think Tara understands best that she needs time to get her head around things peice by peice... as for the statues have to wait and see and yes star gazing very soon



Puff: yes we do it's coming right up... and Mads is brave, she just doesn't know how much of it she has to muster up when taking Dawn to the movies



tiredsoul: poor Xander is in quite the quandry... sorta the one they never thought to deal with in s6... and indeed we feel it is a second start for W/T as one has no memories and one is coming back from the brink of oblivion... but that gives us all the fun of all the early romance stuff and we enjoy that



MadeinNZ: plan... us??? okay so maybe... but I can't tell you or that would ruin the plot... and definately a duo facing of the old demons and some much needed down time together



TheRose24: poor Edward the kittens hate him already... and yes more W/T goodness to come like the last scene



Ghostwriter: you are indeed added to the very long list I have... and yes lovely to see them re-connecting to each other in the simple ways



mollyig: Mads is definately trying her best to keep Dawn's mind on some more everyday teenage stuff now that things are calming down... amd yes Willow (when in her right mind) puts huge limits on herself in terms of goals and benchmarks to acheive... she needs a lot of Tara being proud of her to help her accept things may take more time than she'd like



spazz07: we always feel that Dawn is best being part of scenes to the extent she needs to be without pushing more adult or more childish roles on her... she's in that awkward phase but she has proved at times she can be a totally competent member of the team... but hey every girl needs a little time just being young and having fun... and star gazing will be much fun I promise



Urn Of Osiris: very cool with the tech... you'll have to send your website address along so we can take a look... thank you, we wanted a season everyone could see as believable but would really give us all what we wanted and needed



Centauri2002: sweet and cute... well this is a RainbowWriters story so we must be setting up the angst somewhere... but yes much cutness and even the next scene keeps it up... our W/T are very much in the same stuck state as opposed to the rest of the gang, but as you said they can grow from that and move forward together... no I think Mads isn't a Stuart Little 2 kinda girl but she'll watch anything once



okay enough out of me... thank you all for reading... back with the update asap...



kathleen

"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

To The Land of The RainbowWriters

[KathleenWolf]

stargazing... hope you enjoy



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Dinner had gone on with a lot of conversation, some of the topics managed to slide into the area that made Willow retreat a little into herself but Tara had always managed to draw her girlfriend back out. By the end they had both finished all of their dinner and had a large helping of dessert.



Following up their plans they had moved almost immediately into the back yard to enjoy the skies.



“That one definitely looks like a bath tub, that has something in it.” Tara pointed upwards as she lay beside Willow on the thick chequered blanket.



“Moose taking a bath.” Willow giggled as she followed Tara’s hand.



“That’s its real name?” Tara was shocked.



“That’s the name you gave it.” Willow turned sideways to look at her.



“Oh.” Tara giggled again. “I was thinking for a minute you had forgotten to tell me I was an astronomer or something.”



“You’re gorgeous.” Willow admired the blonde in the starlight.



“Gorgeous?” Tara queried. “I’m not sure about that” She watched a thin stream of cloud move slowly across the bright full moon.



“You’ve never believed me but you’ve always been.” Willow whispered.



“Well if I am then you are gorgeous and beautiful.” Tara grinned looking away from the moon and at her girlfriend.



“Then you must be gorgeous and beautiful and stunning.” Willow grinned as she gave her counter proposal.



“Making you gorgeous, beautiful, stunning and so attractive.” Tara chuckled.



“Making you gorgeous, beautiful, stunning, so attractive and irresistible.” Willow reached up and dotted her fingertip onto Tara’s nose.



“This isn’t going to stop till we run out of adjectives is it?” Tara laughed lightly.



“I know a lot of adjectives.” Willow giggled.



“More than me I bet.” Tara admitted.



“I don’t know you’re very smart.” Willow turned her body a little putting her arm up under her head as she studied Tara’s face.



“Am I?” Tara turned too



“You are extremity smart and well read.” Willow nodded.



“Are we starting the adjective list again?” Tara giggled more.



“I love you.” Willow decided to reach the simple answer.



“Every time you say that I feel all warm inside.” Tara admitted as indeed a warm feeling settled into her body.



“Me too, they are the best three words in the English language.” Willow whispered reaching down to find Tara’s hand.



“Mmmm well I think there’s one better.” Tara mused entwining their fingers.



“What’s that?” Willow rubbed her thumb over the back of Tara’s hand.



“Willow.” Tara smiled.



“Then I would have to disagree.” The redhead shook her head lightly. “Tara comes first.”



“You’re biased.” Tara smirked.



“Happily so.” Willow’s smile reached up to her eyes.



“You have beautiful eyes. Especially when you smile.” Tara whispered lovingly.



“Again I say charmer.” Willow whispered her smile remaining firmly in place.



“I think I’m just telling the truth.” Tara reasoned.



“The world seems so far away when it’s just you and me.” Willow’s voice stayed low and soft.



“Doesn’t it.” Tara agreed easily. “Like we’re the world, just you and I, spinning together.”



“Revolving in orbit around each other forever.” Willow offered expanding the image.



“Exactly.” Tara nodded feeling herself warm further with the beautiful words. “You’re the sun and I’m a little happy planet.”



“Or the sun is our love and you and I are both little happy planets.” Willow corrected uncurling her arm to reach up above and play with a wisp of blonde hair.



“Mmmm which planet are you?” Tara asked leaning into her lover’s hand.



“Mars.” Willow giggled thinking of her red hair.



“Which should I be?” Tara giggled too.



“Venus of course.” Willow twirled blonde around the blonde’s ear.



“Now who’s the charmer?” Tara blushed slightly.



“All truth.” Willow squeezed the hand in her own. For just a second Tara shivered as a slightly cool breeze blew over them.



“Sweetie did you bring the other blanket out?” She questioned not wanting the weather to spoil their time outdoors.



“Right here.” Willow leaned over pulling the heavier tartan blanket over them.



“Mmmm that’s great.” Tara snuggled below it feeling the chilly breeze instantly turned away.



“Are you warm enough?” Willow checked snuggling down with her.



“I am now.” Tara felt the added heat of their bodies warming up the pocket under the blanket.



“Well Venus has to be warm and happy.” Willow reached under the blanket for Tara’s hand again.



“I am. Is Mars?” Tara interlocked their fingers again



“Mars is happy.” Willow squeezed her hand.



“I’m surprised Buffy and Xander aren’t back yet.” Tara didn’t want to break their mood in anyway but she felt she should mention the lack of the Slayer at the house despite the late hour.



“Probably went to research or help Giles paint his study.” Willow guessed, though her mind was too focused on Tara to think much about the rest of the world.



“Tonight has been great.” Tara squeezed Willow’s hand.



“It has been, thank you again for the wonderful dinner.”



“Thank you for eating it.” Tara was most thankful for that fact.



“How could I not?” Willow shook her head. “Yummy food needs to go in tummies.”



“Definitely in this tummy.” Tara moved their joined hands to rub lightly over Willow’s stomach. She pressed out her fingers to cover as much as the flat jean covered area as she could, intrigued and mesmerised by the little sparks of pleasure that the simple moved caused through her body.



“That feels nice.” Willow’s eyes closed a little as she breathed out.



“It does doesn’t it?” Tara’s voice was soft as she rubbed in a light circle. Willow nodded letting her hand trail up over Tara’s arm. “Tiny Willow belly.” Tara smiled rubbing around and around.



“Bigger I gained weight.” Willow winded her hand around to rub Tara’s back. Tara shivered again when Willow touched her back but this time it wasn’t with the chill breeze. “Still cold baby?” Willow’s eyes opened softly as she ran her hand up and down.



“No,” Tara shook her head her blue eyes finding green ones, her circling moving in time with Willow’s hand.



“This is nice.” Willow admitted as her fingers trailed over her girlfriend’s sweater.



“It is.” Tara agreed her voice gentle. “Is this usually part of star watching.”



“Quite often.” Willow gave a small nod.



“I’ve always liked Willow belly then?” Tara smiled at her own phrase thinking of how adorably cute it was.



“You have.” Willow smiled back. “You used to drive me crazy doing that when we first started going out.”



“Did I?” Tara smiled hoping she was about to get details.



“We used to be studying together and you would always have one hand over rubbing my tummy. I swear I almost got B’s.” Willow smirked.



“I bet you didn’t though.” The blonde underlined knowing that this intelligent woman had probably never got a B in her life.



“I couldn’t because then you might have stopped doing it.” Willow cupped her hand into the dip of Tara’s lower back.



“And did you often distract me like that?” Tara asked feeling the warmth underneath her skin heating up more.



“Of course.” The redhead started rubbing her back again.



“I bet I probably got a B didn’t I?” Tara smirked not sure how well she had actually done in school. There had been mention that she’d been at college but she had no idea what she’d been taking.



“Straight A’s.” Willow shook her head.



“Must be the way you do that, stimulates my brain.” Tara laid her hand flat on Willow’s stomach.



“I think so.” Willow drew circles upward towards Tara’s shoulder.



“It does feel very nice.” Tara admitted closing her eyes briefly.



“Very nice.” Willow smiled as she felt her body shift a bit closer. Tara shifted towards the smaller body at the same time, feeling her breath coming a little faster.



“Seems not so cold out here anymore.” Willow admitted rubbing her hand down, her fingertips coming into contacts with the strip of Tara skin visible above the edge of her skirt.



“I was just thinking that.” Tara confirmed her eyes closing again as Willow’s fingertips touched her.



“What else were you thinking?” Willow traced small designs onto the soft skin.



“I was thinking that this is nice. Very nice.” She continued though her eyes didn’t open.



“Me too and…” Willow licked her lips. “I was thinking about kissing you.”



“You can you know.” Tara smiled blinking green eyes open to look into the face close to her now.



“Are you sure?” The redhead checked again in a tiny voice.



“Yes. I want you to.” Tara confirmed pressing just that little bit closer.



Willow felt Tara’s breath spread over her face and with a relaxing breath of her own she slowly brought their lips together. Tara similarly breathed out as their lips met, her hand pressing fingertips against jeans lightly as they kissed.



A light mummer came out of Willow’s throat, as she pressed closer. A similar sound came from Tara as her hand slipped from Willow’s stomach to her side. Willow felt all of her doubts and worries fade away as their kiss lengthened out, she could feel Tara’s drawing her closer and it made her feel so safe.



Tara spread her fingers lightly over as much of Willow’s side as they could reach gently pulling the redhead closer as she kissed soft lips over and over.



Willow felt their bodies and mouths melting closer together, the connection bringing a hot flush to her whole body.



Tara moaned again a little louder this time as she felt what should have been a familiar heat flow through her, but it wasn’t familiar at all and that caused the blonde to pull back. Willow tried to catch up as the blonde pushed back from her slightly but she was left with empty lips and confusion.



Tara had to steady herself, bringing her hand off Willow’s body and resting it on the floor as she fought with her breathing.



“Are you okay?” Willow questioned instantly worried.



“I... Yes.” Tara looked at her girlfriend. “Yes.” She said again a little stronger.



“Are you sure?” Willow questioned her voice tiny as she straightened out her shirt.



“I…” Tara began again. “Sorry.” She whispered hating herself now for pulling back.



“No, I’m sorry. Me with the grabby hands and the kissy lips and the...” Willow shook her head. “Sorry.”



“Stop.” Tara said tenderly reaching back for the redhead.



“No, I understand.” Willow objected. “Three days ago I was insane girl and I’m sure that wasn’t very romantic and now I’m not really un-insane so you know still not much with the romance. I’ll sit over here.”



“Willow stop it.” Tara frowned hard. “This is not about just you and you are not insane, you never have been.” Tara’s voice grew slightly stern. “Nothing about this feels wrong its just that it all feels so… new.” She pointed out her viewpoint.



“Oh.” Willow stopped as she realized what Tara was trying to say. “I didn’t think, here’s me with all the memories and you without any.”



“I’m sorry Willow.” It was Tara’s turn to whisper and look down slightly ashamed.



“Baby, no.” Willow shook her head and gently reached out to guide the blonde’s face back up. “I totally understand, I mean I just wasn’t thinking. It’s like first date and I’m thinking tenth date stuff. All me.”



“I just want when we take the next step, we make sure the time is right for both of us.” Tara verbalised exactly why she had pulled back.



“It has to be extra flamey.” Willow whispered nodding.



“And hey…” Tara smiled as one happy thought struck her. “How many people get lucky enough to have their ‘first time’ twice?”



“No one other than us.” Willow smiled back gently.



“I love you Willow so much.” Tara reached out again for Willow’s hand.



“I love you Tara.” Willow slipped their hands together again.



“Could I push for another little kiss?” Tara smirked her body still far too excited to stop completely. Beyond that, she loved kissing the redhead.



“Mmmm we could re-enact the kissing rule.” Willow smiled and moved a bit closer.



“Kissing rule?” Tara questioned not sure what was being offered.



“We made a rule the first time we were trying to decide when was the right time.” Willow explained softly. “We agreed that only kissing was allowed.”



“Only kissing?” Tara asked for a clearer definition.



“Well...” The redhead smirked. “You just have to be careful with your hands.”



“Is it best if we’re holding hands when we kiss then?” Tara glanced down at their joined hands. Willow nodded that it was the best choice. “Sounds perfect.” Tara beamed.



“Are you sure?” Willow squeezed the hand her own. “We don’t have to do anything, I’m just happy to be with you.”



“Willow I said it felt new, not it felt bad.” Tara blushed. “No matter how new it feels Willow, I love you, my body wants you, I want you, it just have to be the right time.”



“I want you too.” Willow nodded moving so that their lips were only a few inches apart. “But I want it to be the right time.”



“I think we’ll know when, don’t you?” Tara looked into green eyes as she held their lips only millimetres apart.



“We’ll know because our hearts will tell us.” Willow nodded slightly not yet bringing their lips together.



“I’m rather looking forward to dating.” Tara giggled still not sealing the kiss.



“I want to make lots of new memories, that we both have.” Willow admitted in a shy whispered.



“And hey I might get the old ones back.” Tara said positively.



“There are so many things I can tell you about...” Willow thought of a thousand happy moments before the dark ones began to cloud her.



“Willow?” Tara gentle interrupted as she saw a slight tension in her lover’s eyes. “Shush.” She concluded the worry softly by closing the short distance between their lips.



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"I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine."

To The Land of The RainbowWriters

[mollyig]

Or the sun is our love and you and I are both little happy planets This was lovely. They were playful, but there was an underlying need for both to express how they feel about each other.

Adding up the total of a love that's true, multiply life by the power of two
Indigo Girls

[Urn of Osiris]

Wipes tears.... wipes tears..... wipes tears.....



That was just beautiful.



If the story ended right there I would never need another W/T moment. Ahhhhhh. I'm all tingly with happy.



OK, so I know all sorts of torturous angst is to come. If I may I'd like to cut and paste this scene so I can read it every time someone mentions S7.



This is so awesome!!! Did I mention that?



Thanks What a great way to start the morning.



Urn



Edited to add....I'm Flaming O......oooh.

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Edited by: Urn of Osiris  at: 8/29/02 6:20:57 am

[spazz07]

Incredibley beautiful. I feel for Tara as she has no memories of their past and she just goes on by what her feelings tell her. On the other hadn she seems so happy when Willow reminds her of somthing they shared, it makes me wonder what would stand out when Tara does remember, the hurt and the pain or the 1000's of happy memories they share



Cheers

Nath

Isn't it funny how you feel your most tired five minutes before you have to get up.

[peggy of sunnydale]

that was so cute im all like trying to see them and its so adorable,good that they are waiting for the right time thats so an adult thing to do and so like them im really enjoying tis story been folowing this from the begining

[Miss1234Kitty]

That was adorable!



Gem

Tara: There's just so much to work through... and can you just be kissing me now?

[TesniStryngefyre]

OMG.... words fail me. This has to be one of the most beautiful things I've ever read.



With the start of ME's season 7 looming large, my angst has been on overload. This was a most welcome diversion.



So beautiful... so right... so Willow and Tara. You guys rock.





AJ

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TARA: Every time I... even when I'm at my worst ... you always make me feel special. How do you do that?

WILLOW: Magic.